Morgellons Worms

Crystal interviews a government whistleblower and a real life listener out of CA who has had Morgellons since 2005.

Episode Transcript

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Well, if you're a member of the public and you are still
listening to CNNMSNBC, Fox News,we're reading New York Times or
The Wall Street Journal, I. Listen exclusively to FNN, the
fake news network. All of that is controlled.
It's propaganda. It is shaping your life
narrative, intentionally so. Another military whistleblower

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has come forward, Matthew Brown.As usual, the breaking news is
on more morgulize. The complaint we hear in the
world is I don't care about these blurry images.
These things are blurry. They're they're blurry, but
they're amazing images. I mean, is there a reason that
the public doesn't see crystal clear?
Yes, I'll take it from here, George.

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Why can't anybody else see our morgues?
Yeah, I think unfortunately it'sa product of our education
system, a lack of curiosity in general about the world.
There's a lot of arrogance in our Academy, and that arrogance
filters down to our citizens. We know the world we haven't
figured out. There's nothing they'd like to
discover here. And I think in general, there's

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so much misinformation, stigma, mythology that lead them to just
automatically categorize any of this as as just, you know,
false, fake, not real, misidentified.
Yes, I believe the word you're looking for is delusional.
Amendment is there? Are there additional reasons

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that have been maybe discussed behind closed doors?
Force fields of some sort aroundthese that make things blurry
even for a from the camera or image you know?
Exactly why can't I get a clean shot of my morgues?
Probably a very real explanationfor why certain shapes you know

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are are harder to observe than others.
I think you know, whether it's active camouflage, like the skin
itself that definitely seems to be in play, or a field like you
describe. Yeah, some things we've seen
have looked so bizarre. It makes no sense to my brain at
different levels that what you're seeing could just be a

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part of a, a greater structure, you know?
Oh. God yes, I totally know.
So it. Could be something like that,
speculating well. Jeremy that's we do hear on more
morgalons. We talk about blurry pictures of
things that a lot of people think are fake, and then we
speculate about what they could possibly mean and what they want
from us. What are your thoughts on the

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big picture questions? Yeah.
Why us? Why are they here?
Where do they come from? What do they want?
I. Think I have a good degree of
confidence that the reason they're here is US.
Specifically us think. Life, especially sentient life,
it's a precious thing and I think to some it might be a

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resource. I think humanity to some level
is a resource for them. Like a commodity.
Yeah, kind of kind of like a dermis buffet.
Possibly a commodity, possibly form of entertainment, possibly
medical related think. They live here.

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Yes, for all intents and purposes, always.
No hesitation there y'all. Yes, the aliens are here.
I don't know about always, but it certainly appears that they
have been here for most of recorded history.
At least some element of this has been here for most of human
recorded history. You think we would see them if
they didn't let us see them? They they pop up, but they can

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also disappear. And do they allow us to get
these glimpses? Is that a game of some sort, I
wonder? Our education.
Processes are one that I could not understand.
If it is a game, I think they'reboth just as powerful as we
think, but also less. And I think there is there is
not a single they here multiple,multiple, certainly multiple

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factions of the same species, ifnot multiple species and all the
complexity that brings, which might be our best hope.
Do they have an agenda? There's different types.
You know what? What are your philosophies on
this like? Who are the others?
Why are they here? And you, you've touched upon it.
I know we're kind of going back a little bit, but.

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Yeah, let's come back a little bit.
You guys. I've made a few minor edits to
the highlights reel of the part three of a three-part series
that that Jeremy Corbyn I think is his name.
Documentarian, the UFO guy that makes movies.
He interviews the latest military whistleblower
intelligence, Matthew Brown. And what these interview clips

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bring it up for me, besides the incredible overlap between UFOs
and morgue lawns. And that there is another
intelligence that is engaged in humanity, straight up.
What does that feel like, being one of the people that knows
that and doesn't suspect that? Bizarre to see legions of people

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who have no clue about any of this and no clue that they are
being deceived. Why should, why should people
believe you? I mean, I know, I know you.
I know what we've been through, but that's not public stuff to
everybody. Every step we've taken.
Why should people believe what you're saying?
Well, because I was there. I was there.
I saw. It.
I saw it, spent years researching it.

