October 30, 2025 • 18 mins
What if the peace you’re praying for only comes after you stop trying to control the outcome? 🌿In this episode, we talk about accepting what is, releasing the need to predict, and learning to cast the burden upon the Christ within so you can finally walk freely into the present moment. ✨
MAGNETIC AFFIRMATIONS (1HR+): https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/making-mind-magnetic-affirmations-all-eyes-will-be-on-you-793498
🌑 Shadow Alchemy – Integrate your shadow, attract better, and unlock the hidden parts of yourself: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/shadow-alchemy-awareness-activation-and-integration
🔥 The Art of Alchemy – Transmute pain into power, reclaim your energy, and create the life you were meant for: 21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-art-of-alchemy-transmuting-pain-into-power
💔 21-Day Break-Up Glow-Up – Break the addiction to your ex, call your power back, and step into your glow-up era: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge/
👑 The Pedestal Path – Stop chasing, start attracting—own your worth and become a magnetic force in love and life: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-pedestal-path-claim-your-pedestal-claim-your-life
Get Show Up As HER: https://www.amazon.com/Show-Up-As-Her/dp/1684811953/ref=sr_1_4?crid=3U4PAQ301711R&keywords=show+up+as+her&qid=1707844411&sprefix=show+up+as+her%2Caps%2C159&sr=8-4
GET YOUR MAGNETIZING MUG AND MANIFEST WITH EVERY SIP: https://ciicii-shop.fourthwall.com/?
Divine Feminine Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-101079
Taking Your Power Back Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-16643
Get radiant skin, hair and nails, and try BEEF COLLAGEN (special discount): https://carnivoreaurelius.com/products/pure-collagen-from-brazilian-cows?snowball=CIICII15411
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For all workbooks/courses/find me on instagram: https://beacons.ai/vibinwithciicii
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MAGNETIC AFFIRMATIONS (1HR+): https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/making-mind-magnetic-affirmations-all-eyes-will-be-on-you-793498
🌑 Shadow Alchemy – Integrate your shadow, attract better, and unlock the hidden parts of yourself: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/shadow-alchemy-awareness-activation-and-integration
🔥 The Art of Alchemy – Transmute pain into power, reclaim your energy, and create the life you were meant for: 21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-art-of-alchemy-transmuting-pain-into-power
💔 21-Day Break-Up Glow-Up – Break the addiction to your ex, call your power back, and step into your glow-up era: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge/
👑 The Pedestal Path – Stop chasing, start attracting—own your worth and become a magnetic force in love and life: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-pedestal-path-claim-your-pedestal-claim-your-life
Get Show Up As HER: https://www.amazon.com/Show-Up-As-Her/dp/1684811953/ref=sr_1_4?crid=3U4PAQ301711R&keywords=show+up+as+her&qid=1707844411&sprefix=show+up+as+her%2Caps%2C159&sr=8-4
GET YOUR MAGNETIZING MUG AND MANIFEST WITH EVERY SIP: https://ciicii-shop.fourthwall.com/?
Divine Feminine Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-101079
Taking Your Power Back Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-16643
Get radiant skin, hair and nails, and try BEEF COLLAGEN (special discount): https://carnivoreaurelius.com/products/pure-collagen-from-brazilian-cows?snowball=CIICII15411
Open your mind and heart by micro-dosing with INNERVRSE, CODE 111 for 10% off: http://explore.yourinnervrse.com/?affiliate=ciicii
For all workbooks/courses/find me on instagram: https://beacons.ai/vibinwithciicii
Connect With Me On Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/vibinwithciicii/
#spiritualawakening #manifestationpodcast #divinefeminineenergy #spiritualgrowth #purpose #faithoverfear #selfworth #energyalignment #authenticity #spiritualjourney #highvibration #shadowwork #godstiming #alignment #spiritualpodcast #confidence #divinetiming #trusttheprocess #innerhealing #manifestation #selflove #feminineenergy #quantumleap #energyshift #positivemindset #spiritualcoach #personaldevelopment #awakening #transformation #lifepurpose
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Speaker 1 (00:03):
Such cansage so high ectasage cansage not Sorry.
