Power Through The Mess

In this episode of Power Through the Mess, I open up about a season of quiet, loss, and self-reckoning — and the truth about what really happens when you choose yourself.

I talk honestly about the desire to be chosen, the patterns we unknowingly repeat in relationships, and the confusion that comes from inconsistency — especially when love feels different in private than it does in public. This episode isn’t about blaming anyone. It...

🎙 Show Notes: Season 3, Episode 1 – Not Pretty But Still Worthy

The glow-up doesn’t always look like the highlight reel. Sometimes it’s messy. Sometimes it’s quiet. Sometimes it doesn’t look pretty at all. But it’s still worthy.

In this episode, Evelyn Michelle opens Season 3 of Power Through the Mess with raw honesty about her own journey—losing over 100 pounds, facing shame from family and relationships, and realizing that...

Sometimes even your healing becomes too small. This episode is about the moment you outgrew the life you prayed for-the version of you that was built on strategy, structure, and survival. We're diving into what it really means to surrender the plan, losses your grip on the blueprint, and evolve into a version of yourself that isn't controlled by fear, performance, or past patterns. This is about spiritual alignment over expectation...

You've journaled, manifested, healed, surrendered-done the work.

But what if the universe isn't asking you to do more?

What if it's asking you to release the grip...and receive?

In this episode of Power Through the Mess, Evelyn Michelle cracks open the illusion of "perfect alignment" and unpacks the hidden fear behind over-performing your healing. With story, softness, and soul, she takes you into the truth we rarely say out loud:

We t...

Dedicated to the woman who taught me how to

hold power in silence.

Happy Heavenly Birthday, Grandma.

I carry your strength in every word.

Some truths don't come from books or teachings.

They live in your bones.

This episode is about the truths that have always whispered beneath the surface-the knowing that was never taught but always felt.

We talk about the ways we disconnect from ourselves in order to survive, the spiritual wisdom that'...

We all have a vision-a checklist, a blueprint, an image in our mind of what love should look like. But what happens when you realize you've been settling for people who only meet the image, not your depth?

In this episode, we're burning the blueprint. Because being fully met in love isn't about surface compatibility-it's about emotional safety, presence, energy, alignment, and someone who sees the whole you and says, "I'm ready for ...

You thought softness was about being quiet, passive, or gentle? Think again.

Softness demands courage.

It demands presence.

It demands that you stop performing strength and actually learn how to be with yourself when the mask comes off.

In this episode, we're peeling back the layers on what it really means to walk in soft power-not the aesthetic, not the tree,

but the real, embodied choice to feel deeply and still choose grace over for...

What do you do when the signs go quiet... when the plan disappears... when all you're left with is trust?

In this episode of Power Through the Mess, Evelyn Michelle dives into the sacred tension between faith and frustration. This isn't about blind optimism or pretending everything's fine. It's about learning how to keep walking when you don't know where the road is taking you-and doing it anyway.

For the woman who's tired of "just t...

There's a moment in every journey when your strength is no longer measured by how much you can hold, but by what you're willing to release.

This episode is an intimate unraveling of what it means to surrender-not because you've given up, but because you're finally choosing alignment over force. Inspired by a chapter on faith and the quiet reminders life offers when we stop trying to script the outcome, Evelyn reflects on what happen...

Becoming isn't always graceful. Sometimes it stings. Sometimes it feels like losing parts of yourself you thought were permanent. In this episode of Power Through the Mess, Evelyn Michelle invites you into the tender middle-where the past no longer fits, the future isn't clear, and the only thing left to do is feel your way through.

This is a love letter the woman holding it together while falling apart. To the ones who are rebuildi...

What if power didn't show up as certainty, confidence, or clarity-but as simply being willing to keep going?

Season 2 of Power Through the Mess opens with a truth we don't talk about enough: sometimes, the strongest thing you can do is just show up. In this episode, Evelyn Michelle shares what it's like to stand in the in-between-no map, no blueprint, just faith. She reflects on what it means to be seen differently, to release contr...

Season 2 of Power Through the Mess is here—and this time, we’re not pushing through. We’re learning to pause, surrender, and trust that the power we’ve been chasing might actually be waiting for us to get still enough to receive it.

This trailer introduces the energy of the new season: softer, slower, deeper. We’re letting the power find us—in the stillness, in the mess, and in the moments we least expect.

This isn’t about perfection...

This final episode of Season 1 isn't just an ending-it's a sacred release.

We're talking about the quiet, heartbreaking process

of letting go of the version of you that helped you survive. The one who fought. Who protected. Who performed. Who carried it all. And what it looks like to grieve her with grace while stepping into who you're becoming.

This is your soft funeral.

Your celebration.

Your reminder that you're allowed to evolve.

If...

What if the struggles you're facing aren't karma-but just life being life?

In this episode, we're unpacking the emotional weight of trying to make sense of pain. The moments that leave you asking, "What did I do to deserve this?" and the truth about whether the universe is really keeping score-or if we're just trying to survive in a chaotic world.

We'll talk about childhood chaos, spiritual shame, and ho...

You feel it in your gut, but what is it, really? Is your nervous system sounding the alarm-or ia your higher self whispering the truth? In this episode, we unpack the real difference between fear and intuition, especially for those of us who've been through trauma and learned to survive instead of trust.

We're talking trauma responses, gut feelings, nervous system triggers, and how to tell whether you're protecting yourself... or ho...

Ever find yourself stuck in your head, questioning whether it’s your intuition or your ego calling the shots? In this episode, we dive deep into the difference between the voice that protects your pride and the one that protects your purpose. We’re talking unlearning survival mode, releasing control, and recognizing when your ego is keeping you safe—but stuck.

If you’ve ever second-guessed your gut, stayed in a situation too long ou...

Ever stayed somewhere way past your peace just to prove a point? Yeah... same. In this episode, we're unpacking the ego trap-the pride, the self-sabotage, the " I don't need nobody" energy that keep us clinging to things we've outgrown. From relationships to jobs to identities that we no longer align with, ego will have us shrinking just to look like we're still in control. But baby, the real flex? Is letting go. We're talking real...