God Qualifies The Called: A Journey of Faith and Transformation With Adrienne

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Imagine the profound connection between motherhood, spirituality, and faith as we embark on this enlightening journey with Adrienne, a devoted mother of five. She shares her reflections on divine motherhood, drawing beautiful parallels with the story of Mary and Jesus, and candidly recounts her experiences with giving birth without medication. Adrienne’s insights remind us of the powerful role mothers play as life teachers and the sacred partnership with the divine in bringing new life into the world.

The episode doesn't shy away from exploring the challenges of embracing spiritual gifts and prophetic ministry, highlighted by personal accounts of stepping into this path. We discuss the allure of new age practices like tarot and astrology, contrasting them with the fulfillment of relying solely on the Holy Spirit. Together with Adrienne, we examine the delicate balance of light and darkness in our lives, sharing transformative road trips and spiritual awakenings that illuminate our true path.

Concluding with a powerful discussion on preparing for Jesus's return, we delve into healing trauma and embracing one's divine path through transformative practices like the 16-week LGHTBDY (Light Body) course. The conversation is interlaced with personal stories, biblical teachings, and unexpected spiritual connections, underscoring the ever-present hope and divine guidance available to us all. Join us for this compelling exploration of faith, transformation, and the enduring light that guides us through life's challenges.

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:02):
Welcome to the Nearly Enlightened podcast.
I am your host, gianna Girusso,and today I am joined by the
lovely Adrienne.
She is a wife, a mother and awidow, a child of God, who wants
nothing more than to see peopleand help people experience life
as it's intended, through thelove of Jesus Christ.
She's experienced a lot in herlife, in her 44, almost 45 years

(00:25):
, and is determined to share thewisdom that she has gained in
order to help people live lifemore abundantly.
She is a mother of five Wow, Ican't talk today Ranging from
ages 27 to 21 months, and she isa teacher.
I mean a mother of five, liketeacher?

(00:46):
Yeah, you have to be a teacher.

Speaker 2 (00:48):
Absolutely.
I mean, I teach every singleminute that I'm with the kids
and I think most of my teachingactually comes from the time
that I'm not with them, when I'mlearning and then taking it
back to them and applying it tomy mothering.

Speaker 1 (01:03):
I love that I have so much respect for mothers.
I have such a good relationshipwith my mom.
I've been blessed and fortunateto have a steady, stable
relationship with her throughoutmy life and no one has loved
being a mom more than her.
So I just have so much respectfor mothers and really they are
the life teachers, becauseyou're raising these little

(01:25):
beings to like go out and be apart of the world.

Speaker 2 (01:30):
I mean, if you really think about it, I mean you are
the vessel that God chooses inorder to bring life through and
the responsibility is inherentin that alone.
It's funny, we get on before andyou kind of prep me for how
this conversation was going togo and I knew, as soon as you

(01:50):
said what you said about howthis conversation was going to
be led, that it was going to bethe same on my end.
And the first thing, one of thethings that I was thinking
about last night and a littlebit this morning, as I was
reflecting over motherhood it'shard not to reflect when I have,
you know, my 27 year oldtexting me about her schooling
decisions for her genius fiveyear old daughter, and then my

(02:14):
21 year old, you know, talkingto me about trucks and like all
of these things that he's reallyinterested in.
It's hard not to reflect in themidst of mothering.
It's hard not to reflect in themidst of mothering.
And so I was thinking about,honestly, jesus and Mary and
divine conception and how,honestly, I could get a little

(02:35):
weird with this, but-.

Speaker 1 (02:37):
Get as weird as you want.
This is the place for it.

Speaker 2 (02:40):
Okay, god was showing me, or I was kind of in in this
.
When I'm in this space,probably between 430 and six
o'clock in the morning, it'slike this liminal space that I'm
in, where I'm not quite awakebut I'm not quite asleep, and I
receive a lot of my propheticmessages during that time, and

(03:01):
so I guess I had a questionabout DNA coming from the father
and the father's contributionto the mother and why the mother
is chosen to carry the child,and like, be the vessel that
comes through me.
He was like well, think aboutMary and think about what life
was like when she carried Jesus,and about, like, the vessel

(03:27):
that she had to be and had tomaintain, and how I had to
prepare her for that, how HolySpirit prepared her for that,
and then about how, you know, inorder for Jesus to live a
perfect life, he had to comethrough a near perfect vessel as
well, and one that was andhonest to God.

(03:48):
I started thinking aboutconception and sex and about how
, you know, did they not have,did Mary and Joseph not have sex
over the time that you know shewas pregnant with Jesus?
I think that that was that Godwas like to me.
He was like, well no, becauseshe was pregnant with Jesus.
I think that that was that Godwas like to me.
He was like, well, no, becauseshe was to remain perfect.

(04:08):
Not that there's anything wrongwith because they're married,
but there was something aboutbeing the conception being
divine and that her, her purity,was maintained and she was only
in partnership with God as thevessel.
As Jesus passed through um, thering of fire, and I called the

(04:34):
ring of fire, I just had my um.
The 21 month old um was theonly child of the five that was
born 100% without medication.
The other ones I was in thisplace where I was actually in
some fear around as tough as Iam, I was in some fear around

(04:54):
childbirth and what that painwas going to be like.
And with my third child myoldest son child, my oldest son
I made it 18 hours without anymedication at all and then was
just exhausted and had to havean epidural, had the epidural

(05:16):
and he was born an hour later.
So I was very close but neededto relax and my body needed a
chance to just let the processhappen.
But with the, the youngest one,um, I could really really
understand so much of the birthprocess that I hadn't understood

(05:38):
before.
I didn't understand how divineit was and how that amount of
pain and how that amount of howGod truly like opens you up in
the spirit and physically inorder for a baby, a life, to
move through you, how much youare reliant on God in order to

(06:03):
make it through that process.
There was a time that I was, Ihad planned on having the baby
at home the entire time, butcircumstances presented
themselves at the very lastminute also divine, I believe at
the very last minute for us tohave to go to the hospital.
So we went to the hospital andI still had a midwife in the

(06:25):
hospital and they were able tokeep me as close to a home birth
plan as possible and I didn'thave any medication.
They didn't push any medicationon me, it just everything just
happened, naturally.
But I was probably about nowlooking back, probably about 15
minutes away from him, likecrowning and coming through, and

(06:48):
I'm upside down backwards onthe hospital bed that's elevated
, holding onto the bed in likemelasma, basically like holding
on and and looking at the wall,but then closing my eyes and
looking at the wall and, honestto God, they talk about a ring

(07:08):
of fire when you and like howyou feel that, oh, okay.

Speaker 1 (07:13):
I know I don't use the video, but that's so cool.
That must be a new feature onzoom.

Speaker 2 (07:19):
It must be.
I didn't even need to do it, itjust happened oh yeah, that's
so weird, I didn't even need todo it.
It just happened.
Oh my God, that's so weird.
I must not have the update, yetit's coming through if you
can't see.
Yeah, it's coming through, um,so I, um, I can remember saying
it's the ring of fire.

