February 28, 2025 • 31 mins
Get ready to dive into a whirlwind of unexpected life challenges, personal growth, and the humor that often emerges from chaos! In this episode, I explore a journey through conspiracies that tested every ounce of my resilience. From navigating tense friendships to living in an RV while developing apps, this episode isn’t just a recount of struggles; it's a celebration of adaptability and creativity in the face of adversity.Â
Through tales of living with friends who became foes and moments filled with laughter during times of tension, I offer a candid look at survival against all odds. You’ll hear about confronting betrayals, the complexities of trust, and how a turbulent environment can inspire remarkable innovations. I'll share insights into app development stemming from necessity, highlighting the incredible outcomes of hard times.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hello everybody.
This is Heidi and this is theSurviving Changes podcast.
So it was a setup to get me into Seattle the whole time.
Jana got a new Jeep and I'mguessing that she got it as a
gift from the Fusion Center.
They do that stuff.
We'll find out.
Guess what it's coming out.
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I thought I was going to have topay for all this discovery, but
I'm going to wait until it'sall discovered and just get it
for free.
But so there was no way.
Jana was the one that lived outsecond farthest in Woodinville.
I wouldn't come live with JanaAt that point.
It would be hard for me not tokill Jana in her sleep after
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what I know about Jana, letalone what I'm going to find out
about Jana, and so I'm notagreeing to come back and stay
with Jana.
There was another one of theboard members that was a
supposed friend that lived outfarther and I was supposed to be
able to live with them when Icame in.
But as soon as I got on theplane and there was no turning
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back, they tell me oh, by theway, you can't stay there.
You can't stay there.
We don't know where you'regonna stay yet.
You can stay with one of us.
I'm like motherfuckers.
No, the closest or the farthestone out is Jana.
I'm staying in Jana's basementuntil we can figure it out.
Jana has they have that triplehorn brewery.
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Jana is a fucking drunk.
If she's not working as herlittle nurse thing, she's drunk,
she's, and she's calling itwork Um and so, um, jana didn't
want me to stay there.
I didn't want to stay there.
There were nights we wouldfight.
There were nights we would getdrunk and be cordial and laugh
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together.
But there was one night shetried kicking me out of the
vehicle on the way back.
I'm like, yeah, no, she hadbeen in a car accident.
She has rods in her leg andstuff like that.
I'm like I know where it hityou hard and so we're going to
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go home, we're going to forgetabout this.
But so it was just a matter oftime.
And especially the more that Iheard on that stuff, you know,
at the brewery and things likethat, I would pretend like I'm
listening to Amy and I'mlistening to all the shit going
on around me.
It was becoming harder andharder for me to pretend like I
don't know what I know, andharder and harder for her to be,
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I don't know.
So anyway we end up gettinginto it and I go and live with
her sister, loopy, and Iactually I don't think loopy is
loopy gets taken advantage of.
She's the, remember, the officemanager at the doctor's office
that channel works at.
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So loopy does have all myrecords.
She doesn't know all this, butI don't know that janna was ever
honest with loopy about likethe Fusion Center and things
like that.
Maybe, maybe not, I don't know.
But I go live with Lupe andLupe gets taken advantage of by
everybody.
So it wouldn't be hard for meto believe that, like everybody,
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it's sad.
She's a really sweet lady.
We would sit and we would talk.
I love I miss my chats.
She'd work all day.
I'd be doing whatever I'm doing.
But so during the time that Ilived at Lupe's I was able to
create that app.
It was called Speeding TicketsDismissed, and that's the one
Chris signed up for.
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So I was, but I couldn't hearvery much and they didn't talk
about me much.
That's why I don't think theywere part of it.
I had a room downstairs andthey didn't talk about me much.
That's why I don't think theywere part of it.
I was had a room downstairs, um, and it's really thick, um like
brick walls, and so that littleearpiece wasn't all that great,
um, if there was like stufflike that.
So I didn't hear much, but Idon't think, I don't think they
were part of it.
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Um, there is, terry is one ofthe.
She talks shit about me all thetime and then I'm getting a mom
to talk shit about me and so,but whatever.
But so I also got signed upwith DoorDash and um Uber Eats
driver there.
Um, and I got a little um used,I think it was like two or
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$3,000 used Prius and I got iton payments but it allowed like
$2,000 or $3,000, used Prius andI got it on payment, but it
allowed me.
And see, they didn't expect anyof that to happen.
None of that was supposed tohappen.
They were supposed to keep mehostage.
They're beating me down, makingme feel bad about myself,
making people laugh at me,fucking me around.
I now realize at this point Ijust got to make it this 10
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years and I'm going to kick theliving shit out of all these
fuckers.
Man, my only goal is to make itthe 10 years and as long as I
can, sneak in here every sooften and grab evidence or get
them to.
So the great news was, everytime they came to help me, it
was costing them money, money Ididn't have to spend, and I mean
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, maybe it didn't cost a lot forme to live like in Jana's room
downstairs because they have topay that anyways or I mean
Loopy's room and then the kids'room, the places I stayed.
Those were just open spaces,but I still wasn't having to buy
food because I could eat withthe family, help cook, didn't
have to deal with internet.
As long as I had a phone withinternet on it, I had everything
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I needed to get established.
So during that time I reallyquick that was the first one I
ever made was that speedingtickets dismissed and its sole
purpose was to go in there.
Chris had contacted me when hesaw me in town, telling me he
was not friends with my brotheranymore, which I knew was a
fucking lie.
They were great friends growingup and so all of a sudden I'm
supposed to like get in withChris and I'm like, oh, let's
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see how far this conspiracy goes.
What are all these fuckerswilling to do?
And, who knows, maybe I can getChris to pay for this shit,
because I reckon none of thesepeople were actually paying for
anything.
They were getting paid to dickme around.
We'll see.
I don't have exactly thosenumbers and I don't want to talk
about the things that I dospecifically know in that regard
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, but I'm like I kept tellingthem look at you guys, I grew up
right around the corner fromKansas City.
All I'm doing is a Kansas Cityshuffle, and if you look up what
the Kansas City shuffle is,you'll understand that's what I
was doing.
I just want to keep themplaying the game.
I don't care if I win or loseat this point.
As long as I can make itthrough 10 years on their dime
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the best that I fucking can.
I paid for these pieces of shit.
I kept them out of jail.
Fuck this.
They think they're keeping meenslaved and I'm like no, you're
actually paying for my roof.
You're making it real easy toget the evidence against you
that I want you pieces of shit.