Speaker 2 (00:16):
Andy, Well hello, I have successfully now lost over ten
thousand dollars worth of jewelry in about a month and
a half. How are you doing? And maybe you're thinking, CC,
we don't care about your first world problem. Okay, God
forbid a girl had an investment piece. God forbid a
girl wanted a young heirloom. Anyway, I did a photo
(00:43):
shoot yesterday at the beach. You can't make this shit up.
Speaker 1 (00:49):
And I was wearing.
Speaker 2 (00:51):
A little snake ring on my pinky that symbolized Kundalini rising,
and I think I lost it a notion when I
got hit by a wave. I put the blooper on
my Instagram because I got demolished, as one does. And
now I'm just thinking about you know, the root of
all suffering is wishing things were different than what they are.
(01:13):
That's actually what the Buddha said. Yeah, he didn't say
his attachment. He said it was wishing things were different
than what they are. And that's really what I feel
like speaking on today. I'm not even gonna edit this,
so whatever I say, you're getting a the wrog dog version,
all right, period. I have a couple of things in
(01:34):
my life. The jewelry is the least of it. Yes,
am I upset? Sure that's money in a garbage pail.
Or maybe someone else found it and now they sold
it and can feed their family. I don't know. But
there are just things happening in my reality that do
feel like a metaphoric wave that is also hitting me.
(01:54):
And I feel like I have in my past created
so much unnecessary suffering trying to predict all the different
potentials of how something was going to unfold. I really
believe at this point trying to predict how something's going
to unfold is just busy work for the mind. It
gives you something to do, but it gets you nowhere.
(02:15):
You don't know. I don't know. I used to be
so obsessed with manifesting a specific thing or person or
this or that, and now I just say, you know, whatever,
whatever is meant to be, will be. I will over
my will, because I have tried to predict and manage
and control and manifest and plan so many things, and
(02:37):
sometimes I did get it and it wasn't even what
I really wanted when I received it. Other times it
didn't work out that way at all and I kind
of just thought to myself, well, we make plans in
God laughs. At this point, I am so tired and
I just want to cry. I want to cry, hey yeah, yeah,
yea yeah, yea, yea ye. Trying to predict the future,
(03:00):
the outcomes, it's an illusion that keeps us from actual peace.
We think, if I just keep thinking, if I just
distract myself, it's gonna somehow be the busy work that
saves my life, and it ends up trapping us in
a loop. Today's episode is about radical acceptance, letting go
of needing to know, needing to fix, needing to prove,
(03:22):
needing to plan, and just walking freely in our present moment.
I have been practicing blessing my moments so I don't
freak the absolutep out. That's what I've been doing. There
have been so many things, specifically in my love life,
(03:42):
that I just have no control over. I have control
over my attitude, and that's don't matter when your attitude's right.
I have control over how I respond. But we really,
I believe, think we have way more power when it
comes to relationships, and we actually do, because in relationships,
it's not just about you it's not just about the
(04:02):
other person, It's about you, the other person and the divine,
and the divine has to choreograph your heart being at
a good place, their heart being in a good place,
You being in positive mindsets, having what you needed activated
a month ago, activated a month ago, so that you
can come together and instead of hurt each other, heal together.
(04:24):
And I have been noticing in my love life a
lot of uncontrollable things, So I've been asking myself, what
is this teaching me? Oh, of course surrender. What's up?
Positive bitches? How are you doing today? If you're hearing
this episode, then you are meant to be here. So
keep listening on that Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh.
Other times, baby, we're gonna cry, but we will always
(04:44):
walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self that
is Babe and true connection with herself, himself or human self.
