September 27, 2025 • 40 mins
Have you ever noticed that the moment you begin pursuing your genuine purpose, unexpected obstacles suddenly appear from every direction? Welcome to a powerful exploration of spiritual warfare and divine resilience.
Marie vulnerably shares her personal experience with multi-dimensional opposition that intensified after launching this podcast. "How do you know when the prophecy is real?" she reflects, quoting Laura Pickett. "You know it's real when warfare breaks out around it." This profound insight frames the episode's central message: opposition often confirms calling rather than contradicts it.
The conversation examines how spiritual warfare operates through three distinct yet interconnected channels. First, spiritual obstruction attempts to cloud discernment and disconnect believers from divine guidance. Second, human agents—sometimes knowingly, sometimes unwittingly—become instruments of opposition through gossip, surveillance, and intimidation. Finally, technological interference manifests through algorithmic manipulation, digital disruptions, and sophisticated surveillance methods designed to silence authentic voices.
Despite these formidable challenges, Marie stands firmly on scriptural promises that provide unshakable hope. "What God has spoken over my life will come to pass," she declares with conviction. "No amount of surveillance, manipulation, or spiritual warfare can override what the word of the Lord says." Her testimony demonstrates that while opposition may be loud, it is never final against divine purpose.
This episode serves as both documentation of struggle and declaration of victory—offering listeners powerful strategies for recognizing and overcoming similar patterns in their own lives. You'll discover why the enemy targets certain individuals with particular intensity, how to interpret opposition as confirmation rather than punishment, and practical spiritual weapons for breaking through invisible walls.
Ready to transform your perspective on spiritual warfare and reclaim your voice? Listen now and discover why "the destined state is not delayed—it's unfolding" despite every attempt to obstruct your divine journey.
Ever felt like your darkest fears of being watched were actually true? Well, this powerful documentation pulls back the curtain on life as a targeted individual—where privacy becomes fiction and safety an illusion. This series stands as both documentation and resistance—a refusal to be silenced despite overwhelming odds.
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Marie Destinee a la Gran (00:02):
Hello, welcome to the Dire-Rie of a
Sane Black Woman with Marie,your host.
I hope everyone is doing well.
I hope everyone had a greatweek.
I haven't posted as much, buthere I am.
I'm back and I'm here to sharesome things with you, what has
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been happening.
And so let's just jump into it.
So before I begin, I just needto speak this out loud for
myself.
So as you all know, my story isabout being watched.
So I've definitely feltwatched, redirected, and
silenced for a while now.
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But this week, you know, therewere other strategies being
implemented basically to try toobstruct my progress.
But with that being said, weall know that God is in charge.
So I've known deep in my spiritthat I was born for something
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greater.
And although not necessarilyfor ministry, but now God, more
and more, as I've shared before,that I feel like God is
essentially calling me toministry in some way, shape, or
form.
Basically, to use everythingthat I've gone through, the good
and the bad, but especially thebad to help uplift other
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people.
So this diary is not only abouttelling my story, right?
And documenting what I'm goingthrough or what I have gone
through thus far, but it's alsoto help others.
And so this past week, I'vereally felt like there were a
lot of invisible walls that werebeing put in my way.
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A lot of different things,whether it's through
technological sphere or, youknow, human agents or, you know,
spiritual sphere.
You know, that's always goingon.
But this week was a littledifferent in how it happened.
And I just I realized that,okay, God spoke to me.
He said, you know, these arenot only distractions, but these
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are people trying to actuallyblock your movement.
They want to distort yourvoice, right?
As they've been doing since thesmear campaign has started.
They want to distort yourclarity, they want to take your
focus away from what you shouldbe doing and take you away from
your purpose.
And but I know that the word ofGod says in Jeremiah 20, 9, 11,
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right?
For I know the plans I have foryou, declares the Lord.
Plans to prosper you and not toharm you, plans to give you
hope and a future.
