April 17, 2025 • 32 mins
Have you ever had that moment when something just snaps and the world never looks the same again? That sudden clarity when you begin to see through the scripted smiles, fake outrage, and endless distractions of our media landscape?
The journey of being "red-pilled" – that Matrix-inspired metaphor for seeing beyond illusion – transforms how you perceive everything around you. From my personal awakening that began with questioning official narratives to recognizing how deeply our media ecosystem shapes our thinking, this episode explores the profound shift that occurs when you start seeing patterns of manipulation hiding in plain sight.
We dive into how our culture programs us to chase manufactured dreams – fame, fortune, overnight success – that 99% of people never achieve. I share my own youthful obsession with becoming a rock star after discovering The Beatles, investing years in that pursuit while watching friends sacrifice everything for similar fantasies. What's left behind are broken hearts and shattered dreams, all for illusions that were never attainable.
The political theater operates by identical principles – different actors in the same essential play, with politicians somehow becoming multi-millionaires on modest salaries while citizens bear crushing tax burdens. Once you recognize these patterns, you can't unsee them, which creates a profound sense of isolation from the world you once trusted.
Most troubling is witnessing how our social fabric has deteriorated into a culture obsessed with ego, self-image, and instant gratification. We've commercialized every human experience from birth to death, reducing people to commodities in a system designed to keep us distracted and divided.
If you're experiencing your own awakening, you're not alone. The path forward isn't about forcing others to see what you see, but living authentically and creating genuine connections in a world increasingly starved for meaning. Share your story – what opened your eyes to the illusions around you?
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Look deep, deep into my eyes.
You are witnessing ademonstration of the awesome
power of the human mind, theunlimited potential of total
concentration.
My mind is totally focused,able to maintain absolute and
utter control.
A mind such as this is apowerful force.
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It could even rule the world,hey Huh.
Speaker 2 (00:32):
Hey there, everybody.
This is PT Pop, leading you outof the rabbit hole, one grain
of truth at a time.
Welcome back to my channel.
And I was having some deep,deep thoughts today, and I I've
had these thoughts for manyyears.
And the mainstream media callspeople like me as being
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red-pilled, which is a referenceto the movie the Matrix.
And I'm not going to to go intothe Matrix, because most of us
have seen the Matrix and most ofyou know what I'm referring to.
And if you don't, please do asearch for the Matrix and watch
the movie.
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And I was just wondering, youknow I'm going to ask you a
question have you ever had amoment where something just
snaps?
I don't mean you've gone crazy,I don't mean you've lost your
marbles, but suddenly the worldjust doesn't look the same.
An event in the world happens,or something in your life
happens, and nothing ever looksthe same again.
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And that's what it's like to bered-pilled.
It's like you've had thismoment of clarity, you've had
this moment of truth and youbegin to see the cracks in the
system, the scripted smiles, thefake outrage, the endless
distractions.
The truth doesn't come with abang, it comes with a whisper.
Speaker 1 (02:06):
If you want to capture someone's attention,
whisper, whisper to me.
Speaker 2 (02:10):
I've said many times before in this channel and on my
podcast, the truth began towhisper to me when I saw a film,
a documentary from 2006 titledLoose Change.
A documentary from 2006 titledLoose Change, where the writer
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and the author of the filmquestioned the official
narrative of the attacks of9-1-1.
Now I'm not going to expoundupon that because I'll get this
video deleted, but it began toreshape my thoughts and how I
viewed those events and how Ibegan to view our government,
and it was a very soberingmoment.
I was two years into mymarriage, who I'm married to now
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, my wife, who I'm married to tothis day we're approaching our
21st anniversary this May and itwas a very profound moment.
It really stunned me because Ihad never questioned the
official narrative, even thoughI had instincts that told me
something wasn't quite right.
Something told me thatsomething was kind of fishy
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about that whole thing, but Iwasn't quite certain what it was
.
Something told me thatsomething was kind of fishy
about that whole thing, but Iwasn't quite certain what it was
.
And since those days I haveawakened and I've realized that
much of what happens in ourworld not just our country in
the United States, where I'mlocated but in our world isn't
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exactly as it appears.
It's far from it.
And it occurred to me, and it'soccurred to many of you, that
our media isn't justentertainment, it's programming.
I mean, it's not just when Isay the media, I'm not just
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talking about CNN, fox, the BBC,all those things.
It's all media.
Hollywood, it's all media thenews, the sitcoms, the talk
shows, even movies.
They're not just tellingstories, they're shaping minds.
They're shaping each of ourminds, they're feeding you
narratives, they're controllingyour emotions and they're
steering your thoughts wherethey want them to go.
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This may sound paranoid tothose of you that aren't awake,
but everything has an agenda.
They have an agenda to keep youasleep, keep you drugged up,
keep you distracted, make youobedient.
I mean, think about it.
When you watch tv, when youwatch a sitcom, when you watch
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the History Channel, you'rebombarded with messages of take
this pill and you'll get rid ofthis ailment.
Take that pill and you'll feelgood.
Drink this whiskey and you'llbe on top of the world, sitting
next to a gorgeous woman in abar.
As you drink a dark brownliquid in a smoky bar room, you
know you'll be sexier.
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She'll be pretty, of course,the more beer and booze you
drink, the prettier the womenand the men get.
It just goes without sayingeveryone gets beer goggles.
But everyone and everything inthe media, whether it's a movie,
a sitcom, a radio show, it'snot journalism's not acting,
it's theater.
Think of all the people we know, all the people whose lives
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have been derailed, chasingfantasies.
The media fed them.
And again I'm talking about theentire spectrum of media.
Media fed them.
And again I'm talking about theentire spectrum of media.
Perfect love, perfect careers,overnight success.
Become a rock star, become afamous artist, become the next
LeBron James, the next MichaelJordan, the next whoever it
happens to be.
They chase and they chase andthey chase after that dangling
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carrot.
They're chasing the wind,they're chasing after unicorns.
99% of those people we knownever make it.
They never get anywhere near it.
And what's left behind?