On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so
we can fully step into exactly who we came here
to be. Trying to foresee the outcome of any sort
of situation in our life really only causes us, like
I said, to get caught in these anxiety loops. We
(05:07):
don't know. There's unlimited potentials. E fit and focus on
what's in front of you. I just did a channel
reading for someone, and what came through was that there's
so much medicine, there's so much fertile ground in the
season you're currently in, and you're ignoring all of that
and trying to look to your future, and all that
does is frustrate you. It's like trying to swim upstream
(05:31):
in a storm when the river is going downstream. We
frustrate ourselves when we try to make what we want
the current situation, when we try to force our will
upon thy will. I'm the first person to say, you
are such a co creator. You are so magical. You
are so miracle coded. I get it, I know, but
(05:53):
at the end of the day, there's something grander, there's
something bigger. I don't have a full grasp on it.
I don't think anyone does. And if they do, say that,
they do their lyne. What I have been doing is
blessing situations. I have just been saying, Christ, let there
be light. I don't know, I don't know, but Christ,
let there be light. When you get into an argument
with someone, you're getting frustrated they're getting frustrated. It's like
(06:14):
you said negative energy, and then they said negative energy,
and you said negative energy, and they said negative energy,
and all it does is create a negative energy shit storm.
If you want a situation to be transmuted on its head,
the best thing you can do for the best outcome
is just say, Christ, let there be light. We can't
control everything, but we can control our mouth. We can
(06:34):
control our word, so we might as well speak life
over our life instead of speaking more death. I have
to come to terms with some things that simply are
happening in my reality. They are temporary, they are not forever.
But I've had things happen that just happen. My grandma died,
(06:56):
lost a lot of jewelry that I really loved. My
love life can't even get into it right now, but
really out of my control. And I have really just
come to the understanding that sometimes the only thing to
do is speak life over your life. Surrender. I don't
(07:21):
even want advice anymore. I'm like, I'm good, Yeah, I've
heard it, I got it. There's nothing. Sometimes there's nothing
to do but look at what's in front of you
and say, yep, okay, that's fine. This is temporary. That's fine.
I'm going to move through this, and what's mine is
(07:43):
going to be mine, and what is not mine will
just simply have to leave my reality. Blessing a situation
changes its vibrational signature. It makes it at least feel
a little bit better for you, even if it doesn't
completely change the other person. It changes how it feels
to you. It puts you into a state where you
are able to feel grace. When we release the attachment
(08:09):
we have on outcome, when we release the need to control,
we become the most magnetic version of our self. So
many of us want an outcome so badly. We are
obsessed with it. We're searching for it, we're seeking for it,
and all that does is send it so much energy
that it ends up repelling in the opposite direction. If
(08:31):
you really want something, find out if it's actually yours.
By saying I cast the burden of this relationship upon
the Christ within, and I walk freely into my present moment.
I give this up to God. I let go and
I let flow. I know it's not easy. I, like
I said, feel like crying, I don't feel happy, go lucky.
I don't really know what's going on? But I'm here,
(08:54):
but I'm showing up, but I'm taking action. Yesterday, on
all of the apps except for app, it said it
was going to downpour rain and I am in the
middle of doing a complete rebrand. I and the photographer
were communicating all day, and she said, if it's over
forty percent, she usually doesn't do the shoot because that
usually means it's gonna rain. And in Florada the weather
(09:17):
is quite crazy and it does start. It doesn't just drizzle,
it downpours it monsoons, and there's also some hurricane somewhere.
I don't know the details. Okay, I give energy updates,
not weather ones. Anyway, everything said it was gonna rain,
it was gonna rain, it was gonna rain, and I
just said, I have to accept what these apps are saying.
(09:39):
But every time I talk to someone and they said,
don't do it, don't do it, just cancel, just redo it,
and I was like, no, you know, I just have
this internal feeling when I say, God, what do I do?
Give me information, give me an insight, give me a direction.
