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Exploring Sexual Taboos: A Deep Dive into BDSM, Kinks, and Fetishes

In this episode of The Talking Taboo with Tara podcast, Tara delves into the intricate and often misunderstood world of BDSM, kinks, and fetishes. Engaging in an unfiltered conversation, the guests discuss distinctions between kinks and fetishes, the dynamics of dominance and submission, and the various forms of bondage. They also explore primal play, breath play, and more extreme sexual practices such as golden showers and scat play. The discussion intersects humor, personal anecdotes, and explicit content, aiming to demystify these taboo topics. The episode concludes with reflections on past sexual experiences and the importance of foreplay and communication in intimacy.

00:00 Introduction to The Talking Taboo with Tara
00:16 Understanding BDSM vs. Kink
01:40 Exploring Dominance and Submission
03:12 Bondage and Extreme Practices
04:28 Primal Kinks and Animal Instincts
05:39 Breath Play and Golden Showers
06:51 Shock Sites and Viral Videos
16:49 Disturbing Video Discussion
17:36 Exploring Unconventional Turn-Ons
18:07 Lazy Sex and Side Sex
18:52 Mechanical Bull and Sexual Skills
21:37 Wild Places for Sex
24:15 Threesomes and Orgies
27:31 Early Sexual Experiences
30:49 Smoking and Vaping
33:08 Oral Sex Preferences
35:31 Podcast Conclusion

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Speaker 7 (00:02):
Welcome to The Talking Taboo with Tara podcast,
where Tara presents theunfiltered interviews with
guests about today's tabootopics.
And now here's your host, Ms.
Tara.

Tara (00:16):
BDSM is a term that gets confused with kink a lot.
BDSM is not a kink,

sean (00:23):
it's a fetish,

Tara (00:25):
correct?
It's a catchall,

kelly (00:29):
right?

Tara (00:30):
It's a catchall all in the word of kinks.
Gotcha.
All terms are similar, they alsohave different meanings.

sean (00:38):
Like when you like whipped cream or chocolate syrup off
somebody, that's a kink.

Tara (00:42):
A fetish is bodily fluids involved

sean (00:45):
If you eat ass, that's a fetish.

Tara (00:46):
Yeah.
That ain't a kink.
Correct.
So

kelly (00:49):
that's a fetish.

Tara (00:50):
Yeah.
And that is I, that is a fetishof my mouth.
Her

sean (00:53):
finger and ass would be a kink.

Tara (00:56):
It's all body fluids.
My mouth, my tongue is bodyfluids going on.
Your asshole, which has bodyfluids coming out of, so
therefore it's body fluid onbody fluid.
That's a fucking kink.

sean (01:13):
I just don't know if I can kiss a girl after that.
I wouldn't mind getting it, butoh my god.
I don't know.
Seriously.

kelly (01:20):
dude, I feel you.
Whatever.
You both make me sick,

Tara (01:24):
just sitting here thinking about that shit because it's
sex.
That's why.
Soap and water, that's myasshole.
Invented to wash and cleanyourself.
The

sean (01:31):
only time I kiss a girl is after giving me head.
I can do that, but I can't dothat.
The other one

Tara (01:40):
dominance is related to BDSM.
Of course.
It's based on control, power.

sean (01:47):
And that would be a photo.

Tara (01:49):
What is a top or a bottom in BDSM?

sean (01:53):
The dominant and the submissive,

kelly (01:55):
right?

Tara (01:58):
Next sign up.
A top is a person who isactually doing something on
another in BDSM.
Since, while tops are most oftendominant, this is not always the
case.
A bottom is a person whosometimes is being done to in a

(02:22):
BDS sense, while the bottoms aremost often submissive.
But this is not always the

sean (02:28):
case.
This is where hand jobs andheads come in.
This is where we like to bedismissed'cause we fuck a girl's
dominant when they're doingthat.
They're in control.
They got their dick and yourballs in their hand or wherever.
They got control of that shit.
I guess that's equivalent tobeing rude.
They

kelly (02:47):
Being on top is what I was thinking.
That's when I am in charge,

Tara (02:53):
a switch is a person who likes to be dominant and
submissive, which I'm definitelya switch.

sean (02:59):
Yeah.

Tara (03:01):
cause I don't always like being dominant'cause I'm
dominant in my everyday fuckinglife.
So it's nice to be submissivesometimes.
bondage,

sean (03:15):
What is that

Tara (03:15):
exactly?
Including rope bondages, ropehandcuffs, spacer bars
suspension.
Any other extreme type ofbondage?
Just using things.
Whips, plastic rope.
Plastic bags.

