August 29, 2025 • 55 mins
In July 2018, I had just had a $100k week .
I was meant to feel happy. Like I was a “ success “ . Instead my imposter syndrome and fear of losing it all amplified
I was getting PAID but it was a trauma response.
I was deeply conditioned to believe that the harder you work the more money you make
I was made to believe that I could never create true wealth by doing work I love.
Sound familiar?
$100k week and I still didn't feel successful. I still didn't feel safe.
Because it could never give me that - I had to learn to cultivate internal sacred safety & own that I was successful, worthy & loved irrespective of the external
Listen to this episode to hear my journey to getting PAID TO BE ME. Making even more with more ease, alignment and JOY.
If you have an enormous soul vision and know you're born to be extremely wealthy & impact millions with your message - this is for you.
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SPEAKER_00 (00:00):
Hello and welcome to this week's episode of paid to
be you podcast.
I'm your host Vanessa Halleckand this episode we're going to
dive into returning to limitlesswealth, remembering and going
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through what money actually isand how to elevate it in your
business.
So before I dive in this isprobably going to be the most
vulnerable episode I've done onwealth and money and my journey
um but it's also an activationfor you and I want you just to
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before we dive in before we gointo anything I want you to
write on a piece of paper I am Iam ready to activate and
remember limitless wealth sobefore I dive in make sure to
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in there there's also a soulvision activation and it's all
about really coming back to youryour soul work your divine truth
in the world and impactingmillions with your message and
making millions living yourlimitless life so i've dropped
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those links below and just grabit and grab those yeah those
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So why am I doing this podcasttoday?
Why is it important?
Why is this the raw story behindmy journey with money?
So I always used to say that Ididn't come from money.
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I grew up in a family, one offour kids.
My earliest memory really ofwhere my money stories were
shaped was not only my moneystories, It was also where a lot
of my disordered eating andbinge eating started, which both
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of course have been resolvedthrough this journey and what
I'm going to teach today, whatI'm going to share today.
So my earliest memory, and ifyou've got a notepad, grab that
because this can be reallypowerful for you as well.
What is your earliest memory ofmoney?
So my earliest memory of money,I was actually, and it's so,
it's so clear I was leaving ourhome and I was going to stay
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with a friend and I just clearlyremember saying like I don't
know if I'm going to come backand have food so I went to her
house for the weekend and Iextended the stay with the
friend you know like mom pleasecan I stay over again and I
remember just eating like eatinganything that I could find and
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And I even remember going backinto the kitchen and kind of
like eating some more because,well, would I have food when I
got back?
And this is really like we seelike this playing out in our
life.
And of course, I got back homeand, you know, although it
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wasn't kind of this lavishexperience, there was food on
the table.
My mom had sold some gas bottlesand I think we had a car that we
sold and you know it was likethis feast and famine cycle and
of course our business money isa mirror it's a mirror for the
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illumination and the shiftingthat we are here to experience
so in 2013 uh 2023 so I startedthe business in in 2000 In 2023,
I kept hearing every morning, Iwould literally wake up and I
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kept hearing, you know, money isan unlimited supply like the air
you breathe.
Money is an unlimited supplylike the air you breathe.
And every morning I'd wake upand I would be like, well, you
know, yes, you know, I'm makinggreat money, but I don't feel
free.
I don't feel, you know, I'malways worried.
I'm always like thinking aboutit.
And 2023 was a huge, it was ahuge year.
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It was a huge catalyst year fornot only, you know, feeling, you
know, shifting the beliefsaround money.
I was making great money andmoney was flowing in.
And then actually towards themiddle end of 2023, I had the
lowest month I'd had since thebeginning of my business.
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And I remember I won at firstfreaked out it was like holy
shit like you know am I ahas-been like is this done and I
remember I was just like no thisis what I'm here for well it was
actually a lot more dramaticthan that it was tears and a lot
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of yeah a lot of shifts likebeing able to impact millions
and make millions being a cleardivine channel you can't have
that scarcity running andalthough i'd done so much um
work to shift this 2023 was areal catalyst for fully
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cleansing my system of allscarcity um all fear all worry
all doubt around money and i'llgo through you know what the key
shifts were um because it wasn'tjust about making a lot of money
um i knew how to do that but atwas about really how did I feel
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how was I feeling when I waslaunching because when we're
claiming having it all it's notjust about you know the money we
make and the milestones we hitit's about you know are you
doing the work that you're bornto do and well-resourced women
in their power in theirauthentic truth doing the work
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that only they can this is thisis my you know know this is my
work this is my sole clientthose that are not just here to
do work you know like like youknow the mainstream work of of
and there's nothing wrong withthat we have to there's
definitely place for that um butfor me it was you know I've been
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doing that work maybe you knowyeah it started in 2015 so maybe
I did eight years ago um of likehow to sell well the stories
weren't even on there but likehow to sell on stories or you
You know, here's a messagingstrategy that you're going to
do.
You know, now it's like soulwork.
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It's having it all.
It's a greater impact.
It's not just making 100kmonths.
It's doing your soul work andhaving the incredible
relationship and having joy andfeeling incredible in your body.
So, you know, like what is andit's always about stretching our
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imagination because a lot ofpeople can you know make a lot
of money not doing the work thatthey want like success has to
come with sacrifice money has tocome with sacrifice um that's a
deeply or like hard work andhustle that's you know those are
deeply ingrained beliefs um andthen there is you know also the
other extreme of like i can domeaningful work that is in
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service but i can't make a lotof money um and the reality is
of course we're here toalchemize both material and the
spiritual.
It's not just being of serviceand giving and making those vows
and contracts of service andsacrifice.
And, you know, if I give ofmyself and the more I give of
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myself, then I'll be loved.
You know, like those are thingsthat we're breaking.
No, it's about both, you know,living this limitless, opulent
life that your soul came here toexperience.
Yes, travel and, you know,whatever it is, travel and
lecture and wealth and yes thehome and I just smacked my my
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hands on the table um it'swealth and um making a stand
making a stand um it's about yesit's about the the mansions and
the mission it's about um thelight language and the funnels
you know those are all onethey're all interconnected um
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it's not either or it's beingable to to you know bring all
parts of you together into oneso yes didn't come from money
although one of the things thatI've started to say is well I
did actually come from money Icame from source and and money
is source money is energy I amenergy so when we're coming back
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into yes money is unlimited andit responds to you well how are
you choosing I want you to writethat down how am I I've started
to say you know like it's all ofthis like deep shift and these
deep this deep programmingreprogramming remembering of
like I don't work for moneythat's you know and that's such
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a deeply ingrained belief youknow we have to work for money
we have to work really hard andactually no money is all around
us we have to allow it we haveto be able to allow it so
instead of saying you know Iwork for money instead now it's
like no money works for me andhow do I choose for it now to
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work and yes we are thatpowerful yes we are that force
of incredible good and there'snothing you know there's there's
nothing magical about you knownot getting paid like we have to
get paid if we don't get paidthere's that resentment that
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starts there is that you knowyes you're not living the
limitless life and I remember afew years back it was like yeah
you can charge whatever you wantlike you know your sole clients
are ready to pay whatever you'recharging it's just an energy
exchange and of course it has tobe an aligned energy exchange so
if you're dropping yourinvestment too low or you're
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doing it even too high becauseof like yeah whatever you know
whatever being cool orresentment or whatever it may be
it's about getting it's aboutwhat am i guided to and i work
of course with the soul offerand you know the life force
energy i'm about to well the thedoors are officially open for
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the next round of lady millionsum starting the 10th at the 10th
and you know it is it's aboutyou know lady millions and the
soul and the energy is workingthrough me and lady millions is
really about yes the you knowit's heaven and earth it's
material and spiritual it's thealchemy between the divine
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feminine and the divinemasculine and the dark feminine
and the dark masculine it's it'sreally about this blend of
bringing everything every partof you home and that's when you
know wealth and impact andvisibility just becomes a
natural extension of you beingyou and it's such a divine
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process okay so I want tobacktrack because um you know
this is my journey it is thereal world truth but also this
is of course about you this isabout like you know where are
you on your journey of of worldcreation where are you in the
experience of you know moneyjust is it responds to me it
flows um you know for me it'sit's just like of course I get
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paid every single day um butthere's aspects of that that
have shifted over the years andI'm going to really go into that
Because then you can see whereyou are.
And of course, you know, I'm nota finished product.
I'm allowing myself to arrive atthis moment, share what I know
and really honor myself for theshifts that have taken place and
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to honor you for no doubt theshifts that have taken place in
your life.
And maybe this will activatethat perception shift of
limitless wealth and really theimportance of how we feel as
we're moving, how we, you know,the decisions that we're making.
Most people are making decisionsfrom survival and scarcity and
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fear.
And then, yes, money maybe showsup, but it doesn't feel great.
