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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:04):
Cansit had cancel it not sorry.

Speaker 2 (00:19):
If you have found this podcast episode welcome. You might
be feeling like you're going through one of the biggest
breakdowns of your life, but truly you are going through
the grandest break through. Having a mental, spiritual, psychological breakdown
is one of the signs that we are about to
either meet a new soulmate, quantum leap, or unlock new

(00:42):
spiritual gifts. In tribal cultures, they are assigned a mentor
to help them through their own spiritual awakening. But in
today's culture, our society as we know it, yeah, that's
not so much a thing. In fact, when we have
spiritual gifts coming on line, when we start to go
through a spiritual awakening, when we are being prepared to

(01:07):
meet with a soulmate, we go through what looks like craziness.
Our sense of self dissipates, our sense of reality is
completely fragmented, and there's no one there to help us through.
And that's what this episode is here for you today
to do. I'm going to be that mentor for you today.
I'm going to create that safe space not only for

(01:29):
you to understand your current circumstance, but we're going to row, row,
row our way into your next highest timeline. If you've
been feeling like you are unsettled, exhausted, emotional, or like
your whole entire world is rearranging, know this. These are
the birth pangs of your next level. You're stepping into

(01:52):
alignment with love, with purpose, with miracles, Trust the process,
trust your body, and trust your because what's waiting on
the other side is bigger, brighter, and more beautiful than
you can imagine. I'm going to talk about all of
the different phases, the different signs and synchronicities that you
might be experiencing, as well as the grief and the

(02:15):
emotions and the energy shifts that happen just before a
huge shift is about to take place in your life.
And what does that mean. It can mean a spiritual, psychological,
psychic gift is unlocked. It can mean you're about to
meet a soulmate. It can mean that you're quantum leaping.
It can mean that you're making room for a huge manifestation.

(02:35):
But whatever it is, no that your life is about
to get abundantly better. I'm talking about a completely different
reality where you feel different, you look different, and you
get better results. What's a positive Bitches, How are we
doing today? If you're hearing this episode, then you are
meant to be here, So keep listening on the Bitch's

(02:55):
Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh. Other times, Baby, we're
gonna cry, but we will always walk away feeling our
most empowered positive bitch self that is Babe in true
connection with herself, himself or human self. On this podcast,
we unbecome who we are not so we can fully
step into exactly who we came here to be. The

(03:16):
first thing you might notice when you're about to manifest
something huge, when you are getting prepared to meet a
soul mate, when you are about to unlock some serious
psychic gifts, is you might feel unsettled and unclear. There
will be this feeling of confusion restlessness. You know something's

(03:37):
about to shift, but you don't know what it is,
so you kind of just feel crazy. It's like being
in the liminal space. You can feel things are shifting
around you. You can feel things are moving around you,
but because they're in the unseen world, you don't know
what those things actually are. You don't see them with

(03:58):
your physical eyes, so you tune into your third eye.
You emotionally feel the shift you subconsciously feel the shift,
but physically not so much. We feel like we're being
gas lit by the universe, but really you are just
not being shown the full picture, because what would then

(04:21):
be the point. Why would you be given a test
if you were already given all the answers. So your
spirit team might dull some of your senses while heightening others.
So you might be really sensitive to feeling people's energy
right now. You might be really sensitive to your coworkers relationships.

(04:41):
You might be feeling extra intuitive, but you don't actually
know what's shifting. You just know something's about to change.
You just feel like something's on the horizon. This is
a gift of surrender. Part of this human experience is
to learn how to co create with the divine and surrender,
to activate ourselves into a receptive mode to manifest. Ask

(05:06):
and then it's given, but then you have to receive it.
Your spirit team is training you to let go, to
let go and let God. Your spirit team is training
you to step into your receptive mode and say, you
know what, I'm obviously not in control of everything, but
I can control my attitude. So instead of trying to
control everything, I am going to surrender, Surrender for what

(05:30):
the universe has in store for me. And your spirit
team wants to surprise you. They want to give you
such an amazing reality where you are shocked. And I
was talking to someone last night and they told me
what their birthday was. This is a third person who
has entered my life with the same birthday. And two

(05:52):
of those people were my exes, and now there's a
third person. And I looked up at my ceiling as
if my spirit team is in my ceiling, and I
was like, you have to be kidding me, And what
is this about? What are you talking about? What do
you do into me here? Why another synchronicity of the
same exact birthday? How many people do I have to

(06:13):
meet with this same birthday. Our spirit team has a
sense of humor. I could feel them laughing, I could
feel them giggling. They love to shock us, they love
to surprise us. They love to put us back into
the state of as much as I know, I actually
know nothing, and oh yeah, I do have to surrender.
So this confusion phase is for you to learn how

(06:33):
to surrender. First, you will notice you're in the liminal space.
You'll feel like something's happening, but you won't know what
that thing is. Next, you're gonna feel a need to hermit,
pulling away from people, social media distractions. Hermiting isn't regression,
it's recalibration. You're going inward to align with what's coming.

