PMDM

PMDM

"Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man" (PMDM) is a candid and introspective podcast sharing personal musings, insights, and reflections on life, offering listeners a raw and unfiltered glimpse into one's thoughts and experiences.

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August 13, 2025 8 mins

Yo, what’s going on everybody? Welcome to PMDM – Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man. I’m Felix Arroyo, and today we’re diving into a story that’s got all the elements—family, money, entitlement, and a whole lot of real talk.

So, check this out: a dude drops over $22,000 on this destination wedding that gets canceled, then his daughter wants him to be there for the "new" wedding—while he’s already booked for a motorcycle trip with h...

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This one’s short. No deep dive, no lecture, no kumbaya moment. Just something I needed to get off my chest:

Stop giving advice nobody asked for.

Seriously-don’t be that person. We all know them. The one who hears a conversation and suddenly thinks it’s a TED Talk audition. Whether you’re a man, woman, or just someone who thinks they’ve cracked life’s code because you read a thread on Reddit-relax. Nobody asked.And timing? Timing is e...

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In this return episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, host [Your Name] reflects on the recent death of wrestling icon Hulk Hogan and the divided public reaction that followed. Some mourned the loss of a cultural legend. Others rejoiced or resurfaced past controversies. This episode explores that tension—and the growing tendency to flatten legacies into simple categories of good or evil.


We cover the facts around Hogan’s deat...

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Why do so many men sit in the car after work—engine off, music low, just... sitting? In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, we explore a daily ritual that’s become an emotional survival tactic for countless men. This quiet decompression after work is more than just a pause—it’s a reflection of burnout, stress, and the unspoken pressure to transition between identities without breaking down.From the outside, it looks...

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April 28, 2025 15 mins

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I’m not holding back. I’m calling out incel culture for what it is - trash. It’s toxic, it’s misleading, and it’s warping how too many young men see themselves and the world around them. I’m speaking as a 46-year-old Puerto Rican man who was raised in a strict, loving household by strong women and respectful men. I know what real masculinity looks like - and this ain’t it.After...

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April 22, 2025 14 mins

I didn’t just survive—I evolved.

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I’m talking directly to the part of you that’s been doubting, second-guessing, or flat-out forgetting who the hell you are. “This Game Is Yours” isn’t just a title—it’s the truth. You’ve fallen. You’ve struggled. Maybe you’ve even felt like you were done. But you’re still here. And that means something.

I know what it feels like to hit rock bottom...

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In this raw and reflective episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, host Felix C. Arroyo takes us deep into the metaphor of keys—the dreams, passions, and potential we’re each born with. What happens when love turns into frustration? When compassion fades into bitterness? We often start handing our keys to others, believing they’re better equipped to unlock our purpose. But here’s the truth: your key doesn’t work in someone e...

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April 8, 2025 18 mins
Welcome back to Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man. I’m your host with the most, and today I’m diving into a topic that needs to be addressed more often—workplace behavior, respect, and the outdated "locker room talk" mentality that still lingers in 2025. This episode poses some powerful questions: Why are some men still romanticizing a time when objectifying women was normalized? Where do we draw the line between “locker room t...
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April 2, 2025 11 mins

Disney is back at it again with another live-action remake, this time with Snow White—and the internet is divided. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I break down the controversy surrounding the film, including Rachel Zegler’s casting, changes to the classic story, and the backlash it’s facing. But the bigger question is: why does Hollywood keep race-swapping old stories instead of creating new ones?


We also look...

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My wife knows me better than I know myself sometimes, and her recent reality check hit hard. She pointed out that I don’t take on projects anymore—something I used to love. And she was right. That realization sparked a shift in me, leading to a full-blown mission: transforming my garage into JMC Studio 1 while organizing and reclaiming the space.

This episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man dives into why this project means so...

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March 26, 2025 10 mins

Will Smith has been through it all—public scrutiny, backlash, and the infamous Oscars slap. But through it all, he keeps showing up. In this episode, I dive into Will Smith’s journey post-slap, his resilience, and his upcoming album Based on a True Story (dropping March 28). What drives a man to make a mistake on such a big stage? And more importantly, how does he rebuild from it? Let’s talk about redemption, perseverance, and what...

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Why Is Everyone So Rude Now?Lately, it feels like basic manners have gone out the window. No greetings, no patience, just a whole lot of bad attitudes. Is this just how things are now, or did something shift after the pandemic? In this episode, we break down why people seem ruder, less patient, and just plain disconnected.We’re diving into:🔹 How the pandemic changed social interactions🔹 Why customer service (and customers) both g...

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Becoming a father for the first time is one of the scariest and most transformative moments in a man’s life. In this heartfelt episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man (PMDM), Felix C. Arroyo shares personal insights and advice for young men stepping into fatherhood. From the fear of the unknown to the deep responsibility of raising a child, this episode dives into the realities of being a dad—being present, emotionally availa...

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March 6, 2025 11 mins
How you do anything is how you do everything. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I break down the power of having a standard—not just in the big moments, but in every aspect of life. I start with a personal failure (my unorganized garage) and explore how a lack of standards in one area can bleed into everything else. The greats—whether in business, sports, or the arts—don’t compromise on their standards. They ...
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For years, it felt like a black cloud followed me everywhere. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong, and I lost faith—not just in God, but in everything, including myself. It took me a long time to find my way out of that darkness, but when I finally did, everything changed. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I break down how I rebuilt myself after my divorce, found faith in me, and learned to stay calm in...

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In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, Felix C. Arroyo dives into the myth of "it's too late" and explores the fears and pressures we face as we age. Whether it’s comparing yourself to others or grappling with unrealistically strict timelines for success, Felix reflects on the anxiety that comes with these self-imposed limitations. He shares personal insights on overcoming doubts, drawing inspiration f...

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February 25, 2025 10 mins

In a world obsessed with doing more, Felix C. Arroyo, host of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man (PMDM), explores the value of doing less—but doing it better. In a recent episode, he reflects on his personal journey through podcasting and content creation, realizing that his attempts to juggle multiple platforms, techniques, and strategies were clouding his ability to deliver what truly mattered: his authentic voice.

Felix shares ho...

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Friendship changes as we grow older, and for many men in their 40s, time and distance can quietly erode the bonds that once felt unbreakable. In this deeply personal monologue, I reflect on my lifelong tendency to be a loner, how that has shaped my friendships, and the realization that maybe—just maybe—I could have done things differently. From the struggles of making new friends as an adult to the bittersweet acceptance of lost co...
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The fight over Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) has reached a critical point. With the Department of Education under pressure to remove DEI programs—or risk losing federal funding—the stakes couldn’t be higher. But what does this really mean?

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, we break down the dismantling of DEI, how it impacts equity vs. equality in education, and why this isn’t just about race. From syst...

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As I watch my kids grow—my oldest now in their twenties, my youngest just starting their journey—I can’t shake this feeling. That window of time I once thought was infinite? It’s closing. In my mid-40s, I see the shift happening before my eyes. The generation before me is aging, the generation behind me is stepping up, and I’m caught in the middle, feeling the weight of purpose, legacy, and the fear of running out of time.This is a...
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