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SPEAKER_00 (00:00):
Hello and welcome to
this episode of Paid to Be You
podcast.
I'm your host, Vanessa Halleck.
And in this episode, we'rereally going to dive into your
God self, your divine templateof perfection, and really all of
that information that is comingthrough already within you when
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we are allowing the distortionsto rise up into our system.
And to be able to recode andclear any of those things that
are there and to remember who wereally are at the most divine,
truest level.
So in P2BU movement this lastweek, I did a up level and
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raising the consciousness of theplanet.
And it was really about comingdeeper into what you already
know about you are here for soif you're in my community you've
likely had it or you have had aspiritual awakening if you're
drawn to my work you've had aspiritual awakening you see the
world differently you see it aslimitless and although maybe
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there are still parts of youthat are in limitation or You
know, of course, those thingscome up into the system and
those emotions will come up orthose doubts or those fears.
But essentially, when you'reoperating at that frequency or
that inner knowing of.
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I came here as divine templateof perfection.
I've got everything within meright now, like the next level.
And I think this is really wherewe get tripped up, where it's up
level, it's next level, it's outthere.
It's like we hit the next levelwhen we hit that milestone.
And a lot of the time, and Icertainly operated like this for
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a long time and a lot of myclients did too, That, you know,
the next level is out there andwe're always chasing something.
And this is the outdatedparadigm, like our success, our
worthiness, our love, oureverything is in getting to this
magical, mystical place.
And, you know, the there.
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But every time we get closer tothat goal, every time we receive
something, it's never actuallyenough.
The goalpost moves and we'realways in that space of you know
this isn't enough why aren't Ithere yet there's something
missing or I can see itenergetically I can see it
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spiritually why isn't it in myphysical reality and that's
really what is actually causingthis gap because there isn't any
gap all timelines all versionsof you as you know exist
simultaneously and in the now sothe version that you see that
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consciousness and that versionof you already exists now it's
not about like I need to getthere or I need to And it's,
yeah, if there's any need orshould or chasing or pushing or
proving or any survivalpatterns, that's where the gap
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is or like, oh, there'ssomething I need to fix or
whatever.
there's something missing allthe time we constantly or I need
to fix that thing or I need toheal that thing like I need to
you know I need to heal myvisibility wounds or I need to
heal my money wounds or whateverit may be especially if you've
been in that cycle in that spaceof of yes doing a lot of healing
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work a lot of inner work a lotof shadow work a lot of
integration work and And when westart to then realize that all
of that was bringing us back toour God self, it was bringing us
back to this divine template ofperfection.
We come here as this perfectdivine template of perfection
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with a soul mission, with avision, with a purpose for this
lifetime.
And yes, and we experiencetrauma, we experience
conditioning, we experience forme, you know, my biggest
wounding, my biggest things thatI've been And working on it at
the next level is, you know,that my voice is more than
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enough.
My presence is more than enough,that I don't have to overdo, I
don't have to overcompensate.
And that, of course, you know,that paid to be you deepens all
the time is simply that moneyflows and grows as a natural
part, that there is millions ofclients that I'm born with.
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to work with to impact and ofcourse that has come with a huge
journey of being able to reallylet go of those old outdated
paradigms of my worth myworthiness my love my success is
outside of me in the resultsthat clients get in how much I
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make in what I have in thephysical reality and instead
when we bring into this realityand this paradigm of I'm worthy,
I'm successful, I'm loved as Iam and what is guiding me from
that space?
What am I called to?
And when we're living in thisnow moment and somebody asked me
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this at the beginning of theyear, you know, what are you
looking forward to?
What are you manifesting thisyear?
And it doesn't mean that I don'thave goals and I don't have a
vision but my vision is reallyabout Awakening billions to
their truth, coming back totheir God self, coming back to
being paid for their divinegifts that they literally came
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in with, those things that comeso naturally and so easily and
so effortlessly to you that Alot of people, it's too easy,
you know, the harder you work,the more money you make.
There's all these layers ofthese outdated paradigms and
even, you know, the breakdownbefore the breakthrough or no
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pain, no gain.
Those old paradigms aredissolving, you know, like we've
kind of gone through the harderwe work, the more money we make
to, you know, now I just need todo all of this inner work and
then I'll get more.
