November 12, 2025 • 32 mins
The difference between life purpose and a soul mission can feel subtle until it changes everything. Purpose is the daily practice of becoming more loving and sovereign. A soul mission is the sacred assignment that feels too big, too risky, and somehow exactly right. I share how a string of intuitive nudges—some arriving at the most ordinary moments—pushed me beyond a successful clinic and into the messier, braver work of building something that didn’t yet exist. Along the way, I got lost in branding detours, wrestled with timelines that made me miserable, and learned to trust guidance that paid in faith long before it paid in cash.
To keep the work light and brave, I invite you to think like an undercover agent of light. You only ever get part of the brief, and that’s by design. Each of us carries a piece of a cosmic puzzle; when you place yours—through a podcast, a painting, a business, or the way you love your family—someone else can finally place theirs. If your heart lit up reading this, that spark is enough to begin. Hit play, grab your Enneagram type, and step toward the thing that scares and excites you. If this conversation moved you, subscribe, leave a review, and share it with a friend who needs the nudge. Your piece matters.
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SPEAKER_00 (01:01):
Have you ever had a calling, a vision, a dream that
keeps tugging at you from theback of your mind?
That's what happened to me in2020.
I started having visions of abigger dream, a bigger mission
on the planet than what I'dalready created.
I was already running a verybeautiful and um
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service-oriented massage clinic.
And when I started having thisbigger vision, it was a little
terrifying, I'm not gonna lie.
Nothing about it was logical.
And my ego, my conscious mind,it did not agree with this
bigger mission.
I mean, at first, I'm not gonnalie, it was kind of exciting.
(01:45):
And I like set out on thejourney like any good um person
on their spiritual path, with alot of enthusiasm, excitement, a
lot of fear, but it wasoverridden by hope and purpose.
But I didn't prepare for thefact that it was going to be the
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hardest journey of my lifebecause it wasn't just purpose
alignment, it was missionalignment.
Your soul has a purpose, right?
Every time I do a purposemeditation, I always see my
family, I see my massage clinic,I see my online business, I see
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the podcast actually is numberone that I always see on my
soul's purpose.
And I see myself, you know,making an impact on the planet,
leaving it better than I foundit.
And when I'm in purpose, it'salways like it's just to spread
more love and joy everywhere Igo.
Like that's I'm a type seven onthe Enneagram.
We're gonna talk a lot about theEnneagram and what that has to
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do with this.
Uh, so if you haven't taken yourEnneagram test, personally, I
like the truity one.
You'll get your results.
You don't have to put your emailin.
You'll just see the number andit'll give you a good starting
place.
But if you haven't done that, Ishould be building a quiz out
soon.
But also, I'm a seven, so thatmight not happen.
So I don't want to stall us withhopes and promises of an
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Enneagram seven quiz or anEnneagram quiz coming.
Um, so right now I like to usethe Trudy one.
There's a bunch of free onesonline.
Figure out what your Enneagramtype is um because it's gonna
help you for the next severalepisodes, but it's more
importantly, it's just gonnahelp you in life.
Um, it's I've done otherepisodes on the Enneagram.
I'm gonna do a lot more on theEnneagram because it's part of
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my soul's mission uh to educatepeople about it and why you
should know and understand it uhto help you create your soul's
mission on the planet.
So purpose is not the same thingas your soul's mission.
And I think this is where a lotof people get it wrong.
And the mission is the thingthat's gonna scare the bejesus
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out of you.
It's something bigger than you.
It's this sacred assignmentthat's terrifying.
And it, I'm not talking likehorror film terrifying.
I mean, oh my god, how many egodeaths am I gonna have to go
through to complete my soul'smission?
And it's the one that ignitesexcitement, but also fear at the
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same time.
It's like, I don't know, um,where you you it's just where
you feel a sense of excitementand then the fear overrides it,
saying, That's not for me.
I must have picked up somebodyelse's thought form.
That's not mine.
I remember I was at a LindsaySterling concert when I was, I
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think it was 2021, and she'sthis beautiful violinist, and I
bought my friend Josh ticketsfor his birthday.
And I had a big intuitiveawakening, and I was not used to
having intuition be online.
I I did not understand these newlike voices in my head.
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And I'm not talking about likeschizophrenic voices, I mean
divine voices that that weresaying nice things like you're
capable of this, and um, yourlight is beautiful, and remember
who you are, and just thingsthat were more like I don't
know, someone took like aninspirational quote book and
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like downloaded into my brainovernight, and I was used to the
one that was not so nice.
And Lindsay Sterling was onstage, and she's a a beautiful
musician, and she has a veryunique brand where she likes to
dress up like a pirate and afairy and go on stage and play
the violin, like she's the headof a rock band, and she has
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dancers, and it's a really coolexperience if you've never seen
it.
But she was on stage and she wastalking to the crowd.
And remember back in 2021, likewe're just coming out of COVID.
I don't even think we were outof COVID fully.
And she just, it was like shewas speaking directly to me, and
she said, you know, those voicesin your head, maybe they're not
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lying, and maybe you shouldlisten.
And I literally felt like it wasjust her and I standing in this
giant auditorium, and I waslike, How did she know?
And she started talking abouther journey to bringing this
different style of violin musicto the world and how she spent
10 years in LA failing andstruggling, but she had a vision
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of something different, and shedidn't give up on it.
And then one day she started tobe successful.
And it and it wasn't that oneday she was successful, she had
10 years of failing before shefound that that breakthrough
moment.
And I could so relate to thatexperience.
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And I was like, kept thinkingsomething was wrong with me,
that you know, I didn't havewhat I needed to bring this into
the world.
And that I'm pretty sure thatGod picked the wrong person.
I kept saying that a lot.
I was like, I think you pickedthe wrong person.
I am super not capable of doingany of that.
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And I kept hearing, nope, didn'tpick the wrong person.