(07:39):
It's the ring of fire Like Ifelt it, um, in ring of fire,
like I felt it, um, in, you know, in that whole part of my body
this actual ring was on fire,but it was also in the spirit.
It was like this opening thatwas happening, where I knew that
it was just me and God.
In that moment there wasnothing else, it was just me and

(08:02):
God, and the baby Jesus is overhere, like cheering me on, like
come on, you can do it.
The Holy Spirit has given me,like all the strength to be able
to process, go through thisthing.
But my eyes were focused on onGod, honestly, and I really felt
that was the closest that I hadever felt to God in my life, at

(08:22):
43 years old, and I've been inthe pursuit of him for some time
, and I think one of the okay,one of the evils of abortion is
to rob women of that experience,is to rob women of that

(08:51):
experience, to rob women of theexperience of knowing, beyond a
shadow of a doubt, that there isa creator.
And really it's like he said tous come over here.
Yes, I know all of the thingsthat we can look to Eve and
blame Eve for and like all ofthe pain, the pain of childbirth
and all of that, but still,even in that pain, he's invited

(09:11):
us into this experience that weonly get to have, and I think
men, to some degree, are jealousof that experience.
There is an element of I don'tknow if it's jealousy, but like
just a complete lack ofunderstanding.

Speaker 1 (09:27):
I can't do that.

Speaker 2 (09:29):
But it's like we get a backdoor into, and Kind of VIP
treatment into, what it is liketo be a creator, and so I think
that abortion truly does robwomen of not only rob them of

(09:51):
that experience, but reallyworks to invert that experience
for them.
And we know that you knowanything that you experience in
your body, um, stays with you.

Speaker 1 (10:03):
So I know, that's a sensitive subject.

Speaker 2 (10:07):
It's a topic it's not easy to talk about, um, but I
think, uh, we're in an age whereGod has moved us into this age,
where we are in a season and anage of revelation through the
voice and through conversationand through connection through
conversation, and so there's alot of things that we need to

(10:30):
not be afraid to haveconversations about that so many
of us have experienced that aredeeply traumatic.
But you know, I was alwaystaught that you tell the truth
and shame the devil Once youbring it to light.
You tell the truth and shamethe devil Once you bring it to
light, once you shed light onthe shame and guilt that come
along with so many choices notjust abortion, so many choices

(10:52):
in life, you can begin to, firstof all, I think, repent like,
come to terms with the actitself, and then start to heal,
and there's great healing andthere's no condemnation in the
lord jesus christ.

Speaker 1 (11:09):
So, um, anything that you hear otherwise it's a lie
right and I think I think we doforget that because religion has
and you know, this is I.
I've talked about this candidly.
I went to catholic school myentire life, 12 years of
studying the Bible and studyingCatholic philosophy and it made
me nothing, made me turn awayfrom God faster than that and my

(11:32):
whole twenties was coming backto God in a way that was like
unlearning the fear, shame andguilt around religion, because
God isn't a vengeful God.
God isn't a hateful God.
He gave us the freedom ofchoice because he loves us so
much, because he wanted us tofreely choose his way, and I
think that it does take courageto stand up.

(11:55):
I was so scared to start to talkabout these kinds of things on
the podcast, or even before Ihad the podcast, and someone who
really gave me permission tostart to talk about this, which
is somebody who were connectedby busy gold Um, she put out a
podcast.
This was going a few years backnow, I think, even, maybe, even

(12:15):
like 2020.
Um, but she put out a podcastand it was titled like the
scariest podcast I've ever doneand she talked about her
experience with Christianity and, first of all, that blew me
away because she's Jewish, andthe whole episode really changed
the way that I saw spiritualityand I started to step even

(12:38):
further closer to God andbringing that, bringing
Christianity, back to my life ina way that felt right for me,
without the like kind of goingto go ahead and say it the evils
of religion, because sometimesreligion can be real, really
like not great.
You know, you look at theCatholic Church and all of the

(13:00):
things that have kind of gone onbehind the scenes in the
Catholic church and, um, likeyou know, the church has so much
money.
We could end poverty right nowif we wanted to, and we're like
choosing not to, um, so thesewere all things that I kind of
had to go through, um, in orderto step into that courage.
And so I love the people thatare talking about it.

(13:22):
Shelly Ohm was on a couple ofweeks ago and she is actually
bringing the Bible to yoga.
Like she has yoga church whereshe focuses on a scripture and
that's the theme of the yogaclass, and I was like this is
just so cool, like I love thatpeople are stepping into their
power and talking about this,because I really think that it's

(13:44):
like a reclamation, areclaiming of the kingdom.

Speaker 2 (13:49):
Absolutely so, a lot of the teaching that I share.
It's been told to me to call itlight remembrance, and it's
about remembering the light,remembering that Jesus is the
light and remembering that Godhas.
There is a little spark withineach of us that's ignited

(14:10):
through our connection with HolySpirit and our acknowledgement
of Jesus Christ as our Lord andSavior.
That enables us to live out ourindividual selves and our
truest identity in order toallow others to do the same.

Speaker 1 (14:32):
Yes, go ahead.
No, you can finish your thought.

Speaker 2 (14:37):
Well, that story that you tell, it's really
interesting because it is like acontinuation of the same and I
can tell you and I don't thinkthat she would mind me telling
you like this little part of thestory I started to share with
more authority my propheticthoughts and words and visions,

(15:01):
probably around 2020.
That's really when God was likelisten.

Speaker 1 (15:05):
I think he ignited a lot of us.
Then we were like, okay, ifever was the time to step up
here we go, now is the time.

Speaker 2 (15:12):
And so I had given, I had given some kind of message,
I could probably look back atmy.
I had an Instagram that wascanceled around that time.
So, classic, classic Facebooktwice, instagram once and busy,
and I would have conversationsand she would be like why, but

(15:33):
like you're, you're following,isn't it?
Like you're following count,isn't that that high?
And what God showed me aboutthat, he was like listen, I
don't need for you to be popular, I need for you to be popular,
I need for you to be effective.
And so they're afraid of howeffective you're being in
reaching people.
And so in that time, and sothere was like a shutdown, in

(15:55):
that time, I had postedsomething prophetic and she
texted me out of the blue andshe was like so I'm supposed to
just say the things.
And I'm like, yeah, you'resupposed to say the things.
I was like you need to be wildwith your faith.
She was like I need to be wildwith my faith.
And I was like, yeah, and so wehang up and like wild at heart,

(16:16):
bible study was born.
And then she, she did table hasthree legs.
Well, she hasn't done table hasthree legs yet, but she did do
the scariest podcast I've everdone and that sparked and led so
many people I think people werekind of already, like you said,
they were already kind of onthe path but were unsure how to
marry these parts of their livestogether because there was some

(16:37):
kind of need for there to be aconnection between who they were
currently and who they weregoing to be and to drop out some
of that, but essentially, whopeople were at their core.
It was supposed to be marriedin order for something new to be
brought through and I think sheallowed a door to be open.

(16:58):
You know we passed throughgates and we're given keys.

Speaker 1 (17:02):
She allowed a door to be open and gave people the
keys to a lot of their ownprophetic, to share a lot of
their own prophetic gifting andto really authentically show up
the way that Holy Spirit wasencouraging them to yes, and
this brings me to the next thingthat I want to talk about,
something that you talked abouton social media a couple of

(17:24):
weeks ago which, like, totallyhit home for me was a lot of
these people who were searchingfor spirit, searching for God,
ended up kind of in the new agetrap and, um, I was definitely
one of those people like lookingto oracle cards, looking to
tarot cards, and I'll let youkind of speak it through the way

(17:48):
that you you said, but it wasso beautifully worded and I went
through that journey myself andI know so many people who
listen to the podcast.
Like that is probably part oftheir story too.

Speaker 2 (18:01):
Sure, I think I hope that I can tap into that same
thing that resonated with people.
I don't know that a lot oftimes, when prophetic messages
come through, when they trulyare, of which you know, when I'm
like the Holy spirit is tellingme or I got a message, I don't
know what I've said.

Speaker 1 (18:19):
Right yeah.