And so I know that all thingswill work together for the good
of those that love the Lord, andthat includes me.
And so God's plan for me isperfect.
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God's plan for me cannot beobstructed by anyone or any
person.
And so I've learned that whenGod speaks destiny, obstruction
often follows, though, right?
Laura Pickett said I was uhlistening to one of her sermons,
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and this is an old sermon, likefrom 2008, and this was from
World Changers Ministries.
They had a conference in NewYork, and that was from one of
those recordings.
And I listen, I always listento that CD, by the way, over and
over again because it reallyencourages me and reminds me of
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how faithful God is, andregardless of what you're going
through, that God is in it withyou, and that you just need to
persevere, as it says inHebrews.
That being said, in the sermon,it says, How do you know when
the prophecy is real, right?
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How do you know when what Godhas spoken over your life is
real?
The word that you received isreal.
You know that it's real whenwarfare breaks out around it.
That's what she said.
And she continued to say, ifyou see warfare around what God
has called you to do, know thatyou're on the right track and
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keep pushing through.
Because, you know, again, noone would kick a dead dog.
If I was dead, if I didn't haveanything else to live for, if I
didn't have a purpose, no onewould be coming after me at the
level and the intensity thatthey're coming after me, right?
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It's almost like, you know, tothe point, unfortunately, they
have made me an idol, right?
I have become a small God forthese people.
And unfortunately, that is notwhat I want, and that's not what
God wants, right?
I just pray that God mayrelease and deliver them from
this idolatry that they havemade me become for them, and
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that that they may find thepurpose that God has for them
and that they can focus on that.
With that being said, LauraPickett has a book called In the
End You Will Win.
And that book talks aboutovercoming obstacles to your
destiny, right?
And so basically, as Imentioned before, Creflo Dollar
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said, you know, he's here, he'sheard people say, Well, since
I've been born again, I haven'thad any attacks or anything come
against me.
And he said, Well, what kind ofborn again are you?
Like, if anything, thingsshould have increased since
you've been, you know, bornagain.
And he also said, if thedevil's not messing with you,
you ain't got anything he wants.
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So, like, these people that arecoming after me, you know,
there must be something thatthey see in me spiritually and
even in the natural that they'recoming after me because they
want to obstruct every aspect ofmy life, right?
So, whether it's my mentalwellness, my spiritual wellness,
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my day-to-day living, right?
Um, work opportunities,business, financial,
technological, relational, everyaspect of my life, these
individuals, these flyingmonkeys.
I see that's the term peoplehave been using because we know
and I know that there is aperson behind this that is
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orchestrating this, right?
Behind the scenes, and theyfeel powerful because they're
manipulating these individualsto attack me.
They're manipulating theseindividuals to attack me,
they're hiding behind thescenes.
There is, you know, amastermind behind this whole
thing that started this wholething, but unfortunately, it's
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snowballed, right?
This has gone viral.
You have people attacking mefrom every angle, people I don't
know.
As I mentioned in my previousepisode, we now have drones,
ladies and gentlemen, followingme.
We have drones coming everynight over my house where I
live.
Unsure exactly what they'redoing, but it's very suspicious.
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And whenever they come, I candefinitely see a shift in the
atmosphere in terms of the EMF,RF ways and computer glitches
and all of that stuff.
So whatever they're doing isnot good.
And obviously they'resurveilling, right?
That's the the most obviousaspect or the most obvious
reason, but they're also therefor other malicious intent.
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And that's that's what Ibelieve.
But basically, today I'mcalling it out.
I'm calling it out for what itis, I'm calling out the
obstructions that I've beenseeing and people trying to
silence my voice since I startedthis podcast, right?
Since I started thisdocuseries, they've been trying
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to uh obstruct every singlething that I've been doing.
And I know that the devil isnot going to win, right?
God has uh given us the victoryover 2,000 years ago on the
cross, and I am claiming it.
