Beyond Labels: Addis Fouché on Sobriety, Advocacy, and Redefining Success

"I believe in showing up, even when it's tough"

**Previously filmed before the 2025 XMA Europa Awards**

'The Internet's Relatable Wh**e' Addis Fouché shares her journey of sobriety, advocacy, breaking barriers between the adult industry and mainstream. Discover how Addis navigates her multifaceted career with humor and authenticity, all while challenging societal norms. From her unique dating preferences to her empowering work ethic, this episode is packed with insights and laughter.

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Episode Transcript

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Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted,
those who are close minded or ingeneral you're scared to learn
what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay.
I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to
hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through
your body. Get ready for one Hal of an
orgasm in 54321. What is up all my sexy mother

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fuckers out there on radio land.It's your girl Sapphire.
Back at it again. And I got to say my next guest.
She is the most relatable whore on the Internet.
Two time X Biz Europa award nominations.
It's coming up in September. I'm so excited.
I I don't think like this introduction can do any more
justice just by being that bitch, that girl, that girl in

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the industry. I'm talking about Miss Addis.
Fuche rowdy fat boys. You know what to do.
Let's give our girl a warm welcome.
There we go. Honestly, I know that sounds
very well. I've had many a front boy cheer
me on to do many things, so I love that sound very well.
I actually remember it was one time when I was in college, I

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was looking at a picture of the entire soccer team just on
Facebook at the end of their season.
They took a photo and I was like, oh, I'm fuck you and you
and you and I, And there were more people that I had fucked on
the roster than people I hadn't fucked on the roster.
Addis, are you living? Are you like in my
conversations? Because why did I just have this
conversation about a couple of days ago with some of my Poly

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tribe and same thing. I was like, you know, I kind of
missed out on the college football experience, but other
all all the other college teams,the girls basketball team, the
guys basketball team. Same thing I was booking the
football team, the lacrosse team, the basketball team, I
mean even the swim team and the squash team.
I discriminate get all the rugbyteam, the baseball team.

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I used to actually write down, Ihad a physical list of everyone
that I had sex with and I kept it in my old advertising
internship notebook from when I worked at Digitas LBI and I was
on the American Express team. For some reason I felt like I
needed to keep this in my notebook and I lost the book and
I was like, Oh my God, what am Igonna do?
Like I, what am I gonna do? I love my list.
And then I remember Addis. You only fuck athletes.

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Just go look at the rosters. You could make it again.
And that I did, and that I did. So the list was intact.
I've since stopped keeping a list.
Damn. I'm sorry, let's ask.
You know, if I were to estimate,my body count is somewhere
between 500 and 600. If I was yes, I.
Love it. You know what, I think this is a

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great opening because wine body count.
It seems like it's been like resurfacing on a lot of
platforms as of late. And like, I don't know about
you, I found body count just like test driving cars.
We don't buy cars off the lot, OK?
So why? And sometimes you just want to
go for a joyride. Exactly.
Sometimes it's one time, sometimes it's multiple times,

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so you know. Sometimes you have a certain car
for the winter and sometimes youhave a certain one that's more
of a convertible for the next weather.
There you go. Some have SUVs, some have
sedans, some have the hatchback,some don't.
But you know what? It's all the same.
It's all the same. Sometimes I just like to take an
Uber Black. Yes, I.

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Did we just become best friends?I think we.
Became like some more friends. I think we did.
And you know what, I am not surprised that this is how my
career ended up. One of my friends from college
said, you know, honest, it makessense why you know your life is
the way it is now because every crazy sex story college was
about you and also you love to speak your mind.
So having sex and media, that's basically what you were meant to

(03:46):
do. So he's totally right.
And to go off of what you said about the X Biz 0 awards, I'm
really excited to be nominated for both best day and best group
scene. It is the same scene that got me
both nominations. So this is scene called the Lust
Games and it's an Erica Lust film.
It is one of her only films. I think it might be the only
film that she plays an actual character in the scene.

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So she's the game show host. She's not in sex with us, but
she's the host of the game show.Instead of just being like
somebody who has a cameo or you know, is an extra hand in, you
know, a reaching scene, she plays an actual character.
So massive, massive honor. There's also another scene of
hers that is coming out that I'min I guess sometime this year.
But there's another Erica Les 1st that I am in.

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I'm also presenting her VanguardAward with Kazumi and Kalita
Fire at. Oh my God.
Award. So it's about to be a really
huge month for me. There's so much going on for me
this month. Yeah, it.
Sounds like, OK, so first of all, you're going to Europe.
And I got to say, I feel like the sex scene, especially out
there for porn stars, is a little bit different.

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I feel like people have been saying like Prague is the new
California of porn. So like I'd say like a lot of
porn in Europe is shot in Pragueor Budapest or Barcelona.
There are some that's shot in inthe UK, like there's fake taxi
and there's the Browsers team has a team there.
I love the Browsers team in the UK.
Shout out to all of you guys. And Danny DI did shoot a scene

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with Danny D that was really, really great.
He's also nominated for the for best acting too, which is great.
Who else is out there at dorsal shoots in Paris?
There's a couple of other randomplaces, but if those are the I'd
say the three bigger cities and and Berlin.
There's stuff that John Berlin too.
Yeah, I was going to say, like Berlin, I felt that for a while
was the spot. But then all of a sudden again,
hearing that Prague out of all places is becoming porno valley.

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Like, walk us through it. Because I know that you have
talked about, you know, the eurosex scene in different social
media platforms. And I think you even said, like,
don't ask me about it, but you know, I'm going to go there.
I got to say, like, what is like, what is it about porn
stars flocking to Europe, sayingfuck the US?
Like, layout the scene, if you will.

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Like what? What makes people go back?
I think it's similar to like modeling, right?
Like, you know, you can model and which I also do.
I also do commercial modeling. You can model in the United
States, in LA and Miami and Chicago and New York, and that's
great. But there's also Milan fashion.
We can also get jobs in London, in Paris.
So it's kind of a very similar thing.

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I actually have two different agents, one for Europe and one
for the United States. However, my United States one
Ken still book worked in Europe and vice versa.
But primarily I, I guess I'm nowkind of growing my career in two
continents, which is really cool.
And I hope to add a third. I hope to add Asia in 2026.
I do speak Chinese, so I think that makes sense for me.
There's a huge scene in Taiwan and a scene in Japan.