Speaker 2 (18:20):
I have no idea, um, so I think the sentiment was
this.
I have no idea.
So I think the sentiment wasthis and I fell in that same
trap and I think what Iexperienced was this there is a
like this spirit of wanting tobelong.
That's that's there.
There is a spirit of wanting tobe special and set apart in

(18:43):
some way, or this spirit ofwanting to be powerful and
wanting to tap into this otherside of things.
That I think is very kind ofbeguiling when we're talking
about oracle cards and tarotcards and just anything that's

(19:04):
kind of esoteric or new age.
But what people?
I think the trap that they fallinto is that you don't need
those things.
The Holy spirit is more thanenough, um, but I think people
don't want to give up.
There is an exchange thathappens.

(19:26):
There is a sacrifice thathappens when you choose to take
up your cross and follow him.
You're putting down otherthings when you choose to pick
up that cross and follow Jesus,because you can't carry the
cross and carry all of theseother things at the same time.
So there is a need to put somethings down.
You can't do both.

(19:46):
God is uncompromising, he's agood God, but he's also
uncompromising, and when itcomes to the will of his people
and the governance of his people, he does not take that lightly.
And so I think that people arein some ways drawn to like, I
said, the power that comes withknowing things.
I think that people are in someways drawn to like, I said, the
power that comes with knowingthings.

(20:07):
I think that's where when wekind of OK, all right.
When we kind of look at Everight as the mother of all the
things and she was tempted inthe garden by the snake, this
snake and we can look at, wecould talk about the snake and
the symbolic meaning of thesnake and Kundalini and that

(20:28):
awakening that happens to peopleand what they think they know.
And God says not to eat of thetree of knowledge.
And what did she do?
She went straight over thereand, I think, was coerced
ultimately into by somebody whowas familiar to her.
I don't think she just walkedinto the garden and was like, oh
my God, this snake is talkingto me.
I mean, you think about one ofthe things that we don't do, I

(20:51):
think, with the Bible is reallynot just perceive them as these
mythical stories, but if youreally try to put yourself in
the place of a person who ishaving this experience, and you
can.
I'm not asking.
I would never ask anybody tofill in the blanks, because I

(21:11):
think that's a dangerous placeto be with the Bible.
But if you were to like we aremade in his image, they are made
in his image.
We know people.
We have inherent traits aspeople.
We are curious.
We are.
We do want to know people.
We have inherent traits aspeople.
We are curious.
We do want to know things.
We do thrive on relationships.
We do thrive on storytelling.

(21:32):
We do thrive on communication.
That's how we grow.
So I think that that points tothere was a relationship to
whatever this snake was, thatEve.
I don't think that thatexchange that happened with this
apple was the first time thatthey'd had an encounter.
I think that she had been.

(21:52):
He had been cultivatingsomething and if we look at how,
how the darkness works in theworld right now, it's a
cultivation.
It's like you aren't justbrought in and like he sits you
down and he presents himself asthis thing and then you're like,
yeah, I'll go along.
No, it's like, ok, I'm going togive you little pieces and
breadcrumbs and allow you tocome this way.

(22:14):
I think it was the same thingthen.

Speaker 1 (22:16):
Yeah, and I think you can even see it with, like you
know, in the New Testament, whenJesus was tempted in the desert
in the new Testament, whenJesus was tempted in the desert,
like he, he didn't.
He tempted him with one thingat a time, like, oh, you're
thirsty, here's water.
Like, oh, uh, you want fame andwant, like, power over the
people.
I can give you that.

(22:36):
And Jesus had to go throughthat and say no to that
temptation so many times.
It probably was the same thingand and, yeah, you can see it
throughout stories in the bibleand I I kind of like what I was
getting from.
What you were saying was likewhen we're reading the bible,
like putting ourselves in theshoes of other humans who walked

(22:59):
the path, because we're alltempted in the same ways.

Speaker 2 (23:04):
Yes, there's nothing new under the sun.
He ain't tried to run no gamethat's any different.
It's been the same from thebeginning.
And so when she went and atethat apple and she gained
knowledge and shared it with theman and then he had the
knowledge, I think the knowledgewas this existence that was

(23:25):
beyond um, the garden and bespiritually beyond where they
were Um and um.
I think we have some of thatdesire.
Women in particular have someof that desire to know through
our, because we have thiscreative space that's open in us

(23:49):
to know and to share wisdomthrough this creativity, this
creative space.
And I think that if the timingis right and the wounds are
right, somebody can really fallvictim to some really, really
dark magic.
To be honest with you, and it'sinsidious in that you know, you

(24:12):
think you're just picking upcards and you're just sharing oh
, I'm just going to share thesemessages with my friends.
Well, before you know it, thatis what you're reliant on.
It's become an idol.
You're looking at that beforeyou're looking at even if you
have a relationship with God andI think that this is the place
where people are, um, the in themost danger you have a

(24:33):
relationship with God thatexists already, but you are
placing this need to know andthis access to information over
your relationship with him andgetting what you need to know
from him, and so there's adanger, there's an inherent
danger there that thatseparation sin is just

(24:54):
separation from God.
That separation creates spacefor something to fill that space
and what we know, that what Iin my experience and I think,
gee, what you have experiencedand so many we know have
experienced it is filled withthe darkness that is insidious
and, not to mention you don't.
Your information is so accurate, right, sometimes when you're

(25:18):
learning to read these cards andOracle and Tarot and all of
this.
The information is so accurate.
Where are you getting thatinformation from?

Speaker 1 (25:26):
Yes, you posted this the other day and I was like yes
, yes, yes, and it's what I sayon this podcast all the time,
like and not as like a fearfulwarning.
But be careful who you workwith, because where is their
power coming from?
If their power is not comingfrom God, like well, then where
the fuck is it coming from?

Speaker 2 (25:45):
Where is it coming from and who is working on the
other end, we only have we havelimited sight.
I was blessed enough.
Thank God, I've had some really, really beautiful teachers
along the way.
My mom you talked about yourmom my mom is one that has held
me to the fire for a long time.

(26:07):
He's like I know.
She says to me I know that youhave an anointing and you are
not living it out in the waythat God wants you to live this
out, and I pray for the day thatyou can live this fully, so
that you can experience thesegifts fully.
I could tell you, guys, so manystories about things that I've
experienced along the way frombeing a young child that were

(26:29):
just like supernatural, to saythe least, and so that's been
something that this gifting hasbeen an anointing on my life,
and I know that I have beencovered in so many situations,
in so many places where I had nobusiness.
I had no business doing thethings that I was doing.

(26:50):
I had no business interactingwith the people that I was
interacting with.
I felt it in my heart, my chestand my gut.
I knew it, but I was protectedand guarded in so many ways from
physical harm.
That doesn't mean that I didn'tcarry with me the weight of my
choices.
I have absolutely experienced alot because of my choices and

(27:11):
because of my separation fromGod and because of, honestly, my
dabbling in new age andtrusting in people who turned
out later on to be honestlyriddled with demons.
And so when we talk about thatuh, false light, the devil knows

(27:32):
the bible, demons know thebible.
They all confess to know thatJesus is the one.
They all confess that.
But when you things become very, very murky, when there is a go
between, when there issomething that you have to go

(27:54):
between in regard to yourrelationship with God, whether
it be a priest I think that thisis kind of a pitfall of
Catholicism is that you theythat one of the tenets is that
you have to go to somebody inorder to access God.
It's honestly the same thing,it's the same same ideology as

(28:16):
tarot cards.
Yeah, you are just trustingthat that individual has a
relationship with God, but youdon't know.
You don't know the heart, youdon't know what lurks in the
hearts of men.
The heart is just desperatelywicked and who can know it?
Sometimes the people don't evenknow it.
So I think it is reallyimportant that there is.