I just felt like I needed to get this over with.
I needed to do it, and I did exactly what
I planned to do that day, which was just get
to this damn photo shoot. When I went to my
(10:03):
workout in the morning, the instructor did not show up,
so I ran outside of the class and I asked
the person at the front desk, can you get me
into the next class? It was completely booked. I almost
went home, but I said put me on the waiting list,
and I stayed in the parking lot and worked from
the parking lot until I could find out if I
(10:26):
can get into the next class. There was a car
behind me. The girl gets out of her car. She
goes into the class. I'm assuming she's just a little
bit early for the class wants to stretch. She is
the exact person who ends up canceling. I get into
the nine am, thank god. When I'm on my way
to the hair place, I'm in a lane and the
truck in front of me goes from the left lane
(10:46):
into the right lane and a huge slab of glass
flies off the back of it and shatters, almost hits
my car, almost hits my wheel. That could have been
an accident, that could have burst in my wheel. I
don't know what could have happened, but it didn't. After all,
of that, I felt like I was going through spiritual
warfare and I still feel like it, and I am exhausted,
(11:09):
but there's nothing left to do except keep putting one
foot in front of the other. And I still said
to myself, God, I don't know what all these weird
omens are of the I've never had a instructor just canceled.
It's never happened before. I've never seen a slab of
glass fly off the back of a truck. Also, my
(11:32):
extensions didn't match my hair, so I got actual extensions
in my hair. Didn't think I was doing that that day.
Just so many things went not according to my plan.
And I see rain and if I were to plan this,
I would have canceled it. And God, I just felt
like he was saying, just do it, just do it,
Just do it. It's an hour away. The photographer is calling me,
(11:54):
what do you want to do. You're the one who
has to drive an hour. We can do it tomorrow.
I'm like, no, No, I have a feeling like God
is inside of me telling me right now, like it's okay.
I look outside my window and there was a rainbow,
and a rainbow is God signed for me? That He's
gonna keep his promises to me, and I just need
to keep going. So I did. And I know this
is just about like stupid jewelry and a photo shoot
(12:17):
and things that don't actually mean much except for my
grandma dying. That is life or death. And I'm pretty
sure I have an infection in my eye right now
because one of them is bigger than the other. But
I'm gonna ignore that right now. I know it doesn't
seem like a big deal in the physical world, but
it feels really big in the spiritual one. And I
got there and there was no rain. Yes, on the
(12:39):
way there was a cloudy, but we had the most
beautiful sky. It was gorgeous. We were able to do
the photo shoot. I didn't have to cancel. I already
had to cancel in the past because my grandma didn't
want to do it again. And it's just a moment
again where I'm realizing there's nothing to do. Accept to surrender,
(13:03):
and I believe to manifest. I believe to be intentional.
You absolutely have to speak what you want into your reality.
You absolutely need to be intentional. You act absolutely need
to be taking care of your mind, body, and spirit. Yes, yes,
and more. Yes, But I really, at this point believe
the greatest thing to do is just to surrender. God
(13:24):
do the damn thing. I don't want to worry about
things anymore. I don't want to. And it's five five
five on my clock. Change is happening, Miracles are happening.
I will, with my free will, use my word and
my thought and my body to encode miracles. I will
be intentional, I will give love. I will be in
accordance and in alignment with my highest self. I will
(13:46):
do all those things, because when your attitude is right,
backs don't matter and anything can change last minute. And
I will also be completely surrendered to the divine. I
have been practicing a lot more blessing situations past, present
and future. I have been practicing trust in the divine.
