December 21, 2024 • 11 mins
Crystal brings back a caller we met in 2022 on the episode No UFOs: Just China Spies in US Skies. And Jen from Arizona wraps up her three-part series with the wisdom that can only come from having the courage and humility to doubt.
Also, Jen wanted me to add a shout out of gratitude to the first listener: Abby. We love you Abby!
http://livingenlightenedrelationships.com/activations/the-crystal-shift-becoming-the-crystalline-human/
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(00:00):
December 18th I got an e-mail from Marissa.
You may remember her from earlier episodes, at least one
of which is LinkedIn, the show description.
Hey Crystal, Marissa here from chilly New Hampshire.
It's been a minute since I've reached out but want to start
with a. Hey girl, I was so glad to hear
you say you've been kicking ass in your life.
I too would like to be able to report the same.
(00:21):
So I have just started doing shadow work again.
During this process I quickly stumbled.
Well, more like I was divinely led to this.
See attached article. Now I know what I feel to be
true for me, but of course I can't prove it.
Since theories is all we have right now, this is the one that
out of all of them, I hope to betrue.
This theory is the first one that doesn't make my soul ache
(00:43):
with sadness. Quite the opposite really.
You may have already known or heard about this, but I was
compelled to share it with you. What this lady writes connects
the dots that have presented themselves to me over the last
decade, finally bringing me someunderstanding and subsequently
Peace of Mind. Well, my fellow Morgie, that's
all for me for now. May you keep achieving the
happiness in this life that you so very much deserve.
(01:05):
The Morgie and me recognizes andhonors the morgie and you.
Sending my love to you and the community.
Always, Marissa. And then she links to a website
calledlivingenlightenedrelationships.com.The web page is the crystal
shift becoming the Crystalline human.
(01:27):
Marissa. Oh my God, so good to hear from
you. I started typing a big long
reply and I'm like Oh my God, this is going to be a freaking
novel. Let me just record something.
Thank you. Your e-mail is awesome.
I'm going to share it on the show.
And by the way, what the hell? This kind of ironic, the
crystalline human, So many weirdsynchronicities with all this.
(01:51):
I can't wait for you to be doinggreat as well.
I think that what you found withthat website, and by the way,
aren't you kind of interested inwho that Lady is that made the
website? She appears to be a healer of
some sort. I I would love to get in contact
with her. It doesn't look like anything's
been posted on the site since 2021.
But what a fascinating, what a fascinating sight and person.
(02:15):
It'd be cool if she could come on the show, right?
Did you notice when you were looking at those diagrams that
I'm like, do these correspond with morgues?
Like, you know what I'm saying? Like some of the shapes and
stuff, like they're like stackedgreen triangles.
And I'm like, I'm pretty sure that came out of my butt one
time. Yeah.
(02:36):
But I got to read more into it and dig deeper into it.
But one of the things that kind of stood out to me that I read
on the website, happy people tend to create beauty, while sad
and miserable people tend to create drama.
When we work with and through the clear light of creation,
happy outcomes will emerge in our personal lives and for all
(02:57):
life on Earth. We are living an 11 year
evolutionary adventure that requires conscious and joyous
creativity to keep us inspired and motivated to deliver
unconditionally loving experiences filled with respect
and abundance. The Cosmic Light Collective
noted that humanity's post COVIDtransition will probably take
about two years, starting right now.
(03:18):
A metaphoric blank canvas, an empty page, a silent keyboard,
or an open plot of land laid before us.
What we fill these open energieswith is our evolutionary
adventure. Once we decide what to create,
the wonder lies in exploring ourcollaborative options for
manifestation. What goals, specific
experiences, and unique opportunities are you opening to
(03:39):
during this creative transition?Our beliefs, thoughts, feelings,
and memories are under soulful construction.
By necessity, our language and behavior will reflect the depth
of the compassionate intelligence we are embodying.
What is the soul aware story that you are creating?
What are the soul empowered experiences that you are living?
How is your body expressing its continuing soul embodiment?
(04:02):
You're free to live beyond fear and without limitation through
the crystal clear light of creation as you participate in
building a soul embodied human race capable of peaceful living.
Wow. That's this is the kind of stuff
I want to be exposed to. This is the kind of stuff that
has to come and counterbalance all the crazy theories and, you
(04:25):
know, state actors, maliciousness, demonic things.