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And so at Loopy's I got thatdeal with Chris done and as soon
as I got the information offhis phone, I pulled that back
out of the app store because Ididn't need it for anything.
And then I was all signed upfor the DoorDash and everything.
So, and it was getting moreintense, jana's not making it
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easy and the sister Terry it'sjust not.
It's time for me to get leavingfrom Loopy's.
And so me and Chris are talkingand Chris has an RV and it's a
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fairly decent size RV, you know,with tip-outs and all of that
stuff, but he's late on paymentson it and so he wants to hide
it somewhere.
Essentially, he didn't tell meme this, but I'm smart enough to
know this is what's going on.
He's telling me he's doing mefavors, but actually at this
point I was helping him hide hisshit.
I'm sure of it.
Um, but so anyway, he's like um, so you know how to do apps,
let's build an app together.
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Um, and I'm like yeah, I want toget out of this area, I don't
feel that safe right here, andso, um, and I don't remember
exactly how it ended up beingimperial beach, except that
imperial beach had a prettycheap, very reasonable um rv
park there and it was very closeto the imperial beach beach,
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like right down.
It's right by the um movietheater, the drive-in movie
theater.
It was awesome.
I could actually sit on the topof the um rv and watch whatever
movie I wanted.
Just turn turn a little bit wasgreat, um.
But so ended up there with chris, and that happened to be right
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at the time when California waslegalizing everything, and the
way they did their laws wasdifferent than the way
Washington did their laws.
Washington said, look, we'regoing to make it legal on this
date and then we're going toimplement.
I mean, this is, washington hadset laws essentially,
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essentially on the day that theystarted.
California didn't?
They said, look, we're gonna,um, make it legal for everybody
on this day and we're gonnadefault to the dispensary rules.
Essentially, here, here's somebasic rules that are gonna stick
, but everything that's notcovered here, we're gonna
default to dispensary rulesuntil we see how this works, and
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then we'll finish writing allof the rules, which is
essentially what they did.
And so I looked and they didnot have anything in there that
covered delivery drivers fromthe dispensaries.
And so, after me and Chris aretalking, I'm like, well, let's
create this app called RosterRunner, right, and so, and I'm
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knowing this whole time thatthese people are fucking me, but
they don't even know how to logon without me.
So really, I'm owningeverything and they're paying
for everything, whether wefinish it or don't finish it.
If they can't log on, theycan't really do anything right,
and so, um, at least that's mythought now.
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They did have other plans herein a little bit, um, but so, oh
also, uh, okay, so we get downto the rv.
I'm down at the rv and I'm like, okay, I'm gonna do the roster
on the thing, but I'm also stilldriving um like uber eats a
door dash and all that stuffdown there.
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At first, um, there's an happenI don't remember the name of it.
Uh, that also did like longeryou could bid on stuff, and so I
bid to do um to transport dogs.
Essentially, longer you couldbid on stuff, and so I bid to do
um to transport dogs,essentially, right, uh, you
could like do boats if you had atruck, or you could do um, you
know, you could transport justabout anything.
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But so what I signed up for wasto transport people's dogs and
then, like, at every stop, Iwould end up um taking a picture
for their owners showing themto go in the bathroom.
They're healthy.
And so I ended up getting a bidfor a French Bulldog to go from
Tacoma down to South Carolina,and it was like winter in areas
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and so I ended up blowing up.
It was fine in California, butas I got up to Tacoma and then
went over and through, you know,the Wyoming Montana, all that
In Billings, I blew that fuckingPrius up and so it stayed in
Billings at the Prius it's alittle essentially where it got
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towed to Because it was tooexpensive.
Those things are too expensiveto fix.
So now I was carless.
But the guy wants the Frenchdog, the French bulldog.
He wanted his dog there, so hepaid for a rental car for me to
finish that trip.
So I get back and now I need tofigure out how to get a car.
And Chris is like oh, and Idon't know if this is a setup
from the beginning or if it'ssomething they thought of later
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I can't imagine them being niceat this point.
I mean, they're acting likethey're nice and they're helping
, but each one of them isdefucking me up somewhere along
the line, discredit me, dosomething Anyway.
So Chris is renting me a car.
He's like no, I'll rent a car.
That's part of the deal is,I'll keep doing this app, but
you're going to pay and we'llsplit it 50-50.
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And I have the paperwork as amatter of fact, I'll upload it
for the subscribers.
I just saw it not too long ago,the Rasta Runner.
You can look in the CaliforniaSecretary of State.
It would be in there.
I think he still had it activeas a matter of fact Last time
someone checked on it BecauseI'm like, oh that fucker, I'll
kill him.
Astar, we ended up.
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Anyway, let me get to thatpoint.
So I'm living down now in thislittle RV.
Chris and his wife are gettingdivorced and Chris is a horrible
coke head and, um, he knowsthat.
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I know that he's running cokefrom LA, so he'd come down
supposedly check on me.
That's what he'd tell his wifethat he's down here working on
the app, um, but he was actuallyeither at the strip club or in
LA running coke for my brother.
Um, like once a week they'dcome him and you, him and one or
two of the friends would comedown bring me food.
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Bring me food, probably alittle coke.
I'd take his coke at that pointin time if I saw it wasn't
killing them.
There's no reason not to.
That's what I was doing.
I was working on that shit inthe RV but Chris was spinning
more and more and more out ofcontrol, the more that his wife
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was starting to find out whatwas going on, and so she came
across stuff that showed he wasrunning coke, that he had spent
a whole bunch of money at thestrip clubs, all kinds of shit,
and he was telling her that itwas for this app.
And I'm like look at, we haveum rent.
He's renting the car.
So that was a.
It was a small car, a couplehundred dollars a week, um, and
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then paying for the lot rent.
At one point I think we wereeven splitting the lot rent, but
at that point I think he waspaying the full lot rent.
Um, either way, it wasn't verymuch.
It wasn't the tens of thousandsthat he was draining from that.
They were selling their houseand so he was just fucking, just
like Leslie was doing to me.
He was doing it.
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They have a pattern, they havea literal.
They literally have a handbookCheck on TargetedJusticecom
Fucking pieces of shit ontargetedjusticecom fucking
pieces of shit, um.
But so it ended up going realbad um, and I'll tell you we'll
talk about because I could talkabout Chris a long time.
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But so we're down in ImperialBeach.
I've got the rental car.
Um, his wife contacts me.
I like his wife, she's nice.
We go to like disney world ordisneyland and stuff together.