(14:10):
I have been practicing not holding on so tightly. I
just love attachment. I love it. I love it. If
I could have one thing, it would be I get
to attached to whatever I want, and it's never gonna
leave me. It's never gonna abandon me, and it's never
gonna reject me from my own reality. But that's not life,
(14:31):
and that'd probably be boring. Actually, if I could just
control everything, I'd probably be bored and then becomes some
egomaniac anyway, in a tower in medieval England, if that
was possible to also teleport to a different time. I
want to bring to your attention to not hold so
tightly on what you think you want, because just what
(14:52):
if there's something better, What if there's a higher vibrational form,
What if there's a better timeline, what if there's a
better person, if there's a better situation. When you're manifesting, yes,
do it. Be intentional, use your free will, but always
make sure you're saying this or something better. Make sure
you're blessing the situation, make sure you're casting burdens upon
(15:13):
the Christ within, and you are walking in light. Honestly,
this reminds me but when I went through my seven
year breakup and I was just so sad and so lonely,
and I remember saying my novena every night to Jesus
and just asking for his presence to be with me.
(15:34):
And I feel like I need that again. I'm so
blessed and there's so many amazing things happening for me.
I'm also tired, and when I'm tired, I cry and
I just remember when I was praying that novena, I
(15:55):
had a dream that there was a huge wooden cross
outside my way in the water, and there was a
red scarf dangling off of it, and I just told
Jesus's presence with me like never before, and it felt
so unconditional and loving and beautiful. And I need that
(16:17):
right now. I think we all could use that right now.
I just got a call and had to pause it.
I feel like that's a metaphor even we are being
called to commune with the divine, with the ascended masters,
with our angels. I don't think other people have answers
for us. I don't think other people can fully help
(16:41):
us get where we need to go. We have this
built in spiritual mechanism where we can commune with the divine,
So why aren't we doing it? This is a reminder
for me to do so, it's a reminder for all
of us to tune back into that internal knowing, that
secret place. This week, this SEP episode isn't long. It's
(17:01):
gonna be short. I really hope that you can take
what I've said, and even though it's not the longest episode,
I hope it's an important one for you. The reason
I'm cutting it short this week is because this is
really all I have to give right now, and I
wish I could give more. I don't have many words
(17:22):
this week. It's been a lot. It's been a lot.
There's a lot shifting and I'm sure all of our
realities and I think I just need to rest a
little bit today, so maybe you can give yourself permission
to do the same. I love you so much and
I'm gonna see you in the next one. You can't
(18:00):
sell spe Spa Kansas Me, Kiss Me,
Such cansage so high ectasage cansage not Sorry.
Speaker 2 (00:16):
Andy, Well hello, I have successfully now lost over ten
thousand dollars worth of jewelry in about a month and
a half. How are you doing? And maybe you're thinking, CC,
we don't care about your first world problem. Okay, God
forbid a girl had an investment piece. God forbid a
girl wanted a young heirloom. Anyway, I did a photo
(00:43):
shoot yesterday at the beach. You can't make this shit up.
Speaker 1 (00:49):
And I was wearing.
Speaker 2 (00:51):
A little snake ring on my pinky that symbolized Kundalini rising,
and I think I lost it a notion when I
got hit by a wave. I put the blooper on
my Instagram because I got demolished, as one does. And
now I'm just thinking about you know, the root of
all suffering is wishing things were different than what they are.
(01:13):
That's actually what the Buddha said. Yeah, he didn't say
his attachment. He said it was wishing things were different
than what they are. And that's really what I feel
like speaking on today. I'm not even gonna edit this,
so whatever I say, you're getting a the wrog dog version,
all right, period. I have a couple of things in
(01:34):
my life. The jewelry is the least of it. Yes,
am I upset? Sure that's money in a garbage pail.
Or maybe someone else found it and now they sold
it and can feed their family. I don't know. But
there are just things happening in my reality that do
feel like a metaphoric wave that is also hitting me.
(01:54):
And I feel like I have in my past created
so much unnecessary suffering trying to predict all the different
potentials of how something was going to unfold. I really
believe at this point trying to predict how something's going
to unfold is just busy work for the mind. It
gives you something to do, but it gets you nowhere.
