December 11, 2025 • 25 mins
In today’s episode, we’re pulling back the veil.
You think you’re depressed… but what if you’re actually experiencing energetic interference, spiritual pressure, and emotional hijacking that isn’t even yours?I’m breaking down why your “depressed” moments spike out of nowhere, why certain people drain you instantly, why darkness attaches through media and negativity, and why laughing in the face of chaos is one of the highest forms of spiritual protection.
MAGNETIC AFFIRMATIONS (1HR+): https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/making-mind-magnetic-affirmations-all-eyes-will-be-on-you-793498
🌑 Shadow Alchemy – Integrate your shadow, attract better, and unlock the hidden parts of yourself: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/shadow-alchemy-awareness-activation-and-integration
🔥 The Art of Alchemy – Transmute pain into power, reclaim your energy, and create the life you were meant for: 21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-art-of-alchemy-transmuting-pain-into-power
💔 21-Day Break-Up Glow-Up – Break the addiction to your ex, call your power back, and step into your glow-up era: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge/
👑 The Pedestal Path – Stop chasing, start attracting—own your worth and become a magnetic force in love and life: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-pedestal-path-claim-your-pedestal-claim-your-life
Get Show Up As HER: https://www.amazon.com/Show-Up-As-Her/dp/1684811953/ref=sr_1_4?crid=3U4PAQ301711R&keywords=show+up+as+her&qid=1707844411&sprefix=show+up+as+her%2Caps%2C159&sr=8-4
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Divine Feminine Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-101079
Taking Your Power Back Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-16643
Get radiant skin, hair and nails, and try BEEF COLLAGEN (special discount): https://carnivoreaurelius.com/products/pure-collagen-from-brazilian-cows?snowball=CIICII15411
Open your mind and heart by micro-dosing with INNERVRSE, CODE 111 for 10% off: http://explore.yourinnervrse.com/?affiliate=ciicii
For all workbooks/courses/find me on instagram: https://beacons.ai/vibinwithciicii
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You think you’re depressed… but what if you’re actually experiencing energetic interference, spiritual pressure, and emotional hijacking that isn’t even yours?I’m breaking down why your “depressed” moments spike out of nowhere, why certain people drain you instantly, why darkness attaches through media and negativity, and why laughing in the face of chaos is one of the highest forms of spiritual protection.
MAGNETIC AFFIRMATIONS (1HR+): https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/making-mind-magnetic-affirmations-all-eyes-will-be-on-you-793498
🌑 Shadow Alchemy – Integrate your shadow, attract better, and unlock the hidden parts of yourself: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/shadow-alchemy-awareness-activation-and-integration
🔥 The Art of Alchemy – Transmute pain into power, reclaim your energy, and create the life you were meant for: 21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-art-of-alchemy-transmuting-pain-into-power
💔 21-Day Break-Up Glow-Up – Break the addiction to your ex, call your power back, and step into your glow-up era: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge/
👑 The Pedestal Path – Stop chasing, start attracting—own your worth and become a magnetic force in love and life: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/the-pedestal-path-claim-your-pedestal-claim-your-life
Get Show Up As HER: https://www.amazon.com/Show-Up-As-Her/dp/1684811953/ref=sr_1_4?crid=3U4PAQ301711R&keywords=show+up+as+her&qid=1707844411&sprefix=show+up+as+her%2Caps%2C159&sr=8-4
GET YOUR MAGNETIZING MUG AND MANIFEST WITH EVERY SIP: https://ciicii-shop.fourthwall.com/?
Divine Feminine Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-101079
Taking Your Power Back Workbook: https://21-day-break-up-glow-up-challenge.teachable.com/p/my-downloadable-16643
Get radiant skin, hair and nails, and try BEEF COLLAGEN (special discount): https://carnivoreaurelius.com/products/pure-collagen-from-brazilian-cows?snowball=CIICII15411
Open your mind and heart by micro-dosing with INNERVRSE, CODE 111 for 10% off: http://explore.yourinnervrse.com/?affiliate=ciicii
For all workbooks/courses/find me on instagram: https://beacons.ai/vibinwithciicii
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Speaker 1 (00:01):
And enogy, casag, I'm so high, ecstasy, hemsage cansage it
not sorry, and energy?
Speaker 2 (00:19):
How do everyone? I decided I no longer want to
be depressed, and so I'm not. I swear to God
that's true. I literally just decided yesterday, I said to myself,
you know what, eh, not really that fun. I've been
angry for weeks. I went back to using castor oil
(00:40):
on my liver because a girl needed to. A girl
needed to, And I just decided, you know, I'm not
gonna be sad anymore. I have gone through extreme ups
and downs. There are so many comic illusionary cycles ending,
and what else is going on? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.
We're in the year with Snake. Okay, so there's a
(01:02):
lot of shedding there. And I just really realize I
don't feel like being depressed anymore. It's really not fun.
I'm really not getting an emotional payout or a chemical
payout anymore. I'm over it. I'm over it. Now. You
might be thinking, CC, it's not that easy. You can't
just decide what if you could? What if you could?
(01:24):
And you know what, I'm sweating. I'm taking this off
and I'm not even stopping the video. Okay, we're we're
just going through this. Yep, here we go. What if
just like I decided to just take my sweater off
on camera, if you're watching, you could just decide to
stop being I don't know, depressed. What if depression is
an energy? What if it's a spirit of depression? And
(01:46):
every time you say I just can't get over it,
you are solidifying a contract to a demon. I was
clinically depressed at one time years ago, and I've had
therapists try to put me on this and that, and
I actually was on well beutrin. While don't know really
what it did. I don't really know. Maybe it numbs
(02:07):
me out for a while. And then I said, f this,
I'm getting off of this. You do have to wean
yourself off of it. Anyway. That's neither here nor there.
