Savior Complex

Chirp chirp, it’s spring cleaning time, blossoms! Kiko and Emily are here with a fresh transmission just in time for Mercury Retrograde/Eclipse Season - be careful out there please!! In this ep, we dive into the shimmering radiance and silence of the universe and how to incorporate that energy into our daily lives, letting new life experiences unfold (love, anyone?!), hope as a practice, and boredom as a powerful tool of transforma...

Happy midwinter, blossoms! It’s Aquarius Season, we’ve just passed the threshold of Imbolc and we’re anticipating the Lunar New Year, so strap in for a discussion of our roles within the human and ecological collective, and our responsibility to our dreams on an individual and humanitarian level. Kiko shares about the angelic being that taught them love (listen to find out who), and Emily reveals her greatest flaw (listen to find o...

Happy New Year, Blossoms! It’s 2024, it’s a Universal 8 Year, and Kiko and Emily are both emerging from a Dark Time™ - let’s get into it! Emily shares about her current “nothingness” phase of grief and Kiko fills us in on a recent experience of professional disappointment and the (partially seasonal) depression that ensued. But chin up Blossoms - this ep dives deep on how to move through life’s low points and how to appreciate the ...

Just in time for the mystery and intrigue of eclipse season, Kiko and Emily are back, little *blossoms*. But we must warn you: if you’re not into weeping or sitting with the reality of infinite unknowable mystery, consider skipping (but also unpack your inability to exist with emotional discomfort???) and if you *are* a frequent SC Pod listener, we know you’re into weeping…admit it…so make a cozy tea, light a soy wax candle, grab a...

Knock knock, lovers - the angels are working overtime this sweaty-@$$ summer and Kiko and Emily want to know: are you ready to receive (bottom)? In this episode, Kiko boldly demonstrates how moving apartments in New York City can actually be a spiritual awakening, Emily opens up about the struggle to let go of, well…struggle itself...as she moves into a new Personal Paradigm™, and we sing a life-changing duet (intentionally breathy...

In this episode, Kiko and Emily report to you live from the trenches of this most recent Mercury Retrograde aka merc wreck… get it trending… 🚨 Tender Sensitive Belly Zone🚨: Kiko opens up about having to be perfect (vulnerable in a cool way), Emily reveals she is not a saint (kind of hot), we attempt to turn on our consenting dear friend and producer Mikel with our sexy accolades, and we discuss our shared confusion about nutritio...

The coffee is flowing, the energy is wild, and spring has sprung in this latest ep, lovers!! 🌸 🌼 🌷 In this ep discuss honoring our experiences as vast energetic beings, explore the practice of self-acceptance in moments of self-betrayal, get honest about using humor as a beautiful processing tool vs using humor to deflect (guilty as charged), and share the interconnectivity between Dunkin, LiveJournal, and being horny pigs for c...

Happy Aquarius Season lovers :) In this episode, Kiko and Emily explore the spiritual power of mindfulness and choosing vision over pain, the healing process of reclaiming cycles and falling in love with yourself. It is also revealed that one of them fell on the street recently (humbling), and one of them can’t do a pull up (embarrassing). Guess who! <3

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Happy New Year, lovers! At the close of 2022, Kiko and Emily dig into their end-of-year experiences with holiday anxieties and miracles. Kiko recounts how their heart grew “a little bit” through an act of random generosity, and Emily reflects back the layered life lessons she is learning in the process of baking a layered pudding cake (see what we did there?). They both share what they’re *clear* on right now in their respective sp...

Hello lovers, how good of you to join us! In this episode, Kiko and Emily dive into the murky waters of the past Scorpio season, and share their findings from the depths, transforming pain into “...it’s ok, I’m ok”. Emily uncovers some old fears and wounds, and ponders how to rest - like, no, like, REALLY rest. Kiko talks forgiveness (ever heard of it?) and prayer (okay, now we’re pushing it) - and how surrendering to both can lead...

Hi lovers, remember us?! Kiko and Emily are back after a summer sabbatical – with reflections to share, of course! Kiko opens up about their summer journey of deeper self-acceptance and belonging through a contemplation and embodiment of gender expression, culminating in an important new hairstyle (center part). They admit they cry easily and that they find crying both powerful and very funny. Emily shares about a traumatic experie...

Kiko and Emily venture into the vast spiritual wilds of the Akashic Records with their inaugural guest, Kat Hunt! A practitioner and divine guide to the records, Kat shares about her journey to becoming a spiritual healer and embodying her channeling abilities. We learn about the foundational principles of the Akashic Records and how we are all part of the cosmic yin/yang dance of creation, and Kiko’s and Emily’s minds are blown se...

Kiko and Emily get so excited to dish on all the far out belief systems they’re obsessed with, but somehow, over the course of an hour, never quite get into any of them…BUT…isn’t it all about the journey, not the destination? In their first ever ‘Heart Dump', Emily talks through her recent life funk and Kiko shares their dawning awareness of a tectonic shift in their life. We touch on and tease astrology as a gateway drug, psy...

Emily and Kiko talk about ‘Gifts’, and the exciting, agonizing paradox of uncovering your life purpose. They tackle the mammoth question, “Who Am I?” (are you a black iPod or white iPod?), consider the importance of external validation, and reveal that they’ve both eaten hot dogs at basketball games. Lovers of the movies Soul and Pig, anglerfish aficionados, and Timothée Chalamet (look, even *we* can’t believe he wormed his way int...

Emily and Kiko kick off the inaugural episode of Savior Complex! They retrace their paths to spirituality and unpack their shared fascination with the mystery of life. In Part I, Emily shares her story of walking through the door to sobriety, recovery, and beyond.

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The journey continues! In Part II, Kiko shares their story about growing up with religious roots, negotiating cultural and societal expectations, and charting their spiritual awakening through artistic practices and personal liberation.

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