Yeah. I mean, those things are part of
this experience of reality, but they aren't reality.
Not mine. I refuse.
I'm so proud of you. Seriously, I'm so proud of you.
(04:46):
You're still here. You're still reaching for
healing, and you're still reaching for light.
And God damn, that takes a lot of strength.
I commend you. I admire you, and I thank you.
Stay in touch. Call me, girl.
(05:07):
I'm going to leave my phone number in the body of this
e-mail. All right?
Love you, Marissa. I'm here to wrap up the Jen
episode. However, I have nothing
brilliant to say. I have no wisdom to give.
(05:30):
I really think that above all, what's helped me through this
the most? I found my like my 4 besties on
the Stuff That Works website andI don't think I found anything
of value on that whole site the whole time I was on it.
No, no skin care regimen, no other type of protocols.
(05:55):
It was fighting those friends. So Kim Catt and Joseph and
Eulora and Deanna and those four, they really held my hand
and took me through two years ofmy life that I really needed
support in addition to your show.
So listening to, I mean, the episode, the Morgellon's gospel
(06:18):
with Kate, that was everything to me.
And Sarah's episode, Sarah who Imean, I thought I was hard for
shaving my head, but she waxed her head like that girl is.
I would really like to meet her someday and get her autograph.
(06:39):
Also, Jill, the episode that shedid, I feel like so many of the
words that she said were actually coming out of my mouth
because I've gone through such asimilar journey.
And of course you that episode where you were crying, I was
right there crying with you. I was crying because it that
(07:01):
episode gave the pain that I have gone through a voice.
And yeah, so the camaraderie that I have with other people
that have this, like I said, theintimacy, the companionship,
that's what's gotten me through this.
(07:22):
And I will say one more thing. I really firmly believe without
a doubt that all the answers that we need are inside of us.
But since we're all such different people, the answers
are going to be different for every single person.
So I think that all of us have ajourney, but it's our own
journey. So I really don't believe that
(07:42):
any type of, like I said, no skin care regimen, no eating
protocol can just be applied to everybody in order to start
alleviating symptoms or eventually become asymptomatic.
I just feel like it's up to us to go in, pray, meditate, be in
(08:04):
contemplative practice, take a bath, close your eyes and
listen. Go within and listen because all
the wisdom you ever need for your own specific journey is is
in there. And I think it's really helpful
to hear what other people have done because it helps to give us
ideas and more things to pray about.
(08:25):
But I do think it's for each andevery one of us.
It's one, it's our own journey. It's the heroes journey for for
each one of us. And you have to go in inside and
listen to what's being shown to each one of us.
Yeah. So I think that's the way.
I really think. That's the way.
The bottom line, if this has shown me anything, is that I I
(08:48):
truly know nothing. If I know anything is that I
know nothing. I know of all the hours of
research I did. I know nothing more about this
condition, about this syndrome, disease, whatever it is, than
anybody else. I will say that my life is
markedly different now and markedly improved after living
(09:11):
in fear and living with this urgency and this terrible
feelings 24/7 for two years. Yeah.
And that and the improvement hasbeen as a result of God's grace
and for going in and listening, going inside, meditating,
spending time in nature, puttingmy bare feet on the ground, just
(09:33):
getting in the sunshine, practicing gratitude, all of
these things. So that's been my journey so and
you've been along for for the entire way too.
Thank you so much for all of your episodes.
OK? I love you so much.
And anyone out there that is struggling with this, you've got
(09:54):
support, you've got so much support.
Just tap into websites, tap intosupport groups or Facebook
pages, whatever it is, send an e-mail to Crystal or to one of
us. And yeah, connect.
Because holding hands is the wayout of this.
I really, firmly believe that. Ladies, listeners, gentlemen,
(10:22):
Beijing sponsored eavesdroppers,it is impossible for us to learn
what we think we already know. And you know, the longer I go on
this journey of morgues, it's not really even about finding
answers or having the courage toadmit that I don't have them.
Where I'm at now is more about daring us to act when the map is
blank, to speak when the words don't exist, to keep moving even
(10:45):
when every step feels like stepping deeper into the
unknown. Because maybe we've outgrown the
need to grasp a truth with mind split by dualities, right and
wrong, and known and unknown, self and other.