Broken hearts, broken dreams,dismantled families, all
sacrifice for dreams that werenever real to begin with.
Am I wrong?
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Am I wrong that were never realto begin with?
Am I wrong?
Am I wrong?
I'm part of that picture when Iwas a kid, age of 8.
I discovered the Beatles, therock group, the Beatles, and I
was immediately obsessed and Idreamed of becoming a rock star.
I was going to become a rockstar.
I was going to become just likethe Beatles and I bought
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guitars and I bitched and Iwhined and I dreamed of becoming
a rock star.
I was going to become a rockstar.
I was going to come just likethe Beatles and I bought guitars
and I bitched and I whined andI complained.
So my mother bought me a guitarand I learned to play the
guitar and I learned to writesongs.
I learned to perform in frontof people and I worked at it and
worked at it and worked at itMaybe not as hard as some guys
and I had some fun with it and Imade some money at it and I
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made some money out of it.
But I never got any notoriety.
I got some people that likedwhat I did.
I had a friend in high school,my friend Mike.
He dropped out of high schoolwhen he was 16.
He had the same dreams.
He was inspired by differentmusic and he dropped out and he
had some success with a bandthat he had and he had some
success with a record in Japan.
But he had to leave the UnitedStates and go to Japan to get
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that success, and he's had somesuccess since that time, working
in a very successful cover band, but I would say that his
dreams weren't completelyrealized.
Now, whether he's happy or not,I don't know.
I have not seen him since like1985, and I haven't spoken to
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him since I saw him on MySpacein like 2005.
But my point is here's a guythat sacrificed everything.
He left his family, he left hisfriends, he dropped out of
school, he jumped on a planewith his band and a manager and
went to Japan to tour and tosell a record, and now he's
schlepping around with somecover band here in the United
States, not to put him down.
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I'm not judging him, but many ofus have stories like this that
either we've done ourselves,myself included.
I mean, I remember when Ichanged my degree, I was going
to be an artist.
I had this romanticized visionin my head of what it was to be
an artist.
You know I was going to go toschool and learn the craft of
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being an artist by these allknowledgeable college professors
that would teach me what it wasto be an artist.
When I got to college, myopinion, my professors.
To this day I don't even knowif they were artists.
I never saw them draw.
I never saw any of their work.
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I never saw them paint or pickup a pencil.
They just walked around theroom and told people how to fix
their paintings or theirdrawings.
I changed my degree to business,thinking that would be a better
way to make a living.
My degree didn't help me.
I got in the corporate worldand the corporate world was a
dark and insidious place filledwith politics and backstabbing,
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narcissism, sociopathic,psychopathic supervisors who
became sadistic commandants justbecause they had the title of
supervisor.
Some of that's a bit grandiose,a bit overstated, but much of
it is true.
But as I've grown and as I'veaged, I have turned all of these
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influencing forms of media off.
I stopped watching the news.
I watch a half an hour of newsa night with my wife at dinner
local news.
I will not watch the nationalnews.
I have not watched CNN since2016.
I haven't watched talk showssince 2015.
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So no more talk shows, no morelate night propaganda.
It's all propaganda.
It's all heavily funded andfueled by the political left and
, in my opinion, it's staffed bythe CIA.
There's government peoplerunning this.
I don't listen to talk radio.
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It's governed by the samebodies of governmental and
political figures.
I rarely listen to music anymore.
I used to listen to music allthe time, every day.
I couldn't live without music.
It would be blaring in my car,be blasting in my car and be in
my house.
I had CDs.
I have record albums back herethat I collected years ago.
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I have almost my CDs.
I have every kind of music.
I had jazz.
I have every kind of music.
I had jazz and classical.
I have rock and roll, classicrock, blues, anything you could
think of, and heavy metal.
I listen to everything I usedto.
Just I couldn't work outwithout heavy metal blurring in
my headset.
You know it was acdc, you knowback in black for those about to
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rock to get my, my energy upand get me going.
I couldn't study without music.
Everything was music.
And then one day it all justchanged and the defining moment
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for me about music just came.
Recently I discovered a channelon YouTube called Seijo Aquari
Radio, hosted by Mike Williams,and I discovered a book called I
believe it's called the Secretsof Laurel Canyon.
Let me find the title of thebook here.
Thank you and I discovered abook called Weird Scenes Inside
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the Canyon, oral Canyon, covertOps and the Dark Heart of the
Hippie Dream, and I have thebook right here somewhere and
this is a fascinating book.
It's written by David McGowan.
He's since passed away sincethis book was published.
Any book it's written by DavidMcGowan.
He's since passed away sincethis book was published.
But this book paints a pictureof a much different scene that
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came out of the West Coast thanone would have imagined.
Now I'm not going to go intothat whole thing, but it changed
my perspective.
And another turning point camewhen I purchased a record album
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just recently within the lastfive years.
Another turning point came whenI purchased a record album
within the last five years thatI had never heard the whole
album before.
It was Crosby, stills andNash's first album and I
remember putting it on in thisvery room and listening to it.
I never paid much attention toit.
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Really I knew a few songs fromit, but as I started to listen
to it I started to go into atrance.
It was like I was beinghypnotized.
I was in like this dreamlikestate as the songs played one
after the other.
It was the strangest and thescariest experience.
I stopped myself.
I'm like wait a minute, what'sgoing on here?
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What's wrong with me?
And for those of you that don'tknow this album, it contains
songs such as Marrakesh Expressand Sweet Judy Blue Eyes, and
I've always been verysusceptible to music.
Music has always affected myemotions and my moods, my
outlook.
It has influenced how I look atdifferent seasons, how I look
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at different holidays, how Ilook at different events in my
life, how I look at love.
It's one of the greatestintoxicants or one of the
greatest magical potions that'sever polluted and doped up my
brain.
But I do listen to jazz.
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Now, jazz seems different to me.
Jazz, it breathes.
It's an entity in and of itself.
It's not noise.
It seems to have a shape and itmoves and it breathes like a
human organism or like anorganism.
Jazz is a whole different thing.
It can affect your moods, yourmoods, but some jazz you can put
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it on.