This is your soul's mission, andum, I'm not gonna let you forget
it.
So as I have evolved myintuition over the last four
years, five years, I really hadto work through a lot of my own
shadows, my own inner demons,and align with the divine plan.
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And most of the time, every likedivine download or transmission,
I get whatever you want to callit, it's always like, we're so
proud of you.
You're doing such a good job.
And here I am, like messy hair,haven't brushed it in two days,
my house is a mess.
And I'm trying to figure out howto use Kajabi to post content
and create um a program I'venever created before.
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And all I keep getting in thesemessages is, you're doing a
great job.
We're really proud of you.
And it's kind of like having aboss upstairs that you can't
see, doesn't pay very well.
In fact, most of the time skipson payment altogether, but says,
keep going, I'll pay you later.
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And you just have to kind ofdive in with a whole bunch of
faith that your soul's mission,this thing that wakes you up in
the middle of the night, is soimportant and so big and so
supported by the universe,whatever you refer to the
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universe as.
I often call it just thebenevolent creator of all that
is God, that's how we talk.
Um, or sometimes I'll just hearlike the divine order of light.
Um, the universe is the probablyone of the more popular ones,
anything that's benevolence oflove or above, right?
So it's an energy ofconsciousness that transcends
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fear and is fully embodyingunconditional love.
Now, that is definitely all ofour purpose in this lifetime is
to embody unconditional love andto live freely, creating life on
our own terms and rememberingthat we are a sovereign being
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and aligning with our higherself and repairing any soul
fragmentations that happenedduring trauma.
That is all of our soul'sgenuine purpose, like at the at
the foundation of who we are ashuman beings.
But when you are being called toawaken to your soul's mission, I
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like to say you're kind of likea 007 for God, like you're like
awakening to your super spyself, and you have like a secret
mission that only you reallyknow.
And it's locked up in yourheart.
And I like to kind of playaround with this because I'm a
seven and I think everythingshould be playful.
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And I'm like, okay, what's yourundercover code name?
If you were an agent in thedivine order of light, think
back to Harry Potter, like theOrder of the Phoenix.
Like a lot of my insights arelike the Order of the Phoenix.
And it's like, how do we takedown the dark side and be a
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divine messenger of light?
To be a warrior of light.
If you ever read Paul Cohilo'sum book, he talks about the
warrior of light.
I see the arena of light in alot of my visions.
Uh, in fact, I incorporate itinto a lot of my meditations
where you go to the arena oflight and you earn your like
rewards, your superpowers, yourstrengths.
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It's they're really funadventures and healing is like
what I like to call them.
But your soul has a mission andit's something bigger than your
purpose.
Like your purpose is to be love,to be unconditional love, and to
spread that everywhere you go.
To remember that you'resovereign and that you're free.
That's your soul's purpose.
Remember that.
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How you choose to bring thatinto the world is gonna be
unique to you.
Mine was podcast, healingcenter, online programs to help
people be more empowered intheir lives.
And I know that's not properbranding, but whatever.
I'm not gonna get lost on thenuances of that right now.
So your soul has a missionthat's something bigger.
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It's this sacred assignment thatis straight from the divine.
So if you think of yourself likea good undercover agent of
light, you're only allowed toknow a small part of your
mission at any given time.
So it can kind of feel a littlebit frustrating because you do
feel like you're playing a gameof cat and mouse where you're
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chasing something and then youthink you have it, but then you
don't have it all of the way.
But the chase is where youlearned the skill to do do
something.
So, podcasting, when I firststarted it, um, I think it was
two or three years ago.
Oh, I think I think I'm on my 30year anniversary, am I?
Two years.
I don't know.
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I'll have to celebrate.
Um, but I launched it rightbefore I went to Tony Robbins a
couple years ago.
And it hasn't been an easyjourney for us because one, I
had to learn technology.
And in the beginning of mypodcast, I just kind of started
doing it off the cuff and andtrying to present people with
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information around heartbreak.
But then as I started evolvingand seeing my soul's mission as,
you know, something bigger thanjust helping people get through
heartbreak, which I actuallystill think is part of it
because I think heartbreakblocks us from our soul's
mission, but I digress.
Um, when you think about yoursoul's mission and like my
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mission, it was, oh, well, youlearned a lot of technology.
You learned how to do editing,you learned how to um create
content.
And then I went and complicatedit.
And I took like a brandingclass, and so I just stopped
doing the podcast for a whilebecause I was like, oh, well,
now it now I have to do it asbranding.
Instead of realizing that itwasn't branding, it was always
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just educating and sharingstories of you know, failures of
transformation, of people'sheroic journeys, just being
human.
And I lost touch with that andand got stuck on branding and
then had to come back and go,this isn't about branding.
This is about connecting withpeople and waking them up to who
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they were meant to be.
And as soon as I step into thatenergy, it's just easy to get
back to podcasting.
And because it feels aligned.
So I want you to think aboutyourself like an undercover
agent of light.
We're gonna have a little bit offun.
You know, you can put your blacktrench coat on, you can put your
little hat on and your glasses.
And I want you to know rightnow, without a doubt, that if
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you're listening to this, andyes, I'm talking to you, you
right now, you're part of thedivine order of light.
You are here to co-create a newway of being on earth.
Like it's not some other placewe're going, it's here right
now.
And that was the message that Ikept getting was everyone thinks
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that it's someplace we'll golater.
And actually it's here rightnow.
This is like our new heaven onearth as soon as we shift our
consciousness.
As soon as you shift your I hateit when I say it, like when
people say this, but it's whenyou shift your frequency, you
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literally become like you, it'salmost like there's this quantum
reality, and when you shift yourfrequency, all of a sudden
you're on the new planet, butlike you haven't actually left
and gone anywhere.
Your body's still right here.