And actually, it's the wholepoint of doing the inner work is
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to live, to experience life, tolive so deeply in this limitless
experience that we want to justshare these secrets these
secrets that are hidden in plainsight with our audience in your
unique way because you will haveas clients come to me it's
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different, there are unique waysof seeing things, there are
unique ways of doing things andthat when you do it from that
space of truth and inner knowingand relaxed sensation and
feelings where we're not doingit from survival or scarcity or
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struggle or pain which are veryoutdated paradigms so if there's
anything of any of thosedistortions that are still
playing out in your field I justwant you to take a deep breath
now and just go back to sourceyou are source you are limitless
you're a perfect divine templateof perfection so this month has
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been such a big um shift interms of visibility and wealth
for me um so Gemini has been inmy so Gemini's communication
it's been in my second housewhich is all about wealth um and
then Chiron is also in my secondhouse so Chiron is in my wealth
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house and um We had, yeah,Gemini passing through and then
also we've had Jupiter and we'vehad Saturn and we've had all of
these things that are just likeexpanding that portal.
particularly for me and mycharts.
And it's so interesting.
And obviously for all of you,for everybody, the
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communication, how am I leading?
How am I communicating?
How am I sharing my truth?
So it's been this powerfulintegration, this powerful
expansion that's taken placeinternally.
We've also been away for Sean'sbirthday.
It's our 10-year anniversary inthe business that I always look
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at June More is the time whenit's the biggest expansion or
when I really start to anchor inwhat is this year, this past
year showing me because I hiredmy first business coach on the
9th of June.
2015 and by that stage you knowI thought I've got a failed
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business I'm never going to beable to make this work and I'd
gone back to a corporate job andit's so wild to think of the
last 10 years of you knowworking with thousands of
clients making multiple millionsimpacting thousands of lives
through this work simply bybeing me but of course as we now
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expand our visibility it's notabout more it's not about doing
more it's not about moreplatforms for me personally it's
about the things that i'm doingreally well like the podcast we
do those most weeks um contentis going out on on instagram and
facebook and There's theFacebook ads running.
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We've got this structure andwe've got this system.
It isn't about like, let'schange the strategy.
Let's do more.
It's really about where am I?
allowing myself to be seen in abigger way where am I allowing
myself to receive at a deeperlevel where am I receiving money
to be even easier now um acouple of years ago I was like
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you know my mission my vision mypurpose is so big that of course
money simply flows and growsit's taken care of as as this
byproduct of me doing the workthat I'm here for of course
money simply responds to you umyou don't have to be doing your
purpose work you don't have toimpact doesn't have to be um a
big driving force for you it ispersonally for me a huge driving
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force of awakening billions totheir truth based on my
spiritual awakening in 2018where i was basically yes i was
at that point of Yes, I mean, Isuppose dismantling all of those
outdated paradigms to come back.
It was a real death ofdistortion and all of the
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illusions and the outdatedparadigms.
I can speak about it now, sixyears later, in a very neutral
way because of...
the experience that i had but imean that haunted me for a long
time that awakening that deaththat being suicidal being you
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know in a space where I was justeverything was falling but where
I can see it now and I know mostof my community or a lot of my
community have experienced thatspiritual awakening or burnout
and where yes it's a completedissolution of who you thought
you were to be who you alwaysmeant to be this new earth
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visionary leader who is here tolive your heaven on earth life
now to be able to experience thelimitlessness and the overflow
of this particular of this realmwe came here to live we came
here to play we came here toenjoy um and if you're like me
and you're you're listening tothis and you really resonate
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with like that new paradigmleader or the new earth
visionary leader um which is notyou know it's it's not It's not
creating a new earth outside ofit.
It's shifting our internalparadigms of reality.
It's shifting the struggle.
It's shifting the scarcity.
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It's dissolving the belief thatwe can't just be ourselves and
get paid abundantly.
You know, that we have to dowork that we hate or we have to
work with people that we don'tlike or, you know, or we've got
to do things that are not inalignment with our god self and
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when you come back to the truthof you know what is actually
calling you what are the desiresthat you have um because your
desires are your destiny whatare the things that are what are
the things that are calling youso for me you know when i'm
anchoring in anything like thisweekend i decided i was on a
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hike and i decided um to yeahjust have a have a beautiful
sacred five days of selling payto be you the movement for 44 if
you want to grab that it's ithas gone up to two two two um
and it was it was like yeah it'spart of that awakening to the
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truth to my truth awakeningbillions to their truth um and
of course we had a few peoplecoming in and and it was just
such powerful incredible leadersthat are here to do amazing
things in the world so if that'syou and you want to be in the
space of other new paradigmleaders and And it's so
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interesting and so beautiful tosee the support of the community
and how people are rising andshifting.
You know, you understand thatinstant shifting and instant
belief shifting is available forall of us.
Like we are either choosing,changing or accepting and we...