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I think that would be really, really joke.
Yeah, it's the world is actuallyjust opening up for me.
I didn't even know that I was nominated for an exquisite
Europe award until my friend GG Max texted me and was like, hey,
Congrats on your nom. And I was like, oh, for what?
And she was like, for best acting, you're nominated for
best acting. And I was like, Oh my God,
that's crazy. Well, I didn't even check the

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nominations because I only started shooting in Europe.
What is this, August? I also started shooting in
Europe six months ago. OK, I thought so because I'm
late. Yeah, I've heard your work,
obviously out here in the States, your advocacy.
I mean, again, I love how you are one of the few in this
industry that can go from both the adult industry to the

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mainstream industry with not that much Flack.
And it's kind of like how I am too in the radio industry.
I've made my way in the mainstream.
And then porn was really what kind of got me the Miz Radio
Sapphire name. You know, I never forget my my
stomping grounds with Playboy and with Vivid.
So it's very cool to know somebody like yourself who is in

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front of the camera doing the action, doing the work, and can
go from these spaces. And so do you ever feel that you
almost have like, this other advantage to, you know, some of
your peers? Do you ever feel that way?
I do feel that way. I think this disadvantage does
come from having such a multifaceted life.

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I went to boarding school in Connecticut, so I essentially
moved out of New York City when I was 13, and I was at boarding
school from 13 to 17. So I was 17 when I started
college. Actually, I was not 18, and then
I turned 18 a couple weeks into college.
My birthday's in September so wewere coming up on my birthday.

(08:32):
Nice. Happy early birthday.
Happy Virgo season. Yes, and I Then I went to
college. I thought it was only really
home for summers and holidays, which really taught me to
appreciate the process of discovering my personhood.
I speak Chinese. I'm a runner.
I was undefeated for two straight years in high school.

(08:53):
This is what we talk in Track. Run a long distance and track.
So my mile time in college was 5minutes and 17 seconds.
That's not a slow time at all. Yeah, yeah.
No, no. So I'm, you know, involved in
the New York City running community, but I also was really
involved in the radio station. And in college I was the
business manager and also the hip hop genre manager.

(09:14):
So I volunteer a lot. And actually volunteering is how
I got into the adult industry. I started in the sex industry
when I was 19 because I was like, I would be such a good
sugar baby. Like I was working 2 unpaid
internships and advertising justtrying to make my way into this
world that I was really just deeply trying to discover.
I was an economics and Chinese double major.

(09:35):
So I really just kind of learnedadvertising from reading and
from the Internet and from practice.
And I was making no money. So I worked on shop Gene.
I don't know if you remember that like online company.
So I was working for that. Yeah, it was very, it was very
like it like very Internet, verymeme culture of 26 years.
But I, I interned for them. And I also Internet another

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company where my client was product of the year.
So very, very different, different veins, but I was
working them at the same time making zero money.
And that was when Seeking Arrangements was popping off.
And so I was like, oh, I'd be very good at this.
And of course, in that type of work, you don't really have any
friends, right? Like in the industry, there's

(10:19):
not people that you can even point to because you can't even
see other girls profiles. You don't even know who's out
there unless you have been talking to somebody.
And they're like, Oh my God, wait too.
I'm like, wow, thank God I have to explain myself around you.
And so during lockdown, I realized that I actually did not
enjoy advertising despite working at two of the top
agencies in the world. I worked at Wyden and Kennedy,

(10:40):
straight out of the college. They invented the like all of
the McDonald's meals that you see meeting Cardi B, the Colin
Capronic Nike ads and while I was there I worked on Equinox
commit to something and I workedon the Bud Light Dilly Dilly
campaign. I also.
Oh my goodness. And Sprite and Duracell and I
left and I went to work at RGA to help launch bubbly seltzers.

(11:00):
I also worked on Life Water, Planned Parenthood, Soul Cycle,
Baidu, and MCM Bags. Can we just call you the label?
Like not not just the most relatable, but the label whore.
Literally. Actually, Yeah, Yeah, I think
you should actually. Yeah, Yeah, we get that in my
chest. Yeah.
You. Got to and.
You know, and then the monster happened and I realized I do not

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like advertising. I just liked hanging out in the
office with my friends. I did not notice that because I
just had so much fun at work that I thought that this was a
career that I was so passionate about and it is a dream of mine
one day to open a full service agency that takes on high risk
clients. So stuck alcohol brands like
that that are considered just too high risk but that need

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comms planning, they need media buying, they need strategy, they
need like a full service creative director.
But I digress. So I ended up starting Only Fans
because me and one of my, my, mydual partners were like, made
this video for a client. And I was like, well, now we
have this video, what do we do with it?
And she said, oh, we're just starting Only Fans.
It might do well, I don't know. And so then I start to gain a
little bit of traction, which was really cool.

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And I still missed the volunteeraspect of my life.
It's a huge part of my life. Every two weeks for the last 10
or so years, I've taken a hotline shift, a 24 hour hotline
shift for a domestic abuse sexual assault nonprofit.
So you can call me or I guess anybody who's on duty and I will
help you with whatever you're going through.
Whether that's explaining what arelief from abuse order is and

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how that is different from a restraining order.
Whether that is because you needto be literally talked off the
ledge or if you just have a bunch of questions, or if you're
like, I think my friend is goingthrough something and I don't
know what to do, you can call meand I will help through that.
And I just didn't have that typeof thing within the sex
industry. I feel like there is so much
more phobia even within the different sectors of the sex

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industry. Like, you know, like the doms
think that they're better because they don't often don't
actually have sex with their clients and their fans.
Then the only fans, girls think that they're better because, you
know, they own all their contentand they can make their work
work for them. And the porn stars, mainstream
porn stars think they're better because, you know, they're
they're the actual stars being cast by big studios.
I ask whores think they're better because there are steps
behind closed doors and it's like, guys, we all suck a Dick

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for money. And that doesn't even include
the fact that there are people of different races and genders
and sizes and location. So where none of us are going to
be free unless we all put our heads together.
And so I was like, I need to volunteer in the sex industry.
So I started volunteering with Sex Workers Outreach Project,
which is a grassroots organization where you have to
be a current or former sex worker to be involved.

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And there are many different ways to volunteer.
But what I did was I helped put together the Wellness kits for
the street workers in East New York, and we'd pass them out on
Fridays. So that was what I did every
Friday. And we would make dental kits
and menstrual kits and safe sex kits, safe drug use kits.
And for anybody who's a drug user that is listening to this,
if you need a makeshift filter for any pipe, you can actually

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cut those copper scrubby things for your dishes and roll it up
into a ball and that will be a makeshift filter.
So it's a little bit safer for you.
I my hands got so tender from rubbing them so many times and
putting them in the kit. So I know this very well.
I actually got to know so many people in the industry got to
know more doms and more dancers and other people.

