October 8, 2025 • 45 mins
"I wanted to try the things I fantasized about while I was in a platonic marriage."
Jennie Lynnie (IG: @jennie_lynnie) shares her transformative journey from a career in law to exploring the world of adult content creation. Fresh out of a 25-year platonic marriage that ended in grief, Jennie is using that grief to transform her sexuality and break the stigma of "mom shame"
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Warning, the following program is not for the weak hearted,
those who are close minded or ingeneral you're scared to learn
what's behind closed doors. Here at Sapphires Airplay.
I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to
hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through
your body. Get ready for one hell of an
orgasm in 54321. What is up on my sexy
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motherfuckers out there in Radioland?
It's your girl Sapphire. And I got to say, it's spooky
time, my favorite time of year, and I just celebrated my
engagement versary. Y'all, It's crazy because if you
didn't know, if you don't followmy Instagram, your girl is
finally getting married. I'm getting eloped, I'm getting
hitched, and nobody's coming to witness this monumentous
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occasion. And you're probably wondering,
why am I saying this as the opening of this beautiful
interview? There's a goddess sitting next
to you, you know, via online, the Internet.
Who is this goddess? Like, come on, why are you
talking about a Lotman Sapphire?But I just wanted to open up
with some, you know, something different, something new and
speak about new. Congratulations to you.
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Thank you. Thank you, thank you.
I I'm honestly I'm very excited.So by the time this airs y'all
I'll be probably getting fucked on the railway of New Orleans.
You know fucked over the French Quarter and all that, but I got
to say I got to introduce this. I mean she's fresh y'all like
fresh fresh out the package, well matured MILF, beautiful,
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just radiating with this goddessenergy.
Y'all a Tennessee and if that OK.
And let me just say Jenny Linney, I don't think we've ever
had a guest like you on Sapphires, their play, and I've
been around for a long time, butI think the rowdy frat boys have
to bring in this brand new goddess energy Jenny Linney has
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to offer. So frat boys, come on and give
her some love. I love frat boys, love frat
boys. You know, honestly, nobody like
has ever said they had hated thefrat boy intro.
But I got to say, Jenny, Lenny, there's so much I have to talk
to you about. Like, first of all, you are
Jay's, like I said, fresh into this business you started during
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the summer. You have quite an interesting
journey. You used to be a licensed
attorney for over 20 years I. Actually still am a licensed
attorney. I'm going to tell you more about
that later. I took a break when some family
stuff happened and when my leavewas over, I just wasn't ready to
go back. So I still am licensed, I'm just
not practicing right now. So not practicing.
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So you could definitely, you know, exercise the court of law
if need to be on set if you everneed.
To be it. Needs to be.
But also never ever done that before.
I don't know why I did it right.I think I just brought that
energy for you. You know what, we're just going
to be like, I'm going to click with this.
But like, again, the journey doesn't just, you know, end
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there. Like you're practicing license
attorney, your daughter is also in this industry of content
creating. You decided to start your own
journey fairly recently into adult content creating.
And I'm putting an emphasis on adult content creating because
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from my knowledge you have yet to do any scenes correct.
Other than with myself, that is correct.
Awesome. I have worked myself quite a
bit, but we're still a few weeksaway from an actual human being.
Exciting, exciting. So I, I got to know, how does
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your daughter who is also in this industry as a content
creator, how does she become like this inspiration for you to
you, you know, branch into your own sexuality and like really
claim it as your own. It's it's a good, it's a good
question. It's an interesting question.
It's kind of like the perfect storm of fuck up itness.
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I can cuss, right? Oh honey, yes, I said sexy
motherfuckers and all that. You be yourself.
I know a country woman. I see one.
Honey, you don't have to say bless your heart.
You could say fuck him. You're.
Welcome. You're welcome.
So she she has been creating content since COVID.
So she started during COVID. I was still practicing.
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Well, then her dad was still alive.
We were actually still married at the time.
You know, not to get too much into her, but she's pretty sick
growing up. And so, you know, did did she
pop out of me? And I said, oh, I hope she does
adult content. No, that's probably not what
happened when she came out in mywomb.
But, but at that point, I was just happy that she was and she
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was doing something that she liked.
So that's sort of was my foray into adult content.
She got pretty popular really fast.
So I answered some messages for her for a while, sort of got a
little bit more comfortable withit.
And, you know, the years passed by, she got more and more
hardcore. I got more and more, do you
think? And then her, her dad, her dad
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and I got divorced in 2022. And we remain best friends.
And then he died last December. So, you know, that's just the
way to say that. So I then took some time off
because it was he actually without getting two more, but he
I was with him alone when he died and it was, was pretty
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traumatic for me. So I took some time off and then
when it was time to go back to work, I just wasn't ready to go
back to work. And so I was like, OK, what can
I do? Just sort of like buy some time,
make a little bit more money. And obviously my daughter is
incredibly good at what she doesand she's very popular.
She's she's started on only fansand did primarily only, only
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fans. Right now.
She's sort of starting to branchout.
Actually, she is starting to branch out into the professional
world. So what she actually did was she
said, well, you know, mom, why don't you just, you know, take
some time off and why don't you do a Snapchat behind the scenes
for me? You know, you can do some behind
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the scenes content. You can follow me around doing
my little Tik Toks and doing my little stretching or whatever.
And I was like, OK, I'll do that.
You know, you're popular. She said, you know, some family
members do that and they make money.
It's like, OK, whatever. Never in a million years
thinking I'm going to take off any of these clothes, right?
So I start doing this and the people on Snapchat are like, I
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don't understand why, why, why don't you do this?
You're beautiful, whatever, you know, And I guess maybe the male
attention kind of got to my heada little bit and I still was
thinking, no way, I'm not going to do it.
I want to be in this program where I can make money following
her around or whatever. And then, and I know this is a
very, very long way to get to your question.
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No, no, This is an. This is what it's all about.
This is what it's all about, leaves.
So then I, you know, I started thinking a little bit about it
and then one day she called me with one of her friends that
does content and they went, Oh my God, we have the best idea.
You do content with my friend and I'll film it and you'll go
viral and you'll make money and you only have to do it once if
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you want. And I was like, OK, I can do
that. I can do one video.
So I signed up. I signed up that day for only
fans and then it kind of fell through.
So I'm like, all right, so now I'm stuck with this only fans.
What am I going to do? And that's also kind of it's
kind of all, like I said, it's the perfect storm.
It's because the other side of me, the non working side, is my
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ex-husband and I loved each other very much, but our
marriage was completely platonicfor 25 years.
We didn't have sex. We had no intimacy at all.
We didn't kiss. So we were friendship, Mary.
Getting shit done, that's all wewere was friends getting shit
done. Which by the way, which by the
way is not unheard of, I want people to understand like this
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is becoming honestly a little scarily normal, kind of this new
norm that we're seeping into, which we can get into as well,
but just a little side note for people to understand.
And I've heard from a lot of people, men as well as women,
actually, you know, because onlyfans mostly I talk to men, but
there are plenty of men out there that are like that too.
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And it's, you know, you just getinto your life and love them as
people. And you have a kid and you have
a job and, you know, five years turns into 10 years turns into
20 years turns into it was 25 years.
And he actually left me for another woman.
So I don't know. I'm glad he did because we
needed to do it. So all of this is sort of
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converging at the same time. When we got divorced, I started
dating a little bit, but I didn't know anything.
I didn't know what love bombing was.
Somebody love bombed me and I was ready to move across the
country and marry them at the next second.
I didn't know. I just thought, oh, this is it.
This is what I'm missing already.
And we've only talked once. I knew I was great.
I was great. So I'm learning everything and,
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you know, trying to explore my sexuality a little bit with
myself. And honestly, even in those
years when we weren't sexual, I don't know if you've ever been
in a relationship like that, butI kind of didn't really even do
much with myself at the time. It just kind of got to be my
normal. So these men started talking to
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me on Snapchat and I started thinking, you know, well, yes,
this is this is exciting. I haven't really thought about
this in so long. It just all kind of came
together. And I thought, you know what,
instead of having one viral video with this person that
never happened, I'm going to take this journey and see what
happens. I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm
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just going to see what I like. I'm going to try different
stuff. Never been with a woman, never
filmed with a man. You know, all the stuff that
probably stuff that existed now that didn't even exist back
then. I really know what I could
possibly do. But I just kind of decided I'm
going to take this journey and as long as it's fun, I'm going
to do it. And it's been so much fun.
It's only been two months and I have only played with myself,
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but so far it's been a lot of fun.
You know, OK, so let's let's getinto this because again, you are
just literally this ball of energy where the world is your
oyster, literally. And I love how you were kind of
like being born into this newfound sexuality, things that
we rarely hear, you know, exceptbehind closed doors or with, you
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know, amongst girlfriends that really are able to talk about
saying, you know, I've been married for X amount of years
and never had an orgasm with my partner.