Um, and I don't know, I don'tknow what's.
Chris hasn't been honest withme.
He's not telling me that him ismy brother running coke along
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with him.
You know what I mean?
I don't, I know he's runningcoke, but or at least he always
has coke.
It's pretty clear that that'sprobably what's going on.
Um, and I can hear stuff inthis.
There's not thick walls so it'sa lot easier to to um get
pieces of that shit.
So anyway, he's running cokewith my brother, um, but she
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doesn't know that.
I'm not going to be the one totell her that.
But she's now come acrosssomething on his phone or
something and she startedchecking into shit.
Bunch of money gone.
He comes down and he's allfucked up and she sends me
paperwork where she got, becausehe's got weapons.
He always has guns and stufflike that.
That's what those guys do.
And so she's got an order fromWashingtonhington state that he
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can't have any weapons and Iknow from being a lawyer that um
, the evidence to in an ex partehearing to be able to do what
she has done in that paper meanthe did some fucked up shit.
She had to prove he did somefucked up shit and so, um, she
sends it to me and when comesback, he's gone at this time
Probably fucking at the stripclub again and comes back drunk
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and high Because he would stay.
So it had a pull-out couch thatyou could have in one room.
That was the other thing.
I Airbnb'd it.
It had an actual room, roomwith a tiny little washer in it,
and so I could kind of split itin half just for $30, because
it was right there at ImperialBeach.
People flying to Tijuana justcome, spend the one night, give
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me $30 and go.
But so he would come, stay inthat room when it wasn't being
like Airbnb'd or whatever.
And so she sends this copy ofthis order along with all of the
little paperwork to me and hecomes back all fucked up and I'm
like Chris, where's the gun?
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Oh, and during this time he'salso been threatening to kill
himself, like woe is me, woe isme, woe is me, I'm going to kill
myself.
And it's just for attention,and I'm just fucking letting him
play in this game.
And it's getting really fuckingold by this point, especially
after talking to his wife.
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After hearing, after knowingthat he is with my, it's very
hard Again.
Look at, imagine being in thisposition and not killing these
people in their sleep uh, butknowing that eventually you're
going to get justice.
God says you're going to getjustice, um, and you could ask
mark, uh, I've always said Ijust god's told me it's my job
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just to stay alive until it'stime to tell the story, and
that's that's what I've beendoing.
But so he comes back.
I'm like where's the guns?
Or actually, no, I locked upthe guns and he's like and I
confronted him and told him Ilocked up the guns and he's like
give me the guns.
I want to kill myself.
I want to kill myself, I wantto kill myself.
And I'm like Chris, ain'tgiving you shit At this point in
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time.
If I thought that you actuallywould kill yourself, I probably
would give you one of those guns, but I know better at this
point you're lying.
You promised it too many timesand so I've given it to you.
So he keeps um getting worse andworse and worse.
He's high on coke and he'sdrunk, wanting his guns.
So I call the police, um, andthey come and they question him
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and they see the orders.
I give him the orders, I givehim the gun and I don't know
what he says.
But they end up taking away fora 72 hour.
They have a special name for it, but it's essentially a 72 hour
mental health hold, um, and I'mlike, oh fuck, I need to get
the hell out of here.
And so his wife is still marriedat the time to him, so she has
the all of the rights in theworld to allow me to drive that
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rental car.
And I'm like, okay, they tookhim away.
What should I do?
She's like you got to get outof there.
I'm like, I know, I'm going totake the rental car.
She's like, okay, and so Iloaded up um, I stay one night
because I know I I've asked.
There's people that are veryaware of what this is called and
what it is.
This um 72 hour hold, it's aspecial hold um.
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So I anyway I've I've I'veasked a lot of questions about
it.
I know that I probably have aday and a half I can stay at the
trailer and then after that Iwant to get the fuck out, just
to be sure.
So that's what I did stayedthere, tried to get the fuck out
, just to be sure.
So that's what I did Stayedthere, tried to relax the first
night because I kind of gatheredmy stuff.
Second night, load that car upwith all of the things that I
can fit in that car, um, andthen start heading up and I get
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to weed, the motel six, and weed, california, and Chris gets out
and this little piece of littlepiece of shit goes and makes a
report saying that that car'sstolen.
And I don't know how his wifefound that out.
Maybe they called his wife, Idon't know.
But I was alerted that it wasstolen, so I fucking called them
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dirty ass and this guy's diedof cancer.
Now, this dirty ass cop.
So I called the police in Weed.
But so I called the police andwe Actually I first called the
rental company because the keys,the key tags right, it's right
there, and so it takes me acouple of calls to get the, the
actual like the.
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It might actually be the ownerthat I got that night I think it
was the manager, whoever wasthe highest in charge, and I
told them the situation that Ihave.
The owner that I got that night, I think it was the manager,
whoever was the highest incharge and I told them the
situation that I have the keysthat he just got out and that I
will return the car up inWashington.
And at that point I find outthey don't have any places to
return it in Washington.
So I work out a deal with thisguy that I can rent it for the.
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I'll call him tomorrow with allthe card information and all of
that Um, because I was going tohave to put it on one of my
friend's cards.
I didn't have it on my card andum, cause he needed, like,
obviously, deposits, all ofthose normal things.
Now, during this time, I'm umworried.
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Chris is going to.
He has his vehicle, so I'mworried he's going to.
He's been held for three daysbecause they took his guns.
I taunted him about if you'dkill yourself, I'd give you your
guns, and then he went off tojail.
He's not happy, so piece ofshit anyway.
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So after I get done talking toor as I'm doing all of that with
the sorry please, youdistracted me, um, when I'm
doing all of the that stuff withthe guy and dealing with the
car, I'm also obviously talkingto his wife.
I'm here and there and then shegets word that he's reported it
stolen to the police, so shelets me know.
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So as soon as I get it workedout with this guy that I'm going
to call him with the cardtomorrow, I told him where I was
at um, I mean everything, andme and him were fine because I
immediately called him.
But right after that I calledthe police to tell him where the
car was.
So I don't know who chris wastalking to.
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It couldn't have been the owner, um, but chris was talking to
somebody and he was filing apolice report for a stolen
automobile at the same time asI'm calling the 911.
Um from up Weed trying to tellthem okay, look, he's down in
the Palomino or whatever.
I can't remember what it'spronounced.
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Anyway, needless to say, thatpiece of shit said that I stole
that car, made a false report.
I ended up getting and I calledthe police to tell them where
it was and got off that phonefeeling okay.