(02:15):
You don't know. I don't know. I used to be
so obsessed with manifesting a specific thing or person or
this or that, and now I just say, you know, whatever,
whatever is meant to be, will be. I will over
my will, because I have tried to predict and manage
and control and manifest and plan so many things, and
(02:37):
sometimes I did get it and it wasn't even what
I really wanted when I received it. Other times it
didn't work out that way at all and I kind
of just thought to myself, well, we make plans in
God laughs. At this point, I am so tired and
I just want to cry. I want to cry, hey yeah, yeah,
yea yeah, yea, yea ye. Trying to predict the future,
(03:00):
the outcomes, it's an illusion that keeps us from actual peace.
We think, if I just keep thinking, if I just
distract myself, it's gonna somehow be the busy work that
saves my life, and it ends up trapping us in
a loop. Today's episode is about radical acceptance, letting go
of needing to know, needing to fix, needing to prove,
(03:22):
needing to plan, and just walking freely in our present moment.
I have been practicing blessing my moments so I don't
freak the absolutep out. That's what I've been doing. There
have been so many things, specifically in my love life,
(03:42):
that I just have no control over. I have control
over my attitude, and that's don't matter when your attitude's right.
I have control over how I respond. But we really,
I believe, think we have way more power when it
comes to relationships, and we actually do, because in relationships,
it's not just about you it's not just about the
(04:02):
other person, It's about you, the other person and the divine,
and the divine has to choreograph your heart being at
a good place, their heart being in a good place,
You being in positive mindsets, having what you needed activated
a month ago, activated a month ago, so that you
can come together and instead of hurt each other, heal together.
(04:24):
And I have been noticing in my love life a
lot of uncontrollable things, So I've been asking myself, what
is this teaching me? Oh, of course surrender. What's up?
Positive bitches? How are you doing today? If you're hearing
this episode, then you are meant to be here. So
keep listening on that Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh.
Other times, baby, we're gonna cry, but we will always
(04:44):
walk away feeling our most empowered positive bitch self that
is Babe and true connection with herself, himself or human self.
On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so
we can fully step into exactly who we came here
to be. Trying to foresee the outcome of any sort
of situation in our life really only causes us, like
I said, to get caught in these anxiety loops. We
(05:07):
don't know. There's unlimited potentials. E fit and focus on
what's in front of you. I just did a channel
reading for someone, and what came through was that there's
so much medicine, there's so much fertile ground in the
season you're currently in, and you're ignoring all of that
and trying to look to your future, and all that
does is frustrate you. It's like trying to swim upstream
(05:31):
in a storm when the river is going downstream. We
frustrate ourselves when we try to make what we want
the current situation, when we try to force our will
upon thy will. I'm the first person to say, you
are such a co creator. You are so magical. You
are so miracle coded. I get it, I know, but
(05:53):
at the end of the day, there's something grander, there's
something bigger. I don't have a full grasp on it.
I don't think anyone does. And if they do, say that,
they do their lyne. What I have been doing is
blessing situations. I have just been saying, Christ, let there
be light. I don't know, I don't know, but Christ,
let there be light. When you get into an argument
with someone, you're getting frustrated they're getting frustrated. It's like
(06:14):
you said negative energy, and then they said negative energy,
and you said negative energy, and they said negative energy,
and all it does is create a negative energy shit storm.
If you want a situation to be transmuted on its head,
the best thing you can do for the best outcome
is just say, Christ, let there be light. We can't
control everything, but we can control our mouth. We can
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control our word, so we might as well speak life
over our life instead of speaking more death. I have
to come to terms with some things that simply are
happening in my reality. They are temporary, they are not forever.
But I've had things happen that just happen. My grandma died,
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lost a lot of jewelry that I really loved. My
love life can't even get into it right now, but
really out of my control. And I have really just
come to the understanding that sometimes the only thing to
do is speak life over your life. Surrender. I don't
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even want advice anymore. I'm like, I'm good, Yeah, I've
heard it, I got it. There's nothing. Sometimes there's nothing
to do but look at what's in front of you
and say, yep, okay, that's fine. This is temporary. That's fine.