Folks out there may think I'm full of bullshit, but this is a
norm that is kind of scary to kind of know.
And now that we're hearing more and more studies that even the
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younger generation, like, I'm inmy 30s, I'm 36 and you're 51.
Your daughter's in her, I believe, early 20s.
Almost mad. OK.
And so they're saying that now women and men and other non
binary folks out there, the activism of sex is dwindling as
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well. You know, sex and alcohol is not
as active as it used to be. You know, folks are having less
and less sex and mostly basing their connections off of like
real connections and not so muchthe physicality of a sexual
relationship. So for someone like yourself
that it's saying, you know, hey,I had a partnership with a man
that I was solely friends with. This is not unheard of.
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So I can understand with somebody like yourself who's
stuck with the monogamy and not to shame anybody who is non
monogamous. I myself am a non monogamous
polyamorous and I can understandwhen you are only tied to one
person. Sex might not be the priority in
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that relationship. You can get bored of your
partner. There's times where I'm like, he
might want sex and I might not want sex even with my
girlfriend, I might not want sexand more want that connection.
So it's like for somebody that has such a high sex drive, what
do you have to do? We shun, you know, women like
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yourself that have a high sex drive and, you know, we tell
them that they're not allowed tomasturbate when they're in a
relationship or if you're in a marriage, you need to use your
your spouse as a toy. Don't use the physical toy.
We've heard those. Yeah.
So it's like there's so many questions for myself, like, how
have you been enjoying yourself?Like as a woman in her 50s,
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especially where there's the thebed death that people say that
menopause kills the sex drive. You know, we've been proven with
these statistics that menopause,you know, kind of dwindles the
sex drive in women or sometimes it doesn't.
What's your libido like now? Well, it's interesting because I
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went through menopause really early.
I went through menopause in my like I was 40, so I don't really
know. And at the time I was married,
so there was no way really to know how it affected my sex
drive because there was no sex to be had.
But right now my sex drive is really high.
And I think that the more I experienced, I never owned a toy
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until I started this journey, never had one, never, never had
a guy or or girl touch me with atoy.
Only I've done it. But it's just opened up this
whole world of like, what is happening.
So yeah, like, the more I do enjoy myself, the more I want to
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enjoy myself. So, so far, I hope putting
another person in there doesn't change that, you know, because
I'm really looking forward to that.
But so far it's just been getting more and more, I don't
want to say explosive, but yeah,I mean explosive it's but it's
also kind of I think because at the same time, for God knows
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what reason, because of the convergence of circumstances,
I'm now also filming myself do this.
And that's a whole nother level of this is exciting.
This is kind of like, what are you doing?
Are you sure you're going to do this right?
But the more I do it, the more comfortable I get, the more I
like it. Do you find yourself, you know,
especially when you're filming and because you are now
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relearning your body, if you will, you know, giving yourself
the pleasure that you want, not so much what a partner wants?
Do you find yourself like rediscovering your, your vulva,
your vagina? I myself sometimes like to, you
know, film myself even just likecaressing, not even
masturbatory, but just, I like to look at myself in the mirror
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sometimes and I'll touch myself in certain ways, be like, oh, I
never noticed this or oh, there's a little bit of grippage
here, you know, things like that.
Do you find yourself being more fascinated?
It's so funny that you said thatbecause a couple of weeks ago,
all of a sudden I just got like,I'm my only fans when I'm
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filming, I like want to watch every second of like going in
and the muscles and like when I have an orgasm and I just got
super obsessed with it. So so yes, I would probably say
my fans would say probably to anunhealthy degree.
I'm like, look at that. Oh my God, what's happening?
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Do you see that twitch right there on the left?
Yes, it's fascinating to me thisthe the Physiology of it,
obviously the psychology as well, but the Physiology of it
is is very interesting to me andthe psychology is as well
because I also definitely am a believer that the brain is the
biggest sex organ there is, especially with two people,
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maybe less with one person because I know exactly where to
go. But so yes, I have found myself
just in the last month just being pretty obsessed with it.
And I think that's because the camera, you get so close, you
never really even thought to stick something down there and
say, OK, what's happening. And now I am.
And it's like, this is so cool. Honestly, I have to say, as
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someone who used to edit a lot of hardcore content, I used to
cringe when I would watch this one director Mike Adriano.
And he does the swallowed and like the the very like gonzo,
like very just over the top gagging on porn fresh like girls
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that are young and just he will take these, you know, little
optic cameras that you would technically go to the
gynecologist or your oncologist for and he will stick cameras
inside the vagina in in the anusand you will see dead ass.
Go look up Mike. Adriano swallowed all those.
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You're in for a treat. Literally.
I mean, you want to talk about full blown just medical
inspection, but it's supposed tobe sexy gaping assholes.
Oh yeah, you know what a gaping is, right?
OK, I got to be honest with you.Please, I'm not a fan of the
gaping asshole. I'm not either, honey.
On my Twitter I'm like, oh God, get it?
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Off there's some things like that.
The rosebudding, the like the prolapse anuses.
I don't know what's worse, the gaping anuses or the prolapse
anuses. My poor fiance, I haven't.
Seen prolapse anus and I don't want to now because gaping is
too much like is is it like is that really happening?
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Is that? And I know it is now, of course,
like the first time I thought I'd say, what the fuck is that?
I remember the. Cow anus giving birth, what is
that? Y'all.
Oh. I know, oh honey, when you said
that there like before, when I everybody should know this by
now. Who's been listening to airplay?
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But if you're new to Sapphire's airplay, I like to do a lot of
pre interviews just to get to know my people before I start
interviewing them. Because, you know, that's what a
good journalist does. You know, I try to make sure I'm
not, you know, fucking up and making me feel offended.
It's it's your space, It's welcoming.
So Jenny Linney, you told me that you, you are so new to the
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porn world that there's like still some terms and things that
you need to get to know, right? Yes, but I know what prolapse
is, but I don't know what it is in that context and I'm not sure
I want to know. Whatever you guys do when you
listen to this interview, do notDM her.
I'm serious, consensually do notDM her.
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Don't. Understand pictures, No.
Boom. You guys want me to go the other
way? No.
Run, girl, run if you even see the word.
Hey Jenny Linney, I heard you onAirplay.
Here's a no bloom. Delete it.
I promise you I will have googled it by then.
I do not need your help, but thank you.
Yes, don't do it, y'all don't doit to her.
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Don't do it to her. Is there another term?
Is there another thing that you're like, absolutely not, I
can't. I don't even want to know like.
Well, if there is, I don't know it because yeah.
So like, really honestly, the only thing that's shocked me
about the porn that I see dead on absolutely is the giant
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assholes. I just.
And and what you're talking about, it's just I just, I don't
know what to do when I open up to that.
Oh yeah. What to do?
I'm. Just like I always, even when I
talk to some of my friends in the industry and I'm like, I
understand you train your butt for that long.
There's just no way. I can't even put like to be
honest, I've tried in my personal life.
I can't even put anything in my ass.
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The only Dick I've really taken in my ass was a porn Dick.
My own fiance does not fucking me in my ass.
Like that's not something to do porn.
Dick. Like an actual porn star when I
was yes, so I did when I was in a relationship prior to this
fiance, I did date another womanthat was like my first ever
relationship. She was a real see you next
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Tuesday to be, you know, like, respectfully honest, didn't
understand the whole like, bisexuality thing.
Wanted me to be so lesbian. I'm like, I am so lesbian, but I
also like a little Dick on the side.
That's why I'm polyamorous now. I like a little Dick on the
side, but I'm mostly a lesbian. So yeah, I like what I like.
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So after being with her for likea year and a half, there was no
better way than to have a porn abeautiful man, porn star male
porn star porn talent come on myshow and then make me come after
my show and re welcome me back to the world of real Dick.
And so that is what nice. But after that I was like, yeah,
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no, no, no, my booty is the one way.
Yeah, I'm good off of it. Like I can't, I've yeah, can't
do it, but. Like everybody, I mean that's,
you know, that's what everybody wants on like on only family and
I did yesterday do I did the little small guy for the first
time. I did tell you that.
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It was OK. It was.
OK, I'm I'm OK with doing the next size up.
At some point I may decide not to.
I will never gape. I promise you that I am never
going to gape. Never going to gape.
No gapes. Nope.
In this no game. There we go.
So I have to like, now I have questions.
So when you said putting in the little 1 and it was a cute, I
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saw the butt plug. Did I go through your app feed?
Of course I did. I got to investigate.
I got to know who my guest is. So you have this cute little.
Yeah, you have this cute little bedazzled little booty toy, this
little anal toy for everybody out there that's like a virgin
to the asshole. What was like your way to make
yourself comfortable to do so? OK well when I did it I had just
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filmed and had an amazing orgasmvaginal, a front door orgasm and
I was just like soaked. I was soaked.