With that manifestation, withthe, you know, with the
material, we're also creatingmore guilt, more shame, you
know, and more hassle, moreharder work, which then, of
course, you know, either we havethe awakening and I did or you
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know yes we get to the end ofthe life end of our life and and
maybe yes we've made great moneyand and material success um but
we're unfulfilled um and a lotof clients come to me yes
they've had the six figure sevenfigure salary um but they don't
feel fulfilled um and it's notbecause money is the issue it's
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not because the material successis the issue it is that the
energy behind it the intentionbehind it and of course you know
a lot of it you know a lot of myinitial success in my business
was a trauma response I had aprogram running that I had to
achieve to be loved I had toachieve to be worthy and of
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course then you know like you'rejust trying to find evidence of
love and worthiness externallyto you in the next achievement
it's not that achievement is badit's it's not that ambition is
bad it's just that when it comesfrom an unhealthy aspect of self
of course it's just going toamplify the energy and the
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feelings and the sensations thatyou have within you will and
then that will just perpetuatethings even further so now um my
beliefs around money and wealthis that yes i get paid daily
money comes in in multiple formsmultiple pathways um in expected
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you know obviously recurringpayments the payments from the
business but also unexpectedways like the shares expanding
exponentially that's beenhappening recently in our lives
or yeah investments we made agesago paying off exponentially
right now whatever it may be isthat money is always flowing in
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expected and unexpected waysthere's always multiple pathways
for money and how I feel aboutmoney is completely up to me so
I want to go into 2023 in thestory I'll go into it so
obviously grew up in a householdmoney was scarce there was a lot
of arguments not enough neverenough hunting for hunting for
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the meat and the stew disorderedyou know disordered eating that
then you know feast and faminecycles any money that my dad did
get he would spend and then youknow we would be back to square
one and it just continued so ofcourse you know we create the
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same patterns we you knowalthough I was making great
money there was still althoughit maybe you know it wasn't as
rock bottom because of course Ihad that high achievers meaning
flowing through it but yes likehigh really high income months
lots of guilt lots of shame lotsof responsibility taking on too
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much with clients and then boomum you know a drop and and what
I realized when I went throughum you know like how does this
actually you know deep deepshadow work around like how does
this actually benefit me howdoes this serve me and it was
really just like how familiar itwas to have these ups and these
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downs and I remember one launchand I mean it ended up being a
six-figure launch but it was itwas very much like this like I
remember being like you know onyou know throughout the launch
like really on you know reallypushing and proving and then it
was like this energy of likejust give it to me give it to me
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I was like oh my gosh like howturned on am I around not having
how turned on right now am Iwith this rush of like it all
coming together and is this howI want to you know like like
flash forward 10 years, 20 yearsfrom now.
Is this how I want to live mylife?
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And, you know, it's like, yeah,it's like feeling that turn on
because the biggest thing withfeast and famine cycles is not
only that we get the rush at thetop when the money's coming in,
but we also get the rush whenwe're like dropping at the
bottom of it.
And unless we actually allowourselves to be like, oh my
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gosh, like I am literallyfucking turned on by things like
dropping and then what happensis when it drops that's when you
click back into you know intoaction because oh shit now it's
dropping now I'm gonna do it andwhere you then live in is like
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literally recreating those feetand it is so often it's so
subtle with clients and ofcourse because it was something
that I you know I live day inday out probably for um it
didn't actually fully clear evenin 2018 because 2018 was like
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this huge awakening this hugetrauma response and uh this huge
um not huge trauma well yes partof the trauma response um to
pivot dissolution of identitiesum but it really cleared in 2023
of of like oh wow you know likewhat are the patterns and and
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actually I'd gone from fight orfright which is obviously yes
that external trigger that Ireceived and then it pushed me
into doing things um and Iactually couldn't do it anymore
so I I literally went into afreeze state um where I couldn't
move I couldn't actually dothings because I had to break
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those patterns and I yes itdropped to the lowest months
because I was no longermotivated I was no longer
motivated by those highs andlows and instead of those highs
and lows what fell away fellaway and it had to fall away and
that was 2023 it was like yeahthings falling away that had to
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fall away fell away and thethings that stayed were the
things that stayed the thingsthat I couldn't not do and then
it was like I can't not do thisand I had to figure out like
okay well of course you knowlike I don't want to I don't
want to not have money um youknow we've we've been to
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five-star resorts we travelbusiness class we live an
incredible life Sean's in thebusiness with me quit his you
know finance corporate job eightyears ago um my mission is too
big to even make money an issueum it it is taken care of it has
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to be taken care of I focus onmy mission I focus on myself I
focus on my relationship I focuson my health and it just has to
be taken care of okay so let'sflash forward flashback let's go
back um 2015 when I started thebusiness I had my first multiple
six-figure year in that firstyear um I was working still in
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my corporate job six months inum and then I quit and I had my
first five figure month multiplefive figure month 18 months
afterwards I had a six figuremonth um before that um Sean
actually joined the business andwe left to Bali but we weren't
replacing Sean wasn't we weren'treplacing both of our incomes
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consistently by that timecorporate incomes but we were
like fuck it we're going andthere was there was a leap there
was a knowing there was atrusting um but it was more like
muscle power I knew that I couldhustle I could push I could
prove I could reach the goalsand there was also this very
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incredible undertone of trustthis I am limitless if I just
when I decide it's done and itwas very strong intuition you
know like we left London to goto Bali five weeks in it was a
five week you know it was wemade the decision and in five
weeks we were gone because itwas like yeah you've got to go
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to Bali and I'm sure an astrocartographer would tell me like
that's the space you're going togo to fully awaken have your
suicidal burnout moment andfucking awaken to what you're
really here for so I was in thewounded feminine and the wounded
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masculine you know really Iremember doing a Facebook live
in 2016 and I was just liketears and taking on too much
responsibility for clients andit was just a shit show behind
the scenes well it wasn't acomplete shit show I'm not gonna
I'm not gonna say that but itwas you know I was I was holding
it together for clients butbehind the scenes and I was
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showing up and I was deliveringand I was supporting clients and
clients got fucking incredibleresults um and some didn't you
know some didn't as alwaysthat's that that really is the
business um you know we can onlydo as much as we can do but yes
I was doing my part I wasshowing up I was supporting
clients I was doing the bestthat I could with what I had um
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and I was yes I was like youknow five star hotels and um
we'd got to Bali and I was likeno we're not getting that house
we're getting the one that youknow really resonates and of
course that also has its ownsoul and energy and life force
um but money was very much youknow it was very much driven by
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if I work hard and you know Iwas living in Bali and like
working 14 hour days and then Iremember going to Singapore and
we just had a six figure launchand I ordered a meal with Sean
and it was like super yeah itwas well it was super high the
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bill was high and I remembersaying you know this is wasteful
we shouldn't be doing this andof course yeah we had the money
it was there but it was mostlyyou know I was still in these
survival patterns I was still inthese survival ways of being and
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then you know I carried on andwe're making money and there was
lots of tears and there was lotsof you know very wounded
feminine lack of emotionalintelligence but yes very great
at holding um holding ittogether and and supporting
others and really doing a greatjob I think I was still you know
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although there was a lot of highanxiety high functioning anxiety
lots of trauma it was still um Iwasn't dropping balls because of
course I was that people pleaserI was that good girl I was I
would rather overwork and overdeliver um and sacrifice myself
and then yes 2018 hit and I justinvested 100 yeah 100k 20k in a
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publicist 20k in a facebook liveum expert and then i went into a
60k mastermind and all of it wasfrom fear it was all oh yes and
i forgot that actually i i alsoi think invested 18k in a sales
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funnel expert and a ghostwritershit 3500 hundred a go strata
for courses because I was likeI'm exhausted I need to get out
of this um I just need to makemoney quickly and I remember
like literally sitting umoutside on the sun lounger in
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Bali and I was like how can Iquit like how can I retire by 40
and obviously it's my 40thbirthday well it's sorry it was
my 40th birthday last Novemberum and I'll be 41 this year and
And that is the last thing thatI would ever want to do now.
Like, this is my life's work.
I feel like I'm only justbeginning.
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I'm 10 and a half years in.
Like, yeah, I know who I am.
I know what I'm here for.
I know how this reality works.
I know, or as much as I know,because I think we can know and
then our consciousness shiftsand it's deeper and it's wiser
and it's bolder.
So I always, you know, there isa caveat.
This is where I am today.
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um and a year from now two yearsfrom now um I will tell an even
you know bigger bolder story umbut um so I'd invested all of
that money so you know it's over100k um and the next month I had
a 60k cash month and the nextmonth I had 100k a week so it
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was just like this collapsing oftimelines of wealth and and it
was a number of things of courselike betting on myself that big
100 percent um the confidence Ialso I did do a lot of work on
um trauma my unique gifts whatmade me um incredible at this
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work um what made me stand out Iwas also you know I was really
showing up I was doing Facebooklives almost every day like
obviously I'd hired thisFacebook ads this Facebook live
expert um and And yes, I wasfinally really looking at my
trauma, looking at my shadow,looking at the things that were
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holding me back.
So that surge was, yes, it was arepresentation of new standards
of new boundaries.