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This platform of mine was growing and I was already on
TikTok talking about how like being a sugar baby is like
putting pussy on layaway. It's like being an escort on a
payment plan. Because why am I bargaining with
you? This is not a fucking flea
market, right, right. Like, like, Oh my God, does this
look like like fucking Bj's? So, you know, it started my club

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start to grow, making more friends.
And then somebody tweeted at me.It's like, I just would you ever
consider shooting mainstream porn?
And I thought, you know what, actually, I would consider that
because if I'm already, you know, seeing people, I'm
already, you know, putting stuffon my own.
Only fans. Why not and?
Luckily this person was mutuals with a lot of my volunteer

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friends so I was able to ask if he was normal or going to kidnap
me. And you know, here we are three
years later. You know, I love this journey.
And again, for those that don't know you, thank you for running
this all down because I feel like you just cannot be put in a
box. And I think the, the most thing
that I feel myself drawn to you is just this openness and this

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readiness to, you know, just be out there and advocate something
that you don't normally see in the adult industry.
And I talk about it a lot, mental health being the most
important thing. Also just the racial identity
part of the industry. And I feel that you really do
break the mold when it comes to black queer folks like us in
this industry. And then not to mention, you

(15:39):
also have this other side of youbeing very openly about sober,
you know, being sober. And I love that.
Thank you. Yes, I think, yeah.
I was just going to say, yeah, Ijust, you know, being sober in
this industry, you don't hear itabout, you know, you don't hear
a lot about it, a lot about it. And I was just having a little X

(15:59):
biz special and I was talking with Go Go Zombie and Santana
XXL and a couple others. And it is, you know, we always
hear about the ugly side of pornand we hear about, you know, how
much usage is on set. No matter how many times we hear
people say, well, on set, we gotto stay sober.

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Let's be honest, not everybody is always sober.
And sometimes there are those questionable moments for you now
that you've turned sobriety intothis thing for you on camera.
Have you noticed a difference ofthe sober sex versus the non
sober sex that you may be havingon camera or even off camera?
So much of a difference. I'm way more present.

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I remember one time I was havingsex with this guy and I was
calling him a different guys name and just 'cause I was
drunk. I like actually I'm damn, Oh my
God. I was like Teddy.
And he's like, why do you want me Teddy?
And I was like, right, You're Danny ever, ever.
They did look alike though, so it was an honest mistake, but
it. Happens.
It happens. It happens.
It happens. And you know what?
I actually, there was another, another performer who got asked

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this question on her Ask me anything the other day.
And she's a friend of mine. But you know, to your point,
yeah, if you get caught, technically you can be
blacklisted or asked not to comeback.
Then you also have cases like Dakota Skye where people were
still booking her knowing that she was an addict and she died
an addict, right. And so like, you know, sometimes

(17:23):
yes, but other times no. I think it just depends on
politics. It depends on how much people
feel like they need you or how much people feel like they can
use you. Because if they don't really
need you that bad, they're not going to book you.
Because how are you knowing thatyou're going to give an active
addict at her lowest point $1000plus to shoot a scene?
You know what she's going to usethat for, right?

(17:45):
Absolutely. So I think, you know, we would
all like to think that people abide by the rules.
But then again, you know, I whenI worked in advertising, people
were doing lines before pitch meetings.
It happens. This is a regular job dressed
like everywhere else. I noticed that I have so much
more fun when I have sex and also too when I'm not fucked up.
My blow jobs are better because my mouth isn't dry.

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There you go. Yeah, so I actually have a way
better time. I have a way better time.
Actually last night, this guy that I was seeing for a bit,
see, we only stopped seeing eachother because his mom had had
surgery and so he needed to go back home to take care of her
for a while. So it was more it was on great
terms that we had to things and we we text here and there.
Anyway, I think we both were like spinning the block a little

(18:29):
bit on each other. And I like really wanted him to
come over because I was totally sober and horny.
And I was like, this is going tobe so much more fun if you just,
like, bust through the door and just, like, push me here, you
know? Yeah, exactly.
Exactly. But he's going to the Oasis
concert tonight, so I have to see him afterwards.
Oh my God, Everybody I know has been going to the Oasis concert.
I've seemed like, and I'm like, I was telling my fiance because

(18:52):
he runs like he works for a ticketing company, right?
And so I was talking to him about it and he's like, yeah,
who the fuck is Oasis? I was like, wait a second, you?
Don't know who. Oasis.
Yeah. Yeah.
Now or now you're just doing a little too much.
Not like, not too much now, not who is Oasis?
And that's actually that scene in Girls where Lena Dunham is in
the bathtub and she's singing Wonderwall is actually that's

(19:15):
etched into my mind like an Etchof Sketch.
I had to tell him I was like, you don't know Wonderwall?
He's like, yeah, but who the fuck is Oasis?
I was like, listen, you either get to see them in concert or
you see them fight on stage. That's literally what this band
has been for the past 20-30 fucking years.
No, because why would he say that?
Because first of all, who are you, Sir?
Who are you? You're asking?

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Who's Oasis? Who are you?
Honestly, honestly, you would love him.
He's a cool, he's a cool white man, but he is a white man of a
different time. I love a cool white man.
I have a big crush on Jack Harlow, actually.
Like if he's if Jack Harlow saidjump, I would be on the Empire
State Building. Do you understand?
I'd be on the Burj Burj Khalifa.I'd be on the Burj Khalifa if he

(19:58):
said jump, I mean. Like that, so I understand.
I love a cool white boy. I like to say that I like a guy
who looks like he's never finished a book.
That is my time. Just like just kind of a just a
ditzy man. Like all of his homework in
elementary school was never in folder, just loose papers in the
backpack. That's my type like.
I'm dead, I'm dead, she said. Like that, like no pencil that

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he's right. And the pencil he's using, he
found it in the hallway and it has no eraser.
This man just has no goals of finishing shit.
Just Jack shit. No dying.
No goals of finishing shit but me.
OK, OK. That's what you say.
There you go y'all, there you go.
Sign up with that is boom. Just say.
No, I know. I think it's honestly because I

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like guys who can't outsmart me or like I can't like see through
their manipulation. That is what I really like about
it. It's like, yeah, you're silly
when you're gonna have like a Kiki little time, but I really
like that you cannot outsmart me.
So would you say your superpoweris to see past the bullshit?
Like, what would be your like dating superpower now that we're
going to. Like my dating superpower is

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that I can get anybody out of their shell, whatever that shell
is. My manager likes to say that I
have this skill of being able tosee people even when they don't
see themselves. I can have a fully fruitful
conversation with a remote me, and this remote can have a great
conversation. I can have a conversation with
literally anybody. But I think to that point
though, because I've been through so much in my life, I

(21:26):
often give people a lot of emptyand a lot of benefits of the
doubt because I have changed so much even in just four years,
five years. Around this time four years ago,
I had to cancel my own birthday party day of because I was too
fucked up and hungover and dope and dope sick to go to my own

(21:49):
birthday party, you know, And soI had to cancel a day of and I'm
literally looking at my room andthere's empty bottles, old
foods, there's like three kinds of insects living in my room,
right? Like I just, it was nasty old
clothes like the Addis that you see today that is so put
together. And so boys, it was a very, very
hard road to get here. And even when I got out of rehab

(22:12):
for the second time, I didn't even start from Ground Zero.
I started from like ground -3 I would focus on one thing to do
every day. And if that was brushing my
teeth or drinking water or goingoutside, that was my one thing.
And it didn't matter what time Idid it, it just mattered that I
did it. And sometimes that would lead me
to doing 2, very rarely 3 things.