I can't. God, please let my parents watch
this. So, like, all right, well, let's
just stick a little finger in there and see what this is all
about. I'm wet.
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Can't be that bad. There you go.
Well, that's not bad. And then I stuck to it.
Well, that's not bad. I was like, alright, where is
that little cute dazzled thing that guy sent me?
Because I had, I had a wish listand he said somebody sent me
like a little kit and I stuck itup on in there.
And, you know, I didn't keep it in there forever, but long
enough to take a few pictures. And yeah, I mean, I wouldn't say
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it felt amazing, but didn't feelbad.
So yeah, I would say lots of Lube, whether it's your own Lube
or some other kind of Lube, justbecause it is a little tight,
you know, at first. But I was pretty loose enough.
I mean, I guess not just the Lube, but I guess my muscles
were loose too from right on theother end.
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So I don't know. It was a good experience.
Oddly, it was a good experience.I was terrified of it.
I have been terrified of it. I'm glad that you overcame your
booty hole, feels like it's great when you were able to
overcome it. And I know, I know that there
are some people, some women, even outside of the porn
industry who say that that is really an amazing orgasm.
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Because I mean, think about the muscles in the front.
The muscles in the back are eventons more.
Oh yeah, great. Is that?
Could be like a secondary sourceof pleasure.
I don't know if it ever will be,but like I said, I'm going to
try stuff until it's not fun anymore.
That's what it's all about, honestly, and that's for
anybody. It doesn't matter if you are in
the adult industry or not. I think your body, yeah, your
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body should be used for pleasurein a good way.
And that's. Kind of, that's kind of my whole
philosophy when I saw it, you know, is it a way for me to
potentially make money and not have to go back to the practice
of law now or maybe ever? I mean, 25 years pricing law was
a long time. I'm not anxious to go back.
Yes, it's a way to make a littlebit of money.
But at the end of the day, the bottom line is this is what I
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wanted to do for myself regardless.
I wanted to try the things I thought of or maybe fantasized
about while I was in a platonic marriage.
And just, I've lived so much of my life and fear of what other
people think and trying to please other people.
And I just don't want to do it anymore.
And I just kind of got to that point.
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I think it took having him die and realizing number one, life
is too short. And #2 all the people that I'm
worried about what they think, they don't, they don't really
give a shit. I mean, my family does or my
parents do, but that's really it.
So, you know, I've wasted so much time and would you?
It's not gonna waste it. Would you say, and I, I hope
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this is not too grim to ask, butif your husband, if your
ex-husband and you won, didn't have such a platonic marriage
that ended in your divorce, him passing away, you know, fairly
young and if your daughter neverwent into, you know, the world
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of adult content creation, wouldyou say Jenny Lynn would be
still, I'm sorry, Jenny Linney would still be Jenny Linney.
I wouldn't. I would definitely would not be
creating content as an adult. I don't think, you know, based
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on where I came from, that was not ever something that I
thought about doing or was interested in doing.
I think my daughter kind of broke that barrier for our whole
family in terms of she's doing what she wants to do, she's
healthy, she's making money, she's enjoying it, fuck
everybody else. I've never been that kind of
personality. But I'm so in awe of her,
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honestly, that she is like that.So without her doing that, I
know I wouldn't be Jenny Lenny. I might still be exploring my
sexuality, you know, if he and Iweren't platonic.
I don't really, you know, honestly, a lot of the reason we
were platonic is because we justweren't sexually compatible.
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You know, if we weren't platonic, but you know, we were
still kind of the way we were, Iprobably would still be
exploring with sexuality. And you know, a minute ago you
said something that was interesting and I wanted to just
clarify that it yes, I'm exploring my body and I'm
exploring the physicality, but Ialso would really like to
explore emotional intimacy at some point too, because I've
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never had that. And I get there are two
different things, but I never had that either.
I've never been in love. I mean, I loved him, but now I
can say we weren't in love. We just was the right time.
You know, we got married for thewrong reason.
So. So it's like all of it combined.
I'm just trying to see where it all goes.
If if I even answered your question.
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No, you did. No, I think you absolutely did.
And I think it's, you know, veryimportant that when you just
made that very clear that that emotional connection was as
well, you know, sex without emotion.
Can it be had? Absolutely.
You can absolutely have sex without emotion.
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But the fact that you just said,and it breaks my heart that you
have yet to find that that love,you know, that love that is
physical, emotional understanding that to me is a
sexual, that's a healthy sexual relationship.
That's what creates a healthy sexual marriage, if you will, if
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you're not even having that. Emotional.
I would never speak poorly of him at all.
It was not his fault. No, it was a joint effort.
We were both in it together. We both made a lot of mistakes
and we are where we are. Unfortunately, he's gone and I'm
here to try to figure it out. But in a lot of ways I'm lucky
because I am still here and I still have time to figure it
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out. You know, it's horrible that it
happened. It was a horrible wake up call,
but at the same time I woke up so know, you know, he could
still be here and I would choosethat over anything else.
But you know, who knows what have happened, If I it would if
I ever would have done this. And I'm certainly glad that I'm
on a journey of doing it and also learning to not care what
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other people say nearly as much because, and that's what my
daughter's like and that's what I always wanted to be like.
But like, right now, I'm actually feeling that way as
opposed to pretending to feel that way.
And for all these mommy haters out there, because this is what
I never understand, OK, I never understand.
And as I'm growing into my own journey, you know, into getting
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married and I do want children. In fact, I am practicing that
now, you know, and I cannot imagine if I do have the girls
that I desire in life, if they were to choose, you know, sex
and they have these questions about sex and sexuality.
I can never imagine myself nor my fiance and I together
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shunning their questions. OK, I can never imagine that.
So then when someone like yourself does that their
daughter was the one that inspired them.
Not because they had a fucked upchildhood, not because you
didn't love your daughter and whatever you know else these
horrible things like you were telling me before people were
writing the ugliest messages. First of all, go fuck yourselves
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first and foremost. To every mom shamer out there,
that's slut shaming. Mommies have sex too.
Mommies deserve orgasm, and mommies deserve the pleasure
that they have been repressed of, no matter where they're
doing. Of course.
Okay. Yeah, it's just it's so
interesting to me and I try to think of it.
I try to step in the shoes of these fictional people that I
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don't know and try and look at it from, you know, empathy
towards them. Like like I was telling you so
many messages that my daughter and I have gotten about my
ex-husband, her dad. He probably killed himself.
He was so embarrassed, you know,thank God he's gone before he
saw this. Oh, you're, he's been dead 5
minutes and you're popping your pussy out.
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You know, first of all, they don't know me and they don't
know anything and it makes me sad.
It also makes me sad the people that don't understand why I
support her. I have been on dates after we
divorced, before he died, where I've had guys say, I can't go on
a date with you if you're going to support your daughter.
OK, well then you're not for me.And I get it.
Everybody comes from their own place, you know, different
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backgrounds, different parental styles, different religions,
different whatever. I just can't personally fathom
not supporting anything my childdoes #1 what's it going to get
me? She's going to alienate me out
of her life, but that's not the important part.
The important part is if she's not hurting anybody and she's
not hurting herself, I support her.
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And that's a rare thing that youfind in this industry.
I know that there's some actors and actresses in this industry
that probably would love to havesomeone like yourself on their
team because I've had a. Couple of girls reach out to me
and say, gosh, I wish my parentswere more like you.
And I say, well you know, give your parents grace.
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I'll be your surrogate mom. Let me know what you need.
See, and that's what it's all about, honestly, I and This is
why, again, I bring people like yourself onto my show because I
want people to understand there is a whole different side to
sex. Like, we can talk about the sex
all day, but the fact of the matter is it's a rare occasion
that an adult content creator like yourself would be able to
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shed their skin, talk about the reason why they really got into
this industry, not share this horrendous story, how they were
trafficked or forced, you know, upon this or a boyfriend made
you do this because you looked hot.
You know, I love this. I love this story.
And there are more stories that need to be told, you know,
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within the industry like this. Yes, I'm trying to.
I certainly didn't go into it with the idea of trying to, you
know, empower other people. But talking to people like you
and other people and having a girl reach out to me and say I
wish I could be like that was mymom.
She gets mad if I even look at aboy or want to go on a date.
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It does make me want to, you know, help people feel more
empowered, help whoever I can. You know, some people hate my
story, some people, my family hate my story, but it just is
what it is. And I'm sorry, I started
laughing earlier when you're saying something.
Oh no, the industry. I just somehow in my head, I
pictured myself like walking around with a gaping asshole and
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I couldn't get it out of my headWhen you're talking about
something stowed wonderful and sweet and I'm just like in my
head, I'm like walking around with just this giant asshole.
I just already know. I already know what the
impression I'm going to leave onyou, you know, the next time
you're publicist, Shout out to Laney next time.
