July 4, 2025 • 68 mins
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This week I interview Moshpit Mami. We discuss her getting into the business thru escorting and then her starting to film porn. She talks about her shoots and what she is into sexually and her losing her hair from stress and cutting her hair because of it. She talks about how she want to make Artistic type porn and more.
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Take the smiles, get pretty smile at yours.
Wait, actually wait. Can you hear?
You can hear yourself, can't you?
Yeah, I can't hear. Myself, no.
Oh no, 'cause I mean, 'cause my audio is playing on my speaker.
So I was like, hold on, this is going to come up in my my
recording, isn't it? I feel you're doing the same
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right now. Audio.
Sound great and she got a sense of.
You know what, then I'm not going to worry about it.
Yeah. And how you doing today?
Beautiful. I'm so dizzy.
I really can't help it though, like oh damn near cut my finger
off just trying to get my weed open.
(00:41):
I'm actually, you know what, I'mhaving a really good day.
It's been like high emotions butlike really good emotions today,
you know what I mean? What about you?
How's your day been? My day is well, I'm glad that
you asked. Of course, it's it went very
well. Went to work, got surprised with
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a a appreciation thingy for, for, for my, my, my crew, you
know, saying that, you know, saying the health department,
the I guess what they was over there and everything.
And I'm high and I'm talking to you.
So I'm having a good day so far.So one at of course, from
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looking at your pets, you have avery nice blue tie that you
love. You.
And everything and it it's like you exhumes confidence.
So are you a confident lady? I have to be, and honestly I am
because dude, I'm dope. But here's the thing, I
literally would not live if I were not confident.
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The anxiety would eat me alive, you know?
I feel like for me, there's no other way for me to live except
to love myself. And I feel like that's true of
everyone, but not everyone does that and not even does not even
does it well all the time because I mean shit, I feel like
it's a lifelong process. So I don't know.
I, I am confident, but you know what else?
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I am confident in my messiness. I'm I'm confident in the way
that I'm a fucking a dork, a freak, a goofball, a a absolute
spaz ADHD at the Wazzingo and I am really proud of it 'cause I
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like me. No, it's.
You got me. Do you like you?
Oh, yes, I, I, I, I love, I'm, I'm a geek nerd, not a old man,
just just getting old. And no, I, I love who I am.
You know it. You to me, this business helps
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you learn. Oh, absolutely.
You know, you know, especially like with so many people telling
you they like horrible things are the best things in the whole
world. Like, you know, that experience
of hearing it over and over and over again on it, like it's
immense. It like it drives that nail
home. Like, no, I am awesome.
And it even makes you like want to fight or not even fight,
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fight against I guess people whoare like talking shit about you.
But it also makes you so grateful for people who do see
the real you. Yeah, because it it, no matter
how you skinny, you're going to see the real us doing these
scenes. Well, well, nowadays 'cause we
used to work around clothes backin my day also, which I I still
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like doing. I like working around clothes.
Wait, say the I'm so sorry. Say the last word again.
I said she wearing a nice littlesexy dress with some heels, you
know? I pulled the dress up, put it
down and show the tits, you know?
You better. I mean, she just got us up for
you. Better get to her good.
I'm saying out this piece that day, 'cause I'm sorry, they
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just, they don't do that no morenow.
Wait, wait. I I feel like I'm not hearing
you right. Hold on, hold on, hold on.
I'm like, I'm like hearing like the, not the, like the last two
seconds of everything you say. I'm so.
Sorry, crazy stupid ass Mic, canyou hear me a little bit better?
Yes, thank you. Thank you so much for like
missing the last two seconds. I feel so bad.
Though But now what I say is they they don't work around
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clothes. No damn more they don't.
They just just shoot. They were probably they worked
around clothes. I'm so sorry.
I'm like not hearing. Hold on, hold on.
I need to fix my sound or something because it's like it's
like going in and out like this.I don't like, I have no idea
what you said, like the last fewsentences.
Hold on. I'm not trying to figure
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something else out. I don't know, take your time
because I mean, we enjoy lookingat it.
And while she's getting her sound together.
Yeah, people, let me highlight Charles for a minute.
It's time to smoke these over. Welcome to the Smokers Lounge.
Yeah, I think you got it 'cause I hate it in my earphones.
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hear me? Oh man, she went out.
We'll get it back in a second. Well, as soon as she come back
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in, I can give the introduction.Introduction.
You know what I'm saying? I think she's trying to put in
the the Air buds. You know, sexy ass song too.
Pretty smile too. You know she ain't hearing me.
(06:40):
Something popped. But somebody to come and edit.
Let's see. Hold on.
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You might have to go back out and come back in.
You good. I can always edit.
I had to find it. I had to find it to see where I
can edit it. Might go back out.
(07:56):
This is very Bluetooth, yeah. There we go.
OK, I'm just gonna try it again.I I just, like, can't hear like
the last two seconds of everything you're saying.
I feel so sorry. Well, shoot.
(08:19):
Well I guess. Well I guess I I had to look and
see where I could edit it at, but I had people now I didn't
get the the particulars. We had to take a small break.
Now, this lady over here is thick.
She's sexy. From looking at her page, she's
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quirky, but a nasty ass freak. Nasty ass freak.
And people, I'm trying to tell you, nice tits, nice ass.
She's she. She's a total package, people,
You know what I'm saying? Yeah, she's my geeky Princess
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fantasy. You feel me?
So I'm gonna sit back and let this gorgeous, sexy lady
introduce herself. Tell who you is, baby.
Hello everyone my name is Indy or mosh pit mommy.
I am a huge fan of anal and squirting and gang bangs and
cuts, love cuts. I've been in this industry for a
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few years now, probably full time since February 2022.
And my favorite part about this industry is like, I really feel
like we're helping people one night at a time.
And I say that all the time for me.
Like my biggest passion about doing this job and making
content and being a camp girl isbeing with people.
Like I love making friends. I love making friends of whoever
(09:51):
I meet. I don't know.
And I like, I figured like at some point in my life I was
like, dude, you're such a fucking dirty slut.
Like you better just get fuckingpaid to do this.
And I don't know, I really just,I, I'm super passionate about
being here. I'm passionate about being a big
fat fucking freak with big ass titties, a big ass and an Asian.
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And it's like, I don't know, it's a fun mixture, all of it.
I'm sorry. I'm like, I'm just looking at
your page right now. I'm like damn.
Thank you so much. Thank you.
Thank you. Oh my goodness.
And and too, I like the the haircan it makes you stand out even
more. You were so funny too.
Like I just cut my hair back in September for all my life I had
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that super long hair, like down to your waist, super thick.
I only did like the little moneypieces before.
And you know what happened last year was my stress level was so
high. I had just gotten a dog and I
was terrified it was going to die.
Like straight up terrified anxiety out there was Even so my
hair started falling out. Damn.
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It was so sad. And like I was like, it was such
a big piece of my identity, right?
It was like my the Super long hair, like this gorgeous
feminine hair. And in September I was like, why
am I trying to hang on to this these locks that aren't even
there anymore? So I just cut it all off and
honestly, like I've never loved my hair this much in my life.
Hey. I'm gonna ask you a question
before I get into The Time Machine.
(11:22):
When you cut the hair, did you notice you got noticed more?
Oh gosh, you know that's a good question.
More honestly, I feel like because like I had always had
such long hair, when I finally did cut it, it was like an
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explosion in my fan base. Like they were like, it was so
unexpected because I just alwayshad like a long maintained, like
super thick hair, you know? So I would say, yeah, I did get
more attention. And it's so funny because like,
I'll post pics sometimes of likemy old hair.
You don't want super long people.
Like, Oh my God, it was so long and gorgeous.
I can't wait for you to like grow it out again.
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And I'm like, I really like my short hair.
I think I'm going to keep it fora while.
I, I think it makes you stand out, makes you look different
and sometimes a hair, a hair change can change your career
sometimes. 100% you know, especially because like hair.
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That's a good ass weed, ladies and gentlemen.
Then I need to be what she's eating, see?
I'm not the only one to be choking on the weed, see?
Always. See.
Oh, my God, sometimes I can't not, you know, I always have
baby looks. Oh, yeah.
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I think that like when you're, when your hair is such like an
identifying part of like your personality to a lot of people,
like they see you and when you change your hair, it's like,
it's like one of the first things that people notice when
they're like watching you every day like that.
You know what I mean? People are checking your
stories, checking your posts andwhatnot.
And I'm like new haircut. And it's like, whoa, whoa, whoa,
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whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Even in like new color, new
style, you know, people who really love you and like want to
pay attention to you. Like they're going to notice and
they're going to eat it up and like, as they should because
it's so cute and it's so fun, especially as a woman.
Like it is such a part of your feminine femininity.
And I feel like being able to play with it and change with it
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is totally the core of, you know, like this movement today
of like, I don't even say equal rights because it's different
for me. And I, I could go off all the
time for that. But like, you're allowed to be
who you want to be. You're allowed to express
yourself how you want to expressyourself.
You're allowed to change your hair.
Your hair can be long, short, braided, unbraided, you know
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what I mean? And like, I don't know, hair is
so fun. It's like a tattoo but like less
permanent. If you do, also able you to be
even a chameleon even more because if you really want to go
long again, you're throwing the wheel so.
Yes, I love wigs. I really need to get into wigs
more because there's some fun shit out there.
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I've been like on TikTok lookingat like how girls style their
wigs and shit. I'm like, yeah, I got ideas now.
Oh yeah. So now we go into Time Machine.
What got you into this business to begin with?
Not wanting to ask my parents for money because I felt guilty.
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You know, when I was, I was 18 initially when I began my
journey. I haven't been, I've only been
full time since February 2022. But yeah, I didn't want to ask
my parents for money because, like, it was something that,
like, gave me such, like, shame and guilt that I was like, no,
we're going to find like, we gotthis.
Don't even worry about that. You know what I mean?
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Like, girl, you left to fuck. What do you mean you don't have
money? You think?
Damn right, you must have heard a wet pocketbook.
No, a wet pussy. Empty pocketbook.
Don't mix, huh? God damn straight, yes, yes, if
you have a pussy. And here's the thing, it's not
even about pussy. Must be real because anybody can
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make money. Anybody can make money in this
industry 100%. You know, I know people that,
like, they aren't conventionallyattractive and they make
hundreds of thousands because they're good to people and they
know themselves and they're proud of themselves.
They're unafraid to flaunt who the fuck they are.
And it's fucking awesome. Like, I don't know, it's a fun
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time. I, I love seeing people's
stories and I love when people come to me and they're like, I
guess I don't love it because I get this, you know, you get that
question so often. It's like, oh, well, my Dick is
only just big. I can't make content.
I'm like, well, it depends on what you're doing and what
you're about, bro. I'm like, I know people who are
fat, skinny, ugly, pretty, tall,short, freaking obese, fucking
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nearly, you know what I mean? Everybody can make money, bro.
It doesn't matter because everything is beautiful.
Everything is beautiful. You don't have to like it
because somebody else does. True.
Somebody else asked. Piece of quiet 'cause I was
shooting BBW before it was cool.So I know what I I know what
BBWS can do money wise. Right, right before it was like,
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I, I feel like it only just cameback and like, like a kind of
like a fad like, Oh yeah, she got curves all like that now,
you know, I'm like, I wasn't well when I was growing up,
'cause I'm only 26. When I was growing up, I was
like, so I thought I was so fat.I just made to talk about this,
actually. I was like, I thought I was so
fat because like skinny was so in.
Skinny is supermodel, skinny is everybody, you know?
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What's that one model's name? She was like the first like
mainstream BBW model. I can't remember her name right
now. And that's so silly because
she's literally like amazingly huge in this world physically.
And I love you, baby. I can see her face in our name.
Anyway, like this was before this.
I was like, I really thought I was so fat my whole life.
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I thought I was so ugly and fat.And then like I got older and I
did get fat and I'm like damn, I'm hot as fuck.
I got ass and titties and a pretty face.
OK, OK. But the world is monster.
So what was the first thing you do in the business?
(17:28):
Was it webcam in? No, I don't know.
Honestly, I'm like, I'm like, I know we're just a lot to talk
about shit, right? We're just a lot to talk about
shit. Like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's the smoker's lounge. We people, you know how we get
down in the smoker's lounge? Let's not we keep it 100 here
from the meet and greets to all that.
Let's let's, let's go. Oh fuck yeah, I fucking
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appreciate the fuck out of that.Fuck is my favorite word, by the
way. I don't know if you can tell.
