August 3, 2025 • 50 mins
Veronica crashes into Paranoi Radio with a raw, unfiltered testimony of transformation — from surviving a lizard-man ex-husband to escaping mental and physical abuse, and unlocking spiritual rebirth through the madness. This one’s deep, dark, and violently awakening. Reptilian love, trauma alchemy, and survival magic collide. Tap in… if you can handle it.
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deposit into the bank of knowledge. Everybody, Welcome back to
Parana Radio podcast. I am Trouble Scarcia and I want
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in from the deep end of the poem and set
them mood. I almost had the scene there it is,
I almost caught it. Please give a warm welcome to
my next special guest. She's never been here before. I
(02:58):
am ecstatic and I'm very hahih happy that she took
the time to be here today. Her name is Veronica
from the Church of Anarchy page on Instagram. What's up, Veronica,
How are you doing?
Speaker 1 (03:07):
Hi? I'm good. How are you doing? Thanks so much
for having me. I really appreciate it. It's nice time.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
Are you kidding me? Come on, thank you for being
here in the time. You took the time off your
day today to spend some time with this freaking podcast.
I am just.
Speaker 1 (03:18):
Happy, absolutely absolutely.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
I'm happy on network. I'm happy to share the platform,
and I'm also happy to see what you're doing.
Speaker 3 (03:25):
Where can people find you?
Speaker 1 (03:28):
My main home is on Instagram. You can find me
a hashtag Church of Anarchy anywhere, but Instagram uncensored Church
of Anarchy is where you usually find me. I also
have an urt account Church of Anarchy on Instagram. I
have an ex account, same name, and I'm trying to
get a TikTok started kind of starting to get in
a TikTok started under Church of anarchy.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
I've had the TikTok. I'm on my fourth account. Especially
for the stuff that I post, it is intense. On
a side note, also YouTube, it's the same thing if
you're on YouTube, guys, I know what it is.
Speaker 3 (03:58):
And I keep telling you everybody.
Speaker 2 (04:00):
It's not that I prefer Instagram or Twitter or any
of these platforms. It's just all the other platforms are
super censored. I'm wasting time, guys. I'm on one man
team within promoting, publishing, networking and editing and all the
stuff that we're doing.
Speaker 1 (04:13):
It's being on a lot of work.
Speaker 2 (04:15):
Right on fighting. You think it's just oh post, No,
it's not just post like you have to the consistency
of issues.
Speaker 1 (04:22):
Man, Right, That's why my TikTok is kind of slow.
It's like a totally different angle than my Instagram is.
So Instagram is politics conspiracy, and then my art account
and then TikTok is just kind of talking about like
Jesus and visions and dreams and experiences and whatnot. But yeah,
it's a lot of work to just do a little
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short video.
Speaker 3 (04:45):
It is.
Speaker 2 (04:45):
I have an assistant called Ai that it just started
diving into and she's helping me a lot with the shows.
But even that, you have to train the AI to
have the flavor that stuff to envision what you're envisioning.
So even that, it's still also part of the job.
Right quite frankly, I'm not complaining. I'm not complaining. This
is part of the journey. If I'm ever going to
make it anywhere, this is part of the you know,
(05:07):
of the journey.
Speaker 1 (05:07):
It is part of the process. Yeah, yeah, climbing it
up and doing doing all the menial work so you
understand it better.
Speaker 2 (05:15):
So, guys, yeah, you don't know how much how heavy
I'm telling you this right now, because it really really
is a heavy topic. You don't know how important it
is for you to give a like, a comment, a
share anywhere that you're consuming the show. If you don't
want to, I'm not asking you for to donate, guys,
I'm asking you to.
Speaker 3 (05:36):
Drop a comment.
Speaker 2 (05:37):
Bro. It takes five seconds, dude, And you don't know
how beautiful that only makes me feel. But people enjoy
it and then they start engaging. It's like a snowball
of fight.
Speaker 1 (05:44):
Yeah yeah, just then engagement. You know. I try to,
I really super try to. Like everybody that drops the
post or makes a comment or something. I try to
either like the comment. I might not always agree with it,
but I appreciate that you you chimed in and you
said something about the topic, you know, And I certainly
really appreciate everybody's engagement. And you know, I'm there for
(06:04):
the friends. I'm not there to have followers. I'm not
there to have a big page. I'm there for the people.
And you know, that's just the community of black minded
individuals online has just been so huge for me.
Speaker 2 (06:16):
Yeah, and it pays. I've seen that you are grinding
now to switch the topic of We're gonna stay within
the realm of engagement. But you you mentioned something about
you know, I want to dive into that because I
want you to break it down for me exactly what
your thought wasn't when you told me that you said
(06:36):
raging hormones and damonic attachments.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
That's absolutely oh yeah, talking about the beast. Oh gosh,
I don't even know where to start. I guess, well, yeah,
I had posted, I shared content, all sorts of content,
and the one that kind of caught your attention was
it was a post that kind of went into the
(07:00):
history of vibrators I believe. And it talked about how
women have mood swings and anxiety and all sorts of
personal hormonal issues, so their husbands to take them to
the doctors and the doctors would give them public massages
and the organasm was the key. So yeah, looking for
(07:22):
a doctor.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
So oh, no, imagine that I could only imagine. So well, okay,
so let's let's steit back a little bit. You said
in that post. I remember the post now it all
flooded back in.
Speaker 3 (07:40):
You said.
Speaker 2 (07:41):
The post was saying that in not so far away future,
I mean past, people were dealing with anxiety by going
to the doctors and getting a massage down there.
Speaker 1 (07:53):
Yeah, that's what the post was. I I just I
share a lot of contact. I came across it. I
thought it's super interesting, sing and very relatable, so so
I shared it. Yeah. I totally totally know what the
whole raging, uncontrollable hormone type of deal feels like. It's
struggled with it for years. I called it the beast.
(08:15):
The beast would come out and I I never it
hasn't been until super super recently where I started things
started to click and I understood, like, actually, how bang
on I was when I called it the beast. So yeah,
(08:36):
I mean, I don't know quite how you want me
to delve into delve into this here I can come out.
I thank you different ways.
Speaker 2 (08:43):
Thank you for sharing the fact, and that you don't
have to get a personal I completely understand. But so
this is the origins of all vibrators, you know people.
Speaker 1 (08:54):
So yeah, they make him for like it's for the
rich people, the rich the rich woman to help their
their health melodies. And and then it just kind of
became became super popular. I would have no idea why.
And then with their popularity, then they kind of slowly
(09:14):
started to become more of a thing, like it became
more as a sinful you know, known as a sinful thing,
rather as a health health product.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
Health benefit. Wow, literally you know. And it's everything starts
like that. The Satan comes injectes onto the world with
a little simple lie like, oh, it's beneficial for your
emotions and your hormonal stuff. You'll check it out.
Speaker 1 (09:40):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (09:40):
Ten years later it.
Speaker 1 (09:42):
You need more, you need more, yep.
Speaker 2 (09:46):
And then it costs.
Speaker 1 (09:49):
Yeah, or have create emotional attachments that you should have
never created in the first place. And when you get
involved with people who have other attachments, then you open
up yourself to the things that are attached to them
as well to come through. And I didn't understand how
(10:10):
real that was until I actually stowed.
Speaker 2 (10:15):
Do you mentioned a little bit about that? How?
Speaker 1 (10:17):
Yeah? No, Actually, this has been this has been something
that's uh, pretty personal to me, but it's been the
Lord has been telling me that this is a story
that I have, and I have the story because I
need to talk about it. I need to share about it.
People need to understand the things that my dumb ass
did not understand when I was younger. So yeah, so
(10:40):
I don't know how much your audience, I'm sure you're
I'm sure a lot of your audience is well versed
in like demonic attachments and how these are actual, real
spiritual entities that will attach to people and act through people.
You know, the Bible always talks about, you know, the
(11:01):
importance of you know, a man and a woman are
supposed to be married, you're supposed to have you know,
your one partner, and it kind of goes on and
on about different takes the subject from like different angles.
I feel like, but I don't know. I'm an anarchist
marriage was always a government contract and I like to
(11:22):
just away from the contracts. So like actually, and like
I saw in it earlier, like for the longest time,
like for me, Jesus was a role model somebody to emulate.
Jesus was why I'm an anarchist, because just if you
read the Bible and read the New Testament, you know
(11:43):
it was the government and the religious leaders that were
after him and had him killed and et cetera, et cetera.
You know he was He said, I, you know, the
kingdom is the kingdom that I serve as not of
this world. I don't serve the worldly kings. I don't
serve I don't bow down to the worldly kings, I
don't bow down to the worldly governments. My kingdom is
(12:05):
not of this world. And you know that's kind of
my brand of our anarchism in a nutshell. So it
was always more like a role model, this is how
I do it. It was never like a personal relationship thing.
So I was in a until recently, I kind of
it was in a really hard, really hard place when
(12:27):
I finally started to turn to Jesus. But it was
long term relationship. I thought, as I thought, we're gonna
be together forever. He had promised me we would, like
we had all sorts of promises, plans, you know, family,
and just like I was deceived into believing him and
through the story, I am absolutely not trying to like
(12:50):
rail on my ex at all, Like I want y'all
to understand, like much love, this is just the story
that I need to get out. So ended up in
a hard place in the relationship, and this is where
I struggled with some suicidal thoughts because it's just he
was seeing somebody else and it just totally broke me. Yeah,
(13:15):
so that's kind of when I kind of I went
through like learning about different attachment theories, how to self heal.
You know, I used to be kind of a little
I'd never consider myself new Agy, but kind of new
Agish in believing that all roads lead to heaven. You know,
you can take it doesn't matter what path you take,
you can get there. So when I started, when I
(13:38):
began this relationship, it was somebody who saw it the same.