She's like, Oh yeah, I want you to come back to Sapphire's show.
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Oh, you mean the gaping asshole?I love the gaping asshole.
Come anytime. You know, it's fine.
I love that I could bring that kind of fun out of you.
Because honey, we just talked about some some very, very
serious shit. Some very serious.
Shit, I'm saying I'm sorry you're talking about this.
No nice and sensitive and I'm like.
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No, we need to normalize. We need to normalize this, OK,
because sometimes even if it's at a funeral, I don't know if if
you're like me, but sometimes there's just somber occasions
where I'm like, I got to think of the happiest shit.
And if I look like the asshole laughing in the corner, I'm
sorry. That's my way of getting over
some grief. Like 1000% everybody has their
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process and if the gaping asshole is yours, I am for it.
It's mine now, I guess every. Time now, don't.
Now I'm seeing a gaping asshole.Right, it's my face.
It's not my face, just everything.
Oh, I'm definitely clipping this.
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Y'all like have to clip this, have to clip this for this one.
Oh my gosh, oh gosh. But yeah, you know, again, like
you're covering everything that I'm.
I was so curious about because again, I love how you normalize
the fact that your daughter was the one that helps you out with
this. And and again, being so new to
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this industry, I think that you can bring a whole different
side. Like you said, you have, you
know, all these desires, these, you know, excitements to kind of
grow and flourish with. So I got to ask, like, are you
team guy girl? Like are you open to performing
with trans, you know, trans performers or you know what,
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what do we see? Like what are you excited for?
Yeah, I think the thing that's hard with me is that I don't, I
really know until I try it. I have only had the most.
Well, I mean, OK, in college I was a bit of a hoe back, but
since then it was all guys. Hey, you know, since then I've
only had the few times that I had sex with my ex-husband were
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incredibly vanilla. So I've never kissed a girl.
Definitely. I definitely want to try that.
Okay. I've never had a threesome.
I've never had any sort of interracial sort of thing.
Now, am I going to go gangbangs and transgender?
I don't know. I'm just taking it one step at a
time and I'm kind of trying to do it.
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I wouldn't say this. I was going to say I'm sort of
trying to do it like how you would think naturally, but
that's not the case at all. I'm trying to do it as it comes
and just nothing is coming rightnow.
So I was. Going to say the one.
Thing that I'm experiencing sexually right now is stuff I'm
setting up for myself. So I'm setting up, you know, my
first male encounter on film. I'm setting up my first girl on
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girl. But at some point maybe I'll
actually have one of my own where I actually meet somebody
and and just see what happens. Like I was talking to somebody
last every week and they were telling me about the dungeon and
exotic. And I'm like the dungeon that's
exotic, people go down and they can learn about different sort
of, I don't know if it's all BDSM or what it is.
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And I'm like, Oh my God, I cannot wait.
Like, I'm super excited. I can tell.
You what happens? I see it.
I know that I want. Well, obviously I've had sex
with a man before, but I know when I have sex with a man on
camera, I know that I want to doa sloppy blowjob video because
everybody wants 1 and I want to see what they what it looks like
when I do it. I definitely want to have a
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female encounter for sure. And after that I don't really
know. It's like the world is your
oyster. Whatever.
Happens. Whatever happens, I found it
really cute that you were talking about, you know, BDSM,
the dungeon and Exotica. Now, for people that don't know
what Exotica is all about, it's a huge Expo that is hosted
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usually in New Jersey and I believe in Miami.
So you were talking about Exotica New Jersey.
I I'm matching. I know there's one in DCI, think
the biggest 1 is in Chicago and the second biggest 1 is in
Edison, NJ and that's in October, so I'm going to that.
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Oh my goodness, are you excited?What are you most excited about
for it? Oh my goodness.
Honestly, probably meeting othercontent creators because I have
such a small world. You know, my daughter is young
and she doesn't do boy girl content anymore because she has
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a significant other. So just meeting people, just
meeting. You know, I love that too.
Like I hear a lot of people, youknow, saying that the best thing
for them is like meeting their fans finally, especially like
they're long timers or like, especially if they're new and
now you're meeting like the person that might be, you know,
treating you on your wish list and stuff like that.
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So it's it's going to be very exciting for you, but I hope you
do get to go into the dungeon and get it.
Is there anything we're? Going to go see what it's about.
I've heard you don't even have to partake.
Yeah, no. Definitely going.
You know what, it's also I I love going to, when I do go to
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sex parties, I'm such a spectator, so I'm rarely a
person that really engages. In fact, the most recent
conversation I had with another podcaster on his podcast, it was
I said, I don't like to be called a kink dispenser at
parties, but I am known for my strap game, you know, strapping
on with the ladies. And so he was like, oh, so you
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got a new found respect for the men who put that work.
And I said, no, no, no, no, no, motherfucker.
I fuck women differently. But yes, my thighs, my hips,
they were given out to. I could not do it.
But yes, go as a spectator, you know.
I hope you could suggest indulgein everything please.
I mean, honestly, I kind of likewatching anyway.
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That's something I've always known is like, I think that's
kind of hot. So I just wanted, I don't even
know what to expect down there. I don't even like I said,
there's probably stuff that didn't exist when I got married.
I'm excited. You know, the fun thing about
it, too, is like, you can go back home and you can feel
inspired and look around your house and be like, oh, yeah,
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that could definitely be used. Oh, this could be used for that.
Oh, yes. Oh, honey, if you were to come
to my place, my man, he made a fuck saw.
Shit you not out of like the Home Depot type of like, you
know, cutting saws. He just took a part of it where
you would actually have the realsaw, took a part of it, molded
(40:48):
his Dick, put the attachment of his Dick on the actual sawing
part of this Home Depot kit. And I, we have a Home Depot made
from home fuck saw. Didn't have to spend thousands
of dollars. There you go.
I will say that that sounds verycool, but it also sounds like
you're speaking another language.
What the fuck is a fuck song? Oh honey, a fuck song or any.
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It's like, have you ever seen those fuck machines?
That's what it is so. I have one of those.
OK, the only thing besides myself I've had sex with him.
OK, so the fuck the fuck machineis similar to the fuck to the
fuck saw that we have. So except instead of putting it
in a box, he holds the saw part and he jams it and it's and it's
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powerful. It's a powerful thing.
Honey, you need a tarp with it. Oh goodness.
Oh yes, there you go. Bring the tarp.
We got the fuck saw. Bring the.
TARP. Boom, I love it.
I love it. Oh my goodness.
Jenny Lynn and Linny, I'm like, I'm not going to call you Jenny
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Lynn. There are so many Jenny Lynns,
but Jenny Linny, I, I'm just like a new fan.
You got a new fan today because I I'm so excited.
Oh, thank you, darlin. I I'm so excited.
I'm so excited. What's going to unfold for you?
And you know, you have to like, give me a rundown of like the
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first that you checked off, Likewe're going to have to interview
you a year later and be like, all right, what are the things
that you've accomplished? I'm going to keep a necklace
just for you. Just for me, please.
Where can people find you? Where can people follow you?
OK, so obviously I'm on Only Fans and it's Jenny Lenie, so
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it's JENN i.e. Under score Lyn.
N i.e. I'm also on Instagram, which is
the same but with A1 after it and Snapchat and then XI think X
is actually Lenny. Jenny yes, but the yeah, I tried
(43:04):
to make it streamlined, but obviously I didn't do that great
a job. No, I think it's sketchy, I
think it's catchy and we'll definitely make sure everybody
follows you. So definitely watch the end
credits, maybe do a little reading of the bio of this
episode, the description, you know where I put all the goodies
because we're going to blow up her feet.
Let's give some love to Jenny Lenny, an exciting journey to
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come. And honey, like we said, fuck
all the mommy shamers because you're owning it.
You are owning your sexuality and I wish you nothing, nothing
but the best. All right, dear buddy I.
Am so honored that you had me onhere to tell my little a
elementary story compared to compared to what you usually
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get. I'm like a first grade story.
No, I love it. And I love chatting with you.
I, I can't, I can't even expresslike literally, I love that I,
you brought a first to the show and I hope people now understand
your journey and will continue to follow that journey because
again, you kept it all the way real.
And I feel like I now just got to know you a little bit more.
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And I'm whenever, if we ever do cross paths, if you're ever in
LA, we got to cross paths. Have a drink, something we got
to do it. So please.
I'll keep you posted. Please do.
All right here, buds, you know what to do.
Follow me at Miz Radio Sapphire.That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on
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oh wait, there's a video. Yeah, got to go to Spotify.
iTunes has yet to catch up. Same with I Heart and everywhere
else. But remember, y'all, safe sex is
the best hot sex. Till next time, good night.
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I want you to pour the wine, grab somebody that you want to
hold on to, or better yet, get the vibration stimulated through
your body. Get ready for one hell of an
orgasm in 54321. What is up on my sexy
(00:30):
motherfuckers out there in Radioland?
