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March 28, 2025 21 mins

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Join me today as I navigate through the loss of my baby sister, facing hard truths and processing the darkness in His marvelous Light. It's been a week and a day since the phone call came; fortunately, when a family has been fragmented and torn apart by childhood trauma, Lord Jesus can restore the lost time. Creating a masterpiece out of the splinters of brokenness. 

My sister and I had closure before she passed away. God had brought us back together a few years ago and allowed us to grieve the loss of our childhood, our family, and our expectations of how things should have been. Opening lines of communication that only the love of Jesus could restore. 

We let go and in the process, freed ourselves of sibling guilt, regret, and the pain experienced in the aftermath of childhood rape, sex trafficking, parental abandonment, and generational trauma. 

Many who experienced incest, child rape, abandonment, or the death of a parent (spiritual or physical) can relate to this episode. Join in and shed layers, all while being built back up by the love of Christ. 

Warning: This episode will be live, raw, real, and can be triggering. Viewer and listener discretion is advised. 

Hotline information: https://www.reflectivespacesministry.com/contactandhotlinesupport

Please check out my (His) Grief Series: When the Call Comes, The Unfairness of it All, and Finish Your Race on the Reflective Spaces Ministry, Corp Podcast, and YouTube channel.  Podcast on Buzzsprout, Apple, and more. 

Let's walk together to wholeness. Healing is our portion. 

Blessings and peace,

Tammy Toney-Butler

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