We choose the same paradigmbecause maybe it's familiar or
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it's predictable is the brain,the body and the nervous system
and the ego ones.
But when we're working outsideof that, when we're working on
the level of our God self, we'reworking on.
This is what I'm guided to.
This is what's calling me.
And although my human self mayfeel uncomfortable, what is it
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that, what distortions am Iready to release?
So, you know, when you'reworking with a vision of like, I
know I'm here to impact millionsor billions and make millions
and, you know, create realchange on a global level, you We
want that now.
We want to have the evidence ofit now.
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We want it locked in now.
And most of the time what thatdoes is it takes us out of this
moment of, wow, you know, Ireally do have an incredible
life and I'm already changingpeople's lives just by being me.
And one of the things that cameup this last couple of days as I
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move into this new level ofvisibility and really this
presence of activating thoseready with my voice.
I'm not here to persuade people.
I'm not here to get peoplearound to thinking that the
quantum realm exists or thatbeing psychic is real or
whatever it is.
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That's already a given if you'rein my world.
a psychic, you know that you'relimitless, that your God self
exists.
And you're tuned in, you'retapped into that frequency.
And of course, most of the time,it's really holding and
supporting clients at thathighest frequency.
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And when that happens, all ofthose outdated paradigms of
reality fall away.
And, and yes, of course,something may come up.
So this weekend, I was lookingat when I was doing my shamanic
training, my shamanicpractitioner training, Three
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years ago, oh geez, 2021, sofour years ago now, I did this
activation where I came outwhere I was literally chucking
my shoes against the wall and...
I'd had a tantrum and I'm one offour kids and I'm so loud, a
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very loud home.
But what came out was I keptgetting louder and louder with
my shoes.
And basically what I said islike, well, you know, even if I
get louder, nobody is going tohear me.
Nobody is going to hear me.
And when I did the...
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We were doing this otheractivation that came with it on
that day.
And I saw a cheetah and acheetah paw.
And one of the biggest thingswith a cheetah is obviously
they...
they go you know they're quietthey they don't they're not loud
beings and obviously there's alot of symbolism and things
around the cheetah which isamazing and um but basically to
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cut a long story short is thatyeah we don't need to get louder
we simply need to take up thespace that we know we're born to
take or be the space and noteven take up the space we are
the space we are the embodimentthat our presence that our voice
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impacts others um and i thinkthat's been such an interesting
thread throughout my journeyeven Even when I was doing
podcasts, well, nobody reallycares.
This isn't going to supportpeople.
So if you've felt that, ifyou've heard yourself, where
does that come from?
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Where did you start to realizethat your voice alone wasn't
enough, that your message wasn'tenough, that we have to contort
our message, we have to put itinto something else, we have to
put it into a template, we haveto be somebody else, we have to
dress in a different way, wehave to brand in a different way
rather than Really understandingwhat your essence is and not
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validating externally, but beingthe validation.
I choose myself.
I choose to know that my voicematters.
I choose to call in the clientsthat are a match and frequency
for who I am today without, yes,without worrying about the past,
without worrying about who youattracted in the past, because
that was obviously a pastversion of you.
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We can't go back there.
We have to go into this nowmoment, this present moment.
So what is it that you're readyto let go of?
What is it, you know, anyscarcity, any struggle, just
take that breath and let it go.
and you know the fear of reallysharing your voice sharing your
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truth or maybe the fear of beingfound out the imposter syndrome
that needs to just go that needsto be moved away unworthiness or
success or love being out therewhich is such an outdated
program and paradigm it's likeyou know I read a post from you
know one of the topmanifestation person it was like
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success is inevitable and nosuccess is not inevitable
success is now you aresuccessful right now in this
moment as you breathe and yoursuccess your worthiness your
love is not going to change asyou achieve more and I think
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when we can dismantle thatachievement and that
productivity is entangled inyour worthiness and your success
and your worth and that's whenthat all starts to dissolve and
dismantle, what are we reallyleft with?
The truth of who we are.
What would you do no matterwhat?
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What would you share no matterwhat?
How would you connect with youraudience?
What would you create?
What would you charge?
What would you go towards?
What is that thing that ispulling you right now?
And those things that light youup, those things that excite
you, those things that you'reguided to.
That is the way that our bodies,our intuition, our God self
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speaks to us.
And the things that obviouslydraining or, you know, a client
was saying the other day, youknow, maybe I should just take
that contract that pays a bitmore, but I don't really want to
do it because then I'll have Xamount of money and then I can
relax.
And what that does is it keepsus in this waiting energy.