(22:34):
And even sometimes it was zero. That is where I started from,
right? Being like, you have to brush
your teeth that night. That like is literally where I
started from. So because I have had such a
massive monumental change in whoI am, how I communicate
everything, and I don't think I'm unique in that.
I think that there's so many people who are able to make this
change and or greater. So sometimes I like to give

(22:58):
people the benefit of the doubt.And what I'm learning now is
that it's, even though you're not the only one who can make
changes like this, not a lot of people can.
And so I have to stop giving people benefit of the doubt, you
know, because sometimes I'm like, maybe sometimes people
aren't showing up for me becausethey don't care or they're dumb
or they've never been asked to do this kind of care for

(23:18):
somebody before and they're out of practice and you just have to
let them. Oh.
Wow, goodness, you're taking again.
I'm seeing myself a lot through you on just like taking the
benefit of the doubt. I'm very harsh on my own self.
I think even before like we did this interview, we were having
some technical difficulties and I was just like, I am so sorry.
And it was nice that you're like, no, I don't think this is
a reflection of you. Shit happens, but like, how many

(23:41):
times do we give ourselves the grace when shit happens to say
sorry and actually mean it? Or, you know, I'm a, I'm a
person who's more intuitive withtime and I don't know if that's
because I became polyamorous andtime is of value in my
relationships, but also it's just like I value other people's
time too. It's like if we're giving each

(24:02):
other a certain time block, I want to make sure that
somebody's feeling comfortable. You know, I want to make sure
that we're vibing and sinking onthe same level because I never I
want to be a waste of person's time.
And I hope that, you know, another person wouldn't want to
do that to me either. So when you're incorporating
that with our relationships, especially, you know, dating,
sex, giving ourselves to other people, I think that's the

(24:23):
biggest problem now is coming out of the pandemic and like
relearning the value of time, revaluing people's emotions.
I feel like I don't know about you, but I was such an an
introvert, not an introvert. I was an extrovert for the
longest. And then the pandemic happened

(24:44):
and I became introverted and people started noticing that
change. And I don't know if that was
because depression kicked in forme and I had to go on
medication. I don't know for you, like the
same thing. It's like things change and I
love how you're like, I can lookat myself four or five years ago
canceling my birthday and realizing this is not what I
want for the rest of my life. That's not something people can

(25:06):
take for advantage all the time.And you know, my, my, my sober
birthday is very close to my actual birthday.
It's like just because, and the reason why is because me and my
brother, we don't get along verywell.
We've never really gone very well, but he called me for my
birthday, that same birthday andwas like, Hey, what's up?
How are you doing? And I was like, you know,
honestly, I'm not not doing verywell.

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And he asked me, do you want to be happy?
And I said, I don't care. And saying that so casually and
the tongue to my younger brotherreally scared me.
And so he asked me, well, what kind of person do you want?
What kind of daughter? What kind of parent?
What kind of friend, right? What type of girlfriend, right?
And he was like, just dream big,you know, think, think big.

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It doesn't matter if it sounds believable or not, possible or
not. And so we just started talking
about the wildest possibilities,right?
And the next day, he sent me a photo of his notebook.
And he'd taken notes on our entire conversation.
And he said, so you don't forget.
And after that day, that is whenI started trying to get sober.
Wow. And did I have to finish my

(26:08):
whole stash? Obviously, but that's why it is
I'm just a few weeks after my sober after my after my actual
birthday is because that was thecatalyst for me being like, wow,
there's so much out there for me.
And I think when I started thinking of my life as look at
all these things you get to do if you don't do this one thing
versus sitting around and thinking about this one thing

(26:28):
that I don't get to do, that is when my life actually became
full, I start and thought, you know, I want to go to Soul Cycle
more. I want to read more, I want to
be bicoastal. And now I've actually achieved
that goal, right? So I live between Brooklyn and
Studio City in Lai was like, wow, like these are all the
things I want to do. And that has nothing to do with

(26:48):
getting fucked up like I was before, right?
Right. So that is when things really
started change for me. Instead I just sitting in my
room twitting my thumbs being like, Oh my God, as you cannot
get fucked up, you cannot get fucked up, right?
That is where it really started changing me.
But you're right, there is a threshold at which people are
willing to accept. And.
It doesn't mean that they don't love you, it just means it's not
working. And because I have learned that

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so deeply, it makes being a pornstar, an international porn
star, that much easier. Because learning that and also
being in the modeling world, if it's just not for you, it's not
for you. And I say that as somebody who's
left and been left. That is, again, powerful.
That is a powerful thing to say because not a lot of us get that

(27:31):
chance, like you said, to go andcome back and get something back
from it. Not to mention going through the
thresholds of teeter tottering between sobriety and alcoholism
or whatever demons you are battling.
That's not an easy thing to say,especially in an industry that
is so ostracized and full of outcasts, full of people who are

(27:52):
literally dealing with things infront of the camera and already
dealing with that stigma of being naked or doing whatever
disgusting possibly possible thing that people do not
understand past the social norms.
So I can only imagine just looking at you now versus then.
And I have seen the journey justas someone who has followed you

(28:13):
for a while. It is a beautiful thing.
I see that happiness. I do you see it that you know,
again, on the surface, I've never met you in person, but
it's like you can sense somebodyof what they've gone through and
seeing the changes of somebody in this industry, not to mention
again, international sex superstar like come on.

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No, it's been, like, in four years, in four years this
happened. You know, I'm the only person to
shoot 2 back-to-back Hustler magazine covers.
And when my publicist told me that, I was, like, really like
me. Like, they didn't choose Pamela
Anderson. They didn't choose Anna Nicole
Smith. Yeah.
You know, a different black person.
Right. They chose me and being the
first person to ever do this, like period ever, regardless of

(28:58):
demographic is a huge, huge honor.
And this has been my journey. Just four years later and I'm
really proud to be where I am sothat I can end up branching off
into public speaking and into fashion modeling.
I completed Cocoroche's Model Camp and I'll be walking my
first New Year Fashion Week. This this one is a huge one for
me. I'm also getting to film 2

(29:18):
scenes directed by Rocco's to Freddie for Eagle Angel in
Budapest. Now that's big.
I used to work for Evil Angel and now I'm kind of upset that I
won't be cute seeing the material on this one but.
I know, is that huge? I so excited, excited.
I've never even met him before. But yeah, it's about to be a
huge month. I'm performing at.
I don't know if I can say this. So if so, if I can't, if I can't

(29:41):
see this, please cut it out. But we will come.
OK, I'm performing at. That's big.
That's big. Yeah, that's big.
This is all within the same month and also is doing a a
documentary about creators and only fans so that I guess
probably won't be out by the time I'm.
Releasing this out, yeah. Yeah.