And so it's always people fuck. Jesus.
Favorite word. Anyway, what was I?
Where did you start it? In the business.
Oh, right. Yeah, no, I was told sugar baby.
Like I loved it. I loved being paid for sex.
Like I was like, yes, let me show up to your nice place
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because I was living in Santa Barbara at the time and I was
like, yeah, this is I love hanging out with like old white
dead or like Grateful Dead headswho love cocaine.
They loved me, loved me here. And I love that Rafa hat like
100% and I don't know what. It's like, wait a second, I'm
(18:35):
trying to think because it's like, no, because I think that
page was gone by the end and Craigslist.
So and then I knew about West Red Book was the shit.
So what the fuck did you? Oh my God.
OK, so here's the thing. So I used like some social
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media, some dating apps, right? But really like seeking was
really good and like even like OK, so I remember the band that
would go around LA with the Backpage pro shit on it.
And one day I was like fucking Doctor Stewart.
Like why? Why am I waiting?
Like what the fuck? And it's crazy dude.
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I met some people on there that like, I'm still friends with,
you know, and I love that about sex work.
I love that about sex work. It's all about relationships.
It's never not been about relationships and friendships,
you know? And like, I don't know, I get so
passionate about this because like, I really do love people.
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I love people so much. I really thought I was an
introvert, like my whole life. It's like now you're
introverted. You're so introverted.
I'm like, you're an introverted extrovert, you'd like to sit
down and hang out by yourself, but you need people so bad, baby
girl, don't you can't play like you want to be alone because you
don't. And I guess like turning that,
like that change in my life, I'mgoing like, oh, no, I do need
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people to be like, no, I people also need me.
Like not like, like I have this big ass heart to give and like
through sex work, like I'm so passionate about it because like
I really do have so much love for people like my fans and my
patrons. I had genuine love for them.
You know, they're never not friends to me.
They're never not people. I want to cultivate
relationships, conversations, you know, bridges with.
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And you know, that started for me as a sugar baby because I
loved hanging out with like all of my dudes who loved to pay me
for sex. And I was, girl, I'm sorry I
call you a big girl, but like, Iate that shit up.
It was too much fun. Literally too much fun.
Rehab two years later, let's be real.
But I had so much fun and I learned so much and I don't
(20:45):
regret any of it. Because because people don't
realize the careers that you hador the things you did prior to
get into business kind of helps you with the business.
Yes, it does. And I mean you could think about
many. We are talking about all the
time how many male talent did use but they got in here.
(21:06):
Same principle, just different products.
Mm hmm. I mean.
I go ahead so. When the sugar baby stuff, when
did you go to webcamming? Yeah, with the webcamming.
Which is so funny. What a great story because this
is actually sure your daddy of mine who worked as a recruiter
for my first site and he completely fucked me over 100%.
(21:30):
He like because he was a recruiter for the site rate.
And the way he sold it was like,yeah, you can come over to my
house. You can go live like we're, I'm
just going to let you go with itfor the first week, you know,
like selling like, Oh yeah, these people, they make so much,
you know, And then you see the girls under him who also work at
that house. There was only one that came
back consistently. And she was super cute and super
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fun. So she did make bank when she
did work, but like, she also couldn't keep herself together,
which happens to everybody. Let's be real.
Like this industry is helpful for people to don't have a full
operating system yet. I'm definitely one of them.
You know, if you can't tell. But you know, I should have paid
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better attention to certain little things.
And I trusted him too much. You know, I let him do the
paperwork for me. I let him sign me up.
You know, I just like and everything was in his name and
this site took 75% on every dollar already and then he took
52% of that. Yeah, computer realize when you
come to webcam and the Cam companies get majority cut.
(22:37):
Right. And he had like, I knew that
they took 75%, but like, 'cause he had explained that, but in
the way that he explained, the portion that he took made it
seem like I was supposed to get paid like five times as much.
It was so weird. And he didn't make it.
Like I think he tried to like explain, but then he realized I
could be bamboozled so easily because I'm gullible as hell.
(22:58):
You know, I mean like they see you as young in the game though.
That's what I'm saying, and he knew that.
Yeah, 1. 100% and that happens all the time.
You know, unfortunately, it's soit's so despicably common for
people to be manipulated and taken advantage of, especially
if you're new or brand new. You don't, you know, and that
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was back in January of 2020. So it's right before the
pandemic hit, right. But what the well, this shit is
so funny to me because I really could have just like made my own
profile from this point because I like I understood like the
basics of it. I was making some money, but I
was like, why am I not making more?
Why am I I'm putting in this work and it's going like, yeah.
(23:39):
And I literally like could not put two and two together.
And so like I literally looked at all the statements and I was
like, and I quit at the time I quit and I went and did I sold
knives for like a year and a half after that and doing sales
training during the pandemic with that fucking well, we all
(24:01):
do the business. I don't even want to say their
name, but like bro, for like a year and a half doing, I'm
really good at first and then absolutely dog shit because I'm
fucking depressed on what the fuck I'm doing.
But I learned all these amazing sales skills, right?
And after that I ended up going back to camming so I could pay
for the gas for my solar job when I was knocking doors for a
(24:21):
solar company. And I was like, no, I'm going to
use camming to pay for the gas so I can get the money for the
solar. And then I was like, yeah, this
is working. Four months later I made $0.00
for that company. It was Commission only and the
person closing my appointments like it didn't work out right.
But I don't regret any of that because the cut code, whatever
(24:42):
the knife people experience and then the the with the solar,
like the knocking on doors beingtold so no so fucking often,
like literally over and over andover hours every fucking day,
you know, trying to give up my all just trying to like learn on
the ground sales experience, cold call, you know, fuck bro,
this shit's hard. Someone else shoot the Cam in
bro. Oh, chilling full time.
(25:07):
So, so wait. OK, let's go with the Cam in all
right. How often?
OK. How often do you Cam and how do
you Cam? So unfortunately in the last few
months, and this makes me so sadbecause I really miss going
live, I haven't been able to go live in months.
I'm taking care of family right now so it's a little bit
(25:27):
difficult. However, when I was like camming
full time because right now I'm just doing content creation.
Can't wait to be back live. Oh my fucking girl.
Can't wait to be back live. I love that shitty attention.
Yeah, I see. I see, Oh, it's hard because I
used to go live at least at least twice a week for years,
(25:48):
you know, and not that I wouldn't take breaks, you know,
breaks happen, but like I was pretty consistently going live
and I like loved using like random little sites as well as
like bigger sites as well. You know, I started on one for
probably the first two years, stream 8 or like back in
February 22, just going on stream 8 for a couple years.
And like, honestly, that was working for me for a long time
(26:11):
until there was like this randomdip in numbers.
Like I went from like consistently making like the
same amount per hour, like afterit was like all totaled out and
whatnot to like making like a, asmall fraction of that because
like of this weird time, right? So I was like, let me try some
other shit and I'm meeting more people and then actually
beginning collapse. You know, I just started going
(26:32):
live so much more often than having like the best time,
whether I'm solo, whether I'm with a dude, whether I'm with my
girls, like I don't know. So like let.
Me ask you this, what cause a lot of girls that do the webcam
they stick it out or they don't the most they might do is solo.
What made you decide to go Boy girl do collabs to work with
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others? My ex.
I know, and that's the disappointment.
Kidding, we. Want to say.
Thank you. Yeah, He taught me so much.
He taught me so much. So he was in the OR he's in the
industry. My apologies.
I just moved to a certain area and we found each other on
(27:17):
Reddit, actually. Oh, we got Speaking of the sites
that I was on Reddit. That's your mastery here.
You don't want to still turn it,huh?
I'm. Still learning Reddit.
Oh, Reddit stone, Reddit's fun and like not just like for like
sex work, but like live and it'sso funny.
I will go to advice or go to Reddit for advice so often.
(27:40):
Like it's great. There's like great forums on
there. There's something for everybody.
I think it's a really great platform and like, like all
Internet things, there's also good and bad, you know, but I'm
actually like, I don't know, I'mkind of like proud that like
Reddit is such a, a diverse baseand not only does it diverse and
sense of like it's content or it's like subjects, you know,
(28:00):
and the content that's on there,but and how people relate with
each other and try to treat eachother.
There's like a cool atmosphere and community on there that I
really like. What were we talking about
before? See.
See, y'all love we go on tangents, don't you?
Y'all love We go on tangents? See, that's the beautiful
podcast. Tangent in that speech, like my
(28:21):
friends, Tangent. No, but it.
What made you start collab and and how did you go about
fighting your first collab? Yes, OK, so my first official
collab was with my ex and it wassuch like, honestly, it was like
fire. It was cool, you know, but I
(28:44):
don't even know how to explain it.
Like he he was already really experienced in the industry.
So it was super helpful, you know, like getting so many tips
and tricks. And then also I had so much
experience on my own up my own, the topic, right, Because shit,
I mean, I've been doing sex worksince I was 18, you know, and
like, I don't know, we also justlike really liked each other.
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So that really helped the chemistry on on Cam, right?
So in that being or in and within that chemistry, like so
much was able to flourish and develop and grow.
Like I learned so much, so quickand like he would learn so much
real quick, you know, from each other's experiences.
And then I just was like, but you know what, anybody can go
live, you know, I was like, well, I'm like, I don't want to
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have to use a collab either. I'm like stunting, you know, I'm
like, and they're willing to do the paperwork and it's just
anybody who has a good attitude too.
So it's a million ways and like,as long as they can fuck home
life, keep their Dick hard and hopefully get a money shot, it
happens. If not, you know, whatever.
But it's just about vibes and chemistry.
Like I really have like nothing to me about art.
It really didn't mean like it. I didn't have to be industry.
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You know what I mean? It doesn't have to be an
official collab with an official, but I mean, I still
love those too. Like my girl Kimmy Gibler, like,
well, she like she still wants to be friends with me.
Like we had such a crazy time last year and I love her so
much. But like, like I think of her
when I also think of going live too, because like she's a live
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queen and there's so much I've learned from her every time we
work together too. So I guess like I do love
collabs, especially on, on live,because it's like hanging out
with the whole world and someonethat you get along with who's in
your in your workforce, I don't know.
So how bad you this though? Because you know, people think
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when it come to filming on the filming side of things, because
you've been doing a bunch of collabs when it comes to the
filming, people don't realize how much work goes into that for
the position that we shoot to angles and all that good stuff.
So speak to how you adjust it tomastering how to work a camera.
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OK. From in front of it.
Before wait, wait, say it again.From in front of it.
OK, well, I guess like the firstthing I do starting out, like I
love to introduce myself. Like that's really important to
me. Like just like just like we do
on a video, just like if you're about to go in for a job
interview or a speech, whatever the fuck, right?
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I love to introduce myself. I love to say hi to people,
greet people individually. Not going to be so hard.
You've got hundreds and thousands of people in your
room. I don't know, I don't really
care because I like it this way too.
I mean, like there's a lot of ways, but also not because I
really like being able to get personal with people.
You know, I feel like even if like, like it reminds me of like
going door to door again, right?Even if they say no and they
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don't give a fuck or they call me a fat cow or they say nothing
and just lurk. Like people really do appreciate
the personal touch And like that's what this is for me is
like trying to like getting personal with people.
So I guess it's just first of all, I would actually say before
any of this, like it just depends on what your what your
vibe is in sex work. You know, whether or not you are
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like the the mean bitch who's going to spit on everybody,
which shout out to you. If you can bitch, I love you.
Keep get your bag, get your bag respect.
Because like I can't I'm too goofy.
I'm too fucking goofy. Like I can't make that 224
seven. I'm too goofy.
Like I, I, I. Get submissive advice from you I
get submissive advice from. You maybe a little bit.
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You. You.
Yeah, you. No, I definitely I'm excited for
my next daddy. Yeah, I'm definitely a sub at
heart, But I mean I'm gonna switch to don't get me wrong.
And like I would like for me, I would love to marry a bio cook.
Like I I, you know, someone getsswitched it up with someone.
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I'm like, oh God, I love curse sex and I love being dominated
and I love dominating, you know,but in my heart hurts.
I'm definitely a sub, like I need to be LED, I need to be
told what to do and be told to come foot down what all the
time? So.
So are we a OH? Go ahead.
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What? What are you into?
Or am I into person? OK, well, I'll go top like 5,
right? Top five kings one watersports
all day, every day. Love that shit.
I don't, I'm like, I don't, I don't even know what it was
like. I guess it's because it's, like,
calm, but there's so much more of it.