You just feel good and that'sit.
It doesn't make you want to gorun naked through the street.
It doesn't make you want totear down buildings.
It doesn't want to make you gofind women in a bar.
It's just there.
It just kind of lives andbreathes in and out of its own
as if it's its own livingorganism.
And I started to look at thepolitical theater of things
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around us, especially sincePresident Trump's first
administration and even furtherback into George W Bush and into
Obama, when I became aware ofthe situation of the political
environment around the world andour country since September
11th.
And it appears that politics,politics, it's all a performance
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as well the left, the right.
You know it's the same playwith different actors.
They just keep switching outthe lead character.
You know it's like a James Bondfilm Instead of Sean Connery,
you know, in another guy andanother guy and another guy over
the last 60 years.
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And once you're awake, you seeit for what it is.
You see, through this thinveneer, it's a circus of
maniacal egos, all pretending toserve the people while serving
themselves.
I mean, look at the people inour political offices right now
the Nancy Pelosi's, the JoeBiden's.
These people becomemulti-millionaires.
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Their salary is no more than200 grand a year.
How did they becomemulti-million, in some cases
billionaires, while servingpublic office?
Nobody questions it, nobodybrings them up on charges.
It's all part of the game.
Meanwhile, you and I are payingtaxes for everything.
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It's not just taxes on ourpaycheck.
We're taxed at the gas pump.
We're taxed for the houses webuy.
We're taxed for the food we eat.
We're taxed for the restaurantswe go in.
We're taxed everywhere we goand they say we don't have a lot
of taxes in this country.
But really we do.
When you include all the othertaxes, I bet you we were taxed
at least 50% of our income.
And then they take that moneyand they push it off into these
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shell companies or they sendthem off to these alleged
charities around the world totry to help people allegedly.
But the money?
We don't know where the moneygoes.
We don't know how they spend it.
We don't know if the money goesoff to some tropical island and
they in turn launder it andsend it back and put it in the
pockets of our fine, finepoliticians.
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When you wake up like this, whenyou're red-pilled, it's very
lonely.
It's like walking through adream where everyone else is
asleep and you're trying to wakethem up.
You're shaking them.
You're like wake up, wake up,it's all a lie.
Stop, stop.
You know, and you can't unseewhat you've seen.
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You can't unsee the truth.
Once you've seen it, your worldchanges.
The deeper you go, the moredistant you become from the
world you once trusted.
And, as I said, I've distancedmyself from most things.
When you go out in the world,you know I'm not agoraphobic,
I'm not afraid of people.
But when you go out, when I goout in the mornings, I go out to
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go to the gym to work out, whenI go to the park to go for a
walk, you see people speeding intheir cars.
You know 25 mile an hour zone,doing 50.
Going where?
Why?
What drives them to be soinsensitive and dangerous and
reckless, to drive so quickly toget from one place to the next?
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What could possibly be thehurry?
Unless someone is dying in yourcar?
But people don't care anymore.
People are rude, insensitive,they're mindless.
They walk like zombies throughthe aisles of all these
different apartment stores, likeCostco and Walmart, the local
drugstore, just like oh, oh, oh,it may as well just be a
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mindless zombie.
And they walk in front of you.
They don't seem to care thatyou're trying to get past them
in the aisle.
And, believe it or not, I knowI'm 59.
I'm older than a lot of you, butthere was a time in our country
where people were kind, wherepeople were polite, where people
weren't so absorbed with their15 minutes of fame, with chasing
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after the wind, with chasingafter unicorns.
Now it seems like every personnot every other person we're
chasing after unicorns Now, itseems like every person, not
every other person, but everyperson now is in pursuit of
superstardom of some sort.
They're delusional, they'reunaware, they're unfeeling,
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they're insensitive to theirfriends' needs, their family's
needs, their children's needs,anybody.
It's just about them.
Now We've become a cultureobsessed with ego.
You're drunk on self-image,driven by lust, delusion and
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indulgence.
Everything is aboutgratification, instant fame,
your 15 minutes of fame, endlessvalidation and the illusion of
control.
We're not guided by truthanymore.
We're chasing dopamine in adigital funhouse.
Now, I know I don't want tobring the Bible into this.
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God forbid if I bring the Bibleinto this but this is what
Christ warned us of in the endtimes.
Now I'm not so certain myselfwho Christ is or was, but I know
one thing is when I read theBible, I feel a clarity in my
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heart.
I feel a certainty in my heart.
I see something that istruthful.
The words that are spoken andthe words of Christ are
everything that he said wouldhappen and it's fascinating to
watch.
It's scary, it's horrifying andfascinating at the same time.
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I'm not certain to watch.
It's scary, it's horrifying andfascinating at the same time.
I'm not certain if the outcomewill be as he prophesied.
But the deeper you go onceyou're red-pilled, the more
distance you become from thisworld.
You once trusted, and I believethat's a good thing.
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Now, why do I bring this up?
I'm not here to try to recruitChristians, I'm not trying to
push the Bible down your throat,but I'm at a place in my life
where I can no longer staysilent, because I remember what
it was like to believe the lie.
I remember what it was like tobe in a trance state by the
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media, to be hypnotized by music, movies, sitcoms, the news
turning on CNN and beinghorrified that there were
terrorists in every corner, thatthe Russians were going to be
sending missiles over the north,over Canada, into our cities.
They had my father and Ilooking our eyes cast towards
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the sky, looking at thecontrails of the planes above us
, and he would say oh, those areprobably Russian bombers or
those are probably Americanbombers that circle the earth.
But now that I can see clearly,I feel called to help others to
see this.
I'm not just doing this forclicks.
Sure, I want to make money offof this.
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Sure, I'd love to be able tomake enough money to say this is
my full-time job.
But I can't and it's not goingto happen.
The cards are stacked againstme.
I'm not saying this because Ihave all the answers, but
because truth isn't somethingyou keep to yourself.
It's something you share,because, in my opinion, if I can
just reach one of you out there, wake you up, to make you look
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at things differently, it wouldbe a success.