What I have found out beyond that is I can
just decide. I can just decide when I'm done with it.
There are reasons, I think sometimes to be sad. Sometimes
we use sadness as a vehicle to connect with ourselves
(02:28):
to understand our inner emotional turmoil. Just like the moon
contracts and expands, sometimes we need that depression to go
inside to contract, to understand, to know, to see, and
it's there. But if you're finding yourself getting stuck in it, Hi,
how are you who? How are you doing? You can
(02:49):
decide to end that contract. You can with that energy.
I fully believe this. This is something I do in
my own life. I just decided, like I said last night,
that I just kind of want to fun again. I'm
ready to have fun again. I wasn't. I wasn't two
weeks ago. I needed to be angry two weeks ago.
I needed to be upset, two weeks ago, I needed
to have a mental breakdown. Last night, I'm ready to
(03:11):
break the contract. I'm ready to remove myself. Just like
you can remove yourself from soul contracts. Just like you
can remove a sweater when you're starting to get a
little bit too warm, you can remove a contract with
an entity who's told me this myself. I channeled this.
This is just my own feelings, my own thoughts, source myself. Okay,
(03:32):
now that we got that out of the way, I
did want to say one thing before we get into
today's episode. I don't recommend watching the Ditty documentary. It's
on Netflix. Everyone's talking about it. I clicked it for
one second because my mom mentioned it to me, and
I put it on while I was cleaning out my closet,
so I was kind of paying attention, kind of not
this second I clicked on it, I literally saw the distortion,
(03:56):
the darkness radiating through him. I saw a dark, disgusting,
large entity. And you know that it doesn't really scare
me anymore. I see them on people all the time.
But I didn't like how I was sensing the entity
was transcending through the medium of my computer of the screen.
This documentary is not just informational yet. It is a transmission,
(04:19):
and I would just be really careful if you are
watching it. Cleanse yourself after, either with a spirit bath
or incense or stage, or just don't watch it at all.
I don't think people realize this, but whatever content you
allow in your field, it will affect your emotions obviously,
and those emotions, if they get put down to a
(04:40):
state of powerlessness or grief or sadness, that can then
open the door for the entity from that person that
the documentary is about to then enter your field and
stay there. You're not just watching something, You're opening the
door for whatever that energy is to come into your
field and possibly your body. Is that funny? Oh yeah, sorry,
(05:01):
I forgot that this was all about humor today, but
it is true. It is true. I mean, have fun,
but be discerned. God can a girl do both? You
would think? Anyway, what's up? Positive bitches? How are we
doing today? If you're hearing this episode, then you are
meant to be here. So keep listening on the Bitch's
Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh, other times we will cry,
but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered self.
(05:24):
On this podcast, we unbecome hoop, we are not, and
we fully step into exactly who we came here to be.
You know, I don't care if you're a cucumber, if
you're this, if you're that, if you want to restore
your power, if you want to understand what's actually going on,
then this podcast is for you. Okay, positive bitches, babes
and true connection with herself himself, human self. I don't
(05:45):
mind anyway. Let's get into today's episode. I am going
to reiterate we are going into the year of the Horse. Please,
for the love of yourself, before we go into this
rapid fire horse year, do the shadow work and learn
how how to alchemize the art of alchemy and my
shadow Alchemy courses. These are the courses you need to
(06:06):
take before twenty twenty six. At the start of twenty
twenty six, you have to become an active participant in
your life. You can listen to me all you want,
but you actually have to do the work. It is
what it is. Anyway, let's have some fun. I don't
know who exactly needs to hear this, but if you
are listening, I'm assuming it's you. That's how the Good
(06:26):
Lord works. You have to start laughing at this demonogrome.
You gotta start giggling. You gotta start allowing yourself to
have your whimsy back. That's what I've been focusing on.
I felt like, you know, I feel as if I
might have could have lost my spark, and I'm over it.
I'm over I don't really care about anyone that much
(06:48):
to be angry or sad about them. I realized, I
just don't you want to come in, you want to
go out. I don't know do what you want to do.
I came here and incarnated in this physical vessel. Okay,
this goddess of a body. Do you focus here first
and foremost, so what other people want to do? Honestly,
none of my business. Have fun, have at it. I
have started to just laugh, laugh at their demons, laugh
(07:10):
at my own demons when people throw negativity my way,
the chaos and nonsense, the crash outs, the plot twist,
the projections, the oh my god, this happened. I can't
believe this. We are living on a floating rock. Do
I really need to remind you? Yeah, we're living on
a floating rock. Yep, just spinning throughout space? Yeah, floating rock?
(07:36):
Did you catch that part? Spinning through space? Did you
catch that part? Why am I gonna let someone on
this floating rock ruin my day? I'm not going to
Why am I gonna give them power to get me upset?
Why am I going to allow someone else to put
me into an emotional choke hold? And it's not even them,
it's the entity that runs through them, this whole Diddy documentary,
(07:56):
it's not about him, it's the entity that controls him.
I don't want that shit near me. I don't want
that shit entering my field. I don't care enough to
allow that and then have to go take a spear
of bath I'd rather just not be involved. I do
you know what, keep me out of the loop. Keep
me out of the damn loop you're looping around. I
don't want to be involved, just I just need cacao
(08:20):
and I'm good a good book and I'm good speaking
of Make sure you get your copy of Show Up
as Her. It's a perfect holiday get for yourself or another. I,
like I said, have been having a crazy past few
weeks and they have been so filled with extreme highs
and lows. Again, this is just the nature of reality.