Like, and it's also, I don't know, cool water sports 2.
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Let's be calm. Honestly.
Yeah. Honestly, yeah.
Because like, here's the thing, I am a son and like, I totally
go little mode often when I'm with the right person.
DELG is huge for me, as long as it's done respectfully,
consensually, you know what I mean?
I love DDLG because I do. I love like going to a little
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space. It makes me feel so comfortable
and so seen and so protected. Number 30, fuck, it's like I got
like three things. I'm like, I feel bad, feel
disrespectful to the other two if I, if I say this one first.
But honestly, Shabari is amazing.
You know, I personally have never been suspended and I'm
really looking forward to that bondage in in itself, but huh.
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I love bondage. I love bondage, I love being
tied up, pussy in the air, can'tfucking move, you know?
See, there's a sad part. Like I said, everybody now into
the shit, doing the shit with myass retired.
Holy firework girl that would die with two, with two, with 2-3
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my whole career that would die for all that.
Oh. Wow, I love it.
It's so I just, I it's so beautiful, especially like
Chibari itself is such a, a wonderful and scary and long and
beautiful history. Like Oh my God, it is a tragic
and amazing. You know, I'm like, I'm like all
art. I feel like so much art is born
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a tragedy, even if it's of happiness too.
I love art so much art is my whole life and that's why I
believe that's what Oh my gosh. OK, so like #4 sorry I'm getting
off drop. I'm going back and forth now.
But no. Well, I mean, I mean, for I love
role play, but like, you know, like artistic role play, like
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like based I guess like pop culture role play.
Like Oh my God, bro. Like I have certain things in my
head that like are certain fantasies that like I'm really
trying to bring to life in my work that I believe is like 100%
art, right? 100% art I want to do 1 of like
well definitely a Candyman scenewould be amazing with like an
anal hook for a hand. I I have a huge love for Tony
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Todd and the Candyman series in general.
It's not my favorite army because I I got houses without
the corpses. It's still amazing for me, but
Candyman has a very close second.
Well, you're. Talking about the newest
Candyman, right? No, I'm talking about OK, no
Tony Todd, baby. I'm talking about OG candy man.
Oh, oh, OK, OK, OK. The new one, I, I I I wasn't
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feeling too tough. But the old school ones.
Oh yeah. Oh, yeah, no, Tony Todd.
That sounds like Tony Todd. And not that he wasn't in the
last one that lost slow Cammy out.
And I'm saying like, I feel likecandy, man.
Like the most recent one wasn't like Jordan Peele's strongest
film, but I still like what he went with it.
And then when you realized that that was the bomb, that was the
bomb. Oh, my God.
Sorry. I can talk about that for a long
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time. But yeah, role play is huge for
me. I love role play.
Whether it's also like I have like teacher student, always
been a fan of teacher student probably 'cause like I was just
a horny ass kid, but like, you know what I mean?
There's like I would. Have done this thing with you
like that? Yeah.
Yeah. Where Where I'm the professor
and you the my teacher assistant.
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Oh, TA is off too. Oh yeah.
Like 'cause like I like the position of power.
I agree. We wouldn't work together,
sorry. We're good.
So now you can squirt you do anal, what have you.
So for you, what the biggest Dick you can have in your ass?
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Definitely 11 inches. A couple times.
I can't remember how long the guys was.
The guys Dick was the last one song.
It hadn't been 12, it hadn't been 12.
I didn't ask. I don't know, but it looked
bigger than the 11 inches. I've had a couple of those and
it's great alone, but I'm like Ispent it had to be 12 inches.
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I never have. So I'm going to text them and
find out though. I'll let you know.
Well, yeah, definitely. How strong is the orgasm?
Well, it depends. So there's this one Actually, I
was just thinking about this guytoday, this like funk dude from
LA and this white guy with like the big he's has 11 inch cock,
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he's fucking swinging and damn, we just have consistently
amazing sex. Like like strong as fuck every
time. Like can't hear after hear bells
in your ears. You know what I mean?
Consistently every time. Best orgasm of my life though
was from I was like 20 or 21. This man was 65.
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I just fucked this man for free because the food was so good
that he made me like dude I'm not even fucking.
He didn't even fuck. He just ate me out.
He only ate me out and I came sogood the left side of my body
went numb. Wow, that's.
A. Strong.
I never want to come. I'm never coming like that.
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I'm like, bro, he probably gave me a heart issue.
I'm like scared. I'm scared.
I OK, so I'm totally like, well,what's that thing called?
Hypochondriac. Yeah.
Like I think things are wrong all the time that are not right.
However, I think the heart damage might have been real
because I definitely felt that shit.
Oh my God. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
He knew how to eat some damn pussy.
So I tell you have done a gang bang.
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Couple yes, I love a gang bang. Oh my God.
So what's the biggest gang bang you have done so far?
This is a good story. Very fast.
It was like at least 14 but we don't know the exact number.
It was never confirmed but it was like at least 14.
I was busy with my best friend out of Oregon and they were busy
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doing something for work and I was looking for something to do.
So I go on a dating app. I'm looking for some Dick and I
meet this guy. I'm like, we're vibing right
away and we're like, we're trying to find a place to go
fuck because I couldn't fuck up my friend's house.
And he's like, So what are your fancies, right?
And I was like, I thought I was gonna have a gang bang.
Like, I really want like a big, all shapes, all sizes, huge ass
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gang bang, right? And he's like, we can do that
right now. So what do you mean?
He's like, let's just go to the porno theater.
And I was like, fuck it, anyone's called a condom could
fuck me. We had a great time.
It was 14 people, not least. So for you, what gets you off
for a game bag? The attention.
I like being the belle of the ball.
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I really do. And it's so bad and I'm trying
not to do that. I'm trying to do that less
because girl, you do not need tobe that selfish, but I am the
belle of the ball sometimes. Hello.
I'm. Going to see game.
I love being surrounded by men. I'm going to say if you ever go
to any of these desires and conventions, you need to help my
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man Tadpole. He, he, he got your cover on the
game. Oh yeah, I'm not the ones that
experts a couple years ago. He's cool.
Yeah, he and, and and he'll be having some numbers in that
motherfucking too. No, honestly, that would be fun
to shock. Wouldn't.
It Oh my God. So have you done DP?
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Yes, I was like huh, I was like the I was thinking DVP.
I wasn't sure if you said DP or DVP.
Not DVP yet, but DP yes. I think I have a couple of game
rings out right now with a couple scenes like that couple
little cuts in between, but honestly not nearly enough.
Not like personally, I really need a good scene where I'm like
being held up in the air and being DP like with like a nice
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like aeroview from the bottom. Personally, I don't know if I'm
just looking for that personallyor well, definitely if.
You want to be honest, I always say don't do what you don't,
don't do what you do. Only do what you do in your
bedroom or you willing to experiment with that's a. 100%
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agree. 100% agree. You know, it's hard to see
people like pushing them. So I'm not not that I haven't
done before too, you know, especially like in my early
camping days, like you push yourself into a king because
someone like, it's like, Hey, I want to do this and I'll pay so
much for it, bro. Don't matter if you're not into
it. And like, I think I learned that
like not early enough and just in life in general, you and
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that's a wonder about running your own business or operating
how you want to operate is do you also choose who you get to
work with? You can choose that whether
it's, you know, another a collabpartner or whether it's a
customer. It doesn't fucking matter
whether it's a manager, you know, you choose who you want to
work with. I'm like, yeah, sometimes it
sucks because you're you're doing it for a while by yourself
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too, but that but that always ends.
You know, I feel like once you put yourself out there and you
put yourself out there genuinely, you're going to meet
other people who are also tryingto do the same.
Yeah, he shouts out to Man of Fury.
Yeah, they they had him on the show.
Gotta get him back. He's a homie, you know what I'm
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saying? Yeah, I I started.
Look on your face. No, he's so sweet and cool and
so funny, 'cause like our, our, our shoot was so funny.
That was such a fun. Like it was just like like, you
know, like I I have these days off and sometimes when I'm too
stressed, right. But like, oh, I can't focus on
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one thing. So this is happening, right?
And like it's just like a a comedy of errors at the point,
you know, you just like, what the fuck is going to go wrong
next? And we don't even fucking know.
But you know, instead of it being like kind of like an
awkward time, I actually like felt like I was having fun and
being recognized, you know? Yeah, I like because I can be my
quirky, awkward self around him and I appreciate that.
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Oh yeah, he's a cool dude. And I enjoyed about this piece.
So for you, because like, so you've been doing it going with
what, going on four years and seriously, since 2022, where do
you want to take this? Where you want to go with this,
you know. Where do I want to take this?
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So I dream about this a little bit.
You know who doesn't Daydream about their future?
Well, actually, I take that the fuck back because so many people
don't know. It's a hard time, babies.
It's a hard time. However, I love to Daydream
about my future because sometimes it's hard for me to be
present. I don't like thinking about the
past too much, but oh gosh, you know what?
I don't. I see this as like the
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foundation of how I want to lay down my charitable works as an
individual in this world. For me personally, like porn and
sex work, I'm like, it's, it's such a strong platform for me
personally because of my not only my background as you know,
someone's part of this industry,but someone's part just as, as a
sexual being in the world, right.
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And so in so many ways, like I want to become a lawyer and I
want to, and I'm trying to use sex work to pay for law school
because I want to work on sex worker legislation.
For me, it's not just about like, I mean, not that baby, if
you're just about your money, that's cool.
I don't give a foot has nothing to do with me.
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But for me, like I know that like this money that I'm making,
it is 100% to fuel a future where sex work is legal and in
all forms, you know? And so that way it's just a
safer environment for people just trying to make their
fucking money, you know, get outhow they live it, bro.
I get it. And like, there's so many
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dangerous situations that happen, not only whether it's
legal or not, you know, and it'scompletely preventable.
Yeah, I'm not completely, I won't say that because, you
know, shit happens. But like, there's so many ways
that this is preventable. And for me, like, as I want to
take my, my, my, my poor career artistically, like more
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artistically based in, you know,my pop culture, things that I
love and also like writings thatI've created since I was a
fucking kid, you know, like, like basically fan fiction,
let's be real. But I want to take an artistic,
an artistic fashion and a legislative fashion, you know,
and that's really important to me.
And then also giving back. Like, I don't know, like I, for
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the first time, like I was able to actually donate like a, a
decent amount of money to a local homeless shelter because
of a sale I run, you know what Imean?
And I was like, because it's winter and I live in Arizona,
bro, this shit is deadly in the,OR when it was winter, you know,
as well, Christmas time. And like this is deadly like the
winter or the desert is deadly in winter, not just like where.
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And I don't know, like I was just like, damn.
This is like the first actual step I'm taking towards these
charitable actions that I'm really passionate about for me.
Like I don't have small goals. I'm trying to be a billionaire
and I'm trying to donate $500 million.
Like, and whether or not does and whether or not it happens
doesn't really matter to me because I'm just going to shoot
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for it anyways. Even if it takes 40 years, I
don't care because I really feellike there's so much that can be
done in this world, especially financially.
Like when you have that much money, you have so much power.
And it's not. I'm not necessarily saying that
like small things don't have their own power too, but it's
also a way to actively help people get fed, get safe, get
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electricity, get warm, get water, have clean water.
Honestly, when people don't understand about adult film, and
I want you to speak to this, they don't realize how it really
empowers women and from confidence to financial.
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So speak to to that side of things.
Oh 100% thank you so much for bringing.
That's such a like a wonderful fucking point 'cause I'm really
blushing thinking about like damn, I was so sad before I was
the fucking I'm like it literally it takes me back
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because like I think about my childhood, like my first memory
was like a sexual assault. So becoming a sex worker ID and
like kind of being a hyposexual ass fucking person growing up,
like being able to channel that in such a way that you control
what happens to you and you get benefited for something that not
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only is a part of you, but a part of you're hurt too.
It does channel things in such apositive fashion when you're
doing it positively, when you'redoing it for yourself and safely
and putting yourself 1st. And also like, I don't know,
like you're just growing and it sales and don't move wrong.
That's what is 100% sales and sales is a micropositol for
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life. 100% right When you're putting your life on the line
like this, whether you're on Cam, whether you're on the
corner, doesn't fucking matter. You're putting your life on the
line in a lot of ways. You're learning so much on your
feet, like 10 times as much as anybody knocking doors for a
solar company. And like anyway, I see they have
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demons there. There's like this little piece
that they were talking about like every time you fight one of
these like top ten demons, that's like so much experience.