I would have achieved something.
The chances of my voice beingheard above the din of all the
madness is going to be rare.
I'm not a big voice, I'm not aJoe Rogan, I'm not a Dan Boncino
, but I have to try.
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In my life I've seen a lot ofdespair.
I've seen a lot of deception.
I have seen betrayal beyondbetrayal from those closest to
me, in my family and many of myfriends.
I have seen people takeadvantage of me because at one
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time I was very impressionableand easily manipulated and I was
quiet and unassuming.
People took advantage of that.
I've had my heart broken by thebest of them, but now that I'm
awake, I'm seeing that thosepeople who betrayed me were
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delusional, that they were illtoo.
They were in a dream world.
They were chasing after all thethings that I was once chasing
after money, control,manipulation and it's very
sobering when you start to seethis stuff.
The people closest to you willdo this because they think they
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have to have something.
They're driven, they'reobsessed with money, they're
obsessed with power, they'reobsessed with control.
So let me ask you this Ifyou've been red-pilled or you're
just beginning to questioneverything, drop a comment.
What opened your eyes?
You're not alone, and I urgeyou not to stay silent.
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There are many people around usthat are hurting, and they're
hurting because they're not ableto achieve all the things
they're told to achieve, thatthey need to achieve to be happy
.
They don't have the wife or thespouse, the job or the house.
They don't have the money orthe bank account.
They don't have the goldenretriever and their 2.5 kids,
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the fancy job, and they thinkthey're nothing.
They think they're nothing,they think they're alone, they
think there's nothing out therefor them and they're thinking of
doing some drastic thingsbecause they can't take the pain
anymore.
And my friends, I've been there.
I have been there.
I'm not Glenn Beck.
I'm not affiliated with anypolitical parties.
I'm not affiliated with anyparticular church.
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I've done some things in my lifethat I'm not proud of.
I've done some things in mylife that I am proud of.
I've always tried to maintainmyself as a decent person.
I've tried to live by the rulesof this world and be kind, and
I haven't always lived that way.
I've been judgmental and I havemade fun of people when I was
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much younger, and I still makefun of people.
I have a sense of humor and Idon't go out of my way and mock
people.
But you see what I do here onthis channel.
I make fun of some people thatI think are silly.
But there are broken people outthere.
Now I'm one of them.
We're all broken and I'm askingyou to raise your head up,
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raise your voices and let theworld know that you're not
asleep anymore.
You don't have to be mean orbelligerent about it.
You don't have to hit peopleover the head Because, as we all
know, when those of us aroundus are asleep and you try to
wake them up to the lies, theythink you're crazy, they think
you're insane.
Now I'm not talking about flatearthers, I'm not talking about
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moon hoaxes and aliens fromspace.
I'm just talking about justgeneral things.
I'm just talking about justgeneral things.
Can you imagine what life wouldbe like if we just treated each
other better?
What would it be like iffathers and mothers and children
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worked together as a familyunit?
But somewhere back in the 60sthere was a division.
Somebody walked into ourWestern culture with a shotgun
and blew the American family topieces, so to speak, and
literally and so to speak.
Our families were shattered.
People were sent off indifferent directions to pursue
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dreams, fantasies, illusions,chasing after becoming models
and rock stars and footballplayers and newscasters and all
this crap that doesn't matter.
In the meantime, they abandonedtheir lives, they abandoned
their homes, they abandonedtheir families, and the mothers
and the fathers before them didthe same thing and pursued the
American dream.
They said yes, my son, it'stime for you to leave the home,
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leave the nest and go on tocollege, and then in college
you'll find your spouse andyou'll start a new life and
you'll leave us here to rot andget old in our old, rickety home
.
They have commercialized everyaspect of the American life and
Western civilization.
Everything is a commodity now,marriage is a commodity.
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Civilization Everything is acommodity now.
Marriage is a commodity.
Death is a commodity.
Birth is a commodity.
Our illnesses are now a way tomake money.
It's a product.
We've been bought and sold andmetaphorically raped and raked
over the coals for the last 80years, since the end of the war,
and bodies lay astroon acrossthe battlefield.
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People are left alone, lonely,aching, desperate, contemplating
dark and insidious things, andwe sit back and we go.
Well, why?
I don't understand why that guydid what he did.
I don't know.
Oh, he must be mentally ill, hemust be off his meds.
No, look, look at people.
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You can, only the people can,only someone can only take so
much.
How much more can we all take?
I'm talking about myself, eachand every one of you.
How much more can we be pushedbefore somebody snaps and does
something?
We've been bullied over andover again, pushed and
manipulated, and people arewaking up to it.
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It's time for us to break awayfrom it.
Think of it.
I mean.
Think of what if, one day,unified, against the media, and
what if everybody had thisawakening?
You know what?
I'm turning off my TV, I'mgetting rid of my phone.
I'm getting rid of Facebook,I'm getting rid of all of it,
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screw it, and I'm going to goacross the street and help the
little old lady.
These are trash taken out.
I'm going to go work in ahomeless shelter.
We're going to start being, youknow and I know I'm talking
about things that most of youprobably think are Pollyanna or
a little bit saccharine sweet,but there's people out there
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that are desperately hurting.
I mean, look at me, I'm a59-year-old man, still
physically able, mentally strong, creative, and I couldn't get a
job if my life counted on it.
I can't even get a job hired ata local metro park as a
maintenance person, cleaning thebathrooms and emptying the
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trash cans, probably because I'mtoo old and too white, or I
don't have a record, a criminalrecord.
You know, I spent my whole lifewalking that tightrope of
trying to be the good boy andit's coming back to bite me In
this day and age.
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If you've got a criminal record, you can get a job.
You know a criminal record, youcan get a job.
Think about what a much betterworld this would be if we put
ourselves aside and we focusedon each other instead of
ourselves.
So, if you've been red-pilledand you're beginning to question
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everything, drop a comment.
What opened your eyes?
Where did it start for you?
What are you going to do withit?
I can tell you this you're notalone.
I'm not the only one.
There's millions of us here onTikTok and Instagram and
Facebook and YouTube.