And I'm not talking about likeyou're not allowed to be angry,
you're not allowed to be afraidor sad or those things, because
all of the feelings are there,but it's more of just this like
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frequency of energy inside ofyou that mostly resonates with
the frequency of joy and loveand also everything that's you.
And it's almost like just thisdeep resonance with your higher
self and your soul, saying, Yes,I'm imperfect, I'm perfect, and
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I'm exactly as I should be.
And I think that's thefrequency.
Yes, it is in unconditional loveor above.
And unconditional love doesn'tmean being this perfect being.
It means being in your in yourshit, sorry, if you have kids
around, you know, and then alsoholding space for everyone else
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to be in their shit, and alsostill striving to be in
alignment with your soul'smission and purpose in life.
A lot of acceptance and radicalresponsibility for everything
that's happening in yourreality.
That was really hard for me assomeone who had a lot of people
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attack me.
And I had to finally hear whatmy intuition was saying, which
was, yes, you were attacked, andyes, you also need to take
radical responsibility for theway your life is right now.
Not to say that maybe youcreated it, but because who else
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is going to clean it up?
You know, if there's a hurricanein Florida, the people who
endured the hurricane and thehouses that fell down and the
things that happened have toclean it up.
And who you become through thecleanup is the process of
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transformation.
It's just taking responsibilityfor things in your life and
saying, yeah, maybe somebodyhurt me and that was part of
their wound or whatever it was,but I'm still responsible for
cleaning it up.
And when you start takingresponsibility for the things
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that aren't going well in yourlife, suddenly your frequency
changes.
And when you think about thatmission, your 007 secret
mission, soul self, and you knowthat you have a part of a bigger
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movement that's happening, whatcomes in to your mind?
Into your mind, you you probablyhave something that just popped
into your head.
Because your soul has a mission,and so does mine.
My soul's mission is to wake youup and to help you complete
yours.
Because this is not this processof awakening isn't a one-time
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event, it's a process.
And literally over the last fiveyears, I was like, cool, can we
be done with that now?
And it was like, nope, you'restill evolving, you're still
awakening, you still haveunprocessed junk in your trunk
that's preventing you fromembodying your soul's mission on
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the planet.
And I there was a period where Iwas just exhausted by it.
And I'm like, I'm just kind ofdone.
I think I'll go back.
But it was almost like thebridge back was like severed and
there was only one way forward.
Because sometimes, like, I meetpeople and they'll be like, How
did you keep going?
Because you had a lot of trauma.
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Like, what made you keep going?
And I was like, I it was likethere was this invisible force
that literally just would notlet me turn back.
And I'm sure I could have many,many times.
But they it was almost likethis.
I believed in the invisibleforce more than I believed the
lies of my past.
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And also I had a vision.
And this, okay, this is gonna bethis is funny because it turns
out I'm not the only person whohas this fear.
I had this vision of like dyingalone on my toilet, like because
I couldn't get my body in shape,or you know, I never figured out
how to like fall in love againand marry someone who would want
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to build a life with me, whichis still on my choices list.
But, you know, I've I kepthaving this vision of me being
extremely obese, sickly looking,and like dying on my toilet,
which is a funny thing becauseI'm like, I don't even know why
that's it, but that's the thingthat was I'm afraid of creating.
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And it's almost like, well, ifyou don't follow the light, that
might be you, like Elvis, right?
Like, and I was like, Well, Idon't want my kids finding me
dead on the toilet.
Like that would be like theworst case scenario to me.
And also just not being able toget off the toilet and then like
having to call for help.
Like, what does that look likeone day?
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And and like those kinds ofthings kept me going.
And then, you know, seeing mydaughter and my son standing in
front of me and me saying, I'llfigure it out next year, and me
being like 80, and then thembeing like, Yeah, mom, you keep
saying that.
And then I had this other visionof my daughter like extremely
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obese and smoking, like having akid on her hip, and then being
like, Yeah, mom, I'll figure itout next year.
Um, or my son, you know, notpursuing his dream of being an
artist, or you know, me notsetting a good example for them
so that they'd also give up anddon't follow their dreams.
And that that is what kept megoing was this honestly, this
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vision of me on the toilet.
I'm not gonna lie.
And then here I am sitting witha friend of mine yesterday, and
we're talking, and she has thissame fear of like dying pants
down on the toilet and somebodyfinding her that way.
And I was like, how is this athing?
Was this something from the 70sthat maybe I missed, like
culturally, that like that wasembedded into us that that's a
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possibility?
Because what is the likelihoodof dying alone on a toilet?
I digress.
You have a mission.
My mission is to make sure youalso don't die alone on a
toilet, and you know, thinkingabout what you could have done
with your life.
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Now, here's where it kind ofgets a little bit fun.
So I want you to think about theuniverse's plan for the
evolution of humanity as thisbig divine puzzle.
And it's like this giant cosmicjigsaw puzzle.
And every soul, every one ofyou, every person, especially
you, who just said not me,carries a piece of it.
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Your unique mission, your gift,your light is a piece of the
puzzle.
And the big picture can't becompleted without your piece.
So when you think you're notimportant, when you think it
doesn't matter, when you thinkI'll do it next year, that's
your ego.
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Because the universe needs youto put your piece in the puzzle
to activate, to remember who youare.
Remember the Jason Bournemovies?
That's what it feels like, whereyou wake up and you're like, oh,
I don't know who I am anymore,and then you try to figure it
out.
That's kind of like the soul'spath on on the planet Earth,
where you forget your light, youforget that you are a divine
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being of infinite potential, andyou settle for what society,
what your ego, what yourupbringing tells you to settle
for.
And I promise you, it's it's noteven close to what your soul is
calling you to.
Now, this changes as you changeand as you transform, this
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changes.
Because maybe before your puzzlepiece was to create a family
system for your family that wasso much more beautiful, maybe
than the one you grew up in.
Or maybe it was to be a greatteam player at your job, or
maybe it's to write a book or doa painting.
