In this deeply moving episode, Michelle Bray opens up about widowhood, what it means to grieve a spouse, and the burden of bereavement after losing her husband David to suicide. She courageously confronts addiction, mental health struggles, the stigma surrounding them, and the silence so often associated with loss.
Michelle shares how she found her own “story of resilience” through therapy, spiritual reflection, and community—ultimately starting over and rebuilding her life. As part of suicide prevention, her honesty encourages other women to speak up, seek support, and remember: even after the unthinkable, healing, resilience, and new beginnings are possible.
Content Warning
This podcast includes real stories of suicide loss. Some episodes may reference the method of suicide and include emotionally intense or uncomfortable descriptions. We understand how sensitive this content is, and we carefully edit each episode to honor and respect both our guests and listeners. If you or someone you know is struggling, please call or text 988 or visit 988lifeline.org for free, 24/7 support. Please take care while listening—pause if you need to. You are not alone.
Takeaways
- Stories of resilience emerge from deep grief and bereavement
- Understanding what it means to grieve a spouse
- Mental health openly addressed—beyond the broken silences
- Honest talk about addiction stigma and surviving its weight
- Illuminating suicide prevention through shared experience
- On starting over: healing, hope, and the possibility of joy again
About She Diaries
In She Diaries, women who have lost their husbands to suicide bravely share their stories of strength while navigating the unimaginable journey of widowhood. Through candid interviews, the podcast explores their lives before the tragedy, moments that changed everything, the web of grief, and the hard-earned lessons of overcoming deep loss. These powerful stories shed light on the strength and courage it takes to move forward.
Produced by Bright Sky House — bringing hidden stories to light.
Mental Health Resources
- 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline: Call or text 988 for free, 24/7, confidential support for mental health crises, suicidal thoughts, or emotional distress.
- Find a Therapist: Search for licensed therapists near you through directories like Psychology Today, TherapyDen, or Mental Health Match.
- Join a Support Group: Connect with others through peer-led or professionally facilitated support groups via NAMI or GriefShare.
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