Psychics and Psychedelic's: It's not a spiritual awakening, it's an addiction. A guide to starting your spiritual journey

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Episode Transcript

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Woo!
Hi guys and welcome back to Talk It Out Sessions with Trinity and boy oh boy I was on TikTok

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today and I have to find this ladies name because I do follow her she opened up some great dialogue
and it is JasmineGarden23 on TikTok y'all need to watch her if you don't already and she brought
up something very great that I would love to talk about and it is motherfuckers taking psychedelics

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and shit to have like a spiritual awakening and people who think they're spiritual taking
psychedelics and doing thrones and shit boy what I mean to tell you it goes back to my
mental health talk with spirituality people don't understand how much mental health goes
into this shit and y'all just out here willy nilly doing whatever the fuck y'all want let

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me tell you why now guys let me tell you why it is so important to actually be genuine
on your spiritual journey and not just be taking drugs and shit to force yourself into a spiritual
awakening when you have so many unaddressed issues why it's ridiculous so first things
first with your spiritual journey you can't just take you can't just take drugs and expect

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the awakening to come that's just some real shit and y'all know I love talking about mental
health and spirituality because the two go hand in hand and when you have like undiagnosed
mental health issues untreated trauma and things of that nature when you start taking
these psychedelics and shit that amplifies it that amplifies any sort of psychosis that

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you think you may have that you never thought you had and like I said in my previous podcast
episode psychosis and psychic are just one step off from each other it doesn't take nothing
but two feet less than an inch to go from psychic into psychosis psychic is to describe

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someone's like abilities or whatever psychosis is a state of constant being you are constantly
in a psychic state meaning you see ghosts you see shit moving around things that are not
there especially in the 3d and again taking psychedelics doesn't make you inherently spiritual
it just amplifies whatever psychosis that you got going on or even worse any repressed

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traumas and that is a very mortifying thing I know y'all heard about like ketamine induced
like psychedelic stuff it is essentially the same thing but y'all just doing it for fun
y'all are just doing it for fun so with my three minute rant about that how do you go
about this spiritual journey in a safe way well shadow work I know y'all are tired of

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me talking about it saying about it being about it I know but the emphasis is very
very strong looking for a deity looking for whatever you have to really before you do
any of that picking up tarot cards you really really have to go really deep into like really

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deep into your ancestry really deep into like your family trauma you have to acknowledge
where some of those biases and where some of that trauma comes from because if you don't
deal with it now it is going to hurt your spiritual journey it will not help because
when you start your spiritual journey and you really start trying to elevate yourself

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and you feel like you're at a plateau it is going to come a time where you have to really
acknowledge well where's this hurt coming from where's this pain coming from because
healing is a different journey from healed and getting to healing to heal is a very long
and extremely process especially if you're trying to become very spiritual I had so many

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issues and problems that I never thought that would manifest until I really started digging
deep into my spiritual journey I was always able to see you know spirits and you know
I've had premonitions and like deja vu and stuff like I had all this stuff but my spiritual
journey did not truly start I picked up a deck of tarot cards but then once I realized

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that I need to go deeper than that like I was obsessed with the twin flame journey and that's
not a good thing either I was obsessed with the twin flame journey I was getting ratings
on this man like every other day spending hundreds of dollars and keep in mind I was refusing
to acknowledge the fact that I left an abusive relationship where I needed to do healing from

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and I became so traumatized that I thought I was doing the healing that I needed come
to find out it was it was not even close it was not even close I had to start stock like
talking to a therapist I had to like stop thinking I was healed at that point because the work

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I was doing was not enough I could not do I had to really acknowledge that yes I was
obsessed with somebody that didn't want me why because I didn't want to do the healing
I wanted to take that energy off myself and I was more depressed I was more everything
that I was despite me leaving that abusive relationship and getting with somebody that

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was just genuinely unavailable to me and that's how I really started doing that healing okay
I understand like going to there like going to therapy helped me manage like my depressive
moods but I still had to get on medication to regulate the chemicals in my brain that
was not helping me maintain my moods outside of therapy so my I had to find out that my

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depression was not only just chemical but also like situational and stuff like that
too and then come to find out that I carried a lot of hate from my family like I really
did I generally carry a lot of hate from my family so because I've had my own sister

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tell me that especially when I was pregnant well if you're gonna go kill yourself then
go kill yourself I was molested and raped as a child that was an insanely traumatic thing
that I refused to acknowledge until a few years ago and funnily enough that's when I learned

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about sexual abuse within my family that's when I learned that I came from a very very
long line of abuse I was told late late in my adulthood that I had family members go
through abuse and I was never told I was isolated from this I was very ignorant of this and

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that's where some of my pain came from that's where I ended up perpetuating the fucking
cycle of being in my own abusive like relationship for years where I was left alone and abandoned
for the most part just like my mother was it was it was insane to me and I've almost
lost my life dealing with the father of my three kids I pretty much almost lost my life