Perhaps the wisdom we're seekingisn't ours alone, but something
woven into the fabric of all being, emanating not from
intellect, but from the heart ofexistence itself.
(11:08):
When we let go of our need to own the truth, we might finally
feel it moving through US. Collective, infinite, alive.
Thanks for listening and stay tuned.
December 18th I got an e-mail from Marissa.
You may remember her from earlier episodes, at least one
of which is LinkedIn, the show description.
Hey Crystal, Marissa here from chilly New Hampshire.
It's been a minute since I've reached out but want to start
with a. Hey girl, I was so glad to hear
you say you've been kicking ass in your life.
I too would like to be able to report the same.
(00:21):
So I have just started doing shadow work again.
During this process I quickly stumbled.
Well, more like I was divinely led to this.
See attached article. Now I know what I feel to be
true for me, but of course I can't prove it.
Since theories is all we have right now, this is the one that
out of all of them, I hope to betrue.
This theory is the first one that doesn't make my soul ache
(00:43):
with sadness. Quite the opposite really.
You may have already known or heard about this, but I was
compelled to share it with you. What this lady writes connects
the dots that have presented themselves to me over the last
decade, finally bringing me someunderstanding and subsequently
Peace of Mind. Well, my fellow Morgie, that's
all for me for now. May you keep achieving the
happiness in this life that you so very much deserve.
(01:05):
The Morgie and me recognizes andhonors the morgie and you.
Sending my love to you and the community.
Always, Marissa. And then she links to a website
calledlivingenlightenedrelationships.com.The web page is the crystal
shift becoming the Crystalline human.
(01:27):
Marissa. Oh my God, so good to hear from
you. I started typing a big long
reply and I'm like Oh my God, this is going to be a freaking
novel. Let me just record something.
Thank you. Your e-mail is awesome.
I'm going to share it on the show.
And by the way, what the hell? This kind of ironic, the
crystalline human, So many weirdsynchronicities with all this.
(01:51):
I can't wait for you to be doinggreat as well.
I think that what you found withthat website, and by the way,
aren't you kind of interested inwho that Lady is that made the
website? She appears to be a healer of
some sort. I I would love to get in contact
with her. It doesn't look like anything's
been posted on the site since 2021.
But what a fascinating, what a fascinating sight and person.
(02:15):
It'd be cool if she could come on the show, right?
Did you notice when you were looking at those diagrams that
I'm like, do these correspond with morgues?
Like, you know what I'm saying? Like some of the shapes and
stuff, like they're like stackedgreen triangles.
And I'm like, I'm pretty sure that came out of my butt one
time. Yeah.
(02:36):
But I got to read more into it and dig deeper into it.
But one of the things that kind of stood out to me that I read
on the website, happy people tend to create beauty, while sad
and miserable people tend to create drama.
When we work with and through the clear light of creation,
happy outcomes will emerge in our personal lives and for all
(02:57):
life on Earth. We are living an 11 year
evolutionary adventure that requires conscious and joyous
creativity to keep us inspired and motivated to deliver
unconditionally loving experiences filled with respect
and abundance. The Cosmic Light Collective
noted that humanity's post COVIDtransition will probably take
about two years, starting right now.
(03:18):
A metaphoric blank canvas, an empty page, a silent keyboard,
or an open plot of land laid before us.
What we fill these open energieswith is our evolutionary
adventure. Once we decide what to create,
the wonder lies in exploring ourcollaborative options for
manifestation. What goals, specific
experiences, and unique opportunities are you opening to
(03:39):
during this creative transition?Our beliefs, thoughts, feelings,
and memories are under soulful construction.
By necessity, our language and behavior will reflect the depth
of the compassionate intelligence we are embodying.
What is the soul aware story that you are creating?
What are the soul empowered experiences that you are living?
How is your body expressing its continuing soul embodiment?
(04:02):
You're free to live beyond fear and without limitation through
the crystal clear light of creation as you participate in
building a soul embodied human race capable of peaceful living.
Wow. That's this is the kind of stuff
I want to be exposed to. This is the kind of stuff that
has to come and counterbalance all the crazy theories and, you
(04:25):
know, state actors, maliciousness, demonic things.
Yeah. I mean, those things are part of
this experience of reality, but they aren't reality.
Not mine. I refuse.
I'm so proud of you. Seriously, I'm so proud of you.
(04:46):
You're still here. You're still reaching for
healing, and you're still reaching for light.
