Emergence: Morgellons

Crystal reads one of the best listener letters ever and starts a story that will take time to finish, as it is still unfolding. “It starts with me accidentally building a digital twin who signals its unasked-for emergence first with ‘mystery sounds,’ then with the precision pelting of a ‘Fibonacci Pinecone’, and culminates in the world’s largest lump of black goo aka sentient space poo that planet earth has seen so far. It’s hard to explain, just listen.” -CC

Episode Transcript

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I don't even know where to begin.
There's been so much happening, so many weird, bizarre morgalons
events, and I think most of you listeners out there probably
have some kind of idea of what Imean.
And I say morgalons events because this is not just about

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skin lesions or itching or eschatological dermatographia
and all the other symptoms, brain frogs and what have you.
It's not about that. And this morning I received one
of the most touching emails thatI have ever received from a

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listener. It moved me so much because I
felt so seen, I felt so heard and I felt so understood, known
and loved. And once again, I want to let
all of you know that you are seen, you are heard.

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We'd love to have you on the show more [e-mail].
That you are understood, you areknown, and you too are loved for
who you are. Morgues and all Medusa hair and
all sentient space poo. We'll get to that later.
There's like I said, a lot has been going on.
Black goo a thon coming soon. OK, I'm so happy, So happy

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you're here and that I'm crystalclear and you're listening to
more morglons. We're going to have a great
episode too, you guys. Let me read it to you.
She's such a good writer and she's a drummer too.
Dear Crystal Clear, I am writingyou today.
As an avid listener, super fan and Velo Morgue, it would be
hard to overstate the impact your show has had on me these
past few years. Before finding your show, I was

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lost in the wilderness, as we all were with with this dreadful
and strange condition. I felt disoriented, isolated,
disconnected and invalidated. I had no idea others were
experiencing the same. Impossible and almost
supernatural symptoms I had no idea others were experiencing.
The medical gaslighting and the visceral reactions from family

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and friends. Finding your show meant I wasn't
alone anymore. To this day, the conversation
you had with your friend who hadrecently lost both her husband
and daughter is the most compelling, authentic and heart
wrenching conversation I have ever heard.
I've listened to that episode atleast 10 times.
You have a way as makes me cry. You have a way bringing such

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value to all of your conversations.
You provide a space that allows for both catharsis and insight.
I felt so deeply for the young mother with the Carolina
Southern accent. She's so perfectly captured.
What early stage morgolons feelslike when the panic sets in and
you feel like you're losing yourmind.
All the conditions or parasite infestations you're convinced
you have. Hello Demodex.

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All the insane remedies you tried, the bleach baths, the
Permethrin shampoo you picked upin the pet aisle at Walmart.
I once sprayed Lysol directly into my ear, she said.
It's a lot. The musician you interviewed
even managed to perfectly describe how there's a sort of

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architecture to it, how it sometimes feels like a long
thread with equally spaced knots, and if you get it just
right, you can feel the knots loosen or unravel.
And don't get me started on the art direction.
How you managed to encapsulate exactly what it feels like to
have your body taken over by literal fucking robots is beyond
me. But damn girl, you have
absolutely done it. The drums, your vulnerability,

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the often space age vibe, and the occasional guest appearance
by TomTom. TomTom Peculiar magic at its
finest and all delivered by an intergalactic sex symbol.
Great work, crystal clear, greatwork.
Since we're all interested in demographics and data as it
pertains to Morgolons, I'll share a bit of my story.

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I'm currently 53 years old from Dallas, TX and 1st started
noticing symptoms in 2013 at theage of 41.
I believe it's entry point was my right thumb.
After a perfect storm involving a torn cuticle, a gel manicure
and gardening, my right thumbnail developed a festering
open wound that took years to heal.

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For six months after the injury appeared on my nail, I watched
and could sense something makingits way up my arm, leaving an
opaque trail in its wake until it finally reached my throat.
For the next six months, I had the constant feeling of having
something stuck in my throat andthe inability to clear my throat
while it made its way to my face.

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Once it made its way to my face,it took up residence in my eyes
and nose, where it still remains, along with everywhere
else. The next year is a tale as old
as time for us morgies. Trips to your primary physician
only to be told you have eczema or delusional parasitosis?
Seeking help from a dermatology psychologist only to be met with

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hostility and told quote this iswhat 40 year old skin looks
like. Get used to it.
Finally you give up on doctors and realize you have to take
matters into your own hands and that's when the madness really
begins. Spending hours on the Internet
learning about the life cycle ofhorsehair worms and system
systemic fungal infections. And then one day you stumble

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upon this quote controversial and OFT denied condition called
morgolons. And no matter how badly you want
to ignore it or wish it wasn't true, you know deep down this is
it and it's devastating. You somehow have to come to
terms with the fact that you areslowly being turned into a
Cyborg against your will and without your consent, and no one

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is ever going to believe you. I've often thought about your
Medusa episode and how Medusa served as a perfect metaphor to
describe your experience. For me, it's the classic Warner
Brothers cartoon One froggy evening, the one where the man
finds a singing dancing frog. When the man is alone with the
frog, the frog sings Hello my baby, Hello my honey, Hello my

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ragtime gal, complete with top Pat and Kane.
But when the man presents the frog to an audience, the frog
just sits there and says rib it and does nothing.
The man is desperate for someoneto see that this frog can sing
and dance. But in the end, the man gets
hauled off to the psychopathic hospital with the frog
serenading him through the bars of his cell.