You know, we're very much on the same page that way.
And so when when I found out about is the Fair,
you know, I was having a really hard time and
we had kids. He had asked me before this, he
had asked me to marry him, and I even said yes,
Like that's how invested I was. Right, So I'm maybe
(14:04):
a little bit too loyal for my own good. But
you know, that's when I like finally started praying to
God as to like, well, what do I do here?
You know, I told him i'd be here. I'm a
woman of my word. I gotta, you know, stick with
my word. And the first thing, well, this isn't the
first thing that happened, but this is kind of the
(14:26):
first thing that kind of triggered me as off. As
one night we were laying there and I had been
just really praying to God, just like God, you know,
I just I want to do the right thing. I
just want to do the right thing here, and he
was sleeping, I was sleeping, and then all of a sudden,
I just so I fell asleep, like just praying really hard.
(14:47):
And then all of a sudden I just woke up,
like because I just got slapped in the face, and
it just like jarred me awake. I'm like, what in
the world. And the first thing I do I look
over at him, is like, okay, he must have been
like rolling over and he accidentally got me, and the
way he was like laying there was absolutely no way
he could have accidentally hit me, and me jumping awake
(15:07):
kind of stirred him a little bit. So I was like,
all right, like that was Oh, it's like maybe that
was just a really weird dream. I don't know, but
it just really sucks. Like something slapped me awake. Then
something slapped me awake. So fast forward a couple of
years down the road.
Speaker 2 (15:28):
Yeah, this is Yeah. First of all, I want you
to I want you to know something I am visualizing,
and I'm also very very very thankful that you're opening up.
This is going to be, this is going to impact
people in a very positive manner.
Speaker 3 (15:46):
You have no idea, hope, So.
Speaker 1 (15:49):
I hope. So that's like I said, it's on my
heart to tell the story. The Lord wants me to
get this out because there's just at least one person,
one person. If I can get to one person that
to get something out of this, that's that's that's all
it takes. So anyway, fast forward down the road, two
or three years we got back together. Things were going
(16:12):
I thought they were going good, you know, back finally
back on the track, you know, plans, future, forever, plans,
et cetera, et cetera. He has, you know, a good job.
He's doing some traveling for work, which was hard, but
you know, I always knew that was the deal. So
(16:32):
but him being like gone so much, that's kind of
when I really started turning to Jesus a little bit
more to fill that hole. You know, for a while
I just mad at him, and that didn't work. I
couldn't expect him to always be there. It's like, all right,
I have to be able to fill this hole myself.
And like I said, I went through all those other
things to try to fill that hole. And it's finally
that's when I finally started my relationship with Jesus. It
(16:54):
was it's kind of kind of my I hate to say,
is a last this effort. But you know, I grew
up going to Catholic Church, and I thought I knew
what Jesus was all about. You know, you grow up,
you learn about all that. Sorry excuse me. You know
my parents are always like, you know, go learn about
everything and then make up your own mind. It was
(17:15):
never Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the life.
It was, Oh, we'll just go learn and make up
your mind for yourself. And that's two entirely different ways
of looking at what truth is word. So yeah, so
I was finally kind of starting to pray to Jesus
and asked Jesus to be there. And I was also
(17:36):
going kind of through hitting pretty hard into my being
an anarchist. And I was that, like, this is this
is when twenty nineteen, twenty twenty was rolling around and
everything that was happening. Yeah, this is my twenty twenty story.
So with everything which I was even before then, I
(17:57):
knew that the government was ate up and full of lies,
and but with all of that, I kind of hit
the point with media as like, and and I'd always
I mean, I was backs injured when I was in
junior high school, so and I had another really bad
experience when I was basically had one of those forced
on me and I almost died and had entities visiting
(18:20):
me then too, But that's a whole different story. So
I was always you know, on my guard. I knew
I kind of knew what was going on behind the scenes,
but just not being able to trust anybody, trust anything,
It's like, and I was almost like at the point
of complete nihilism. It's like, you know, it's nothing truth.
(18:42):
And I was like, well, yeah, yeah, it's just and
so kind of a combination of being there is nothing truth,
like what is the truth? And let me recruit where
I was at here I started rambling.
Speaker 3 (19:02):
You said three years later moving on forward?
Speaker 1 (19:04):
Yeah, okay, So yeah, so I was getting closer to
Jesus and you know, kind of really feeling a little
bit more convicted in this relationship. It's like, well, you know,
I mean he asked me to marry him, we're not married,
Like shouldn't we be actually married if we're going to
be together for forever? And just kind of having some questions,
and you know, he had been gone and it had
(19:27):
been a little while since I've seen him, and then
when he did when I did finally see him again,
when he leaned in to kiss me that night, and
it was you know night, it was dark, I had
(19:51):
my like dark, I had my eyes closed, and when
he kissed me, all of a sudden, I saw, like
visually saw right in my face. All I can say
is a serpentine reptile. It kind of had stuff here,
like a plume, surpent kind of around its face. Its
(20:13):
eyes were like big and bulging and like beat red.
It had this slit tongue slitherin out at me, and
the look in its eyes it was just I am
going to devour you, mine, body and soul, all of you.
And it was just it was absolutely terrifying, absolutely terrifying.
(20:39):
So I pulled back. I was like, all right, you know,
it's like I'm really tired, let's just go to bed here.
And so we fall asleep and I woke up in
the middle and I had to get up go get
a drink or whatever, and I laid back down and
(20:59):
I was I'm laying there also that I could just
feel this really really heavy presence in the room kind
of above where he's laying, and I just knew it
was the same thing, and I could I couldn't see
it still, but I just when you're dealing with these
(21:20):
types of entities, you just you have an extra sense
about him that you just know, and I knew, like
serpent is the best way to explain this thing.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
It was.
Speaker 1 (21:33):
The same kind of head. Plumed head came down. It
was wearing like a suit type of jacket and had arms,
but it was more like a snake type of body
as it came down the chest and it ended up
as like a snake tail that came out behind it.
Like it's like head body, here's the arms and then
(21:55):
the snake tail. And it was hovering I don't know,
a couple above where we're laying. I could just like
feel its presence so heavy, and it's just like I
knew that it was using my partner to get at me.
And as long as I was still consenting to anything
(22:17):
with my partner, I was consenting to it, and I
was consenting to it to devour me, to own me
every single part of me, mind, body, and soul. I
mean it's one thing for like your mind within your body,
but like your entire soul too. I mean that's the
eternal realm. That's that was deep. That was dark.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
So if I may interject one.
Speaker 2 (22:49):
When you have as a man, right, first of all, wow,
that's a lot.
Speaker 3 (22:58):
I was heavy.
Speaker 2 (22:59):
Because one thing is to the people that are listening
to the show, I really suggest you guys go to
YouTube and watch it because and I'm not trying to
promote here, I'm just I'm just giving you a suggestion
because one thing is to listen to the heavy to
your heavy heart. The other one is to visualize and
see your face the expression you did. It's heavy, guys,
(23:20):
I believe you one thousand percent. And I do know
also that when people, for example, tap their names of
deceased people, you're invoking and you're taking all those demons
also the person that you're trying to remember and echo forever.
Same thing when you sleep with prostitutes as men, you're
caught slipping with those with those what they called yard lizards,
(23:42):
garage lizards, they call them what do they call them lizards?
Speaker 3 (23:45):
Guys?
Speaker 2 (23:46):
Is because this is these these entities have control these
poor women and men to do abominations with their bodies
and then entrap other men. And because we are weak
and physical, we most of the time dive deep into it,
no pun intended. It's the truth.
Speaker 3 (24:09):
It's the truth.
Speaker 2 (24:10):
Man again again. So okay, so you see this entity,
you see it, and now you now you don't want
to have any type of connection.
Speaker 1 (24:22):
Right, So I meane, in hindsight, maybe I should Baskett
it's name. But but I think I I think I later,
I think I know what his name is. I'm not
going to say it, but it's not, I don't think it.
It wasn't like one of these main ones that you
always hear about, but it was that type. It was
the serpent type, as a plumed serpent type of entity
(24:46):
is what it was. And that's all I hadn't like
just so yeah, so it's like hovering there, and you know,
as a I don't want to call myself like a
baby Christian. I don't even really identify as a Christian,
although like Jesus is my heart, but you know, kind
of as a quote unquote baby Christian, that's what you do.
(25:07):
You rebuke the thing in the name of Jesus Christ.
You heard of it. So I rebuked it in the
name of Jesus Christ. And you know, my partner, he
was still sleeping through all of this kind of weird
thing at one point and told me he doesn't hardly
dream at all. And in hindsight, I wonder if this
thing that was attached to him is part of the
(25:28):
reason why he never remembered this any dreams. But anyway,
he was sleeping. So I rebuked this thing in the
name of Jesus Christ. And I did it a couple
of times, and it slithered off, it left you know
the way they do through through the wall, but it
wasn't through the wall, just they left the space because
they exist on a different type of dimension, as are
(25:51):
three D forty that we know. So it left and
and my partner had to go back to work, back
to his job. And before I had seen, before I
ever actually saw him again, he informed me that he
(26:11):
had begun dating somebody else and it wasn't going to
work anymore. So I rebuked this thing. It left and
took him with him.
Speaker 3 (26:22):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (26:23):
I was a going to tell you that you didn't
only rebuke the team, and you also rebuked Yeah the.
Speaker 1 (26:27):
Vessel yep, yep, And I took the vessel with it.
Speaker 3 (26:31):
So you did yourself?