As long as we have voices, aslong as you have a voice, and
they allow us to voice the truth, I urge you to voice your views
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and your visions of this worldand a better world we could live
in, I can guarantee you they'renot going to let it happen.
They're going to start wars.
They're going to startterrorist acts.
They're going to start allkinds of things.
This is just what they warnedof in the Bible.
This is what Christ warned of.
There'll be wars and conflictsin the final times.
In the bible, this is whatchrist warned of there'll be
wars and conflicts in the finaltimes, in the end times.
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I was part of it.
I was part of all the noise.
I'm just pull yourself out ofthe noise now.
Like share and subscribe if youlike my channel this is pt pop
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rabbit hole.
one grain of truth at a time.
Have a good day, bye.
Look deep, deep into my eyes.
You are witnessing ademonstration of the awesome
power of the human mind, theunlimited potential of total
concentration.
My mind is totally focused,able to maintain absolute and
utter control.
A mind such as this is apowerful force.
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It could even rule the world,hey Huh.
Speaker 2 (00:32):
Hey there, everybody.
This is PT Pop, leading you outof the rabbit hole, one grain
of truth at a time.
Welcome back to my channel.
And I was having some deep,deep thoughts today, and I I've
had these thoughts for manyyears.
And the mainstream media callspeople like me as being
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red-pilled, which is a referenceto the movie the Matrix.
And I'm not going to to go intothe Matrix, because most of us
have seen the Matrix and most ofyou know what I'm referring to.
And if you don't, please do asearch for the Matrix and watch
the movie.
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And I was just wondering, youknow I'm going to ask you a
question have you ever had amoment where something just
snaps?
I don't mean you've gone crazy,I don't mean you've lost your
marbles, but suddenly the worldjust doesn't look the same.
An event in the world happens,or something in your life
happens, and nothing ever looksthe same again.
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And that's what it's like to bered-pilled.
It's like you've had thismoment of clarity, you've had
this moment of truth and youbegin to see the cracks in the
system, the scripted smiles, thefake outrage, the endless
distractions.
The truth doesn't come with abang, it comes with a whisper.
Speaker 1 (02:06):
If you want to capture someone's attention,
whisper, whisper to me.
Speaker 2 (02:10):
I've said many times before in this channel and on my
podcast, the truth began towhisper to me when I saw a film,
a documentary from 2006 titledLoose Change.
A documentary from 2006 titledLoose Change, where the writer
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and the author of the filmquestioned the official
narrative of the attacks of9-1-1.
Now I'm not going to expoundupon that because I'll get this
video deleted, but it began toreshape my thoughts and how I
viewed those events and how Ibegan to view our government,
and it was a very soberingmoment.
I was two years into mymarriage, who I'm married to now
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, my wife, who I'm married to tothis day we're approaching our
21st anniversary this May and itwas a very profound moment.
It really stunned me because Ihad never questioned the
official narrative, even thoughI had instincts that told me
something wasn't quite right.
Something told me thatsomething was kind of fishy
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about that whole thing, but Iwasn't quite certain what it was
.
Something told me thatsomething was kind of fishy
about that whole thing, but Iwasn't quite certain what it was
.
And since those days I haveawakened and I've realized that
much of what happens in ourworld not just our country in
the United States, where I'mlocated but in our world isn't
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exactly as it appears.
It's far from it.
And it occurred to me, and it'soccurred to many of you, that
our media isn't justentertainment, it's programming.
I mean, it's not just when Isay the media, I'm not just
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talking about CNN, fox, the BBC,all those things.
It's all media.
Hollywood, it's all media thenews, the sitcoms, the talk
shows, even movies.
They're not just tellingstories, they're shaping minds.
They're shaping each of ourminds, they're feeding you
narratives, they're controllingyour emotions and they're
steering your thoughts wherethey want them to go.
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This may sound paranoid tothose of you that aren't awake,
but everything has an agenda.
They have an agenda to keep youasleep, keep you drugged up,
keep you distracted, make youobedient.
I mean, think about it.
When you watch tv, when youwatch a sitcom, when you watch
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the History Channel, you'rebombarded with messages of take
this pill and you'll get rid ofthis ailment.
Take that pill and you'll feelgood.
Drink this whiskey and you'llbe on top of the world, sitting
next to a gorgeous woman in abar.
As you drink a dark brownliquid in a smoky bar room, you
know you'll be sexier.
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She'll be pretty, of course,the more beer and booze you
drink, the prettier the womenand the men get.
It just goes without sayingeveryone gets beer goggles.
But everyone and everything inthe media, whether it's a movie,
a sitcom, a radio show, it'snot journalism's not acting,
it's theater.
Think of all the people we know, all the people whose lives
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have been derailed, chasingfantasies.
The media fed them.
And again I'm talking about theentire spectrum of media.
Media fed them.
And again I'm talking about theentire spectrum of media.
Perfect love, perfect careers,overnight success.
Become a rock star, become afamous artist, become the next
LeBron James, the next MichaelJordan, the next whoever it
happens to be.
They chase and they chase andthey chase after that dangling
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carrot.
They're chasing the wind,they're chasing after unicorns.
99% of those people we knownever make it.
They never get anywhere near it.
And what's left behind?
Broken hearts, broken dreams,dismantled families, all
sacrifice for dreams that werenever real to begin with.
Am I wrong?
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Am I wrong that were never realto begin with?
Am I wrong?
Am I wrong?
I'm part of that picture when Iwas a kid, age of 8.
I discovered the Beatles, therock group, the Beatles, and I
was immediately obsessed and Idreamed of becoming a rock star.
I was going to become a rockstar.
I was going to become just likethe Beatles and I bought
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guitars and I bitched and Iwhined and I dreamed of becoming
a rock star.
I was going to become a rockstar.
I was going to come just likethe Beatles and I bought guitars
and I bitched and I whined andI complained.
So my mother bought me a guitarand I learned to play the
guitar and I learned to writesongs.
I learned to perform in frontof people and I worked at it and
worked at it and worked at itMaybe not as hard as some guys
and I had some fun with it and Imade some money at it and I
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made some money out of it.