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So, you know, when you get thatmoney, are you going to relax
are you actually going to feelrelaxed or is there going to be
that drive that pull that innerknowing that you you are you are
destined or that you desiresomething way more than just
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enough to relax and this is thebiggest thing is like what if we
started to relax first what ifwe stopped waiting um you know
we are taught like when you getthis or you have this amount in
your bank account or you do thisthat then then you can relax but
most people you know you knoweven at that amount and then and
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and then you relax and it dipsand so you're always at the
mercy of money which isessentially you know it's
external to you yes you aremoney you create it through your
thoughts your feelings youraligned actions but if you're
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basing it on oh shit, like mymoney's dropped now or I haven't
made X amount for this month oroh, you know, I've had a slower
month that it's like, oh shit,like all of that panic and fear
comes in and that then justbecomes an identity of who you
are and what you do.
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And this is what it's calling usall back to is commanding our
reality, being the superconscious creator of our
reality, knowing that money, theclient opportunities your
partners respond to you respondto who you're being respond to
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the standards that you hold andthe boundaries that you have and
that doesn't mean that we youknow I've certainly the more
I've come into my own truth andmy own power and my own inner
knowing it's not about likehaving to set boundaries the
boundaries just are there andit's such an interesting thing
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that yes we you know we thinkwe're going to communicate it
more we need to communicate itmore but actually it's like are
you owning it internally are youholding the word to yourself are
you committing to the thingsthat you say you want um another
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another beautiful like trickywhen you're operating at this
god self level when you're whenyou know that you're limitless
um like we get all the downloadsand we get all the channeling
and then we you know we go andlike do something totally
different whereas yes you knowyou're getting this guidance
you're getting this wisdom for areason So one of the things that
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is now happening in my world,it's like, yeah, sell the
movement, do it at 44.
Because 21st of June, like thereis, there's this huge
integration.
So there has been this portal ofintegration that's taken place.
I feel totally different.
And it feels so weird to thinkthat I ever believed that there
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was any scarcity in money orthat it was somehow limited.
Obviously, that has been, youknow, something that hasn't been
in my awareness for a while inmy lived experience.
I think 2023 actually was a verydissolving year around money and
limitations where we had one ofour lowest months and I was
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like, okay, that's all right.
You know, we can...
we can not make it meananything.
We don't have to get afraid orget scared or go into fight or
find.
We're simply like, okay, we justkeep going.
And that's where I've loved thepower of the gene keys as well.
The gene key nine and my culturesphere is all about like just
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the power of the small.
And I think that's such medicinefor everybody is, yeah, if you
follow that guidance moment tomoment and yes, maybe there was
stress Maybe there was fear.
Maybe there was worry.
And we're able to be like, okay,well, that's not the part of me
that I'm expressing today.
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But yes, I understand that's aninner child or that's a shadow
aspect of self.
Wow, that's fascinating.
I didn't even, you know, thatunconscious aspect has come into
my conscious awareness and itwasn't there before because
we're always...
you know, we're always evolving,we're always shifting, you know,
if I look back on the last year,and I think of like, wow, you
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know, how much growth hasoccurred internally, in my
being, and that's obviouslyreflected in my external
reality.
But if we don't pay attention towhat has actually shifted moment
to moment to moment to moment,because the nervous system is
very much like a, it's like achild that needs to be reminded,
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you know, we don't actually needto do huge regulation practices
we we just need to understandthat there is the part of
ourselves the nervous system thebrain the body um that when we
bring presence and curiousobservation to that part of
ourselves um we're able to moveyou know we're able to evolve
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and shift and obviously Youknow, this is mirrored through
your menstrual cycle and all thecycles that we experience.
Death and rebirth is notexternally.
It's internally in our systemswhere we're getting new
awarenesses and we're shedding.
But it doesn't have to bedramatic.
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There's no judgment on it.
It's not weird.
It's not, why am I going throughthis?
It's not even, you know, it'snot even duality anymore.
of like yeah you know there maybe a difficult client the
payment may fail but that's notlike bad or good that's just
like yeah it's it's it's justdone it's just there um and it's
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how we perceive it and how weyou know the meaning we attach
to it um You know, you have alaunch that doesn't go according
to plan and it's like it'sfailed.
And, you know, I've had thatbefore in the past, like it's
failed.
You know, I'm not good enough.
I'm in Boston.
It's like, oh, my gosh, like whywas I even doing that in the
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past?
You know, you just understandthat, yeah, it didn't sell
because– well, not because itcan't sell or it's not good
enough or any of that.
It's simply that– When you wereselling, you weren't in the
identity and the knowing of,well, that's already a timeline
available.
It's already done.
