Praying at the Altar of Maybe with Micaiah Deull

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In this episode we go deep with Micaiah Deull— who is a psychospiritual coach specializing in guiding people through significant transitions and transformation, addiction recovery, and psychedelic integration. He is a master kambo practitioner with 10 years of experience, a writer, speaker, storyteller and a self proclaimed ssilly goose.

We start off sharing some epic drag avatars, which inspires a convo about fanaa, or the ecstatic annihilation by, of and for GOD. 

From there, we explore the dark night of the soul—how, instead of breaking us, these moments of deep struggle can empower us if we meet them with the right perspective.

We take a raw and real look at self-love, self-loathing, and the slippery terrain in between, and then Micaiah introduces us to the powerful practice of “The Altar of Maybe”—a space where embracing non-binary thinking and uncertainty, can build bridges and connection. 

Then, we get into disaster collectivism—those rare, paradoxical moments when crisis forges unlikely connections between people with wildly different worldviews. Micaiah reflects on the hurricanes in Asheville, and I share my own experience of this phenomenon on 9/11 in NYC.

Speaking of radical experiences, we also explore the medicine of Kambo—what it is, how it's used, and my personal rite of passage in Micaiah’s Kambo Brotherhood, where I received three days of this powerful frog medicine in a deeply transformative initiation.

And finally, we talk about prayer as a technology, not just a way to speak but a way to listen—and Micaiah leaves us with the question:

In a world of bridge-burners, how can we be bridge-builders?

It’s a powerful conversation, full of heart, depth, and a little bit of silly goose fun!

Learn more about Micaiah and his work here -https://www.kambofroghealing.com/edward

Connect with Wil here - https://www.wil-fullyliving.com/

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