(28:38):
You go to the source, and whywould you not just go to the
source anyway?
I just I mean, other than allthose things that I listed where
it's like it's cool it was coolfor a minute to be able to read
cards and they're pretty andit's like really, it's like that
whole like being of light thing.
Everything is very attractiveand it's very pretty.

(28:59):
Well, when you are working withGod and closely like following
this path, the path is narrowand it is dirty and gritty and
grimy and he asked you to dothings that you have.
You're like where I have no.
First of all, I have nobusiness doing this.
Second of all, this isterrifying.
Third, this is I.

(29:19):
I, this is so far outside ofmyself.
But God doesn't call thequalified.
He qualifies the call, and whenyou are working with things
that are outside of yourself,you are essentially qualifying
yourself.
You aren't allowing God to useyou as a vessel, and I think
there's a lot of like kind of.

(29:41):
It creates so much confusionwithin the gifted person in
regard to, not to mention thethings that they're letting in,
but in regard to what their trueidentity is and how God really
wants to use them.
So for me, I had to just sethim down and he was like listen,
you have this ability to dothis.

(30:04):
When I was talking about howI've been blessed in the past.
I've been given teachers alongthe way who are like Adrian, you
can see things and it's okay.
I told myself a long time agothat when I was younger, after I
had some of those supernaturalexperience that I didn't want to
see anymore, I told God.

(30:24):
I was like turn this off.

Speaker 1 (30:26):
I had a very similar experience that I've talked
about in the past on the podcast, to the point where I no longer
dreamed at night anymore at allat all.
And then the work became likeasking for forgiveness, like I'm
sorry, I asked for this gift tobe taken away, like I'm I'm
ready for it now.
And the work has been Like I'mI'm ready for it now.

(30:48):
And the work has been.
The work has been like slowly,um, like just letting that
unfold and and come back and andhaving a pure heart and and
being ready because I same thing.
Like I was very young.
First time, um, I had a visionof mother Mary.
I was two years old and, uh,you know you're not fearful then
because you're like this openvessel and no one's told you to

(31:09):
be fearful yet.
Um, and I had to.
Really, my mom and mygrandmother were very good
spiritual teachers in that theyhelped me to not be fearful of
it, but they also didn't know.
It was one thing to just say it, but they didn't really know
how, how to help me not befearful, if that makes sense.

(31:30):
So I think it's just it's partof the journey like to to have
that moment of like, not me, notlittle old me To have that
moment of not me and then cometo terms with okay, well, nobody
else has the answers.

Speaker 2 (31:45):
So I guess I'm just going to draw like really,
really close to God and see likehe's the only protection and
the only one who has the answersfor me and the tools will be
given to me along the way.
And for those of you who areout there who are like really
trying cause, it can be anaddiction.
It can take you to this place.
Um, when you're looking athoroscopes and tarot and

(32:07):
astrology and I have thoughtsabout astrology that are
interesting, but I do too whenyou and I think we're probably
on the same page in a lot ofthis way, but when you are doing
those things, it can be anaddiction in that you are
constantly looking for theanswers and anticipating the

(32:29):
answers and trying to find.
You know that next, the nextclue in your journey.
When we're not supposed to knowsome of that stuff, because
sometimes we're not ready andthe self-sabotage is strong with
the human being and if God isgoing to, if he was to tell you

(32:50):
where he wants to take you, youwould ruin it.

Speaker 1 (32:54):
Yeah, it's so true.
And it's funny because Iactually we talk about this on
the podcast that just launchedtoday with Stefan and I have
recently been having a problemwith astrologers now, and not
just that it's the new agecommunity, it's that a lot of
times their messages are cloudedby their own point of view and

(33:18):
experience, so there's like it'slike a foggy vision, Like it's
not, it's not the messages fromGod.
And you know, I think it'sfunny because, like I said, I
grew up Catholic, so obviouslythe Catholic church demonizes
anything astrology, witchcraft,like all of that stuff.
But if you read the first pageof the Bible, God says I gave

(33:39):
you the sun, I created the sunand the stars and the moon so
that you are able to tell time.

Speaker 2 (33:46):
Right Exactly, that you are able to tell time Right
exactly.
And time time went.
Okay, you can.
When you start to lookbiblically at things and you,
you go to it's ah.
When you go to John one I waslooking at this yesterday and
I'm like, why am I looking atJohn one?
This is interesting.
And in John one, john istalking about Jesus and he says

(34:09):
in the beginning was the word,the word was God and the word
was with God.
He was there in the creation ofthe world.
And so when we look at, when wethink about things biblically
and you look at the OldTestament and you think about
the words that are used, thewords obviously matter.
So when you think about time,yeah, it's to mark time, but

(34:32):
it's also to mark time as alinear that's not really a
linear experience, but a forwardand a backward marking of where
you are and what is to come.

Speaker 1 (34:46):
Yes, I love that this , just so this is.
This keeps happening this thisyear in the podcast.
It's like we just like um, yousaid God doesn't call the
qualified, he qualifies thecalled.
We've said that probably likesix times in the last like two
months on this podcast andeverything has just been
unfolding like quite naturallyand one person has been

(35:06):
piggybacking kind of off of theother and that's because I bet
people who come on this podcastI would never put somebody on
this podcast to give them aplatform if they weren't
actively doing the work and ifthey're um, their connection to
God is close and, um, the peoplethat aren't just like.

(35:30):
There was one person I really,really, really wanted to come on
the podcast and Holy Spirit waslike uh-uh, not him, can't do
it, nope, not the one, andyou're like but I want it, yeah,
exactly, especially because yousee like, oh, he has like
600,000 followers and it wouldbe really good to boost the

(35:51):
podcast and all of this stuff.
It's like putting my human brainon it and trying to make it
happen without God andeventually I saw like God was
like you don't need him, youdon't need him, his message is
not the one, and so that wassomething I had to come to terms
with.
But I said this to you at thebeginning, before we were

(36:12):
recording Holy Spirit guides,these conversations.
I let whatever comes up come up.
I don't edit them.
It just whatever comes throughis like what God and spirit want
to come through, and the closerthat I get to my relationship
with God, the more easily itstarts to unfold.
When I was looking to those newage practices the crystals, the

(36:36):
tarot cards, the Reiki masters,like all of these people, it
just caused more confusion.
It caused more rift.

Speaker 2 (36:59):
It brought in more yes, it brought in more chaos,
more questions.
I had less answers and morequestions.
It's, it's, it feels, and also,in conjunction with that, it
feels like the messagesmessaging that you get from that
Well, you can't go back now.
You're so far, you can't makeit back.
But this is the glory of thegospel.

(37:22):
All you have to do is ask.
I tell my kids, my boysespecially now, like, listen, if
you get in trouble, you callJesus first and then you call me
.
Call Jesus first and then callme, because all you have to do
is ask with a heart posture thatis true and he'll pull you out
every single time.
It doesn't mean it's going tobe easy and it doesn't mean it's

(37:44):
going to be painless, but he'lldo it every time.
I love that for you.
What I got when you said thatwas you're in a purification and
an elevation process.

Speaker 1 (37:57):
Yes, yeah.

Speaker 2 (37:58):
Yeah, you don't need to worry about.
Like 600 followers is nothingand where you're going to be
able to go with the podcast.
It's like you.
Almost the social media, thefollowing aspect of things is a
non-factor, it doesn't matter.