(08:40):
In this season, Contrast was definitely giving me clarity, and
I'm thankful for that. So even when there's demons and
whatever these things are all around us and causing chaos,
we need to give gratitude that at least the Contrast
is helping us clarify what we do and do not want.
Exhaustion and these up and downs has really given me
(09:02):
a new level of I've cared so much. I'm so
tired of caring. I don't care. I don't care. I
want to have fun. I want to enjoy this incarnation.
I only have so much time to be CC, I
only have so much time to enjoy being me and
living this life. Why am I going to give someone
who has an entity controlling them access to my emotional home?
(09:26):
Why am I going to give someone who's not in
control of themselves but being controlled by an entity? Why
would I give them keys to my internal home? That
makes no damn sense. That makes no damn sense. And
I just feel it so intensely now. When I see
someone who's in a perpetual state of annoyance or anxiety
(09:48):
or depression, I'm like, yeah, dude, that's one thing, but
I'm not gonna make it another thing. You're not gonna
bleed on me. You are not going to bleed on me.
Your entity is not going to become my new Tamagachi.
I'm just I don't have time for it. So I
have really just been saying to myself. I don't actually
feel like being depressed anymore. I don't feel like being
(10:09):
angry anymore. I don't feel like being upset anymore. I
don't feel like being drained anymore. I don't feel like
doing this whole emotional rollercoaster anymore. No one is worth it.
It's not even giving me variety, because I can predict
it to a tea that it's just annoying me, and
so I ended my contract with this little spirit of
depression lately because I am simply over it. There is
(10:30):
one caveat AAA there's a difference between avoidance and discernment.
I do want to be really clear. If there is
something in your reality that's a problem, it's a human problem,
a financial problem, whatever it may be, do not avoid reality,
but graciously consciously choose what you're gonna give your energy to.
(10:51):
So if there's a real problem, it requires a real solution,
Therefore handle it. I don't bypass reality. I'm not gonna
pretend and I will walk into a problem embodying already
the energy of a solution, and I'll just get it.
I'll find it, I'll attract it. But if there is
something in my reality that is just here to take
(11:14):
from me, to drain me, to destabilize me, if there's
no solution needed by me, it's just pure chaos looking
for a host. I am not volunteering my soul as
an Airbnb. I'm not in the mood. Like I said,
I'm over it. I'm over it. This is where people
get it wrong. They think that peace is passive, but
(11:34):
no peace is a decision and that's what I've decided on.
Peace is a boundary. Piece is a frequency that you
get to choose over and over and over again. Entities
expand through emotional permission, and I think that's another thing
people don't understand. When you let someone's negativity get you down,
you let an attax stick, you let someone upset you,
(11:58):
you allow drama to hide you your nervous system. That
is the exact moment that that entity is starting to
expand through you. It's getting its hooks into you, that
thought form, that distortion, that unhealed shadow. It now gets
to explore your body, your mind, your energy, your field.
And that's the exact moment that you give it permission.
(12:21):
When you want a spiral, when you want to defend yourself,
convince them, when you want to just react, no, instead,
do you know what I'm doing. I'm not reacting with anger.
I'm not going to fight fire with fire. I'm just laughing.
I'm like, yeah, that's actually ridiculous. It's not worth my energy.
(12:41):
My energy at this point to me, is so sacred.
It's what builds my reality, builds my business, it's what
builds my body, it's what gives me health. And happiness
and harmony. I'm not going to just give it to
someone who's being run by an entity. I'm not just
gonna give it to anyone and then instead I'm just
(13:02):
gonna laugh. I'm gonna laugh because when you laugh, you
don't allow yourself to drop into a lower emotional state,
and therefore that entity cannot expand through you. You dissolve
the spell, you break the hook. There's no place to attach.
Darkness cannot survive laughter because instead of you dropping down
(13:28):
into a lower state, you're anchoring into a higher frequency,
and that entity can't latch on to someone who refuses
to take it seriously. When people in my personal life
have been coming to me with utmost chaos out of
this world chaos, I will be compassionate, I will be gracious.
(13:50):
But if they're trying to take my head off with
it and trying to bleed on me, I'm just gonna
laugh and say, yeah, I don't know, but I'm sure
you'll figure it out. Yeah, not sure. When someone wants
to blame me or misunderstand me, I just laugh. I
just laugh. I think being on the Internet is really
great training for this. So many different people are perceiving
(14:11):
me in so many different ways, and I kind of
have gotten really comfortable and people just projecting on me.
I think, yeah, good, I don't want you to know
who I actually am. Keep projecting, Yeah, lay those illusions
on me, baby, I don't want you knowing anything about me.
Project misunderstand, that's just more protection for me. Keep sending
me your weirdo energy. The thing about me is, I'm
(14:33):
not afraid of some loser's dark energy. It has nothing
to do with me. Their loser energy is not more
powerful than mine. Their entities are not more powerful than
my free will. I put the armor of God on
every single day and there's nothing I can't have or do,
and their energy is not more powerful than me. Just
like the haters in your reality, the people of constant chaos,
(14:55):
they are not more powerful than you. And by the way,
constant depression, constant chaos, that is a sign of an entity.
I know everyone likes to talk in these psychological terms.