But I never got any notoriety.
I got some people that likedwhat I did.
I had a friend in high school,my friend Mike.
He dropped out of high schoolwhen he was 16.
He had the same dreams.
He was inspired by differentmusic and he dropped out and he
had some success with a bandthat he had and he had some
success with a record in Japan.
But he had to leave the UnitedStates and go to Japan to get
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that success, and he's had somesuccess since that time, working
in a very successful cover band, but I would say that his
dreams weren't completelyrealized.
Now, whether he's happy or not,I don't know.
I have not seen him since like1985, and I haven't spoken to
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him since I saw him on MySpacein like 2005.
But my point is here's a guythat sacrificed everything.
He left his family, he left hisfriends, he dropped out of
school, he jumped on a planewith his band and a manager and
went to Japan to tour and tosell a record, and now he's
schlepping around with somecover band here in the United
States, not to put him down.
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I'm not judging him, but many ofus have stories like this that
either we've done ourselves,myself included.
I mean, I remember when Ichanged my degree, I was going
to be an artist.
I had this romanticized visionin my head of what it was to be
an artist.
You know I was going to go toschool and learn the craft of
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being an artist by these allknowledgeable college professors
that would teach me what it wasto be an artist.
When I got to college, myopinion, my professors.
To this day I don't even knowif they were artists.
I never saw them draw.
I never saw any of their work.
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I never saw them paint or pickup a pencil.
They just walked around theroom and told people how to fix
their paintings or theirdrawings.
I changed my degree to business,thinking that would be a better
way to make a living.
My degree didn't help me.
I got in the corporate worldand the corporate world was a
dark and insidious place filledwith politics and backstabbing,
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narcissism, sociopathic,psychopathic supervisors who
became sadistic commandants justbecause they had the title of
supervisor.
Some of that's a bit grandiose,a bit overstated, but much of
it is true.
But as I've grown and as I'veaged, I have turned all of these
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influencing forms of media off.
I stopped watching the news.
I watch a half an hour of newsa night with my wife at dinner
local news.
I will not watch the nationalnews.
I have not watched CNN since2016.
I haven't watched talk showssince 2015.
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So no more talk shows, no morelate night propaganda.
It's all propaganda.
It's all heavily funded andfueled by the political left and
, in my opinion, it's staffed bythe CIA.
There's government peoplerunning this.
I don't listen to talk radio.
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It's governed by the samebodies of governmental and
political figures.
I rarely listen to music anymore.
I used to listen to music allthe time, every day.
I couldn't live without music.
It would be blaring in my car,be blasting in my car and be in
my house.
I had CDs.
I have record albums back herethat I collected years ago.
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I have almost my CDs.
I have every kind of music.
I had jazz.
I have every kind of music.
I had jazz and classical.
I have rock and roll, classicrock, blues, anything you could
think of, and heavy metal.
I listen to everything I usedto.
Just I couldn't work outwithout heavy metal blurring in
my headset.
You know it was acdc, you knowback in black for those about to
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rock to get my, my energy upand get me going.
I couldn't study without music.
Everything was music.
And then one day it all justchanged and the defining moment
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for me about music just came.
Recently I discovered a channelon YouTube called Seijo Aquari
Radio, hosted by Mike Williams,and I discovered a book called I
believe it's called the Secretsof Laurel Canyon.
Let me find the title of thebook here.
Thank you and I discovered abook called Weird Scenes Inside
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the Canyon, oral Canyon, covertOps and the Dark Heart of the
Hippie Dream, and I have thebook right here somewhere and
this is a fascinating book.
It's written by David McGowan.
He's since passed away sincethis book was published.
Any book it's written by DavidMcGowan.
He's since passed away sincethis book was published.
But this book paints a pictureof a much different scene that
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came out of the West Coast thanone would have imagined.
Now I'm not going to go intothat whole thing, but it changed
my perspective.
And another turning point camewhen I purchased a record album
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just recently within the lastfive years.
Another turning point came whenI purchased a record album
within the last five years thatI had never heard the whole
album before.
It was Crosby, stills andNash's first album and I
remember putting it on in thisvery room and listening to it.
I never paid much attention toit.
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Really I knew a few songs fromit, but as I started to listen
to it I started to go into atrance.
It was like I was beinghypnotized.
I was in like this dreamlikestate as the songs played one
after the other.
It was the strangest and thescariest experience.
I stopped myself.
I'm like wait a minute, what'sgoing on here?
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What's wrong with me?
And for those of you that don'tknow this album, it contains
songs such as Marrakesh Expressand Sweet Judy Blue Eyes, and
I've always been verysusceptible to music.
Music has always affected myemotions and my moods, my
outlook.
It has influenced how I look atdifferent seasons, how I look
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at different holidays, how Ilook at different events in my
life, how I look at love.
It's one of the greatestintoxicants or one of the
greatest magical potions that'sever polluted and doped up my
brain.
But I do listen to jazz.
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Now, jazz seems different to me.
Jazz, it breathes.
It's an entity in and of itself.
It's not noise.
It seems to have a shape and itmoves and it breathes like a
human organism or like anorganism.
Jazz is a whole different thing.
It can affect your moods, yourmoods, but some jazz you can put
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it on.
You just feel good and that'sit.
It doesn't make you want to gorun naked through the street.
It doesn't make you want totear down buildings.
It doesn't want to make you gofind women in a bar.
It's just there.
It just kind of lives andbreathes in and out of its own
as if it's its own livingorganism.
And I started to look at thepolitical theater of things
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around us, especially sincePresident Trump's first
administration and even furtherback into George W Bush and into
Obama, when I became aware ofthe situation of the political
environment around the world andour country since September
11th.
And it appears that politics,politics, it's all a performance
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as well the left, the right.
You know it's the same playwith different actors.
They just keep switching outthe lead character.
You know it's like a James Bondfilm Instead of Sean Connery,
you know, in another guy andanother guy and another guy over
the last 60 years.
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And once you're awake, you seeit for what it is.