(06:55):
Every time I either manifest another soulmate, or or I
have a new spiritual gift unlock, or I manifest some
shift in my reality, that's a big one, one that
I've been wanting forever. I feel the need to hermit.
And basically what this does is spiritually cleanse your vibration.

(07:18):
When you're going out and hanging out with friends, you
are constantly being distracted. Your vibration is going to become
the energetic average of the friends you're hanging out with,
or the energetic average based off of those distractions. It's
going to be attuned to your dominant environment. If you
keep hanging around friends who aren't the highest in vibration,

(07:40):
that's going to affect your vibration. If you keep getting distracted,
that's going to affect your vibration. After this karmic relationship,
I went hermit. I wrote so much of my next
book in one weekend. I think It was like forty
eight thousand words or something in one weekend because I
knew I need to hermit. I need to get this

(08:01):
out of my system. I need to just be in
my own vibration, and I need to recalibrate. Your recalibrating
in purpose of aligning with a higher timeline. You're recalibrating
in purpose of cleansing your old vibration, whatever that may
have been, to align with your next timeline. Hermiting is
necessary so that your frequency stops getting shifted by the

(08:23):
people around you. It stops getting contaminated by the people
around you, it stops getting poisoned by the circumstance the
environment that are surrounding you. Go inward, And when you
go inward and you attune your frequency higher in vibration,
you automatically are going to align with a new reality.

(08:43):
Hermiting is so necessary. Four weeks before I was able
to tap into past lifetimes, I hermited for four weeks
after this karmic relationship, I can feel so many shifts
happening within my reality right now, Holy moly. I started
to hermit, and I've been focusing of my book. I've
been writing like crazy and it's just coming out of
me because I am meant to cleanse my org feel,

(09:07):
to cleanse my vibration so that I am prepared to
align with this next highest timeline. You could want to
manifest something, You could want the soul me, you could
want the psychic abilities, but if you don't shift, then
you can't unlock them. So hermiting is going to be
a natural want, desire that's within you, but you also
need it in order to transcend your current reality. The

(09:31):
third thing you're gonna notice is emotional waves. You're going
to have extreme emotions rise, like grief, sadness, joy rage.
You may feel like you're grieving an old version of yourself.
You might be grieving old lifetimes as well. You won't
be consciously aware that's what you're doing, but it doesn't matter.
The body keeps the score. Your soul remembers all, so

(09:54):
past lifetimes can still be triggered in this lifetime. In
order to rise to the next time, you have to
release all that's holding you back. These emotions are clearing
space for higher frequencies to flood your system, to fludg
your life, and to overall uphold you to that blessing.
That you're trying to bring into your reality with this

(10:16):
last karmic relationship. I not only was crying and releasing
over the connection that we had in this lifetime, but
who I was crying and releasing about the lifetime we've
had in the past, because I remember the first time
I kissed him. I said to him, this doesn't feel
like I'm kissing you. It feels like I'm remembering. And

(10:38):
when we would kiss, my eyebrows well, as much as
my eyebrows could furrow with this botox, but my eyebrows
would kind of furrow. I could feel them trying to
furrow anyway. And it was because I kept hearing the
word tragedy. I remember that in our past lifetime it
was brutal. It was brutal that should never be done

(11:01):
to any human on the planet. And I was mourning
not just as my current human self, not just as Cec.
I was mourning as that woman who went through what
she went through. And it seems illogical because it is
it doesn't make sense to Cec, but my soul remembers,

(11:23):
My soul remembers, and I have to release that in
order to ascend higher. The higher you rise, the less
you can take with you. I remember I was meditating
once and I got a vision of Jesus and there
was this little peopole and he said, okay, time to go.
And I said, well, I can't go through that people,
look at all my bags. How am I supposed to

(11:44):
get through? And he said exactly. You can't take everything
from your past into this next lifetime, into this next timeline.
You gotta let it go. So these emotional waves are
not here to hurt you. They're here to help you transcend.
They're here to be released. Emotions. What are they?