And so, although I've uh facedthe spiritual interference
through human agents and alsohuman agents basically working
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with AI bots and other cohortsand through group chats and
things like that to try toattack me and manipulate my
technology, interfere with myalgorithm, try to insert
malicious code into my, youknow, my internet and my
sessions.
I've seen a lot of weird thingshappen in the past few weeks.
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And so obviously they have trthey are really trying to
silence me.
And so again, that tells youwhy would they be trying to
silence me, right?
They've already done everythingelse that they could do to
humiliate me, to spread lies, toinvade my privacy, all types of
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human rights violations, right?
They've done all of that, butyet now that I'm coming out and
saying, hey, this is what I'mexperiencing, now they're trying
to silence my voice.
They're trying to, you know,increase their attacks, they're
trying to do all sorts ofthings.
But, you know, to God be theglory, because God is with me,
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and if God be for me, who couldbe against me?
And as I said, I've seen howthe algorithm can twist
perception, how surveillance canbecome like psychological
warfare, and and people arebeing manipulated.
As I mentioned before, this isnot only something that is
natural, it's supernatural.
So we have the super at playwhere we have people that are
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being manipulated spiritually,they're being bewitched to do
what they're doing, and theydon't even know how and why.
And then you have people thatare willfully doing it, right?
So you have people from allangles doing it, all angles in
every domain, in every system,in every network, basically
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working together to come againstme and to attack me.
Why?
Why, right?
Why is the question?
Well, because I'm chosen,because I'm chosen, because I'm
chosen, and I say that veryhumbly, right?
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Because I I don't think anyonewould want the level of
persecution that I've been facedwith.
But I know if I am facing it,God has equipped me.
God has equipped me toovercome, because God would
never give me anything that Icould not bear.
And anything that is too heavyfor me to bear, I give it to
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God.
I surrender it to God, I lay itat the cross.
So I know I have nothing toworry about because God is for
me.
And if God be for me, who couldbe against me?
We've heard in Ephesians 6.12that reminds us that we wrestle
against not flesh and blood, butagainst principalities, powers,
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and rulers of darkness.
Right?
So this is not just a podcast,it's a record of resistance.
I'm not just telling my story,I'm reclaiming it.
And I am, this is the beginningof my testimony, of not only my
testimony, but of my ministry,of my ministry to serve God for
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a greater purpose.
Because all of this is notgoing to go to waste.
Everything that you have beendoing to me, you all, whether
you're a Christian,non-Christian, you you know, old
co-workers, old people thatI've you know gone to school
with, neighbors, people in inhigh places that are basically
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in on it, nothing you're doingwill be able to stop me.
And God has a greater purposefor this.
And I know that no matter whator who comes against me, that
the destined state is notnegotiable, right?
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It it's it's not.
And so what God said willhappen will happen, right?
It if God, again, if God be forme, who could be against me?
So I just I just want to take amoment right now just to praise
God, to give him all the glory,to thank him for everything
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that he's brought me throughthus far.
I just want to thank you,Father.
I want to thank you, HeavenlyFather.
I would not be here, I wouldnot be here, I would not still
be standing if it was not foryou, Lord God.
I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, Lord God.
I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, God.
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I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, God.
Everyone who is mocking me,Lord God, with their because
again, we're talking about theidolatry now, right?
Even like some so-calledChristian ministries or
Christian, I don't even want tocall them ministries, Christian,
let's just say quote unquote uhquote unquote Christian
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influencers are basically usingme as a target of uh discussion,
manipulating what they saidthat God told them when they
know it's not God, they knowthey're sitting up there in the
group chats, they know thatsomething is feeding them that
information, and they're saying,Yeah, this is for someone, and
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you know, it's not for everyone.
Test the spirit and stuff likethat.
And you know what?
The one thing I can say is thatthe word of God says everything
is forgivable.