(03:38):
That's what it says.
Plastic bags that it says moresevere bondage is plastic bags.
That must be for the baby oil.

sean (03:47):
I don't know, but I'm not into anything like that.
I'd lose my heart on, I'm like,why are we even doing anything
now?
Like a fucking X man or it'slike matrix of total recall
vander sex.
You know those people inAmsterdam?
They do shit like that wherethey wear a bunch of leather and

(04:09):
chains and silver spikes andshit, and a cyclops helmet.

kelly (04:15):
I don't mind getting my ass smacked a little bit here
and there, but

sean (04:19):
I like my ass smacked and played with and poked that and
rubbed and.
All good stuff.

Tara (04:28):
A primal kink.
Do you have a primal kink?

kelly (04:31):
What's a primal kink?
Educate me.

Tara (04:36):
Primal play is a kink that involves getting touched with
basic animal nature.
And allowing yourself to explorewith your partner.

sean (04:49):
What's an animal like?
People who put gerbils up theirbutts?

Tara (04:57):
No.
And animal.
Like a cat, a dog, A raccoon, Afox.
Primal.
You're an animal.
A lion.
A tiger.
What

sean (05:09):
you feel like when you're having sex.
If when, yes.
You're primal

Tara (05:13):
instinct, animal.

sean (05:15):
Oh I guess that'd probably be a lion.

Tara (05:20):
It says

kelly (05:21):
I'm probably a panther.

sean (05:24):
Yeah.
There you go.

Tara (05:28):
Breathe.
Play.
This is all in BDSM.

kelly (05:37):
I mean there's a lot in BDSM.
That's like a whole another.
Breathe play is

Tara (05:40):
oxygen being choked.

kelly (05:42):
That is a whole nother animal.
But I

Tara (05:44):
do like to be

kelly (05:45):
choked.

Tara (05:45):
I do enjoy that.
Breathe.
Play is B-D-S-M-A sexual act ofrestriction.
One's oxygen too.
And flt an erotic experience.

kelly (05:57):
Don't do that

Tara (05:57):
to me.
Don't kill me.
But crazy.
They can be done alone.

sean (06:05):
Don't like to be choked.
What's that?
What people like to be pissedon?
Golden showers.
It is another kink.
You ever peed on anybody?
Yeah, I've had me drink it.
I, I dated some crazy guys.
I'm not gonna lie.
Shit.
My friend pissed in some girl'smouth in the shower.

Tara (06:25):
Yeah.
I'm not, I don't like it.
I'm not, I've been pissed on.
I don't like it.
It's not my cup of tea.

sean (06:31):
There is nothing sexual about that.
No, it's humiliating.

Tara (06:35):
I think

sean (06:35):
you're just taking a piss and it's over.

Tara (06:37):
Yeah, it's good thing I did it in the shower.
It's not something I like thewarm piss being all over my
body.
Yeah, I'm good.

sean (06:45):
It's not sexual in any way.
Any shape or form.

Tara (06:48):
No, neither is feces.
What's up with these bitches?
You ever watch

sean (06:51):
that un soft white underbelly?
Gotta watch it, man.
They interview all kind ofdifferent people, like a lot of
people from Skid Row or theAppalachian Mountains.
They're just interesting people.
People that were prison guardspeople into sex changes, people
that's been on drugs.
It's just a wide range of stuff.
So they interview people likethat.
And there's one guy who likes toeat shit.

(07:11):
He has a girl that he pays toeat a certain way so that the
feces will be a certain way soyou don't get sick.
Ew.

Tara (07:21):
I don't see how that is because feces and adrenal will
make, if you eat it, it willmake you sick.
You can die from eating feces.

sean (07:31):
That's fucking crazy.
It's one thing to be shit on.
That's still gross.
Remember that one, that video,back in the day it was super
popular.
Three girls in a cup.
What?
Girl, where you been?
Type in three girls in a cup andwatch it.
They're all sucking off a turd.
Somebody shits in the cup andthere's three girls is making
out with a turd.
Ooh.

(07:52):
Sucking it off, stroking it, andplaying in it.
Oh my God.
It was very viral.
Very viral.
I've never seen neither one ofyou two heard of this.

Tara (08:00):
No, that's fucking gross.
I'm good on the tur.
Type it in Google right now.

sean (08:08):
It You won't see the video, obviously, but you're
gonna see something.
Maybe they'll blur it out orsomething.
But this thing was like afucking big deal 15 years ago.
I'm gonna have to guess.
I saw it.
I was very grossed out by it.
This girl's ass was like afucking, the chocolate ice cream
that comes out the ice creammachine at McDonald's.