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I have an honorary degree in entomology.
As a human being, I feel like I'm, I'm.
Genuinely funny. I'm genuine putting myself out
there. I'm.
Putting my ass out here. Sacrificing my future, my past,
and a lot of what I have now to do this for no gain.
And you get nothing from us. We're just reporting because

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it's an important story. And you're telling it because
it's true. Absolutely.
What do you want people to know right now?
Like, what do you want people toknow if you're just like,
fucking on? Yeah, if you're gone.
Like if somebody feeds your bergalons chocolate after
midnight and they start self replicating and eat you.
Alive. You are not free, and this
reality has far more to it than you have been allowed to

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believe. And God is real.
Can I get an Amen from all the believers and whatever from all
the non believers? This is all from a recent
interview with a guy named Matthew Brown.
Are you scared? Are you scared now?
Coming forward, Are you scared? Hell no, we're not scared.
We ain't scared of these motherfucking morgalons.

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This is more morgalons. I'm crystal clear.
If you haven't figured that out yet.
The show is not about aliens. Maybe not sure yet.
The jury's out. It's definitely about morgalons,
the disease that at least seems like it's from outer space.
Today we're going to hear a truestory of morgalons from a more
morgalons listener. If you would like to Share your
story on the show, either through a telephone call, a

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voice memo you record, or an e-mail that I will read aloud,
just send your e-mail to [e-mail].
I'll get back to you sometime in2025.
I really have no excuse. I'm not working right now.
Oh, yeah. The board opened up a third
investigation of me in four years.
No disciplinary action so far, but that's OK.

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I'm not upset about it. I'm not afraid.
I've crafted the narrative in a way that makes sense to me.
And if you're being targeted, you can apply this to your
situation as well, if it helps. Lucky me.
Another stress test for an obsolete system.
Am I exhausted? Hell no.
Fuels low. Engines clean, Refueled them,
punch it. And do I sit around all day

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asking why are they targeting me?
Nope, I just say well it looks like they've identified me as
the bottleneck to their corruption.
Nice of them to notice. I've already even got my
statement compiled for when and if they call me for a hearing.
Good afternoon, my name is crystal clear.
Registered Nurse under OCGA 501870.

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I hereby request every scrap of documentation attached to the
audit that you claim is pending,because sunlight is not only the
best disinfectant, it's free andyour opaque vendor contracts are
not. I'm standing here not as a
supplicant, but as a stakeholderin the Republic's promise that
the law is a shield, not a cudgel.

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That promise has gats out. Patch them in public, 1 statute
citation, 1 meme, and 1 deposition at a time.
Because as I have said so many times on this show, we are
winners, we are warriors, and weare a force to be reckoned with.
Great episode today, thanks for listening.
Stay tuned. Oh, and don't forget the morgue

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mixer at my house in Atlanta, June 21st.
It's right around the corner, y'all.
Any morgue in the world is welcome to reach out to me and
RSVP and I will give you the instructions about when, where,
what, and how much fun we're going to have.
All right, stay tuned. The time I noticed so I'm a

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recovering addict. I've been clean for 12 years,
like straight edge. I am 48.
So anyway, I got this job in California.
So I flew out here kind of got cleaned up for a little while
and was an au pair, which soundscrazy but no helps me right?
Anyway, then after that job ended, I felt like towards the

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end of the job I started fallingoff the wagon hard.
I met this guy he was a dealer. Start hanging out with him.
There's the reason I'm telling you all this is because so I had
did this drug that I had never done before.
And I don't know if this is related, but yeah, Anyway, this
drug mess, like I had never seenmeth.
We just, I lived in a ski town that was pretty affluent.
So there was cocaine that was like rich people.

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Yeah. I had never heard of meth, never
seen meth, Right. I didn't even know it existed.
Anyway, I started doing that with my boyfriend.
No blame, but you know, whatever, right.
I So then like pretty quickly after I started doing it I
started noticing shit coming outof my skin.
Weird. Everyone around me was like, no,
you're just tweaking. Like, you're right.