What do you think is beyond the psychological? Could it
be the spiritual? Could it be We don't have the
correct instruments to measure the unseen yet, so everyone thinks
you just need another pill. How about you need to
(15:16):
break the contract with that entity. This is something I
do in one on one sessions where we literally energetically
pluck these little entities. If you're interested. I had a
moment with my brother the other day and he was stressed,
irritated projecting. You know the whole shindig old me would
have matched his frequency. Knew me says, you know this circumstance,
(15:40):
I don't give you permission to affect my energy. I
don't give you permission to affect my energy. I took
a deep breath, I walked out, I remained myself. I
put on Sabrina Carpenter, and I drove away in happiness
and joy, in peace, in peace. Every moment you have
an invitation to either evolve or devolve. And sometimes there's
(16:04):
gonna be moments where you do need to go into
the anger, and you do need to go into the depression,
and you do need to go into these darker emotions. Yeah,
Like I said, I needed a couple of weeks to
go inwards to contract, and now that I had that,
I said, okay, I'm ready to pony on up and
get onto my horse of harmony and happiness. Regardless of
how you want to do life. You're doing it, so
(16:25):
you can either do it depressed or you can do
it happy. You can do it trained, or you can
do it energized. You can do it bitter, or you
can do it blooming. And I've decided I want to
do life with pleasure and love and fun at the
forefront of my being. I want to go through life
in a way that's fun. I don't want to go
through life in a way that's depressing. I don't want
to go through life in a way that I'm always anxious.
(16:48):
Efitt step into the effort frequency. Like we talked about
a couple weeks back, why not choose fun, pleasure, happiness.
Why not choose light? Why not choose to laugh in
the face of darkness? I actually do think it's funny.
At this point, when I see someone's demons trying to
feed on me, I'm like, ohhhh, no, not gonna work,
(17:10):
not happening. I'm not really into it. Why not choose
to just add some comedy while we're here on Earth,
renting this temporary physical body, playing this temporary character on
a temporary floating rock. It's so temporary. Can we just
have fun while we're here? Cool thing is the more
you choose to have fun, the more you'll attract fun
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people and fun experiences, and the more people who are
not fun will just fall out of your reality. This
really is energetic sovereignty. We are deciding what lives in
our mind. We are deciding what gets our emotional attention,
we are deciding where we want to put our focus,
and we are deciding what's going to influence our state.
(17:54):
It just doesn't make any sense to keep allowing people
who are miserable in their own life to make us miserable.
If your mother's always miserable, or your coworker or your friend,
you need to start stating aloud. I do not give
their name, so I'll just say I do not give
my mother the ability to affect my state. I do
not give my coworker the ability to influence my state.
(18:18):
I do not give my attention to that which is
not fun, which is not joy, which is not happiness.
We don't just wake up healed. We have to wake
up deciding, deciding what we want to look at, deciding
if we want to left, deciding how we want to respond.
It's a decision. You can break your contract with these entities,
(18:39):
but you have to decide to do so. And I'm
not saying this as this willy nilly human. I mean
I am willy nilly, but I'm saying this as someone
who has struggled with depression, who has been given the
wellbutrin who has struggled with anxiety. No, these entities are
not allowed to live in my body. They are not
allowed to live in my mind. They are not allowed
(19:00):
to control my state. They are not allowed to manifest
for me. I see C am the sole decider of
my reality. I see C get to choose what I
give my attention to. I SEEC get to choose how
I want to respond. And right now I want to
respond laughing. Right now, I want to respond having fun.
Right now, I want to respond through pleasure and joy
(19:23):
and fun. And if I have to do a damn
castor oil pack every night on my liver to control
my anger, then I will do it. And I'll keep
doing it and deciding every single day until I wake
up and look around and realize, damn nothing has a
hold on me. We have to become untouchable. And how
do you become untouchable? You decide that you are unavailable.
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You are unavailable to the chaos, to the depressive entities,
to the anxiety, to the people who bring you down
over and over and over and over again. You know
who these people are. You don't need anyone to tell
you who they are. You know you're into wish, your compass,
your heart has shown you who these people are, and
you have to decide to stop giving them access to
(20:06):
your emotions. You have to decide to stop allowing them
to influence your stage. You become untouchable when you make
decisions prioritizing your self. And that's the whole entire point
of laughing in the face of darkness. It's not that
you don't see it. It's that you no longer bow
to it. It's not that you don't notice it. It's
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that you no longer give it control over you. It's
not that you don't understand it. It's that you choose
where you want to place your focus and your attention
and your energy. It's a reclamation of your focus, of yourself,
of your body, of your life, of your life. Not
(20:47):
only is it more enjoyable to choose to have fun
and to have fun and go through life, because either way,
we're going to go through life and we get to
decide how we want to do it. Not only is
it more fun, not only is it more enjoyable, but
lo and behold, get who's going to start to get
better results?
Speaker 3 (21:01):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (21:02):
You bitch, Oh you bitch, you you you, you, you you,
Because as you rise in your frequency, you will attract
better experiences, more fun, better opportunities. If you want to
be on your own, damn pedestal, if you want to
be untouchable, you have to decide what is worth your
(21:22):
attention and what is not. Do a cost analysis. What
is costing me my piece, what is costing me my frequency?
What is costing my vibration? And yeah, it's a pretty
hefty cost to allow someone, day in and day out,
or even this Diddy documentary, to bring your vibration so
low into griefs, so low into misery and sadness and
(21:42):
powerlessness that you then open the door to some entity.
I mean, is that a good idea? Is that a
good idea? I don't think so. I don't think so.
How about you put up stand up comedy? How about
you put on a I don't know, a comfort show
from Disney or something like that. Why don't you choose,
just like you choose what to eat. Why don't you
choose what happened in your eyesight? Why don't you clean
(22:05):
up your energetic diet? What you watch, what you listen to.
Consuming is not just about what you eat. It's what
you pay attention to. It's what you give your focus to.
I've been so focused and my grip has been so
tight on everything that I needed to give myself permission
to chill the f out. I needed to give myself
permission to just have fun, to just say we'll see whatever.
(22:29):
I'm just gonna be my whimsy self and allow things
to unfold for me. We need that reminder because when
things start to feel I am very anxious every day,
I'm having a lot of emotions and they're not fun.