(08:29):
Like they pumped it into a hershe shit.
In a cup.
And they all just had fun withit.
I was like, are you seeinganything?
it was on rotten.com.
Anybody remember that?

kelly (08:37):
I do remember that thing, but I don't remember that.

Tara (08:42):
Three girls in a cup.
I'm coming up with all thesebitches doing stack cups.

kelly (08:50):
Yeah, it's

Tara (08:51):
not on here, babe.
I don't see it.
Do you see it?

sean (08:55):
No.
I'm looking at PornHub right now'cause they said it was on here.
Oh really?

kelly (09:01):
You said I'm looking at porn now?

sean (09:03):
No, not watching the videos.
It just shows the videos.
I can type tap onto and watchit.
No, this thing is so explicit,guys that this fucking thing,
probably even on the internet nomore.
It's that fucked up.

kelly (09:16):
Oh yeah.

sean (09:17):
I don't know.
It's like I'm on, I'm using myiOS instead of Google.
To see if I can get somebodyeven talking about it.
At least uncensored.
Two girls, one cup shock video.
Extremely shocking video.
Two girls doing somequestionable things with one
cup.
Here's somebody talking aboutit.

(09:38):
Ooh.
Is there pictures of this?
No, these are people doing,being wannabes right here.
Let's see if I can get anyimages outta that.
I remember seeing it and I waslike super grossed out.

(09:59):
No, it's not there.

Tara (10:01):
It just makes me sick thinking about it.
I wonder if it was just like abrownie shaped, like a turd.
It couldn't have been real.

sean (10:10):
All right, so I'll read this one thing, two girls in one
cup.
It's by far the most well-knownshock site in the history of the
internet.
In the mid 2007.
It spread like a wildfire andhad everyone from all walks of
life talking about it andsharing it with the friends and
the years following, it has beendiscussed by many celebrity
interviews featured in movies,family guy episodes, and much

(10:30):
more so while the original SiteTwo Girls and one cup.com,
that's what it was called, wassold many years ago and has
since been taken down.
We have added it into our shocksite archive, so that it may
live on forever.
Is it on here?
Oh shit.
People tried to make somethingelse extreme and be the next

(10:53):
thing, probably.
Oh my motherfucking God.
Did he find it?
Did you find it?
Oh, my motherfucking no.
I'm gonna be scarred for lifeagain.
You've already seen it.
I don't know if I don't think Igot through the whole thing, but
I got the video right here.

Tara (11:07):
I gotta see if

sean (11:08):
it's real.
This might be the, no, this

Tara (11:09):
is it.
It's got, I gotta see if it'sreal.
I don't know if it's real turd.
It could be made up like abrownie.
Looking like a tur.
All you gotta do is hit play Idon't prepare to be, you're not
kinky like this.
Okay.
No, I don't eat shit.
I don't think shit is sexual.
I think it's disgusting.
Just watch it.

sean (11:32):
That came out of her ass.
Nope.
Keep watching.
No, I'm good.
All it gets better.

Tara (11:37):
Oh no.

sean (11:38):
All it gets better.

Tara (11:39):
They're literally licking it and eating it out of a cup.
I saw her shit it out of herass.
I'm beginning to wonder if thatthey just shot stuff up in her
ass and made her poop it out.
That's a damn good theorybecause there's no way you could
eat feces like that.
It's impossible.

kelly (11:59):
That's just gross.

Tara (12:00):
Okay.
This is, and it was like

sean (12:01):
smooth ice cream McDonald's shed, yeah.

Tara (12:04):
All right.
This is my theory.
It's not real.
'cause there's no way they'relicking it, eating it.
They're eating.
Literally eating it.
Okay.
So if you do a good cleansingdown there and you clean and
clean, I know exactly what theydid.
You know that chocolate mousse?
That's exactly what it lookedlike.
Chocolate.

sean (12:21):
No.

Tara (12:22):
You don't think?

sean (12:23):
No

Tara (12:25):
I do because it was brown.
It wasn't, it was

sean (12:29):
the off cut.
If you watch more of the video,

Tara (12:31):
If you make chocolate icing, if you make real
chocolate icing at home, it'sbrown.
It is not black.

sean (12:36):
It's in that girl's mouth and it looks like a yellowish
brown.

Tara (12:42):
It's not real.
There's no way, the way they'reeating it, there is no way.
They did pump it up in her assthough, and she did shit it out
into a cup.
They did a lot of editing tothis shit.

sean (12:54):
Really hope so.
Yeah, they did.