It's your girl Sapphire. And I got to say, it's spooky
time, my favorite time of year, and I just celebrated my
engagement versary. Y'all, It's crazy because if you
didn't know, if you don't followmy Instagram, your girl is
finally getting married. I'm getting eloped, I'm getting
hitched, and nobody's coming to witness this monumentous
(00:55):
occasion. And you're probably wondering,
why am I saying this as the opening of this beautiful
interview? There's a goddess sitting next
to you, you know, via online, the Internet.
Who is this goddess? Like, come on, why are you
talking about a Lotman Sapphire?But I just wanted to open up
with some, you know, something different, something new and
speak about new. Congratulations to you.
(01:15):
Thank you. Thank you, thank you.
I I'm honestly I'm very excited.So by the time this airs y'all
I'll be probably getting fucked on the railway of New Orleans.
You know fucked over the French Quarter and all that, but I got
to say I got to introduce this. I mean she's fresh y'all like
fresh fresh out the package, well matured MILF, beautiful,
(01:40):
just radiating with this goddessenergy.
Y'all a Tennessee and if that OK.
And let me just say Jenny Linney, I don't think we've ever
had a guest like you on Sapphires, their play, and I've
been around for a long time, butI think the rowdy frat boys have
to bring in this brand new goddess energy Jenny Linney has
(02:03):
to offer. So frat boys, come on and give
her some love. I love frat boys, love frat
boys. You know, honestly, nobody like
has ever said they had hated thefrat boy intro.
But I got to say, Jenny, Lenny, there's so much I have to talk
to you about. Like, first of all, you are
Jay's, like I said, fresh into this business you started during
(02:27):
the summer. You have quite an interesting
journey. You used to be a licensed
attorney for over 20 years I. Actually still am a licensed
attorney. I'm going to tell you more about
that later. I took a break when some family
stuff happened and when my leavewas over, I just wasn't ready to
go back. So I still am licensed, I'm just
not practicing right now. So not practicing.
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So you could definitely, you know, exercise the court of law
if need to be on set if you everneed.
To be it. Needs to be.
But also never ever done that before.
I don't know why I did it right.I think I just brought that
energy for you. You know what, we're just going
to be like, I'm going to click with this.
But like, again, the journey doesn't just, you know, end
(03:11):
there. Like you're practicing license
attorney, your daughter is also in this industry of content
creating. You decided to start your own
journey fairly recently into adult content creating.
And I'm putting an emphasis on adult content creating because
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from my knowledge you have yet to do any scenes correct.
Other than with myself, that is correct.
Awesome. I have worked myself quite a
bit, but we're still a few weeksaway from an actual human being.
Exciting, exciting. So I, I got to know, how does
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your daughter who is also in this industry as a content
creator, how does she become like this inspiration for you to
you, you know, branch into your own sexuality and like really
claim it as your own. It's it's a good, it's a good
question. It's an interesting question.
It's kind of like the perfect storm of fuck up itness.
(04:19):
I can cuss, right? Oh honey, yes, I said sexy
motherfuckers and all that. You be yourself.
I know a country woman. I see one.
Honey, you don't have to say bless your heart.
You could say fuck him. You're.
Welcome. You're welcome.
So she she has been creating content since COVID.
So she started during COVID. I was still practicing.
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Well, then her dad was still alive.
We were actually still married at the time.
You know, not to get too much into her, but she's pretty sick
growing up. And so, you know, did did she
pop out of me? And I said, oh, I hope she does
adult content. No, that's probably not what
happened when she came out in mywomb.
But, but at that point, I was just happy that she was and she
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was doing something that she liked.
So that's sort of was my foray into adult content.
She got pretty popular really fast.
So I answered some messages for her for a while, sort of got a
little bit more comfortable withit.
And, you know, the years passed by, she got more and more
hardcore. I got more and more, do you
think? And then her, her dad, her dad
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and I got divorced in 2022. And we remain best friends.
And then he died last December. So, you know, that's just the
way to say that. So I then took some time off
because it was he actually without getting two more, but he
I was with him alone when he died and it was, was pretty
(05:46):
traumatic for me. So I took some time off and then
when it was time to go back to work, I just wasn't ready to go
back to work. And so I was like, OK, what can
I do? Just sort of like buy some time,
make a little bit more money. And obviously my daughter is
incredibly good at what she doesand she's very popular.
She's she's started on only fansand did primarily only, only
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fans. Right now.
She's sort of starting to branchout.
Actually, she is starting to branch out into the professional
world. So what she actually did was she
said, well, you know, mom, why don't you just, you know, take
some time off and why don't you do a Snapchat behind the scenes
for me? You know, you can do some behind
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the scenes content. You can follow me around doing
my little Tik Toks and doing my little stretching or whatever.
And I was like, OK, I'll do that.
You know, you're popular. She said, you know, some family
members do that and they make money.
It's like, OK, whatever. Never in a million years
thinking I'm going to take off any of these clothes, right?
So I start doing this and the people on Snapchat are like, I
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don't understand why, why, why don't you do this?
You're beautiful, whatever, you know, And I guess maybe the male
attention kind of got to my heada little bit and I still was
thinking, no way, I'm not going to do it.
I want to be in this program where I can make money following
her around or whatever. And then, and I know this is a
very, very long way to get to your question.
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No, no, This is an. This is what it's all about.
This is what it's all about, leaves.
So then I, you know, I started thinking a little bit about it
and then one day she called me with one of her friends that
does content and they went, Oh my God, we have the best idea.
You do content with my friend and I'll film it and you'll go
viral and you'll make money and you only have to do it once if
(07:31):
you want. And I was like, OK, I can do
that. I can do one video.
So I signed up. I signed up that day for only
fans and then it kind of fell through.
So I'm like, all right, so now I'm stuck with this only fans.
What am I going to do? And that's also kind of it's
kind of all, like I said, it's the perfect storm.
It's because the other side of me, the non working side, is my
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ex-husband and I loved each other very much, but our
marriage was completely platonicfor 25 years.
We didn't have sex. We had no intimacy at all.
We didn't kiss. So we were friendship, Mary.
Getting shit done, that's all wewere was friends getting shit
done. Which by the way, which by the
way is not unheard of, I want people to understand like this
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is becoming honestly a little scarily normal, kind of this new
norm that we're seeping into, which we can get into as well,
but just a little side note for people to understand.
And I've heard from a lot of people, men as well as women,
actually, you know, because onlyfans mostly I talk to men, but
there are plenty of men out there that are like that too.
(08:37):
And it's, you know, you just getinto your life and love them as
people. And you have a kid and you have
a job and, you know, five years turns into 10 years turns into
20 years turns into it was 25 years.
And he actually left me for another woman.
So I don't know. I'm glad he did because we
needed to do it. So all of this is sort of
(08:59):
converging at the same time. When we got divorced, I started
dating a little bit, but I didn't know anything.
I didn't know what love bombing was.
Somebody love bombed me and I was ready to move across the
country and marry them at the next second.
I didn't know. I just thought, oh, this is it.
This is what I'm missing already.
And we've only talked once. I knew I was great.
I was great. So I'm learning everything and,
(09:22):
you know, trying to explore my sexuality a little bit with
myself. And honestly, even in those
years when we weren't sexual, I don't know if you've ever been
in a relationship like that, butI kind of didn't really even do
much with myself at the time. It just kind of got to be my
normal. So these men started talking to
(09:43):
me on Snapchat and I started thinking, you know, well, yes,
this is this is exciting. I haven't really thought about
this in so long. It just all kind of came
together. And I thought, you know what,
instead of having one viral video with this person that
never happened, I'm going to take this journey and see what
happens. I'm going to, I'm going to, I'm
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just going to see what I like. I'm going to try different
stuff. Never been with a woman, never
filmed with a man. You know, all the stuff that
probably stuff that existed now that didn't even exist back
then. I really know what I could
possibly do. But I just kind of decided I'm
going to take this journey and as long as it's fun, I'm going
to do it. And it's been so much fun.
It's only been two months and I have only played with myself,
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but so far it's been a lot of fun.
You know, OK, so let's let's getinto this because again, you are
just literally this ball of energy where the world is your
oyster, literally. And I love how you were kind of
like being born into this newfound sexuality, things that
we rarely hear, you know, exceptbehind closed doors or with, you
(10:52):
know, amongst girlfriends that really are able to talk about
saying, you know, I've been married for X amount of years
and never had an orgasm with my partner.
Folks out there may think I'm full of bullshit, but this is a
norm that is kind of scary to kind of know.
And now that we're hearing more and more studies that even the
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younger generation, like, I'm inmy 30s, I'm 36 and you're 51.
Your daughter's in her, I believe, early 20s.
Almost mad. OK.