That's like 10 years of training, right?
And so like you're just poundingthis training over and over and
over. And if you don't end up loving
yourself during that training, then it's not going to work.
But if you do, you're going to flourish.
You're going to feel so much fucking better.
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You feel better about the way you look, the way you feel, the
way you act, the way you are. And like you're going to get
defensive or not defensive, but like you're just not even going
to let bro. There's there's a point where
like. I'm going to.
I'm going to tell you what it isto me.
Just my theory. Yeah, women, the the one thing
that this business makes you have to be is sexy.
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You it it's you know it it because that was sales you've
been coming from. OK, where I look at your
pictures like, OK, you don't really phone an end.
You look cute makeup, so forth. You know, you, you get to just
what I'm saying, but you become a sex symbol with this and a lot
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of people how, how can I put this?
A lot of females don't know how to handle that because.
They're afraid of it, and they're afraid of it and it
threatens, you know, how they were taught to be.
Yeah. And how what keeps them safe,
right? Like, oh, that's not safe,
That's not safe. What the fuck is she thinking?
That's not, that's not safe. It's like, oh, is it unsafe?
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Or did we make it unsafe becauseof thoughts like that?
Like, and not just from women, of course, from men too.
But like, that's why it's reallyhard to like see like women
hating on women on, on social media for like wearing
scandalous outfits or doing likedoing drugs, being a slut,
whatever, bro. Because I'm like, listen, bring
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me back to being girls. You know why?
If all you call each other's is sluts and whores, it just makes
it OK for guys to call you slutsand whores.
You have to have your fucking backs.
You have to. But see, But see, The thing is,
this business is there's no judgement with it.
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It might be judgement on it, butno judgement with it.
Because yeah, he can call you a slut, but that's what makes the
business the nastiest and the days and freakiest sluts sales.
Oh, yeah. No, 100%.
I'm down for that baby. We know you know why If people
need sex, Yeah. Even if you're asexual, that's
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still a sexuality. You still get the same
satisfaction from hand holding and hanging around as people do
from nutting. Yeah.
Yeah. And like, that's why, like.
And I still love it. I don't even.
I love sluts and horse. I love it in a positive way.
You know what I mean? I'm not saying I'm not meeting
derogatorily in this meeting with the highest respect.
Actually, Yeah, I'm trying to. Say a lot of words.
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Yeah, no, but the thing about itis that like I said before, it
allow us sexual the the grace ofsexual discovery.
You know. And and also at the Saint Toki,
it allow us to be sexually free.See, that's the reason why
religion, the country and so forth want us to be sexually
suppressed. You know how they act.
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I mean, they just be honest. Oh, 100% because because women
give life and the government and, you know, organized
religion, they have like that they already have a monopoly on
that. Like this is how you do life,
right? And that women like, they are a
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threat in so many ways. And that's why it's like, that's
why certain things are taken away.
That's why, you know, I I don't even want to get into details,
but like, we all know, you see it happen all the time.
Like, sexual suppression means power for certain people.
Yeah. And sexual freedom means
equality in so many fucking waysthat it would tear that shit
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down. Yeah, actually, why do you think
the nudge the priests in the Catholic Church can't have sex
That's. One fucking say.
That's one fucking saying. Fucking hypnotist.
I'm like, you are a dirty bitch,don't hide and I'm like you'd
feel a lot better when you don't.
Over. You know, and not that there's
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not, you know, there's so much love as well, and a lot of
organized, so much organized religion.
There's so much love too. And like, in no way am I hating
on people's faith. Faith is so fucking important.
Well, whatever the fuck that looks like for you, faith is
important, right? I'm not against oppression of,
of rights. I am.
I'm not for that. And especially when it when it
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affects people in such a negative way.
And and it's not just like, Oh yeah, it's like, oh, they
suppress the women. It's like, no, this, this type
of organization is what's feeding homelessness, hunger,
Every, every. I'm like, OK, we could keep
going out forever. I'm really mad.
Yeah. No, because see the the the.
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The main thing of it is also we keep talking about the American
dream of being an entrepreneur, right?
This is one of the ways that ladies become an entrepreneur.
That's such a wonderful way, isn't it?
Like when Only Friends first blew up, which is so funny
'cause like I stopped camping like right in that golden sector
of like lockdown and then I quit'cause I was being fucked over
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so bad. If I had stayed big girl.
Oh God, I don't know this girl. I swear I do.
So I'm gonna ask you this because we do webcam and you,
you, you, you meet and greets and what country or what have
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you? Your brain down.
How have you starting to now think of shaping your brain?
Because I tell females all the time, you are the product, the
rest of everything else is the brand and what have you.
So do you have how you start to shape your brain?
My friend, Oh my gosh, awfully actually.
You know what? I wrote a bit a little bit about
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it last night. Hold on.
I'm a little journal. A little journal because I'm a
journal girl. I am.
This one I actually got when I was back in rehab.
Sometimes it's chapter 2 on it and it was just a random thing.
So I love to draw with my journaling too.
I went to artist school for years.
Drop the fuck out though and I had like AI had like a full ride
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scholarship and a year of college done when I got there.
Oh my. God, no, go crazy.
And I don't give us like basically, hold on.
Let me get to like the the the meat and potatoes of it.
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And I think that all I need to know is this.
I'm a human with flaws who desires love like any other
human. My emotions and empathy are my
powers and I intend to help as many people and love as many
people as I can with them. These are my patrons and I am
the resident artist and art is everything I care about.
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You see, I got a feeling that when you start doing your
scenes, your videos with the storylines and stuff, that
there's going to be some interesting videos because
because being being artsy, you're going to think outside
the box and you're going to cross.
You're going to cross the TS anddot the eyes, you know, bring.
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So what's some fantasies that you would like to bring the
lights? OK, so we're talking about candy
man, right? I want the anal hook on my ass
just making that appear. I don't it can't be hooked that
would. Be hot because don't his honey
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candy man point. That's what I'm.
Saying I can't wait. Me myself, if I was still
active, I want to do a Star Warsone that just.
A Star Wars one? What?
Which one? I wouldn't want to do an iconic
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scene because I know I want the the Sabre fighting and
everything in this shit and because I mean, I'm one, I'm
already identified self, so I have to put yourself in.
Oh my God that sounds like fun bro I would watch that.
Right either the Causeway cause to me, I I feel that females
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should when it comes to their content, have variety women
their content, which also shows their personality.
Oh yeah, no. Another one I was thinking of
was like, OK, so I love like I love animation.
I really love animation, especially like adult animation,
but I also think of Gravity Falls and I think of this one
character, Seuss. I don't know if you've ever seen
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it's a kid show, but he's an adult.
He's a a handyman, huh. Gravity Falls.
And there's this like there's like this Internet girl called
Giffany and she's in she's in the a game he's playing on his
PC, right? And like he like he gets her
from the game shop or whatever on this like normal, like disk,
you know, puts in his computer and there's like a a haunted
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ghost in it thing. Like it's like a haunted virtual
ghost demon thing, whatever. She's hot as fuck, like anime
waifu AF. And they fall in love and she's
like obsessed with him and shit and like crawl.
Like I want to do 1 where she's like crawling out of the
computer and fucking sues. Yeah.
That it will be fire. Actually, that will be.
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That's what I'm saying. I'm like, I have like, I have so
many fucking thought like my God, I just love, I love art
come to life. You know, my first time I could
do my actual own collection of art as an artist was in high
school because I, I went to an art high school.
And even before that, you know, I was taking AP art classes as a
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freshman, as a freshman because I loved art so much.
And I didn't know what to do at first.
Like, OK, you have to make a concentration, which is like 12
theme pieces. Like they're all part of the
same theme. You can do whatever you want
from this has to be connected somehow, right?
I was like, I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.
So like many other artists, likethey wanted, like there's so
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many and I don't even know this was a fucking thing until I went
to art school, like officially as a college student.
But so many different artists will put themselves.
In art, you know, there's like aspecific Japanese photographer
that comes to mind. He's like a gay man and he
photographs himself in like super huge, like well known,
famous AF European paintings, right?
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And he's like photographing himself as like the figures in
these paintings. And I did something similar.
I was like, no, I'm just going to like make my own twist on
like different paintings and stuff because I don't know what
to fucking start with, right? And that's such a fucking human
awesome concept in art is fan fiction, fan art, figuring out
where you fit in the world, you through things that you don't
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fit into, you know, and like, oh, I just think it's such a
wonderful and beautiful concept.And especially like in terms of
like creating these fun scenes in sex work too.
And like really bringing art andpop culture strongly into your
own brand. You know, this is what I run
like I think of Oh my God, I think of Lil Puck.
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I fucking love our work. Like she just, I just saw one of
like fucking Space Jam today andmade me laugh my fucking ass
off. I was like girl, I love you.
You are too fucking cool. You know she dressed up as
Hellraiser for an award show. Really.
I was like Oh my God. Wow.
I'm sorry, Dad. The pinhead she was.
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Pinhead bro, she was. Hey, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. The female penthead, that is.
The big fake tits and I'm here dad.
Takes this fuck to me, I'm sorry.
No, it's cool. Go look at that.
You gotta look at it like low key hot, like it's going to be
hot to you. Trust me, I'm.
Sorry I'm I'm just weird with some hotness things that I look.
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At but it's so much fun. It's so much you can just do
what you want. You can do what you want.
And that's something I really live by.
Like you, you create the rules that you live through in the
world and you create those consequences too.
So whatever rules you create, you're dealing with some
consequences as well. But you get to decide how you
live. You get to decide how you work.
You know how you feel like not the same.
(01:02:02):
Like OK, I'm an emotional ass bitch, right?
I'm a cancer. My emotions come through all the
time. I just got to remind myself this
isn't permanent. I can change how I feel about
this by identifying how the fuckI am.
I'm like, when you move through that in art 2 feels great.
It's like crack. Just kidding, I've never tried
that. That's the one drug they told me
I would like too much and you know I'm right, so I won't try
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it. I don't need to know.
Oh my God. Hey, look, I didn't have this
sexy lady up here for an hour and we didn't even touch the
surface. And you know I got to answer the
$1,000,000 question, right? Yes.
Miss Marsh Pitch. Mommy, can I call you a smoke
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buddy, baby? I was fucking definitely sorry,
cotton mouth, I don't. Say no more people.
She even got cotton mouth just like me.
Hold on, let me do this. I got a lot to say in this next
couple of seconds. Go, go.
Go, you got this. All right, y'all heard it.
She'll be back in the smoking lounge and we're going to bring
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So with that being said, Miss Mommy, Miss Nice pick Mommy,
tell everybody where they can spend money on you baby.
Alrighty so I have only fans, loyal fans is being reset up.
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Hello many vids. I love chatter bait fan base.
That's the place I'm being my life and most likely because
it's so easy. What the fuck is one more free?
Oh and honestly social media is an excellent as well.
I have a ton of teasers and clips and my pornhub as well.
Most everything should be mosh pant mommy on the patronage
sites and then go check my linksfor the other socials.
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Also my snap is hilarious. I'd be posting so many fucking
memes and teasers as well. Oh my God.
So people, what do we smoke overtoday?
What do we learn? Well, you learn that there's
more worse than fucking. We have dreams.
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We have dreams able beyond porn,and we care about politics.
We care about things other than sex.
And yes, we are some freaks, butremember that we are people no
different than you. You know what I'm saying?
(01:06:31):
Our 9:00 to 5:00 is a little bitdifferent than y'all's.
We have our stress. We have our shit that drives us
crazy. Just like you got to take a
vacation at your job to beat thefuck away from that shit,
sometimes, you got to do the same with our job.
But we love our job because Wayne empowers us.
It helps us find ourselves, feelbetter about ourselves, and more
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confident about ourselves. See the narratives that porn
stars, we do drugs and we didn'thave this happening that
happened which brought us there.Some not, that's not always
true. And even if there was trauma
that happened early in life, forsome of us, that's what porn
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does. It's therapy.
It helps them take back the power that they lost even back
then. See, because sex can not only be
good, but it also can be healing.
Energy. Physically and emotionally, see,
(01:07:37):
it's all about energy, people. The energy that you put out in
the world, you get back. You feel so. 100%.
With that being said, you know we end these things all day
every day. Life is a learning experience.
What's the point of being experienced if you haven't
learned anything? Smoke that over people, mash,
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pit mom and say goodbye to the smokers.
Bye everybody. Thank you for having me tonight.