Tara (12:57):
They,

sean (12:57):
but what about the guy in soft white underbelly?
He admits that he eats shit.
That's not a secret.

Tara (13:02):
Okay.
That's a different guy.
But they made millions on thatone video because of that.
And it's fake.
There's no way.
That's real feces.
They would die.
I don't know how dudes eatingshit and not dying

sean (13:16):
I don't know what possess people to even wanna do
something like that.

kelly (13:20):
That's like people eating the foam and the cushion and
shit.
What are you doing to your body?

Tara (13:24):
Do you know how these women, I think it's called
flacking, where the inside oftheir ass comes out and it comes
all red and shit.
I've, I know you've seen it onPornos, right?

sean (13:35):
No.

Tara (13:36):
No.

sean (13:37):
How was that?

Tara (13:37):
It's called Flacking or something where the inside of
their ass comes out and it's allred and shit.
That there, that was not real.
There's no way that was real.
They made it look real, that'sfor sure.

sean (13:53):
And why is it off the internet?

Tara (13:57):
Because Made, why did they ban?
It made they ma it made itbecause it, but it's not because

sean (14:01):
there's nothing illegal about eating chocolate ice cream
out of a cup.

Tara (14:05):
But they're making it, everybody believe it.
Shit.

sean (14:09):
You, there's no law against making people believe
something.
Look what Eminem did on records.

Tara (14:14):
But that's what I'm saying.
I don't believe it's real.
No one can shit on command.
Can you shit on command?

sean (14:22):
No.

Tara (14:23):
Okay.
It's not real.

sean (14:28):
No.
Okay.
Huh?
Maybe it ain't.
We'll just say it ain't real.
So we'll feel better.
This is crazy.
There's no

Tara (14:36):
way they made millions off that motherfucking video.
Yeah, they did.
And it looks like chocolatemousse to me.
It does not look like real shit.
And it was way too soft to bereal.
Shit.
Like a real turd.
It wasn't a turd, it was softmousse chocolate mousse.
It really was.
It looked like chocolate MOUs.
And chocolate mousse is brown.
It's not black.

(14:57):
It's like a light brown.
Even when I make homemadechocolate icing at home, it's a
brown.
It is not dark black orchocolate is a brown.
And that's exactly what itlooked like to me.
Icing chocolate icing.

sean (15:11):
Oh.
Then here you can watch it.
I'll finish watching it.
That's all it is just chocolateice cream.
That's what it looks like.
There you go.
Watch that chocolate ice cream.
Them two girls that were goingto town, it's got chocolate.
You can hear the music in thefucking headset.
That's funny.
It is just ice cream.

(15:34):
There's a couple pieces of cornin there too.

Tara (15:37):
Oh, and she puked on it and puked it up, and now they're
puking each other's mouths.
Wait a minute, it's just icecream.
Why are you grossed out?
Because they're actually pukingin each other's mouths.
Ooh, it's a different when it'sfake shit.
Ugh.
You're gonna make me puke.
You're gonna make me

sean (15:56):
fucking puke.
We're over here talking aboutshit.
That is the rast porn inhistory.
Oh my God.
You want what?
You don't get any more wild thanthat.
What else could you do?
There's nothing else you coulddo that's not extreme.

Tara (16:10):
And they're putting their fingers down each other's
throats and puking in eachother's mouths.

sean (16:14):
I forgot that was added in there.
Nobody's

Tara (16:16):
gonna wanna listen to my fucking podcast

sean (16:18):
ever again.
Ever again.
We're just too fucking rated.
NC 17, you remember that?
Like back in the day?

Tara (16:26):
Oh no, it's my podcast is rated triple X rated R.

sean (16:30):
Oh wow.
It's a fuck.
Yeah,

Tara (16:32):
I did that a long time ago.
It's Triple X rated R.

sean (16:34):
That's cool.

Tara (16:35):
We over here talking about puking in people's mouths and
shit,

sean (16:37):
bro.
It gets wild, man.
It just gets wild that I just

Tara (16:41):
turned my stomach.
We are some

sean (16:42):
basic freaks compared

Tara (16:44):
to what's out there.
I am not vanilla, but I will noteat.
No one's feces.
We gotta cut this shit out.
Find something else to talkabout.
The fuck.
Oh my God, that video wasdisturbing.

kelly (16:59):
I'm glad I didn't see it.

Tara (17:00):
Very disturbing.
Okay.
It looked like these bitches wasenjoying it.

sean (17:05):
Yeah, it's crazy.