(38:19):
It's most important that youand you know this already it's
most important that you stick toand stay as close to the body
of that's interesting the bodyof Christ.
The body of Christ I thinkthat's something very specific
for you and the movement aspectof things for you, the body of

(38:43):
Christ, um, as long as you stickto that and allow that to also
less to come through here inyour voice, but to also come
through your body, that is goingto really open up some things
too.

Speaker 1 (38:59):
Yeah, and it's funny that resonates.
And, um, anyone who's beenfollowing my story for the last
couple of years, like a year anda half ago my life absolutely
fell apart.
But it was falling apart sothat God could get me back on
the path, and I said it on thelast podcast too.
I came back to Rhode Island,where I'm from, um, picking and
screaming Like I loved living inArizona.

(39:22):
It became part of me.
It was just like I don't evenknow, it was just like well't
even know, it was just likeevery.
Well, I mean, when I firstmoved out there, some, a Native
American medicine man, had toldme like oh, prophets, come out
to the desert.
And so, like you were, you werebrought out here for a reason
well, you're crazy.
I saw your post today and Ididn't know that yeah, I lived

(39:44):
there for a time.

Speaker 2 (39:45):
I think it's a okay.
Whenever that face happens,it's because I am probably being
prompted to say something thatI don't want to say.

Speaker 1 (39:59):
I know that feeling.

Speaker 2 (40:00):
Yeah, I think that it is the home of New Babylon.
I think that the grids haveshifted and I think Babylon is
there, yeah, and I think thatthere is yes, prophets do go
there.
And it is my time there, veryspecifically was wandering in

(40:22):
the desert.
Absolutely.
It was like okay, I'm going totake you here, I'm going to show
you some things, I'm going tolet you kind of just do your
thing over here and I'm going totake you here, I'm going to
show you some things, I'm goingto let you kind of just do your
thing over here and I'm going tosee what you do, and then I'm
going to bring you home.
And I got very clear message atone point, like go to Austin, go
back home to Texas.
And I went this was when I wasworking for busy.

(40:45):
I went into the office and Iwas like I got to tell you
something.
This is when we were working,like across the desk from each
other.
And uh, she was like okay, kickthe door closed.
That's her phrase, kick thedoor closed.
So I closed the door and I waslike I have to move, I have to
go back to Texas.
And she was like got there fora second and she was like I feel

(41:06):
that I feel that how can I helpyou get there?
And then that was it, and I Idid have an experience.
God showed me a lot about thenature of humans there and about
the folly of humans, and aboutwhat really what even though I

(41:31):
wouldn't have said this aboutmyself at the time um, what the
nature of a prophet is, um, andwhat their, what their job is,
what their mission is, um, andthat, of course, is to spread
the gospel, but also to deliverthe word of God period.
And I got to see very, veryclose and uphand why that's

(41:56):
really important.
There are some, really, reallyreally there are a lot of souls
that have been led very, very,very far ast straight and that
are contributing to the whole ofthe darkness oh, that's like.

Speaker 1 (42:12):
Oh, we need a moment to digest that.
That's that I.
I feel that it's definitelylike, um, like the whole state
feels like a vortex.
There's like something,something there, and I've never
quite experienced anything likeit before.

Speaker 2 (42:36):
I did have.
So two things happened when Iso many significant things
happened when I was there, buttwo things that I would think
were that continued to remind methat I was loved by God.
One of them was so I postedyesterday a little bit more
about my story and about being awidow.
One of the things that Ilearned from my second husband
before he passed away was like Ineeded to live my life, and I

(43:00):
have it tattooed on me now, outon the rocks.
We were in Costa Rica.
He was sick with cancer.
It was like our last hurrah andwe went to the beach and I'm
standing on the shore of thebeach and this was in Manuel
Antonio and there is a part ofthis beach that is like covered
with these giant boulders and Iwere standing on the beach and I

(43:24):
turn around to look atsomething and when I turn back
back to look, he's like out sofar on the rocks.
He had scrambled so far out onthe rocks that, like I, there
was no way that I could get outthere, like I and I.
You know he had cancer at thetime and he's terminal.
So imagine this person that Ilove, that I had been taking

(43:45):
care of for probably about um,about 20 months at this point,
like, exclusively, this was myjob on earth was to help him
through this.
And I see him and he's out onthese rocks like taking chances
in life, and I, uh, was justlike hollering, come back, come
back.
And I snapped a picture of himstanding out on those rocks and

(44:07):
when he came back from the rockshe was like like you can stand
here on the beach or you can goout on the rocks and like, live
your life.
And when I pass away, that'swhat I want you to carry with
you is like live your life onthe rocks, like take chances.
Let God take you to placeswhere you never thought that you

(44:29):
would go.
And so I started to do thatincrementally and one of the
things that's honestly how Iended up in Arizona to begin
with, I saw a posting for a jobI knew busy just through some of
the I had done break and I wasteaching booty, so I knew her
just through social media.
Really, we had like exchangesthere, but I was really close

(44:52):
friends with another person whowas working for her at the time.
I saw a job posting was like Itexted my friend like bitch, is
this my job?
And she was like I think it is.
And I texted busy and I waslike I think I'm going to apply
for this job.
I'll send you my resume.
She was like I think I'm goingto apply for this job.

Speaker 1 (45:14):
I'll send you my resume.
She was like no resume needed,Just let me know when you can
move here.
And so this is from Austin toArizona.
I love her for that.
She like when she has a knowing, like she just makes it happen.
Yeah, she does.

Speaker 2 (45:20):
Yeah for sure.
And so I packed up all my stuff, I packed up all my kids, we
moved to Arizona.
This was after my husband hadpassed away and I started
pursuing this thing.
One of the messages that I gotwhen like right when he first
was diagnosed with cancer andhad a car accident, one of the
messages that I got from God waslike you need to figure out,

(45:44):
and I will help you, but you'regoing to figure out how to
support your family through thisfinancially.
And so I knew that that was afactor.
I was going to figure out howto support your family through
this financially, and so I knewthat that was a factor.
I was going to have to makesome moves as far as that was
concerned and to be brave withmy life in that way.
And so we moved to Arizona andI was there for some time before
my kids came, because we didn'tlike.

(46:06):
I think it was like a monthbefore the kids came, because we
were.
I needed to get set up, Iwanted to get the house and all
that stuff in order before Ibrought them, and the boys were
still kind of like five andthree, I think small, and so
they were with my mom and I wasthere for the first anniversary
of his death and one of thethings that I wanted to do was

(46:27):
go to Sedona, and I had gottenoff work.
I went to Sedona, drove bymyself from Scottsdale to Sedona
, so it's a few hours and I wentup there and I saw I forgive me
because I can't remember thename but the church that's there
.

Speaker 1 (46:44):
That's on the hill.
Oh yeah, I don't know what thename of it is either, but I know
what church you're talkingabout.

Speaker 2 (46:50):
Yeah.
So I made it there like 555five minutes before they were
going to close.
I ran up the hill and got thereand like had this amazing
experience up there for a fewminutes and I was like, Okay,
what am I going to do next?
And God was like go to Devil'sBridge and the sun is setting,

(47:12):
and so I go out there and I'mgoing down the trail when other
people are coming up and I'mlike, oh gosh, ok, and I had my
little faithful little dogBailey with me, which is we
could talk so much about animalsand all of that.
But I had my little faithfuldog Bailey with me and she just
running trails, trails, and weran down there and I was down
there on a full moon by myselfnot recommended, but I uh and I

(47:35):
never made it to cause it's likeseven miles or something.

Speaker 1 (47:38):
Yeah.
Yeah, Even get to the and thebridge part of it is like I've
been there, oh yeah, Okay.