But maybe it's something bigger.
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And maybe once you completedthat puzzle, you're invited to a
bigger puzzle, a differentpuzzle.
Most people's puzzle pieces areblocked behind the guardian of
the mind, the unconsciousprotector that says, stay stay
safe, stay small, don't risk it.
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So their light piece neverreaches the big cosmic puzzle,
and their mission neveractivates.
Can you imagine that?
I mean, to me, that's like dyingalone on the toilet, never
having fully activated mymission on planet Earth, and
realizing that the people I camehere to help and serve never put
their piece in the puzzlebecause I didn't put mine in.
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And that's the vision thathaunts me.
And that's the one that gets meup at 3:30 in the morning to
record a podcast because I had adeep resonance with the message
and needed to get it out.
And I want you to think aboutthat for a minute.
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Activating your mission.
Because the whole process ofcreation for the divine order of
life for the universe can'tfully evolve without you.
And you really might think yourpeace doesn't matter, that you'd
just rather like Netflix andchill.
Um, but someone out there can'tplace their peace until your
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place, until you place yours.
And your mission matters morethan you know.
And if you feel that in yourgut, if your heart just kind of
like activated, that means yoursoul is trying to break through
and give you a message that forsome reason you can't quite hear
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yet.
Now, I'm gonna put a link downbelow to May Secret Podcast,
which is the girlfriend's guideto spiritual awakening.
It's where I get to have alittle bit more fun.
And I did this beautiful journeyon it about awakening your
spiritual CEO.
So I'm gonna put the link downbelow.
Sign up for it, go listen to thejourney.
It's it's where I saw the soulof Soma, like this beautiful
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angel.
And she's like, hey, we'reco-creating this together, my
love.
Just follow my lead.
I've got the big picture, andyou just need to trust me.
And it was, it's like everyonethat's been doing it has been
giving me the same feedback,like they're seeing this
beautiful evolution of you knowwhat their soul came here to do.
And I want you to have thatexperience too.
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Now, if you're not ready for allof that because you're in the
middle of motherhood, that'sokay.
Because it's possible right now,that is your soul's mission.
Because that is an exhaustingjourney, my friend.
So if your fear is whispering toyou or perhaps yelling at you,
who am I to do this?
I'm not qualified, I'm notready, I'm not capable.
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Trust me, I get it.
I get it.
I've built and burned down andrebuilt my own dream many times.
I created this thriving massageclinic and then um switched my
focus over to the onlineindustry.
Decided I didn't love it and Ilike the brick and mortar, so I
wanted to burn down the onlinething.
But my soul kept saying, No, youhave to have a bigger impact.
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You have to be online.
And then one dropped so theother one could grow.
And then I had to go back andpick up the plate that was
dropping.
And it was a it was a lot oflearning how to balance this
bigger vision that my soul has.
And in the beginning, it felt asif I had like a nine-month
deadline.
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And then I started listening toother people like Vishnu Lakiani
talk about how they broughttheir stuff in.
And it was like, no, that's adecade-long process.
You were not being realisticabout timelines.
And I think that's kind of wheremy intuition has really grown in
its strength, is asking forrealistic timelines.
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Like, hey, I still have laundryto do and the dishes are piling
up.
Can you give me some realistictimelines instead of putting
this internal pressure, which isactually the ego, not higher
self, on me to get thiscompleted?
So, and also have fun with it.
Stop taking it so seriously.
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Like this is supposed to be fun.
It's supposed to be a game ofcreating something from nothing
that doesn't yet exist.
And I I remember sitting in thisfive-day intuition conference
and I was looking at these threevery powerful creators, you
know, Chris Duncan, WilliamWhitecloud, and um Colette
Stryker.
And I just looked at them and Iwas like, how are you supposed
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to bring something into theworld that doesn't yet exist?
And they all gave me greatadvice, and I remember leaving
feeling more terrified thanever.
Um, but it was only because Ididn't believe I was capable of
doing that.
And I just want to invite youover to my private podcast, and
I want you to listen to thething and let me know what you
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come up with.
Because if your soul has amission and you're feeling a
little nudge right now, and youeven found this podcast, because
I'm crap at marketing andpromoting it, that means your
soul probably led you here.
And I would listen because thedivine storm of the spiritual
spanking that you get when youdon't listen, not so fun.
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So I would say, you know, justgive it a little whirl and see
what comes up for you.
You'll know.
And uh you'll know.
Or you won't, but you know,either way, you'll at least have
a little something in a sparkinside of you.
Like your little internalwarrior of light is gonna wake
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up and go, Oh, I forgot who Iwas.
And you're gonna start seeingyour power, your creative flow
coming back to you, which isreally ultimately what I want to
help you gain.
So over the next couple ofweeks, I am committing.
Oh no, a social seven said shewas committing to um outlining
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how the spiritual CEO shows upin all of the different
Enneagram types, because that isalso part of my soul's mission
is to help people understandtheir strengths and their
superpowers through the lens ofthe Enneagram.
So uh buckle up, we're gonna dothat over the next couple of
weeks.
It should be quite fun.
And this time I'm actually gonnafollow through, commit, and
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complete the project because Ican sense that my inner seven of
distraction is finally beingtamed by the divine.
I hope that you took somethingaway from this.
Follow me on social media.
I might post, I might not post.
Um, who knows?
It's always a crapshoot with me.
But I am trying to be moreconsistent with my social media
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posts and educating andinspiring people, hopefully, to
start living in alignment withtheir soul's mission and also to
bring their vision into reality,you know, co creating with the
divine.
So I'm Tabitha R.
MacDonald on most social media.
Media platforms.
Other than that, let me know howthis episode resonated with you.
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And if you wouldn't mind, take amoment to write a review because
I have been seriously lacking ingetting those.
And it almost looks like mypodcast is review list, but
that's only because I haven'tbeen asking.