Speaker 1 (26:36):
Yeah, I did. I I dodged a bullet. I did
myself favor. It's hard, especially co parenting with somebody that
I saw, the thing that's attached to it. It's hard,
you know. I always try to like figure out how
I could prevent mistakes, you know, if you make a mistake,
(26:57):
if you do something that shouldn't have done, Like how
what were the red flat hero in this relationship? What
was the red flags with him? What did I not
see that would have tipped me off at you know,
the beginning, that that you know, I would have even
gotten the relationship in the first place. But and there's
only a couple, only a couple of things. One thing
(27:19):
was that sometimes I would be faced with like a
difficult decision, like a responsibility type of decision, and I'd
ask for his advice and he he would just say,
we'll do what makes you happy. We'll do what makes
you happy. Well, what does that sound like? We'll do
what thou wilt, We'll do what thou wilt. And I
(27:41):
was saying, like, all right, it's life's not always about
what makes you happy. It's about doing what's right with
being just being responsible. But you know, I kind of
shove that off as just a little annoyance. But the
other thing that happened once that he we were at
a at a wedding reception and he he drank too
much that night. And this was shortly into the relationship,
(28:05):
and he drank too much. And I mean he had
been when he was Susan normally didn't do that, you know,
normally sober enough. He was all about getting married to
me and making plans, you know, and we're gonna you know,
just acted like he was totally committed and head over
(28:26):
heels with me. So he got really drunk one night
and I went to go try to like help him out,
help him calm down, you know, help him, take care,
take care of him. Whatever he saw me, and he
got into like this fighting stance, looking at me and
looking at in his eyes, like he had dark eyes
(28:48):
to begin with, but like looking in his eyes, it
wasn't him I was looking at. It was something else
that I was looking at. And the way he just
was like they're looking at me like wanting to fight me,
it just gave up the energy that like I was,
(29:10):
I was the adversary. I was I was the I
was the enemy. He was just like looking at me
like I was the enemy. And it never really made
sense to me, you know, And that didn't happen again
(29:34):
until until I saw that entity face to face, you know,
if I mean, maybe it knew then that I was,
you know, a child that God wanted, you know, I
belonged to Jesus, and it knew then that Jesus was
going to get me. So it knew then that I
(29:55):
was the enemy. I am the enemy. I am the
enemy of all those demonic fallen entities.
Speaker 2 (30:04):
When when you're on a path for righteousness. Guys, I'm
not promoting for you to be a Christian. I'm promoting
for you to have an intimate relationship with God.
Speaker 3 (30:17):
This is what it's about, two different things.
Speaker 2 (30:20):
When you when you start having this intimate relationship with God,
you start getting the stench of what's around you and
what's getting Broughten I and this is this is going
to amplify your message. When I left meth you know,
my wife has been gone for three weeks right now
(30:41):
with my kids, they're on vacation. I couldn't go because
I had to work. So I'm on my third week
alone alone, bro alone. I spent Father's Day alone. My God,
I'm good with being alone. I'm good with being Brogren.
I'm good. I'm good, you know. So I'm good with that.
You know what, I'm not good at having a reason
to drink and do drugs. So then I know myself.
Speaker 3 (31:05):
And I was like, the moment she leaves.
Speaker 2 (31:07):
And have those whispers anything as soon as she left,
anything that would dragger my anger, my loneliness, my sadness.
I would have a beer will help you out right now?
A beer's gonna help you good, right now, A beer
is gonna make everything go away. And then bro, You
(31:27):
know how when I said stench, this is why I
would turn around and I would go to sleep. The
first week, I couldn't sleep, Maybe because I missed my baby,
maybe I don't know, but I couldn't sleep. And when
I would wake up in the middle of the of
the night, I would have this odor in the room,
(31:48):
like if somebody was burning meth. And I was like,
why why is it in my nose? And my why
is it in my porch? Why do I feel it?
I didn't feel high. I felt like if it was
near me, like if I would if I just cracked
up in that siplock. And I was like that stench,
that stench, and I was like, I know what's happening.
(32:14):
The adversary, the author of lies, Satan, I like to
call him the last Airbender, is whispering and blowing his
breath on me so that I could get tempted. And
when you're walking that path, it doesn't matter if you
get tempted. You're like, nah, I know that now, Like
(32:37):
it doesn't it makes me want to puke. Now, So
when you're telling me it's like you know, you felt that,
you felt it, you seen him in his eyes. You
start getting things revealed in front of you because you're
walking on that same path, even people that you interact with.
I'm over here, I would walk to the liquor store
to go and get me some orange juice or some
cranberry juice. And then when I was high, all the
(33:00):
omen has a bunch of little hobbles, you know, you
want to go little hit now. They will look at
me if I'm walking, I'm getting into my car, they
look at me, they walk away, and they start murmuring
things to themselves. You know why, because I'm not one
of them anymore, because I'm at a higher vibration because
I'm walking with God. See the difference. And that's yeah,
(33:21):
that's what I think. That's what happened with you sorried
to interrupt. I just want to amplify that part of
the show.
Speaker 1 (33:25):
Thanks for sharing your story kind of yeah, you know,
and there's some other things you know I've really thought. Okay,
so going back talking about raging hormones and the beast, Yeah, no,
ever since you know then and really trying, you know,
strengthening my relationship with Jesus. I don't feel the same
(33:48):
kind of oh I gotta go get laid type of feeling,
any feeling anymore. It's just like doesn't even cross my mind,
not even thinking about it, you know. And just it
used to be like, all right, I got it off.
You just gotta do something about all this pressure, all
this pressure that's like welling up in me. And it's
like so I can't even focus because it's so distracting,
(34:10):
and it's just it's gone. It's it's freedom. This is
this is what freedom feels like, real freedom. This isn't
just anarchist freedom. This is real freedom. Christ Jesus freed
me from all of those lustful desires, all of those
(34:32):
entities that were getting utilizing sexual relations to get get
at me. And it's just it's freedom from all of
those from all of the those entities that have anything
to do with it. And it's just I mean, this
is this is what this is what real freedom is about.
(34:54):
It's not about overthrowing the government. It's not even about
doing your own thing on your own plot of land
without worrying about paying government taxes. And we can talk
about that kind of stuff all day long, but just
being free from the oppressive forces of all of these
negative entities that utilize any open door you give them,
(35:16):
any consent you knowingly or unknowingly give them. You can
even be born into the bloodline and it's just your
the blood line, the blood that's in your body, because
the blood of Jesus, he cleans your blood of all
those iniquities, of all those past ties, the past open doors.
That that the I mean, the demonic entities work very
(35:38):
legalistically and they'll get at you anyway you can. And
just being able to be free from the bonds of
those legal ties is just It's a freedom that only
Christ Jesus can bring you. And it just it's like
anarchy to the.
Speaker 2 (35:54):
Extreme doesn't get any more anarchists and boycott sex man.
That is. That is, dude. I've never had anyone say
that on the show before True Freedom. You know what's funny?
(36:15):
You know what I had what's his name, uh? Demonu
racist Brian from Demon Races.
Speaker 1 (36:22):
Yeah, I really enjoyed the episode y'all had.
Speaker 2 (36:24):
Yeah, did you hear what he was talking about? Right?
That he was full of lust and the devil was
calling out on him to his face and I was like, yo, bro,
like he's very animated. I love the way he brings
the stuff out because you know, he's a great speaker.
So I was like, dude, like I told him many times.
I told him, bro, like if you could, if you
could write a comic book of all the times that
(36:47):
you've made people puke, it's a massive hit and Marvel
would buy that.
Speaker 3 (36:51):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (36:52):
But yeah, so he mentioned to me how that's also
a demonic entity that really gets over your brain. I
have some in to match that, ok. And I've said this.
I've said this a couple of times on the show
in testimoni.
Speaker 3 (37:06):
This is all testimonies.
Speaker 2 (37:07):
And you know what, I might just drop this episode
within June because it's about mental health, it's about you know,
it's about Jesus. I like it. We'll be claiming the rainbow,
you know, June is it's it's the rainbow is not
the other stuff. Right, So so yeah, I think I
moved it up. See what I told you, right, I
told sometimes you have those episodes that just right on
the money, so you have to put them, you have
to move them up. So it's definitely going to get
(37:28):
moved up. So I was, was I telling you the
demon erasers bright. Okay, So when when I used to consume,
I felt like a spider would go through to the
front of my head and just.
Speaker 1 (37:42):
And sit there, and the like how big of a
spider like.
Speaker 2 (37:46):
Palm on my hand, like huge spider on my brain
just crawled and they would just sit there. And as
long as I was high, there was only two things
I was thinking about, getting higher and sects like like
inner fantasies, dark stuff. I come from an era. I
come from an area of my my previous jobs before
(38:08):
my before my second one was born, about nine years ago,
I worked for this lingerie company. I was an international
sales rep before the adult industry. So I'm telling you
I I you say I'm over, you're new ag. I
was very well open minded. I've interacted with with in
(38:29):
sexual things that I'm not not very proud of anymore.
Been invited to singer parties deep stuff. Not that I
not that I've liked it because I was I wasn't
married at the time and relevant now, but I come
from that area of the world because of my daughters
are because of my wife. I was like, doesn't matter
what they're paying me. I love the job, but I
(38:52):
have to make my family happiest. So it's a sacrifice
you do for yourself. And I wasn't even I wasn't
even a believer. I was, I was a believer of Christ,
but I wasn't more deep and deep, diving deep into
the Bible least. So now that I'm like older and
then eight months, nine months later, free of meth, I'm like, dude,
all that suppressed emotion, demonic entities, attachments, old habits, low
(39:16):
frequency patterns, low frequency patterns, thought thinking, thinking patterns, all
that stuff. When that spider would come out in my brain,
it was just like it was just flow out of
me so bad, bro, you know. And and and so
I was like, look at this, What am I doing
to myself? What am I doing to my family?
Speaker 3 (39:37):
Dude? I have two daughters, Bro, Yeah.