I'm going to move through this, and what's mine is
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going to be mine, and what is not mine will
just simply have to leave my reality. Blessing a situation
changes its vibrational signature. It makes it at least feel
a little bit better for you, even if it doesn't
completely change the other person. It changes how it feels
to you. It puts you into a state where you
are able to feel grace. When we release the attachment
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we have on outcome, when we release the need to control,
we become the most magnetic version of our self. So
many of us want an outcome so badly. We are
obsessed with it. We're searching for it, we're seeking for it,
and all that does is send it so much energy
that it ends up repelling in the opposite direction. If
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you really want something, find out if it's actually yours.
By saying I cast the burden of this relationship upon
the Christ within, and I walk freely into my present moment.
I give this up to God. I let go and
I let flow. I know it's not easy. I, like
I said, feel like crying, I don't feel happy, go lucky.
I don't really know what's going on? But I'm here,
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but I'm showing up, but I'm taking action. Yesterday, on
all of the apps except for app, it said it
was going to downpour rain and I am in the
middle of doing a complete rebrand. I and the photographer
were communicating all day, and she said, if it's over
forty percent, she usually doesn't do the shoot because that
usually means it's gonna rain. And in Florada the weather
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is quite crazy and it does start. It doesn't just drizzle,
it downpours it monsoons, and there's also some hurricane somewhere.
I don't know the details. Okay, I give energy updates,
not weather ones. Anyway, everything said it was gonna rain,
it was gonna rain, it was gonna rain, and I
just said, I have to accept what these apps are saying.
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But every time I talk to someone and they said,
don't do it, don't do it, just cancel, just redo it,
and I was like, no, you know, I just have
this internal feeling when I say, God, what do I do?
Give me information, give me an insight, give me a direction.
I just felt like I needed to get this over with.
I needed to do it, and I did exactly what
I planned to do that day, which was just get
to this damn photo shoot. When I went to my
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workout in the morning, the instructor did not show up,
so I ran outside of the class and I asked
the person at the front desk, can you get me
into the next class? It was completely booked. I almost
went home, but I said put me on the waiting list,
and I stayed in the parking lot and worked from
the parking lot until I could find out if I
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can get into the next class. There was a car
behind me. The girl gets out of her car. She
goes into the class. I'm assuming she's just a little
bit early for the class wants to stretch. She is
the exact person who ends up canceling. I get into
the nine am, thank god. When I'm on my way
to the hair place, I'm in a lane and the
truck in front of me goes from the left lane
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into the right lane and a huge slab of glass
flies off the back of it and shatters, almost hits
my car, almost hits my wheel. That could have been
an accident, that could have burst in my wheel. I
don't know what could have happened, but it didn't. After all,
of that, I felt like I was going through spiritual
warfare and I still feel like it, and I am exhausted,
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but there's nothing left to do except keep putting one
foot in front of the other. And I still said
to myself, God, I don't know what all these weird
omens are of the I've never had a instructor just canceled.
It's never happened before. I've never seen a slab of
glass fly off the back of a truck. Also, my
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extensions didn't match my hair, so I got actual extensions
in my hair. Didn't think I was doing that that day.
Just so many things went not according to my plan.
And I see rain and if I were to plan this,
I would have canceled it. And God, I just felt
like he was saying, just do it, just do it,
Just do it. It's an hour away. The photographer is calling me,
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what do you want to do. You're the one who
has to drive an hour. We can do it tomorrow.
I'm like, no, No, I have a feeling like God
is inside of me telling me right now, like it's okay.