And so they're saying that now women and men and other non
binary folks out there, the activism of sex is dwindling as
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well. You know, sex and alcohol is not
as active as it used to be. You know, folks are having less
and less sex and mostly basing their connections off of like
real connections and not so muchthe physicality of a sexual
relationship. So for someone like yourself
that it's saying, you know, hey,I had a partnership with a man
that I was solely friends with. This is not unheard of.
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So I can understand with somebody like yourself who's
stuck with the monogamy and not to shame anybody who is non
monogamous. I myself am a non monogamous
polyamorous and I can understandwhen you are only tied to one
person. Sex might not be the priority in
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that relationship. You can get bored of your
partner. There's times where I'm like, he
might want sex and I might not want sex even with my
girlfriend, I might not want sexand more want that connection.
So it's like for somebody that has such a high sex drive, what
do you have to do? We shun, you know, women like
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yourself that have a high sex drive and, you know, we tell
them that they're not allowed tomasturbate when they're in a
relationship or if you're in a marriage, you need to use your
your spouse as a toy. Don't use the physical toy.
We've heard those. Yeah.
So it's like there's so many questions for myself, like, how
have you been enjoying yourself?Like as a woman in her 50s,
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especially where there's the thebed death that people say that
menopause kills the sex drive. You know, we've been proven with
these statistics that menopause,you know, kind of dwindles the
sex drive in women or sometimes it doesn't.
What's your libido like now? Well, it's interesting because I
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went through menopause really early.
I went through menopause in my like I was 40, so I don't really
know. And at the time I was married,
so there was no way really to know how it affected my sex
drive because there was no sex to be had.
But right now my sex drive is really high.
And I think that the more I experienced, I never owned a toy
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until I started this journey, never had one, never, never had
a guy or or girl touch me with atoy.
Only I've done it. But it's just opened up this
whole world of like, what is happening.
So yeah, like, the more I do enjoy myself, the more I want to
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enjoy myself. So, so far, I hope putting
another person in there doesn't change that, you know, because
I'm really looking forward to that.
But so far it's just been getting more and more, I don't
want to say explosive, but yeah,I mean explosive it's but it's
also kind of I think because at the same time, for God knows
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what reason, because of the convergence of circumstances,
I'm now also filming myself do this.
And that's a whole nother level of this is exciting.
This is kind of like, what are you doing?
Are you sure you're going to do this right?
But the more I do it, the more comfortable I get, the more I
like it. Do you find yourself, you know,
especially when you're filming and because you are now
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relearning your body, if you will, you know, giving yourself
the pleasure that you want, not so much what a partner wants?
Do you find yourself like rediscovering your, your vulva,
your vagina? I myself sometimes like to, you
know, film myself even just likecaressing, not even
masturbatory, but just, I like to look at myself in the mirror
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sometimes and I'll touch myself in certain ways, be like, oh, I
never noticed this or oh, there's a little bit of grippage
here, you know, things like that.
Do you find yourself being more fascinated?
It's so funny that you said thatbecause a couple of weeks ago,
all of a sudden I just got like,I'm my only fans when I'm
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filming, I like want to watch every second of like going in
and the muscles and like when I have an orgasm and I just got
super obsessed with it. So so yes, I would probably say
my fans would say probably to anunhealthy degree.
I'm like, look at that. Oh my God, what's happening?
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Do you see that twitch right there on the left?
Yes, it's fascinating to me thisthe the Physiology of it,
obviously the psychology as well, but the Physiology of it
is is very interesting to me andthe psychology is as well
because I also definitely am a believer that the brain is the
biggest sex organ there is, especially with two people,
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maybe less with one person because I know exactly where to
go. But so yes, I have found myself
just in the last month just being pretty obsessed with it.
And I think that's because the camera, you get so close, you
never really even thought to stick something down there and
say, OK, what's happening. And now I am.
And it's like, this is so cool. Honestly, I have to say, as
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someone who used to edit a lot of hardcore content, I used to
cringe when I would watch this one director Mike Adriano.
And he does the swallowed and like the the very like gonzo,
like very just over the top gagging on porn fresh like girls
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that are young and just he will take these, you know, little
optic cameras that you would technically go to the
gynecologist or your oncologist for and he will stick cameras
inside the vagina in in the anusand you will see dead ass.
Go look up Mike. Adriano swallowed all those.
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You're in for a treat. Literally.
I mean, you want to talk about full blown just medical
inspection, but it's supposed tobe sexy gaping assholes.
Oh yeah, you know what a gaping is, right?
OK, I got to be honest with you.Please, I'm not a fan of the
gaping asshole. I'm not either, honey.
On my Twitter I'm like, oh God, get it?
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Off there's some things like that.
The rosebudding, the like the prolapse anuses.
I don't know what's worse, the gaping anuses or the prolapse
anuses. My poor fiance, I haven't.
Seen prolapse anus and I don't want to now because gaping is
too much like is is it like is that really happening?
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Is that? And I know it is now, of course,
like the first time I thought I'd say, what the fuck is that?
I remember the. Cow anus giving birth, what is
that? Y'all.
Oh. I know, oh honey, when you said
that there like before, when I everybody should know this by
now. Who's been listening to airplay?
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But if you're new to Sapphire's airplay, I like to do a lot of
pre interviews just to get to know my people before I start
interviewing them. Because, you know, that's what a
good journalist does. You know, I try to make sure I'm
not, you know, fucking up and making me feel offended.
It's it's your space, It's welcoming.
So Jenny Linney, you told me that you, you are so new to the
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porn world that there's like still some terms and things that
you need to get to know, right? Yes, but I know what prolapse
is, but I don't know what it is in that context and I'm not sure
I want to know. Whatever you guys do when you
listen to this interview, do notDM her.
I'm serious, consensually do notDM her.
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Don't. Understand pictures, No.
Boom. You guys want me to go the other
way? No.
Run, girl, run if you even see the word.
Hey Jenny Linney, I heard you onAirplay.
Here's a no bloom. Delete it.
I promise you I will have googled it by then.
I do not need your help, but thank you.
Yes, don't do it, y'all don't doit to her.
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Don't do it to her. Is there another term?
Is there another thing that you're like, absolutely not, I
can't. I don't even want to know like.
Well, if there is, I don't know it because yeah.
So like, really honestly, the only thing that's shocked me
about the porn that I see dead on absolutely is the giant
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assholes. I just.
And and what you're talking about, it's just I just, I don't
know what to do when I open up to that.
Oh yeah. What to do?
I'm. Just like I always, even when I
talk to some of my friends in the industry and I'm like, I
understand you train your butt for that long.
There's just no way. I can't even put like to be
honest, I've tried in my personal life.
I can't even put anything in my ass.
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The only Dick I've really taken in my ass was a porn Dick.
My own fiance does not fucking me in my ass.
Like that's not something to do porn.
Dick. Like an actual porn star when I
was yes, so I did when I was in a relationship prior to this
fiance, I did date another womanthat was like my first ever
relationship. She was a real see you next
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Tuesday to be, you know, like, respectfully honest, didn't
understand the whole like, bisexuality thing.
Wanted me to be so lesbian. I'm like, I am so lesbian, but I
also like a little Dick on the side.
That's why I'm polyamorous now. I like a little Dick on the
side, but I'm mostly a lesbian. So yeah, I like what I like.
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So after being with her for likea year and a half, there was no
better way than to have a porn abeautiful man, porn star male
porn star porn talent come on myshow and then make me come after
my show and re welcome me back to the world of real Dick.
And so that is what nice. But after that I was like, yeah,
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no, no, no, my booty is the one way.
Yeah, I'm good off of it. Like I can't, I've yeah, can't
do it, but. Like everybody, I mean that's,
you know, that's what everybody wants on like on only family and
I did yesterday do I did the little small guy for the first
time. I did tell you that.
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It was OK. It was.
OK, I'm I'm OK with doing the next size up.
At some point I may decide not to.
I will never gape. I promise you that I am never
going to gape. Never going to gape.
No gapes. Nope.
In this no game. There we go.
So I have to like, now I have questions.
So when you said putting in the little 1 and it was a cute, I
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saw the butt plug. Did I go through your app feed?
Of course I did. I got to investigate.
I got to know who my guest is. So you have this cute little.
Yeah, you have this cute little bedazzled little booty toy, this
little anal toy for everybody out there that's like a virgin
to the asshole. What was like your way to make
yourself comfortable to do so? OK well when I did it I had just
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filmed and had an amazing orgasmvaginal, a front door orgasm and
I was just like soaked. I was soaked.
I can't. God, please let my parents watch
this. So, like, all right, well, let's
just stick a little finger in there and see what this is all
about. I'm wet.
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Can't be that bad. There you go.
Well, that's not bad. And then I stuck to it.
Well, that's not bad. I was like, alright, where is
that little cute dazzled thing that guy sent me?
Because I had, I had a wish listand he said somebody sent me
like a little kit and I stuck itup on in there.