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I was I was mortified and none of this none of this came to fruition at the time none
of this came to the forefront of my mind at the time it really came to the forefront once
I started getting very deep into my spiritual journey and I could not proceed I hit a plateau
I was reading cards of course I was channeling messages but there was something about that

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that was so empty where I didn't even realize what was wrong until I started investigating
my mental health investigating things that were said to me investigating you know some
of my family history and trauma you know the secrets and things of that nature and I'm
sure there is way more secrets than what I even know to this day but to this day there

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are certain family members I refuse to talk to because they say certain things there are
people that I don't associate with in general and this includes friends family all that
stuff because of things that they said to me and their prolonged opinions that they refused
to move about all of that stuff was inherently influencing me and my growth and the trauma

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attachments that I created because I was afraid to be alone I was afraid to you know move on
with my life because I was so scared of never finding anybody that was like part of my soul
tribe I was wired to think that if I didn't conform or if I just allowed certain things

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that I would just lose everybody I would never gain friends and again that came from the abusive
cycle that came from my family that came from my my ex that came from a lot of things and
again it didn't manifest until a few years ago and it takes a lot to get into that that

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space where you're you're in a healthy space of knowing that you're not okay and knowing
that you really have to come to terms with yourself before you really go any deeper and
when I went deeper I found a new sense of self within me and it was insane that my confidence

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started shooting up the people that I were attracting was completely different people
that were genuinely my friends and people that were genuinely associates of mine I've even
attracted the very genuine spouse that we work together and we have the same ideas and
we are pretty much like two halves of of like a soul and I can say that that person was

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is probably my twin flame more than who I thought was and that person was and the person
the other ex that I had was probably a false to flame because I've never felt this connection
before in a relationship I just feel so inherently safe I have a friend now that I've never felt
so safe where I don't feel like this person would betray me and it's so weird it's so

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weird like I struggle like a regular person yes I do but it's just a sense of peace that
you have when you really start digging into your history just accepting certain parts of
yourself and you don't have to forgive anybody you really don't you don't no one is no one

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owes you you don't owe anybody forgiveness the thing is though you do have to let it
go at some point the anger the resentment the the the bitterness and I can't even say
those are entirely let go for me but my thing is those things cannot hold you they cannot

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hold you and anger and resentment and those things like if you hold on to that anger if
you hold on to that bitterness it's crazy that it just takes over your body and it just
takes over your mind and it changed you and it's different from you know just yeah no

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she said that I don't like that she don't fuck with it this shit made me angry I don't like
it I'm not dealing with it that's different from actually just being so angley like when
I say stuff like that I probably am a little angry but I don't let it control me I just
know yeah no that gave me a negative feeling I don't want to know more I don't I don't

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forgive that I don't forgive that or anybody but I do have to move on from it I genuinely
do do I have to associate with those people no no I don't there are just behaviors that
you don't have to deal with and again this is over a span of like two years where I really

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have to dig deep like really dig deep inside myself and wonder do I want to deal with certain
things in my life that makes me feel negative emotions and I can only imagine if I took
like some sort of like shroom or psychedelic that amplified those feelings and emotions

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that amplified those repressed traumas that I have those abuses the nightmare I can only
imagine that would mortify me I probably would have drove myself insane honestly and just
like smoking weed all day I work in the emergency department where there are children young
adults that smoke weed literally all day every day they are smoking ounces seven fives

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they smoking three fives and it is a varying levels of whatever just to feel calm just
to feel at peace just to taper off anxiety just to taper off something just to feel asleep
because their mind is running 24 7 and some of these people are heavily spiritual but

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they refuse to give up the one earthly thing that binds them and I don't mean okay no don't
smoke weed I mean they cannot live without it meaning if they stop it there are studies
now that talk about cannabis and do psychosis smoking weed too much can make you crazy they

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dim the chemical receptors in your brain for stimulation and I'm gonna look more deeper
into that they they really just dull your senses it makes you very very slow it's like
being overstimulated all the time then you go to smoking weed all the time and now you're

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basically a dope addict because at the point where you feel like you need some and you
just can't live without this is the point you spend it rent money you spend it over I think
I did this with my partner I calculate he was smoking weed from 14 all the time let's just
say on average he spent $100 every couple days or $50 every couple days for the past

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20 years he's in his studies now we calculated that he spent over a 10 year span 15 year
span that he spent almost $300,000 on weed because he just needed it he just needed it

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he couldn't live without it he just needed it then he got with me and something had to
force him to stop smoking he wanted to like go to like med school and stuff like being
paramedic and it's insane that you don't you don't think you're addicted to something until
somebody puts it in perspective for you well it makes me feel great oh I do shrooms because

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it that's how I can connect that's how I can connect with the 5d that's how I can do this
that's how I can do that but if you need it if you say you need it like you need air that
qualifies it as an addiction meaning you're dulling your senses to feel something that