Tara (17:07):
I don't know what the fuck they was thinking.

sean (17:10):
It was like in the beginning, old girl was sitting
on a wooden chair and then someother chick come walking up
looking like the substituteteacher and she starts sucking
on her boobies and next thingyou know, it's eating shit and
fucking puking at each other.

Tara (17:22):
Oh yeah,

sean (17:23):
it rolled right into it.

Tara (17:25):
That was pretty fucking gross.

sean (17:31):
Now you've seen it all.
Yeah.
I thought I was weird.
Flicking my asshole.
Massage.

Tara (17:41):
No.
That's actually a kind offucking turn onto me.

sean (17:45):
It's

Tara (17:45):
cool.
But it rules man.
It fucking rules.
It's just, and then unexploredarea that men usually don't like
to be explored.

sean (17:59):
It's not something I want every time.
It's not I every time.
No, it's not something you doevery time.
It's just wants a blue moon.

Tara (18:05):
Yeah.
It's not something you do allthe time.

sean (18:07):
Who likes lazy fucks?
Not me.
A guy fucking, when you're halfasleep in the middle of the
night and you're spooning andshit, just spooning.

Tara (18:16):
Let'em just pop one in.
Oh, that's laying on your sideand having side sex.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Side sex.
That's not lazy sex.
Lazy sex is one of the fuckingdude's twice your size, laying
on top of you and actually justmoving his torso.
Oh my God.
And his whole body weight's onyou.
Yeah, that's.
Not fun.
Not fun, huh?
No.
Get up on your knees.

(18:37):
Get the fuck off me.

sean (18:41):
That is wild.
There's some girls out therethat can't ride for a fucking
No.

Tara (18:52):
Now

sean (18:52):
I got a story.
Everybody tune in.

Tara (18:57):
I've been to several country cowgirl, cowboy western
bars and they have themechanical bulls, right?
There's this guy that runs itand you could tell when a girl
could fuck when she couldn't.
'cause the way she would get upthere and ride that bull.

(19:17):
Either you get into it and youget in the motions of riding the
bull or you just get thrown off'cause you can't fuck.

sean (19:25):
Damn.
Yeah.
That's interesting.

Tara (19:27):
you can actually.
Tell when a girl ride a bull,whether she can fuck or not.

sean (19:35):
I think that's been observed that I've been in a
couple places.
I had'em too.
I forget what was that one up inplayers.
It didn't last very long.

Tara (19:43):
There's that one.
And then also like I go to theZucchini Festival and there's a
guy out there with mechanicalbull too as well.

sean (19:49):
That's right.
I like Zucchini Festival.

Tara (19:52):
That's my favorite.
I go every year.
Oh yeah.
And anyways, I took my kids andthey were at the concert and I
went out to get some food andthey were these girls that got
up on this mechanical bull.
They were friends.
So the brunette gets up on thebull, tall, skinny, cute little

(20:13):
thing.
She hops up there and she'sstiff as a board and stiff.
She couldn't write a cock if yougave it to her and told her what
to do, she still couldn't do it.
Now you throw this little blondeup there and she's half the size
and she's cute and tiny andpetite and she gets into it.
You can tell this bitch knowshow to fuck, like you could see

(20:34):
her body and her motions and hewas doing it fast.
He was doing it slow and shekept up with the beat.
So you got your stiff stickgirls that don't know how to
fuck, or you got the ones thatmoved to the motion of the beat.

sean (20:50):
I've tried mechanical bull a couple times.
I do okay for a little bit.

Tara (20:54):
Those are what you call dead fucks.

sean (20:57):
Dead fucks.

Tara (20:58):
The girl just lays there.
I hate

sean (20:59):
a dead.
Fuck.

Tara (21:00):
That's what I'm talking about.
A stick that just lays there.
That's why you can tell withsome girls if they can have sex
or if they can't, especially theway they dance too.

sean (21:13):
Do you ever think about that?
Yeah, but I've seen girls thatcan dance fucking and ain't shit
in bed

Tara (21:20):
for real.
How is that?
How can you have rhythm on thefloor and not rhythm in the bed?

sean (21:28):
What's happened?

Tara (21:30):
We need to get a couple drinks in us.
We're too stoned.
I know

sean (21:37):
how about some other wild places?
You guys were talking about theone at Parks, wherever.
Name another place that's just,

Tara (21:46):
I've told this story so many times.
I had sex in a pre-op operatingroom.

sean (21:51):
Really?