Instead, you're stressing or Iwas stressing and worrying about
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like, well, why hasn't it soldyet?
I need those people in.
I need to look a certain way.
And when we start to dissolveall of that, what we're left
with is like, I'd sell it nomatter what.
I'd keep going because itdoesn't matter anymore.
If I have nobody buy, one personbuy, 10 people buy, that offer
has been guided.
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It has been, it has come throughme.
So of course I'm going to sellit.
Of course I'm going to share it.
This is my life's work.
This is my dharma.
This is my destiny.
And of course, most importantly,that falls under you know living
actually living you know goingaway and being present with
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those you love and movingthrough your day with divine
presence and gratitude for whereyou are right now and I think
that's one thing that 2018taught me like wanting to die
really taught me you know areyou living are you living your
heaven on earth life now are youmoving are you moving as a
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version of you that, yes, if youdied tomorrow, would you be
proud?
And I think this is one of thebiggest things also with like
patterns and habits and thingsthat keep looping um it's that
we are not bringingconsciousness to it we're trying
to fix it we're seeing it as badrather than okay well why is
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that pattern repeating why is itnot safe to let it go and what
is it opening me up to what isthe actual fear of it and and
why is it more safe why is itmore safe to let that pattern go
um because then i can speak mytruth and share my message so
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yeah one of that that you knowthat that like visibility being
seen and and you know what iswhat is the worst that can
happen and I think that's reallythat people hate me that people
leave me that um you know nobodycares that I'm killed you know
like what is the worst that canhappen and is that worse than
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you know actually thepersecution and the abandonment
that occurs if we don't do thething that we're meant to be
doing.
and how we feel when we're notin alignment with that version
of ourselves where, yeah,everything that is meant for us
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just simply drops in becausewe're sharing, we're speaking,
we're moving, we're selling,we're creating, we're showing up
for our people, we're falling inlove with what we get to do.
And we're also in that power ofthis compassion for humans and
the grace that we can giveourselves and the forgiveness
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that we can give ourselves andthe releasing of all that shame
and that guilt and that fear andthose limitations and when we're
purging all of that um it is abeautiful process of
remembering.
And when we start to see it as,you know, rather than like messy
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and ugly cry, you know, whatwould you rather do?
Live in outdated paradigms ofreality?
Or are you ready to commandreality and be the super
conscious creator of yourreality?
When you know that, yes, we areon some level creative, creating
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everything in our reality.
It doesn't mean that, yes, if adog's sick or family members
sick or something like that thatwe are making them sick but how
we react and how we respond andhow we live our lives is very
much up to us like we're thatfocus of you know how do I want
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to how do I want to experiencethis life how do I want to live
today or you know the if thelaunch isn't going the way that
you want yeah what is theperception that you have are you
going on a fixing hunt or areyou willing to be like well what
is that version of me like whatare the thoughts what are the
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feelings what are the alignedactions and How am I moving?
And that, yes, it's a directmirror of the thoughts that you
have and the feelings that youhave.
And when we take back our powerto command reality and shift our
reality, it's incredible whatstarts to happen.
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So yes, that's something that wego through in the movement.
Inner Circle is open.
That is enrolling at the moment.
We start on the 7th of the 7th.
So there's this beautiful...
seven seven portal um and thenlady million starts in the 8th
of august i've got one moreone-to-one space available um so
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if that is calling you and youdesire to yeah really be held in
your limitless experience umyou've got enormous vision you
know you're limitless you knowthat money is an unlimited
supply um you know that we'renot meant to just be in
perpetual struggle and pain andall of that we're meant to
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experience this beautiful divinelimitless experience that we are
here to experience so I'm goingto pop those links below either
if it's in a circle ladymillions or one to one it's
application only and then ofcourse for the movement it is$44
right now until the 21st of June2025 so if it's calling you it's
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meant for you and if you want tobe surrounded by other new earth
visionary leaders that knowthere are vessels and channels
for change um that you're hereto live this limitless present
divine life and and get paidabundantly um for being you for
your presence um and of coursethat doesn't mean like you do
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nothing of course you sell youroffers and you share your things
but um well you may speak onstage or you may write your book
um there are certain aspects oflike yes do Thank you so much.
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And your unique codes is reallywhat is elevating humanity, what
is awakening other people, whichis disrupting.
So when you speak in truth,which is not performative, it's
not forced, it's simply who youare at a deep core level.
That's when so much starts toshift and the magic starts to
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compound because you're ready,you live a magical, incredible
life.
And now it's...
It's not about the small you,it's about this impact that we
can make.
when you live this limitlesslife now it doesn't mean that
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