So if you wouldn't mind, leave alittle review and uh expect some
uh information on the Enneagramover the next couple weeks.
And I really am just gratefulfor your time, your attention,
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and your energy.
I know that there's a lot ofplaces and things and
distractions in the worldcalling your attention to them
right now.
And I just appreciate you givingme a little bit of attention on
this your soul's missionattention.
So it's not really me, I'mreally just here.
I'm just here is the messenger,my friend.
With that, have a wonderful andbeautiful day.
Have you ever had a calling, a vision, a dream that
keeps tugging at you from theback of your mind?
That's what happened to me in2020.
I started having visions of abigger dream, a bigger mission
on the planet than what I'dalready created.
I was already running a verybeautiful and um
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service-oriented massage clinic.
And when I started having thisbigger vision, it was a little
terrifying, I'm not gonna lie.
Nothing about it was logical.
And my ego, my conscious mind,it did not agree with this
bigger mission.
I mean, at first, I'm not gonnalie, it was kind of exciting.
(01:45):
And I like set out on thejourney like any good um person
on their spiritual path, with alot of enthusiasm, excitement, a
lot of fear, but it wasoverridden by hope and purpose.
But I didn't prepare for thefact that it was going to be the
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hardest journey of my lifebecause it wasn't just purpose
alignment, it was missionalignment.
Your soul has a purpose, right?
Every time I do a purposemeditation, I always see my
family, I see my massage clinic,I see my online business, I see
(02:27):
the podcast actually is numberone that I always see on my
soul's purpose.
And I see myself, you know,making an impact on the planet,
leaving it better than I foundit.
And when I'm in purpose, it'salways like it's just to spread
more love and joy everywhere Igo.
Like that's I'm a type seven onthe Enneagram.
We're gonna talk a lot about theEnneagram and what that has to
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do with this.
Uh, so if you haven't taken yourEnneagram test, personally, I
like the truity one.
You'll get your results.
You don't have to put your emailin.
You'll just see the number andit'll give you a good starting
place.
But if you haven't done that, Ishould be building a quiz out
soon.
But also, I'm a seven, so thatmight not happen.
So I don't want to stall us withhopes and promises of an
(03:10):
Enneagram seven quiz or anEnneagram quiz coming.
Um, so right now I like to usethe Trudy one.
There's a bunch of free onesonline.
Figure out what your Enneagramtype is um because it's gonna
help you for the next severalepisodes, but it's more
importantly, it's just gonnahelp you in life.
Um, it's I've done otherepisodes on the Enneagram.
I'm gonna do a lot more on theEnneagram because it's part of
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my soul's mission uh to educatepeople about it and why you
should know and understand it uhto help you create your soul's
mission on the planet.
So purpose is not the same thingas your soul's mission.
And I think this is where a lotof people get it wrong.
And the mission is the thingthat's gonna scare the bejesus
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out of you.
It's something bigger than you.
It's this sacred assignmentthat's terrifying.
And it, I'm not talking likehorror film terrifying.
I mean, oh my god, how many egodeaths am I gonna have to go
through to complete my soul'smission?
And it's the one that ignitesexcitement, but also fear at the
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same time.
It's like, I don't know, um,where you you it's just where
you feel a sense of excitementand then the fear overrides it,
saying, That's not for me.
I must have picked up somebodyelse's thought form.
That's not mine.
I remember I was at a LindsaySterling concert when I was, I
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think it was 2021, and she'sthis beautiful violinist, and I
bought my friend Josh ticketsfor his birthday.
And I had a big intuitiveawakening, and I was not used to
having intuition be online.
I I did not understand these newlike voices in my head.
(05:05):
And I'm not talking about likeschizophrenic voices, I mean
divine voices that that weresaying nice things like you're
capable of this, and um, yourlight is beautiful, and remember
who you are, and just thingsthat were more like I don't
know, someone took like aninspirational quote book and
(05:25):
like downloaded into my brainovernight, and I was used to the
one that was not so nice.
And Lindsay Sterling was onstage, and she's a a beautiful
musician, and she has a veryunique brand where she likes to
dress up like a pirate and afairy and go on stage and play
the violin, like she's the headof a rock band, and she has
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dancers, and it's a really coolexperience if you've never seen
it.
But she was on stage and she wastalking to the crowd.
And remember back in 2021, likewe're just coming out of COVID.
I don't even think we were outof COVID fully.
And she just, it was like shewas speaking directly to me, and
she said, you know, those voicesin your head, maybe they're not
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lying, and maybe you shouldlisten.
And I literally felt like it wasjust her and I standing in this
giant auditorium, and I waslike, How did she know?
And she started talking abouther journey to bringing this
different style of violin musicto the world and how she spent
10 years in LA failing andstruggling, but she had a vision
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of something different, and shedidn't give up on it.
And then one day she started tobe successful.
And it and it wasn't that oneday she was successful, she had
10 years of failing before shefound that that breakthrough
moment.
And I could so relate to thatexperience.
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And I was like, kept thinkingsomething was wrong with me,
that you know, I didn't havewhat I needed to bring this into
the world.
And that I'm pretty sure thatGod picked the wrong person.
I kept saying that a lot.
I was like, I think you pickedthe wrong person.
I am super not capable of doingany of that.
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And I kept hearing, nope, didn'tpick the wrong person.
This is your soul's mission, andum, I'm not gonna let you forget
it.
So as I have evolved myintuition over the last four
years, five years, I really hadto work through a lot of my own
shadows, my own inner demons,and align with the divine plan.
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And most of the time, every likedivine download or transmission,
I get whatever you want to callit, it's always like, we're so
proud of you.
You're doing such a good job.
And here I am, like messy hair,haven't brushed it in two days,
my house is a mess.
And I'm trying to figure out howto use Kajabi to post content
and create um a program I'venever created before.
(08:06):
And all I keep getting in thesemessages is, you're doing a
great job.