See you next time. Yeah.
Take the smiles, get pretty smile at yours.
Wait, actually wait. Can you hear?
You can hear yourself, can't you?
Yeah, I can't hear. Myself, no.
Oh no, 'cause I mean, 'cause my audio is playing on my speaker.
So I was like, hold on, this is going to come up in my my
recording, isn't it? I feel you're doing the same
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right now. Audio.
Sound great and she got a sense of.
You know what, then I'm not going to worry about it.
Yeah. And how you doing today?
Beautiful. I'm so dizzy.
I really can't help it though, like oh damn near cut my finger
off just trying to get my weed open.
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I'm actually, you know what, I'mhaving a really good day.
It's been like high emotions butlike really good emotions today,
you know what I mean? What about you?
How's your day been? My day is well, I'm glad that
you asked. Of course, it's it went very
well. Went to work, got surprised with
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a a appreciation thingy for, for, for my, my, my crew, you
know, saying that, you know, saying the health department,
the I guess what they was over there and everything.
And I'm high and I'm talking to you.
So I'm having a good day so far.So one at of course, from
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looking at your pets, you have avery nice blue tie that you
love. You.
And everything and it it's like you exhumes confidence.
So are you a confident lady? I have to be, and honestly I am
because dude, I'm dope. But here's the thing, I
literally would not live if I were not confident.
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The anxiety would eat me alive, you know?
I feel like for me, there's no other way for me to live except
to love myself. And I feel like that's true of
everyone, but not everyone does that and not even does not even
does it well all the time because I mean shit, I feel like
it's a lifelong process. So I don't know.
I, I am confident, but you know what else?
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I am confident in my messiness. I'm I'm confident in the way
that I'm a fucking a dork, a freak, a goofball, a a absolute
spaz ADHD at the Wazzingo and I am really proud of it 'cause I
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like me. No, it's.
You got me. Do you like you?
Oh, yes, I, I, I, I love, I'm, I'm a geek nerd, not a old man,
just just getting old. And no, I, I love who I am.
You know it. You to me, this business helps
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you learn. Oh, absolutely.
You know, you know, especially like with so many people telling
you they like horrible things are the best things in the whole
world. Like, you know, that experience
of hearing it over and over and over again on it, like it's
immense. It like it drives that nail
home. Like, no, I am awesome.
And it even makes you like want to fight or not even fight,
(03:16):
fight against I guess people whoare like talking shit about you.
But it also makes you so grateful for people who do see
the real you. Yeah, because it it, no matter
how you skinny, you're going to see the real us doing these
scenes. Well, well, nowadays 'cause we
used to work around clothes backin my day also, which I I still
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like doing. I like working around clothes.
Wait, say the I'm so sorry. Say the last word again.
I said she wearing a nice littlesexy dress with some heels, you
know? I pulled the dress up, put it
down and show the tits, you know?
You better. I mean, she just got us up for
you. Better get to her good.
I'm saying out this piece that day, 'cause I'm sorry, they
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just, they don't do that no morenow.
Wait, wait. I I feel like I'm not hearing
you right. Hold on, hold on, hold on.
I'm like, I'm like hearing like the, not the, like the last two
seconds of everything you say. I'm so.
Sorry, crazy stupid ass Mic, canyou hear me a little bit better?
Yes, thank you. Thank you so much for like
missing the last two seconds. I feel so bad.
Though But now what I say is they they don't work around
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clothes. No damn more they don't.
They just just shoot. They were probably they worked
around clothes. I'm so sorry.
I'm like not hearing. Hold on, hold on.
I need to fix my sound or something because it's like it's
like going in and out like this.I don't like, I have no idea
what you said, like the last fewsentences.
Hold on. I'm not trying to figure
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something else out. I don't know, take your time
because I mean, we enjoy lookingat it.
And while she's getting her sound together.
Yeah, people, let me highlight Charles for a minute.
It's time to smoke these over. Welcome to the Smokers Lounge.
Yeah, I think you got it 'cause I hate it in my earphones.
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(05:48):
hear me? Oh man, she went out.
We'll get it back in a second. Well, as soon as she come back
(06:13):
in, I can give the introduction.Introduction.
You know what I'm saying? I think she's trying to put in
the the Air buds. You know, sexy ass song too.
Pretty smile too. You know she ain't hearing me.
(06:40):
Something popped. But somebody to come and edit.
Let's see. Hold on.
(07:10):
You might have to go back out and come back in.
You good. I can always edit.
I had to find it. I had to find it to see where I
can edit it. Might go back out.
(07:56):
This is very Bluetooth, yeah. There we go.
OK, I'm just gonna try it again.I I just, like, can't hear like
the last two seconds of everything you're saying.
I feel so sorry. Well, shoot.
(08:19):
Well I guess. Well I guess I I had to look and
see where I could edit it at, but I had people now I didn't
get the the particulars. We had to take a small break.
Now, this lady over here is thick.
She's sexy. From looking at her page, she's
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quirky, but a nasty ass freak. Nasty ass freak.
And people, I'm trying to tell you, nice tits, nice ass.
She's she. She's a total package, people,
You know what I'm saying? Yeah, she's my geeky Princess
(09:05):
fantasy. You feel me?
So I'm gonna sit back and let this gorgeous, sexy lady
introduce herself. Tell who you is, baby.
Hello everyone my name is Indy or mosh pit mommy.
I am a huge fan of anal and squirting and gang bangs and
cuts, love cuts. I've been in this industry for a
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few years now, probably full time since February 2022.
And my favorite part about this industry is like, I really feel
like we're helping people one night at a time.
And I say that all the time for me.
Like my biggest passion about doing this job and making
content and being a camp girl isbeing with people.
Like I love making friends. I love making friends of whoever
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I meet. I don't know.
And I like, I figured like at some point in my life I was
like, dude, you're such a fucking dirty slut.
Like you better just get fuckingpaid to do this.
And I don't know, I really just,I, I'm super passionate about
being here. I'm passionate about being a big
fat fucking freak with big ass titties, a big ass and an Asian.
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And it's like, I don't know, it's a fun mixture, all of it.
I'm sorry. I'm like, I'm just looking at
your page right now. I'm like damn.
Thank you so much. Thank you.
Thank you. Oh my goodness.
And and too, I like the the haircan it makes you stand out even
more. You were so funny too.
Like I just cut my hair back in September for all my life I had
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that super long hair, like down to your waist, super thick.
I only did like the little moneypieces before.
And you know what happened last year was my stress level was so
high. I had just gotten a dog and I
was terrified it was going to die.
Like straight up terrified anxiety out there was Even so my
hair started falling out. Damn.
(10:59):
It was so sad. And like I was like, it was such
a big piece of my identity, right?
It was like my the Super long hair, like this gorgeous
feminine hair. And in September I was like, why
am I trying to hang on to this these locks that aren't even
there anymore? So I just cut it all off and
honestly, like I've never loved my hair this much in my life.
Hey. I'm gonna ask you a question
before I get into The Time Machine.
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When you cut the hair, did you notice you got noticed more?
Oh gosh, you know that's a good question.
More honestly, I feel like because like I had always had
such long hair, when I finally did cut it, it was like an
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explosion in my fan base. Like they were like, it was so
unexpected because I just alwayshad like a long maintained, like
super thick hair, you know? So I would say, yeah, I did get
more attention. And it's so funny because like,
I'll post pics sometimes of likemy old hair.
You don't want super long people.
Like, Oh my God, it was so long and gorgeous.
I can't wait for you to like grow it out again.
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And I'm like, I really like my short hair.
I think I'm going to keep it fora while.
I, I think it makes you stand out, makes you look different
and sometimes a hair, a hair change can change your career
sometimes. 100% you know, especially because like hair.
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That's a good ass weed, ladies and gentlemen.
Then I need to be what she's eating, see?
I'm not the only one to be choking on the weed, see?
Always. See.
Oh, my God, sometimes I can't not, you know, I always have
baby looks. Oh, yeah.
(12:50):
I think that like when you're, when your hair is such like an
identifying part of like your personality to a lot of people,
like they see you and when you change your hair, it's like,
it's like one of the first things that people notice when
they're like watching you every day like that.
You know what I mean? People are checking your
stories, checking your posts andwhatnot.
And I'm like new haircut. And it's like, whoa, whoa, whoa,
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whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Even in like new color, new
style, you know, people who really love you and like want to
pay attention to you. Like they're going to notice and
they're going to eat it up and like, as they should because
it's so cute and it's so fun, especially as a woman.
Like it is such a part of your feminine femininity.
And I feel like being able to play with it and change with it
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is totally the core of, you know, like this movement today
of like, I don't even say equal rights because it's different
for me. And I, I could go off all the
time for that. But like, you're allowed to be
who you want to be. You're allowed to express
yourself how you want to expressyourself.
You're allowed to change your hair.
Your hair can be long, short, braided, unbraided, you know
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what I mean? And like, I don't know, hair is
so fun. It's like a tattoo but like less
permanent. If you do, also able you to be
even a chameleon even more because if you really want to go
long again, you're throwing the wheel so.
Yes, I love wigs. I really need to get into wigs
more because there's some fun shit out there.
(14:13):
I've been like on TikTok lookingat like how girls style their
wigs and shit. I'm like, yeah, I got ideas now.
Oh yeah. So now we go into Time Machine.
What got you into this business to begin with?
Not wanting to ask my parents for money because I felt guilty.
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You know, when I was, I was 18 initially when I began my
journey. I haven't been, I've only been
full time since February 2022. But yeah, I didn't want to ask
my parents for money because, like, it was something that,
like, gave me such, like, shame and guilt that I was like, no,
we're going to find like, we gotthis.
Don't even worry about that. You know what I mean?
(14:55):
Like, girl, you left to fuck. What do you mean you don't have
money? You think?
Damn right, you must have heard a wet pocketbook.
No, a wet pussy. Empty pocketbook.
Don't mix, huh? God damn straight, yes, yes, if
you have a pussy. And here's the thing, it's not
even about pussy. Must be real because anybody can
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make money. Anybody can make money in this
industry 100%. You know, I know people that,
like, they aren't conventionallyattractive and they make
hundreds of thousands because they're good to people and they
know themselves and they're proud of themselves.
They're unafraid to flaunt who the fuck they are.
And it's fucking awesome. Like, I don't know, it's a fun
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time. I, I love seeing people's
stories and I love when people come to me and they're like, I
guess I don't love it because I get this, you know, you get that
question so often. It's like, oh, well, my Dick is
only just big. I can't make content.
I'm like, well, it depends on what you're doing and what
you're about, bro. I'm like, I know people who are
fat, skinny, ugly, pretty, tall,short, freaking obese, fucking
(15:59):
nearly, you know what I mean? Everybody can make money, bro.
It doesn't matter because everything is beautiful.
Everything is beautiful. You don't have to like it
because somebody else does. True.
Somebody else asked. Piece of quiet 'cause I was
shooting BBW before it was cool.So I know what I I know what
BBWS can do money wise. Right, right before it was like,
(16:23):
I, I feel like it only just cameback and like, like a kind of
like a fad like, Oh yeah, she got curves all like that now,
you know, I'm like, I wasn't well when I was growing up,
'cause I'm only 26. When I was growing up, I was
like, so I thought I was so fat.I just made to talk about this,
actually. I was like, I thought I was so
fat because like skinny was so in.
Skinny is supermodel, skinny is everybody, you know?
(16:46):
What's that one model's name? She was like the first like
mainstream BBW model. I can't remember her name right
now. And that's so silly because
she's literally like amazingly huge in this world physically.
And I love you, baby. I can see her face in our name.
Anyway, like this was before this.
I was like, I really thought I was so fat my whole life.
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I thought I was so ugly and fat.And then like I got older and I
did get fat and I'm like damn, I'm hot as fuck.
I got ass and titties and a pretty face.
OK, OK. But the world is monster.
So what was the first thing you do in the business?
(17:28):
Was it webcam in? No, I don't know.
Honestly, I'm like, I'm like, I know we're just a lot to talk
about shit, right? We're just a lot to talk about
shit. Like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
It's the smoker's lounge. We people, you know how we get
down in the smoker's lounge? Let's not we keep it 100 here
from the meet and greets to all that.
Let's let's, let's go. Oh fuck yeah, I fucking
(17:48):
appreciate the fuck out of that.Fuck is my favorite word, by the
way. I don't know if you can tell.
And so it's always people fuck. Jesus.
Favorite word. Anyway, what was I?
Where did you start it? In the business.