Tara (21:52):
Yeah.
Before surgery.
Before I had to have myhysterectomy.
I had sex and they knew we werehaving sex and they waited until
we were done.

sean (22:04):
What?

Tara (22:05):
Yeah.

sean (22:05):
How?

Tara (22:07):
I don't, maybe it was just in my head, but I think they
knew.
I think a lot of couples havesex right before the woman's
about to have a hysterectomy.
Why?
I think why?
Because you can't have sex foreight weeks after.

sean (22:22):
Oh, that makes sense.
But not right there on theoperating table.

Tara (22:26):
It was the pre-op berating room where you go in to get your
clothes undone and you wipe downand you get on the gurney to go
back to the operating room.

sean (22:37):
So they gotta remove this inside and there's a bunch of
nut in there.

Tara (22:42):
We used tissues.

sean (22:44):
Tissues.
I

Tara (22:45):
gotta catch it on something.
I wasn't going about to let himinside me out.
Okay, so he pulled

sean (22:50):
out then?

Tara (22:50):
Yeah.
I had to I've done it at CedarPoint, Kings Island.
So no more babies for you?
Oh no.
I had cancer.
I had to get it taken out.
So no, no babies for me.

sean (23:03):
Good though.

Tara (23:04):
I'm 46.
I'm done.
How many?

sean (23:06):
You already got your kids, so you ain't robbed of nothing,

Tara (23:09):
No, I'm not.
Thank goodness.

sean (23:13):
That is pretty wild that you did it there.

Tara (23:19):
Yeah, and I've done it.
Many parks many parks, amusementparks.

sean (23:26):
One of my favorite spots on Riverside Drive in Dublin.
I've used that spot a coupletimes.
There's like a like a gazebo.
And the the support poles for itare like made of stones.
And there's like a big bond,like a fireplace that's in
there.
Like it's open to the public.
Anybody can use it.
But for some odd reason, theyleave that place open until 11
o'clock at night.

Tara (23:47):
I thought all parks closed at dusk.

sean (23:49):
Not this one.
Signs even say, so I had copscome and talk to me and leave
not in the middle doing shitlike that.
But I had a fishing license, soI would actually fish at night
that's probably why.
Yeah.
So then I, I do that then forI'm trying to remember who I
took there by my ex.
There's like this rock gazebohouse that's open to the public
and it's open until fucking11th.

(24:10):
You could fuck off in there andnobody'd know it.
Mine's just the ass play.
I'm not like, I guess you couldsay I'm a freak.
I'm down to do threesomes and doshit like that.
I always get a rush from thatkind of stuff too.
But I've only had so many ofthose in my life.
Maybe five incidents in lifethat I had threesome unless I'm

(24:34):
forgetting a couple in my headsomewhere.
It's not my cup of tea.
I've had too

Tara (24:39):
many of'em and it's mainly been girls.

sean (24:43):
Like three girls like you and two other girls.
I've had that too.
Yeah.
How's that?
It was fun.
Just a bunch of girls having anorgy.
I remember one time in SanDiego, I was like 22.
I was cool friends with thisblack chick and she was a
lesbian.
She didn't like, she barelyliked dudes.
She always flirted with me, butshe always reminded me like I

(25:06):
like chicks and stuff like that.
And, but I really liked her.
I thought she was super cool.
And one time she actually kissedme one night, which I thought
was crazy.
So I thought it was a joke orsomething.
But no, she made out with me fortwo minutes and then

Tara (25:18):
I have to say, you are a good kisser.

sean (25:20):
I am a good kisser.
But she had her girl that, thatshe hooks up with come over and
stay the night and she said youcan sleep on the couch or
whatever.
We're gonna be fucking off backthere, so hopefully you don't
feel bad, oh yeah.
Whatever.
And I was like, hoping theywould call me back there to at
least watch.
That's all I wanted to do iswatch.
'cause I didn't really think herfriend was all that or anything.
And she's about a six or sevengive or take, but she, her

(25:42):
attitude mix up for who she is,she's from New Orleans, she's
from the south, so she talkslike that and was living in San
Diego.
She always had people overdrink, no drama, come kick it,
we'll turn some tunes on, chillout.
When that was still cool, andone time they were eating,
eating each other out.
They were fucking doing theirthing.
And I'm like, can I least thisgo back there?
And fucking jerk off I wasdrunk.

(26:03):
So I was brave.
I didn't give a fuck.
Liquid curd out.
I came out, yeah.
I came out the bathroom, took apiss and stuff.
I could hear them moaning andstuff, and I'm like, oh, I hate
you guys.