And I'd probably, I think thehighest month I'd had before
that was about 30K.
But yeah, 30K, huge investments.
And of course, like, you know,investment of 18K in publicity
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was huge.
because what that says is likeyeah fuck yeah I'm ready to be
seen in a much bigger way and wewere looking at like TEDx talks
and in Bali and I had a team ofeight um so it was this like you
know I'd hired new people and wewere increasing the budget for
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my Facebook ads and all sorts oflike big big big fucking moves
um and then I remember going toa Balinese healer and and I had
this like huge experience thesevisions so it was basically an
hour session with him and I hadto visualize my life for an hour
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and I'd never you know I'dlooked at like what is my vision
but I'd never seen my life likethat and so I did the
visualization I saw you knowtraveling around the world and
and i think this will be i feellike this will be 2027 it was
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always like 2027 but of courselike now it's like getting my
work around the world i saw thebook um i saw some chanel
glasses which i purchased i sawme stepping on the plane um you
know there was a whole lot oflike little things uh there was
two golden retrievers we've gotone um and we're getting our
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other gorgeous ones soon and isaw the cove where we live now
like there is this beautifulcove i actually saw that in the
vision and then towards the endum there was like this rattling
i thought like the whole roomwas rattling and there was just
this light and this rattling andoh yes and there was there was
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like there was a a download oflike you will uh you will create
something pioneering that willshift the world so shift the the
paradigm and it was all of thisstuff um i didn't hear your wake
and billions to their truth bythat stage but you know i was
still you know you have thislike this vision that comes
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through um but of course whathappens is your system has to
hold it um i still had highfunctioning anxiety um i still
had a little bit of disorderedeating and of course taking on
too much responsibility lack ofboundaries and lack of lack of
lack of discipline although youknow it's great at showing up
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and you know following throughum my worth was very much linked
to my work so I was you know therest of my life although my
relationship was dialed up to ahigh level the rest of my life
wasn't at at you know at theelevated state um and yeah so
60k a month 100k a week and andthen it all started to fall
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apart and I yeah I was burnedout suicidal unable to focus
unsure if I'd be able to carryon in the business and
everything just started you knowI just wanted to go I just
wanted to leave this planet andit was yeah it was it was hard
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and it was really a difficultspace and obviously I'm not
going to go into all the detailsbecause because yeah it's it's
traumatic it's dark it's but oneof the things that just kept
coming through and of courselike yeah with that with that
darkness was at the same timesimultaneously there was this
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light you know I was seeingbutterflies that I'd never seen
in Bali we lived there for threeyears and synchronicities and
yeah just you know howeverything started to line up
these amazing amazing mentorsand guides and healers that just
started to come into my world umReiki masters like it was just
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the most divine incredibleexperience um and that was the
journey back to of course mytrue self my limitless self um
but that wasn't you know thatwas the beginning um I then
started to go through a deeperjourney of quantum healing and
um you know therapy and energyhealing and embodiment and
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quantum healing and breath workand gene keys human design you
know astrology like reallytrying to yes like know thyself
know thyself at the deepestlevel um and then yes you know
clients and money and everythingwas just flowing really just
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flowing um And yes, I launched apaid to be used certification,
wrote the book, like it was justthe stream of consciousness and,
and channeling and divinechanneling and total, you know,
receiving the guidance and flow,but also the underlying, you
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know, it was still thereknocking around a lot of trauma,
a lot of limiting beliefs thatwere that needed to go and
needed to be illuminated.
And of course, like we'realways, you know, we're always
seeing our limitations we'realways um we're like i used to
see it as is this this onionthat we're peeling and all of
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this like healing and you knowall of this stuff and now what i
see it is like every day is thisgift that i'm opening of like
wow you know wow i'm soincredible wow i'm so gifted
like the remembering now um froma state of wholeness rather than
a state of um there's more tofind there's more to fix there's
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more to heal and that's reallythat that is really when we come
back to yes the divine feminineand the divine masculine and
those need to be an alchemy yesflow ease grace is all divine
feminine and then of coursethere is the dark dark feminine
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which is that that power thatcourage that movement and that
trust and that rage and you knowall of the amazing dark feminine
energy which brings us into evendeeper into our truth our
seductress energy our magnetismand then we've got the you know
the divine masculine thefollower follow through the
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divine soul goals the resiliencethe grit um and yes that was
really you know 2013 2023 wasall about coming back and i
remember having the lowest monthand just being like you know
what like i'm not I'm not gonnago wild and crazy um I'm just
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going to yes I'm going tosurrender to the highest
timeline and the vision that'scoming through and I'm going to
take a line to action and I'mgoing to really deepen into this
is my soul's work I can't not dothis I can't deny what I'm here
for and I remember getting aapplication and just while I was
sitting in the bath there's alsoa couple of things that was like
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okay you've got to do this anddo this and do this and you know
the guidance was clear and and Iwas like oh but I've just had
like the lowest month inbusiness um savings are not
looking great and I've got nolike prospects like that's how I
felt in 2023 um and then um yeahgot a fourteen and a half
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thousand payment in and nextmoment we had yeah one of the
biggest launches for pay-to-viewcertification there were treat
was being sold out and it wasnot from the same patterns of
the money drops then I move allthe money drops and I go into
freeze um it was like the moneydrops and I get to choose um how
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I feel how I respond in thismoment how money gets to go for
me right now um and that wasreally the last time that I've
experienced and then of courseyou know when we're hyper aware
of our patterns as well I wouldbe like oh they were doing it
again you know you're doing thefeast and famine cycle again and
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I was like you know to break itwe can't use the same way of
being and perception it's likeyou know it's money goes up and
up and up and that's just theway it works and that's okay
it's really about thoseconversations that we have not
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getting caught up in thepatterns but having your pattern
interwrapped and um breakingbreaking those patterns those
habits so 2024 um we three timesthe income of the previous year
obviously it was a lower incomebut it was still substantially
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more than 2022 and and 2021 umand the difference in that year
was that I obviously had my souloffers and I remember like that
that resilience and that grityou know um although you know
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and achieved so much I still hadthat inner child that that
victim those shadows of like youknow when I set a goal I don't
achieve it you know like ofcourse I'd achieved a lot I'd
created a lot of you know mademultiple millions and bloody
bloody blah thousands of clientsall of that magic um but I
really had had to learn how tomake more, sell, doing it in a
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way that was really aligned andactually not only just aligned,
not only just creating, but itwas allowing from the deepest
level.
It was that highest timeline anddoing it with grace, with ease,
with alignment, with joy.
Well, also, of course, likeleaning in when it feels
uncomfortable.
So yes, one of the biggestlaunches that we had for the
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certification actually came Iwas like okay what is the
guidance that I'm receiving Igot the guidance from pay-to-use
certification I got the numberand then I was like well I never
reached my I never reached mygoals I've never reached the
numbers that I see and Iremember having this
conversation internally well youdon't reach it because you stop
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you stop you make time meansomething so instead of like no
you hold the vision for as longas it takes for that timeline to
occur and of course then you canstart to when you're able to be
like no any goal that i have isalready done then that's when
you can start to compress andspeed up but for me that
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particular lesson there was likeholding the vision you know one
of my mentors said to me like ifyou want instant gratification
go and eat a pie um but if youwant sustainable growth over a
lifetime it's like yes if thevision is there you follow
through and and you keep goinguntil those numbers are done not
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because you have to not becauseyou have to prove anything those
are like when I just totallytook that ego out but really
showing myself what I wascapable of my highest potential
and of course when you're movingat your highest timeline your
highest potential you will haveall of those parts of yourself
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that wants to keep you in thefamiliar pull you back you know
you don't need to do this you'retired you don't you know don't
lose yourself in the process youdon't need all of those those
sort of voices but when it'spurely because like I've got
this mission I've got thisvision and it's done and that's
when we can really start to workat that that timeline remember
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there's no bigger or smallermanifestations it's simply you
know like a buffet of lunch wewe simply get to choose so my
work is not my worth my work isan aspect of my life and how am
i living outside of my work andoutside of my day-to-day if
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everything i see in my my workis done because of course yes i
want to do meaningful work iwant to impact millions of lives
i want to make so much moneythat i can yes give back freely
you know we already do that on aon a small scale but imagine
like making billions and justbeing able to like be like okay
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he has a billion um forunderprivileged children or you
know whatever it iswell-resourced women in their
power and truth can create hugewaves of change so what is this
now of course the first aspectof this is your work is not your
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worth i truly believe that we'renot here just to grow and evolve
that's a natural part andprocess of this this this
experience we're going to begrowing and evolving all of the
time we don't need to make afull-time job of growing and
evolving it's living it's doingthe work that we're here to do
it's following our god self it'sfollowing the work that we can't
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not do and simultaneously youknow like paid to be you and
lady millions are a movement sotheir offers and have a life
force and a soul of their ownthat worked through me that also
yes now I'm about to launch ladymillions and it's very much
around like take care ofyourself at the deepest level
it's you know it's listening youknow worry and stress was a was
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a very conditioned response andI remember being out walking and
yes either we're living inperpetual hell of our own
creation and these own cycles oflike well yeah I remember like
waking up like how am I going tomake money today how am I going
to sell that offer you knowthat's perpetual fucking hell
and I remember being out walkingand it was like um well how do
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you want money to work for youand and my first response is
well I never want to worry aboutmoney again and then I asked
myself well if you never worryabout money again well what
would that look like and itwould be so I realized like it's
just a choice it's just adecision because money is not
the thing money is response toyou um and it's not money money
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has no personality it has nomind it has no voice it is
completely a neutral energy it'ssimply our perceptions of it
it's simply our conditioningaround it you know it's it's not
that money makes us do anythingit is that our systems and our
triggers within us based on ourconditioning and this is of
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course deep work that I do withmy clients and and the pay to be
you movement as well just haslike i'm actually a client of
mine she was going through ijust sent her three of the um
the activations that she coulddo and if you want to get one
for free just go into the ladymillions at the quantum up level
mini course um and she juststarted having all these
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opportunities come so when werewire the triggers within
ourselves remember money islimitless outside of us and when
we rewire the triggers withinourselves whether that's guilt
whether that's shame whetherthat's that investment that we
made that we can't let go ofwhether that's fear and anxiety
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around money because I wasconditioned or whether it's a
programming that it is somehowlimitless that's where we can
and remember when we'reapproaching money mindset work
from a space of scarcity andfear like i have to do this
thing to get the money wherewe're only amplifying that
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whereas it's when like okay wellmoney is an unlimited supply i
know that i am money money is amerit is a mirror of my thoughts
my feelings my aligned actionsthat's all it is it's it has no
life it has no soul it has imean it has no um it has no
personality it's no mind of itsown um you are money it responds
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to your thoughts about money sohow would you be thinking about
money um the aligned actionsactions that we take or don't
take um you know if you knew youknow like a client of mine is
doing a big live event likethat's a huge outlay of money
but are we gonna be like wellshit like what if it doesn't
work out and and you know like idon't make my money back or
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we're gonna be like shit this isgoing to blow the fucking
business up so much and i'mgoing to have a 5k launch and
that's it you know that's thestandard because manifestation
starts to shift very quicklywhen and you're a pure and
divine channel when you rememberyou are source.