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Yeah, but it's. Also kind of like there's a lot
of people that do meth that don't talk about Morgans.
Like like most of them. Like the vast majority of them.
I will tell you like that's partof this story that I don't
usually share, especially with you.
Know yeah no I get it there's somuch stigma I mean there's so
much stigma they're just like ohit's that drug blah blah blah

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blah blah yeah it's not just thedrug yeah there's there's some
kind of correlation I think withstimulants but I I don't it's
definitely not the drug you knowyou.
Know, like when they, you probably know this is a nerve,
but when you have a parasitic infection, especially on your
skin, a lot of times they'll give you, they'll give you a
bunch of steroids right away. Right to like.

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Calm down your shit anyway, so that's that's my first person.
So that was in. What was it?
The black specs or? It was fibers.
Fibers. And probably some specs too, but
I didn't have a loop or anything.
So what I would do is I would get oil and I would just rub my
skin like over and over and overagain, which is kind of what I
do now. Actually.

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The weird thing Crystal is I never have gotten what do you
call it? A lesion?
Really. Ever not one time so but I when
I rub my skin lightly like rightnow, I'm like since the last
summer, so almost a year, it's been really bad.

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I didn't notice it since. OK So what happened?
I did. I had this thing happen to my
skin. People kept telling me I was
tweaking. I eventually ended up in a
mental hospital because that drug just switched my like.
I just, I've never done anythingthat hardcore.
And this was what, 20 years ago?You were 28, you said?
Yeah, so it was exactly 20 yearsago.

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So eventually I didn't go inpatient, but I went to an
outpatient program at the mentalhospital offered for psychosis
that people were experiencing from drugs.
Anyway, I moved from California.I went back home after that and
like, you know, obviously didn'tdo that drug anymore.
So then I just stopped noticing it.
I don't know if it was because Iwasn't so hyper focused.

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Yeah, or. What?
Right, right. But I didn't notice it again,
like OK until I moved here in 2010 back to California.
So I. Colorado at 14,000 feet, that's
where I lived, the elevation. So that might have had something
to do with it, you know, not being active, I don't know, but

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you know, you live 2 miles up. But I didn't have any problems
with it. So I lived.
I went back home. I, I think I was only in
California the first time for like a year and a half, so it
wasn't very long. All that shit, the mess,
everything freaked me out so bad.
But I just went home with my tail.
But you might like to Colorado like 10,000 feet basically

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almost 2 miles up. Oh.
Wow. OK, then I.
Didn't know and I got sober for five years.
Didn't notice anything. Then I moved back to California
in 2010. Well, I relapsed in 2010 and
then I started noticing shit again.
So I don't know, you know, who knows, But there was a
combination. I came back to California and I
started doing that drug again. All of those.

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Things right, right, right. Then I started noticing shit and
then the same thing happened. The people that I was around
were like, oh, you're on drugs and like, look, you want to
believe that, right? And.
Yeah, you're like, I hope, I hope, but I don't think so.
Like I got pictures. Of yeah.
So anyway, it went on for a while and then I got sober and I
didn't really notice anything again.

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Now for me, because I don't get lesions, it's like I but I and
you know, I moisturize my skin. You know, I when I put any kind
of like it's different. I'll get into that.
But so I noticed shit coming outof my skin when it's coming out.
So this is what happened. I didn't, I got sober again.

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So I relapsed in California, noticed the shit come out of my
skin. Everyone told me, Oh, here's
just the drugs. Blah blah blah.
So I wanted to believe them and then I got sober.
I stopped noticing it. OK, so last summer I started
leasing my own horse. Like I've been volunteering with
horses for a couple years and I just really wanted to get more
invested. So I started putting every day I

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go and I put on fly spray. It's like, you know, it's a
pesticide basically. And I started putting it on the
horse every day. And guess what, all this shit
started. I mean, like so much shit
started coming out of my skin and I was like terrified.
I was like, Oh my God, that thing.
And then I'm like, fuck, has that thing been in there the

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whole time? Right.
What the? You know what I mean?
So for me, I'm like freaking outbecause I'm, I mean, we all
freak out, but I'm like, holy shit, hasn't been in there the
whole fucking time. And now that I'm using
pesticides, it's, I mean, it waspouring out of me.
Plus I started getting all the So what I get is I get really
dark spots and circles. Like they're not perfect

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circles. Do you mean the objects
themselves, like the? No on my.
Skin on the skin, OK. So what's happened is I had
almost like when I showed my doctor, at first he's like, oh,
that's just your blood vessel. I'm like, that's what I thought,
but look, it's not. So there's like a circle and
then in the center of that circle is where the shit will
come out like a little tiny I'veI've had.