And so I was going in town tograb a sub sandwich and ended up
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getting pulled over and takento jail for four days because I
wouldn't say.
They offered me a deal, reallyquick, $500, and you're going to
get out.
Well, I didn't steal thefucking car.
There's no goddamn way I'mgoing to have that on.
I don't care how little of afine you're giving me.
I'm not putting that on myrecord, even if you're.
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I know this game.
As a matter of fact, this iswhat you're doing right now is
unethical and if I get a chance,I'm going to hurt you and I
hope I'm gonna hurt you and Ihope I'm gonna get a chance
someday.
Uh, but I'll do my time.
So they're only supposed tohold you three days.
They hold me four days downthere in that or whatever um
place.
And thank god, kim Mack, you'reone of the people in Sela.
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I appreciate, I thank you, um,I love you.
Kim saved Pellucci.
Um turns out that she had afriend on Facebook that was also
named Kid Mac, that lived inweed, that went and got Pellucci
.
Otherwise, I don't know whathappened to Pellucci while I was
in that jail for four days,because they went and got him.
That cop went back trying toget Pellucci and they let him in
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that room.
If Pellucci would have stillbeen there, he would have got
him, and so they went through mystuff.
Oh, totally unconstitutional.
And I'll actually do a podcaston my four days in jail down
there, because if you're fromWashington, you remember when
the cops were in the coffee shopdown in I think it was Tacoma,
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maybe Puyallup, but it was justa hit, it was a massacre.
A bunch of them got killed bygang people and it turns out
that I was being housed with oneof the girls that was part of
those gang people, and so I gota firsthand account of how that
went down.
Over those three, four daysLearned a lot.
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Learned how to make the toilet.
I didn't drink any of it, butthe toilet alcohol, holy crap.
That four days was soenlightening.
I was worried about Pellucci,but anyway, so unfucking
believable, right.
So here I am and they let meout with another court date, a
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court date that was set outquite a while.
And Patty Hendrickson, who Ithought was my friend, is an EMT
, or was an EMT, and her husbandis a Yakima sheriff and they
would come to Cabo, we'd partywith them, but I would always
try to make a report in Yakimaand they would never take my
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report either.
On all this shit.
You know why?
They're part of the fusioncenter.
Pieces of shit, god damn piecesof shit.
But they gotta friend you firstbefore they can, like, start
getting gathering evidence,getting things um discrediting
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you, they first gotta make itlook like to the world that
they're helping you, right?
So, patty's, in this phase, Isee the pattern.
At this point I see the pattern.
They come in, they try tofriend you, act like they're
very close to the world.
They're very close, but when itactually comes to helping you
with anything of substance,never happens, never, ever, ever
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happens.
Anything that actually willhelp you, never, ever, ever
happens.
And so Patty's another one ofthose.
But at this point, like I said,I'm killing time, fuck it.
And she has for years said, hey, go down to Cabo with me.
They go every year.
And, um, she started thatpretty much when I was right
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before I went to Australia, andso I was never able to.
But now I was able to, and so,and it was my birthday, and so I
ended up going for a longweekend and, um, deciding that
if Puerto Rico didn't get fixed,because I went down there and
was sitting at that little tacoplace right behind Rip's man, I
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met Toby Keith, just really coolstuff.
I'll tell you about Cabo, butthose will each have to be
independent episodes when wehave time, but anyway.
So this is my first kind oftaste of Cabo, and so I ask, I
start asking everybody, the guyson the corner, you know, how's
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this to live?
How is this to live?
Do I need this?
What about this?
Because I still need to figureout how the fuck I'm going to
live, even if I, if I do, comedown there and you can only get
six months unless you are likestaying, and then there's rules
again.
Yes, mexico has rules.
If you want to stay, um, and Idon't want to find myself in
Mexico not following rules.
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That doesn't sound fun to me atall, about as fun as as on
immigration island in australia.
I wasn't gonna see that um, butso I go down for that.
And um, my friend mark, whichmark's the reason I've survived
this whole thing.
Thank you, mark.
I love you mark.
Thank you, mark, and I'vetalked about it on tiktok.
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If you're on tiktok, you knowhow mark is um, but he had just
found out that he had stage uhfor cancer and they did not give
him uh but a lick to live andum, although Mark had given me
just a load of shit.
So in Australia, for eight weeksI took these energy classes.
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One week would be like crystalhealing.
One week would be like Reiki.
One week we met our spiritguides.
Each week was a differentsubject.
And so on Facebook, because Iwas not we're both very
Christian and first I had to gothrough.
Is this unchristian, all ofthese things?
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But then also, is it even true?
But I'm telling you, I wentthrough these things, I felt
them, I saw them, and so I'mreporting back on Facebook.
At the time, holy crap, I metmy spirit guide and I also met
seven other people's spiritguides.
This was insane and I know Idid.
I could feel you could.
I was fucking there and so Markjust loved.
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Mark had been my boss way backin the early 90s at an auto shop
.
He loved being boss.
He would make me wash cars inTri-Cities in the snow.
I made $5.25 an hour at thisbody shop and he'd just tease me
, tease me, tease me.
I ended up dating his oldestdaughter or, yeah, his oldest
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daughter Just to fuck with himback, but anyway.
So Mark was fucking with mehard about these energy classes.
But now, all of a sudden, markhas found out he looked at a
death and he don't want that atall and he's already decided he
ain't going to have it.
And so he's like Heidi, willyou just come back and stay for
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a day or two with me and tell mewhat you learned?
He's like I'm going to doradiation, I'm going to do chemo
, I'm going to do everything,but I don't want to die, and so
I'm willing.
Will you tell me what you know?
And had that not happened, Iwould have just stayed in Cabo.
Patty had said that she wouldhave paid for one cheap month
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because it was like $200 forrent, and I would have just
stayed in Cabo.
We would have sent for Pellucci, but I came back to help Mark
and then I ended up gettingarrested with that car deal on
the way back.
And so I love Mark, but I wasalways like fuck it, I'm not
coming back to help you.
You better fucking live, youbetter fucking live.
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Mark did live and I'm going totell you about that.
And actually, you know what I'mgoing to see.
If Mark will, let me interviewhim on how that happened,
because I want you to hear fromMark specifically, because
Mark's a big part of my life andhe was, like I said, from way
back, but we became very closeduring this time we created an
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energy connection, that is, heneeds to explain from his side
what happened.
So actually, let's leave itthere.
I have open charges for a cartheft, but I'm going back to see
Mark.