And, you know, I didn't keep it in there forever, but long
enough to take a few pictures. And yeah, I mean, I wouldn't say
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it felt amazing, but didn't feelbad.
So yeah, I would say lots of Lube, whether it's your own Lube
or some other kind of Lube, justbecause it is a little tight,
you know, at first. But I was pretty loose enough.
I mean, I guess not just the Lube, but I guess my muscles
were loose too from right on theother end.
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So I don't know. It was a good experience.
Oddly, it was a good experience.I was terrified of it.
I have been terrified of it. I'm glad that you overcame your
booty hole, feels like it's great when you were able to
overcome it. And I know, I know that there
are some people, some women, even outside of the porn
industry who say that that is really an amazing orgasm.
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Because I mean, think about the muscles in the front.
The muscles in the back are eventons more.
Oh yeah, great. Is that?
Could be like a secondary sourceof pleasure.
I don't know if it ever will be,but like I said, I'm going to
try stuff until it's not fun anymore.
That's what it's all about, honestly, and that's for
anybody. It doesn't matter if you are in
the adult industry or not. I think your body, yeah, your
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body should be used for pleasurein a good way.
And that's. Kind of, that's kind of my whole
philosophy when I saw it, you know, is it a way for me to
potentially make money and not have to go back to the practice
of law now or maybe ever? I mean, 25 years pricing law was
a long time. I'm not anxious to go back.
Yes, it's a way to make a littlebit of money.
But at the end of the day, the bottom line is this is what I
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wanted to do for myself regardless.
I wanted to try the things I thought of or maybe fantasized
about while I was in a platonic marriage.
And just, I've lived so much of my life and fear of what other
people think and trying to please other people.
And I just don't want to do it anymore.
And I just kind of got to that point.
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I think it took having him die and realizing number one, life
is too short. And #2 all the people that I'm
worried about what they think, they don't, they don't really
give a shit. I mean, my family does or my
parents do, but that's really it.
So, you know, I've wasted so much time and would you?
It's not gonna waste it. Would you say, and I, I hope
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this is not too grim to ask, butif your husband, if your
ex-husband and you won, didn't have such a platonic marriage
that ended in your divorce, him passing away, you know, fairly
young and if your daughter neverwent into, you know, the world
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of adult content creation, wouldyou say Jenny Lynn would be
still, I'm sorry, Jenny Linney would still be Jenny Linney.
I wouldn't. I would definitely would not be
creating content as an adult. I don't think, you know, based
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on where I came from, that was not ever something that I
thought about doing or was interested in doing.
I think my daughter kind of broke that barrier for our whole
family in terms of she's doing what she wants to do, she's
healthy, she's making money, she's enjoying it, fuck
everybody else. I've never been that kind of
personality. But I'm so in awe of her,
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honestly, that she is like that.So without her doing that, I
know I wouldn't be Jenny Lenny. I might still be exploring my
sexuality, you know, if he and Iweren't platonic.
I don't really, you know, honestly, a lot of the reason we
were platonic is because we justweren't sexually compatible.
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You know, if we weren't platonic, but you know, we were
still kind of the way we were, Iprobably would still be
exploring with sexuality. And you know, a minute ago you
said something that was interesting and I wanted to just
clarify that it yes, I'm exploring my body and I'm
exploring the physicality, but Ialso would really like to
explore emotional intimacy at some point too, because I've
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never had that. And I get there are two
different things, but I never had that either.
I've never been in love. I mean, I loved him, but now I
can say we weren't in love. We just was the right time.
You know, we got married for thewrong reason.
So. So it's like all of it combined.
I'm just trying to see where it all goes.
If if I even answered your question.
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No, you did. No, I think you absolutely did.
And I think it's, you know, veryimportant that when you just
made that very clear that that emotional connection was as
well, you know, sex without emotion.
Can it be had? Absolutely.
You can absolutely have sex without emotion.
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But the fact that you just said,and it breaks my heart that you
have yet to find that that love,you know, that love that is
physical, emotional understanding that to me is a
sexual, that's a healthy sexual relationship.
That's what creates a healthy sexual marriage, if you will, if
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you're not even having that. Emotional.
I would never speak poorly of him at all.
It was not his fault. No, it was a joint effort.
We were both in it together. We both made a lot of mistakes
and we are where we are. Unfortunately, he's gone and I'm
here to try to figure it out. But in a lot of ways I'm lucky
because I am still here and I still have time to figure it
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out. You know, it's horrible that it
happened. It was a horrible wake up call,
but at the same time I woke up so know, you know, he could
still be here and I would choosethat over anything else.
But you know, who knows what have happened, If I it would if
I ever would have done this. And I'm certainly glad that I'm
on a journey of doing it and also learning to not care what
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other people say nearly as much because, and that's what my
daughter's like and that's what I always wanted to be like.
But like, right now, I'm actually feeling that way as
opposed to pretending to feel that way.
And for all these mommy haters out there, because this is what
I never understand, OK, I never understand.
And as I'm growing into my own journey, you know, into getting
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married and I do want children. In fact, I am practicing that
now, you know, and I cannot imagine if I do have the girls
that I desire in life, if they were to choose, you know, sex
and they have these questions about sex and sexuality.
I can never imagine myself nor my fiance and I together
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shunning their questions. OK, I can never imagine that.
So then when someone like yourself does that their
daughter was the one that inspired them.
Not because they had a fucked upchildhood, not because you
didn't love your daughter and whatever you know else these
horrible things like you were telling me before people were
writing the ugliest messages. First of all, go fuck yourselves
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first and foremost. To every mom shamer out there,
that's slut shaming. Mommies have sex too.
Mommies deserve orgasm, and mommies deserve the pleasure
that they have been repressed of, no matter where they're
doing. Of course.
Okay. Yeah, it's just it's so
interesting to me and I try to think of it.
I try to step in the shoes of these fictional people that I
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don't know and try and look at it from, you know, empathy
towards them. Like like I was telling you so
many messages that my daughter and I have gotten about my
ex-husband, her dad. He probably killed himself.
He was so embarrassed, you know,thank God he's gone before he
saw this. Oh, you're, he's been dead 5
minutes and you're popping your pussy out.
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You know, first of all, they don't know me and they don't
know anything and it makes me sad.
It also makes me sad the people that don't understand why I
support her. I have been on dates after we
divorced, before he died, where I've had guys say, I can't go on
a date with you if you're going to support your daughter.
OK, well then you're not for me.And I get it.
Everybody comes from their own place, you know, different
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backgrounds, different parental styles, different religions,
different whatever. I just can't personally fathom
not supporting anything my childdoes #1 what's it going to get
me? She's going to alienate me out
of her life, but that's not the important part.
The important part is if she's not hurting anybody and she's
not hurting herself, I support her.
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And that's a rare thing that youfind in this industry.
I know that there's some actors and actresses in this industry
that probably would love to havesomeone like yourself on their
team because I've had a. Couple of girls reach out to me
and say, gosh, I wish my parentswere more like you.
And I say, well you know, give your parents grace.
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I'll be your surrogate mom. Let me know what you need.
See, and that's what it's all about, honestly, I and This is
why, again, I bring people like yourself onto my show because I
want people to understand there is a whole different side to
sex. Like, we can talk about the sex
all day, but the fact of the matter is it's a rare occasion
that an adult content creator like yourself would be able to
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shed their skin, talk about the reason why they really got into
this industry, not share this horrendous story, how they were
trafficked or forced, you know, upon this or a boyfriend made
you do this because you looked hot.
You know, I love this. I love this story.
And there are more stories that need to be told, you know,
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within the industry like this. Yes, I'm trying to.
I certainly didn't go into it with the idea of trying to, you
know, empower other people. But talking to people like you
and other people and having a girl reach out to me and say I
wish I could be like that was mymom.
She gets mad if I even look at aboy or want to go on a date.
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It does make me want to, you know, help people feel more
empowered, help whoever I can. You know, some people hate my
story, some people, my family hate my story, but it just is
what it is. And I'm sorry, I started
laughing earlier when you're saying something.
Oh no, the industry. I just somehow in my head, I
pictured myself like walking around with a gaping asshole and
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I couldn't get it out of my headWhen you're talking about
something stowed wonderful and sweet and I'm just like in my
head, I'm like walking around with just this giant asshole.
I just already know. I already know what the
impression I'm going to leave onyou, you know, the next time
you're publicist, Shout out to Laney next time.
She's like, Oh yeah, I want you to come back to Sapphire's show.
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Oh, you mean the gaping asshole?I love the gaping asshole.
Come anytime. You know, it's fine.
I love that I could bring that kind of fun out of you.
Because honey, we just talked about some some very, very
serious shit. Some very serious.
Shit, I'm saying I'm sorry you're talking about this.
No nice and sensitive and I'm like.