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you're not dealing with to feel nothing you're dulling your senses to feel nothing to taper
off anxiety and depression things that you can deal with on your own but you refuse to
doing shrooms and all this other stuff do the same thing doing none of that stuff because
it's from mother earth and stuff does not make you inherently spiritual it just makes

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you delusional doing trance doing any other type of lsd or smoking weed every day because
what whatever you smoke that comes from the mother earth and you need it but you say it's
spiritual because it comes from the earth does not make you spiritual it makes you an

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addict and it makes you delusional because you're running from your problems you refuse
to do the 3d work that requires you to grow so you resort to using drugs and mushrooms
and weed excessively and I want to emphasize in excess and call it spirituality you cannot

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call an excessive use of earthly products that grow off the ground spirituality it is
called being an addict and that's what people need to understand when they do the spiritual
journey especially if you smoke weed especially if you do shrooms especially if you do any
type of drug that causes you to hallucinate or alter your state of mind and I'm not talking

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about heroin I'm not talking about cocaine I'm talking about drugs that people specifically
use for a spiritual purpose and they start using it in excess it does not make you spiritual
it makes you an addict and you just need to understand that when you do it occasionally
every now and again that's fine when you feel like you have a sense of control over your

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thing like over your vices again seronis saccadella is usually doing it every couple weeks smoking
buy a one like a three four a three five or half an ounce and it lasts you like two or
three weeks fine but if you buying ounces seven fives if you smoking all that shit up

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within like multiple times within a week or a couple weeks or you're doing shrooms every
other day or whatever just to feel something just to feel elevated you got a problem and
that's why when you start doing these saccadellas you start doing these drugs and you just
not ready and you say you spiritual but you not ready to do the actual 3d work that comes

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with looking into your family acknowledging where you came from acknowledging your biases
acknowledging your anger the sadness acknowledging that mom didn't love me enough that she didn't
provide that you were a parent to your little brother or sister or you had to be the adult
you had to live on your own early a lot of those environmental factors go into that and

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a lot of shit is heavily psychological and to further yourself in the spiritual journey
you have to realize that people do not understand how critical that is in your growth as a spiritualist
that's why people who are genuine spiritualists that tell you about yourself that tell you
that you need to acknowledge like jazmine on tik tok there are very few spiritualists

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that i follow that keep that i keep up with personally jasmine harley from 13 science
tarot there are very very few people especially black female creators that don't do that spiritual
woo woo talk that don't just want to blow smoke up your ass just for the sake of money
you know these are people that genuinely want you to see growth that want you to be a better

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person but you cannot be a better person in spirituality you cannot grow you cannot do
anything spiritual i believe until you do that baseline work and i can and i had it
i had i'm telling you i had it i was spiritual but i wasn't spiritual enough to kind of
elevate myself even further until i did that work until i went to therapy until i acknowledged

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my family like my family history the traumas that was created the toxic cycles i was putting
myself through and i wasn't doing those and i wasn't doing no type of drugs or anything
my mental health was the most neglected and i refused to help myself fix that i refused

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to help myself fix that and once i started fixing that once i genuinely started fixing
that acknowledging i had problems allowing people close to me that that told me like
hey like sis you got a problem you need to go see woo woo woo you need to do this and
i have three children once once you start acknowledging that you can you can prevent

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the perpetuation of the cycle if you have kids you can learn how to take care of your
kids better you can learn how to take care of yourself better you can align yourself
with your ancestors better you can align yourself with your spirituality better you can do most
things better when you acknowledge your 3d issues and work on them because again it ain't

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just spiritual you still have a 3d body a 3d brain that that takes on trauma the brain
is very very malleable and it's very it's like clay and if you beat it up enough and if you
go through enough traumatic experiences and it prevents certain neurons it prevents certain

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neurons from connecting to help you deal with certain things some people are hardwired for
trauma they they genuinely are because that's everything that they experience so when they
try to experience real love and real healing those those nerve endings aren't connected

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right they haven't been worked it's like working the muscle if you don't work your legs then
it's going to be hard standing up for the first time and really working out it's going to
be hard i'm not saying it's easy but you can't do it without the basic building blocks you

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can get to a certain point in your journey and stop and when you start having blockages
that's when you have to start looking at your surroundings where did you grow up how did
you grow up this can be done with the help of the therapist or a very insanely like knowledgeable
you know like spiritualists one that has either maybe like a life coaching certification or

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a degree or certification in psychology my degree in psychology helps this immensely
and i've helped people tie the two things together because they think there are several entities
and when i started talking like hey blah blah blah do you have trauma no i don't i pull

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up their birth chart start talking they're like oh yeah i didn't i never thought my mom
my dad i'm like yeah so let's talk about it and how this is preventing your spiritual growth
and preventing your your your regular growth so i hope you guys enjoyed this snippet um this

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