God will forgive you ofeverything, but when you lie on
the Holy Spirit, ooh, thescripture has something very
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different to say about that, andI'll expand on that in a in a
in a future episode.
But if you lie on the HolySpirit, you're saying the Holy
Spirit told you this, that yougot you received this from the
Holy Spirit, and you know you'relying.
It's one thing to think thatyou heard, because we all as
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Christians, sometimes we thinkwe hear from God or we think God
is directing us to dosomething, but we might be at
fault.
It might be our our our fleshand it might be something else,
it might be another voice, butwe we're not intentionally doing
that, right?
It's a mistake, it's humanerror.
But when you're intentionallylying on God and you're
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intentionally saying that, oh,God told me, the Holy Spirit
told me this, I received this inthe in the spirit and test the
spirit, and you know that islying, that you're lying on the
Holy Spirit, oh may God havemercy on your soul because God
in his word says that is onething that is not forgivable.
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And I just pray that for all ofyou who are using me as your
mockery, as your clown, aswhoever you want me to be, that
may God have mercy on your soulfor lying on his Holy Spirit and
saying that the Holy Spirittold you.
May God have mercy on yoursoul.
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May God have mercy on yoursoul.
I'll continue.
Now, we spoke about spiritualobstruction, right?
So that's a good segue.
That's a good segue intospiritual obstruction, right?
Because I believe everythingstarts off spiritually before it
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manifests in the natural.
The spiritual realm is morereal than the natural.
And the natural is justbasically a shadow of what's
really the reality that existsin the spiritual realm.
So we have like uh spiritualobstruction, we have energetic
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in interference, right?
That may try to cloud yourdiscernment, that tries to
distract you, that tries tocause confusion, people that are
maybe doing rituals againstyou, right?
People that are trying tomanipulate your relationships
and your opportunities throughspiritual means, right?
And then also false prophets,false influencers, influencers
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that are saying test the spiritwhen they know that they are
lying, they are lying on theHoly Spirit.
It's one thing to be wrong andto be sincerely wrong, it's
another thing to beintentionally wrong.
Two different things to besincerely wrong and you don't
know you're wrong, you thinkyou're right, you think you're
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hearing from God, and it'sanother thing to be
intentionally wrong, to knowyou're lying, to know that
you're making a mockery of theHoly Spirit by lying on the Holy
Spirit.
Another tactic is trauma andfear, right?
They try to basically imposetrauma and fear to disconnect
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you, to make you, you know, fromdivine guidance.
So even trying to disconnectyou from even people that are
supposed to be, you know, in thebody of Christ, right?
To try to put a falsenarrative.
You know, I've I've been tochurches where and it it hasn't,
and I've mentioned thisbriefly, and I'll also take an
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episode to actually unbasicallyuncover everything and go into
maybe a little bit more detailof like my experiences at
different churches that I'vegone through, where people, you
know, will follow me in thechurch.
I've had people actually taketime off because they know they
knew that I was gonna be in XYZBible study or prayer group, and
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they made time.
They they literally took timeoff from work to be there
because it was something thatwas happening during the day,
just so they can surveil mebecause someone told them to do
so, right?
And so that's how deep this is.
So you have the spiritualobstruction where you're they're
they're manipulating people todo what they want them to do or
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to change their perception, andthen you also have the the
natural aspect through also notonly not only human agents, but
also through technologicalmeans, right?
So you have algorithmicmanipulation, people that are
basically not only the smearcampaign, but division.
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You're you're you're you'rebasically you're inciting
violence, you're incitingdivision, you're spreading hate.
Everything that you're sharingis hateful because you want to
get people worked up, right?
You want to get someone workedup so that they can basically
now turn against me.
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So I just I just pray to Godthat you know these attacks will
not only stop for me, but likefor humanity.
Because imagine all of thishate, all of this hate that's
been being disseminated to likedifferent individuals and
groups.