You see, through this thinveneer, it's a circus of
maniacal egos, all pretending toserve the people while serving
themselves.
I mean, look at the people inour political offices right now
the Nancy Pelosi's, the JoeBiden's.
These people becomemulti-millionaires.
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Their salary is no more than200 grand a year.
How did they becomemulti-million, in some cases
billionaires, while servingpublic office?
Nobody questions it, nobodybrings them up on charges.
It's all part of the game.
Meanwhile, you and I are payingtaxes for everything.
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It's not just taxes on ourpaycheck.
We're taxed at the gas pump.
We're taxed for the houses webuy.
We're taxed for the food we eat.
We're taxed for the restaurantswe go in.
We're taxed everywhere we goand they say we don't have a lot
of taxes in this country.
But really we do.
When you include all the othertaxes, I bet you we were taxed
at least 50% of our income.
And then they take that moneyand they push it off into these
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shell companies or they sendthem off to these alleged
charities around the world totry to help people allegedly.
But the money?
We don't know where the moneygoes.
We don't know how they spend it.
We don't know if the money goesoff to some tropical island and
they in turn launder it andsend it back and put it in the
pockets of our fine, finepoliticians.
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When you wake up like this, whenyou're red-pilled, it's very
lonely.
It's like walking through adream where everyone else is
asleep and you're trying to wakethem up.
You're shaking them.
You're like wake up, wake up,it's all a lie.
Stop, stop.
You know, and you can't unseewhat you've seen.
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You can't unsee the truth.
Once you've seen it, your worldchanges.
The deeper you go, the moredistant you become from the
world you once trusted.
And, as I said, I've distancedmyself from most things.
When you go out in the world,you know I'm not agoraphobic,
I'm not afraid of people.
But when you go out, when I goout in the mornings, I go out to
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go to the gym to work out, whenI go to the park to go for a
walk, you see people speeding intheir cars.
You know 25 mile an hour zone,doing 50.
Going where?
Why?
What drives them to be soinsensitive and dangerous and
reckless, to drive so quickly toget from one place to the next?
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What could possibly be thehurry?
Unless someone is dying in yourcar?
But people don't care anymore.
People are rude, insensitive,they're mindless.
They walk like zombies throughthe aisles of all these
different apartment stores, likeCostco and Walmart, the local
drugstore, just like oh, oh, oh,it may as well just be a
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mindless zombie.
And they walk in front of you.
They don't seem to care thatyou're trying to get past them
in the aisle.
And, believe it or not, I knowI'm 59.
I'm older than a lot of you, butthere was a time in our country
where people were kind, wherepeople were polite, where people
weren't so absorbed with their15 minutes of fame, with chasing
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after the wind, with chasingafter unicorns.
Now it seems like every personnot every other person we're
chasing after unicorns Now, itseems like every person, not
every other person, but everyperson now is in pursuit of
superstardom of some sort.
They're delusional, they'reunaware, they're unfeeling,
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they're insensitive to theirfriends' needs, their family's
needs, their children's needs,anybody.
It's just about them.
Now We've become a cultureobsessed with ego.
You're drunk on self-image,driven by lust, delusion and
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indulgence.
Everything is aboutgratification, instant fame,
your 15 minutes of fame, endlessvalidation and the illusion of
control.
We're not guided by truthanymore.
We're chasing dopamine in adigital funhouse.
Now, I know I don't want tobring the Bible into this.
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God forbid if I bring the Bibleinto this but this is what
Christ warned us of in the endtimes.
Now I'm not so certain myselfwho Christ is or was, but I know
one thing is when I read theBible, I feel a clarity in my
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heart.
I feel a certainty in my heart.
I see something that istruthful.
The words that are spoken andthe words of Christ are
everything that he said wouldhappen and it's fascinating to
watch.
It's scary, it's horrifying andfascinating at the same time.
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I'm not certain to watch.
It's scary, it's horrifying andfascinating at the same time.
I'm not certain if the outcomewill be as he prophesied.
But the deeper you go onceyou're red-pilled, the more
distance you become from thisworld.
You once trusted, and I believethat's a good thing.
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Now, why do I bring this up?
I'm not here to try to recruitChristians, I'm not trying to
push the Bible down your throat,but I'm at a place in my life
where I can no longer staysilent, because I remember what
it was like to believe the lie.
I remember what it was like tobe in a trance state by the
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media, to be hypnotized by music, movies, sitcoms, the news
turning on CNN and beinghorrified that there were
terrorists in every corner, thatthe Russians were going to be
sending missiles over the north,over Canada, into our cities.
They had my father and Ilooking our eyes cast towards
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the sky, looking at thecontrails of the planes above us
, and he would say oh, those areprobably Russian bombers or
those are probably Americanbombers that circle the earth.
But now that I can see clearly,I feel called to help others to
see this.
I'm not just doing this forclicks.
Sure, I want to make money offof this.
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Sure, I'd love to be able tomake enough money to say this is
my full-time job.
But I can't and it's not goingto happen.
The cards are stacked againstme.
I'm not saying this because Ihave all the answers, but
because truth isn't somethingyou keep to yourself.
It's something you share,because, in my opinion, if I can
just reach one of you out there, wake you up, to make you look
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at things differently, it wouldbe a success.
I would have achieved something.
The chances of my voice beingheard above the din of all the
madness is going to be rare.
I'm not a big voice, I'm not aJoe Rogan, I'm not a Dan Boncino
, but I have to try.
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In my life I've seen a lot ofdespair.
I've seen a lot of deception.
I have seen betrayal beyondbetrayal from those closest to
me, in my family and many of myfriends.
I have seen people takeadvantage of me because at one
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time I was very impressionableand easily manipulated and I was
quiet and unassuming.
People took advantage of that.
I've had my heart broken by thebest of them, but now that I'm
awake, I'm seeing that thosepeople who betrayed me were
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delusional, that they were illtoo.
They were in a dream world.
They were chasing after all thethings that I was once chasing
after money, control,manipulation and it's very
sobering when you start to seethis stuff.