I don't have a car, but Markknows that His sister's driving
me back.
I hate his fucking sister.
We'll talk about that, butlet's stop there.
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This is Heidi and this is theSurviving Changes podcast.
Thank you so much for beinghere so much.
Hello everybody.
This is Heidi and this is theSurviving Changes podcast.
So it was a setup to get me into Seattle the whole time.
Jana got a new Jeep and I'mguessing that she got it as a
gift from the Fusion Center.
They do that stuff.
We'll find out.
Guess what it's coming out.
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I thought I was going to have topay for all this discovery, but
I'm going to wait until it'sall discovered and just get it
for free.
But so there was no way.
Jana was the one that lived outsecond farthest in Woodinville.
I wouldn't come live with JanaAt that point.
It would be hard for me not tokill Jana in her sleep after
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what I know about Jana, letalone what I'm going to find out
about Jana, and so I'm notagreeing to come back and stay
with Jana.
There was another one of theboard members that was a
supposed friend that lived outfarther and I was supposed to be
able to live with them when Icame in.
But as soon as I got on theplane and there was no turning
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back, they tell me oh, by theway, you can't stay there.
You can't stay there.
We don't know where you'regonna stay yet.
You can stay with one of us.
I'm like motherfuckers.
No, the closest or the farthestone out is Jana.
I'm staying in Jana's basementuntil we can figure it out.
Jana has they have that triplehorn brewery.
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Jana is a fucking drunk.
If she's not working as herlittle nurse thing, she's drunk,
she's, and she's calling itwork Um and so, um, jana didn't
want me to stay there.
I didn't want to stay there.
There were nights we wouldfight.
There were nights we would getdrunk and be cordial and laugh
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together.
But there was one night shetried kicking me out of the
vehicle on the way back.
I'm like, yeah, no, she hadbeen in a car accident.
She has rods in her leg andstuff like that.
I'm like I know where it hityou hard and so we're going to
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go home, we're going to forgetabout this.
But so it was just a matter oftime.
And especially the more that Iheard on that stuff, you know,
at the brewery and things likethat, I would pretend like I'm
listening to Amy and I'mlistening to all the shit going
on around me.
It was becoming harder andharder for me to pretend like I
don't know what I know, andharder and harder for her to be,
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I don't know.
So anyway we end up gettinginto it and I go and live with
her sister, loopy, and Iactually I don't think loopy is
loopy gets taken advantage of.
She's the, remember, the officemanager at the doctor's office
that channel works at.
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So loopy does have all myrecords.
She doesn't know all this, butI don't know that janna was ever
honest with loopy about likethe Fusion Center and things
like that.
Maybe, maybe not, I don't know.
But I go live with Lupe andLupe gets taken advantage of by
everybody.
So it wouldn't be hard for meto believe that, like everybody,
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it's sad.
She's a really sweet lady.
We would sit and we would talk.
I love I miss my chats.
She'd work all day.
I'd be doing whatever I'm doing.
But so during the time that Ilived at Lupe's I was able to
create that app.
It was called Speeding TicketsDismissed, and that's the one
Chris signed up for.
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So I was, but I couldn't hearvery much and they didn't talk
about me much.
That's why I don't think theywere part of it.
I had a room downstairs andthey didn't talk about me much.
That's why I don't think theywere part of it.
I was had a room downstairs, um, and it's really thick, um like
brick walls, and so that littleearpiece wasn't all that great,
um, if there was like stufflike that.
So I didn't hear much, but Idon't think, I don't think they
were part of it.
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Um, there is, terry is one ofthe.
She talks shit about me all thetime and then I'm getting a mom
to talk shit about me and so,but whatever.
But so I also got signed upwith DoorDash and um Uber Eats
driver there.
Um, and I got a little um used,I think it was like two or
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$3,000 used Prius and I got iton payments but it allowed like
$2,000 or $3,000, used Prius andI got it on payment, but it
allowed me.
And see, they didn't expect anyof that to happen.
None of that was supposed tohappen.
They were supposed to keep mehostage.
They're beating me down, makingme feel bad about myself,
making people laugh at me,fucking me around.
I now realize at this point Ijust got to make it this 10
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years and I'm going to kick theliving shit out of all these
fuckers.
Man, my only goal is to make itthe 10 years and as long as I
can, sneak in here every sooften and grab evidence or get
them to.
So the great news was, everytime they came to help me, it
was costing them money, money Ididn't have to spend, and I mean
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, maybe it didn't cost a lot forme to live like in Jana's room
downstairs because they have topay that anyways or I mean
Loopy's room and then the kids'room, the places I stayed.
Those were just open spaces,but I still wasn't having to buy
food because I could eat withthe family, help cook, didn't
have to deal with internet.
As long as I had a phone withinternet on it, I had everything
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I needed to get established.
So during that time I reallyquick that was the first one I
ever made was that speedingtickets dismissed and its sole
purpose was to go in there.
Chris had contacted me when hesaw me in town, telling me he
was not friends with my brotheranymore, which I knew was a
fucking lie.
They were great friends growingup and so all of a sudden I'm
supposed to like get in withChris and I'm like, oh, let's
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see how far this conspiracy goes.
What are all these fuckerswilling to do?
And, who knows, maybe I can getChris to pay for this shit,
because I reckon none of thesepeople were actually paying for
anything.
They were getting paid to dickme around.
We'll see.
I don't have exactly thosenumbers and I don't want to talk
about the things that I dospecifically know in that regard
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, but I'm like I kept tellingthem look at you guys, I grew up
right around the corner fromKansas City.
All I'm doing is a Kansas Cityshuffle, and if you look up what
the Kansas City shuffle is,you'll understand that's what I
was doing.
I just want to keep themplaying the game.
I don't care if I win or loseat this point.
As long as I can make itthrough 10 years on their dime
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the best that I fucking can.
I paid for these pieces of shit.
I kept them out of jail.
Fuck this.
They think they're keeping meenslaved and I'm like no, you're
actually paying for my roof.
You're making it real easy toget the evidence against you
that I want you pieces of shit.
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And so at Loopy's I got thatdeal with Chris done and as soon
as I got the information offhis phone, I pulled that back
out of the app store because Ididn't need it for anything.
And then I was all signed upfor the DoorDash and everything.
So, and it was getting moreintense, jana's not making it
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easy and the sister Terry it'sjust not.
It's time for me to get leavingfrom Loopy's.
And so me and Chris are talkingand Chris has an RV and it's a
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fairly decent size RV, you know,with tip-outs and all of that
stuff, but he's late on paymentson it and so he wants to hide
it somewhere.