I look outside my window and there was a rainbow,
and a rainbow is God signed for me? That He's
gonna keep his promises to me, and I just need
to keep going. So I did. And I know this
is just about like stupid jewelry and a photo shoot
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and things that don't actually mean much except for my
grandma dying. That is life or death. And I'm pretty
sure I have an infection in my eye right now
because one of them is bigger than the other. But
I'm gonna ignore that right now. I know it doesn't
seem like a big deal in the physical world, but
it feels really big in the spiritual one. And I
got there and there was no rain. Yes, on the
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way there was a cloudy, but we had the most
beautiful sky. It was gorgeous. We were able to do
the photo shoot. I didn't have to cancel. I already
had to cancel in the past because my grandma didn't
want to do it again. And it's just a moment
again where I'm realizing there's nothing to do. Accept to surrender,
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and I believe to manifest. I believe to be intentional.
You absolutely have to speak what you want into your reality.
You absolutely need to be intentional. You act absolutely need
to be taking care of your mind, body, and spirit. Yes, yes,
and more. Yes, But I really, at this point believe
the greatest thing to do is just to surrender. God
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do the damn thing. I don't want to worry about
things anymore. I don't want to. And it's five five
five on my clock. Change is happening, Miracles are happening.
I will, with my free will, use my word and
my thought and my body to encode miracles. I will
be intentional, I will give love. I will be in
accordance and in alignment with my highest self. I will
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do all those things, because when your attitude is right,
backs don't matter and anything can change last minute. And
I will also be completely surrendered to the divine. I
have been practicing a lot more blessing situations past, present
and future. I have been practicing trust in the divine.
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I have been practicing not holding on so tightly. I
just love attachment. I love it. I love it. If
I could have one thing, it would be I get
to attached to whatever I want, and it's never gonna
leave me. It's never gonna abandon me, and it's never
gonna reject me from my own reality. But that's not life,
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and that'd probably be boring. Actually, if I could just
control everything, I'd probably be bored and then becomes some
egomaniac anyway, in a tower in medieval England, if that
was possible to also teleport to a different time. I
want to bring to your attention to not hold so
tightly on what you think you want, because just what
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if there's something better, What if there's a higher vibrational form,
What if there's a better timeline, what if there's a
better person, if there's a better situation. When you're manifesting, yes,
do it. Be intentional, use your free will, but always
make sure you're saying this or something better. Make sure
you're blessing the situation, make sure you're casting burdens upon
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the Christ within, and you are walking in light. Honestly,
this reminds me but when I went through my seven
year breakup and I was just so sad and so lonely,
and I remember saying my novena every night to Jesus
and just asking for his presence to be with me.
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And I feel like I need that again. I'm so
blessed and there's so many amazing things happening for me.
I'm also tired, and when I'm tired, I cry and
I just remember when I was praying that novena, I
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had a dream that there was a huge wooden cross
outside my way in the water, and there was a
red scarf dangling off of it, and I just told
Jesus's presence with me like never before, and it felt
so unconditional and loving and beautiful. And I need that
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right now. I think we all could use that right now.
I just got a call and had to pause it.
I feel like that's a metaphor even we are being
called to commune with the divine, with the ascended masters,
with our angels. I don't think other people have answers
for us. I don't think other people can fully help
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us get where we need to go. We have this
built in spiritual mechanism where we can commune with the divine,
So why aren't we doing it? This is a reminder
for me to do so, it's a reminder for all
of us to tune back into that internal knowing, that
secret place. This week, this SEP episode isn't long. It's
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gonna be short. I really hope that you can take
what I've said, and even though it's not the longest episode,
I hope it's an important one for you. The reason
I'm cutting it short this week is because this is
really all I have to give right now, and I
wish I could give more. I don't have many words
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this week. It's been a lot. It's been a lot.
There's a lot shifting and I'm sure all of our
realities and I think I just need to rest a
little bit today, so maybe you can give yourself permission
to do the same. I love you so much and
I'm gonna see you in the next one. You can't
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