When it starts to feel like your body is contracting, constricting,
it's because you're holding on to reality too tight, and
(22:50):
you gotta loosen the grip. You gotta say to yourself,
you know what, I'm gonna have more fun. You know what,
I'm gonna go for a little dance. You know what,
I'm just gonna let my hair, Yes I am. You
just gotta let it go. You have to allow yourself
to just release say it will be whatever it will be,
and you keep it moving and grooving. My question to you,
(23:14):
my invitation to you, is, hey, do you want to
start having fun again? Do you want to start laughing again?
Do you want to start enjoying life again? Because yeah,
you don't need Stacy to rip apart your mood. You
actually can laugh when your coworker says something ridiculous and
rude because it's funny. It's funny that they're not in control.
(23:36):
It's funny that you don't have to just allow them
to dictate your emotional state. It's funny that we live
on a floating rock. Many of these things are funny
and weird and odd and interesting and different and quite
quite I don't even have the word for it. I'm
just gonna say, question Mark, how about that. I do
think it's funny that people think they can leave my
(23:57):
life and then they can come back into it. I
do think it's funny people can talk to me disrespectfully
and think that I'm gonna be okay with that. I
do think it's funny that people think they can act
crazy and then I'm just gonna be like, okay, Yeah, that
is funny to me. You've made your bed, now lie
in it, liking it, and I'm gonna laugh my way
to happiness, to fun, to joy, to success, because that's
(24:20):
what I came here to do. Not match your misery
and allow you to dictate my emotional state. Well, I
do want to remind you to get the Shadow Alchemy course,
to get the Art of Alchemy course to really learn
how to take hold of your emotional body and use
it as fuel. If you've not yet gotten your copy
of Show abuzz Her, it's a perfect holiday gift for
(24:40):
you or another, as well as my magnetizing mugs, which
you can find on YouTube and the link is always
in the show notes. As a way is the Sparkling
Me honors of sparkling you and I'll see you in
the next one.
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How do everyone? I decided I no longer want to
be depressed, and so I'm not. I swear to God
that's true. I literally just decided yesterday, I said to myself,
you know what, eh, not really that fun. I've been
angry for weeks. I went back to using castor oil
(00:40):
on my liver because a girl needed to. A girl
needed to, And I just decided, you know, I'm not
gonna be sad anymore. I have gone through extreme ups
and downs. There are so many comic illusionary cycles ending,
and what else is going on? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah.
We're in the year with Snake. Okay, so there's a
(01:02):
lot of shedding there. And I just really realize I
don't feel like being depressed anymore. It's really not fun.
I'm really not getting an emotional payout or a chemical
payout anymore. I'm over it. I'm over it. Now. You
might be thinking, CC, it's not that easy. You can't
just decide what if you could? What if you could?
(01:24):
And you know what, I'm sweating. I'm taking this off
and I'm not even stopping the video. Okay, we're we're
just going through this. Yep, here we go. What if
just like I decided to just take my sweater off
on camera, if you're watching, you could just decide to
stop being I don't know, depressed. What if depression is
an energy? What if it's a spirit of depression? And
(01:46):
every time you say I just can't get over it,
you are solidifying a contract to a demon. I was
clinically depressed at one time years ago, and I've had
therapists try to put me on this and that, and
I actually was on well beutrin. While don't know really
what it did. I don't really know. Maybe it numbs
(02:07):
me out for a while. And then I said, f this,
I'm getting off of this. You do have to wean
yourself off of it. Anyway. That's neither here nor there.
What I have found out beyond that is I can
just decide. I can just decide when I'm done with it.
There are reasons, I think sometimes to be sad. Sometimes
we use sadness as a vehicle to connect with ourselves
(02:28):
to understand our inner emotional turmoil. Just like the moon
contracts and expands, sometimes we need that depression to go
inside to contract, to understand, to know, to see, and
it's there. But if you're finding yourself getting stuck in it, Hi,
how are you who? How are you doing? You can
(02:49):
decide to end that contract. You can with that energy.
I fully believe this. This is something I do in
my own life. I just decided, like I said last night,
that I just kind of want to fun again. I'm
ready to have fun again. I wasn't. I wasn't two
weeks ago. I needed to be angry two weeks ago.
I needed to be upset, two weeks ago, I needed
to have a mental breakdown. Last night, I'm ready to
(03:11):
break the contract. I'm ready to remove myself. Just like
you can remove yourself from soul contracts. Just like you
can remove a sweater when you're starting to get a
little bit too warm, you can remove a contract with
an entity who's told me this myself. I channeled this.
This is just my own feelings, my own thoughts, source myself. Okay,
(03:32):
now that we got that out of the way, I
did want to say one thing before we get into
today's episode. I don't recommend watching the Ditty documentary. It's
on Netflix. Everyone's talking about it. I clicked it for
one second because my mom mentioned it to me, and
I put it on while I was cleaning out my closet,
so I was kind of paying attention, kind of not
this second I clicked on it, I literally saw the distortion,
(03:56):
the darkness radiating through him. I saw a dark, disgusting,
large entity. And you know that it doesn't really scare
me anymore. I see them on people all the time.
But I didn't like how I was sensing the entity
was transcending through the medium of my computer of the screen.
This documentary is not just informational yet. It is a transmission,
(04:19):
and I would just be really careful if you are
watching it. Cleanse yourself after, either with a spirit bath
or incense or stage, or just don't watch it at all.
