Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man

I didn’t just survive—I evolved.

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I’m talking directly to the part of you that’s been doubting, second-guessing, or flat-out forgetting who the hell you are. “This Game Is Yours” isn’t just a title—it’s the truth. You’ve fallen. You’ve struggled. Maybe you’ve even felt like you were done. But you’re still here. And that means something.

I know what it feels like to hit rock bottom...

In this raw and reflective episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, host Felix C. Arroyo takes us deep into the metaphor of keys—the dreams, passions, and potential we’re each born with. What happens when love turns into frustration? When compassion fades into bitterness? We often start handing our keys to others, believing they’re better equipped to unlock our purpose. But here’s the truth: your key doesn’t work in someone e...

Disney is back at it again with another live-action remake, this time with Snow White—and the internet is divided. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I break down the controversy surrounding the film, including Rachel Zegler’s casting, changes to the classic story, and the backlash it’s facing. But the bigger question is: why does Hollywood keep race-swapping old stories instead of creating new ones?

We also look...

My wife knows me better than I know myself sometimes, and her recent reality check hit hard. She pointed out that I don’t take on projects anymore—something I used to love. And she was right. That realization sparked a shift in me, leading to a full-blown mission: transforming my garage into JMC Studio 1 while organizing and reclaiming the space.

This episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man dives into why this project means so...

Will Smith has been through it all—public scrutiny, backlash, and the infamous Oscars slap. But through it all, he keeps showing up. In this episode, I dive into Will Smith’s journey post-slap, his resilience, and his upcoming album Based on a True Story (dropping March 28). What drives a man to make a mistake on such a big stage? And more importantly, how does he rebuild from it? Let’s talk about redemption, perseverance, and what...

Why Is Everyone So Rude Now?Lately, it feels like basic manners have gone out the window. No greetings, no patience, just a whole lot of bad attitudes. Is this just how things are now, or did something shift after the pandemic? In this episode, we break down why people seem ruder, less patient, and just plain disconnected.We’re diving into:🔹 How the pandemic changed social interactions🔹 Why customer service (and customers) both g...

Becoming a father for the first time is one of the scariest and most transformative moments in a man’s life. In this heartfelt episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man (PMDM), Felix C. Arroyo shares personal insights and advice for young men stepping into fatherhood. From the fear of the unknown to the deep responsibility of raising a child, this episode dives into the realities of being a dad—being present, emotionally availa...

For years, it felt like a black cloud followed me everywhere. Everything that could go wrong did go wrong, and I lost faith—not just in God, but in everything, including myself. It took me a long time to find my way out of that darkness, but when I finally did, everything changed. In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I break down how I rebuilt myself after my divorce, found faith in me, and learned to stay calm in...

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, Felix C. Arroyo dives into the myth of "it's too late" and explores the fears and pressures we face as we age. Whether it’s comparing yourself to others or grappling with unrealistically strict timelines for success, Felix reflects on the anxiety that comes with these self-imposed limitations. He shares personal insights on overcoming doubts, drawing inspiration f...

In a world obsessed with doing more, Felix C. Arroyo, host of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man (PMDM), explores the value of doing less—but doing it better. In a recent episode, he reflects on his personal journey through podcasting and content creation, realizing that his attempts to juggle multiple platforms, techniques, and strategies were clouding his ability to deliver what truly mattered: his authentic voice.

Felix shares ho...

The fight over Diversity, Equity, and Inclusion (DEI) has reached a critical point. With the Department of Education under pressure to remove DEI programs—or risk losing federal funding—the stakes couldn’t be higher. But what does this really mean?

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, we break down the dismantling of DEI, how it impacts equity vs. equality in education, and why this isn’t just about race. From syst...

Beyoncé’s historic Grammy win for Cowboy Carter isn’t just about country music—it reveals something much deeper about who we are as a people. Why do we struggle to celebrate success, especially within our own communities? Why do we box ourselves in while demanding the freedom to evolve?

This conversation isn’t about Beyoncé—it’s about us. It’s about the way we judge, question, and resist change, even when we claim to want progress. ...

Kendrick Lamar’s Super Bowl halftime performance flipped the expectations of Black Americans in White America on its head—challenging the norm and going against the grain in a way that I truly respect. His symbolism was powerful, bringing attention to real issues—issues we should be talking about, especially when figures like Harvey Weinstein and P. Diddy are being confronted and exposed.

But here’s where I pause. Have we become so ...

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, we dive into the inspiring journey of the Philadelphia Eagles as they defied the odds to secure a monumental Super Bowl victory. Their story serves as a powerful metaphor for overcoming adversity in our own lives. We explore how embracing the underdog mentality can fuel personal growth, resilience, and ultimate success. Join us as we discuss the significance of perseverance, th...

In this episode of Private Memoirs of a Desperate Man, I dive deep into the cultural impact of my upbringing as a Puerto Rican, exploring how my parents, family, and childhood experiences shaped the creative mindset I have today. Growing up as the only boy in a hardworking household, I witnessed two different worlds—my reserved, intellectual father and my outgoing, vibrant mother. Their influence blended within me, fueling my passi...