Essentially, he didn't tell meme this, but I'm smart enough to
know this is what's going on.
He's telling me he's doing mefavors, but actually at this
point I was helping him hide hisshit.
I'm sure of it.
Um, but so anyway, he's like um, so you know how to do apps,
let's build an app together.
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Um, and I'm like yeah, I want toget out of this area, I don't
feel that safe right here, andso, um, and I don't remember
exactly how it ended up beingimperial beach, except that
imperial beach had a prettycheap, very reasonable um rv
park there and it was very closeto the imperial beach beach,
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like right down.
It's right by the um movietheater, the drive-in movie
theater.
It was awesome.
I could actually sit on the topof the um rv and watch whatever
movie I wanted.
Just turn turn a little bit wasgreat, um.
But so ended up there with chris, and that happened to be right
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at the time when California waslegalizing everything, and the
way they did their laws wasdifferent than the way
Washington did their laws.
Washington said, look, we'regoing to make it legal on this
date and then we're going toimplement.
I mean, this is, washington hadset laws essentially,
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essentially on the day that theystarted.
California didn't?
They said, look, we're gonna,um, make it legal for everybody
on this day and we're gonnadefault to the dispensary rules.
Essentially, here, here's somebasic rules that are gonna stick
, but everything that's notcovered here, we're gonna
default to dispensary rulesuntil we see how this works, and
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then we'll finish writing allof the rules, which is
essentially what they did.
And so I looked and they didnot have anything in there that
covered delivery drivers fromthe dispensaries.
And so, after me and Chris aretalking, I'm like, well, let's
create this app called RosterRunner, right, and so, and I'm
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knowing this whole time thatthese people are fucking me, but
they don't even know how to logon without me.
So really, I'm owningeverything and they're paying
for everything, whether wefinish it or don't finish it.
If they can't log on, theycan't really do anything right,
and so, um, at least that's mythought now.
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They did have other plans herein a little bit, um, but so, oh
also, uh, okay, so we get downto the rv.
I'm down at the rv and I'm like, okay, I'm gonna do the roster
on the thing, but I'm also stilldriving um like uber eats a
door dash and all that stuffdown there.
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At first, um, there's an happenI don't remember the name of it.
Uh, that also did like longeryou could bid on stuff, and so I
bid to do um to transport dogs.
Essentially, longer you couldbid on stuff, and so I bid to do
um to transport dogs,essentially, right, uh, you
could like do boats if you had atruck, or you could do um, you
know, you could transport justabout anything.
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But so what I signed up for wasto transport people's dogs and
then, like, at every stop, Iwould end up um taking a picture
for their owners showing themto go in the bathroom.
They're healthy.
And so I ended up getting a bidfor a French Bulldog to go from
Tacoma down to South Carolina,and it was like winter in areas
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and so I ended up blowing up.
It was fine in California, butas I got up to Tacoma and then
went over and through, you know,the Wyoming Montana, all that
In Billings, I blew that fuckingPrius up and so it stayed in
Billings at the Prius it's alittle essentially where it got
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towed to Because it was tooexpensive.
Those things are too expensiveto fix.
So now I was carless.
But the guy wants the Frenchdog, the French bulldog.
He wanted his dog there, so hepaid for a rental car for me to
finish that trip.
So I get back and now I need tofigure out how to get a car.
And Chris is like oh, and Idon't know if this is a setup
from the beginning or if it'ssomething they thought of later
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I can't imagine them being niceat this point.
I mean, they're acting likethey're nice and they're helping
, but each one of them isdefucking me up somewhere along
the line, discredit me, dosomething Anyway.
So Chris is renting me a car.
He's like no, I'll rent a car.
That's part of the deal is,I'll keep doing this app, but
you're going to pay and we'llsplit it 50-50.
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And I have the paperwork as amatter of fact, I'll upload it
for the subscribers.
I just saw it not too long ago,the Rasta Runner.
You can look in the CaliforniaSecretary of State.
It would be in there.
I think he still had it activeas a matter of fact Last time
someone checked on it BecauseI'm like, oh that fucker, I'll
kill him.
Astar, we ended up.
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Anyway, let me get to thatpoint.
So I'm living down now in thislittle RV.
Chris and his wife are gettingdivorced and Chris is a horrible
coke head and, um, he knowsthat.
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I know that he's running cokefrom LA, so he'd come down
supposedly check on me.
That's what he'd tell his wifethat he's down here working on
the app, um, but he was actuallyeither at the strip club or in
LA running coke for my brother.
Um, like once a week they'dcome him and you, him and one or
two of the friends would comedown bring me food.
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Bring me food, probably alittle coke.
I'd take his coke at that pointin time if I saw it wasn't
killing them.
There's no reason not to.
That's what I was doing.
I was working on that shit inthe RV but Chris was spinning
more and more and more out ofcontrol, the more that his wife
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was starting to find out whatwas going on, and so she came
across stuff that showed he wasrunning coke, that he had spent
a whole bunch of money at thestrip clubs, all kinds of shit,
and he was telling her that itwas for this app.
And I'm like look at, we haveum rent.
He's renting the car.
So that was a.
It was a small car, a couplehundred dollars a week, um, and
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then paying for the lot rent.
At one point I think we wereeven splitting the lot rent, but
at that point I think he waspaying the full lot rent.
Um, either way, it wasn't verymuch.
It wasn't the tens of thousandsthat he was draining from that.
They were selling their houseand so he was just fucking, just
like Leslie was doing to me.
He was doing it.
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They have a pattern, they havea literal.
They literally have a handbookCheck on TargetedJusticecom
Fucking pieces of shit ontargetedjusticecom fucking
pieces of shit, um.
But so it ended up going realbad um, and I'll tell you we'll
talk about because I could talkabout Chris a long time.
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But so we're down in ImperialBeach.
I've got the rental car.
Um, his wife contacts me.
I like his wife, she's nice.
We go to like disney world ordisneyland and stuff together.
Um, and I don't know, I don'tknow what's.
Chris hasn't been honest withme.
He's not telling me that him ismy brother running coke along
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with him.
You know what I mean?
I don't, I know he's runningcoke, but or at least he always
has coke.
It's pretty clear that that'sprobably what's going on.
Um, and I can hear stuff inthis.
There's not thick walls so it'sa lot easier to to um get
pieces of that shit.
So anyway, he's running cokewith my brother, um, but she
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doesn't know that.