It's not coming from me, it'scoming from the people that are
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sharing these things and thepeople that are manipulating it
to basically program thesepeople into believing whatever
picture that they want to haveof me and to paint me as
whatever they want to paint meas, to take things out of
context, right?
Even if it was something that Isaid, but it's like, okay, uh
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is it within the context, right?
Is is is it within context?
Or if it's something I didn'teven say, it was someone else
that said it, and now you'reattributing it to me, right?
Also, just all sorts of things,right?
So that's neither here orthere.
The purpose here is tobasically look at the layers of
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obstruction, right?
So we spoke about spiritualobstruction, and we know that we
wrestle not against flesh andblood, but principalities and
powers and things of thatnature.
And so that's what has beenhappening.
And not only I have thediscernment to see and know, I
also sense when people are doingtheir nonsense, you know, even
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people that are close to me andpeople that are far, because,
you know, fortunately I alwaysknow somehow, some way, God
always shows me and revealsthings to me.
We have the human agents,right?
Whether you want to call themgatekeepers, handlers, they're
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there, right?
They're the ones on the groundwho gets the message that, oh,
she's there.
Oh, she went to throw out thegarbage.
Oh, she's at this store, oh,she's online again.
And then these people will comeoutside with their cell phones
and they'll probably, you know,they'll try to extract
information, and some of themmaliciously, you know, insert
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code into my devices.
And then the people also, someof some of these people, like I
said, a lot of these people areinnocently participating in in
this, and they don't realize howmalicious and how damaging
their involvement is, even justdownloading the information that
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they're getting, because theirdevices are now being used as a
bot network, right?
If you didn't know your device,if you've been getting these
messages and downloads, yourdevice has been hacked.
Your device has malware, yourdevice is basically compromised.
That's how they can use yourdevice.
Your device and all of theother devices that are being
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used are being used as a bot.
And so now you have a botnetwork and all these devices
communicating with each other.
While you're downloading thatinformation, it's now basically
extracting not only myinformation, but also inserting
malicious code.
And also basically continuingthe false narrative, the
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sabotage, and and the slanderand every sort of thing that you
uh horrible thing that you cancan imagine, right?
So cultural narratives thatnormalize submission and
silence, right?
I've mentioned before inepisode one how you know
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sometimes the people that aresupposed to be watching out for
you, those who are supposed tobe standing up for you, those
who are supposed to enforcepolicies and procedures, those
who are supposed to uphold thelaw aren't.
Not only because some of themare ignorant of the law, but
also because some of them arewillfully participating in it,
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right?
And so we have that aspect.
We also have psychologicalwarfare, right?
Through gaslighting, you know,subliminal harassment, as I
mentioned before, intentionalisolation, through further
dissemination of gossip andslander and information that is
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supposed to be private, right?
Just a whole bunch of differentthings.
And so that's the obstructionas it relates to human agents.
And so let's look attechnological obstruction.
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Again, we spoke aboutalgorithmic manipulation.
It distorts the it distorts thetruth and visibility, but it
also interferes with basicallyyour the user experience, right?
That's how we would frame it,right?
The user experience, right?
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So different things that youwould probably see when you're
interacting on a certaininterface, it's not working.
The buttons are not working,it's not submitting.
You're trying to uploadsomething, but it's not
uploading.
Why isn't it uploading?
Because they are basicallytapping into your system,
they've tapped into my system tobasically try to prevent me
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from doing certain things.
Right?
So it's not only the distortionof truth, it's not only, you
know, the smear campaign, it'sbasically obstructing my mirror
user experience in using certaintechnologies.
I've literally seen my computerflash against me.
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So if you thought what I wasshowing on my in the trailer is
just basically fiction, it'sreal.
These things are actuallyhappening.
And then you have thesurveillance and stalking,
right, via uh technologicalmeans, right?
Whether it's through yourcomputer, through a drone,
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through uh someone else'stelephone, right?
It's happening.