Speaker 2 (47:44):
So if you know, you know so I made it a little bit
out there.
It was dark.
I probably made it probablyabout like a mile and a half in.
It was cold, it's February andair.
Northern Arizona, um, lateFebruary, northern Arizona.
I get out there.
And I just had this like otherworldly experience with like

(48:06):
knowing, like knowing beyond ashadow of a doubt.
I've seen Holy Spirit before,saw it for myself in my house uh
, the day the morning afterTrent died.
And then the next most holyexperience was out there and I

(48:30):
was running on the rocks in thedark, barefoot, with my dog and
for me it was like this almostinitiation process that I was
going through with God, like no,you're going to do this.
And I didn't stumble, not onetime, not one time.
You're going to do this.

(48:50):
And I didn't stumble, not onetime, not one time.
But I did have this impressionof he was giving me this
impression of knowing that therewas a lot of light in the world
and that I was protected and Iwas covered and I was here for
something very, very real.
But there was a lot of darknessand it was starting to kind of
press in around me when I wasthere and I can remember hearing

(49:13):
like, okay, it's time for youto go.
And then, when it was time togo, it was time to go I hopped
in my truck and I was out ofthere.
And then the next experiencethat I had maybe I'm not
supposed to tell you that one,because it just went away there
was, oh, it snowed in Sedona.
It hadn't snowed for like 100years, and I took the kids up

(49:34):
there to see the snow and, uh,the boys up there to see the
snow and that's so funny.

Speaker 1 (49:37):
I saw the snow in Sedona too.
It snowed two feet.
They had never gotten that muchsnow before like it, like most
of highway 82 was shut down likeit was insane insane, insane.

Speaker 2 (49:49):
So I saw both of those things.
I know that that is a veryblessed um land, but it is also
a land of, and you look at, like, the worldly things that are
occurring there and how muchfraud and crime and that's like
where criminals go to hide.
It's like a whole thing that'sgoing on there.
You, you look at how muchcontention is happening on the

(50:13):
land and how many people aredrawn there, but not how many
people.
It's like people are drawnthere but they don't stay there.
It's like you're there for atime and then you get spit out
again.

Speaker 1 (50:26):
Yeah, that's exactly how you leave there time and
then you get spit out again.

Speaker 2 (50:29):
Yeah, that's exactly how you leave there.
You're like okay, I'm out,time's up, gotta go.

Speaker 1 (50:32):
That is exactly how I left there.
That's so funny.

Speaker 2 (50:41):
Yep.
So a lot of that initiationhappened in Arizona.
I saw some very real aspects ofpeople and, like I said, I like
how, how true, true darknessreally portrays itself here on
this earthly plane, and I wasgiven kind of privy information
to sex trafficking and howthat's a very, very real thing

(51:01):
about how that process happens.
One of the gifts that I have isthrough my experience.
Like there is this covering,but I've been allowed to
experience a lot in my life inorder to, I think, make sense of
it and then teach people aboutthe process and teach people how

(51:22):
God is working through whateverprocess that he's taking you
through, through whateverprocess that he's taking you
through Um, and that was one ofthe ones that I didn't in
hindsight.
I mean, I can see how peopledon't know that that's happening
to them, um, because thegrooming process is they got it
down for sure the people whoparticipate in that Um.

(51:45):
So there's been a lot along mypath that um, god has shown me
about, like I said, people, andwhen you see that kind of
darkness, that level of darkness, it only to me points to.
Well, what about all of theseother experiences that I've had
that have been divine?

(52:06):
It continually points me to thelight of God, like, okay, yeah,
that's really dark.
There has got to be somethingto counteract.
Let me go look at that.
So anybody who's watching, whohas had those kinds of
experiences with the dark, thereis something on the other side,
right?
Otherwise the dark wouldn't beworking so hard.

Speaker 1 (52:27):
Yes, I mean, even if you take, take it, even if you
pull it back even further, likethose those dark moments of of
time.
You know I could, I could lookat the last year and a half of
my life as one of those darktimes, but there's always like
that little light that thatkeeps you going and and, like
you said, it's God workingthrough you and I think it, um,

(52:50):
it strengthens the faith muscle.
Like you have to really work onhaving faith and knowing that
it's all happening for yourhighest good and and moving
through that way because youknow I could see it, even having
all of the tools that I have,having the relationship with God
, like I could have totallygotten swept away with the way

(53:13):
that I left Arizona, why, how Ireally could have let that
devastate me and I could havestepped away from all of this,
but instead I had faith and Ikept listening to those messages
and it kept pushing me furtherthe other way and slowly the

(53:34):
light kind of came back and thisis something that you're
working with.
Now.
You talk about this thingcalled light body and you
mentioned, um, light remembrancebefore.
Do you want to talk a littlebit about that?

Speaker 2 (53:47):
I would love to.
It's like my um, uh, the placethat I am the most humbled, I
think, by God, and it's also theplace where all of the rest of
it makes so much sense.
You know, I think, as, asChristians and as believers,
we've spent so much time like,but why, but why.

Speaker 1 (54:08):
I don't understand, and I think that's why a lot of
us did turn to the new age stufflooking for those answers,
because we were the but why?
Like I want to know, show mewhy.
And like you said, sometimeswe're not supposed to know.
Sometimes you don't know, untilhe shows you that day in glory

(54:29):
back to Rhode Island, like I'veleft here twice.
I have left this state twice,like why do you keep bringing me
back here?
And it was beyond.
You know, most of my family ishere.
It was beyond that and I knewit.

Speaker 2 (54:44):
I couldn't so much more to do with yes.

Speaker 1 (54:47):
I couldn't do the work that I was here to do if I
wasn't in this space.

Speaker 2 (54:52):
I definitely.
Just I was going to say thatbefore you said that it's
something about the land andlike location for you and where
you need to be in order toexperience what he, he wants you
to experience.
There's also something about,like this coverage that extends
over you from your mother andfrom your mother's line that you

(55:12):
you don't have when you're faraway from her and her like her,
her dominion for lack of betterterms like her coverage of you.
It was really important thatyou be in that space, near her
for that Um, light body.
So earlier you said yeah.

(55:35):
So earlier you said we couldspend like all day, like just
just running it down.
I know that Um, um.
You spoke earlier about yourfriend who takes um, or somebody
who had been on the podcast whowas taking Shelly.

Speaker 1 (55:51):
Yes, yes, yes, or somebody who had been on the
podcast.

Speaker 2 (55:55):
Who was taking Shelly ?
Yes, yes, she's part of thebooty community too, oh nice.
So what happened to me when Ifirst this light body kind of
came from, uh, not kind of.
It came from my firstexperience with booty, which was
online.
I was looking for dance yogaand Googling dance yoga.
It was like, uh, I had been, uh, practiced yoga for a few years

(56:16):
.
Um, when, uh, when I found bootyGoogle dance yoga on the
computer for those of you whocan't see my fingers moving
right now I'm typing um, um andbusy pops up and she's wearing
like this pink thing and she'sgot like pink feathers and
streaks in her hair and she'slike very, very, very much

(56:39):
perfect.
Um, and I simultaneous lovedand hated her at the same time
and, uh, but did just I think itwas sweet and spicy um on, uh
on YouTube and I made it throughthe first.
I was probably about a hundredpounds heavier then than I am

(57:02):
now.
I made it through the first 10minutes.
I could not sit in half Lotus.
Um, anybody who's practicedbooty knows that that's like
pretty much the state either onyour knees or in half lotus, on
the right side or the left side,which is like, basically and I
listen, I might get us canceledfor saying that it's Indian
style.
I don't know.
It's like Indian style, putyour foot in your right, right

(57:28):
hip, left foot in your right hipcrease or vice versa.
And I couldn't get into that.
And something about the lack ofand I grew up an athlete.
An athlete, I played just aboutevery sport.
I really think that footballwas probably my chosen sport,
but I'm a girl, so I playvolleyball instead and soccer.
And so just being confrontedwith how far I had let my body

(57:51):
go really, really touchedsomething in me and I slammed
the computer shut.
I blamed her, I was very mad ather, um and uh, this person who
I had never met in like reallife and um, but something in me
was like, yeah, you could bemad, but you got to keep going

(58:13):
the medicine is here made thisface like whatever, I'm not
gonna do it, I hate it.
She's stupid, I don't even likeher anything.
And then, but I should just sitdown the very next day and open
the computer screen and go backto that same video and did like
a little bit more.
And now I'm a master trainer,but who went, like I said, and

(58:38):
worked for Busy, and now I candefinitely call her one of my
three best friends, for sure.
But what I also heard duringthat time is Jesus is here, like
Jesus is in this.
I'm like how is Jesus in this?
God?
What are you playing at?
And I knew that there wassomething.