(30:02):
So maybe if so, we can bleep theblue the part if.
We can bleep, blue bloop, Basically everybody with the
bleeps and the bloops, it's big shit happening and it's going to
happen and you're going to hear about it.
You're going to hear about it. But if you're like, what was the
bleep bloops? That's that's just shit that we
can't say shit. We can't.
Say it's just to be continued but they're doing this
documentary so they will be following me while I'm at Xmas

(30:22):
Amsterdam and also nice for 40 year Fashion Week.
So it's about you can make your time.
And when I come back from shooting with Rocco, I will be
having a very big investor meeting for my brand's Bitter
Blush and The Lust Files. So The Lust Files is my speaker
series where it's a space to talk about sex and what I like
to describe as a curiously empathetic way.
It's not a slapstick comedy, it's not about trauma, and it's

(30:45):
not truly instructional. So we've had all kinds of groups
and gatherings and it's been really great.
But what we are essentially trying to get into is like
Mackenzie, but for sex. So a lot of people do not do
research on sex, right? So this ends up becoming
something where people, we can find like minded people and we
can actually be a data aggregator so that brands are
better able to help the various kinds of people that people

(31:06):
don't even take any interest to do research on anyway.
Why is most hormone research about men?
Because we know so much about keto diet and how great it is,
but keto's actually really good for not a lot of women's bodies,
you know? So that really bothers me a lot,
right? It really bothers me.
Honestly it bothers me like I'm in this new journey myself.
I'm about to go on my own sobriety journey because I'm

(31:29):
trying to prep for a baby. This this house is about to be
like full mommy mode. And I never have been like so
excited to like really be a mom.Actually speaking about it, I
think this is the first time I've spoken about this on my
platform. So yes, bitches, you brought it
out of me. You brought it out of me.
But yeah, my my. I told you I can draw things out
of people, I told. You I'm the same way.

(31:50):
I'm the same way. I'm like we got deep out is no,
we didn't. That's true.
Yeah. You know, it's just like I'm
very excited myself. I'm a little nervous because I
am a a weed smoker and it's likeI'm not trying to put weed in my
body for the babies and I'm trying and mention I'm saying
babies. I'm trying to conjure twins the
right. I was, I was like, OK, we're

(32:10):
going multiples. I was like, OK, we're going.
John and Kate +8. Amazing.
Fuck no, no, no. John and Kate +8 and no, no,
fuck no. It's.
Just being out like. Hell no.
I feel like, I feel like I'm playing a steel.
Pan every day. I already, it's like I already
have, like I'm already a thicky thick chick.
I don't need to be any bigger where I can't even fit in the

(32:33):
plane seat or something like no thank you, no thank you.
Speaking of a play seat, I was watching, you know that girl on
Onlyfans? I can't remember what her name
is, but she's the one who has a gigantic ass.
Like it's just massive. She's like.
She's like. The Latino girl.
No, I don't know this one. It's it's like really massive.

(32:54):
Am I allowed to show it on the? Am I allowed to show it in the
camera? If it's not naked, if it's not
naked, it's not OK, then yeah, show the booty.
Show the booty to everybody. But yeah, so she I was like
literally watching one of her, her only fans, her videos on
TikTok the other day and then and I, I just could not figure
out does she have to buy 2 planetickets or does she not?

(33:21):
You know that that is a real, you know what I think?
Planes. I understand that they're trying
to fit more bodies on these planes and they're getting
smaller and smaller no matter where the fuck you're sitting.
I'm sorry, but we do need to have some empathy for the big
booties out there. Yes.
No, we actually really do. We.
Need. We need more space.
We need more space. We actually do really need more

(33:43):
space. And I was like, wow, this girl
is like, her ass is like really big.
I'm trying to find her. I was going to say, while you're
finding the ass, is there a suchthing as too much ass?
As someone who is bisexual and are queer, is there too much ass
for Addis? Well, I'm glad that you came to
the master first question. I don't think so.

(34:04):
I mean, for me, I, I've never encountered anybody that has too
much ass. So for me, I'm like, well, I
would like to see it, you know, I'll be the judge of that.
But when I see it, you know whatI mean?
That's how I feel about it. I'm the same and like I don't
know, I feel like I can handle all the titty in the world but

(34:24):
so much at like too much ass. I mean, I've seen ass.
You're like, you're like. It gets to a point.
It gets to the point where I'm like, fuck, I can't even put my
palms. It's going to have to be my
whole arms and then my legs and then some to hug that ass.
I'm like, yes, there's just too.Much I cannot find this girl's
ass that's actually really goingto bother me I'm.
Going to have to find like, what's the girl's name?

(34:46):
It starts with an A and I just, I remember that because I was
looking at her yesterday becauseshe came up on my feet and not.
Me not me checking only fans girl with name with A and ass.
If that shit was a big ass, Yeah.
Only fans girl with big ass. Yes, yes, yes, her.
Got to love this. We're doing a live search all

(35:08):
for the biggest ass. We actually are.
And I'm like, no, no, she definitely, definitely has
really big ass. I was like, Oh my.
God, OK, no, these are all whitegirls, I said big ass.
No offense to white girls. No, that's not it.
Like I. I know there's like some fat ass
white girls, that's fine, but welooking for thick Latina chicks.

(35:31):
There we go. 10 thick Latina only fizz.
Here we go. Addis Addison.
I really do. Like crazy.
She has like a crazy ass. Like it's like, not like I've
never seen any anything like it.God damn.
Yeah, no girls with a I'm seeingMartina, Valentina, Ella, Bella,
Valeria, Lisa Dare, Lisa, Andra,Lisandra, Lucy.

(35:53):
Damn. Is her name Ariana?
Wait, I think it is it Wait, is it Ariana?
Hold on. Because this girl, it's it's
actually just not a normal ass. I've never seen an ass like this
in my life. It it like literally.
If anybody's wondering how girl time goes, this is usually how
it is. If we're not stalking boys, we
stalking girls with big ass titties.
Big ass titties. No, like seriously, this.

(36:15):
Is how it goes. You know, everybody's like, oh,
what do you do with porn stars on the girls night?
I'm like stalking your ad. This is This is exactly what
goes on. Like this is exactly it.
Goes on like this. It's like an acid.
I've never seen anything like itin my life.
I'm just going to DM you. I'm going to flood your DMS
being like where that girl's asswhere the ass you're going?
To be like, is it this one? Is it this one?