Tara (26:11):
Did you get to see anything?

sean (26:13):
Yeah, I watched.
They let me come and watch.
I just couldn't join.

Tara (26:16):
Oh, so you got to watch.
Yeah.
How was it?

sean (26:19):
I did myself too.
I asked if that's cool.
I'm like, this really is turnedme on.
I could just actually do myselfright here and do your thing.
And I was like, that was cool.

Tara (26:32):
That's nice ol

sean (26:33):
girl.
Let me bust on her ass.
That's what I got.

Tara (26:36):
Oh, how At least it wasn't on the floor.

sean (26:40):
It was just kinky.
That's a kink, right?
I didn't get no getting laid.
I didn't get head, I didn't getnothing like that.
It's just the fact that they'reprimarily just strictly fussy,
my young 20 something looks atthe time allowed me to at least
get flirted with my lesbians.

Tara (26:56):
Oh, that's nice.

sean (26:57):
You know what I mean?

Tara (26:58):
Yeah.
Hell yeah.

sean (26:59):
Now that's a high, yeah, that's what I call a high
getting jerked off in Tijuana,Mexico at a club randomly.
Come on puppy.
That, that was a fucking turnon.
So a lot of times when Imasturbate, I'll think about
incidents and stuff that I gotto do in the past.
Ooh, wild shit.

Tara (27:16):
So you think about your past experiences when you
masturbate.

sean (27:18):
Yeah, I like it o over porn, I still watch porn
sometimes, you get where I wannaget and hurry up and get it over
with.
But if I don't have that, Iguess I, I'll start thinking
about stuff like that.
Yeah, I remember that time, man,that made me fucking like this
one chick.
I was like 16.
This girl will probably be inprison right now, was the case.
She, I, she lied.
She said she was 25.

(27:39):
Jesus.
But I think she was 30.
She had beginning crow's feetstarting right here too.
And I'm thinking, yeah, 20something.
I don't think so.
Anyway, I was like 15 and 16 andthis girl fucking jerked me off
all the time.
That's what got turned onto it.
It was her.
These days she'd be in prison.
I'm a minor, right?

(28:00):
But I think I probably lookolder from age, I was always
tall and, stuff like that.
I don't remember for the life ofme where this all started.
I know she used to sit on my lapall the time.
And this girl, Nikki, used tolike me down the block, would
always talk shit like, oh, youover at Carla's fucking having
sex with her?
And so I'm like, no, I'm not.
And I actually wasn't at thetime, so I just, I got

(28:22):
manipulated by her.
I guess she just wanted a youngboy toy, somebody young.
Shit like, I'm brave, and Ireally wasn't.
I was barely not a virgin.
I've only had one girl beforethat, and I fucking busted early
with this girl every time.
'cause I didn't know how tocontrol it in the beginning.
It's like that for men.
Yeah.
We come quick.
It's just, it's foreign, if youjust feel that warm sensation,

(28:44):
you just get off.
So I don't have any control withthat yet.
And then that's when she'd haveme come over all the time.
She wouldn't fuck me.
I think she'd knows.
She'd get in trouble.
I don't know if that was herscheme or whatnot, but she just
busted out baby oil and I'd comeover, hang out and drink these
like Jack Daniel's down HomePunch when they came out.

(29:08):
She had four packs of thatlaying around and then like
she'd let me drink some.
That was cool.
Alone.
I was drinking underage smokingcigarettes underage.
Love it.
Here I'm getting jerked off by agrown woman.
This is fucking cool.
I loved it.
Like I said, if it was backwardsand it was a girl with an older
dude, that guy would probably,can't do that now, but I don't

(29:28):
regret, I just love theexperience I got from it.
Truly.
She did the whole thing.
She taught me something.
She had a cough drop and wasgiving me head.
She didn't gimme head veryoften.
It was mainly just jerking meoff.
I don't know why.
Maybe that was her kink, couldhave been.
It could have been.
Yeah.
Is that something more prevalentwhen you're young?

(29:49):
Like foreplay was more strong.
It was the halfway point betweennot having sex but still having
some fun.
Think back to when you'reyounger.
I dunno if you ever fooledaround or what you did when he
was younger, but I,

Tara (30:04):
I like kissing.
I like floor play a lot.

sean (30:07):
Yeah.
So do I.