Speaker 2 (39:40):
You know what I'm talking about it. This is where
this is why, this is what happens. This is why
your children get abused. This is why you when you're
in jail, You're like, how could I do that? I
could I do that?
Speaker 3 (39:55):
Yeah?
Speaker 2 (39:56):
Because it wasn't you idiot, because you let any take
over your body. And then so far it starts. Yeah,
it starts with the smallest little thought in an enlarged
thought perversities, proversaries, and starts twisting your brain.
Speaker 3 (40:08):
You're bringing your thoughts and in your heart.
Speaker 1 (40:10):
Now yeah you talk, sorry, no go and finished up?
Then all no, no, no, what finish it up. I'm
just gonna say I had a spider incident that you
kind of made me think of when you talked about
spider coming sitting in on your head. This is one
(40:31):
of the other times I saw like a demonic entity
kind of going through the same thing turn into Jesus.
And I was I was reading gen six Genesis six
Conspiracy by Gary Wayne, and I was just sitting there
like normal day. I wasn't I hadn't been drinking or
(40:52):
doing drugs, or wasn't overly hungry or you know. I
just reading the book. And I get to the section
about the Antichrist, and I'm just reading through it, and
all of a sudden, I could just like it's like
the veil changed. I could see it in the spirit
and this big old spider came down and it like
(41:13):
peered at me. It was wearing like a dark cloak
hood and had like been as dark. It's all so
dark but under the cloakhood it had like piercing like
bright blue eyes, like piercing bright blue eyes, like the
icy blue of bright blue eyes. And it this thing
was huge. It came down and sat on sat on
my head. It wrapped its legs like clear around me,
like clear to my sides, and it just squeezed and
(41:37):
it squeezed like I couldn't breathe because this thing is
like squeezing so hard, and you know, I was like,
all right, I'm just going to rebuke this thing and
Jesus's name, and I was doing that and it wasn't working.
It would just squeezing harder, and I actually I thought
for a while that I might die, that something was happening,
and I seriously might die from just and that's when
(41:59):
I started feel on this fear I have. This is
like I've had stuff happened, I've been scared, but this
is like one of the most scared I've ever been.
And you know, it's like, all right, well, I can't
be scared either, because I feed on fear, so like
I got to get rid of my fear in order
to get rid of this thing. And after several minutes,
(42:19):
I finally I guess I reboothed it enough that it
finally left. But yeah, it's just like Spider came and
stuck in my head.
Speaker 3 (42:28):
That freaking spider.
Speaker 2 (42:31):
You know, it's funny. And I've never shown this on
the show. I've had this spider tattoo whereas you can
see it. You see it.
Speaker 3 (42:40):
Yeah, the spider tattoos since I've since I got a
general thing.
Speaker 2 (42:45):
It was like twenty one when I got it, and
it just got it because I'm in I'm infactuated with
erect it's and I have an octopus tattoo. I just
I just like I like animals, so.
Speaker 3 (42:59):
Right, I've always wanted to be a cultic. I've always
wanted to do that.
Speaker 2 (43:05):
Not anymore, thank god, but I had, you know, I
was all into the Capricorn stuff and the saturns Saturn Titan.
I'm a home to have very cultic meaning tattoos on
my body. And then I was like, why did I
ever get that spider? And I was like dude. And
then and then just recently because I stopped using a
little udre a year ago and I was like, what
the heck I was evoking? It broke kind of like
(43:28):
how Brian told me about it. You see what I see?
I was like calling it to me, so when I
would get high, I was just take over me.
Speaker 3 (43:35):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (43:35):
Dude, it is one of the most revealing things. This
is very personal. How can even share this on the
show effort? It's just dude, It's just one of those things, man,
in my life. I'm like, yo, Bro, I'm just happy
that I'm not only witnessing the maturity coming out of
me and I'm witnessing myself living the best days for
my children, but also God working within me, Bro, Which
(43:56):
is that I remember what I told me to be
another show. Before we started recording, I walked into the
Bible looking for conspiracy theories and I came out holding
Jesus's hand. That's the most powerful thing I could tell
you right now.
Speaker 3 (44:06):
Man, It's amazing.
Speaker 1 (44:07):
That's very awesome.
Speaker 2 (44:08):
Yeah, we are up to the mark of forty minutes,
and I really dislike taking more than what I always
promise everybody I know, people like you do short show.
Shut up, shut up, Okay, I got things to do.
I got to drop an episode right now. It's not
I'm sure you're busy too. So hey, first of all,
where can people find you?
Speaker 1 (44:27):
One more time hashtag Church of Anarchy. Basically my main
home is Instagram. I have a ship posting account where
it's uncensored Church of Anarchy, and then I have our
account Church of Anarchy on Instagram too, and on TikTok
Church of Anarchy, and I am on x two but
(44:49):
I'm not very active over there. But yeah, my TikTok's
a little bit different. Like I said, that's kind of
trying to be more focused towards Jesus and I probably need.
I'm being disobedient and not getting out a bunch of
stories that I need to tell. So I need to
get after my TikTok account and start sharing more of
these things.
Speaker 2 (45:05):
Talking about sharing, do you mind if I if I
refer you to some of my podcasting buddies.
Speaker 3 (45:11):
I think this could be big for you.
Speaker 1 (45:14):
That'd be great. I would. I would, That'd be awesome.
I mean, I'd appreciate it, not for me, but just
for the story that I need to get out there
and people need to hear.
Speaker 2 (45:24):
I would love to have a very good friend of
me shout out the plow O doonation. I think Janet
would be amazing with you. She knows how to extract
information and make you feel like very light at the end.
And then she has she's connected with other people too
that and might be able to be interested and might
be interested on your on your on your story. The
storytelling is what really got to me. A lot of
people are gonna be like, oh, I don't believe the story.
I saw an alpha. I was twenty two years old,
(45:46):
so I could tell you about entities like when you
see them, no one can change your mind. It's just
what it is. Until you see something, then you you know.
But it only takes that one.
Speaker 1 (45:57):
Person that once a veil is lifted, there's no going back.
Speaker 2 (46:01):
You know.
Speaker 1 (46:01):
People think I'm nuts for some of the things that
I say, and like, you know, I've been running my
Instagram account for quite a while now, and I have
changed since I started, and some of those people have
been with me for you know, a long time, and
sometimes I feel like I'm changing the whole tone of
my of my channel here, and I'm kind of I
don't know, I feel like I'm in a space where
some of the things I used to post a lot
(46:23):
don't really suit my walk with God so much, so
I don't know, I feel like I'm at some kind
of crossroads there. But yeah, I'll be talking about it
and people are like, Oh, you're just I talk about Jesus.
They're like, oh, you're just so brain dead. I've never
heard such a brain dead remark as like, no, man
like it. Once you meet him, once you see him,
once that veil has been lifted and you see past
(46:45):
it and you can see the world in a whole
different way. You're not going back to the way you
saw it before. No, never, not happening.
Speaker 3 (46:56):
That's happening.
Speaker 2 (46:56):
You know what. I'm gonna be honest with you. And
this is just because you know you shared about your account. Hey, hey, hey, hey,
First of all, all the content that you're putting on
that's for free. Bro. Guys out there the trolls shut
the front door. That's first of all. Second of all,
I'm am I not allowed, and I'm speaking for you.
(47:17):
I'm not speaking for you. I'm speaking ascid. If I
was you, am I not allowed to evolve and adapt
and grow what you want me to be the same
stuck version of me back then just because it makes
you happy. Impossible, I can't. You know, self love, self
preservation and adapting is part of growing and if you're
not adapting with the times, you're dying. So unfortunately, I'm
(47:38):
happy to see that your growth. You know why I
didn't say testicle was one two in the beginning of
this episode, like I started the last four hundred. So
if you've ever heard the show, you know that I
that I start. No, I see I start the show
with testicles one two when I had doctor Lora Sangron
and she's like, she's amazing, and she cracks jokes and again,
(48:00):
and that was like a niche of the show. But
after four hundred episodes, if I am not evolving and
starting and I leave the testicles behind, and I'm not
saying gods, don't take it the literal away, but if
I'm the same testicles one too, I'm never gonna grow.
I need to attract the bigger personnel. I need to
attract bigger names. I need to be more impactful. And
(48:22):
there's things in my show that I could switch. I
could always say testicles one two, testicles one too and
keep that comedy going, but the presentation of the show
needs to grow, and it's also gonna help me grow,
and it's gonna be a lot better for all of you. Guys,
once I start diving into a bigger topics with bigger guests.
So I'm not not because I want to feel at
(48:42):
more cocky. No, I'm saying we don't adapt, we die, bro,
That's just plain and simple. So I'm not taking the
testicles away from the show. And you know, and and
eventually I'm still using depositive to the bank of knowledge.
That's a classic phrase from the first one hundred episodes.
So if anybody's been here that long, you'll understand what
I'm trying to do. I'm just trying to evolve, So
you evolving is one of the best things that you
(49:04):
could have done. Do not take any Abouty's word for it.
Some of these people that are just engaging in your account,
they're not only truths, but they're too lazy to go
to the freaking search bar, and they're getting all the
information from TikTok University, watching ass half the day.
Speaker 1 (49:17):
Yeah. Yeah, you can lead someone to knowledge, but you
can't make him think.
Speaker 2 (49:23):
Thank you so much for being on the show today.
Your information is amazing. Yeah, you're I know, thank you.
You know I have fun too. I was I was
when you when you got started getting choked up. I
was like, man, I'm just she needs to air it out,
she needs to say and this is perfect. So I
think this was perfect.
Speaker 1 (49:40):
This was I prayed about all this when you asked me,
and just you know, and just the Lord is telling me, yes,
you need to go on this show and you need
to talk about this. So thank you for giving me
the opportunity to get it out. I sure appreciate it.
Speaker 2 (49:55):
Think let's thank God together because at the end of
the day, He's the reason.