I don't think people realize this, but whatever content you
allow in your field, it will affect your emotions obviously,
and those emotions, if they get put down to a
(04:40):
state of powerlessness or grief or sadness, that can then
open the door for the entity from that person that
the documentary is about to then enter your field and
stay there. You're not just watching something, You're opening the
door for whatever that energy is to come into your
field and possibly your body. Is that funny? Oh yeah, sorry,
(05:01):
I forgot that this was all about humor today, but
it is true. It is true. I mean, have fun,
but be discerned. God can a girl do both? You
would think? Anyway, what's up? Positive bitches? How are we
doing today? If you're hearing this episode, then you are
meant to be here. So keep listening on the Bitch's
Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh, other times we will cry,
but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered self.
(05:24):
On this podcast, we unbecome hoop, we are not, and
we fully step into exactly who we came here to be.
You know, I don't care if you're a cucumber, if
you're this, if you're that, if you want to restore
your power, if you want to understand what's actually going on,
then this podcast is for you. Okay, positive bitches, babes
and true connection with herself himself, human self. I don't
(05:45):
mind anyway. Let's get into today's episode. I am going
to reiterate we are going into the year of the Horse. Please,
for the love of yourself, before we go into this
rapid fire horse year, do the shadow work and learn
how how to alchemize the art of alchemy and my
shadow Alchemy courses. These are the courses you need to
(06:06):
take before twenty twenty six. At the start of twenty
twenty six, you have to become an active participant in
your life. You can listen to me all you want,
but you actually have to do the work. It is
what it is. Anyway, let's have some fun. I don't
know who exactly needs to hear this, but if you
are listening, I'm assuming it's you. That's how the Good
(06:26):
Lord works. You have to start laughing at this demonogrome.
You gotta start giggling. You gotta start allowing yourself to
have your whimsy back. That's what I've been focusing on.
I felt like, you know, I feel as if I
might have could have lost my spark, and I'm over it.
I'm over I don't really care about anyone that much
(06:48):
to be angry or sad about them. I realized, I
just don't you want to come in, you want to
go out. I don't know do what you want to do.
I came here and incarnated in this physical vessel. Okay,
this goddess of a body. Do you focus here first
and foremost, so what other people want to do? Honestly,
none of my business. Have fun, have at it. I
have started to just laugh, laugh at their demons, laugh
(07:10):
at my own demons when people throw negativity my way,
the chaos and nonsense, the crash outs, the plot twist,
the projections, the oh my god, this happened. I can't
believe this. We are living on a floating rock. Do
I really need to remind you? Yeah, we're living on
a floating rock. Yep, just spinning throughout space? Yeah, floating rock?
(07:36):
Did you catch that part? Spinning through space? Did you
catch that part? Why am I gonna let someone on
this floating rock ruin my day? I'm not going to
Why am I gonna give them power to get me upset?
Why am I going to allow someone else to put
me into an emotional choke hold? And it's not even them,
it's the entity that runs through them, this whole Diddy documentary,
(07:56):
it's not about him, it's the entity that controls him.
I don't want that shit near me. I don't want
that shit entering my field. I don't care enough to
allow that and then have to go take a spear
of bath I'd rather just not be involved. I do
you know what, keep me out of the loop. Keep
me out of the damn loop you're looping around. I
don't want to be involved, just I just need cacao
(08:20):
and I'm good a good book and I'm good speaking
of Make sure you get your copy of Show Up
as Her. It's a perfect holiday get for yourself or another. I,
like I said, have been having a crazy past few
weeks and they have been so filled with extreme highs
and lows. Again, this is just the nature of reality.
(08:40):
In this season, Contrast was definitely giving me clarity, and
I'm thankful for that. So even when there's demons and
whatever these things are all around us and causing chaos,
we need to give gratitude that at least the Contrast
is helping us clarify what we do and do not want.
Exhaustion and these up and downs has really given me
(09:02):
a new level of I've cared so much. I'm so
tired of caring. I don't care. I don't care. I
want to have fun. I want to enjoy this incarnation.
I only have so much time to be CC, I
only have so much time to enjoy being me and
living this life. Why am I going to give someone
who has an entity controlling them access to my emotional home?
(09:26):
Why am I going to give someone who's not in
control of themselves but being controlled by an entity? Why
would I give them keys to my internal home? That
makes no damn sense. That makes no damn sense. And
I just feel it so intensely now. When I see
someone who's in a perpetual state of annoyance or anxiety
(09:48):
or depression, I'm like, yeah, dude, that's one thing, but
I'm not gonna make it another thing. You're not gonna
bleed on me. You are not going to bleed on me.
Your entity is not going to become my new Tamagachi.
I'm just I don't have time for it. So I
have really just been saying to myself. I don't actually
feel like being depressed anymore. I don't feel like being
(10:09):
angry anymore. I don't feel like being upset anymore. I
don't feel like being drained anymore. I don't feel like
doing this whole emotional rollercoaster anymore. No one is worth it.
It's not even giving me variety, because I can predict
it to a tea that it's just annoying me, and
so I ended my contract with this little spirit of
depression lately because I am simply over it. There is
(10:30):
one caveat AAA there's a difference between avoidance and discernment.
I do want to be really clear. If there is
something in your reality that's a problem, it's a human problem,
a financial problem, whatever it may be, do not avoid reality,
but graciously consciously choose what you're gonna give your energy to.
(10:51):
So if there's a real problem, it requires a real solution,
Therefore handle it. I don't bypass reality. I'm not gonna
pretend and I will walk into a problem embodying already
the energy of a solution, and I'll just get it.
I'll find it, I'll attract it. But if there is
something in my reality that is just here to take
(11:14):
from me, to drain me, to destabilize me, if there's
no solution needed by me, it's just pure chaos looking
for a host. I am not volunteering my soul as
an Airbnb. I'm not in the mood. Like I said,
I'm over it. I'm over it. This is where people
get it wrong. They think that peace is passive, but
(11:34):
no peace is a decision and that's what I've decided on.
