pancake marathon: journey of recovery
pancake marathon: a journey upon and into my recovery where I will be talking about recovery and how it has let me be part of my life again; I say let me: because it is me choosing to do something with my life and because I get to choose is then the fact that I get to be; if I get to be part of my life/a life I want to build/the marathon of my recovery. this is me recovered: but, that is the past/for other then that it is repair and recovery. to become whole/unity of self and to let life be itself. to be out of my had and be of service to by freely giving.
Episodes
In this episode of Pancake Marathon, I open up about the transition from structured sober living into independent life—and the weight of responsibility that comes with it. Recovery isn’t about resting on past accomplishments; it’s about the choices I make in each moment: to use or not to use, to grow or to stay stuck.
I talk about how acceptance, open-mindedness, and willingness guide me through the painstaking phases of change, and...
s4e11 total 66. Show up or show up: to be or not to be, I have this moment in time but then it's okay to be kind of rewind, show up it doesn't matter how you do just show up; yes show up.
s4e10 total 65. trying to act as ifwhen I can I try and when i try I act as if; but how can you keep on hurting yourself and forgive me to act as if hurting another is okay, when all they are doing is tryin; for maybe that is the best they can do.
s4e9 total 64. Na help me/ vaping is worse than cigarettes as it comes to moments that I realize that vaping is way worse than cigarettes and how in that sense of that context cigarettes are easier to quit than vaping, I'm working on doing both but today I think I'm trying more than doing a stop vaping; this is a progress that I made because I qualified Myself by understanding the value of Narcotics Anonymous helping expa...
s4e8 total 63. Priorities of the heart or mind
What if life was about finding ways to grow and become renewed but only through that of how we can live in the now moment by what we see ( if only seemingly at that moment) what is important and what is not.
s4e7 total 62. Zealot after my own heart
In this episode of pancake Marathon I go over how the turbine hurt and just what in the overall fact of what's going on I simply to say WTF: what are the facts, simply to say and yet I also go through this 12 steps and show that you can practice these principles in all your Affairs no matter what's going on; on top of that simply to say I do feel better and not isolating I'm...
s4e6 total 61. Come to believe
I walk the walk and I can talk the talk but what is I going to do when I can only come to believe, but it's through my belief that I can come to; that is step 3 in the making because only three step two: coming to believe, that step three take shape into that of me making the decision to follow what I believe/ can't practice_ comprehend
s4e5 total 60. How far I have come
Finding that I've come this far is almost painstaking, for that's what painstaking is putting the work in and seeing it; as because of that I am amazed and I'm not even halfway through this amazement
THE OTHER SERENITY PRAYER
GOD, GRANT ME THE SERENITY TO
STOP BEATING MYSELF UP FOR
NOT DOING THINGS PERFECTLY,
THE COURAGE TO FORGIVE MYSELF
BECAUSE I'M WORKING ON DOIN...
finding love is a way that I want to let that hurt go but only when I just let that hurt know that it is loved and so am I, so I love it by letting it go; finding a way to trust that it is going to be for my highest good: if I want it to be.
s4e3 #58. the power of loving the pain / unity of finding family
The unity of community is almost without a doubt and even when you are in doubt can be something that helps us unlock the key of each lesson that is just teacher, we learn together and together we learn; but only if we learn will one day we find unity in what we have. and this is true but each small thing that seems insignificant today and that moment, is just a...
HAPPY AT THE END OF THE ROAD, maybe I am at the end of the road but there is more to the road of my making; creating a life worth me and not my anger is the way to a point of being HAPPY and at the END of my anger ROAD of my AT'S in life and only then I will find THE OF's at they come.
the "CC of life" closed captions. maybe even the fact of there being "7 c's," as to the simple fact of the matter is that fact of what I want to call god is the way that I get to find peace within that moment of me letting go and letting god?
s3e26 total 55. the power of loving the pain
the power of loving where you are at is a power of the wise only within, the wisdom of the mind and the actions of one's self; the gift of life is the gift you can give.....so to be or not to be, so what will you be?
What is life other then what I see in myself?
to be or not to be, well, I will try or not to try; leading myself into being able to carry a message of I showed up to life and that is me doing my best.
s3e22 total 54
forgiveness is gods hugging me
and then I hug back?
As it comes to the point of finding peace as that is what it can be as to what the point of recovery?
GOD: Good Orderly Direction
GOD: Got out doors
GOD: Got off drugs
GOD: Group of druggy's
GOD: Got over drugs
GOD: group of drunk's
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