Oh, right. Yeah, no, I was told sugar baby.
Like I loved it. I loved being paid for sex.
Like I was like, yes, let me show up to your nice place
(18:11):
because I was living in Santa Barbara at the time and I was
like, yeah, this is I love hanging out with like old white
dead or like Grateful Dead headswho love cocaine.
They loved me, loved me here. And I love that Rafa hat like
100% and I don't know what. It's like, wait a second, I'm
(18:35):
trying to think because it's like, no, because I think that
page was gone by the end and Craigslist.
So and then I knew about West Red Book was the shit.
So what the fuck did you? Oh my God.
OK, so here's the thing. So I used like some social
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media, some dating apps, right? But really like seeking was
really good and like even like OK, so I remember the band that
would go around LA with the Backpage pro shit on it.
And one day I was like fucking Doctor Stewart.
Like why? Why am I waiting?
Like what the fuck? And it's crazy dude.
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I met some people on there that like, I'm still friends with,
you know, and I love that about sex work.
I love that about sex work. It's all about relationships.
It's never not been about relationships and friendships,
you know? And like, I don't know, I get so
passionate about this because like, I really do love people.
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I love people so much. I really thought I was an
introvert, like my whole life. It's like now you're
introverted. You're so introverted.
I'm like, you're an introverted extrovert, you'd like to sit
down and hang out by yourself, but you need people so bad, baby
girl, don't you can't play like you want to be alone because you
don't. And I guess like turning that,
like that change in my life, I'mgoing like, oh, no, I do need
(19:58):
people to be like, no, I people also need me.
Like not like, like I have this big ass heart to give and like
through sex work, like I'm so passionate about it because like
I really do have so much love for people like my fans and my
patrons. I had genuine love for them.
You know, they're never not friends to me.
They're never not people. I want to cultivate
relationships, conversations, you know, bridges with.
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And you know, that started for me as a sugar baby because I
loved hanging out with like all of my dudes who loved to pay me
for sex. And I was, girl, I'm sorry I
call you a big girl, but like, Iate that shit up.
It was too much fun. Literally too much fun.
Rehab two years later, let's be real.
But I had so much fun and I learned so much and I don't
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regret any of it. Because because people don't
realize the careers that you hador the things you did prior to
get into business kind of helps you with the business.
Yes, it does. And I mean you could think about
many. We are talking about all the
time how many male talent did use but they got in here.
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Same principle, just different products.
Mm hmm. I mean.
I go ahead so. When the sugar baby stuff, when
did you go to webcamming? Yeah, with the webcamming.
Which is so funny. What a great story because this
is actually sure your daddy of mine who worked as a recruiter
for my first site and he completely fucked me over 100%.
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He like because he was a recruiter for the site rate.
And the way he sold it was like,yeah, you can come over to my
house. You can go live like we're, I'm
just going to let you go with itfor the first week, you know,
like selling like, Oh yeah, these people, they make so much,
you know, And then you see the girls under him who also work at
that house. There was only one that came
back consistently. And she was super cute and super
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fun. So she did make bank when she
did work, but like, she also couldn't keep herself together,
which happens to everybody. Let's be real.
Like this industry is helpful for people to don't have a full
operating system yet. I'm definitely one of them.
You know, if you can't tell. But you know, I should have paid
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better attention to certain little things.
And I trusted him too much. You know, I let him do the
paperwork for me. I let him sign me up.
You know, I just like and everything was in his name and
this site took 75% on every dollar already and then he took
52% of that. Yeah, computer realize when you
come to webcam and the Cam companies get majority cut.
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Right. And he had like, I knew that
they took 75%, but like, 'cause he had explained that, but in
the way that he explained, the portion that he took made it
seem like I was supposed to get paid like five times as much.
It was so weird. And he didn't make it.
Like I think he tried to like explain, but then he realized I
could be bamboozled so easily because I'm gullible as hell.
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You know, I mean like they see you as young in the game though.
That's what I'm saying, and he knew that.
Yeah, 1. 100% and that happens all the time.
You know, unfortunately, it's soit's so despicably common for
people to be manipulated and taken advantage of, especially
if you're new or brand new. You don't, you know, and that
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was back in January of 2020. So it's right before the
pandemic hit, right. But what the well, this shit is
so funny to me because I really could have just like made my own
profile from this point because I like I understood like the
basics of it. I was making some money, but I
was like, why am I not making more?
Why am I I'm putting in this work and it's going like, yeah.
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And I literally like could not put two and two together.
And so like I literally looked at all the statements and I was
like, and I quit at the time I quit and I went and did I sold
knives for like a year and a half after that and doing sales
training during the pandemic with that fucking well, we all
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do the business. I don't even want to say their
name, but like bro, for like a year and a half doing, I'm
really good at first and then absolutely dog shit because I'm
fucking depressed on what the fuck I'm doing.
But I learned all these amazing sales skills, right?
And after that I ended up going back to camming so I could pay
for the gas for my solar job when I was knocking doors for a
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solar company. And I was like, no, I'm going to
use camming to pay for the gas so I can get the money for the
solar. And then I was like, yeah, this
is working. Four months later I made $0.00
for that company. It was Commission only and the
person closing my appointments like it didn't work out right.
But I don't regret any of that because the cut code, whatever
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the knife people experience and then the the with the solar,
like the knocking on doors beingtold so no so fucking often,
like literally over and over andover hours every fucking day,
you know, trying to give up my all just trying to like learn on
the ground sales experience, cold call, you know, fuck bro,
this shit's hard. Someone else shoot the Cam in
bro. Oh, chilling full time.
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So, so wait. OK, let's go with the Cam in all
right. How often?
OK. How often do you Cam and how do
you Cam? So unfortunately in the last few
months, and this makes me so sadbecause I really miss going
live, I haven't been able to go live in months.
I'm taking care of family right now so it's a little bit
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difficult. However, when I was like camming
full time because right now I'm just doing content creation.
Can't wait to be back live. Oh my fucking girl.
Can't wait to be back live. I love that shitty attention.
Yeah, I see. I see, Oh, it's hard because I
used to go live at least at least twice a week for years,
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you know, and not that I wouldn't take breaks, you know,
breaks happen, but like I was pretty consistently going live
and I like loved using like random little sites as well as
like bigger sites as well. You know, I started on one for
probably the first two years, stream 8 or like back in
February 22, just going on stream 8 for a couple years.
And like, honestly, that was working for me for a long time
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until there was like this randomdip in numbers.
Like I went from like consistently making like the
same amount per hour, like afterit was like all totaled out and
whatnot to like making like a, asmall fraction of that because
like of this weird time, right? So I was like, let me try some
other shit and I'm meeting more people and then actually
beginning collapse. You know, I just started going
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live so much more often than having like the best time,
whether I'm solo, whether I'm with a dude, whether I'm with my
girls, like I don't know. So like let.
Me ask you this, what cause a lot of girls that do the webcam
they stick it out or they don't the most they might do is solo.
What made you decide to go Boy girl do collabs to work with
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others? My ex.
I know, and that's the disappointment.
Kidding, we. Want to say.
Thank you. Yeah, He taught me so much.
He taught me so much. So he was in the OR he's in the
industry. My apologies.
I just moved to a certain area and we found each other on
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Reddit, actually. Oh, we got Speaking of the sites
that I was on Reddit. That's your mastery here.
You don't want to still turn it,huh?
I'm. Still learning Reddit.
Oh, Reddit stone, Reddit's fun and like not just like for like
sex work, but like live and it'sso funny.
I will go to advice or go to Reddit for advice so often.
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Like it's great. There's like great forums on
there. There's something for everybody.
I think it's a really great platform and like, like all
Internet things, there's also good and bad, you know, but I'm
actually like, I don't know, I'mkind of like proud that like
Reddit is such a, a diverse baseand not only does it diverse and
sense of like it's content or it's like subjects, you know,
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and the content that's on there,but and how people relate with
each other and try to treat eachother.
There's like a cool atmosphere and community on there that I
really like. What were we talking about
before? See.
See, y'all love we go on tangents, don't you?
Y'all love We go on tangents? See, that's the beautiful
podcast. Tangent in that speech, like my
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friends, Tangent. No, but it.
What made you start collab and and how did you go about
fighting your first collab? Yes, OK, so my first official
collab was with my ex and it wassuch like, honestly, it was like
fire. It was cool, you know, but I
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don't even know how to explain it.
Like he he was already really experienced in the industry.
So it was super helpful, you know, like getting so many tips
and tricks. And then also I had so much
experience on my own up my own, the topic, right, Because shit,
I mean, I've been doing sex worksince I was 18, you know, and
like, I don't know, we also justlike really liked each other.
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So that really helped the chemistry on on Cam, right?
So in that being or in and within that chemistry, like so
much was able to flourish and develop and grow.
Like I learned so much, so quickand like he would learn so much
real quick, you know, from each other's experiences.
And then I just was like, but you know what, anybody can go
live, you know, I was like, well, I'm like, I don't want to
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have to use a collab either. I'm like stunting, you know, I'm
like, and they're willing to do the paperwork and it's just
anybody who has a good attitude too.
So it's a million ways and like,as long as they can fuck home
life, keep their Dick hard and hopefully get a money shot, it
happens. If not, you know, whatever.
But it's just about vibes and chemistry.
Like I really have like nothing to me about art.
It really didn't mean like it. I didn't have to be industry.
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You know what I mean? It doesn't have to be an
official collab with an official, but I mean, I still
love those too. Like my girl Kimmy Gibler, like,
well, she like she still wants to be friends with me.
Like we had such a crazy time last year and I love her so
much. But like, like I think of her
when I also think of going live too, because like she's a live
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queen and there's so much I've learned from her every time we
work together too. So I guess like I do love
collabs, especially on, on live,because it's like hanging out
with the whole world and someonethat you get along with who's in
your in your workforce, I don't know.
So how bad you this though? Because you know, people think
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when it come to filming on the filming side of things, because
you've been doing a bunch of collabs when it comes to the
filming, people don't realize how much work goes into that for
the position that we shoot to angles and all that good stuff.
So speak to how you adjust it tomastering how to work a camera.
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OK. From in front of it.
Before wait, wait, say it again.From in front of it.
OK, well, I guess like the firstthing I do starting out, like I
love to introduce myself. Like that's really important to
me. Like just like just like we do
on a video, just like if you're about to go in for a job
interview or a speech, whatever the fuck, right?
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I love to introduce myself. I love to say hi to people,
greet people individually. Not going to be so hard.
You've got hundreds and thousands of people in your
room. I don't know, I don't really
care because I like it this way too.
I mean, like there's a lot of ways, but also not because I
really like being able to get personal with people.
You know, I feel like even if like, like it reminds me of like
going door to door again, right?Even if they say no and they
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don't give a fuck or they call me a fat cow or they say nothing
and just lurk. Like people really do appreciate
the personal touch And like that's what this is for me is
like trying to like getting personal with people.
So I guess it's just first of all, I would actually say before
any of this, like it just depends on what your what your
vibe is in sex work. You know, whether or not you are
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like the the mean bitch who's going to spit on everybody,
which shout out to you. If you can bitch, I love you.
Keep get your bag, get your bag respect.
Because like I can't I'm too goofy.
I'm too fucking goofy. Like I can't make that 224
seven. I'm too goofy.
Like I, I, I. Get submissive advice from you I
get submissive advice from. You maybe a little bit.
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You. You.
Yeah, you. No, I definitely I'm excited for
my next daddy. Yeah, I'm definitely a sub at
heart, But I mean I'm gonna switch to don't get me wrong.
And like I would like for me, I would love to marry a bio cook.
Like I I, you know, someone getsswitched it up with someone.
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I'm like, oh God, I love curse sex and I love being dominated
and I love dominating, you know,but in my heart hurts.
I'm definitely a sub, like I need to be LED, I need to be
told what to do and be told to come foot down what all the
time? So.
So are we a OH? Go ahead.
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What? What are you into?
Or am I into person? OK, well, I'll go top like 5,
right? Top five kings one watersports
all day, every day. Love that shit.
I don't, I'm like, I don't, I don't even know what it was
like. I guess it's because it's, like,
calm, but there's so much more of it.
Like, and it's also, I don't know, cool water sports 2.
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Let's be calm. Honestly.
Yeah. Honestly, yeah.
Because like, here's the thing, I am a son and like, I totally
go little mode often when I'm with the right person.
DELG is huge for me, as long as it's done respectfully,
consensually, you know what I mean?