Peace is a boundary. Piece is a frequency that you
get to choose over and over and over again. Entities
expand through emotional permission, and I think that's another thing
people don't understand. When you let someone's negativity get you down,
you let an attax stick, you let someone upset you,
(11:58):
you allow drama to hide you your nervous system. That
is the exact moment that that entity is starting to
expand through you. It's getting its hooks into you, that
thought form, that distortion, that unhealed shadow. It now gets
to explore your body, your mind, your energy, your field.
And that's the exact moment that you give it permission.
(12:21):
When you want a spiral, when you want to defend yourself,
convince them, when you want to just react, no, instead,
do you know what I'm doing. I'm not reacting with anger.
I'm not going to fight fire with fire. I'm just laughing.
I'm like, yeah, that's actually ridiculous. It's not worth my energy.
(12:41):
My energy at this point to me, is so sacred.
It's what builds my reality, builds my business, it's what
builds my body, it's what gives me health. And happiness
and harmony. I'm not going to just give it to
someone who's being run by an entity. I'm not just
gonna give it to anyone and then instead I'm just
(13:02):
gonna laugh. I'm gonna laugh because when you laugh, you
don't allow yourself to drop into a lower emotional state,
and therefore that entity cannot expand through you. You dissolve
the spell, you break the hook. There's no place to attach.
Darkness cannot survive laughter because instead of you dropping down
(13:28):
into a lower state, you're anchoring into a higher frequency,
and that entity can't latch on to someone who refuses
to take it seriously. When people in my personal life
have been coming to me with utmost chaos out of
this world chaos, I will be compassionate, I will be gracious.
(13:50):
But if they're trying to take my head off with
it and trying to bleed on me, I'm just gonna
laugh and say, yeah, I don't know, but I'm sure
you'll figure it out. Yeah, not sure. When someone wants
to blame me or misunderstand me, I just laugh. I
just laugh. I think being on the Internet is really
great training for this. So many different people are perceiving
(14:11):
me in so many different ways, and I kind of
have gotten really comfortable and people just projecting on me.
I think, yeah, good, I don't want you to know
who I actually am. Keep projecting, Yeah, lay those illusions
on me, baby, I don't want you knowing anything about me.
Project misunderstand, that's just more protection for me. Keep sending
me your weirdo energy. The thing about me is, I'm
(14:33):
not afraid of some loser's dark energy. It has nothing
to do with me. Their loser energy is not more
powerful than mine. Their entities are not more powerful than
my free will. I put the armor of God on
every single day and there's nothing I can't have or do,
and their energy is not more powerful than me. Just
like the haters in your reality, the people of constant chaos,
(14:55):
they are not more powerful than you. And by the way,
constant depression, constant chaos, that is a sign of an entity.
I know everyone likes to talk in these psychological terms.
What do you think is beyond the psychological? Could it
be the spiritual? Could it be We don't have the
correct instruments to measure the unseen yet, so everyone thinks
you just need another pill. How about you need to
(15:16):
break the contract with that entity. This is something I
do in one on one sessions where we literally energetically
pluck these little entities. If you're interested. I had a
moment with my brother the other day and he was stressed,
irritated projecting. You know the whole shindig old me would
have matched his frequency. Knew me says, you know this circumstance,
(15:40):
I don't give you permission to affect my energy. I
don't give you permission to affect my energy. I took
a deep breath, I walked out, I remained myself. I
put on Sabrina Carpenter, and I drove away in happiness
and joy, in peace, in peace. Every moment you have
an invitation to either evolve or devolve. And sometimes there's
(16:04):
gonna be moments where you do need to go into
the anger, and you do need to go into the depression,
and you do need to go into these darker emotions. Yeah,
Like I said, I needed a couple of weeks to
go inwards to contract, and now that I had that,
I said, okay, I'm ready to pony on up and
get onto my horse of harmony and happiness. Regardless of
how you want to do life. You're doing it, so
(16:25):
you can either do it depressed or you can do
it happy. You can do it trained, or you can
do it energized. You can do it bitter, or you
can do it blooming. And I've decided I want to
do life with pleasure and love and fun at the
forefront of my being. I want to go through life
in a way that's fun. I don't want to go
through life in a way that's depressing. I don't want
to go through life in a way that I'm always anxious.
(16:48):
Efitt step into the effort frequency. Like we talked about
a couple weeks back, why not choose fun, pleasure, happiness.
Why not choose light? Why not choose to laugh in
the face of darkness? I actually do think it's funny.
At this point, when I see someone's demons trying to
feed on me, I'm like, ohhhh, no, not gonna work,
(17:10):
not happening. I'm not really into it. Why not choose
to just add some comedy while we're here on Earth,
renting this temporary physical body, playing this temporary character on
a temporary floating rock. It's so temporary. Can we just
have fun while we're here? Cool thing is the more
you choose to have fun, the more you'll attract fun
(17:31):
people and fun experiences, and the more people who are
not fun will just fall out of your reality. This
really is energetic sovereignty. We are deciding what lives in
our mind. We are deciding what gets our emotional attention,
we are deciding where we want to put our focus,
and we are deciding what's going to influence our state.
(17:54):
It just doesn't make any sense to keep allowing people
who are miserable in their own life to make us miserable.
If your mother's always miserable, or your coworker or your friend,
you need to start stating aloud. I do not give
their name, so I'll just say I do not give
my mother the ability to affect my state. I do
not give my coworker the ability to influence my state.
(18:18):
I do not give my attention to that which is
not fun, which is not joy, which is not happiness.
We don't just wake up healed. We have to wake
up deciding, deciding what we want to look at, deciding
if we want to left, deciding how we want to respond.