(59:03):
I actually started practicinglight body that first year that
I got into booty, but I had noidea that that's what I was
doing.
I was just like moving andlistening to Molly music while I
was doing that.
He's a like a Christian artist,but like quasi, like his
message is very Christian, butit doesn't sound like any of the

(59:26):
Christian music that I wasaccustomed to so much of.
That is such a turnoff to meLike I cannot musically, I
cannot listen to it.
There's something about thequality that just doesn't touch
something for me personally, forme.
And what music that I had beenexposed to outside of gospel
like my.
I grew up in a Southern blackchurch, so gospel music to me is

(59:50):
like my whole heart.
I could sing like so many songsright now, just hold the mule
like so many songs, and so to methat felt like a mashup and I
would just move on my mat tothat music and there was this
feeling that I had that I that Ihad never experienced before.
It was beyond what even bootywas doing for me at the time.

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But I kind of like was like Idon't know about this Because
you think about it's thatquestioning.
going back to that questioning,like you're telling me, about
this because, like this is likeyoga and like Christians hate
yoga, they're gonna like hate meand they're gonna think I'm

(01:00:33):
crazy.
But then also like, how do Ifeel you like so much in this?
I don't understand.
And during the pandemic, sothere's like this back and forth
that continued and people whowould practice with me would
tell me that they there weretimes that we shut lights off

(01:00:54):
when we're practicing, likewithout flipping switches, like
in this old place that we firststarted out Next Levels of
Fitness in Austin, texas.
My friend owned it.
He passed away as a result ofaddiction.
That's a whole other story, buthe opened the doors to me and
that was my first place that Ipracticed and I had a group of

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probably eight or nine peoplewho would come to class twice a
week and Tuesday nights, man, welit that place up and there
were times that we were like youtake pictures and you were
seeing things and things werehappening.
Lights were turning on and off,things were happening, and so I
would get these messages frompeople like I don't know and I
know you've gotten, you'vegotten this too I like I don't

(01:01:37):
know what happened or what Ifelt, but there was something,
and so I knew that there wassomething through the conveyance
of, first of all, booty, butalso something specific to my
practice that spoke to thepeople that I was supposed to
speak to and I kind of just letthat simmer in for a while and

(01:01:59):
pandemic times, I was beingextremely rebellious, I refused
to wear a mask, I didn't do allthe things, and I traveled with
a friend to North Carolina andto meet with another friend who
was like trying to share a lotof.
We had just similar ways ofthinking about that time, and so

(01:02:22):
we went to connect with thisand you remember like what
connection was like during thattime with like-minded people?
It was like, oh my God, thankGod, there you are.
Yeah, I will travel the countryjust to be with you.
So I don't feel crazy.
We were all receiving a lot ofthe same messages and a lot of
that that was happening.
And so we went to NorthCarolina and I had a lot of time
on the road because it was aroad trip, and on the way back I

(01:02:45):
started getting these likedownloads about, like yeah, it's
booty, but I want you to dothis and I'm like well, what do
you want me to do?
He was like way shower.
Like way shower.
What in the world is that?
And he was like it's like.
And then I started like writingmy notebooks at this time.

(01:03:06):
Look like a crazy person.
I started writing.

Speaker 1 (01:03:09):
That's when you know, that's when you know Holy
Spirit is coming through.

Speaker 2 (01:03:14):
I have a few notebooks like that too.
It was all just shapes and likearrows and like pointing to
this and like I don't understandthis.
But he kept saying way shower,and I way, way maker, way shower
.
And so I'd like hear these werepromise keeper.
Like all these words are flyingaround.
And there's a song that's there, like all these words are
flying around.
And there's a song that's there.

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And I started to just teach andI felt this need to clean up my
music.
Like don't teach with this kindof music anymore.
Like I don't want you to.
There's no Beyonce, there is nolike, no remixes with.
Like Dylan, I don't, I can'teven remember his name now.
Just so many artists that Ilove.
He was like clean it up, Idon't.
I can't even remember his namenow.
Just so many artists that Ilove.
He was like clean it up.
I don't want that anymore.

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And I'm like but is it the, isit the words?
And he's like nope, it hasnothing to do with the words,
it's the frequency.
I want you to think aboutfrequency over everything else
this is gonna have to be a wholeother podcast.
I know it is we all have to comeback.

Speaker 1 (01:04:13):
We'll talk about frequency.

Speaker 2 (01:04:16):
Oh for sure.
So he was on me about frequencyand vibration.
And then this whole thing withcolor started to come in, and
color is sound that you can seeand receive in the body.
And so he then he was like OK,clean up the music.
So I cleaned up the music.
He was like good job, good job.

(01:04:37):
And then he was like OK, nowmove like this.
Like OK, I'll move.
Like that.
He's like now, now teach booty,but teach it like deep.
I'm like OK, teach booty, butteach like OK, ok, I can do that
.
He was like OK, now I want youto listen to this song.
And I'm like okay, and so Ilistened to.

(01:04:58):
I started to kind of dip my toeinto like Christian rap and
Christian hip-hop and Christianlike electronica and I'm like,
wait a minute, oh, that's fresh.
And then I started to like moveto that.
He was like see what I meanfrequency, frequency now how do
you feel?
I'd be like I feel lifted, Ifeel like I could.

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Oh, oh, I feel fresh.
And so I started to teach thatand not tell anybody that that's
what I was teaching.
And I had a friend who, a coupleof friends who would come to
class and like after class.
They would be like slain in thespirit pretty much, and I'm
like well, what are we going todo with this?

(01:05:40):
He was like that's what I wantyou to teach this.
And he gave me the pieces.
And then he gave me the piecesfirst for the movement, before
he gave me the actual likewhat's happening in the body as
he's moving through and how tosystematically do these things.