The people closest to you willdo this because they think they
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have to have something.
They're driven, they'reobsessed with money, they're
obsessed with power, they'reobsessed with control.
So let me ask you this Ifyou've been red-pilled or you're
just beginning to questioneverything, drop a comment.
What opened your eyes?
You're not alone, and I urgeyou not to stay silent.
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There are many people around usthat are hurting, and they're
hurting because they're not ableto achieve all the things
they're told to achieve, thatthey need to achieve to be happy
.
They don't have the wife or thespouse, the job or the house.
They don't have the money orthe bank account.
They don't have the goldenretriever and their 2.5 kids,
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the fancy job, and they thinkthey're nothing.
They think they're nothing,they think they're alone, they
think there's nothing out therefor them and they're thinking of
doing some drastic thingsbecause they can't take the pain
anymore.
And my friends, I've been there.
I have been there.
I'm not Glenn Beck.
I'm not affiliated with anypolitical parties.
I'm not affiliated with anyparticular church.
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I've done some things in my lifethat I'm not proud of.
I've done some things in mylife that I am proud of.
I've always tried to maintainmyself as a decent person.
I've tried to live by the rulesof this world and be kind, and
I haven't always lived that way.
I've been judgmental and I havemade fun of people when I was
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much younger, and I still makefun of people.
I have a sense of humor and Idon't go out of my way and mock
people.
But you see what I do here onthis channel.
I make fun of some people thatI think are silly.
But there are broken people outthere.
Now I'm one of them.
We're all broken and I'm askingyou to raise your head up,
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raise your voices and let theworld know that you're not
asleep anymore.
You don't have to be mean orbelligerent about it.
You don't have to hit peopleover the head Because, as we all
know, when those of us aroundus are asleep and you try to
wake them up to the lies, theythink you're crazy, they think
you're insane.
Now I'm not talking about flatearthers, I'm not talking about
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moon hoaxes and aliens fromspace.
I'm just talking about justgeneral things.
I'm just talking about justgeneral things.
Can you imagine what life wouldbe like if we just treated each
other better?
What would it be like iffathers and mothers and children
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worked together as a familyunit?
But somewhere back in the 60sthere was a division.
Somebody walked into ourWestern culture with a shotgun
and blew the American family topieces, so to speak, and
literally and so to speak.
Our families were shattered.
People were sent off indifferent directions to pursue
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dreams, fantasies, illusions,chasing after becoming models
and rock stars and footballplayers and newscasters and all
this crap that doesn't matter.
In the meantime, they abandonedtheir lives, they abandoned
their homes, they abandonedtheir families, and the mothers
and the fathers before them didthe same thing and pursued the
American dream.
They said yes, my son, it'stime for you to leave the home,
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leave the nest and go on tocollege, and then in college
you'll find your spouse andyou'll start a new life and
you'll leave us here to rot andget old in our old, rickety home
.
They have commercialized everyaspect of the American life and
Western civilization.
Everything is a commodity now,marriage is a commodity.
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Civilization Everything is acommodity now.
Marriage is a commodity.
Death is a commodity.
Birth is a commodity.
Our illnesses are now a way tomake money.
It's a product.
We've been bought and sold andmetaphorically raped and raked
over the coals for the last 80years, since the end of the war,
and bodies lay astroon acrossthe battlefield.
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People are left alone, lonely,aching, desperate, contemplating
dark and insidious things, andwe sit back and we go.
Well, why?
I don't understand why that guydid what he did.
I don't know.
Oh, he must be mentally ill, hemust be off his meds.
No, look, look at people.
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You can, only the people can,only someone can only take so
much.
How much more can we all take?
I'm talking about myself, eachand every one of you.
How much more can we be pushedbefore somebody snaps and does
something?
We've been bullied over andover again, pushed and
manipulated, and people arewaking up to it.
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It's time for us to break awayfrom it.
Think of it.
I mean.
Think of what if, one day,unified, against the media, and
what if everybody had thisawakening?
You know what?
I'm turning off my TV, I'mgetting rid of my phone.
I'm getting rid of Facebook,I'm getting rid of all of it,
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screw it, and I'm going to goacross the street and help the
little old lady.
These are trash taken out.
I'm going to go work in ahomeless shelter.
We're going to start being, youknow and I know I'm talking
about things that most of youprobably think are Pollyanna or
a little bit saccharine sweet,but there's people out there
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that are desperately hurting.
I mean, look at me, I'm a59-year-old man, still
physically able, mentally strong, creative, and I couldn't get a
job if my life counted on it.
I can't even get a job hired ata local metro park as a
maintenance person, cleaning thebathrooms and emptying the
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trash cans, probably because I'mtoo old and too white, or I
don't have a record, a criminalrecord.
You know, I spent my whole lifewalking that tightrope of
trying to be the good boy andit's coming back to bite me In
this day and age.
(31:09):
If you've got a criminal record, you can get a job.
You know a criminal record, youcan get a job.
Think about what a much betterworld this would be if we put
ourselves aside and we focusedon each other instead of
ourselves.
So, if you've been red-pilledand you're beginning to question
(31:30):
everything, drop a comment.
What opened your eyes?
Where did it start for you?
What are you going to do withit?
I can tell you this you're notalone.
I'm not the only one.
There's millions of us here onTikTok and Instagram and
Facebook and YouTube.
As long as we have voices, aslong as you have a voice, and
they allow us to voice the truth, I urge you to voice your views
(31:57):
and your visions of this worldand a better world we could live
in, I can guarantee you they'renot going to let it happen.
They're going to start wars.
They're going to startterrorist acts.
They're going to start allkinds of things.
This is just what they warnedof in the Bible.
This is what Christ warned of.
There'll be wars and conflictsin the final times.
In the bible, this is whatchrist warned of there'll be
wars and conflicts in the finaltimes, in the end times.
(32:20):
I was part of it.
I was part of all the noise.
I'm just pull yourself out ofthe noise now.
Like share and subscribe if youlike my channel this is pt pop
(32:42):
rabbit hole.
one grain of truth at a time.
Have a good day, bye.
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