It's a decision. You can break your contract with these entities,
(18:39):
but you have to decide to do so. And I'm
not saying this as this willy nilly human. I mean
I am willy nilly, but I'm saying this as someone
who has struggled with depression, who has been given the
wellbutrin who has struggled with anxiety. No, these entities are
not allowed to live in my body. They are not
allowed to live in my mind. They are not allowed
(19:00):
to control my state. They are not allowed to manifest
for me. I see C am the sole decider of
my reality. I see C get to choose what I
give my attention to. I SEEC get to choose how
I want to respond. And right now I want to
respond laughing. Right now, I want to respond having fun.
Right now, I want to respond through pleasure and joy
(19:23):
and fun. And if I have to do a damn
castor oil pack every night on my liver to control
my anger, then I will do it. And I'll keep
doing it and deciding every single day until I wake
up and look around and realize, damn nothing has a
hold on me. We have to become untouchable. And how
do you become untouchable? You decide that you are unavailable.
(19:46):
You are unavailable to the chaos, to the depressive entities,
to the anxiety, to the people who bring you down
over and over and over and over again. You know
who these people are. You don't need anyone to tell
you who they are. You know you're into wish, your compass,
your heart has shown you who these people are, and
you have to decide to stop giving them access to
(20:06):
your emotions. You have to decide to stop allowing them
to influence your stage. You become untouchable when you make
decisions prioritizing your self. And that's the whole entire point
of laughing in the face of darkness. It's not that
you don't see it. It's that you no longer bow
to it. It's not that you don't notice it. It's
(20:27):
that you no longer give it control over you. It's
not that you don't understand it. It's that you choose
where you want to place your focus and your attention
and your energy. It's a reclamation of your focus, of yourself,
of your body, of your life, of your life. Not
(20:47):
only is it more enjoyable to choose to have fun
and to have fun and go through life, because either way,
we're going to go through life and we get to
decide how we want to do it. Not only is
it more fun, not only is it more enjoyable, but
lo and behold, get who's going to start to get
better results?
Speaker 3 (21:01):
Oh?
Speaker 2 (21:02):
You bitch, Oh you bitch, you you you, you, you you,
Because as you rise in your frequency, you will attract
better experiences, more fun, better opportunities. If you want to
be on your own, damn pedestal, if you want to
be untouchable, you have to decide what is worth your
(21:22):
attention and what is not. Do a cost analysis. What
is costing me my piece, what is costing me my frequency?
What is costing my vibration? And yeah, it's a pretty
hefty cost to allow someone, day in and day out,
or even this Diddy documentary, to bring your vibration so
low into griefs, so low into misery and sadness and
(21:42):
powerlessness that you then open the door to some entity.
I mean, is that a good idea? Is that a
good idea? I don't think so. I don't think so.
How about you put up stand up comedy? How about
you put on a I don't know, a comfort show
from Disney or something like that. Why don't you choose,
just like you choose what to eat. Why don't you
choose what happened in your eyesight? Why don't you clean
(22:05):
up your energetic diet? What you watch, what you listen to.
Consuming is not just about what you eat. It's what
you pay attention to. It's what you give your focus to.
I've been so focused and my grip has been so
tight on everything that I needed to give myself permission
to chill the f out. I needed to give myself
permission to just have fun, to just say we'll see whatever.
(22:29):
I'm just gonna be my whimsy self and allow things
to unfold for me. We need that reminder because when
things start to feel I am very anxious every day,
I'm having a lot of emotions and they're not fun.
When it starts to feel like your body is contracting, constricting,
it's because you're holding on to reality too tight, and
(22:50):
you gotta loosen the grip. You gotta say to yourself,
you know what, I'm gonna have more fun. You know what,
I'm gonna go for a little dance. You know what,
I'm just gonna let my hair, Yes I am. You
just gotta let it go. You have to allow yourself
to just release say it will be whatever it will be,
and you keep it moving and grooving. My question to you,
(23:14):
my invitation to you, is, hey, do you want to
start having fun again? Do you want to start laughing again?
Do you want to start enjoying life again? Because yeah,
you don't need Stacy to rip apart your mood. You
actually can laugh when your coworker says something ridiculous and
rude because it's funny. It's funny that they're not in control.
(23:36):
It's funny that you don't have to just allow them
to dictate your emotional state. It's funny that we live
on a floating rock. Many of these things are funny
and weird and odd and interesting and different and quite
quite I don't even have the word for it. I'm
just gonna say, question Mark, how about that. I do
think it's funny that people think they can leave my
(23:57):
life and then they can come back into it. I
do think it's funny people can talk to me disrespectfully
and think that I'm gonna be okay with that. I
do think it's funny that people think they can act
crazy and then I'm just gonna be like, okay, Yeah, that
is funny to me. You've made your bed, now lie
in it, liking it, and I'm gonna laugh my way
to happiness, to fun, to joy, to success, because that's
(24:20):
what I came here to do. Not match your misery
and allow you to dictate my emotional state. Well, I
do want to remind you to get the Shadow Alchemy course,
to get the Art of Alchemy course to really learn
how to take hold of your emotional body and use
it as fuel. If you've not yet gotten your copy
of Show abuzz Her, it's a perfect holiday gift for
(24:40):
you or another, as well as my magnetizing mugs, which
you can find on YouTube and the link is always
in the show notes. As a way is the Sparkling
Me honors of sparkling you and I'll see you in
the next one.
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H energies can sa shame?
Speaker 3 (25:04):
How got?
Speaker 4 (25:05):
How got the jogy? Don't?
Speaker 3 (25:11):
We can't speakin sa sweet?
Speaker 4 (25:21):
Can saspat
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