And God damn, that takes a lot of strength.
I commend you. I admire you, and I thank you.
Stay in touch. Call me, girl.
(05:07):
I'm going to leave my phone number in the body of this
e-mail. All right?
Love you, Marissa. I'm here to wrap up the Jen
episode. However, I have nothing
brilliant to say. I have no wisdom to give.
(05:30):
I really think that above all, what's helped me through this
the most? I found my like my 4 besties on
the Stuff That Works website andI don't think I found anything
of value on that whole site the whole time I was on it.
No, no skin care regimen, no other type of protocols.
(05:55):
It was fighting those friends. So Kim Catt and Joseph and
Eulora and Deanna and those four, they really held my hand
and took me through two years ofmy life that I really needed
support in addition to your show.
So listening to, I mean, the episode, the Morgellon's gospel
(06:18):
with Kate, that was everything to me.
And Sarah's episode, Sarah who Imean, I thought I was hard for
shaving my head, but she waxed her head like that girl is.
I would really like to meet her someday and get her autograph.
(06:39):
Also, Jill, the episode that shedid, I feel like so many of the
words that she said were actually coming out of my mouth
because I've gone through such asimilar journey.
And of course you that episode where you were crying, I was
right there crying with you. I was crying because it that
(07:01):
episode gave the pain that I have gone through a voice.
And yeah, so the camaraderie that I have with other people
that have this, like I said, theintimacy, the companionship,
that's what's gotten me through this.
(07:22):
And I will say one more thing. I really firmly believe without
a doubt that all the answers that we need are inside of us.
But since we're all such different people, the answers
are going to be different for every single person.
So I think that all of us have ajourney, but it's our own
journey. So I really don't believe that
(07:42):
any type of, like I said, no skin care regimen, no eating
protocol can just be applied to everybody in order to start
alleviating symptoms or eventually become asymptomatic.
I just feel like it's up to us to go in, pray, meditate, be in
(08:04):
contemplative practice, take a bath, close your eyes and
listen. Go within and listen because all
the wisdom you ever need for your own specific journey is is
in there. And I think it's really helpful
to hear what other people have done because it helps to give us
ideas and more things to pray about.
(08:25):
But I do think it's for each andevery one of us.
It's one, it's our own journey. It's the heroes journey for for
each one of us. And you have to go in inside and
listen to what's being shown to each one of us.
Yeah. So I think that's the way.
I really think. That's the way.
The bottom line, if this has shown me anything, is that I I
(08:48):
truly know nothing. If I know anything is that I
know nothing. I know of all the hours of
research I did. I know nothing more about this
condition, about this syndrome, disease, whatever it is, than
anybody else. I will say that my life is
markedly different now and markedly improved after living
(09:11):
in fear and living with this urgency and this terrible
feelings 24/7 for two years. Yeah.
And that and the improvement hasbeen as a result of God's grace
and for going in and listening, going inside, meditating,
spending time in nature, puttingmy bare feet on the ground, just
(09:33):
getting in the sunshine, practicing gratitude, all of
these things. So that's been my journey so and
you've been along for for the entire way too.
Thank you so much for all of your episodes.
OK? I love you so much.
And anyone out there that is struggling with this, you've got
(09:54):
support, you've got so much support.
Just tap into websites, tap intosupport groups or Facebook
pages, whatever it is, send an e-mail to Crystal or to one of
us. And yeah, connect.
Because holding hands is the wayout of this.
I really, firmly believe that. Ladies, listeners, gentlemen,
(10:22):
Beijing sponsored eavesdroppers,it is impossible for us to learn
what we think we already know. And you know, the longer I go on
this journey of morgues, it's not really even about finding
answers or having the courage toadmit that I don't have them.
Where I'm at now is more about daring us to act when the map is
blank, to speak when the words don't exist, to keep moving even
(10:45):
when every step feels like stepping deeper into the
unknown. Because maybe we've outgrown the
need to grasp a truth with mind split by dualities, right and
wrong, and known and unknown, self and other.
Perhaps the wisdom we're seekingisn't ours alone, but something
woven into the fabric of all being, emanating not from
intellect, but from the heart ofexistence itself.
(11:08):
When we let go of our need to own the truth, we might finally
feel it moving through US. Collective, infinite, alive.
Thanks for listening and stay tuned.
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