Tara (30:10):
So I've always

sean (30:12):
probably like it as much.
Sex is great, but don't get mewrong, it's great, but,

Tara (30:17):
but if it don't have the floor play, it's not worth it to
me.
Like I need to be able to, Iguess you could say brought up
like build up to, to get towhere I need to be, to

sean (30:31):
sometimes I like to have an orgasm in foreplay and then
have sex afterwards.
I, you know what I'm saying?
Absolutely.
Because I feel like once he hadthat second round.
You start foreplay again, andthen the second time it results
into actual sex.
Sometimes the sensitivitychange.
Yeah.
That's why I like that.

Tara (30:49):
Why do you want your cigarette to taste like a
fucking candy bar?
I,

sean (30:56):
I don't know.
I like cigarettes when I'mdrinking though.

Tara (31:02):
I'll go.
I like the smell of'em.
Like I'll go to, to taste it,hit it and no.
Ugh.
The taste of my mouth is gross.
How long have you quit smoking?

sean (31:17):
Five years, probably now

Tara (31:19):
13 for me.

sean (31:21):
Yeah.
I don't think I'd ever be afull-time smoker ever again.
I'll dip and dab.
I still will, but.
I'll have to bum from somebodyor something, but I won't go out
and bypass a pack or nothing.
No, it just takes energy awayfrom me.
I don't feel so good when Ismoke.
I feel like shit for a good fiveminutes afterwards, get like a,
like a false tiredness, and thenI'll come back when you need

(31:43):
another one.
It's like your body asking forit again and again.
It's like

Tara (31:47):
addiction.

sean (31:48):
My lungs feel better even with this.
It may have some carcinogens orwhatever, but for the most part
it's if I don't do this, then Imight have a hard time not
smoking this is more popularthan cigarettes now, so that
ain't gonna happen.
It's cheaper, it lasts longer.
I spend 20 bucks and I likereally cost me 50 cents a day to

(32:12):
smoke.
Now I'm still getting thenicotine from it.
At first, I really couldn't getinto it, but then I broke in and
it worked.
You smoke a vape?
What kind is it menthol?
Just menthol and tobacco?
Yeah.
What was that one?
I liked a lot.
It was like a fake marble oldjuice that you filled up with
your thing.

(32:33):
You cannot remember for thelife.
This vape pen is superexpensive.
It's got the magnetic carts, thecarts that you can split up and
refill.
They're good for about five, sixtimes.
Mine was smaller than that.

Tara (32:46):
Mine is refillable for life until it, the battery.
I've had a couple batteriesbreak on me or quit working, but

sean (32:53):
you can usually hit us for quite a while.

Tara (32:59):
I just fill it up once a day another reason why I don't
like sucking dick is'cause I gota small mouse

sean (33:12):
I think for girls that don't want to do it a long time,
just don't you like, I know it'sbeing explicit, but you stroke
it.
In between.
That should save your mouth fromputting all so much work into
it.
Make it mainly a head hand job,tell you, cheat you way around
it.
I guess I'll have to learn thatone.

(33:35):
Some girls like to choke on it.
I don't require a girl to dothat, but they can.
One girl fucking just gave me ahead and just kept choking over
and over and over.
It didn't stop till I was done.
I said, oh my God.
How was that for her though?
I'm wandering.
Oh my God.
Like I got off.
It worked, couldn't swallow allthat.

(33:56):
She had spit some of it out inthe sink.
Yeah.
Wow.
Her mouth got full.
I just never seen a girl dothat.
Her lips is down by the nuts, soI can stay there and I'm not
doing that.
She's doing that.
Damn.
I'm like, you don't have to dothat.
God whatever.

(34:17):
A gag reflex bitch.
Yeah.
She was come hungry.
I guess

Tara (34:21):
I knew a girl that would never ever let her guy come.
Like she swallowed every fuckingdrop of it.
Every fucking time.
That's a fetish,

sean (34:33):
swallowing come.
Most girls do swallow.
But I've had Do they mostly do?
I don't require it either.
They can spit it out if theywant or they can let it fly out
and watch it, that's fine too.
I get into it all, my utmostexperiences, girls just swallow
it.

Tara (34:51):
You better.
Lot of motherfucking pineapple.
For me to be swallowing thatshit tastes like salt.
Never.
Have you ever tasted it yourown?
Come before?
No.
No, I don't.
No.
Okay.
I was just asking.
Some guys have.
Some guys haven't.
Yeah.
That's not a thing.
It's salty.

sean (35:08):
That's what girls say.
Berry.
I hate salty.
So you just tell'em, Hey, tellme before you go.
You just stand back.
Usually.

Tara (35:22):
I could tell

sean (35:24):
Yeah.
If my legs start jerking.
Yeah.

Tara (35:29):
Usually there's a tell.

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