I'm not going to be the one totell her that.
But she's now come acrosssomething on his phone or
something and she startedchecking into shit.
Bunch of money gone.
He comes down and he's allfucked up and she sends me
paperwork where she got, becausehe's got weapons.
He always has guns and stufflike that.
That's what those guys do.
And so she's got an order fromWashingtonhington state that he
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can't have any weapons and Iknow from being a lawyer that um
, the evidence to in an ex partehearing to be able to do what
she has done in that paper meanthe did some fucked up shit.
She had to prove he did somefucked up shit and so, um, she
sends it to me and when comesback, he's gone at this time
Probably fucking at the stripclub again and comes back drunk
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and high Because he would stay.
So it had a pull-out couch thatyou could have in one room.
That was the other thing.
I Airbnb'd it.
It had an actual room, roomwith a tiny little washer in it,
and so I could kind of split itin half just for $30, because
it was right there at ImperialBeach.
People flying to Tijuana justcome, spend the one night, give
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me $30 and go.
But so he would come, stay inthat room when it wasn't being
like Airbnb'd or whatever.
And so she sends this copy ofthis order along with all of the
little paperwork to me and hecomes back all fucked up and I'm
like Chris, where's the gun?
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Oh, and during this time he'salso been threatening to kill
himself, like woe is me, woe isme, woe is me, I'm going to kill
myself.
And it's just for attention,and I'm just fucking letting him
play in this game.
And it's getting really fuckingold by this point, especially
after talking to his wife.
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After hearing, after knowingthat he is with my, it's very
hard Again.
Look at, imagine being in thisposition and not killing these
people in their sleep uh, butknowing that eventually you're
going to get justice.
God says you're going to getjustice, um, and you could ask
mark, uh, I've always said Ijust god's told me it's my job
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just to stay alive until it'stime to tell the story, and
that's that's what I've beendoing.
But so he comes back.
I'm like where's the guns?
Or actually, no, I locked upthe guns and he's like and I
confronted him and told him Ilocked up the guns and he's like
give me the guns.
I want to kill myself.
I want to kill myself, I wantto kill myself.
And I'm like Chris, ain'tgiving you shit At this point in
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time.
If I thought that you actuallywould kill yourself, I probably
would give you one of those guns, but I know better at this
point you're lying.
You promised it too many timesand so I've given it to you.
So he keeps um getting worse andworse and worse.
He's high on coke and he'sdrunk, wanting his guns.
So I call the police, um, andthey come and they question him
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and they see the orders.
I give him the orders, I givehim the gun and I don't know
what he says.
But they end up taking away fora 72 hour.
They have a special name for it, but it's essentially a 72 hour
mental health hold, um, and I'mlike, oh fuck, I need to get
the hell out of here.
And so his wife is still marriedat the time to him, so she has
the all of the rights in theworld to allow me to drive that
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rental car.
And I'm like, okay, they tookhim away.
What should I do?
She's like you got to get outof there.
I'm like, I know, I'm going totake the rental car.
She's like, okay, and so Iloaded up um, I stay one night
because I know I I've asked.
There's people that are veryaware of what this is called and
what it is.
This um 72 hour hold, it's aspecial hold um.
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So I anyway I've I've I'veasked a lot of questions about
it.
I know that I probably have aday and a half I can stay at the
trailer and then after that Iwant to get the fuck out, just
to be sure.
So that's what I did stayedthere, tried to get the fuck out
, just to be sure.
So that's what I did Stayedthere, tried to relax the first
night because I kind of gatheredmy stuff.
Second night, load that car upwith all of the things that I
can fit in that car, um, andthen start heading up and I get
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to weed, the motel six, and weed, california, and Chris gets out
and this little piece of littlepiece of shit goes and makes a
report saying that that car'sstolen.
And I don't know how his wifefound that out.
Maybe they called his wife, Idon't know.
But I was alerted that it wasstolen, so I fucking called them
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dirty ass and this guy's diedof cancer.
Now, this dirty ass cop.
So I called the police in Weed.
But so I called the police andwe Actually I first called the
rental company because the keys,the key tags right, it's right
there, and so it takes me acouple of calls to get the, the
actual like the.
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It might actually be the ownerthat I got that night I think it
was the manager, whoever wasthe highest in charge, and I
told them the situation that Ihave.
The owner that I got that night, I think it was the manager,
whoever was the highest incharge and I told them the
situation that I have the keysthat he just got out and that I
will return the car up inWashington.
And at that point I find outthey don't have any places to
return it in Washington.
So I work out a deal with thisguy that I can rent it for the.
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I'll call him tomorrow with allthe card information and all of
that Um, because I was going tohave to put it on one of my
friend's cards.
I didn't have it on my card andum, cause he needed, like,
obviously, deposits, all ofthose normal things.
Now, during this time, I'm umworried.
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Chris is going to.
He has his vehicle, so I'mworried he's going to.
He's been held for three daysbecause they took his guns.
I taunted him about if you'dkill yourself, I'd give you your
guns, and then he went off tojail.
He's not happy, so piece ofshit anyway.
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So after I get done talking toor as I'm doing all of that with
the sorry please, youdistracted me, um, when I'm
doing all of the that stuff withthe guy and dealing with the
car, I'm also obviously talkingto his wife.
I'm here and there and then shegets word that he's reported it
stolen to the police, so shelets me know.
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So as soon as I get it workedout with this guy that I'm going
to call him with the cardtomorrow, I told him where I was
at um, I mean everything, andme and him were fine because I
immediately called him.
But right after that I calledthe police to tell him where the
car was.
So I don't know who chris wastalking to.
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It couldn't have been the owner, um, but chris was talking to
somebody and he was filing apolice report for a stolen
automobile at the same time asI'm calling the 911.
Um from up Weed trying to tellthem okay, look, he's down in
the Palomino or whatever.
I can't remember what it'spronounced.
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Anyway, needless to say, thatpiece of shit said that I stole
that car, made a false report.
I ended up getting and I calledthe police to tell them where
it was and got off that phonefeeling okay.
And so I was going in town tograb a sub sandwich and ended up
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getting pulled over and takento jail for four days because I
wouldn't say.
They offered me a deal, reallyquick, $500, and you're going to
get out.
Well, I didn't steal thefucking car.
There's no goddamn way I'mgoing to have that on.
I don't care how little of afine you're giving me.
I'm not putting that on myrecord, even if you're.
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I know this game.