We're really proud of you.
And it's kind of like having aboss upstairs that you can't
see, doesn't pay very well.
In fact, most of the time skipson payment altogether, but says,
keep going, I'll pay you later.
(08:27):
And you just have to kind ofdive in with a whole bunch of
faith that your soul's mission,this thing that wakes you up in
the middle of the night, is soimportant and so big and so
supported by the universe,whatever you refer to the
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universe as.
I often call it just thebenevolent creator of all that
is God, that's how we talk.
Um, or sometimes I'll just hearlike the divine order of light.
Um, the universe is the probablyone of the more popular ones,
anything that's benevolence oflove or above, right?
So it's an energy ofconsciousness that transcends
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fear and is fully embodyingunconditional love.
Now, that is definitely all ofour purpose in this lifetime is
to embody unconditional love andto live freely, creating life on
our own terms and rememberingthat we are a sovereign being
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and aligning with our higherself and repairing any soul
fragmentations that happenedduring trauma.
That is all of our soul'sgenuine purpose, like at the at
the foundation of who we are ashuman beings.
But when you are being called toawaken to your soul's mission, I
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like to say you're kind of likea 007 for God, like you're like
awakening to your super spyself, and you have like a secret
mission that only you reallyknow.
And it's locked up in yourheart.
And I like to kind of playaround with this because I'm a
seven and I think everythingshould be playful.
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And I'm like, okay, what's yourundercover code name?
If you were an agent in thedivine order of light, think
back to Harry Potter, like theOrder of the Phoenix.
Like a lot of my insights arelike the Order of the Phoenix.
And it's like, how do we takedown the dark side and be a
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divine messenger of light?
To be a warrior of light.
If you ever read Paul Cohilo'sum book, he talks about the
warrior of light.
I see the arena of light in alot of my visions.
Uh, in fact, I incorporate itinto a lot of my meditations
where you go to the arena oflight and you earn your like
rewards, your superpowers, yourstrengths.
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It's they're really funadventures and healing is like
what I like to call them.
But your soul has a mission andit's something bigger than your
purpose.
Like your purpose is to be love,to be unconditional love, and to
spread that everywhere you go.
To remember that you'resovereign and that you're free.
That's your soul's purpose.
Remember that.
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How you choose to bring thatinto the world is gonna be
unique to you.
Mine was podcast, healingcenter, online programs to help
people be more empowered intheir lives.
And I know that's not properbranding, but whatever.
I'm not gonna get lost on thenuances of that right now.
So your soul has a missionthat's something bigger.
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It's this sacred assignment thatis straight from the divine.
So if you think of yourself likea good undercover agent of
light, you're only allowed toknow a small part of your
mission at any given time.
So it can kind of feel a littlebit frustrating because you do
feel like you're playing a gameof cat and mouse where you're
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chasing something and then youthink you have it, but then you
don't have it all of the way.
But the chase is where youlearned the skill to do do
something.
So, podcasting, when I firststarted it, um, I think it was
two or three years ago.
Oh, I think I think I'm on my 30year anniversary, am I?
Two years.
I don't know.
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I'll have to celebrate.
Um, but I launched it rightbefore I went to Tony Robbins a
couple years ago.
And it hasn't been an easyjourney for us because one, I
had to learn technology.
And in the beginning of mypodcast, I just kind of started
doing it off the cuff and andtrying to present people with
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information around heartbreak.
But then as I started evolvingand seeing my soul's mission as,
you know, something bigger thanjust helping people get through
heartbreak, which I actuallystill think is part of it
because I think heartbreakblocks us from our soul's
mission, but I digress.
Um, when you think about yoursoul's mission and like my
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mission, it was, oh, well, youlearned a lot of technology.
You learned how to do editing,you learned how to um create
content.
And then I went and complicatedit.
And I took like a brandingclass, and so I just stopped
doing the podcast for a whilebecause I was like, oh, well,
now it now I have to do it asbranding.
Instead of realizing that itwasn't branding, it was always
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just educating and sharingstories of you know, failures of
transformation, of people'sheroic journeys, just being
human.
And I lost touch with that andand got stuck on branding and
then had to come back and go,this isn't about branding.
This is about connecting withpeople and waking them up to who
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they were meant to be.
And as soon as I step into thatenergy, it's just easy to get
back to podcasting.
And because it feels aligned.
So I want you to think aboutyourself like an undercover
agent of light.
We're gonna have a little bit offun.
You know, you can put your blacktrench coat on, you can put your
little hat on and your glasses.
And I want you to know rightnow, without a doubt, that if
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you're listening to this, andyes, I'm talking to you, you
right now, you're part of thedivine order of light.
You are here to co-create a newway of being on earth.
Like it's not some other placewe're going, it's here right
now.
And that was the message that Ikept getting was everyone thinks
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that it's someplace we'll golater.
And actually it's here rightnow.
This is like our new heaven onearth as soon as we shift our
consciousness.
As soon as you shift your I hateit when I say it, like when
people say this, but it's whenyou shift your frequency, you
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literally become like you, it'salmost like there's this quantum
reality, and when you shift yourfrequency, all of a sudden
you're on the new planet, butlike you haven't actually left
and gone anywhere.
Your body's still right here.
And I'm not talking about likeyou're not allowed to be angry,
you're not allowed to be afraidor sad or those things, because
all of the feelings are there,but it's more of just this like
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frequency of energy inside ofyou that mostly resonates with
the frequency of joy and loveand also everything that's you.
And it's almost like just thisdeep resonance with your higher
self and your soul, saying, Yes,I'm imperfect, I'm perfect, and
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I'm exactly as I should be.
And I think that's thefrequency.
Yes, it is in unconditional loveor above.
And unconditional love doesn'tmean being this perfect being.