(36:36):
Is it this one? I think that's actually what you
should do. I think that's I do.
Just yeah, you know, just tell me to shut up until it comes.
Through or like or like until I find it.
When I find her, I'm going to belike, I found yes, yes, Oh my
God, like I like it's going to. I'm going to feel like Paul
Revere and telling everybody theass is here, the ass is here.

(36:56):
To clip this I have to clip thisfor that because this is
hilarious see guys I don't know somebody's like been saying as
of late they're like saff, why can't you have any serious
conversations with these people stop making me laugh so hard
then stop listening I'm. Sorry if you care, like sorry
I've never I've never been serious.
One second of my life, literallywhen I found out that I had my

(37:16):
second ex was your Oprah nomination.
I was like, a second plane has hit the tower.
No this. Is what light hit it for saying
the dough? Not like yelling it, no, but
damn it. That I know, I know I'm not.
I'm not a show person. Never one's been that never
understood. That please don't ever, please
don't ever change. So OK, I'm like, fuck, there's

(37:36):
so much I want, there's so much I can talk to you about.
OK, please fuck it. Let's get into blackness because
I this is sapphires their play. We we have to get into this.
So of course you said a comment in social media, I want to say
about a month or two ago or maybe a month ago.
And it felt real. I was like, finally somebody
said it in the best way possible.

(37:58):
And I believe, and I don't want to misquote you, but you were
like, for those that say that they have black friends, why are
we not invited to the wedding? And I'm like, it's a fact.
Don't tell me we have black friends and we look at your
wedding photos. Ain't nobody in the party black,
not even somebody at the party black.
Oh, but you have a black server that don't count.
That is right. Exactly.

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And I have even less empathy forpeople who live in large cities
because I'm like, you could in theory meet anybody you want
anybody want in theory. And you are choosing to have
people who look exactly like you.
But you posted that black squarein 2020 with pride.
So Oh my God, thank you. Even to this day, even to this
day, I'm just like, don't try anything to say I have black, I

(38:42):
have POC front where where they at?
Because they, they're not a partof your friend list.
They're not a part of your friend party.
You're not getting drunk with them on the weekends.
You're not going out to the bookclubs on, you know, a weekday or
whatever. I don't see it.
They're not. Even in your close friends
story, they don't know anything about you.
Nothing, nothing at all. And that's why I hate about
social media. And when it comes to like

(39:05):
calling for attention of social justice, it's only when it's
conveniently A fad for you. Like I can't even tell you how
many times during, you know, theblackout of 2020.
And I'm talking not blackout literally, but I'm talking about
everybody wanted to talk about their black friends struggle or
people are D Ming me saying I'm sorry, what can I do to?
Help and that was actually really weird as fuck.

(39:27):
That was weird as fuck. I actually was just kind of
like. Does this look like the Make a
Wish foundation black? Thank.
You thank you like it is not my.No interest in hearing that.
Yeah, no, this one, this one girl from boarding school when I
was actually was 2 girls from boarding school when we were
sitting at lunch, I was a freshman and they were like, I

(39:48):
just can we touch your hair? And I was like, no, and they
touched it anyway. They're like, EW, it feels like
worms. It's so weird.
Your hair's so weird. And I remember just like being
like, oh, and like I didn't havelike the language to explain how
that was fucking crazy. And I never, me and this girl
never developed a French obviously, because why would I
do that? But also she was just like kind

(40:08):
of an annoying person. One of those kids I would just
like make noise to get attentionlike you know what I mean?
Just like sit on the floor in class and just like be generally
disruptive and just kind of likea gross in all forms of the
word. And she sent me this DM and was
like, I apologize for this. We had no DM history prior,
never spoke. So just came out of the blue.

(40:30):
Right and I I left that shit on Red because I was like what
relationship are you trying to salvage now?
Her twin brother stays in my DMSand I would fuck the shit out of
him. Would you like revenge?
Would you just say like, fuck that bitch?
But her brother. Her brother.
Fine though. Her brother.
Fine honestly. And you know what?
He's crazy because she is like amask lesbian and they look the

(40:51):
same but he's hotter. OK, I was about to say like I.
Was going to say, I was going tosay it doesn't work on her, but
it works on him. On him.
It works on him and, like, doinghis, like, like his outdoorsy
thing. Yeah.
And I've always thought that he was hot.
And so, like, that man stays in my DMS more than she does, I
think. I don't really want to do it

(41:12):
actually. You should just fuck with her
and just yeah I think you shouldand maybe send a video.
I'm so bad. Yeah, Nick, Nick, if you're
listening to this. Sliding neck.
We should neck, neck. We should fuck.
Yeah. I like, I feel like he looks
like the kind of guy who would like be really bad at fingering,
but the back shots would go crazy, you know what I mean?

(41:36):
But I also I'm like at the same time I'm like I love being
fingered like can we bring can we re normalize fingering like
sometimes we. Should.
Like fingering sometimes feels alittle bit better than the Dick
sometimes. Sometimes it.
Does sometimes. I can only really squirt or I've
only learned to squirt from fingering like that.
I don't squirt from from vibrators.

(41:56):
I don't squirt from guys. I squirt from fingering.
I'm the same way. My partner, well, my fiance is
probably one of the only men that can do it simultaneously
like fuck me and finger me with skirting.
But like, yeah, it's a lovely combination.
It's a lovely combination, but like I'm the same way, you know,
I just, I live my best life, butI'm like, I'm also like, you

(42:19):
know, it's just something about the fingers.
Even if I'm like with my girlfriend and he's with us or
we're just all in a group, it's like I have to have some fingers
around my clit somewhere. Like I'm just never complete.
I'm never complete. So, people.
That guy that I was telling you about going at the concert, he,
he fingered me in the back of anUber and I think about it

(42:40):
constantly. Oh my God, let me.
Just like, oh God, there's something about Uber sex too.
Just like if you can't like fullon fuck, you know, taxi cab
confession style, a little finger, a little sucking on the
nipple. If the drivers like, fuck it, I
don't care. I'm all for it.
I know, that's why, that's why Ialways have to sit behind the

(43:01):
driver so he doesn't get too much of a show.
Boom, there you go. But then he's like, I know that
smell smells. Right, I know, I know.
Can you put the windows down andcan we play music?
I will always do that before I'mfriend pretend I'm like I'm like
setting Uber. I hope you're not listening to
this. Please don't.
Oh my God. For for purposes, I'm joking,
but for purpose, I'm for purpose.