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And one thing that I receivedduring the pandemic was don't
worry about that vaccine.
I'm like, oh, why don't I worryabout the vaccine?
He was like cause, there's acure.
And I was like, oh, there's acure.
He was like I'm gonna teach you, and I was like, oh, there's a
cure.
He's like I'm gonna teach youhow I'm like what?
Okay, and so I collected allthese pieces of light body and
then he started to show me like,and one of my calling, a

(01:06:25):
calling that I, he, put on myheart, was like nothing that I
put out can't be.
It has to be biblical,everything has has to be.
I'm like how in the world am Igoing to connect this Biblically
?
He was like do you trust me inall these other things?
Just trust me in this too.
And I'm like okay, and so itreally took probably three years

(01:06:47):
of like really really walkingthrough some really dark things.
And Lightbody came through likecompletely as a result of the
birth of my son.
And when I was pregnant with theboy this last boy I went
through so much.
It was so much isolation and somuch like really using all of

(01:07:08):
God, using all of thesesituations that were kind of
swirling around me to draw meall the way into him, and so I
got dreams.
I have had very specific dreamsabout two of my children, and
this is one of them, and I washaving a particularly dark day.
It was very tough, and I wentto a friend's house and was just

(01:07:30):
moving around to music and hewas like put on Laur hill.
I'm like okay, so I put onlauren hill is this, is this
person is a lauren hill fan, soit wasn't very hard to find this
like in her music catalog.
And I started moving to thatand he was like now there's this
one song that I want you toreally listen to and as you move

(01:07:53):
, and it was to Zion, and he waslike that's what you're going
to name your son.
I was like just got thegoosebumps, full body chills.
And so my son is named Zion andI just was like, oh, now the joy
of my world is in Zion and somuch, so many parallels were
there in the song itself.
But on, when I'm trying tobring light body all the way,

(01:08:18):
allow light body to come all theway through, and I know that
I'm going to teach it at bootycon and, um, busy, don't play.
I had already told her, like Ihad already told her probably 18
months before any of thishappened, that like what light
body, what I thought it was, andshe was like yeah, yeah, that
for sure, that's, that soundslike yes.

(01:08:40):
And so I, um, had already toldher.
And then I asked her can Iteach, uh, light body at booty
con?
And she was like absolutely.
And so I knew I had to comecorrect because she don't play
with the teaching.
And I really allowed myself togo into this place where I was
receiving the information andthe timing was just right and I

(01:09:00):
was in this right place and Godwas like listen, go to
revelations three, 17.
I think it's three, 17.
I want to talk to you about somestuff I want.
I want to talk to you aboutwhen John, john the revelator,
sees Jesus and Jesus is talkingto the seven churches and he was
like what do you think?
The seven churches?
Because you know about themultidimensionality of God, you

(01:09:23):
know about the multi, multilayer layering of the Bible.
You know that he taught on thesurface, but he taught he was
teaching something more thanthis.
Remember, in the very beginning, when I showed you booty and
you knew Jesus was there.
I want you to give share thepractice with the people that he

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used in order to maintain hisphysical soma body and his light
body in order to and his lightbody in order to fill his body
with as much light as possiblein order to sustain himself.
When he spent his three daysfighting in the pits of hell for

(01:10:12):
the salvation of the people, Isaid oh, what he's like.
Yeah, that's why you've almostlost your life a few times, and
I really did.
There were multiple times andso a couple of markers along the
way, because God confirmsthings for you, especially when

(01:10:33):
you are doing such big work forhim.
My son, zion, was born on call,meaning like he was born in the
sack.
I told you guys about like that, that the actual birth he was
born in the sack, so we couldsee him like moving before the
sack burst, and I looked at um,what?

(01:10:55):
Who else was born that way?
And allegedly Jesus was alsoborn that way Um, and Abraham
Lincoln and somebody else, Iwant to say JFK.
There were some people alongthe way who had some pretty
significant births.
Um, but what I?
So it's interesting to me, andso I go and look at John and I

(01:11:17):
look at the messages that hereceived from Jesus about the
seven churches, and the sevenchurches actually really are
associated with our chakrasystem.
And when Jesus is talking aboutthe seven churches and his

(01:11:38):
messages to those seven churches, he is also talking to these
parts of our bodies that we needto allow Holy Spirit into, to
purify, in order to be filledcompletely with the Holy Spirit.
And also, when you are filledwith the Holy Spirit, I mean
gosh, if you have ever had thatexperience it is one that allows

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you really to feel lifted, youfeel brand new, you feel like
born truly again, and it'sbecause he is in each, each
aspect, every single aspect ofour body, down to our DNA, and
reconfiguring that.
So he definitely gave mesomething that's very powerful

(01:12:20):
when I spoke about you know, thetwo friends that I had that,
had that practice.
I had one friend who was kindof in kind of sneaky Christian,
with Christian messaging in itthat would still allow us to
move.
And I didn't, like, I said, Ididn't say what I was doing,

(01:12:45):
because I was still in thisplace where I wasn't ready to be
bold and stepping out andsaying what, what was really
going on.
And so one of my friends cameto me and she was like so light
body, I don't know, but like thepast two weeks I just have been
like there are some things thathave come to light that I

(01:13:06):
didn't expect and there is thisenergy that's like running
through me that I didn't expectand I feel cleaner in, like the
in my heart.
There are some things that Godrevealed to me in my heart.
Over the past two weeks I had apurge.
I've had an increase in like my, my communication with God.

(01:13:27):
The messages are coming in,like where there was there was
confusion and cloudiness,there's clarity now.
Like where there was there wasconfusion and cloudiness,
there's clarity now.
And so I've been sharing thatwith.
I shared it at booty con andhad like, um, a lot of people
say they have profoundexperiences and then, um, I also
have worked with peopleone-on-one.
The people that I've workedone-on-one with, I um, I laugh

(01:13:51):
because one person in particular.
She is like on fire right now.
On fire, she's in my DMs likeevery day, like listen also this
and also this and also this.
I'm like, yeah, that's true,that's true.
So I've made a course.
It's 16 weeks.
It's the biblical teachingalong with the movement.

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Um, it's, uh, the biblicalteaching along with the movement
.
Um, god said very specificallyit's not to be done closer than
two weeks together because it isvery, very potent.
Um, there is not one place thathe hasn't pointed me to in the
Bible that relates to how HolySpirit systematically moves
through and removes trauma andremove.

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It's like healing.
On another level, I haveanother lady who I've done light
body one-on-one with, who hasseen a reversal of her PCOS and,
yeah, her hormonal stuff islike.
I mean, it's a miracle.
On top of being in this placewhere God is moving through the

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voice, he's also moving throughthe body, because we are in
preparation for Jesus's returnand we're not ready.
There's a density that existsin our bodies that needs to be
removed and worked through andGod has made a way for that.
I'm not saying that Lightbodyis the only thing that provides
that.
I think there are othermodalities that exist, that,

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because we receive the messagesand he's like go throughout the
world and I will make youfishers of men.
I'm not the only fisher of menthat's out there, so I know that
there are other people who arereceiving this, but for me and
the people who are have passedthrough the gates in order to be
in this space and move with me.
This is the thing.

Speaker 1 (01:15:41):
I love that.
So if people want to work withyou, is there like a website
where they where can they reachout to you?
Where can they connect with?

Speaker 2 (01:15:46):
you Best place is.
There are two places beingalove, B-E-I-N-G-A-L-O-V-Ecom, and
it's really self-explanatory.
There's a page on there forlight body registration, and
then there is also my Instagramor Facebook.

(01:16:07):
My Instagram is the samebeingalove, and I will remain
always very, very accessiblethrough that and registration is
open and we start November 5thand the messages from the people
who are already registered arealready flying, flying through
there.
We are in a time of you mightnot.

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There are two things that willnot be televised the revolution
and the revival.

Speaker 1 (01:16:37):
That's perfect place to end.
Thank you so much for beinghere.
It was truly an honor to haveyou.
I could listen to you talk allday.

Speaker 2 (01:16:45):
It's been so great.
I'm so glad that we were ableto connect, I know Same.

Speaker 1 (01:16:49):
And when you start certifying teachers for
Lightbody, I'm in, I'm in.

Speaker 2 (01:16:54):
Okay, cool, you got it.
You're on the list for sure.

Speaker 1 (01:16:57):
Thank you so much for being here.
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