Speaker 1 (49:57):
Why bela Praise the Lord.
Speaker 2 (50:00):
So ladies and gentlemen, thank you so much. Praise Jesus Christ. Guys,
I'm gonna tell you this right now one last time.
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Speaker 3 (50:42):
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am ecstatic and I'm very hahih happy that she took
the time to be here today. Her name is Veronica
from the Church of Anarchy page on Instagram. What's up, Veronica,
How are you doing?
Speaker 1 (03:07):
Hi? I'm good. How are you doing? Thanks so much
for having me. I really appreciate it. It's nice time.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
Are you kidding me? Come on, thank you for being
here in the time. You took the time off your
day today to spend some time with this freaking podcast.
I am just.
Speaker 1 (03:18):
Happy, absolutely absolutely.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
I'm happy on network. I'm happy to share the platform,
and I'm also happy to see what you're doing.
Speaker 3 (03:25):
Where can people find you?
Speaker 1 (03:28):
My main home is on Instagram. You can find me
a hashtag Church of Anarchy anywhere, but Instagram uncensored Church
of Anarchy is where you usually find me. I also
have an urt account Church of Anarchy on Instagram. I
have an ex account, same name, and I'm trying to
get a TikTok started kind of starting to get in
a TikTok started under Church of anarchy.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
I've had the TikTok. I'm on my fourth account. Especially
for the stuff that I post, it is intense. On
a side note, also YouTube, it's the same thing if
you're on YouTube, guys, I know what it is.
Speaker 3 (03:58):
And I keep telling you everybody.
Speaker 2 (04:00):
It's not that I prefer Instagram or Twitter or any
of these platforms. It's just all the other platforms are
super censored. I'm wasting time, guys. I'm on one man
team within promoting, publishing, networking and editing and all the
stuff that we're doing.
Speaker 1 (04:13):
It's being on a lot of work.
Speaker 2 (04:15):
Right on fighting. You think it's just oh post, No,
it's not just post like you have to the consistency
of issues.
Speaker 1 (04:22):
Man, Right, That's why my TikTok is kind of slow.
It's like a totally different angle than my Instagram is.
So Instagram is politics conspiracy, and then my art account
and then TikTok is just kind of talking about like
Jesus and visions and dreams and experiences and whatnot. But yeah,
it's a lot of work to just do a little
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short video.
Speaker 3 (04:45):
It is.
Speaker 2 (04:45):
I have an assistant called Ai that it just started
diving into and she's helping me a lot with the shows.
But even that, you have to train the AI to
have the flavor that stuff to envision what you're envisioning.
So even that, it's still also part of the job.
Right quite frankly, I'm not complaining. I'm not complaining. This
is part of the journey. If I'm ever going to
make it anywhere, this is part of the you know,
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of the journey.
Speaker 1 (05:07):
It is part of the process. Yeah, yeah, climbing it
up and doing doing all the menial work so you
understand it better.
Speaker 2 (05:15):
So, guys, yeah, you don't know how much how heavy
I'm telling you this right now, because it really really
is a heavy topic. You don't know how important it
is for you to give a like, a comment, a
share anywhere that you're consuming the show. If you don't
want to, I'm not asking you for to donate, guys,
I'm asking you to.
Speaker 3 (05:36):
Drop a comment.
Speaker 2 (05:37):
Bro. It takes five seconds, dude, And you don't know
how beautiful that only makes me feel. But people enjoy
it and then they start engaging. It's like a snowball
of fight.
Speaker 1 (05:44):
Yeah yeah, just then engagement. You know. I try to,
I really super try to. Like everybody that drops the
post or makes a comment or something. I try to
either like the comment. I might not always agree with it,
but I appreciate that you you chimed in and you
said something about the topic, you know, And I certainly
really appreciate everybody's engagement. And you know, I'm there for
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the friends. I'm not there to have followers. I'm not
there to have a big page. I'm there for the people.
And you know, that's just the community of black minded
individuals online has just been so huge for me.
Speaker 2 (06:16):
Yeah, and it pays. I've seen that you are grinding
now to switch the topic of We're gonna stay within
the realm of engagement. But you you mentioned something about
you know, I want to dive into that because I
want you to break it down for me exactly what
your thought wasn't when you told me that you said
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raging hormones and damonic attachments.
Speaker 1 (06:40):
That's absolutely oh yeah, talking about the beast. Oh gosh,
I don't even know where to start. I guess, well, yeah,
I had posted, I shared content, all sorts of content,
and the one that kind of caught your attention was
it was a post that kind of went into the
(07:00):
history of vibrators I believe. And it talked about how
women have mood swings and anxiety and all sorts of
personal hormonal issues, so their husbands to take them to
the doctors and the doctors would give them public massages
and the organasm was the key. So yeah, looking for
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a doctor.
Speaker 2 (07:25):
So oh, no, imagine that I could only imagine. So well, okay,
so let's let's steit back a little bit. You said
in that post. I remember the post now it all
flooded back in.
Speaker 3 (07:40):
You said.
Speaker 2 (07:41):
The post was saying that in not so far away future,
I mean past, people were dealing with anxiety by going
to the doctors and getting a massage down there.
Speaker 1 (07:53):
Yeah, that's what the post was. I I just I
share a lot of contact. I came across it. I
thought it's super interesting, sing and very relatable, so so
I shared it. Yeah. I totally totally know what the
whole raging, uncontrollable hormone type of deal feels like. It's
struggled with it for years. I called it the beast.
(08:15):
The beast would come out and I I never it
hasn't been until super super recently where I started things
started to click and I understood, like, actually, how bang
on I was when I called it the beast. So yeah,
(08:36):
I mean, I don't know quite how you want me
to delve into delve into this here I can come out.
I thank you different ways.
Speaker 2 (08:43):
Thank you for sharing the fact, and that you don't
have to get a personal I completely understand. But so
this is the origins of all vibrators, you know people.
Speaker 1 (08:54):
So yeah, they make him for like it's for the
rich people, the rich the rich woman to help their
their health melodies. And and then it just kind of
became became super popular. I would have no idea why.
And then with their popularity, then they kind of slowly
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started to become more of a thing, like it became
more as a sinful you know, known as a sinful thing,
rather as a health health product.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
Health benefit. Wow, literally you know. And it's everything starts
like that. The Satan comes injectes onto the world with
a little simple lie like, oh, it's beneficial for your
emotions and your hormonal stuff. You'll check it out.
Speaker 1 (09:40):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (09:40):
Ten years later it.
Speaker 1 (09:42):
You need more, you need more, yep.
Speaker 2 (09:46):
And then it costs.
Speaker 1 (09:49):
Yeah, or have create emotional attachments that you should have
never created in the first place. And when you get
involved with people who have other attachments, then you open
up yourself to the things that are attached to them
as well to come through. And I didn't understand how
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real that was until I actually stowed.
Speaker 2 (10:15):
Do you mentioned a little bit about that? How?
Speaker 1 (10:17):
Yeah? No, Actually, this has been this has been something
that's uh, pretty personal to me, but it's been the
Lord has been telling me that this is a story
that I have, and I have the story because I
need to talk about it. I need to share about it.
People need to understand the things that my dumb ass
did not understand when I was younger. So yeah, so
(10:40):
I don't know how much your audience, I'm sure you're
I'm sure a lot of your audience is well versed
in like demonic attachments and how these are actual, real
spiritual entities that will attach to people and act through people.
You know, the Bible always talks about, you know, the
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importance of you know, a man and a woman are
supposed to be married, you're supposed to have you know,
your one partner, and it kind of goes on and
on about different takes the subject from like different angles.
I feel like, but I don't know. I'm an anarchist
marriage was always a government contract and I like to
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just away from the contracts. So like actually, and like
I saw in it earlier, like for the longest time,
like for me, Jesus was a role model somebody to emulate.
Jesus was why I'm an anarchist, because just if you
read the Bible and read the New Testament, you know
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it was the government and the religious leaders that were
after him and had him killed and et cetera, et cetera.
You know he was He said, I, you know, the
kingdom is the kingdom that I serve as not of
this world. I don't serve the worldly kings. I don't
serve I don't bow down to the worldly kings, I
don't bow down to the worldly governments. My kingdom is
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not of this world. And you know that's kind of
my brand of our anarchism in a nutshell. So it
was always more like a role model, this is how
I do it. It was never like a personal relationship thing.
So I was in a until recently, I kind of
it was in a really hard, really hard place when
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I finally started to turn to Jesus. But it was
long term relationship. I thought, as I thought, we're gonna
be together forever. He had promised me we would, like
we had all sorts of promises, plans, you know, family,
and just like I was deceived into believing him and
through the story, I am absolutely not trying to like
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rail on my ex at all, Like I want y'all
to understand, like much love, this is just the story
that I need to get out. So ended up in
a hard place in the relationship, and this is where
I struggled with some suicidal thoughts because it's just he
was seeing somebody else and it just totally broke me. Yeah,
(13:15):
so that's kind of when I kind of I went
through like learning about different attachment theories, how to self heal.
You know, I used to be kind of a little
I'd never consider myself new Agy, but kind of new
Agish in believing that all roads lead to heaven. You know,
you can take it doesn't matter what path you take,
you can get there. So when I started, when I
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began this relationship, it was somebody who saw it the same.
You know, we're very much on the same page that way.
And so when when I found out about is the Fair,
you know, I was having a really hard time and
we had kids. He had asked me before this, he
had asked me to marry him, and I even said yes,
Like that's how invested I was. Right, So I'm maybe
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a little bit too loyal for my own good. But
you know, that's when I like finally started praying to
God as to like, well, what do I do here?