It means being in your in yourshit, sorry, if you have kids
around, you know, and then alsoholding space for everyone else
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to be in their shit, and alsostill striving to be in
alignment with your soul'smission and purpose in life.
A lot of acceptance and radicalresponsibility for everything
that's happening in yourreality.
That was really hard for me assomeone who had a lot of people
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attack me.
And I had to finally hear whatmy intuition was saying, which
was, yes, you were attacked, andyes, you also need to take
radical responsibility for theway your life is right now.
Not to say that maybe youcreated it, but because who else
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is going to clean it up?
You know, if there's a hurricanein Florida, the people who
endured the hurricane and thehouses that fell down and the
things that happened have toclean it up.
And who you become through thecleanup is the process of
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transformation.
It's just taking responsibilityfor things in your life and
saying, yeah, maybe somebodyhurt me and that was part of
their wound or whatever it was,but I'm still responsible for
cleaning it up.
And when you start takingresponsibility for the things
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that aren't going well in yourlife, suddenly your frequency
changes.
And when you think about thatmission, your 007 secret
mission, soul self, and you knowthat you have a part of a bigger
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movement that's happening, whatcomes in to your mind?
Into your mind, you you probablyhave something that just popped
into your head.
Because your soul has a mission,and so does mine.
My soul's mission is to wake youup and to help you complete
yours.
Because this is not this processof awakening isn't a one-time
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event, it's a process.
And literally over the last fiveyears, I was like, cool, can we
be done with that now?
And it was like, nope, you'restill evolving, you're still
awakening, you still haveunprocessed junk in your trunk
that's preventing you fromembodying your soul's mission on
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the planet.
And I there was a period where Iwas just exhausted by it.
And I'm like, I'm just kind ofdone.
I think I'll go back.
But it was almost like thebridge back was like severed and
there was only one way forward.
Because sometimes, like, I meetpeople and they'll be like, How
did you keep going?
Because you had a lot of trauma.
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Like, what made you keep going?
And I was like, I it was likethere was this invisible force
that literally just would notlet me turn back.
And I'm sure I could have many,many times.
But they it was almost likethis.
I believed in the invisibleforce more than I believed the
lies of my past.
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And also I had a vision.
And this, okay, this is gonna bethis is funny because it turns
out I'm not the only person whohas this fear.
I had this vision of like dyingalone on my toilet, like because
I couldn't get my body in shape,or you know, I never figured out
how to like fall in love againand marry someone who would want
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to build a life with me, whichis still on my choices list.
But, you know, I've I kepthaving this vision of me being
extremely obese, sickly looking,and like dying on my toilet,
which is a funny thing becauseI'm like, I don't even know why
that's it, but that's the thingthat was I'm afraid of creating.
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And it's almost like, well, ifyou don't follow the light, that
might be you, like Elvis, right?
Like, and I was like, Well, Idon't want my kids finding me
dead on the toilet.
Like that would be like theworst case scenario to me.
And also just not being able toget off the toilet and then like
having to call for help.
Like, what does that look likeone day?
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And and like those kinds ofthings kept me going.
And then, you know, seeing mydaughter and my son standing in
front of me and me saying, I'llfigure it out next year, and me
being like 80, and then thembeing like, Yeah, mom, you keep
saying that.
And then I had this other visionof my daughter like extremely
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obese and smoking, like having akid on her hip, and then being
like, Yeah, mom, I'll figure itout next year.
Um, or my son, you know, notpursuing his dream of being an
artist, or you know, me notsetting a good example for them
so that they'd also give up anddon't follow their dreams.
And that that is what kept megoing was this honestly, this
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vision of me on the toilet.
I'm not gonna lie.
And then here I am sitting witha friend of mine yesterday, and
we're talking, and she has thissame fear of like dying pants
down on the toilet and somebodyfinding her that way.
And I was like, how is this athing?
Was this something from the 70sthat maybe I missed, like
culturally, that like that wasembedded into us that that's a
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possibility?
Because what is the likelihoodof dying alone on a toilet?
I digress.
You have a mission.
My mission is to make sure youalso don't die alone on a
toilet, and you know, thinkingabout what you could have done
with your life.
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Now, here's where it kind ofgets a little bit fun.
So I want you to think about theuniverse's plan for the
evolution of humanity as thisbig divine puzzle.
And it's like this giant cosmicjigsaw puzzle.
And every soul, every one ofyou, every person, especially
you, who just said not me,carries a piece of it.
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Your unique mission, your gift,your light is a piece of the
puzzle.
And the big picture can't becompleted without your piece.
So when you think you're notimportant, when you think it
doesn't matter, when you thinkI'll do it next year, that's
your ego.
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Because the universe needs youto put your piece in the puzzle
to activate, to remember who youare.
Remember the Jason Bournemovies?
That's what it feels like, whereyou wake up and you're like, oh,
I don't know who I am anymore,and then you try to figure it
out.
That's kind of like the soul'spath on on the planet Earth,
where you forget your light, youforget that you are a divine
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being of infinite potential, andyou settle for what society,
what your ego, what yourupbringing tells you to settle
for.
And I promise you, it's it's noteven close to what your soul is
calling you to.
Now, this changes as you changeand as you transform, this
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changes.
Because maybe before your puzzlepiece was to create a family
system for your family that wasso much more beautiful, maybe
than the one you grew up in.
Or maybe it was to be a greatteam player at your job, or
maybe it's to write a book or doa painting.
But maybe it's something bigger.
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And maybe once you completedthat puzzle, you're invited to a
bigger puzzle, a differentpuzzle.
Most people's puzzle pieces areblocked behind the guardian of
the mind, the unconsciousprotector that says, stay stay
safe, stay small, don't risk it.
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So their light piece neverreaches the big cosmic puzzle,
and their mission neveractivates.
Can you imagine that?
I mean, to me, that's like dyingalone on the toilet, never
having fully activated mymission on planet Earth, and
realizing that the people I camehere to help and serve never put
their piece in the puzzlebecause I didn't put mine in.