Speaker 1 (12:02):
Energy?

Speaker 2 (12:02):
Emotion? You're not meant to hold onto them. Emotions are
a guest in your house, are not meant to live
there forever. So when they arise, release them. Crying is alchemy.
That's transmuting the negative energy into tears, and you are
releasing it. Shake out your body, do a workout, sweat,
but release it. You can even use these emotions as fuel.

(12:24):
Join the Art of Alchemy course and learn how to
transmute correctly to build a life you actually want to
dwell within. The emotional waves are tough, and it's another
reason why you need to be alone, because you need
to feel free to release these emotions. And when I
was in Florida, I'm in a condo and I was

(12:45):
hysterically crying. I don't know if my neighbor has heard
me or not, but I just let myself go. I
would cry in too a pillow, crying to a blanket,
but I let myself scream into the pillow, scream into
the blanket, because you need to release what's coming up
in order to get through this and receive.

Speaker 1 (13:05):
Number four.

Speaker 2 (13:07):
Time feels unreal. Time just seems to collapse right before
a big manifestation or before you're meant to meet a
new soulmate. Days kind of blur or hour stretch endlessly.
I was telling someone in this season, I feel like
I have so much more time in a day. I'm
getting so much more done. I'm waking up earlier. I

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have more time to write my book, do clients, do
content creation, do my podcast. I don't even know how
I'm doing everything I'm doing because the older version of
me didn't have the capacity to hold all this action.
But this version of me that I'm changing into, she
has so much capacity to work and also rest. This
is a part of stepping into quantum time, where linear

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rules really just don't exist. What even is three pm?

Speaker 1 (13:56):
Like?

Speaker 2 (13:56):
Who made that up? You know what I mean? So
days also made up? That doesn't seem to matter anymore.
Time doesn't seem to matter anymore. Now for me, I'm
feeling like I have so much more time in the
day to get so much more done. You might be
in a different season because I've had this experience too,

(14:17):
where I was in so much pain that all the
days were just blurring. I didn't know what day it was,
but I felt like time was just going by and
I was getting nothing done. Honor your unique experience, because
it's not gonna look the same for everyone. What will
be the same is that feeling of something feels different.
I feel like time's not even real. And that's why

(14:39):
again we need to herm it. We need space and
time with ourselves, not just to release, but to realize
there's a lot more to this matrix than I thought.
If you want to break out of the matrix, well
you're gonna have to take some time to yourself to
start thinking different, feeling different, manifesting from a new energetic set.

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Point number five is the biggest thing you're going to notice.
At least, it's the biggest thing I notice, and that's
body and energy shifts. Energy swings are going to be
a big thing here. You will feel extreme tiredness or
sudden burst of energy. You're also going to be drawn
to do different things. I was telling myself, I got

(15:24):
to write this book. I have to write this book,
and I had some parts of it written, but it
wasn't until after this karmic relationship that I was like, boom,
I have all this energy. I'm waking up earlier. I'm
ready to write this book. It's flowing out of me.
And there's something to be said about that. If you're
not feeling in alignment with a certain project, wait for
the divine timing then, because you will get momentum and

(15:47):
you'll know when it's the right time to actually get started.
Before when I was trying to write this, it was
feeling forced. It just wasn't the right moment. I didn't
have the right energy. Now it is flowing. Whether you
feel extremely tired or you're having sudden bursts of energy,
try to lean into it because whatever is unfolding in
your reality is unfolding for you. If you need a

(16:10):
lot of rest, it's because there's new energies trying to
manifest in your physical body. So what happens sometimes is
you'll get something like ascension symptoms, and this is part
of the body and the energy shifts, sinus pressure, teeth,
mouth pain, buzzing in the body, ringing in the ears,
surges of heat or chills, if you can tell. I'm
so stuffy right now, and this has been going on

(16:33):
since before August first. I'm having so many sinus things
coming up for me, and I'm constantly blowing my nose.
What's happening is there are higher vibrational energies that are
trying to integrate in my body. So what does that mean?
I need a rest more so they have time to integrate.
But also my body's going to go through physical shifts,

(16:56):
and you can get allergies and his toamine and all
these things going on within you where you're thinking, why
do I feel so tired? I just saw eleven eleven
on my clock and one period, two angel numbers. At
the same time, you might be feeling sick. That's a
call to rest. Because these energies are trying to integrate.