So how do I want money to work?
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And then how do I want, youknow, so obviously with my
launches, I've got them plannedout for the rest of the year
because I know the office thatI'm here to sell these, you
know, now it's 10 and a halfyears in, it depends where you
are, but that's obviouslysomething that I do first up
with clients.
And it doesn't matter if you'vebeen doing this for a year, if
you've mastered your craft,you've got some testimonials and
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transformations that There is amovement within you right now.
There is a seven-figure movementwithin you right now.
And then, of course, it'sblinkers on.
Most people are looking outsideof themselves.
They're looking at their bankaccounts for validation, but the
external is only a mirror of whoyou've been up until this point.
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So if you keep looking, and thatis a trauma response,
hypervigilance, it's why mostpsychics, most people that have
so much trauma in their lives,they're fucking gifted at seeing
root causes because they can gointo a room or feeling energy me
included you know go into a roomfeel energy see what's happening
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um but also that can play youknow it has a light and a shadow
it can play against us becausewe're always looking at evidence
externally and our externalworld you know who's viewing our
stories where the applicationscoming from all of these sort of
things that is also stopping uswe have we have to trust the
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vision because it occursenergetically first so if you
know you're born to be extremelywealthy extremely impactful it's
already done it's no bigger orsmaller and the sooner that's
where time collapses the sooneryou're like yeah well i'm born
to be wealthy i'm born to builda movement of millions or
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thousands and not needing thatthat's one of my biggest things
is like i need it now i needthat evidence now you know i
still have those moments but andespecially like seeding in the
movement of thousands by 2027you know the other day I was
like oh but the numbers you knowthe numbers have dropped people
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have left the space like and I'mmeant to have a thousand and and
really the guidance was veryclear you know the people that
stay are those people that aremeant to be there and and yes
people will it's a it is a spacebuilt for that that people can
come in and they can stay for amonth two months and and maybe
even one month and be like thisis not my space but then there
is people that are there foralready been there for four
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months and and you know we'reactually creating a 12-month
methodology and process for itso you know not forcing people
to stay in because it is amonthly it's a flexible
membership you can come in foras long as you want it's you
know you know sometimes it's nota line sometimes my work is not
and that's great you can go butthose that really are ready to
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you know do the work to returnback to limitless wealth and
their soul work and creating amovement and charging what they
really want and yes being intheir fucking power and truth
this is the work that I do soachieving that soul vision that
vision yes you have this and I'mgoing to put it in inverted
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commas enormous mission visionbecause yes it's illogical to
most people but to you it's likeof course so you know, it's
like, what is the vision?
What is the God self vision?
What is the God state vision?
And if we really just stayed inour own lane and like, what is
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the guidance?
What am I being guided to?
And, and then of course, yes,like, you know, I'm not just
building this business for, youknow, I've been in it for 10 and
a half years, like, but I feellike this is, this is the start.
This is the lead pad, you know,now I'm in, in the most
incredible space.
And of course, um, because of myjourney and 10 and a half years
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I'm able to collapse people'stimelines or if somebody's been
online for a long time andmastered their craft and but
just not getting not paying notgetting not charging what
they're meant to be chargingit's very accelerated because
you've been mastering you'vebeen doing the shadow work
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you've been doing the innerchild work and and you then like
we create the offer and ofcourse you've done all the work
the embodiment work the nervoussystem work that it's like loads
of money comes in loads ofclients come in and you're able
to actually hold that and expandthat so you have this enormous
vision what are the thoughtswhat are the feelings what are
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the aligned actions of thatversion of you how do you choose
money to now show up for you andalso where are you waiting what
is what areas of your life areyou waiting maybe that's you
know i've had clients that umyou know they're waiting for the
next launch and the next amountof money or to hit such and such
milestone before they look aftertheir health and no it's about
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dialing every single area ofyour life up if your
relationship is like all funnyand all shitty and your
relationship with your kids havegone all fucked up like that's
gonna illuminate everything it'slike this work the work that I
do is not just about a greatbusiness it's about all areas
it's living in true embodimentof your work which means dialing
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up every single thing and youYes, the business may illuminate
and mirror bag areas that youneed to sort the fuck out.
That's a really great thing foryou to look at.
It doesn't have to affect yourmoney though.
Money is unconditional.
It has no conditions.
It doesn't give a shit if youare feeling happy high vibe.
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Those are things that we choose.
I choose to live an incrediblelife but money shows up every
single day as standard normaland natural irrelevant of what's
happening externally irrelevantof what's happening in my
personal life irrelevant of howI feel there is no conditions I
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used to create conditions aroundlike my period of when I'm not
as yes I'm not as front-facingI'm not doing as many posts and
instead I was like no money justflows in multiple pathways
unexpected and unexpectedexpected ways and yes of course
this is work that I do deeplywith clients but yes you know
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you're born to be extremelywealthy you already have a
wealthy life you already aretraveling and doing amazing
things and probably have a greathouse and but now it's like yes
let's pay this forward let'screate let's create extreme
wealth and let's give backfreely let's do those things
that you're being guided to doand create waves of change in
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the collective and money thenbecomes simply yes a byproduct
of living it's not we don'tstart with like how do I make
money it's like no what lightsme up what brings me joy what
are the things that I can't notdo and then of course the offer
is that light me the fuck upthat are like this gift to
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humanity that we know we'regoing to change lives what does
that look like that was a longepisode lots coming through my
my intent before I recorded thisepisode is for you to really
shift into your highest timelineof wealth to create unlimitless
wealth in your life but mostimportantly it's how you feel
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while you're creating it andalso it's about claiming where
you wind yes of course you wantto feel incredible in the most
luxury divine outfits um maybeyou know maybe that's you know I
love designer bags um I lovedivine designer outfits not to
look a certain way but it's howI feel it's like longevity you
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know some of my Louis Vuittonbags they've lasted for you know
years seven eight nine ten yearsthey look unscathed and I put
them away in a box you knowtheir original box every day
it's it's how we feel um andthat may not be your thing but
also you know you don't have tochoose you don't have to choose
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between luxury holidays abeautiful home um LV bags
whatever it is you know whateverit is that you desire like what
is that you desire and allowyourself to give yourself full
permission I remember a clientwanted to buy a second home and
she said to me like Vanessa isthat wasteful I said well how do
you feel when you want to createthat home and how do you show up
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as that version of you and shewas like yeah it's just such a
beautiful place for my kids tocome and right by the beach and
you know yes it's like if I'mshowing up in that energy I feel
completely unstoppable andlimitless I was like well yeah
just stop denying yourself whatyou fucking want and claim it
and allow it to flow.
I'm sure there'll be anotherepisode that'll come from this.
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If there's any questions, pleasereach out on Instagram or feel
free to message me on my, youknow, email me on vanessa at
vanessahalik.com if there'ssomething that came through, a
breakthrough moment for you.
