In this deeply personal and transformational episode, Eve sits down with Britton and Carolee Beckham, a married couple who share their powerful journey of healing, reconnection, and radical redefinition of love, sex, and spirituality. Raised in the Mormon church and bound by purity culture, Britton and Carolee candidly open up about the infidelity that rocked their marriage, the church’s damaging response, and how plant medicine, spiritual deconstruction, and sacred sexuality led them to a new foundation—one built on truth, desire, and liberation.
From psilocybin journeys to moon rituals, from shame to self-love, this episode dives into:
The impact of religious conditioning on sex and identity
Why traditional approaches to healing didn’t work—and what did
The role of plant medicine (including their first mushroom ceremony) in spiritual awakening
How moon cycles and ritual baths became a gateway to feminine empowerment
The transformative power of sexual reeducation and ISTA training
Why radical honesty was the key to saving—and elevating—their marriage
Whether you're navigating your own healing, redefining your relationship with sex, or exploring spirituality beyond religion, this episode is a permission slip to do it your way—with love, courage, and full-body liberation.
Moon Bath by Dakota Hills and Sierra Brashear
How to Change Your Mind by Michael Pollan
ISTA: International School of Temple Arts
Carolee & Britton’s podcast: The Magical Story of Us
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