(43:22):
Yeah, I know. But I, I feel like, you know,
since I've become, you know, much more public with being a
sex worker in all forms of the word, you know, with my public
speaking, with modeling, with actually being on camera, with
writing. I just actually finished writing
something for Cosmo that I owe them for a really long time.
Congrats. I thank you.
Thank you. I feel like I'm having the best

(43:43):
sex in my life because I've had to practice having so much sex.
And you know what? There's like 1.
There's one thing that people ask me all the time, which is
like, does this affect your personal sex life in a negative
way? And my answer is like, not
really, because everybody knows that I'm a sex worker.
My grandpa knew, everybody knows, right?
If you know, if you know me a little bit from online, you know
that I'm a sex worker and that Idon't drink.

(44:03):
Those are bare minimum things that you would know about me
just from the Internet. And both of those things are in
my Instagram bio. So if you decide to get into it
with me and one or both of thosethings are not OK with you,
that's kind of your problem. That's kind of your problem
because you would know either ofthose things from from even
before the first date. So it kind of filters out many

(44:24):
more people. I reject people constantly.
Constantly. How often do you find yourself
like OK woman to woman? Because we can like we can talk
about this shit for days, but I feel like people don't
understand like being queer. Sometimes it hurts to have like
double triple the denies like the behind nose.

(44:45):
Seriously. Do you like dive a little inside
when it's especially late femaleadjacent?
The ones that are rejecting. I think I'm much more of a sub
when it comes to girls, so I actually don't really approach
any girls. Like literally I would go to the
SO my roommate from boarding school is like queen of the
lesbians. Like we were out to dinner once

(45:05):
and she's like, oh, my ex is calling me.
I was like, oh, do you want to take that?
And she's like, no, no, she keeps getting this, this call.
And I was like, oh, who's it? She's like, it's my ex.
And I was like, do you really want to take that, Francis?
It's like, no, it's my other ex.And I was like, oh, fuck you.
But like, I'm telling you, Queenof the lesbians.
And I was like, Francis, how come when I go to the woods on a
Wednesday, no one of the girls like nobody approaches me.
And she was like, oh, it's because they think you're a fem
top and you're actually a fem bottom and they think you're

(45:26):
going to approach them. And I was like, wow, any girls
that are listening to this? I have a fem bottom.
Please don't make me go over there.
Go to her. Go to her.
Please come to me. Oh, my God.
The same thing happened with Anna Fox and I We went out for
drinks, and we were literally trying to hint to the bartender,

(45:48):
like, you know, you're really pretty.
Like, take us home. Yeah.
Right. Yeah.
Just wait over the head and we're like, OK, fine, all right,
we'll just go back to our just quiet women.
Just we're just going to Ogle. OK, She people people think all
the time. They're like, damn, Saff, you
probably have like the world's and I was like, no, I am not the

(46:09):
closer. OK, it's either my lovely fiance
that's going and telling girls like yo, you should go hit up my
my girl, like you should go and talk to her or even my
girlfriend. She'll be like, oh, you want to
talk to her? You should.
But then we gay panic together. So it's just like, I'm cool with
you. You're hot enough like.
Literally I, there's like one girl that I like have in my, my

(46:32):
little rotation right now and still I get nervous every time.
So you know. Fun.
But it's fun. It's like, especially if they're
in the rotation and you have that little panic, it's like,
who's going to bring it out first?
Who's topping who? I know.
Honestly, it's it's her topping me.
Who are we? Who are we kidding?
Who are we? Love it.
I love it. And yet, OK, so yeah, you don't

(46:55):
want to explore polyamory, you know.
What I like open relationships, and that is what I've learned
before, But I don't think I'm like against actual polyamory.
I think my thing is just that I have so much going on.
I worry about being able to allocate enough time for
everybody. That is my only thing.
I don't like. I don't like to have us

(47:16):
relationships. And I don't mean that I have to
be everybody's best friend, but like I'm going to be in the
relationship with you that I want to be, and I want to be
able to do that. I love that.
Honestly, it's like for me too, I'm probably saturated, but I
like to have my fun, but I don'thave enough time to have fun,
you know? So that's why for me, like the
relationships that I have, like I live with my fiance, my
girlfriend, she lives by herself, has a boyfriend who

(47:38):
also dates another girl. And it's like when we see each
other, it's like no time past. So it can be like months that I
never see my girlfriend and or like we like months.
Honestly, last year was like a solid like execution in our
relationship that we saw each other more than five days in a
year, which is like crazy. She's she's busy, she's a boss

(48:00):
bitch and I love her. I love her to death, but it's
like, I truly feel the way that you said that.
It's like when you're in these Poly relationships, even just in
any relationship monogamously, time, it is a thing.
Time is very sacred. So for us, anytime that we get
those dates, it's like phones off, no interactions besides
like her and I in the morning because we don't get those

(48:22):
moments a lot. And again, it's like it's a
learn thing. It's a train thing.
But also, I really don't think that, you know, Poly
relationships have to have like that one rule where, you know,
you have to see somebody every day.
Like, no, you, no, you are your own person, you know?
But I get it. Also like I also feel like as

(48:45):
somebody who has experienced a lot of loss in my life, I'd say
the most significant relationship for me romantically
was my first open relationship and that person unfortunately
passed. I'm about 9.
Years. Oh my goodness.
Very lucky that I had that kind of love so young because I know
that it is real. But also to that it didn't feel
like we were forcing each other to be with each other like the

(49:07):
old ball and chain. I feel like I chose to be with
him and also, you know, other people.
And it felt like that much more of a natural connection because
it wasn't something that we feltforced into that we felt
slightly pressured by. It was a natural love and I'm
very glad that I got to experience that so young.
But it was truly like processinghis passing that led me to
realize I was way too deep in myaddiction, way more than I

(49:32):
realized. I was talking to one of his best
friends a couple of years ago. And I'm, I'm close with his best
friend. And I was like, yeah, you know,
or I guess Patrick goes, I thinkabout him every day.
I have for the last four or fiveyears.
And that is when I realized thatI never thought about him.
And I hadn't thought about him actually in a very long time.
And I was like, OK, something iswrong, but something is very

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wrong because I never think about him.
So I like to think about it as like, you know, like I said
before, the choice to be with people and having that be an
active choice, I think that goeshand in hand with my choosing to
be in the sex industry, right? And why I don't hide it from
anybody because just as I chooseto do this work, if I hide it or
hide any aspect of, about it, that takes that person's choice

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to be with me away. And I wouldn't want to do that.
So absolutely. But I, I also feel like, you
know, so you can't be everythingfor everybody.
Like if you want someone to helpedit your resume, if you want to
talk to somebody about somethingthat you know they will not
judge you for. If you want to go vintage
shopping, if you want to go on arun, you can come to me.
If you would like to go to electric Daisy, do not come to