And then you have like the EMFand RF waves and all other
things that they're using, andsynthetic reality uh loops, AI
agents, deep fakes, predictivemodeling, all sorts of things,
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right, that are being used.
And so that's the technologicalobstruction piece.
And so here we see a lot hasbeen happening.
And it's not to say that thisweek was the only time that it
happened, but I think since I'vestarted this podcast, I noticed
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a shift, right?
Like the attacks are stillhappening, like you know,
they've been happening, so likeI'm used to I'm used to them
now.
But there's been a a shift inin strategy, right?
Because they want to try tosilence me.
Not only do they want tosilence me, but I think that a
lot of people, those who areactively participating, that,
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you know, they're always there,you know, to try to consume
information and spreadinformation, is that they really
think that, you know, they cancontinue doing this and that
there will be no accountabilityand no repercussions.
As it says in Psalm 64, 5through 6, they encourage
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themselves in an evil purpose.
They commune of laying snaresprivily.
They say, Who will see them?
They search out iniquities.
We have accomplished, say they,a diligent a diligent search,
and and the inward thought andthe heart of everyone is deep.
So, you know, basically, theythink that what they're doing is
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basically in the dark, thatnothing's gonna happen, no one's
gonna catch them, even thepeople that are operating the
drones or people that are behindthe bot networks.
Because while the bot networksare bots, there is someone
that's behind it all, right?
Someone created it to beginwith.
So that's just Psalm 64, 5through 6.
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But if you read on, we seelater on in the scripture that
God suddenly delivers.
God suddenly delivers, right?
God will suddenly deliver, andI believe that.
I believe that with all myheart, with all my soul, with
all my spirit, that God willsuddenly deliver me from all of
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these attacks.
I truly believe that.
I know that I serve El Roy, theGod who sees, the God who sees,
and I know that I serve anomniscient God.
I know that I serve El Elion.
I know that my God is powerful,and that my God, hallelujah, He
is El Shaddai, He is the Godwho is able to do exceedingly
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abundantly above all that I canask or think.
So I thank God for that.
So, in closing, let me just saythis plainly any obstruction I
faced is temporary.
What God has spoken over mylife will come to pass.
God's word never returns to himvoid, first of all.
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That's one, right?
But what God has spoken over mylife through prophecy, through
whatever he's downloaded in myspirit, will come to pass.
And no amount of surveillance,manipulation, or spiritual
warfare or slander, gossip,whatever it is, whatever you're
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trying to do to tarnish my name,to anchor me from past
mistakes, nothing can overridewhat the word of the Lord says,
what God's word says.
And whatever you said I did,like I said before, I did it.
I did it.
Just plain and simple.
Whatever you're saying I did, Idid it.
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You know.
Why I'm saying I did it so thatGod, I can give it to God.
That's that's the easiest way.
I'm not even going to defendmyself.
You said I did it.
Oh, okay, I did it.
You're saying I didn't.
So I guess I did it.
God, can you handle it?
God, I give it to you.
I lay it at your cross.
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I give it to you.
And I know that the blood ofJesus is speaking for me.
The blood of Jesus is speakingfor me.
That God has a sacrifice onceand for all, which is the blood
of Jesus.
And the blood of Jesus speaksbetter words than the blood of
Abel.
And that nothing, no nothing,no evil altar, no other blood
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can cry against me, basicallyaccusing me.
And I release all of that.
I release that.
The word of God says, weovercome by the blood of the
Lamb and the Word, and in theWord of our testimony.
And so that's how I'movercoming right now, through
the blood of Jesus.
No weapon formed against meshall prosper.
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Every evil word spoken againstme shall be cast down in Jesus'
mighty name.
The blood of Jesus is fightingfor me.
Jesus is my advocate.
God is working out all thingsfor me.
I truly believe that.
And that the word of God, theword of God says in Isaiah 55,
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11, so is my word that goes outfrom my mouth.
It will not return to me empty.