You know, I told him i'd be here. I'm a
woman of my word. I gotta, you know, stick with
my word. And the first thing, well, this isn't the
first thing that happened, but this is kind of the
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first thing that kind of triggered me as off. As
one night we were laying there and I had been
just really praying to God, just like God, you know,
I just I want to do the right thing. I
just want to do the right thing here, and he
was sleeping, I was sleeping, and then all of a sudden,
I just so I fell asleep, like just praying really hard.
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And then all of a sudden I just woke up,
like because I just got slapped in the face, and
it just like jarred me awake. I'm like, what in
the world. And the first thing I do I look
over at him, is like, okay, he must have been
like rolling over and he accidentally got me, and the
way he was like laying there was absolutely no way
he could have accidentally hit me, and me jumping awake
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kind of stirred him a little bit. So I was like,
all right, like that was Oh, it's like maybe that
was just a really weird dream. I don't know, but
it just really sucks. Like something slapped me awake. Then
something slapped me awake. So fast forward a couple of
years down the road.
Speaker 2 (15:28):
Yeah, this is Yeah. First of all, I want you
to I want you to know something I am visualizing,
and I'm also very very very thankful that you're opening up.
This is going to be, this is going to impact
people in a very positive manner.
Speaker 3 (15:46):
You have no idea, hope, So.
Speaker 1 (15:49):
I hope. So that's like I said, it's on my
heart to tell the story. The Lord wants me to
get this out because there's just at least one person,
one person. If I can get to one person that
to get something out of this, that's that's that's all
it takes. So anyway, fast forward down the road, two
or three years we got back together. Things were going
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I thought they were going good, you know, back finally
back on the track, you know, plans, future, forever, plans,
et cetera, et cetera. He has, you know, a good job.
He's doing some traveling for work, which was hard, but
you know, I always knew that was the deal. So
(16:32):
but him being like gone so much, that's kind of
when I really started turning to Jesus a little bit
more to fill that hole. You know, for a while
I just mad at him, and that didn't work. I
couldn't expect him to always be there. It's like, all right,
I have to be able to fill this hole myself.
And like I said, I went through all those other
things to try to fill that hole. And it's finally
that's when I finally started my relationship with Jesus. It
(16:54):
was it's kind of kind of my I hate to say,
is a last this effort. But you know, I grew
up going to Catholic Church, and I thought I knew
what Jesus was all about. You know, you grow up,
you learn about all that. Sorry excuse me. You know
my parents are always like, you know, go learn about
everything and then make up your own mind. It was
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never Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the life.
It was, Oh, we'll just go learn and make up
your mind for yourself. And that's two entirely different ways
of looking at what truth is word. So yeah, so
I was finally kind of starting to pray to Jesus
and asked Jesus to be there. And I was also
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going kind of through hitting pretty hard into my being
an anarchist. And I was that, like, this is this
is when twenty nineteen, twenty twenty was rolling around and
everything that was happening. Yeah, this is my twenty twenty story.
So with everything which I was even before then, I
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knew that the government was ate up and full of lies,
and but with all of that, I kind of hit
the point with media as like, and and I'd always
I mean, I was backs injured when I was in
junior high school, so and I had another really bad
experience when I was basically had one of those forced
on me and I almost died and had entities visiting
(18:20):
me then too, But that's a whole different story. So
I was always you know, on my guard. I knew
I kind of knew what was going on behind the scenes,
but just not being able to trust anybody, trust anything,
It's like, and I was almost like at the point
of complete nihilism. It's like, you know, it's nothing truth.
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And I was like, well, yeah, yeah, it's just and
so kind of a combination of being there is nothing truth,
like what is the truth? And let me recruit where
I was at here I started rambling.
Speaker 3 (19:02):
You said three years later moving on forward?
Speaker 1 (19:04):
Yeah, okay, So yeah, so I was getting closer to
Jesus and you know, kind of really feeling a little
bit more convicted in this relationship. It's like, well, you know,
I mean he asked me to marry him, we're not married,
Like shouldn't we be actually married if we're going to
be together for forever? And just kind of having some questions,
and you know, he had been gone and it had
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been a little while since I've seen him, and then
when he did when I did finally see him again,
when he leaned in to kiss me that night, and
it was you know night, it was dark, I had
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my like dark, I had my eyes closed, and when
he kissed me, all of a sudden, I saw, like
visually saw right in my face. All I can say
is a serpentine reptile. It kind of had stuff here,
like a plume, surpent kind of around its face. Its
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eyes were like big and bulging and like beat red.
It had this slit tongue slitherin out at me, and
the look in its eyes it was just I am
going to devour you, mine, body and soul, all of you.
And it was just it was absolutely terrifying, absolutely terrifying.
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So I pulled back. I was like, all right, you know,
it's like I'm really tired, let's just go to bed here.
And so we fall asleep and I woke up in
the middle and I had to get up go get
a drink or whatever, and I laid back down and
(20:59):
I was I'm laying there also that I could just
feel this really really heavy presence in the room kind
of above where he's laying, and I just knew it
was the same thing, and I could I couldn't see
it still, but I just when you're dealing with these
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types of entities, you just you have an extra sense
about him that you just know, and I knew, like
serpent is the best way to explain this thing.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
It was.
Speaker 1 (21:33):
The same kind of head. Plumed head came down. It
was wearing like a suit type of jacket and had arms,
but it was more like a snake type of body
as it came down the chest and it ended up
as like a snake tail that came out behind it.
Like it's like head body, here's the arms and then
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the snake tail. And it was hovering I don't know,
a couple above where we're laying. I could just like
feel its presence so heavy, and it's just like I
knew that it was using my partner to get at me.
And as long as I was still consenting to anything
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with my partner, I was consenting to it, and I
was consenting to it to devour me, to own me
every single part of me, mind, body, and soul. I
mean it's one thing for like your mind within your body,
but like your entire soul too. I mean that's the
eternal realm. That's that was deep. That was dark.
Speaker 3 (22:42):
So if I may interject one.
Speaker 2 (22:49):
When you have as a man, right, first of all, wow,
that's a lot.
Speaker 3 (22:58):
I was heavy.
Speaker 2 (22:59):
Because one thing is to the people that are listening
to the show, I really suggest you guys go to
YouTube and watch it because and I'm not trying to
promote here, I'm just I'm just giving you a suggestion
because one thing is to listen to the heavy to
your heavy heart. The other one is to visualize and
see your face the expression you did. It's heavy, guys,
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I believe you one thousand percent. And I do know
also that when people, for example, tap their names of
deceased people, you're invoking and you're taking all those demons
also the person that you're trying to remember and echo forever.
Same thing when you sleep with prostitutes as men, you're
caught slipping with those with those what they called yard lizards,
(23:42):
garage lizards, they call them what do they call them lizards?
Speaker 3 (23:45):
Guys?
Speaker 2 (23:46):
Is because this is these these entities have control these
poor women and men to do abominations with their bodies
and then entrap other men. And because we are weak
and physical, we most of the time dive deep into it,
no pun intended. It's the truth.
Speaker 3 (24:09):
It's the truth.
Speaker 2 (24:10):
Man again again. So okay, so you see this entity,
you see it, and now you now you don't want
to have any type of connection.
Speaker 1 (24:22):
Right, So I meane, in hindsight, maybe I should Baskett
it's name. But but I think I I think I later,
I think I know what his name is. I'm not
going to say it, but it's not, I don't think it.
It wasn't like one of these main ones that you
always hear about, but it was that type. It was
the serpent type, as a plumed serpent type of entity
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is what it was. And that's all I hadn't like
just so yeah, so it's like hovering there, and you know,
as a I don't want to call myself like a
baby Christian. I don't even really identify as a Christian,
although like Jesus is my heart, but you know, kind
of as a quote unquote baby Christian, that's what you do.
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You rebuke the thing in the name of Jesus Christ.
You heard of it. So I rebuked it in the
name of Jesus Christ. And you know, my partner, he
was still sleeping through all of this kind of weird
thing at one point and told me he doesn't hardly
dream at all. And in hindsight, I wonder if this
thing that was attached to him is part of the
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reason why he never remembered this any dreams. But anyway,
he was sleeping. So I rebuked this thing in the
name of Jesus Christ. And I did it a couple
of times, and it slithered off, it left you know
the way they do through through the wall, but it
wasn't through the wall, just they left the space because
they exist on a different type of dimension, as are
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three D forty that we know. So it left and
and my partner had to go back to work, back
to his job. And before I had seen, before I
ever actually saw him again, he informed me that he
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had begun dating somebody else and it wasn't going to
work anymore. So I rebuked this thing. It left and
took him with him.
Speaker 3 (26:22):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (26:23):
I was a going to tell you that you didn't
only rebuke the team, and you also rebuked Yeah the.
Speaker 1 (26:27):
Vessel yep, yep, And I took the vessel with it.
Speaker 3 (26:31):
So you did yourself?