(50:41):
me. If you would like someone to
sugarcoat some shit for you, do not come to me, right.
You know, if you want to go to AI, don't know.
If you want to go eat trail mix,do not come to me.
I'm not going to share a bag of trail mix with you, right?
There's all kinds of things, butI would never want anybody that
I share any part of life with tofeel like a need that they have
I can't or won't meet. And that means they'll never get

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it. That's a powerful thing.
That is a powerful thing. Even just again, any
relationship that you have with yourself, it's just, it's good
to know your limitations. It's good to know your
limitations because not all of us can, you know, pinpoint that
in life. I think it really does take like

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a special person in your life that's really like can sit you
down in a sense and be like, look, it's okay to have these
limits. It's OK to have boundaries.
I don't know why people are so afraid of the word boundaries,
but you need to be accustomed toit.
And not just in your dating relationship, but in yourself.
You have to be. Because a lot of people think of

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the word boundaries as somethingthat's a consequence when it's
really just a rule that you makewith yourself.
Thank you. What a boundary is?
It is. If X happens I will do Y.
Exactly. Exactly, and it doesn't make you
a prude. It doesn't make you a prude at
all. It's OK to have standards.
Standards and boundaries go together hand in hand.

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I don't care what people say even.
Like how do you feel about the word compromise in wrapping I?
Think the word compromise suggests that you're not getting
what you want and it is a failure, right?
And it is like a, a negative thing, right?
It's like, oh, I guess we'll compromise versus like we can
meet together on this issue. And I don't know if there's a

(52:26):
word yet, but you know, I think the word compromise means like
you're not getting what you wantand therefore that's lacking.
I don't think the word compromise is ever used in a
positive context. Never.
I don't know, like I cringe whenI hear about couples and they
say, well, we compromise to thisdecision.
It's like why I'm? Like did you right?

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It could change. It could so change, I don't
know. So people, just just to say, you
know, food for thought, maybe you want to reconsider those,
you know, compromisations. Maybe you need to have better
standards. Yeah.
I know what are you compromisingon because I'm sure that man can
wipe his ass himself. I didn't say it, but she said
it. She did.
Yeah, yeah, I did. And it's true.

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It is true. It is true.
So ladies, stop saying the word compromise.
There is no it's either meet in the middle or don't at all.
OK, Like that's it. The compromising.
Fuck that. Yeah.
And and I'm truly like honestly Speaking of being multifaceted,
I think, you know, having that type of multifacetedness in my
friendships, in my dating life and also in my work makes me a

(53:32):
much better person if for whatever reason I can't or don't
want to be shooting poor and foramount of time, right, whether
maybe I've caught a antibacterial or not.
Antibacterial, antibacterial, antibiotic.
Oh my God. Antibiotic resistant strain of
gonorrhea, right. And you know, I am out of work
for a couple of weeks, right? Or let's just say I'm just not

(53:52):
feeling it or whatever. I can lean into other sides of
my work and not feel like I'm ata deficit.
Like I'm stressed about money and but I'm also getting to flex
other muscles that then also help me when I return back.
So it's really, really helpful to be able to be like, yeah, you
know, I love being able to shootporn so that when I am in front
of a camera or in front of stage, I can go and present to

(54:14):
be my best self. But then I also have really
relevant, interesting things to talk about when I'm on stage.
But that helps me with my Lost Files company.
But my other company, Bitter Blush, is like Duolingo for
social addresses. So you can learn about whatever
issue you'd like to learn about.It doesn't feel like homework
and it doesn't feel like one of those fake corporate trainings.
I think coming off the backs of book bands and coming off the

(54:36):
backs of the fall of traditionalmedia and coming off the backs
of the media literacy going down.
And also just the fact that people feel like they want to
learn things. They don't feel like there's a
space for them to learn it in a way that's not judgmental.
And they feel like there's a woke barometer that you have to
reach up to instead of just learning what appeals to you and
learning in your own pace or, and also just, I also feel like

(54:58):
the whole like looking, taking out whatever infographics from
across your way on social media thing doesn't always help if you
have less than baseline knowledge, right?
And then you're feeling bad thatyou don't know what you don't
know. So that is why I created this
company. But we are in the process of
fundraising, which is so exciting.
We are, we are planning for a, afull tour in 2026, which I'm

(55:20):
very excited about. And we are doing some events in
Houston at the end of this year.So if you.
Are awesome and. You would like to come see us.
I am so excited about that. Where can people get in touch
for that, by the way? Working late for you can send me
an e-mail to [e-mail].
Send me an e-mail there. It's just my name, the word
social at Gmail and please get in touch with me for that.

(55:44):
If there's anything fundraising related, if there's anything
collaborated, if there's anything that you would like to
interview me for, I would absolutely love that.
I'm going to make sure that we put this in the bio of the
episode because again, I love how you have these multiple
outlets that people can reach out to you.
But again, I think it is very, very true, y'all, She's not,

(56:04):
she's not normal, she's not normal.
And that's fine. She she is just like there's
only going to be 1 Addis Fouche and we got her and I'm so
excited. I'm so excited for you.
What's going to come? I'm very excited for these
awards for you happening on September 4th, the X Biz Europa
awards, all the best safe flightbecause seriously, like I'm

(56:25):
already like saying in my head, Laney, in about a month I'm
going to need her back period. I was about to.
Say I was like, I feel like there's still so much that we
can discuss and I hope that yourfans love having me on so that
like I can come back highly anticipated.
Hi guys, I hope you enjoy this. No, seriously, I want people to

(56:45):
really like, let's get Addis back in Addis.
Where can the people find you? Where can they get in touch?
Like, let the earbuds know, of course.
Hi, earbuds. Luckily for you, I used to work
in advertising, so I know how important it is to be very easy
for people to find you. So my handles on Instagram, on
Tiktok, on Twitter, which is where all the spicy stuff is, my

(57:07):
only fans, my sex Panther, all of the important things are
literally just under the handle.Addis Fuche.
It is just my name at Addis Fuche.
It is so easy to find me. And if you'd like to go to my
website for any reason, either to send me an e-mail or to take
a look at any of the writing that I've written for Glamour or
Refinery or anything else, it's Addis fuche.com.
It is so easy to find me as longas you can spell.

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Y'all better know how to spell? Come on now, right?
Right, right. Exactly.
OK, we're not going to spell it out for you, but I am going to
say you can follow me at Miss Radio Sapphire at
MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on Instagram. No Twitter, no TikTok because
they don't like me, but that's OK.
And there's also Miss Radio sapphire.com.
Now remember everybody, safe sexis the best hot sex.

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Till next time. And you know what Lil Wayne
says? He says safe sex is great sex.
You better wear that late text so you don't.
I think I'm late text, right? Boom, period.
That was the show. All you sexy motherfuckers out
there, remember to follow at MizRadio, Sapphire and Sapphire's

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