(17:18):
You might start to notice you're having insomnia. I was
up for twenty four hours over the weekend from five
am to five am, thank you so much, or vivid
dreams or needing more rest than usual. Again, it's gonna
look different for different people, so you have to honor
your unique experience. A huge shift I've noticed is in
my diet. You might notice sudden changes in cravings or aversions.

(17:44):
I am such a steak girl. I can't look at
a piece of steak right now. Nope, nope, can't look
at it. I can't look at a piece of chicken
right now, Nope, can't look at it. I never eat fish.
I have a thing with the ocean. I don't eat
anything from the ocean. Actually, I can only stomach tofu
right now. I'm still taking collagen and things like that,

(18:07):
but for whatever reason, during this ascension, I have not
been able to eat meat. Another thing is absolutely no alcohol.
It's been a month since I've even had a sip.
And again, I've never had a problem with alcohol my
whole life. I could take it or leave it. I
didn't really care. But in this season I have an

(18:30):
aversion to it. Absolutely not. And I've said this before,
but I just don't think I'll really ever go back.
I don't enjoy it, and what so I can be inflamed?
What's the point of it. I would go out on
a weekend and maybe have a cocktail, And now I'm like,
I don't even want to do that, because I would

(18:50):
say to myself, it's really not a big deal. It's
just one little cocktail if I would even finish it.
But what's the point of even poisoning myself a little bit?
I rather just not. I rather just not. Also, you
might notice sensitivity to light, sounds, and people, and you
might just feel like your environment is too much, again
a reason to hermit. I'm really into hermiting right now.

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And by the way, hermiting doesn't have to mean you
never see anyone. It might just mean you spend more
time in your house. It might just mean you spend
more time in meditation. It might just mean that you
are consciously choosing more time with yourself rather than always
distracting yourself with all these other people around you. I've
been noticing sounds that are really loud to me. I

(19:32):
cannot handle my very loud Italian mother has gotten very
mad at me because I asked her to lower her voice.
God forbid, you tell a boomer Italian woman to lower
her voice. I was like, do you hear yourself, a woman?
You are so loud right now. She didn't like that.
But I know I'm extra sensitive right now to loud TVs.

(19:56):
Oh God, something about a loud TV drives me insane.
Loud noises, lights, and I already am like that because
I think I don't know if I'm neurotypical. I think
we can gather that. But anyway, let's just move on
from that. Yeah, so you might be really sensitive. It's okay.

(20:16):
Just honor your journey, honor where you're at. You're meant
to be sensitive right now because so many different things
are shifting, and you're being attuned to open to psychic senses.
You're being attuned to be in a higher vibration, and
that means your senses are going to change. You're literally
being molded to receive more subtle energy, to receive more
psychic sense, to receive more inputs that you can't see

(20:39):
with your eyes or hear with your ears. So you're
gonna be more sensitive. You're gonna be more open to
people's energy. So people who you don't jive with are
really gonna be irksome to you and people who you love,
you're really gonna want to be near them for comfort.
This is all part of your senses broadening opening. This
is all heart of you ascending into this higher timeline

(21:03):
where you have these activations. You have these gifts and
are not just walking around like a human who's asleep.
You are awake. My favorite part Number six is physical
glow ups. People might start telling you you look different.
You might notice that you lose or gain weight overnight.
You might notice that your skin just looks different, glowing tanner,

(21:25):
your skin clears up. You might notice you're less bloated,
and strangers are gonna stare at you. Friends are gonna notice.
You're just going to radiate this new frequency, this new energy.
I went to a wedding over the weekend and my
aunt literally said, I feel like I'm looking at God
when I look at you. My other cousin said, I'm
so mad to say this because I miss you, But

(21:46):
Florida agrees with you.

Speaker 1 (21:47):
Girl.

Speaker 2 (21:48):
They all were telling me I just look different. I
seem different. I'm in such better spirits. My skin is glowing.
I looked like a model, And this is because my
energy is shifting. So people are gonna feel your shift before.
Sometimes you even notice it, and they might just say,
you know, something about you is different. Whatever you're doing
is working for you. Even a man in my yoga

(22:09):
class was like, damn, CC, you got really strong, And yeah,
I did, because I have been letting go and shedding, shedding,
shedding so many different people, so many different circumstances, so
many different environments, so that I can restore my nervous system,
and restoring your nervous system. Of course you're going to
be less bloaded. Of Course your skin's gonna glow up.