As a matter of fact, this iswhat you're doing right now is
unethical and if I get a chance,I'm going to hurt you and I
hope I'm gonna hurt you and Ihope I'm gonna get a chance
someday.
Uh, but I'll do my time.
So they're only supposed tohold you three days.
They hold me four days downthere in that or whatever um
place.
And thank god, kim Mack, you'reone of the people in Sela.
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I appreciate, I thank you, um,I love you.
Kim saved Pellucci.
Um turns out that she had afriend on Facebook that was also
named Kid Mac, that lived inweed, that went and got Pellucci
.
Otherwise, I don't know whathappened to Pellucci while I was
in that jail for four days,because they went and got him.
That cop went back trying toget Pellucci and they let him in
(24:17):
that room.
If Pellucci would have stillbeen there, he would have got
him, and so they went through mystuff.
Oh, totally unconstitutional.
And I'll actually do a podcaston my four days in jail down
there, because if you're fromWashington, you remember when
the cops were in the coffee shopdown in I think it was Tacoma,
(24:38):
maybe Puyallup, but it was justa hit, it was a massacre.
A bunch of them got killed bygang people and it turns out
that I was being housed with oneof the girls that was part of
those gang people, and so I gota firsthand account of how that
went down.
Over those three, four daysLearned a lot.
(25:00):
Learned how to make the toilet.
I didn't drink any of it, butthe toilet alcohol, holy crap.
That four days was soenlightening.
I was worried about Pellucci,but anyway, so unfucking
believable, right.
So here I am and they let meout with another court date, a
(25:27):
court date that was set outquite a while.
And Patty Hendrickson, who Ithought was my friend, is an EMT
, or was an EMT, and her husbandis a Yakima sheriff and they
would come to Cabo, we'd partywith them, but I would always
try to make a report in Yakimaand they would never take my
(25:48):
report either.
On all this shit.
You know why?
They're part of the fusioncenter.
Pieces of shit, god damn piecesof shit.
But they gotta friend you firstbefore they can, like, start
getting gathering evidence,getting things um discrediting
(26:08):
you, they first gotta make itlook like to the world that
they're helping you, right?
So, patty's, in this phase, Isee the pattern.
At this point I see the pattern.
They come in, they try tofriend you, act like they're
very close to the world.
They're very close, but when itactually comes to helping you
with anything of substance,never happens, never, ever, ever
(26:28):
happens.
Anything that actually willhelp you, never, ever, ever
happens.
And so Patty's another one ofthose.
But at this point, like I said,I'm killing time, fuck it.
And she has for years said, hey, go down to Cabo with me.
They go every year.
And, um, she started thatpretty much when I was right
(26:49):
before I went to Australia, andso I was never able to.
But now I was able to, and so,and it was my birthday, and so I
ended up going for a longweekend and, um, deciding that
if Puerto Rico didn't get fixed,because I went down there and
was sitting at that little tacoplace right behind Rip's man, I
(27:14):
met Toby Keith, just really coolstuff.
I'll tell you about Cabo, butthose will each have to be
independent episodes when wehave time, but anyway.
So this is my first kind oftaste of Cabo, and so I ask, I
start asking everybody, the guyson the corner, you know, how's
(27:34):
this to live?
How is this to live?
Do I need this?
What about this?
Because I still need to figureout how the fuck I'm going to
live, even if I, if I do, comedown there and you can only get
six months unless you are likestaying, and then there's rules
again.
Yes, mexico has rules.
If you want to stay, um, and Idon't want to find myself in
Mexico not following rules.
(27:55):
That doesn't sound fun to me atall, about as fun as as on
immigration island in australia.
I wasn't gonna see that um, butso I go down for that.
And um, my friend mark, whichmark's the reason I've survived
this whole thing.
Thank you, mark.
I love you mark.
Thank you, mark, and I'vetalked about it on tiktok.
(28:17):
If you're on tiktok, you knowhow mark is um, but he had just
found out that he had stage uhfor cancer and they did not give
him uh but a lick to live andum, although Mark had given me
just a load of shit.
So in Australia, for eight weeksI took these energy classes.
(28:37):
One week would be like crystalhealing.
One week would be like Reiki.
One week we met our spiritguides.
Each week was a differentsubject.
And so on Facebook, because Iwas not we're both very
Christian and first I had to gothrough.
Is this unchristian, all ofthese things?
(28:59):
But then also, is it even true?
But I'm telling you, I wentthrough these things, I felt
them, I saw them, and so I'mreporting back on Facebook.
At the time, holy crap, I metmy spirit guide and I also met
seven other people's spiritguides.
This was insane and I know Idid.
I could feel you could.
I was fucking there and so Markjust loved.
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Mark had been my boss way backin the early 90s at an auto shop
.
He loved being boss.
He would make me wash cars inTri-Cities in the snow.
I made $5.25 an hour at thisbody shop and he'd just tease me
, tease me, tease me.
I ended up dating his oldestdaughter or, yeah, his oldest
(29:44):
daughter Just to fuck with himback, but anyway.
So Mark was fucking with mehard about these energy classes.
But now, all of a sudden, markhas found out he looked at a
death and he don't want that atall and he's already decided he
ain't going to have it.
And so he's like Heidi, willyou just come back and stay for
(30:11):
a day or two with me and tell mewhat you learned?
He's like I'm going to doradiation, I'm going to do chemo
, I'm going to do everything,but I don't want to die, and so
I'm willing.
Will you tell me what you know?
And had that not happened, Iwould have just stayed in Cabo.
Patty had said that she wouldhave paid for one cheap month
(30:32):
because it was like $200 forrent, and I would have just
stayed in Cabo.
We would have sent for Pellucci, but I came back to help Mark
and then I ended up gettingarrested with that car deal on
the way back.
And so I love Mark, but I wasalways like fuck it, I'm not
coming back to help you.
You better fucking live, youbetter fucking live.
(30:54):
Mark did live and I'm going totell you about that.
And actually, you know what I'mgoing to see.
If Mark will, let me interviewhim on how that happened,
because I want you to hear fromMark specifically, because
Mark's a big part of my life andhe was, like I said, from way
back, but we became very closeduring this time we created an
(31:19):
energy connection, that is, heneeds to explain from his side
what happened.
So actually, let's leave itthere.
I have open charges for a cartheft, but I'm going back to see
Mark.
I don't have a car, but Markknows that His sister's driving
me back.
I hate his fucking sister.
We'll talk about that, butlet's stop there.
(31:43):
This is Heidi and this is theSurviving Changes podcast.
Thank you so much for beinghere so much.
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