I love DDLG because I do. I love like going to a little
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space. It makes me feel so comfortable
and so seen and so protected. Number 30, fuck, it's like I got
like three things. I'm like, I feel bad, feel
disrespectful to the other two if I, if I say this one first.
But honestly, Shabari is amazing.
You know, I personally have never been suspended and I'm
really looking forward to that bondage in in itself, but huh.
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I love bondage. I love bondage, I love being
tied up, pussy in the air, can'tfucking move, you know?
See, there's a sad part. Like I said, everybody now into
the shit, doing the shit with myass retired.
Holy firework girl that would die with two, with two, with 2-3
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my whole career that would die for all that.
Oh. Wow, I love it.
It's so I just, I it's so beautiful, especially like
Chibari itself is such a, a wonderful and scary and long and
beautiful history. Like Oh my God, it is a tragic
and amazing. You know, I'm like, I'm like all
art. I feel like so much art is born
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a tragedy, even if it's of happiness too.
I love art so much art is my whole life and that's why I
believe that's what Oh my gosh. OK, so like #4 sorry I'm getting
off drop. I'm going back and forth now.
But no. Well, I mean, I mean, for I love
role play, but like, you know, like artistic role play, like
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like based I guess like pop culture role play.
Like Oh my God, bro. Like I have certain things in my
head that like are certain fantasies that like I'm really
trying to bring to life in my work that I believe is like 100%
art, right? 100% art I want to do 1 of like
well definitely a Candyman scenewould be amazing with like an
anal hook for a hand. I I have a huge love for Tony
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Todd and the Candyman series in general.
It's not my favorite army because I I got houses without
the corpses. It's still amazing for me, but
Candyman has a very close second.
Well, you're. Talking about the newest
Candyman, right? No, I'm talking about OK, no
Tony Todd, baby. I'm talking about OG candy man.
Oh, oh, OK, OK, OK. The new one, I, I I I wasn't
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feeling too tough. But the old school ones.
Oh yeah. Oh, yeah, no, Tony Todd.
That sounds like Tony Todd. And not that he wasn't in the
last one that lost slow Cammy out.
And I'm saying like, I feel likecandy, man.
Like the most recent one wasn't like Jordan Peele's strongest
film, but I still like what he went with it.
And then when you realized that that was the bomb, that was the
bomb. Oh, my God.
Sorry. I can talk about that for a long
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time. But yeah, role play is huge for
me. I love role play.
Whether it's also like I have like teacher student, always
been a fan of teacher student probably 'cause like I was just
a horny ass kid, but like, you know what I mean?
There's like I would. Have done this thing with you
like that? Yeah.
Yeah. Where Where I'm the professor
and you the my teacher assistant.
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Oh, TA is off too. Oh yeah.
Like 'cause like I like the position of power.
I agree. We wouldn't work together,
sorry. We're good.
So now you can squirt you do anal, what have you.
So for you, what the biggest Dick you can have in your ass?
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Definitely 11 inches. A couple times.
I can't remember how long the guys was.
The guys Dick was the last one song.
It hadn't been 12, it hadn't been 12.
I didn't ask. I don't know, but it looked
bigger than the 11 inches. I've had a couple of those and
it's great alone, but I'm like Ispent it had to be 12 inches.
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I never have. So I'm going to text them and
find out though. I'll let you know.
Well, yeah, definitely. How strong is the orgasm?
Well, it depends. So there's this one Actually, I
was just thinking about this guytoday, this like funk dude from
LA and this white guy with like the big he's has 11 inch cock,
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he's fucking swinging and damn, we just have consistently
amazing sex. Like like strong as fuck every
time. Like can't hear after hear bells
in your ears. You know what I mean?
Consistently every time. Best orgasm of my life though
was from I was like 20 or 21. This man was 65.
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I just fucked this man for free because the food was so good
that he made me like dude I'm not even fucking.
He didn't even fuck. He just ate me out.
He only ate me out and I came sogood the left side of my body
went numb. Wow, that's.
A. Strong.
I never want to come. I'm never coming like that.
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I'm like, bro, he probably gave me a heart issue.
I'm like scared. I'm scared.
I OK, so I'm totally like, well,what's that thing called?
Hypochondriac. Yeah.
Like I think things are wrong all the time that are not right.
However, I think the heart damage might have been real
because I definitely felt that shit.
Oh my God. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
He knew how to eat some damn pussy.
So I tell you have done a gang bang.
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Couple yes, I love a gang bang. Oh my God.
So what's the biggest gang bang you have done so far?
This is a good story. Very fast.
It was like at least 14 but we don't know the exact number.
It was never confirmed but it was like at least 14.
I was busy with my best friend out of Oregon and they were busy
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doing something for work and I was looking for something to do.
So I go on a dating app. I'm looking for some Dick and I
meet this guy. I'm like, we're vibing right
away and we're like, we're trying to find a place to go
fuck because I couldn't fuck up my friend's house.
And he's like, So what are your fancies, right?
And I was like, I thought I was gonna have a gang bang.
Like, I really want like a big, all shapes, all sizes, huge ass
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gang bang, right? And he's like, we can do that
right now. So what do you mean?
He's like, let's just go to the porno theater.
And I was like, fuck it, anyone's called a condom could
fuck me. We had a great time.
It was 14 people, not least. So for you, what gets you off
for a game bag? The attention.
I like being the belle of the ball.
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I really do. And it's so bad and I'm trying
not to do that. I'm trying to do that less
because girl, you do not need tobe that selfish, but I am the
belle of the ball sometimes. Hello.
I'm. Going to see game.
I love being surrounded by men. I'm going to say if you ever go
to any of these desires and conventions, you need to help my
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man Tadpole. He, he, he got your cover on the
game. Oh yeah, I'm not the ones that
experts a couple years ago. He's cool.
Yeah, he and, and and he'll be having some numbers in that
motherfucking too. No, honestly, that would be fun
to shock. Wouldn't.
It Oh my God. So have you done DP?
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Yes, I was like huh, I was like the I was thinking DVP.
I wasn't sure if you said DP or DVP.
Not DVP yet, but DP yes. I think I have a couple of game
rings out right now with a couple scenes like that couple
little cuts in between, but honestly not nearly enough.
Not like personally, I really need a good scene where I'm like
being held up in the air and being DP like with like a nice
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like aeroview from the bottom. Personally, I don't know if I'm
just looking for that personallyor well, definitely if.
You want to be honest, I always say don't do what you don't,
don't do what you do. Only do what you do in your
bedroom or you willing to experiment with that's a. 100%
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agree. 100% agree. You know, it's hard to see
people like pushing them. So I'm not not that I haven't
done before too, you know, especially like in my early
camping days, like you push yourself into a king because
someone like, it's like, Hey, I want to do this and I'll pay so
much for it, bro. Don't matter if you're not into
it. And like, I think I learned that
like not early enough and just in life in general, you and
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that's a wonder about running your own business or operating
how you want to operate is do you also choose who you get to
work with? You can choose that whether
it's, you know, another a collabpartner or whether it's a
customer. It doesn't fucking matter
whether it's a manager, you know, you choose who you want to
work with. I'm like, yeah, sometimes it
sucks because you're you're doing it for a while by yourself
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too, but that but that always ends.
You know, I feel like once you put yourself out there and you
put yourself out there genuinely, you're going to meet
other people who are also tryingto do the same.
Yeah, he shouts out to Man of Fury.
Yeah, they they had him on the show.
Gotta get him back. He's a homie, you know what I'm
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saying? Yeah, I I started.
Look on your face. No, he's so sweet and cool and
so funny, 'cause like our, our, our shoot was so funny.
That was such a fun. Like it was just like like, you
know, like I I have these days off and sometimes when I'm too
stressed, right. But like, oh, I can't focus on
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one thing. So this is happening, right?
And like it's just like a a comedy of errors at the point,
you know, you just like, what the fuck is going to go wrong
next? And we don't even fucking know.
But you know, instead of it being like kind of like an
awkward time, I actually like felt like I was having fun and
being recognized, you know? Yeah, I like because I can be my
quirky, awkward self around him and I appreciate that.
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Oh yeah, he's a cool dude. And I enjoyed about this piece.
So for you, because like, so you've been doing it going with
what, going on four years and seriously, since 2022, where do
you want to take this? Where you want to go with this,
you know. Where do I want to take this?
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So I dream about this a little bit.
You know who doesn't Daydream about their future?
Well, actually, I take that the fuck back because so many people
don't know. It's a hard time, babies.
It's a hard time. However, I love to Daydream
about my future because sometimes it's hard for me to be
present. I don't like thinking about the
past too much, but oh gosh, you know what?
I don't. I see this as like the
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foundation of how I want to lay down my charitable works as an
individual in this world. For me personally, like porn and
sex work, I'm like, it's, it's such a strong platform for me
personally because of my not only my background as you know,
someone's part of this industry,but someone's part just as, as a
sexual being in the world, right.
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And so in so many ways, like I want to become a lawyer and I
want to, and I'm trying to use sex work to pay for law school
because I want to work on sex worker legislation.
For me, it's not just about like, I mean, not that baby, if
you're just about your money, that's cool.
I don't give a foot has nothing to do with me.
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But for me, like I know that like this money that I'm making,
it is 100% to fuel a future where sex work is legal and in
all forms, you know? And so that way it's just a
safer environment for people just trying to make their
fucking money, you know, get outhow they live it, bro.
I get it. And like, there's so many
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dangerous situations that happen, not only whether it's
legal or not, you know, and it'scompletely preventable.
Yeah, I'm not completely, I won't say that because, you
know, shit happens. But like, there's so many ways
that this is preventable. And for me, like, as I want to
take my, my, my, my poor career artistically, like more
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artistically based in, you know,my pop culture, things that I
love and also like writings thatI've created since I was a
fucking kid, you know, like, like basically fan fiction,
let's be real. But I want to take an artistic,
an artistic fashion and a legislative fashion, you know,
and that's really important to me.
And then also giving back. Like, I don't know, like I, for
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the first time, like I was able to actually donate like a, a
decent amount of money to a local homeless shelter because
of a sale I run, you know what Imean?
And I was like, because it's winter and I live in Arizona,
bro, this shit is deadly in the,OR when it was winter, you know,
as well, Christmas time. And like this is deadly like the
winter or the desert is deadly in winter, not just like where.
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And I don't know, like I was just like, damn.
This is like the first actual step I'm taking towards these
charitable actions that I'm really passionate about for me.
Like I don't have small goals. I'm trying to be a billionaire
and I'm trying to donate $500 million.
Like, and whether or not does and whether or not it happens
doesn't really matter to me because I'm just going to shoot
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for it anyways. Even if it takes 40 years, I
don't care because I really feellike there's so much that can be
done in this world, especially financially.
Like when you have that much money, you have so much power.
And it's not. I'm not necessarily saying that
like small things don't have their own power too, but it's
also a way to actively help people get fed, get safe, get
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electricity, get warm, get water, have clean water.
Honestly, when people don't understand about adult film, and
I want you to speak to this, they don't realize how it really
empowers women and from confidence to financial.
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So speak to to that side of things.
Oh 100% thank you so much for bringing.
That's such a like a wonderful fucking point 'cause I'm really
blushing thinking about like damn, I was so sad before I was
the fucking I'm like it literally it takes me back
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because like I think about my childhood, like my first memory
was like a sexual assault. So becoming a sex worker ID and
like kind of being a hyposexual ass fucking person growing up,
like being able to channel that in such a way that you control
what happens to you and you get benefited for something that not
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only is a part of you, but a part of you're hurt too.
It does channel things in such apositive fashion when you're
doing it positively, when you'redoing it for yourself and safely
and putting yourself 1st. And also like, I don't know,
like you're just growing and it sales and don't move wrong.
That's what is 100% sales and sales is a micropositol for
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life. 100% right When you're putting your life on the line
like this, whether you're on Cam, whether you're on the
corner, doesn't fucking matter. You're putting your life on the
line in a lot of ways. You're learning so much on your
feet, like 10 times as much as anybody knocking doors for a
solar company. And like anyway, I see they have
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demons there. There's like this little piece
that they were talking about like every time you fight one of
these like top ten demons, that's like so much experience.
That's like 10 years of training, right?
And so like you're just poundingthis training over and over and
over. And if you don't end up loving
yourself during that training, then it's not going to work.
But if you do, you're going to flourish.
You're going to feel so much fucking better.