Speaker 1 (26:36):
Yeah, I did. I I dodged a bullet. I did
myself favor. It's hard, especially co parenting with somebody that
I saw, the thing that's attached to it. It's hard,
you know. I always try to like figure out how
I could prevent mistakes, you know, if you make a mistake,
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if you do something that shouldn't have done, Like how
what were the red flat hero in this relationship? What
was the red flags with him? What did I not
see that would have tipped me off at you know,
the beginning, that that you know, I would have even
gotten the relationship in the first place. But and there's
only a couple, only a couple of things. One thing
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was that sometimes I would be faced with like a
difficult decision, like a responsibility type of decision, and I'd
ask for his advice and he he would just say,
we'll do what makes you happy. We'll do what makes
you happy. Well, what does that sound like? We'll do
what thou wilt, We'll do what thou wilt. And I
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was saying, like, all right, it's life's not always about
what makes you happy. It's about doing what's right with
being just being responsible. But you know, I kind of
shove that off as just a little annoyance. But the
other thing that happened once that he we were at
a at a wedding reception and he he drank too
much that night. And this was shortly into the relationship,
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and he drank too much. And I mean he had
been when he was Susan normally didn't do that, you know,
normally sober enough. He was all about getting married to
me and making plans, you know, and we're gonna you know,
just acted like he was totally committed and head over
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heels with me. So he got really drunk one night
and I went to go try to like help him out,
help him calm down, you know, help him, take care,
take care of him. Whatever he saw me, and he
got into like this fighting stance, looking at me and
looking at in his eyes, like he had dark eyes
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to begin with, but like looking in his eyes, it
wasn't him I was looking at. It was something else
that I was looking at. And the way he just
was like they're looking at me like wanting to fight me,
it just gave up the energy that like I was,
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I was the adversary. I was I was the I
was the enemy. He was just like looking at me
like I was the enemy. And it never really made
sense to me, you know, And that didn't happen again
(29:34):
until until I saw that entity face to face, you know,
if I mean, maybe it knew then that I was,
you know, a child that God wanted, you know, I
belonged to Jesus, and it knew then that Jesus was
going to get me. So it knew then that I
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was the enemy. I am the enemy. I am the
enemy of all those demonic fallen entities.
Speaker 2 (30:04):
When when you're on a path for righteousness. Guys, I'm
not promoting for you to be a Christian. I'm promoting
for you to have an intimate relationship with God.
Speaker 3 (30:17):
This is what it's about, two different things.
Speaker 2 (30:20):
When you when you start having this intimate relationship with God,
you start getting the stench of what's around you and
what's getting Broughten I and this is this is going
to amplify your message. When I left meth you know,
my wife has been gone for three weeks right now
(30:41):
with my kids, they're on vacation. I couldn't go because
I had to work. So I'm on my third week
alone alone, bro alone. I spent Father's Day alone. My God,
I'm good with being alone. I'm good with being Brogren.
I'm good. I'm good, you know. So I'm good with that.
You know what, I'm not good at having a reason
to drink and do drugs. So then I know myself.
Speaker 3 (31:05):
And I was like, the moment she leaves.
Speaker 2 (31:07):
And have those whispers anything as soon as she left,
anything that would dragger my anger, my loneliness, my sadness.
I would have a beer will help you out right now?
A beer's gonna help you good, right now, A beer
is gonna make everything go away. And then bro, You
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know how when I said stench, this is why I
would turn around and I would go to sleep. The
first week, I couldn't sleep, Maybe because I missed my baby,
maybe I don't know, but I couldn't sleep. And when
I would wake up in the middle of the of
the night, I would have this odor in the room,
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like if somebody was burning meth. And I was like,
why why is it in my nose? And my why
is it in my porch? Why do I feel it?
I didn't feel high. I felt like if it was
near me, like if I would if I just cracked
up in that siplock. And I was like that stench,
that stench, and I was like, I know what's happening.
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The adversary, the author of lies, Satan, I like to
call him the last Airbender, is whispering and blowing his
breath on me so that I could get tempted. And
when you're walking that path, it doesn't matter if you
get tempted. You're like, nah, I know that now, Like
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it doesn't it makes me want to puke. Now, So
when you're telling me it's like you know, you felt that,
you felt it, you seen him in his eyes. You
start getting things revealed in front of you because you're
walking on that same path, even people that you interact with.
I'm over here, I would walk to the liquor store
to go and get me some orange juice or some
cranberry juice. And then when I was high, all the
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omen has a bunch of little hobbles, you know, you
want to go little hit now. They will look at
me if I'm walking, I'm getting into my car, they
look at me, they walk away, and they start murmuring
things to themselves. You know why, because I'm not one
of them anymore, because I'm at a higher vibration because
I'm walking with God. See the difference. And that's yeah,
(33:21):
that's what I think. That's what happened with you sorried
to interrupt. I just want to amplify that part of
the show.
Speaker 1 (33:25):
Thanks for sharing your story kind of yeah, you know,
and there's some other things you know I've really thought. Okay,
so going back talking about raging hormones and the beast, Yeah, no,
ever since you know then and really trying, you know,
strengthening my relationship with Jesus. I don't feel the same
(33:48):
kind of oh I gotta go get laid type of feeling,
any feeling anymore. It's just like doesn't even cross my mind,
not even thinking about it, you know. And just it
used to be like, all right, I got it off.
You just gotta do something about all this pressure, all
this pressure that's like welling up in me. And it's
like so I can't even focus because it's so distracting,
(34:10):
and it's just it's gone. It's it's freedom. This is
this is what freedom feels like, real freedom. This isn't
just anarchist freedom. This is real freedom. Christ Jesus freed
me from all of those lustful desires, all of those
(34:32):
entities that were getting utilizing sexual relations to get get
at me. And it's just it's freedom from all of
those from all of the those entities that have anything
to do with it. And it's just I mean, this
is this is what this is what real freedom is about.
(34:54):
It's not about overthrowing the government. It's not even about
doing your own thing on your own plot of land
without worrying about paying government taxes. And we can talk
about that kind of stuff all day long, but just
being free from the oppressive forces of all of these
negative entities that utilize any open door you give them,
(35:16):
any consent you knowingly or unknowingly give them. You can
even be born into the bloodline and it's just your
the blood line, the blood that's in your body, because
the blood of Jesus, he cleans your blood of all
those iniquities, of all those past ties, the past open doors.
That that the I mean, the demonic entities work very
(35:38):
legalistically and they'll get at you anyway you can. And
just being able to be free from the bonds of
those legal ties is just It's a freedom that only
Christ Jesus can bring you. And it just it's like
anarchy to the.
Speaker 2 (35:54):
Extreme doesn't get any more anarchists and boycott sex man.
That is. That is, dude. I've never had anyone say
that on the show before True Freedom. You know what's funny?
(36:15):
You know what I had what's his name, uh? Demonu
racist Brian from Demon Races.
Speaker 1 (36:22):
Yeah, I really enjoyed the episode y'all had.
Speaker 2 (36:24):
Yeah, did you hear what he was talking about? Right?
That he was full of lust and the devil was
calling out on him to his face and I was like, yo, bro,
like he's very animated. I love the way he brings
the stuff out because you know, he's a great speaker.
So I was like, dude, like I told him many times.
I told him, bro, like if you could, if you
could write a comic book of all the times that
(36:47):
you've made people puke, it's a massive hit and Marvel
would buy that.
Speaker 3 (36:51):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (36:52):
But yeah, so he mentioned to me how that's also
a demonic entity that really gets over your brain. I
have some in to match that, ok. And I've said this.
I've said this a couple of times on the show
in testimoni.
Speaker 3 (37:06):
This is all testimonies.
Speaker 2 (37:07):
And you know what, I might just drop this episode
within June because it's about mental health, it's about you know,
it's about Jesus. I like it. We'll be claiming the rainbow,
you know, June is it's it's the rainbow is not
the other stuff. Right, So so yeah, I think I
moved it up. See what I told you, right, I
told sometimes you have those episodes that just right on
the money, so you have to put them, you have
to move them up. So it's definitely going to get
(37:28):
moved up. So I was, was I telling you the
demon erasers bright. Okay, So when when I used to consume,
I felt like a spider would go through to the
front of my head and just.
Speaker 1 (37:42):
And sit there, and the like how big of a
spider like.
Speaker 2 (37:46):
Palm on my hand, like huge spider on my brain
just crawled and they would just sit there. And as
long as I was high, there was only two things
I was thinking about, getting higher and sects like like
inner fantasies, dark stuff. I come from an era. I
come from an area of my my previous jobs before
(38:08):
my before my second one was born, about nine years ago,
I worked for this lingerie company. I was an international
sales rep before the adult industry. So I'm telling you
I I you say I'm over, you're new ag. I
was very well open minded. I've interacted with with in
(38:29):
sexual things that I'm not not very proud of anymore.
Been invited to singer parties deep stuff. Not that I
not that I've liked it because I was I wasn't
married at the time and relevant now, but I come
from that area of the world because of my daughters
are because of my wife. I was like, doesn't matter
what they're paying me. I love the job, but I
(38:52):
have to make my family happiest. So it's a sacrifice
you do for yourself. And I wasn't even I wasn't
even a believer. I was, I was a believer of Christ,
but I wasn't more deep and deep, diving deep into
the Bible least. So now that I'm like older and
then eight months, nine months later, free of meth, I'm like, dude,
all that suppressed emotion, demonic entities, attachments, old habits, low
(39:16):
frequency patterns, low frequency patterns, thought thinking, thinking patterns, all
that stuff. When that spider would come out in my brain,
it was just like it was just flow out of
me so bad, bro, you know. And and and so
I was like, look at this, What am I doing
to myself? What am I doing to my family?
Speaker 3 (39:37):
Dude? I have two daughters, Bro, Yeah.
Speaker 2 (39:40):
You know what I'm talking about it. This is where
this is why, this is what happens. This is why
your children get abused. This is why you when you're
in jail, You're like, how could I do that? I
could I do that?
Speaker 3 (39:55):
Yeah?
Speaker 2 (39:56):
Because it wasn't you idiot, because you let any take
over your body. And then so far it starts. Yeah,
it starts with the smallest little thought in an enlarged
thought perversities, proversaries, and starts twisting your brain.
Speaker 3 (40:08):
You're bringing your thoughts and in your heart.
Speaker 1 (40:10):
Now yeah you talk, sorry, no go and finished up?
Then all no, no, no, what finish it up. I'm
just gonna say I had a spider incident that you
kind of made me think of when you talked about
spider coming sitting in on your head. This is one
(40:31):
of the other times I saw like a demonic entity
kind of going through the same thing turn into Jesus.