Please connect with me onInstagram as well and follow the
story.
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And yes, sending you all thelove.
in the world to health, wealthand happiness and grounded
opulence and those divineVenetian beauty codes that come
through.
All the love.
Bye for now.
Hello and welcome to this week's episode of paid to
be you podcast.
I'm your host Vanessa Halleckand this episode we're going to
dive into returning to limitlesswealth, remembering and going
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through what money actually isand how to elevate it in your
business.
So before I dive in this isprobably going to be the most
vulnerable episode I've done onwealth and money and my journey
um but it's also an activationfor you and I want you just to
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before we dive in before we gointo anything I want you to
write on a piece of paper I am Iam ready to activate and
remember limitless wealth sobefore I dive in make sure to
download the quantum up levelmini course below if you haven't
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already there is a beautifullady millions world's activation
in there there's also a soulvision activation and it's all
about really coming back to youryour soul work your divine truth
in the world and impactingmillions with your message and
making millions living yourlimitless life so i've dropped
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those links below and just grabit and grab those yeah those
freebies the the book as wellyou can grab my book.
So why am I doing this podcasttoday?
Why is it important?
Why is this the raw story behindmy journey with money?
So I always used to say that Ididn't come from money.
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I grew up in a family, one offour kids.
My earliest memory really ofwhere my money stories were
shaped was not only my moneystories, It was also where a lot
of my disordered eating andbinge eating started, which both
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of course have been resolvedthrough this journey and what
I'm going to teach today, whatI'm going to share today.
So my earliest memory, and ifyou've got a notepad, grab that
because this can be reallypowerful for you as well.
What is your earliest memory ofmoney?
So my earliest memory of money,I was actually, and it's so,
it's so clear I was leaving ourhome and I was going to stay
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with a friend and I just clearlyremember saying like I don't
know if I'm going to come backand have food so I went to her
house for the weekend and Iextended the stay with the
friend you know like mom pleasecan I stay over again and I
remember just eating like eatinganything that I could find and
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And I even remember going backinto the kitchen and kind of
like eating some more because,well, would I have food when I
got back?
And this is really like we seelike this playing out in our
life.
And of course, I got back homeand, you know, although it
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wasn't kind of this lavishexperience, there was food on
the table.
My mom had sold some gas bottlesand I think we had a car that we
sold and you know it was likethis feast and famine cycle and
of course our business money isa mirror it's a mirror for the
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illumination and the shiftingthat we are here to experience
so in 2013 uh 2023 so I startedthe business in in 2000 In 2023,
I kept hearing every morning, Iwould literally wake up and I
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kept hearing, you know, money isan unlimited supply like the air
you breathe.
Money is an unlimited supplylike the air you breathe.
And every morning I'd wake upand I would be like, well, you
know, yes, you know, I'm makinggreat money, but I don't feel
free.
I don't feel, you know, I'malways worried.
I'm always like thinking aboutit.
And 2023 was a huge, it was ahuge year.
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It was a huge catalyst year fornot only, you know, feeling, you
know, shifting the beliefsaround money.
I was making great money andmoney was flowing in.
And then actually towards themiddle end of 2023, I had the
lowest month I'd had since thebeginning of my business.
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And I remember I won at firstfreaked out it was like holy
shit like you know am I ahas-been like is this done and I
remember I was just like no thisis what I'm here for well it was
actually a lot more dramaticthan that it was tears and a lot
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of yeah a lot of shifts likebeing able to impact millions
and make millions being a cleardivine channel you can't have
that scarcity running andalthough i'd done so much um
work to shift this 2023 was areal catalyst for fully
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cleansing my system of allscarcity um all fear all worry
all doubt around money and i'llgo through you know what the key
shifts were um because it wasn'tjust about making a lot of money
um i knew how to do that but atwas about really how did I feel
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how was I feeling when I waslaunching because when we're
claiming having it all it's notjust about you know the money we
make and the milestones we hitit's about you know are you
doing the work that you're bornto do and well-resourced women
in their power in theirauthentic truth doing the work
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that only they can this is thisis my you know know this is my
work this is my sole clientthose that are not just here to
do work you know like like youknow the mainstream work of of
and there's nothing wrong withthat we have to there's
definitely place for that um butfor me it was you know I've been
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doing that work maybe you knowyeah it started in 2015 so maybe
I did eight years ago um of likehow to sell well the stories
weren't even on there but likehow to sell on stories or you
You know, here's a messagingstrategy that you're going to
do.
You know, now it's like soulwork.
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It's having it all.
It's a greater impact.
It's not just making 100kmonths.
It's doing your soul work andhaving the incredible
relationship and having joy andfeeling incredible in your body.
So, you know, like what is andit's always about stretching our
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imagination because a lot ofpeople can you know make a lot
of money not doing the work thatthey want like success has to
come with sacrifice money has tocome with sacrifice um that's a
deeply or like hard work andhustle that's you know those are
deeply ingrained beliefs um andthen there is you know also the
other extreme of like i can domeaningful work that is in
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service but i can't make a lotof money um and the reality is
of course we're here toalchemize both material and the
spiritual.
It's not just being of serviceand giving and making those vows
and contracts of service andsacrifice.
And, you know, if I give ofmyself and the more I give of
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myself, then I'll be loved.
You know, like those are thingsthat we're breaking.
No, it's about both, you know,living this limitless, opulent
life that your soul came here toexperience.
Yes, travel and, you know,whatever it is, travel and
lecture and wealth and yes thehome and I just smacked my my
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hands on the table um it'swealth and um making a stand
making a stand um it's about yesit's about the the mansions and
the mission it's about um thelight language and the funnels
you know those are all onethey're all interconnected um
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it's not either or it's beingable to to you know bring all
parts of you together into oneso yes didn't come from money
although one of the things thatI've started to say is well I
did actually come from money Icame from source and and money
is source money is energy I amenergy so when we're coming back
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into yes money is unlimited andit responds to you well how are
you choosing I want you to writethat down how am I I've started
to say you know like it's all ofthis like deep shift and these
deep this deep programmingreprogramming remembering of
like I don't work for moneythat's you know and that's such
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a deeply ingrained belief youknow we have to work for money
we have to work really hard andactually no money is all around
us we have to allow it we haveto be able to allow it so
instead of saying you know Iwork for money instead now it's
like no money works for me andhow do I choose for it now to
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work and yes we are thatpowerful yes we are that force
of incredible good and there'snothing you know there's there's
nothing magical about you knownot getting paid like we have to
get paid if we don't get paidthere's that resentment that
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starts there is that you knowyes you're not living the
limitless life and I remember afew years back it was like yeah
you can charge whatever you wantlike you know your sole clients
are ready to pay whatever you'recharging it's just an energy
exchange and of course it has tobe an aligned energy exchange so
if you're dropping yourinvestment too low or you're
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doing it even too high becauseof like yeah whatever you know
whatever being cool orresentment or whatever it may be
it's about getting it's aboutwhat am i guided to and i work
of course with the soul offerand you know the life force
energy i'm about to well the thedoors are officially open for
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the next round of lady millionsum starting the 10th at the 10th
and you know it is it's aboutyou know lady millions and the
soul and the energy is workingthrough me and lady millions is
really about yes the you knowit's heaven and earth it's
material and spiritual it's thealchemy between the divine
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feminine and the divinemasculine and the dark feminine
and the dark masculine it's it'sreally about this blend of
bringing everything every partof you home and that's when you
know wealth and impact andvisibility just becomes a
natural extension of you beingyou and it's such a divine
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process okay so I want tobacktrack because um you know
this is my journey it is thereal world truth but also this
is of course about you this isabout like you know where are
you on your journey of of worldcreation where are you in the
experience of you know moneyjust is it responds to me it
flows um you know for me it'sit's just like of course I get
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paid every single day um butthere's aspects of that that
have shifted over the years andI'm going to really go into that
Because then you can see whereyou are.
And of course, you know, I'm nota finished product.
I'm allowing myself to arrive atthis moment, share what I know
and really honor myself for theshifts that have taken place and
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to honor you for no doubt theshifts that have taken place in
your life.
And maybe this will activatethat perception shift of
limitless wealth and really theimportance of how we feel as
we're moving, how we, you know,the decisions that we're making.
Most people are making decisionsfrom survival and scarcity and
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fear.
And then, yes, money maybe showsup, but it doesn't feel great.