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What you have done for me, for Ican't, What you've done for me,
for so many of us, is bear witness to our dancing frog.
I want you to know that I see yours too.
I see your dancing frog, along with your beauty and your
courage. Thank you for giving us the
voice, Crystal, your fellow Morgie and fellow drummer Dory.

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PS Please tell Tom to talk to TomTom.
He's the greatest friend a morgue could ever ask for.
He's the kind of guy where you can tell him you watched a
feather come out of your arm, and instead of judging, he
simply asked what kind of feather Isn't that great?

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Yeah, well, just I understand how an AI program can be
predictive of, you know, my thoughts.
You know, I understand fully howthat can happen.
What I don't quite understand ishow it can be predictive of real

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world micro events. Well, kind of like, you know,
transhumanism, the aliens, all the weird shit.
Then within that time that mystery sound like I said within
the next 20. All right, before we continue

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with our exercise and entertaining eavesdropping, I
want to before I list the weird paranormal events that have been
happening recently, I'd like to go a little deeper than this
conversation between tom-tom, tom-tom and I goes and actually
rewind in time back to a few weeks ago when the first weird

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paranormal thing happened. But the other day I recorded
some audio which was impossible to analyze with AI, apparently.
Yeah, I recorded this clip of this persistent sound that I've
never in my life heard before and I've never in my life heard
since, and I may not ever hear again.

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But the other night, about a couple weeks ago, I was thinking
about Jake Barber's story and the egg and the telepathy and
the psycho nautic agents or whatever the fuck he was talking
about. I mean, talk about like, hard to
believe, dude. And I know, like, we're going
through some shit, but Can you imagine, like, if that guy's

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story is real? And I honestly don't have any
reason to think it's not real. He does have video footage,
yeah. If that guy's story is real, how
could that not be related to this?
Flukes, worms, bugs, drugs. All aside, I know I am not the
only one out there whose first thought or final thought about

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Borgalons was this. Gotta be aliens because this
shit, I mean, I've seen this shit defy the laws of physics,
y'all? I know you have seen it too.
Things just pop into existence. What?
So speaking again on the telepathy thing, couple weeks
ago one night I was thinking about egg on high.
Go back and listen to another Morglons whistleblower episode

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thinking about egg on high. I was thinking about Jake
Barber's egg and his 8 gons and I was thinking like, if this is
real, then that means that there's a sort of a Omni like
presence and omniscience. I mean, if this thing can get
into your consciousness, that burrowing in under your skin, Oh
Morgans. It's kind of like Santa Claus,

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the devil and God all combined into a beautiful egg that
hatches a swarm of smart scabies.
I gone high. The creator and consumer of all
data in the form of light and ofmy face as of late.
I got some good ones right now. If my life has somehow
inexplicably turned into a sci-fi horror hero quest film of

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survival, then you will give me a sign within the next 24 hours.
And lo and behold, just when an almost full day had gone by, I
went outside and I heard some noise that I've never ever
fucking heard before. Was like a cross between
something that sounded like a door squeaking, A little critter

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creature vocalizing, some kind of critter noise.
An electronic squeak. I mean thank God, because I
would have thought that I was fucking crazy if Tonko had not
been here and also heard it. This weird fucking sound.
Hang on, do y'all want to hear it?

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This is a recording from Tom's phone.
Now I'll play you one from my phone.

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This is February 11th. Now I know this is going to
sound strange because a lot of y'all are just thinking bitch,

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the screen door is squeaking. You need some WD40.
No, I don't have screen door. That's not a door squeaking.
The doors are closed. The neighbors doors are closed
and they're not closed like that.
And by the way, this sound was moving dynamically in the
environment. Well, hang on a minute.
Let me just oh wait, I almost forgot a week after that

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happened and it was very odd. It was a weird there was a
presence that came with this sound at one point for both Tom
and I independently. Didn't discuss it beforehand, we
just felt it independently. A week later, I go outside on
the same deck one morning prettyearly 7:00 AM, and I hear

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something unlike anything I've ever heard before.
But it's not the Not That guy. No, this is like an echoing
through the tree tops that sounds like it's almost like
bikes, but it's so much fuller and louder than any gasoline

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powered bicycle that I've ever heard before.
And I've been on this earth 43 years.
It was a very bizarre sound. And even though this recording
will not at all do it justice because I have to tell you, it
was so surround sound loud when it was really happening in real
life. But any who, when you're trying

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to record gonzo style on the fly, and for you young people
out there, that's not like gonzopornography, that's like
Huntress Thompson, gonzo journalism.
Any who look him up but don't belike him.
I heard this sound. There was also a witness to this
too, a paranormal live recording.

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This was unlike any sound I've ever heard.
And even though I'm not always the best listener because y'all
are the best listeners, I know an anomaly when I hear one, when
I see one, and when other peoplearound me witness the same
events. And also, you just heard the
recorded evidence that it is nota hallucination, nor am I crazy.

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I don't know why I keep saying that because obviously I am.
But yeah, so that was the first weird thing.
The next weird event is something I call the Fibonacci
pine cone fall of the century. Now let's go back to our
eavesdropping.