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Of Course you're gonna feel better and be more fit
because you're not constantly fighting yourself. Your frequency is shifting,
and people are gonna notice it. They're gonna feel it,
they're gonna say something, they're gonna respond. You might notice
you get hit on everywhere you go. I'm not kidding you.
I walked from one hotel where some people from the
wedding were staying to the hotel right next to it.

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While I'm on my way there, a man stops me
and he says, I cannot let you go in there until
I get your number. You're just gonna notice there's so
much more attention on you. I have cars honking at
me when I walk. Now, I had a car stop.
They pulled over just to talk to me. When you
shift your energy, the amount of attention you get is insane.

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And it's because you're not just attractive. It's not just oh, yeah,
you look good, you're going up. No, there's something about
you that starts to seem otherworldly. And someone actually told
me that. They told me when they look into my eyes,
it's a different sort of feeling. It transcends them and
it feels other worldly. This isn't just oh I'm a

(23:34):
little tanner now. It's not oh I have a little glow.
It's I'm tapping into past lifetimes. I'm getting prepared for
a future timeline, and I'm shifting my frequency into a
higher vibration and people are going to notice it. You
kind of become like an energetic celebrity and you're not
the norm. So of course people are gonna stare at you.

(23:56):
Of course they're gonna be like, what's different with you?
Because they're gonna feel it, they're gonn to see it,
they're going to sense it, and not everyone has this.
So you are now that energetic celebrity. As you go
through this number seven, the Synchronous City Storm, you're gonna
see angel numbers one one, one, two, two, two, four,
four four everywhere. If you want to understand how to
decode these numbers, get Decoding the Divine Workbook. I will

(24:18):
put it in the show notes and it will help
you understand what the numbers are actually trying to tell you.
You'll also notice that your life just becomes very synchronistic.
Like people say repeating phrases to you. I will have
random people saying the same sentence to me and I'm like,
someone else just said that to me, or people coming
in with the same exact birthday. It's showing me that
I'm getting closer to my aligned path, my mission. These

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alignment signs are just showing you that things are falling
into place without so much effort. You'll notice your reality
becomes easier. You don't have to think so much. Things
just fall onto your path. Maybe you're thinking, oh, you know,
I really need to get a new notebook, and then
your friend tells you, Hey, I have this old notebook
I'm giving away. Do you want it? I never used it.

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You'll notice things flowing to you You'll notice synchronicities, You'll
notice repeating phrases. You'll notice that there are things that
are starting to be all over in your reality that
are similar. That is just showing you that you're getting
closer into alignment with your path. All of these signs
are just showing you that you are on the brink
of your next level. You are not crazy, You're just

(25:24):
quantum leaping. On the other side of these symptoms is alignment, gifts, miracles,
and soulmates. Okay, you can't control these symptoms, but you
can control your attitude. Let yourself be in wonder and all.
Let the universe surprise you, let yourself flow through this

(25:44):
mystical river. I want you to just take a moment
and place your hand on your heart and just say,
I am safe in my awakening. I am safe in
who I am becoming. I am safe as I transition,
I am safe in this body. I am safe to

(26:05):
receive more, and just repeat that to yourself when you
feel like you're getting overwhelmed, put your hands on your heart,
connect with your body, get out of your head, and
remind yourself, I'm safe where I am, I'm safe moving,
I'm safe in transition. I'm safe being activated, I'm safe
to receive more, I'm safe. Just keep bringing yourself back.

(26:27):
I'm safe, I am safe, I am safe, and move forward.
The only place from here to go is up into
this next timeline. Trust yourself, trust the process, trust your
spear guides. You're not alone in this. Every symptom, every synchronicity,
every tear, it's not random. It is initiation onto your
next timeline. You are being initiated into a new frequency,

(26:50):
a new reality, a new life. When it feels like
you're unraveling, remember the caterpillar dissolved completely before it becomes
the butterfly. Let yourself dissolve be because wings are waiting.
I love you so much and I hope this podcast
episode help you understand your current set of circumstances and
what you're feeling. I'm sending you so much love. As always,

(27:12):
the sparkle in me honors to sparkle in you, and
I will see you in the next one.

Speaker 1 (27:24):
Energy cancel, non CANCEAE cancel