And I was I was reading gen six Genesis six
Conspiracy by Gary Wayne, and I was just sitting there
like normal day. I wasn't I hadn't been drinking or
(40:52):
doing drugs, or wasn't overly hungry or you know. I
just reading the book. And I get to the section
about the Antichrist, and I'm just reading through it, and
all of a sudden, I could just like it's like
the veil changed. I could see it in the spirit
and this big old spider came down and it like
(41:13):
peered at me. It was wearing like a dark cloak
hood and had like been as dark. It's all so
dark but under the cloakhood it had like piercing like
bright blue eyes, like piercing bright blue eyes, like the
icy blue of bright blue eyes. And it this thing
was huge. It came down and sat on sat on
my head. It wrapped its legs like clear around me,
like clear to my sides, and it just squeezed and
(41:37):
it squeezed like I couldn't breathe because this thing is
like squeezing so hard, and you know, I was like,
all right, I'm just going to rebuke this thing and
Jesus's name, and I was doing that and it wasn't working.
It would just squeezing harder, and I actually I thought
for a while that I might die, that something was happening,
and I seriously might die from just and that's when
(41:59):
I started feel on this fear I have. This is
like I've had stuff happened, I've been scared, but this
is like one of the most scared I've ever been.
And you know, it's like, all right, well, I can't
be scared either, because I feed on fear, so like
I got to get rid of my fear in order
to get rid of this thing. And after several minutes,
(42:19):
I finally I guess I reboothed it enough that it
finally left. But yeah, it's just like Spider came and
stuck in my head.
Speaker 3 (42:28):
That freaking spider.
Speaker 2 (42:31):
You know, it's funny. And I've never shown this on
the show. I've had this spider tattoo whereas you can
see it. You see it.
Speaker 3 (42:40):
Yeah, the spider tattoos since I've since I got a
general thing.
Speaker 2 (42:45):
It was like twenty one when I got it, and
it just got it because I'm in I'm infactuated with
erect it's and I have an octopus tattoo. I just
I just like I like animals, so.
Speaker 3 (42:59):
Right, I've always wanted to be a cultic. I've always
wanted to do that.
Speaker 2 (43:05):
Not anymore, thank god, but I had, you know, I
was all into the Capricorn stuff and the saturns Saturn Titan.
I'm a home to have very cultic meaning tattoos on
my body. And then I was like, why did I
ever get that spider? And I was like dude. And
then and then just recently because I stopped using a
little udre a year ago and I was like, what
the heck I was evoking? It broke kind of like
(43:28):
how Brian told me about it. You see what I see?
I was like calling it to me, so when I
would get high, I was just take over me.
Speaker 3 (43:35):
Bro.
Speaker 2 (43:35):
Dude, it is one of the most revealing things. This
is very personal. How can even share this on the
show effort? It's just dude, It's just one of those things, man,
in my life. I'm like, yo, Bro, I'm just happy
that I'm not only witnessing the maturity coming out of
me and I'm witnessing myself living the best days for
my children, but also God working within me, Bro, Which
(43:56):
is that I remember what I told me to be
another show. Before we started recording, I walked into the
Bible looking for conspiracy theories and I came out holding
Jesus's hand. That's the most powerful thing I could tell
you right now.
Speaker 3 (44:06):
Man, It's amazing.
Speaker 1 (44:07):
That's very awesome.
Speaker 2 (44:08):
Yeah, we are up to the mark of forty minutes,
and I really dislike taking more than what I always
promise everybody I know, people like you do short show.
Shut up, shut up, Okay, I got things to do.
I got to drop an episode right now. It's not
I'm sure you're busy too. So hey, first of all,
where can people find you?
Speaker 1 (44:27):
One more time hashtag Church of Anarchy. Basically my main
home is Instagram. I have a ship posting account where
it's uncensored Church of Anarchy, and then I have our
account Church of Anarchy on Instagram too, and on TikTok
Church of Anarchy, and I am on x two but
(44:49):
I'm not very active over there. But yeah, my TikTok's
a little bit different. Like I said, that's kind of
trying to be more focused towards Jesus and I probably need.
I'm being disobedient and not getting out a bunch of
stories that I need to tell. So I need to
get after my TikTok account and start sharing more of
these things.
Speaker 2 (45:05):
Talking about sharing, do you mind if I if I
refer you to some of my podcasting buddies.
Speaker 3 (45:11):
I think this could be big for you.
Speaker 1 (45:14):
That'd be great. I would. I would, That'd be awesome.
I mean, I'd appreciate it, not for me, but just
for the story that I need to get out there
and people need to hear.
Speaker 2 (45:24):
I would love to have a very good friend of
me shout out the plow O doonation. I think Janet
would be amazing with you. She knows how to extract
information and make you feel like very light at the end.
And then she has she's connected with other people too
that and might be able to be interested and might
be interested on your on your on your story. The
storytelling is what really got to me. A lot of
people are gonna be like, oh, I don't believe the story.
I saw an alpha. I was twenty two years old,
(45:46):
so I could tell you about entities like when you
see them, no one can change your mind. It's just
what it is. Until you see something, then you you know.
But it only takes that one.
Speaker 1 (45:57):
Person that once a veil is lifted, there's no going back.
Speaker 2 (46:01):
You know.
Speaker 1 (46:01):
People think I'm nuts for some of the things that
I say, and like, you know, I've been running my
Instagram account for quite a while now, and I have
changed since I started, and some of those people have
been with me for you know, a long time, and
sometimes I feel like I'm changing the whole tone of
my of my channel here, and I'm kind of I
don't know, I feel like I'm in a space where
some of the things I used to post a lot
(46:23):
don't really suit my walk with God so much, so
I don't know, I feel like I'm at some kind
of crossroads there. But yeah, I'll be talking about it
and people are like, Oh, you're just I talk about Jesus.
They're like, oh, you're just so brain dead. I've never
heard such a brain dead remark as like, no, man
like it. Once you meet him, once you see him,
once that veil has been lifted and you see past
(46:45):
it and you can see the world in a whole
different way. You're not going back to the way you
saw it before. No, never, not happening.
Speaker 3 (46:56):
That's happening.
Speaker 2 (46:56):
You know what. I'm gonna be honest with you. And
this is just because you know you shared about your account. Hey, hey, hey, hey,
First of all, all the content that you're putting on
that's for free. Bro. Guys out there the trolls shut
the front door. That's first of all. Second of all,
I'm am I not allowed, and I'm speaking for you.
(47:17):
I'm not speaking for you. I'm speaking ascid. If I
was you, am I not allowed to evolve and adapt
and grow what you want me to be the same
stuck version of me back then just because it makes
you happy. Impossible, I can't. You know, self love, self
preservation and adapting is part of growing and if you're
not adapting with the times, you're dying. So unfortunately, I'm
(47:38):
happy to see that your growth. You know why I
didn't say testicle was one two in the beginning of
this episode, like I started the last four hundred. So
if you've ever heard the show, you know that I
that I start. No, I see I start the show
with testicles one two when I had doctor Lora Sangron
and she's like, she's amazing, and she cracks jokes and again,
(48:00):
and that was like a niche of the show. But
after four hundred episodes, if I am not evolving and
starting and I leave the testicles behind, and I'm not
saying gods, don't take it the literal away, but if
I'm the same testicles one too, I'm never gonna grow.
I need to attract the bigger personnel. I need to
attract bigger names. I need to be more impactful. And
(48:22):
there's things in my show that I could switch. I
could always say testicles one two, testicles one too and
keep that comedy going, but the presentation of the show
needs to grow, and it's also gonna help me grow,
and it's gonna be a lot better for all of you. Guys,
once I start diving into a bigger topics with bigger guests.
So I'm not not because I want to feel at
(48:42):
more cocky. No, I'm saying we don't adapt, we die, bro,
That's just plain and simple. So I'm not taking the
testicles away from the show. And you know, and and
eventually I'm still using depositive to the bank of knowledge.
That's a classic phrase from the first one hundred episodes.
So if anybody's been here that long, you'll understand what
I'm trying to do. I'm just trying to evolve, So
you evolving is one of the best things that you
(49:04):
could have done. Do not take any Abouty's word for it.
Some of these people that are just engaging in your account,
they're not only truths, but they're too lazy to go
to the freaking search bar, and they're getting all the
information from TikTok University, watching ass half the day.
Speaker 1 (49:17):
Yeah. Yeah, you can lead someone to knowledge, but you
can't make him think.
Speaker 2 (49:23):
Thank you so much for being on the show today.
Your information is amazing. Yeah, you're I know, thank you.
You know I have fun too. I was I was
when you when you got started getting choked up. I
was like, man, I'm just she needs to air it out,
she needs to say and this is perfect. So I
think this was perfect.
Speaker 1 (49:40):
This was I prayed about all this when you asked me,
and just you know, and just the Lord is telling me, yes,
you need to go on this show and you need
to talk about this. So thank you for giving me
the opportunity to get it out. I sure appreciate it.
Speaker 2 (49:55):
Think let's thank God together because at the end of
the day, He's the reason.
Speaker 1 (49:57):
Why bela Praise the Lord.
Speaker 2 (50:00):
So ladies and gentlemen, thank you so much. Praise Jesus Christ. Guys,
I'm gonna tell you this right now one last time.
Check us out a parent radio dot com. Like and subscribe,
Like and subscribe and share. It means the world to me,
trust me, and then sure you check out Church of
Anarchy on Instagram. The links are on the description of
this episode. Right now, Do not hang up, do not leave,
(50:22):
do not stop the podcast until you check her out.
And I'm gonna reference you to some of my friends
and hopefully they reach out to you and then you're
open to having a discussion and growing. That's beautiful, ladies,
Joyment drop a five serving up a podcast on Spotify
that allows other people to enjoy the show as much
as I enjoy making it.
Speaker 3 (50:42):
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