With that manifestation, withthe, you know, with the
material, we're also creatingmore guilt, more shame, you
know, and more hassle, moreharder work, which then, of
course, you know, either we havethe awakening and I did or you
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know yes we get to the end ofthe life end of our life and and
maybe yes we've made great moneyand and material success um but
we're unfulfilled um and a lotof clients come to me yes
they've had the six figure sevenfigure salary um but they don't
feel fulfilled um and it's notbecause money is the issue it's
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not because the material successis the issue it is that the
energy behind it the intentionbehind it and of course you know
a lot of it you know a lot of myinitial success in my business
was a trauma response I had aprogram running that I had to
achieve to be loved I had toachieve to be worthy and of
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course then you know like you'rejust trying to find evidence of
love and worthiness externallyto you in the next achievement
it's not that achievement is badit's it's not that ambition is
bad it's just that when it comesfrom an unhealthy aspect of self
of course it's just going toamplify the energy and the
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feelings and the sensations thatyou have within you will and
then that will just perpetuatethings even further so now um my
beliefs around money and wealthis that yes i get paid daily
money comes in in multiple formsmultiple pathways um in expected
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you know obviously recurringpayments the payments from the
business but also unexpectedways like the shares expanding
exponentially that's beenhappening recently in our lives
or yeah investments we made agesago paying off exponentially
right now whatever it may be isthat money is always flowing in
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expected and unexpected waysthere's always multiple pathways
for money and how I feel aboutmoney is completely up to me so
I want to go into 2023 in thestory I'll go into it so
obviously grew up in a householdmoney was scarce there was a lot
of arguments not enough neverenough hunting for hunting for
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the meat and the stew disorderedyou know disordered eating that
then you know feast and faminecycles any money that my dad did
get he would spend and then youknow we would be back to square
one and it just continued so ofcourse you know we create the
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same patterns we you knowalthough I was making great
money there was still althoughit maybe you know it wasn't as
rock bottom because of course Ihad that high achievers meaning
flowing through it but yes likehigh really high income months
lots of guilt lots of shame lotsof responsibility taking on too
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much with clients and then boomum you know a drop and and what
I realized when I went throughum you know like how does this
actually you know deep deepshadow work around like how does
this actually benefit me howdoes this serve me and it was
really just like how familiar itwas to have these ups and these
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downs and I remember one launchand I mean it ended up being a
six-figure launch but it was itwas very much like this like I
remember being like you know onyou know throughout the launch
like really on you know reallypushing and proving and then it
was like this energy of likejust give it to me give it to me
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I was like oh my gosh like howturned on am I around not having
how turned on right now am Iwith this rush of like it all
coming together and is this howI want to you know like like
flash forward 10 years, 20 yearsfrom now.
Is this how I want to live mylife?
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And, you know, it's like, yeah,it's like feeling that turn on
because the biggest thing withfeast and famine cycles is not
only that we get the rush at thetop when the money's coming in,
but we also get the rush whenwe're like dropping at the
bottom of it.
And unless we actually allowourselves to be like, oh my
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gosh, like I am literallyfucking turned on by things like
dropping and then what happensis when it drops that's when you
click back into you know intoaction because oh shit now it's
dropping now I'm gonna do it andwhere you then live in is like
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literally recreating those feetand it is so often it's so
subtle with clients and ofcourse because it was something
that I you know I live day inday out probably for um it
didn't actually fully clear evenin 2018 because 2018 was like
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this huge awakening this hugetrauma response and uh this huge
um not huge trauma well yes partof the trauma response um to
pivot dissolution of identitiesum but it really cleared in 2023
of of like oh wow you know likewhat are the patterns and and
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actually I'd gone from fight orfright which is obviously yes
that external trigger that Ireceived and then it pushed me
into doing things um and Iactually couldn't do it anymore
so I I literally went into afreeze state um where I couldn't
move I couldn't actually dothings because I had to break
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those patterns and I yes itdropped to the lowest months
because I was no longermotivated I was no longer
motivated by those highs andlows and instead of those highs
and lows what fell away fellaway and it had to fall away and
that was 2023 it was like yeahthings falling away that had to
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fall away fell away and thethings that stayed were the
things that stayed the thingsthat I couldn't not do and then
it was like I can't not do thisand I had to figure out like
okay well of course you knowlike I don't want to I don't
want to not have money um youknow we've we've been to
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five-star resorts we travelbusiness class we live an
incredible life Sean's in thebusiness with me quit his you
know finance corporate job eightyears ago um my mission is too
big to even make money an issueum it it is taken care of it has
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to be taken care of I focus onmy mission I focus on myself I
focus on my relationship I focuson my health and it just has to
be taken care of okay so let'sflash forward flashback let's go
back um 2015 when I started thebusiness I had my first multiple
six-figure year in that firstyear um I was working still in
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my corporate job six months inum and then I quit and I had my
first five figure month multiplefive figure month 18 months
afterwards I had a six figuremonth um before that um Sean
actually joined the business andwe left to Bali but we weren't
replacing Sean wasn't we weren'treplacing both of our incomes
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consistently by that timecorporate incomes but we were
like fuck it we're going andthere was there was a leap there
was a knowing there was atrusting um but it was more like
muscle power I knew that I couldhustle I could push I could
prove I could reach the goalsand there was also this very
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incredible undertone of trustthis I am limitless if I just
when I decide it's done and itwas very strong intuition you
know like we left London to goto Bali five weeks in it was a
five week you know it was wemade the decision and in five
weeks we were gone because itwas like yeah you've got to go
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to Bali and I'm sure an astrocartographer would tell me like
that's the space you're going togo to fully awaken have your
suicidal burnout moment andfucking awaken to what you're
really here for so I was in thewounded feminine and the wounded
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masculine you know really Iremember doing a Facebook live
in 2016 and I was just liketears and taking on too much
responsibility for clients andit was just a shit show behind
the scenes well it wasn't acomplete shit show I'm not gonna
I'm not gonna say that but itwas you know I was I was holding
it together for clients butbehind the scenes and I was
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showing up and I was deliveringand I was supporting clients and
clients got fucking incredibleresults um and some didn't you
know some didn't as alwaysthat's that that really is the
business um you know we can onlydo as much as we can do but yes
I was doing my part I wasshowing up I was supporting
clients I was doing the bestthat I could with what I had um
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and I was yes I was like youknow five star hotels and um
we'd got to Bali and I was likeno we're not getting that house
we're getting the one that youknow really resonates and of
course that also has its ownsoul and energy and life force
um but money was very much youknow it was very much driven by
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if I work hard and you know Iwas living in Bali and like
working 14 hour days and then Iremember going to Singapore and
we just had a six figure launchand I ordered a meal with Sean
and it was like super yeah itwas well it was super high the
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bill was high and I remembersaying you know this is wasteful
we shouldn't be doing this andof course yeah we had the money
it was there but it was mostlyyou know I was still in these
survival patterns I was still inthese survival ways of being and
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then you know I carried on andwe're making money and there was
lots of tears and there was lotsof you know very wounded
feminine lack of emotionalintelligence but yes very great
at holding um holding ittogether and and supporting
others and really doing a greatjob I think I was still you know
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although there was a lot of highanxiety high functioning anxiety
lots of trauma it was still um Iwasn't dropping balls because of
course I was that people pleaserI was that good girl I was I
would rather overwork and overdeliver um and sacrifice myself
and then yes 2018 hit and I justinvested 100 yeah 100k 20k in a
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publicist 20k in a facebook liveum expert and then i went into a
60k mastermind and all of it wasfrom fear it was all oh yes and
i forgot that actually i i alsoi think invested 18k in a sales
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funnel expert and a ghostwritershit 3500 hundred a go strata
for courses because I was likeI'm exhausted I need to get out
of this um I just need to makemoney quickly and I remember
like literally sitting umoutside on the sun lounger in
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Bali and I was like how can Iquit like how can I retire by 40
and obviously it's my 40thbirthday well it's sorry it was
my 40th birthday last Novemberum and I'll be 41 this year and
And that is the last thing thatI would ever want to do now.
Like, this is my life's work.
I feel like I'm only justbeginning.
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I'm 10 and a half years in.
Like, yeah, I know who I am.
I know what I'm here for.
I know how this reality works.
I know, or as much as I know,because I think we can know and
then our consciousness shiftsand it's deeper and it's wiser
and it's bolder.
So I always, you know, there isa caveat.
This is where I am today.
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um and a year from now two yearsfrom now um I will tell an even
you know bigger bolder story umbut um so I'd invested all of
that money so you know it's over100k um and the next month I had
a 60k cash month and the nextmonth I had 100k a week so it
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was just like this collapsing oftimelines of wealth and and it
was a number of things of courselike betting on myself that big
100 percent um the confidence Ialso I did do a lot of work on
um trauma my unique gifts whatmade me um incredible at this
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work um what made me stand out Iwas also you know I was really
showing up I was doing Facebooklives almost every day like
obviously I'd hired thisFacebook ads this Facebook live
expert um and And yes, I wasfinally really looking at my
trauma, looking at my shadow,looking at the things that were
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holding me back.
So that surge was, yes, it was arepresentation of new standards
of new boundaries.
And I'd probably, I think thehighest month I'd had before
that was about 30K.
But yeah, 30K, huge investments.