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One of those before. I've had one of those before.
All over my body, like really bad on the top of my foot, my
knee, on my face, on my neck, onmy tits, everywhere, my stomach.
And so I went to a dermatologistand he looked at him and right
away he said, I think you got a little warm.
So this is last summer, right? Last.
Summer, he said. I think you've got a what?

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What did he? Say a little worm because I told
them like I'm doing the horses. I've been using this shit.
Right, but. This is last summer.
Yeah, but I think you might havegot a little worm.
And I was so excited because, yeah, I have more gellings.
Like, no, I haven't because I'vehad it all this time.
And he's right away saying, oh, I think you have a little worm.
And I don't know what Morgellonsis, but I'm like, fuck yeah,

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give me the worm shit. So.
He's like. You know, so he's like, go take
this test. So anyway, I started doing all
this last summer. I lost my fucking mind.
You know, I went through the whole thing.
It was the first time I was sober when it happened.
Yeah, that's so fascinating. Many, many years.
So there was no I mean. I so 2020. 4 so like.

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This all started back up in 2024when you were in California.
Yep. What part of California?
Northern, Southern or. Northern, like an hour from
Oregon. OK, OK.
An hour from Oregon, Yeah. I got a question.
Does do the things that emerge from your skin look like the
exact same things that happened 20 years ago?

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Yeah. Interesting.
Yeah, but now I look, you know, before I could see they were
fibers, but now I have a loop. Oh, oh, you mean like a loop?
Like a jeweler's loop. Look, right, yeah, Before I
didn't have that. So I, you know, but I could
clearly see the fibers back then.
I mean, they were black, some ofa few of them.
Red, blue, white, green, brown color, you know?

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But a lot of what's coming out of me this past year are the, I
think people call them like pepper flakes.
And you had a picture of one with a little fucking tail or a
sucker. A little.
That's a fucking sucker, dude. This is why I think it's flukes.
OK, let me tell you. So I freak the fuck out, you
know I am and it like it stops everything.

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I quit my job. Oh no.
Yeah, no, it was OK. I mean, it's fine.
It was time anyway, but I lost my mind.
I mean, I really. It's so disturbing when it's
when, when it's really coming onin that way, it sounds, it's
almost it's weird. It's almost like your your
experience of this in the last few year is like more like my

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first year of experience of it because it was like there was
just you couldn't ignore it. You just couldn't ignore it that
first year. My mind, I mean, I did.
So you know what we do? I did so much research, I
thought. Yeah.
You know, and then I found your podcast and I got to tell you,
like, I know you've heard from this before, but literally just

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to have a person with humor thattotally believed me because even
my boyfriend, honestly, bless his heart, and he's a good man.
Yeah. Yeah, no, I get it.
He's the kind of guy and, you know, I don't want to hear about
people tell shit. I don't, you know, it's just not
known to us, really. I'm sorry, but no one does,
right? And when you're, we live in a

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really small place where he, he thought of, yeah.
I mean, just in the bathroom. For fucking hours.
And I mean it's I'm sure it's like people don't know how to
respond. You know what I mean?
It's it's and you can't blame them.
Give. Me a problem to.
Think right. Oh, you mean he's a guy?
Yeah, he's a. Guy, he was like, it's so
frustrating now I'm talking about it going to remember how

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fucking frustrating it was. I don't want to get mad at when
he comes home, but you know, he'd be like, you know, if I was
you and that was happening to me, I would go to the doctor.
I'm like, babe, I've gone to thefucking doctor like.
So many times. This is so hard for me.
They don't. My doctor, I just had the same
doctor for like 10 years and I thought we were close.
Like, I mean, not close, but I thought we were.

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Cool, yeah. Everything about like I told it
was the first doctor that I was ever honest with that I wasn't
trying. To hustle, right, Right.
Yeah, with him. So he's really seeing me become
like a normal person. It broke my heart because how he
still treats me basically is like a pat on the head, like, oh
you're just stressed.