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And that's the vision thathaunts me.
And that's the one that gets meup at 3:30 in the morning to
record a podcast because I had adeep resonance with the message
and needed to get it out.
And I want you to think aboutthat for a minute.
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Activating your mission.
Because the whole process ofcreation for the divine order of
life for the universe can'tfully evolve without you.
And you really might think yourpeace doesn't matter, that you'd
just rather like Netflix andchill.
Um, but someone out there can'tplace their peace until your
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place, until you place yours.
And your mission matters morethan you know.
And if you feel that in yourgut, if your heart just kind of
like activated, that means yoursoul is trying to break through
and give you a message that forsome reason you can't quite hear
(25:37):
yet.
Now, I'm gonna put a link downbelow to May Secret Podcast,
which is the girlfriend's guideto spiritual awakening.
It's where I get to have alittle bit more fun.
And I did this beautiful journeyon it about awakening your
spiritual CEO.
So I'm gonna put the link downbelow.
Sign up for it, go listen to thejourney.
It's it's where I saw the soulof Soma, like this beautiful
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angel.
And she's like, hey, we'reco-creating this together, my
love.
Just follow my lead.
I've got the big picture, andyou just need to trust me.
And it was, it's like everyonethat's been doing it has been
giving me the same feedback,like they're seeing this
beautiful evolution of you knowwhat their soul came here to do.
And I want you to have thatexperience too.
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Now, if you're not ready for allof that because you're in the
middle of motherhood, that'sokay.
Because it's possible right now,that is your soul's mission.
Because that is an exhaustingjourney, my friend.
So if your fear is whispering toyou or perhaps yelling at you,
who am I to do this?
I'm not qualified, I'm notready, I'm not capable.
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Trust me, I get it.
I get it.
I've built and burned down andrebuilt my own dream many times.
I created this thriving massageclinic and then um switched my
focus over to the onlineindustry.
Decided I didn't love it and Ilike the brick and mortar, so I
wanted to burn down the onlinething.
But my soul kept saying, No, youhave to have a bigger impact.
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You have to be online.
And then one dropped so theother one could grow.
And then I had to go back andpick up the plate that was
dropping.
And it was a it was a lot oflearning how to balance this
bigger vision that my soul has.
And in the beginning, it felt asif I had like a nine-month
deadline.
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And then I started listening toother people like Vishnu Lakiani
talk about how they broughttheir stuff in.
And it was like, no, that's adecade-long process.
You were not being realisticabout timelines.
And I think that's kind of wheremy intuition has really grown in
its strength, is asking forrealistic timelines.
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Like, hey, I still have laundryto do and the dishes are piling
up.
Can you give me some realistictimelines instead of putting
this internal pressure, which isactually the ego, not higher
self, on me to get thiscompleted?
So, and also have fun with it.
Stop taking it so seriously.
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Like this is supposed to be fun.
It's supposed to be a game ofcreating something from nothing
that doesn't yet exist.
And I I remember sitting in thisfive-day intuition conference
and I was looking at these threevery powerful creators, you
know, Chris Duncan, WilliamWhitecloud, and um Colette
Stryker.
And I just looked at them and Iwas like, how are you supposed
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to bring something into theworld that doesn't yet exist?
And they all gave me greatadvice, and I remember leaving
feeling more terrified thanever.
Um, but it was only because Ididn't believe I was capable of
doing that.
And I just want to invite youover to my private podcast, and
I want you to listen to thething and let me know what you
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come up with.
Because if your soul has amission and you're feeling a
little nudge right now, and youeven found this podcast, because
I'm crap at marketing andpromoting it, that means your
soul probably led you here.
And I would listen because thedivine storm of the spiritual
spanking that you get when youdon't listen, not so fun.
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So I would say, you know, justgive it a little whirl and see
what comes up for you.
You'll know.
And uh you'll know.
Or you won't, but you know,either way, you'll at least have
a little something in a sparkinside of you.
Like your little internalwarrior of light is gonna wake
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up and go, Oh, I forgot who Iwas.
And you're gonna start seeingyour power, your creative flow
coming back to you, which isreally ultimately what I want to
help you gain.
So over the next couple ofweeks, I am committing.
Oh no, a social seven said shewas committing to um outlining
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how the spiritual CEO shows upin all of the different
Enneagram types, because that isalso part of my soul's mission
is to help people understandtheir strengths and their
superpowers through the lens ofthe Enneagram.
So uh buckle up, we're gonna dothat over the next couple of
weeks.
It should be quite fun.
And this time I'm actually gonnafollow through, commit, and
(30:23):
complete the project because Ican sense that my inner seven of
distraction is finally beingtamed by the divine.
I hope that you took somethingaway from this.
Follow me on social media.
I might post, I might not post.
Um, who knows?
It's always a crapshoot with me.
But I am trying to be moreconsistent with my social media
(30:45):
posts and educating andinspiring people, hopefully, to
start living in alignment withtheir soul's mission and also to
bring their vision into reality,you know, co creating with the
divine.
So I'm Tabitha R.
MacDonald on most social media.
Media platforms.
Other than that, let me know howthis episode resonated with you.
(31:06):
And if you wouldn't mind, take amoment to write a review because
I have been seriously lacking ingetting those.
And it almost looks like mypodcast is review list, but
that's only because I haven'tbeen asking.
So if you wouldn't mind, leave alittle review and uh expect some
uh information on the Enneagramover the next couple weeks.
And I really am just gratefulfor your time, your attention,
(31:29):
and your energy.
I know that there's a lot ofplaces and things and
distractions in the worldcalling your attention to them
right now.
And I just appreciate you givingme a little bit of attention on
this your soul's missionattention.
So it's not really me, I'mreally just here.
I'm just here is the messenger,my friend.
With that, have a wonderful andbeautiful day.
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