And of course, like, you know,investment of 18K in publicity
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was huge.
because what that says is likeyeah fuck yeah I'm ready to be
seen in a much bigger way and wewere looking at like TEDx talks
and in Bali and I had a team ofeight um so it was this like you
know I'd hired new people and wewere increasing the budget for
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my Facebook ads and all sorts oflike big big big fucking moves
um and then I remember going toa Balinese healer and and I had
this like huge experience thesevisions so it was basically an
hour session with him and I hadto visualize my life for an hour
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and I'd never you know I'dlooked at like what is my vision
but I'd never seen my life likethat and so I did the
visualization I saw you knowtraveling around the world and
and i think this will be i feellike this will be 2027 it was
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always like 2027 but of courselike now it's like getting my
work around the world i saw thebook um i saw some chanel
glasses which i purchased i sawme stepping on the plane um you
know there was a whole lot oflike little things uh there was
two golden retrievers we've gotone um and we're getting our
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other gorgeous ones soon and isaw the cove where we live now
like there is this beautifulcove i actually saw that in the
vision and then towards the endum there was like this rattling
i thought like the whole roomwas rattling and there was just
this light and this rattling andoh yes and there was there was
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like there was a a download oflike you will uh you will create
something pioneering that willshift the world so shift the the
paradigm and it was all of thisstuff um i didn't hear your wake
and billions to their truth bythat stage but you know i was
still you know you have thislike this vision that comes
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through um but of course whathappens is your system has to
hold it um i still had highfunctioning anxiety um i still
had a little bit of disorderedeating and of course taking on
too much responsibility lack ofboundaries and lack of lack of
lack of discipline although youknow it's great at showing up
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and you know following throughum my worth was very much linked
to my work so I was you know therest of my life although my
relationship was dialed up to ahigh level the rest of my life
wasn't at at you know at theelevated state um and yeah so
60k a month 100k a week and andthen it all started to fall
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apart and I yeah I was burnedout suicidal unable to focus
unsure if I'd be able to carryon in the business and
everything just started you knowI just wanted to go I just
wanted to leave this planet andit was yeah it was it was hard
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and it was really a difficultspace and obviously I'm not
going to go into all the detailsbecause because yeah it's it's
traumatic it's dark it's but oneof the things that just kept
coming through and of courselike yeah with that with that
darkness was at the same timesimultaneously there was this
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light you know I was seeingbutterflies that I'd never seen
in Bali we lived there for threeyears and synchronicities and
yeah just you know howeverything started to line up
these amazing amazing mentorsand guides and healers that just
started to come into my world umReiki masters like it was just
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the most divine incredibleexperience um and that was the
journey back to of course mytrue self my limitless self um
but that wasn't you know thatwas the beginning um I then
started to go through a deeperjourney of quantum healing and
um you know therapy and energyhealing and embodiment and
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quantum healing and breath workand gene keys human design you
know astrology like reallytrying to yes like know thyself
know thyself at the deepestlevel um and then yes you know
clients and money and everythingwas just flowing really just
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flowing um And yes, I launched apaid to be used certification,
wrote the book, like it was justthe stream of consciousness and,
and channeling and divinechanneling and total, you know,
receiving the guidance and flow,but also the underlying, you
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know, it was still thereknocking around a lot of trauma,
a lot of limiting beliefs thatwere that needed to go and
needed to be illuminated.
And of course, like we'realways, you know, we're always
seeing our limitations we'realways um we're like i used to
see it as is this this onionthat we're peeling and all of
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this like healing and you knowall of this stuff and now what i
see it is like every day is thisgift that i'm opening of like
wow you know wow i'm soincredible wow i'm so gifted
like the remembering now um froma state of wholeness rather than
a state of um there's more tofind there's more to fix there's
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more to heal and that's reallythat that is really when we come
back to yes the divine feminineand the divine masculine and
those need to be an alchemy yesflow ease grace is all divine
feminine and then of coursethere is the dark dark feminine
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which is that that power thatcourage that movement and that
trust and that rage and you knowall of the amazing dark feminine
energy which brings us into evendeeper into our truth our
seductress energy our magnetismand then we've got the you know
the divine masculine thefollower follow through the
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divine soul goals the resiliencethe grit um and yes that was
really you know 2013 2023 wasall about coming back and i
remember having the lowest monthand just being like you know
what like i'm not I'm not gonnago wild and crazy um I'm just
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going to yes I'm going tosurrender to the highest
timeline and the vision that'scoming through and I'm going to
take a line to action and I'mgoing to really deepen into this
is my soul's work I can't not dothis I can't deny what I'm here
for and I remember getting aapplication and just while I was
sitting in the bath there's alsoa couple of things that was like
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okay you've got to do this anddo this and do this and you know
the guidance was clear and and Iwas like oh but I've just had
like the lowest month inbusiness um savings are not
looking great and I've got nolike prospects like that's how I
felt in 2023 um and then um yeahgot a fourteen and a half
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thousand payment in and nextmoment we had yeah one of the
biggest launches for pay-to-viewcertification there were treat
was being sold out and it wasnot from the same patterns of
the money drops then I move allthe money drops and I go into
freeze um it was like the moneydrops and I get to choose um how
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I feel how I respond in thismoment how money gets to go for
me right now um and that wasreally the last time that I've
experienced and then of courseyou know when we're hyper aware
of our patterns as well I wouldbe like oh they were doing it
again you know you're doing thefeast and famine cycle again and
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I was like you know to break itwe can't use the same way of
being and perception it's likeyou know it's money goes up and
up and up and that's just theway it works and that's okay
it's really about thoseconversations that we have not
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getting caught up in thepatterns but having your pattern
interwrapped and um breakingbreaking those patterns those
habits so 2024 um we three timesthe income of the previous year
obviously it was a lower incomebut it was still substantially
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more than 2022 and and 2021 umand the difference in that year
was that I obviously had my souloffers and I remember like that
that resilience and that grityou know um although you know
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and achieved so much I still hadthat inner child that that
victim those shadows of like youknow when I set a goal I don't
achieve it you know like ofcourse I'd achieved a lot I'd
created a lot of you know mademultiple millions and bloody
bloody blah thousands of clientsall of that magic um but I
really had had to learn how tomake more, sell, doing it in a
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way that was really aligned andactually not only just aligned,
not only just creating, but itwas allowing from the deepest
level.
It was that highest timeline anddoing it with grace, with ease,
with alignment, with joy.
Well, also, of course, likeleaning in when it feels
uncomfortable.
So yes, one of the biggestlaunches that we had for the
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certification actually came Iwas like okay what is the
guidance that I'm receiving Igot the guidance from pay-to-use
certification I got the numberand then I was like well I never
reached my I never reached mygoals I've never reached the
numbers that I see and Iremember having this
conversation internally well youdon't reach it because you stop
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you stop you make time meansomething so instead of like no
you hold the vision for as longas it takes for that timeline to
occur and of course then you canstart to when you're able to be
like no any goal that i have isalready done then that's when
you can start to compress andspeed up but for me that
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particular lesson there was likeholding the vision you know one
of my mentors said to me like ifyou want instant gratification
go and eat a pie um but if youwant sustainable growth over a
lifetime it's like yes if thevision is there you follow
through and and you keep goinguntil those numbers are done not
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because you have to not becauseyou have to prove anything those
are like when I just totallytook that ego out but really
showing myself what I wascapable of my highest potential
and of course when you're movingat your highest timeline your
highest potential you will haveall of those parts of yourself
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that wants to keep you in thefamiliar pull you back you know
you don't need to do this you'retired you don't you know don't
lose yourself in the process youdon't need all of those those
sort of voices but when it'spurely because like I've got
this mission I've got thisvision and it's done and that's
when we can really start to workat that that timeline remember
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there's no bigger or smallermanifestations it's simply you
know like a buffet of lunch wewe simply get to choose so my
work is not my worth my work isan aspect of my life and how am
i living outside of my work andoutside of my day-to-day if
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everything i see in my my workis done because of course yes i
want to do meaningful work iwant to impact millions of lives
i want to make so much moneythat i can yes give back freely
you know we already do that on aon a small scale but imagine
like making billions and justbeing able to like be like okay
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he has a billion um forunderprivileged children or you
know whatever it iswell-resourced women in their
power and truth can create hugewaves of change so what is this
now of course the first aspectof this is your work is not your
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worth i truly believe that we'renot here just to grow and evolve
that's a natural part andprocess of this this this
experience we're going to begrowing and evolving all of the
time we don't need to make afull-time job of growing and
evolving it's living it's doingthe work that we're here to do
it's following our god self it'sfollowing the work that we can't
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not do and simultaneously youknow like paid to be you and
lady millions are a movement sotheir offers and have a life
force and a soul of their ownthat worked through me that also
yes now I'm about to launch ladymillions and it's very much
around like take care ofyourself at the deepest level
it's you know it's listening youknow worry and stress was a was
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a very conditioned response andI remember being out walking and
yes either we're living inperpetual hell of our own
creation and these own cycles oflike well yeah I remember like
waking up like how am I going tomake money today how am I going
to sell that offer you knowthat's perpetual fucking hell
and I remember being out walkingand it was like um well how do
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you want money to work for youand and my first response is
well I never want to worry aboutmoney again and then I asked
myself well if you never worryabout money again well what
would that look like and itwould be so I realized like it's
just a choice it's just adecision because money is not
the thing money is response toyou um and it's not money money
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has no personality it has nomind it has no voice it is
completely a neutral energy it'ssimply our perceptions of it
it's simply our conditioningaround it you know it's it's not
that money makes us do anythingit is that our systems and our
triggers within us based on ourconditioning and this is of
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course deep work that I do withmy clients and and the pay to be
you movement as well just haslike i'm actually a client of
mine she was going through ijust sent her three of the um
the activations that she coulddo and if you want to get one
for free just go into the ladymillions at the quantum up level
mini course um and she juststarted having all these
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opportunities come so when werewire the triggers within
ourselves remember money islimitless outside of us and when
we rewire the triggers withinourselves whether that's guilt
whether that's shame whetherthat's that investment that we
made that we can't let go ofwhether that's fear and anxiety
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around money because I wasconditioned or whether it's a
programming that it is somehowlimitless that's where we can
and remember when we'reapproaching money mindset work
from a space of scarcity andfear like i have to do this
thing to get the money wherewe're only amplifying that
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whereas it's when like okay wellmoney is an unlimited supply i
know that i am money money is amerit is a mirror of my thoughts
my feelings my aligned actionsthat's all it is it's it has no
life it has no soul it has imean it has no um it has no
personality it's no mind of itsown um you are money it responds
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to your thoughts about money sohow would you be thinking about
money um the aligned actionsactions that we take or don't
take um you know if you knew youknow like a client of mine is
doing a big live event likethat's a huge outlay of money
but are we gonna be like wellshit like what if it doesn't
work out and and you know like idon't make my money back or
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we're gonna be like shit this isgoing to blow the fucking
business up so much and i'mgoing to have a 5k launch and
that's it you know that's thestandard because manifestation
starts to shift very quicklywhen and you're a pure and
divine channel when you rememberyou are source.