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No, we need to normalize. We need to normalize this, OK,
because sometimes even if it's at a funeral, I don't know if if
you're like me, but sometimes there's just somber occasions
where I'm like, I got to think of the happiest shit.
And if I look like the asshole laughing in the corner, I'm
sorry. That's my way of getting over
some grief. Like 1000% everybody has their
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process and if the gaping asshole is yours, I am for it.
It's mine now, I guess every. Time now, don't.
Now I'm seeing a gaping asshole.Right, it's my face.
It's not my face, just everything.
Oh, I'm definitely clipping this.
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Y'all like have to clip this, have to clip this for this one.
Oh my gosh, oh gosh. But yeah, you know, again, like
you're covering everything that I'm.
I was so curious about because again, I love how you normalize
the fact that your daughter was the one that helps you out with
this. And and again, being so new to
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this industry, I think that you can bring a whole different
side. Like you said, you have, you
know, all these desires, these, you know, excitements to kind of
grow and flourish with. So I got to ask, like, are you
team guy girl? Like are you open to performing
with trans, you know, trans performers or you know what,
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what do we see? Like what are you excited for?
Yeah, I think the thing that's hard with me is that I don't, I
really know until I try it. I have only had the most.
Well, I mean, OK, in college I was a bit of a hoe back, but
since then it was all guys. Hey, you know, since then I've
only had the few times that I had sex with my ex-husband were
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incredibly vanilla. So I've never kissed a girl.
Definitely. I definitely want to try that.
Okay. I've never had a threesome.
I've never had any sort of interracial sort of thing.
Now, am I going to go gangbangs and transgender?
I don't know. I'm just taking it one step at a
time and I'm kind of trying to do it.
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I wouldn't say this. I was going to say I'm sort of
trying to do it like how you would think naturally, but
that's not the case at all. I'm trying to do it as it comes
and just nothing is coming rightnow.
So I was. Going to say the one.
Thing that I'm experiencing sexually right now is stuff I'm
setting up for myself. So I'm setting up, you know, my
first male encounter on film. I'm setting up my first girl on
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girl. But at some point maybe I'll
actually have one of my own where I actually meet somebody
and and just see what happens. Like I was talking to somebody
last every week and they were telling me about the dungeon and
exotic. And I'm like the dungeon that's
exotic, people go down and they can learn about different sort
of, I don't know if it's all BDSM or what it is.
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And I'm like, Oh my God, I cannot wait.
Like, I'm super excited. I can tell.
You what happens? I see it.
I know that I want. Well, obviously I've had sex
with a man before, but I know when I have sex with a man on
camera, I know that I want to doa sloppy blowjob video because
everybody wants 1 and I want to see what they what it looks like
when I do it. I definitely want to have a
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female encounter for sure. And after that I don't really
know. It's like the world is your
oyster. Whatever.
Happens. Whatever happens, I found it
really cute that you were talking about, you know, BDSM,
the dungeon and Exotica. Now, for people that don't know
what Exotica is all about, it's a huge Expo that is hosted
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usually in New Jersey and I believe in Miami.
So you were talking about Exotica New Jersey.
I I'm matching. I know there's one in DCI, think
the biggest 1 is in Chicago and the second biggest 1 is in
Edison, NJ and that's in October, so I'm going to that.
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Oh my goodness, are you excited?What are you most excited about
for it? Oh my goodness.
Honestly, probably meeting othercontent creators because I have
such a small world. You know, my daughter is young
and she doesn't do boy girl content anymore because she has
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a significant other. So just meeting people, just
meeting. You know, I love that too.
Like I hear a lot of people, youknow, saying that the best thing
for them is like meeting their fans finally, especially like
they're long timers or like, especially if they're new and
now you're meeting like the person that might be, you know,
treating you on your wish list and stuff like that.
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So it's it's going to be very exciting for you, but I hope you
do get to go into the dungeon and get it.
Is there anything we're? Going to go see what it's about.
I've heard you don't even have to partake.
Yeah, no. Definitely going.
You know what, it's also I I love going to, when I do go to
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sex parties, I'm such a spectator, so I'm rarely a
person that really engages. In fact, the most recent
conversation I had with another podcaster on his podcast, it was
I said, I don't like to be called a kink dispenser at
parties, but I am known for my strap game, you know, strapping
on with the ladies. And so he was like, oh, so you
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got a new found respect for the men who put that work.
And I said, no, no, no, no, no, motherfucker.
I fuck women differently. But yes, my thighs, my hips,
they were given out to. I could not do it.
But yes, go as a spectator, you know.
I hope you could suggest indulgein everything please.
I mean, honestly, I kind of likewatching anyway.
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That's something I've always known is like, I think that's
kind of hot. So I just wanted, I don't even
know what to expect down there. I don't even like I said,
there's probably stuff that didn't exist when I got married.
I'm excited. You know, the fun thing about
it, too, is like, you can go back home and you can feel
inspired and look around your house and be like, oh, yeah,
(40:26):
that could definitely be used. Oh, this could be used for that.
Oh, yes. Oh, honey, if you were to come
to my place, my man, he made a fuck saw.
Shit you not out of like the Home Depot type of like, you
know, cutting saws. He just took a part of it where
you would actually have the realsaw, took a part of it, molded
(40:48):
his Dick, put the attachment of his Dick on the actual sawing
part of this Home Depot kit. And I, we have a Home Depot made
from home fuck saw. Didn't have to spend thousands
of dollars. There you go.
I will say that that sounds verycool, but it also sounds like
you're speaking another language.
What the fuck is a fuck song? Oh honey, a fuck song or any.
(41:12):
It's like, have you ever seen those fuck machines?
That's what it is so. I have one of those.
OK, the only thing besides myself I've had sex with him.
OK, so the fuck the fuck machineis similar to the fuck to the
fuck saw that we have. So except instead of putting it
in a box, he holds the saw part and he jams it and it's and it's
(41:38):
powerful. It's a powerful thing.
Honey, you need a tarp with it. Oh goodness.
Oh yes, there you go. Bring the tarp.
We got the fuck saw. Bring the.
TARP. Boom, I love it.
I love it. Oh my goodness.
Jenny Lynn and Linny, I'm like, I'm not going to call you Jenny
(41:59):
Lynn. There are so many Jenny Lynns,
but Jenny Linny, I, I'm just like a new fan.
You got a new fan today because I I'm so excited.
Oh, thank you, darlin. I I'm so excited.
I'm so excited. What's going to unfold for you?
And you know, you have to like, give me a rundown of like the
(42:21):
first that you checked off, Likewe're going to have to interview
you a year later and be like, all right, what are the things
that you've accomplished? I'm going to keep a necklace
just for you. Just for me, please.
Where can people find you? Where can people follow you?
OK, so obviously I'm on Only Fans and it's Jenny Lenie, so
(42:42):
it's JENN i.e. Under score Lyn.
N i.e. I'm also on Instagram, which is
the same but with A1 after it and Snapchat and then XI think X
is actually Lenny. Jenny yes, but the yeah, I tried
(43:04):
to make it streamlined, but obviously I didn't do that great
a job. No, I think it's sketchy, I
think it's catchy and we'll definitely make sure everybody
follows you. So definitely watch the end
credits, maybe do a little reading of the bio of this
episode, the description, you know where I put all the goodies
because we're going to blow up her feet.
Let's give some love to Jenny Lenny, an exciting journey to
(43:27):
come. And honey, like we said, fuck
all the mommy shamers because you're owning it.
You are owning your sexuality and I wish you nothing, nothing
but the best. All right, dear buddy I.
Am so honored that you had me onhere to tell my little a
elementary story compared to compared to what you usually
(43:50):
get. I'm like a first grade story.
No, I love it. And I love chatting with you.
I, I can't, I can't even expresslike literally, I love that I,
you brought a first to the show and I hope people now understand
your journey and will continue to follow that journey because
again, you kept it all the way real.
And I feel like I now just got to know you a little bit more.
(44:13):
And I'm whenever, if we ever do cross paths, if you're ever in
LA, we got to cross paths. Have a drink, something we got
to do it. So please.
I'll keep you posted. Please do.
All right here, buds, you know what to do.
Follow me at Miz Radio Sapphire.That's MSRADIOSAPPHIRE on
(44:33):
Instagram, Miz Radio, sapphire.com and of course
Sapphires, your play on the YouTube, on the Spotify's iTunes
and wherever else your podcast is being witnessed.
But if you want that video, you know, you have to, you know, you
have to subscribe through the Spotify to get that video.
Everything else, if you're looking at it and you're like,
(44:53):
oh wait, there's a video. Yeah, got to go to Spotify.
iTunes has yet to catch up. Same with I Heart and everywhere
else. But remember, y'all, safe sex is
the best hot sex. Till next time, good night.
That was the show all you sexy motherfuckers out there,
remember to follow at Miss RadioSapphire and Sapphires Airplay
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