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You feel better about the way you look, the way you feel, the
way you act, the way you are. And like you're going to get
defensive or not defensive, but like you're just not even going
to let bro. There's there's a point where
like. I'm going to.
I'm going to tell you what it isto me.
Just my theory. Yeah, women, the the one thing
that this business makes you have to be is sexy.
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You it it's you know it it because that was sales you've
been coming from. OK, where I look at your
pictures like, OK, you don't really phone an end.
You look cute makeup, so forth. You know, you, you get to just
what I'm saying, but you become a sex symbol with this and a lot
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of people how, how can I put this?
A lot of females don't know how to handle that because.
They're afraid of it, and they're afraid of it and it
threatens, you know, how they were taught to be.
Yeah. And how what keeps them safe,
right? Like, oh, that's not safe,
That's not safe. What the fuck is she thinking?
That's not, that's not safe. It's like, oh, is it unsafe?
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Or did we make it unsafe becauseof thoughts like that?
Like, and not just from women, of course, from men too.
But like, that's why it's reallyhard to like see like women
hating on women on, on social media for like wearing
scandalous outfits or doing likedoing drugs, being a slut,
whatever, bro. Because I'm like, listen, bring
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me back to being girls. You know why?
If all you call each other's is sluts and whores, it just makes
it OK for guys to call you slutsand whores.
You have to have your fucking backs.
You have to. But see, But see, The thing is,
this business is there's no judgement with it.
(51:32):
It might be judgement on it, butno judgement with it.
Because yeah, he can call you a slut, but that's what makes the
business the nastiest and the days and freakiest sluts sales.
Oh, yeah. No, 100%.
I'm down for that baby. We know you know why If people
need sex, Yeah. Even if you're asexual, that's
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still a sexuality. You still get the same
satisfaction from hand holding and hanging around as people do
from nutting. Yeah.
Yeah. And like, that's why, like.
And I still love it. I don't even.
I love sluts and horse. I love it in a positive way.
You know what I mean? I'm not saying I'm not meeting
derogatorily in this meeting with the highest respect.
Actually, Yeah, I'm trying to. Say a lot of words.
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Yeah, no, but the thing about itis that like I said before, it
allow us sexual the the grace ofsexual discovery.
You know. And and also at the Saint Toki,
it allow us to be sexually free.See, that's the reason why
religion, the country and so forth want us to be sexually
suppressed. You know how they act.
(52:38):
I mean, they just be honest. Oh, 100% because because women
give life and the government and, you know, organized
religion, they have like that they already have a monopoly on
that. Like this is how you do life,
right? And that women like, they are a
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threat in so many ways. And that's why it's like, that's
why certain things are taken away.
That's why, you know, I I don't even want to get into details,
but like, we all know, you see it happen all the time.
Like, sexual suppression means power for certain people.
Yeah. And sexual freedom means
equality in so many fucking waysthat it would tear that shit
(53:20):
down. Yeah, actually, why do you think
the nudge the priests in the Catholic Church can't have sex
That's. One fucking say.
That's one fucking saying. Fucking hypnotist.
I'm like, you are a dirty bitch,don't hide and I'm like you'd
feel a lot better when you don't.
Over. You know, and not that there's
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not, you know, there's so much love as well, and a lot of
organized, so much organized religion.
There's so much love too. And like, in no way am I hating
on people's faith. Faith is so fucking important.
Well, whatever the fuck that looks like for you, faith is
important, right? I'm not against oppression of,
of rights. I am.
I'm not for that. And especially when it when it
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affects people in such a negative way.
And and it's not just like, Oh yeah, it's like, oh, they
suppress the women. It's like, no, this, this type
of organization is what's feeding homelessness, hunger,
Every, every. I'm like, OK, we could keep
going out forever. I'm really mad.
Yeah. No, because see the the the.
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The main thing of it is also we keep talking about the American
dream of being an entrepreneur, right?
This is one of the ways that ladies become an entrepreneur.
That's such a wonderful way, isn't it?
Like when Only Friends first blew up, which is so funny
'cause like I stopped camping like right in that golden sector
of like lockdown and then I quit'cause I was being fucked over
(54:47):
so bad. If I had stayed big girl.
Oh God, I don't know this girl. I swear I do.
So I'm gonna ask you this because we do webcam and you,
you, you, you meet and greets and what country or what have
(55:08):
you? Your brain down.
How have you starting to now think of shaping your brain?
Because I tell females all the time, you are the product, the
rest of everything else is the brand and what have you.
So do you have how you start to shape your brain?
My friend, Oh my gosh, awfully actually.
You know what? I wrote a bit a little bit about
(55:30):
it last night. Hold on.
I'm a little journal. A little journal because I'm a
journal girl. I am.
This one I actually got when I was back in rehab.
Sometimes it's chapter 2 on it and it was just a random thing.
So I love to draw with my journaling too.
I went to artist school for years.
Drop the fuck out though and I had like AI had like a full ride
(55:52):
scholarship and a year of college done when I got there.
Oh my. God, no, go crazy.
And I don't give us like basically, hold on.
Let me get to like the the the meat and potatoes of it.
(56:13):
And I think that all I need to know is this.
I'm a human with flaws who desires love like any other
human. My emotions and empathy are my
powers and I intend to help as many people and love as many
people as I can with them. These are my patrons and I am
the resident artist and art is everything I care about.
(56:39):
You see, I got a feeling that when you start doing your
scenes, your videos with the storylines and stuff, that
there's going to be some interesting videos because
because being being artsy, you're going to think outside
the box and you're going to cross.
You're going to cross the TS anddot the eyes, you know, bring.
(57:02):
So what's some fantasies that you would like to bring the
lights? OK, so we're talking about candy
man, right? I want the anal hook on my ass
just making that appear. I don't it can't be hooked that
would. Be hot because don't his honey
(57:23):
candy man point. That's what I'm.
Saying I can't wait. Me myself, if I was still
active, I want to do a Star Warsone that just.
A Star Wars one? What?
Which one? I wouldn't want to do an iconic
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scene because I know I want the the Sabre fighting and
everything in this shit and because I mean, I'm one, I'm
already identified self, so I have to put yourself in.
Oh my God that sounds like fun bro I would watch that.
Right either the Causeway cause to me, I I feel that females
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should when it comes to their content, have variety women
their content, which also shows their personality.
Oh yeah, no. Another one I was thinking of
was like, OK, so I love like I love animation.
I really love animation, especially like adult animation,
but I also think of Gravity Falls and I think of this one
character, Seuss. I don't know if you've ever seen
(58:29):
it's a kid show, but he's an adult.
He's a a handyman, huh. Gravity Falls.
And there's this like there's like this Internet girl called
Giffany and she's in she's in the a game he's playing on his
PC, right? And like he like he gets her
from the game shop or whatever on this like normal, like disk,
you know, puts in his computer and there's like a a haunted
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ghost in it thing. Like it's like a haunted virtual
ghost demon thing, whatever. She's hot as fuck, like anime
waifu AF. And they fall in love and she's
like obsessed with him and shit and like crawl.
Like I want to do 1 where she's like crawling out of the
computer and fucking sues. Yeah.
That it will be fire. Actually, that will be.
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That's what I'm saying. I'm like, I have like, I have so
many fucking thought like my God, I just love, I love art
come to life. You know, my first time I could
do my actual own collection of art as an artist was in high
school because I, I went to an art high school.
And even before that, you know, I was taking AP art classes as a
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freshman, as a freshman because I loved art so much.
And I didn't know what to do at first.
Like, OK, you have to make a concentration, which is like 12
theme pieces. Like they're all part of the
same theme. You can do whatever you want
from this has to be connected somehow, right?
I was like, I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.
So like many other artists, likethey wanted, like there's so
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many and I don't even know this was a fucking thing until I went
to art school, like officially as a college student.
But so many different artists will put themselves.
In art, you know, there's like aspecific Japanese photographer
that comes to mind. He's like a gay man and he
photographs himself in like super huge, like well known,
famous AF European paintings, right?
(01:00:17):
And he's like photographing himself as like the figures in
these paintings. And I did something similar.
I was like, no, I'm just going to like make my own twist on
like different paintings and stuff because I don't know what
to fucking start with, right? And that's such a fucking human
awesome concept in art is fan fiction, fan art, figuring out
where you fit in the world, you through things that you don't
(01:00:38):
fit into, you know, and like, oh, I just think it's such a
wonderful and beautiful concept.And especially like in terms of
like creating these fun scenes in sex work too.
And like really bringing art andpop culture strongly into your
own brand. You know, this is what I run
like I think of Oh my God, I think of Lil Puck.
(01:00:58):
I fucking love our work. Like she just, I just saw one of
like fucking Space Jam today andmade me laugh my fucking ass
off. I was like girl, I love you.
You are too fucking cool. You know she dressed up as
Hellraiser for an award show. Really.
I was like Oh my God. Wow.
I'm sorry, Dad. The pinhead she was.
(01:01:19):
Pinhead bro, she was. Hey, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. The female penthead, that is.
The big fake tits and I'm here dad.
Takes this fuck to me, I'm sorry.
No, it's cool. Go look at that.
You gotta look at it like low key hot, like it's going to be
hot to you. Trust me, I'm.
Sorry I'm I'm just weird with some hotness things that I look.
(01:01:40):
At but it's so much fun. It's so much you can just do
what you want. You can do what you want.
And that's something I really live by.
Like you, you create the rules that you live through in the
world and you create those consequences too.
So whatever rules you create, you're dealing with some
consequences as well. But you get to decide how you
live. You get to decide how you work.
You know how you feel like not the same.
(01:02:02):
Like OK, I'm an emotional ass bitch, right?
I'm a cancer. My emotions come through all the
time. I just got to remind myself this
isn't permanent. I can change how I feel about
this by identifying how the fuckI am.
I'm like, when you move through that in art 2 feels great.
It's like crack. Just kidding, I've never tried
that. That's the one drug they told me
I would like too much and you know I'm right, so I won't try
(01:02:24):
it. I don't need to know.
Oh my God. Hey, look, I didn't have this
sexy lady up here for an hour and we didn't even touch the
surface. And you know I got to answer the
$1,000,000 question, right? Yes.
Miss Marsh Pitch. Mommy, can I call you a smoke
(01:02:44):
buddy, baby? I was fucking definitely sorry,
cotton mouth, I don't. Say no more people.
She even got cotton mouth just like me.
Hold on, let me do this. I got a lot to say in this next
couple of seconds. Go, go.
Go, you got this. All right, y'all heard it.
She'll be back in the smoking lounge and we're going to bring
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Yes, I'm about to say it. I want to see them titties and
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Alrighty so I have only fans, loyal fans is being reset up.
(01:05:25):
Hello many vids. I love chatter bait fan base.
That's the place I'm being my life and most likely because
it's so easy. What the fuck is one more free?
Oh and honestly social media is an excellent as well.
I have a ton of teasers and clips and my pornhub as well.
Most everything should be mosh pant mommy on the patronage
sites and then go check my linksfor the other socials.
(01:05:48):
Also my snap is hilarious. I'd be posting so many fucking
memes and teasers as well. Oh my God.
So people, what do we smoke overtoday?
What do we learn? Well, you learn that there's
more worse than fucking. We have dreams.
(01:06:11):
We have dreams able beyond porn,and we care about politics.
We care about things other than sex.
And yes, we are some freaks, butremember that we are people no
different than you. You know what I'm saying?
(01:06:31):
Our 9:00 to 5:00 is a little bitdifferent than y'all's.
We have our stress. We have our shit that drives us
crazy. Just like you got to take a
vacation at your job to beat thefuck away from that shit,
sometimes, you got to do the same with our job.
But we love our job because Wayne empowers us.
It helps us find ourselves, feelbetter about ourselves, and more
(01:06:55):
confident about ourselves. See the narratives that porn
stars, we do drugs and we didn'thave this happening that
happened which brought us there.Some not, that's not always
true. And even if there was trauma
that happened early in life, forsome of us, that's what porn
(01:07:17):
does. It's therapy.
It helps them take back the power that they lost even back
then. See, because sex can not only be
good, but it also can be healing.
Energy. Physically and emotionally, see,
(01:07:37):
it's all about energy, people. The energy that you put out in
the world, you get back. You feel so. 100%.
With that being said, you know we end these things all day
every day. Life is a learning experience.
What's the point of being experienced if you haven't
learned anything? Smoke that over people, mash,
(01:07:58):
pit mom and say goodbye to the smokers.
Bye everybody. Thank you for having me tonight.
See you next time. Yeah.
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