So how do I want money to work?
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And then how do I want, youknow, so obviously with my
launches, I've got them plannedout for the rest of the year
because I know the office thatI'm here to sell these, you
know, now it's 10 and a halfyears in, it depends where you
are, but that's obviouslysomething that I do first up
with clients.
And it doesn't matter if you'vebeen doing this for a year, if
you've mastered your craft,you've got some testimonials and
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transformations that There is amovement within you right now.
There is a seven-figure movementwithin you right now.
And then, of course, it'sblinkers on.
Most people are looking outsideof themselves.
They're looking at their bankaccounts for validation, but the
external is only a mirror of whoyou've been up until this point.
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So if you keep looking, and thatis a trauma response,
hypervigilance, it's why mostpsychics, most people that have
so much trauma in their lives,they're fucking gifted at seeing
root causes because they can gointo a room or feeling energy me
included you know go into a roomfeel energy see what's happening
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um but also that can play youknow it has a light and a shadow
it can play against us becausewe're always looking at evidence
externally and our externalworld you know who's viewing our
stories where the applicationscoming from all of these sort of
things that is also stopping uswe have we have to trust the
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vision because it occursenergetically first so if you
know you're born to be extremelywealthy extremely impactful it's
already done it's no bigger orsmaller and the sooner that's
where time collapses the sooneryou're like yeah well i'm born
to be wealthy i'm born to builda movement of millions or
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thousands and not needing thatthat's one of my biggest things
is like i need it now i needthat evidence now you know i
still have those moments but andespecially like seeding in the
movement of thousands by 2027you know the other day I was
like oh but the numbers you knowthe numbers have dropped people
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have left the space like and I'mmeant to have a thousand and and
really the guidance was veryclear you know the people that
stay are those people that aremeant to be there and and yes
people will it's a it is a spacebuilt for that that people can
come in and they can stay for amonth two months and and maybe
even one month and be like thisis not my space but then there
is people that are there foralready been there for four
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months and and you know we'reactually creating a 12-month
methodology and process for itso you know not forcing people
to stay in because it is amonthly it's a flexible
membership you can come in foras long as you want it's you
know you know sometimes it's nota line sometimes my work is not
and that's great you can go butthose that really are ready to
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you know do the work to returnback to limitless wealth and
their soul work and creating amovement and charging what they
really want and yes being intheir fucking power and truth
this is the work that I do soachieving that soul vision that
vision yes you have this and I'mgoing to put it in inverted
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commas enormous mission visionbecause yes it's illogical to
most people but to you it's likeof course so you know, it's
like, what is the vision?
What is the God self vision?
What is the God state vision?
And if we really just stayed inour own lane and like, what is
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the guidance?
What am I being guided to?
And, and then of course, yes,like, you know, I'm not just
building this business for, youknow, I've been in it for 10 and
a half years, like, but I feellike this is, this is the start.
This is the lead pad, you know,now I'm in, in the most
incredible space.
And of course, um, because of myjourney and 10 and a half years
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I'm able to collapse people'stimelines or if somebody's been
online for a long time andmastered their craft and but
just not getting not paying notgetting not charging what
they're meant to be chargingit's very accelerated because
you've been mastering you'vebeen doing the shadow work
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you've been doing the innerchild work and and you then like
we create the offer and ofcourse you've done all the work
the embodiment work the nervoussystem work that it's like loads
of money comes in loads ofclients come in and you're able
to actually hold that and expandthat so you have this enormous
vision what are the thoughtswhat are the feelings what are
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the aligned actions of thatversion of you how do you choose
money to now show up for you andalso where are you waiting what
is what areas of your life areyou waiting maybe that's you
know i've had clients that umyou know they're waiting for the
next launch and the next amountof money or to hit such and such
milestone before they look aftertheir health and no it's about
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dialing every single area ofyour life up if your
relationship is like all funnyand all shitty and your
relationship with your kids havegone all fucked up like that's
gonna illuminate everything it'slike this work the work that I
do is not just about a greatbusiness it's about all areas
it's living in true embodimentof your work which means dialing
(50:54):
up every single thing and youYes, the business may illuminate
and mirror bag areas that youneed to sort the fuck out.
That's a really great thing foryou to look at.
It doesn't have to affect yourmoney though.
Money is unconditional.
It has no conditions.
It doesn't give a shit if youare feeling happy high vibe.
(51:17):
Those are things that we choose.
I choose to live an incrediblelife but money shows up every
single day as standard normaland natural irrelevant of what's
happening externally irrelevantof what's happening in my
personal life irrelevant of howI feel there is no conditions I
(51:41):
used to create conditions aroundlike my period of when I'm not
as yes I'm not as front-facingI'm not doing as many posts and
instead I was like no money justflows in multiple pathways
unexpected and unexpectedexpected ways and yes of course
this is work that I do deeplywith clients but yes you know
(52:04):
you're born to be extremelywealthy you already have a
wealthy life you already aretraveling and doing amazing
things and probably have a greathouse and but now it's like yes
let's pay this forward let'screate let's create extreme
wealth and let's give backfreely let's do those things
that you're being guided to doand create waves of change in
(52:26):
the collective and money thenbecomes simply yes a byproduct
of living it's not we don'tstart with like how do I make
money it's like no what lightsme up what brings me joy what
are the things that I can't notdo and then of course the offer
is that light me the fuck upthat are like this gift to
(52:47):
humanity that we know we'regoing to change lives what does
that look like that was a longepisode lots coming through my
my intent before I recorded thisepisode is for you to really
shift into your highest timelineof wealth to create unlimitless
wealth in your life but mostimportantly it's how you feel
(53:07):
while you're creating it andalso it's about claiming where
you wind yes of course you wantto feel incredible in the most
luxury divine outfits um maybeyou know maybe that's you know I
love designer bags um I lovedivine designer outfits not to
look a certain way but it's howI feel it's like longevity you
(53:27):
know some of my Louis Vuittonbags they've lasted for you know
years seven eight nine ten yearsthey look unscathed and I put
them away in a box you knowtheir original box every day
it's it's how we feel um andthat may not be your thing but
also you know you don't have tochoose you don't have to choose
(53:47):
between luxury holidays abeautiful home um LV bags
whatever it is you know whateverit is that you desire like what
is that you desire and allowyourself to give yourself full
permission I remember a clientwanted to buy a second home and
she said to me like Vanessa isthat wasteful I said well how do
you feel when you want to createthat home and how do you show up
(54:09):
as that version of you and shewas like yeah it's just such a
beautiful place for my kids tocome and right by the beach and
you know yes it's like if I'mshowing up in that energy I feel
completely unstoppable andlimitless I was like well yeah
just stop denying yourself whatyou fucking want and claim it
and allow it to flow.
I'm sure there'll be anotherepisode that'll come from this.
(54:32):
If there's any questions, pleasereach out on Instagram or feel
free to message me on my, youknow, email me on vanessa at
vanessahalik.com if there'ssomething that came through, a
breakthrough moment for you.
Please connect with me onInstagram as well and follow the
story.
(54:52):
And yes, sending you all thelove.
in the world to health, wealthand happiness and grounded
opulence and those divineVenetian beauty codes that come
through.
All the love.
Bye for now.
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