I know that the prophecy isreal, as I said before, because
there's been warfare around it.
The enemy doesn't waste energyon the irrelevant.
They don't.
Without me, you have nocontent.
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Without me, you have norecreation.
You have made me an idol.
You have made me literally, youhave made me an idol.
And I pray that God may deliveryou all and give you purpose
and help.
Or if you don't know what yourpurpose is, because sometimes it
takes us a long time to findout our purpose.
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I'm still, I'm still workingthrough what God is doing in my
life and his ultimate purposefor me, right?
But may you pray that God mayhelp you discover your purpose
so that you can focus on whatreally matters.
I've seen the effort pouredinto silencing me, targeting not
just my body, my voice, myplatform, my presence, my
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opportunities, everything.
But I know that in Psalm, God'sword says in Psalms 105.19, it
says, until the time that thisword came to pass, the word of
the Lord tested him.
So this testing isn'tpunishment, it's confirmation,
it's proof that the promise isalive.
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So in the mighty name of Jesus,I declare that every drone,
every algorithm, every handler,every false prophet, your time
is up.
The obstruction may be loud,but it's not final.
The gifts and the calling ofGod are irrevocable, as it says
in Romans 11, 29.
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I'm not just surviving, I'madvancing, and I truly believe
it.
And I have entered a newseason.
We just celebrated RoshHashanah a few days ago, and
also we're now entering intofall, which is harvest.
So I'm destined and forgreatness, and the destined
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state, it's not delayed, it'sunfolding.
I decree and declare that Iwalk in the authority, I walk in
truth, and I I walk in what Godsaid about me.
And no weapon formed against mewill prosper.
And that is it, ladies andgentlemen, for this episode.
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Thank you for joining me.
I just want to take a few moreminutes to seal this in prayer,
basically.
Seal some of these declarationsthat I've made over my life,
over, you know, the things, theattacks that's been coming
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against me.
So, Father, I come before youas your child, called, chosen,
and set apart.
I thank you for the destinyyou've spoken over my life, and
I thank you that your word doesnot return to you void.
I renounce every obstruction,spiritual, human, technological,
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that has tried to delay,distort, or destroy what you've
ordained.
I break every assignment ofconfusion, surveillance,
manipulation, and intimidation.
I decree and declare that I amhidden in Christ and I'm covered
by the blood of Jesus.
I am surrounded by your angels,your worrying angels, your
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guardian angels, your destinyhelping angels, Lord God.
I your messenger angels, Ithank you, Father.
I ask you for divine shieldingover my voice, my platform, my
devices, my mind, and my body.
Father, in the name of Jesus,let every false light be
exposed, let every handler besilenced, and let every
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algorithm be disrupted.
Hallelujah.
And let the authorities, LordGod, step in.
Let the authorities step in,Father.
Open their eyes.
Open their eyes, Father.
I receive clarity and receiverestoration.
I receive acceleration.
I walk boldly into the destinyyou've designed for me before
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the foundation of the world.
In Jesus' mighty name.
Father, I decree everyobstruction is temporary, every
surveillance system isdismantled, every manipulative
voice is silenced.
I am not afraid, I decree anddeclare.
I am not confused, I decree anddeclare.
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I am not delayed, I decree anddeclare, I am a voice of truth,
I am a vessel of fire, I am avessel of honor and not
dishonor.
I am a threat to darkness.
And that's why the enemy wantsto silence me.
But what God said about me willhappen in Jesus' mighty name.
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I decree and declare thatdivine disruption to every
adversarial pattern.
I declare supernaturalprotection over my calling.
I declare restoration ofeverything stolen.
Hallelujah.
I decree and declare that thedestined state is not delayed,
it is unfolding, and no weaponformed against me shall prosper.
Hallelujah.
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Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
I praise your mighty name,Father.
I give you all the glory.
I thank you, Father.
I thank you that your words areyes and amen.
Hallelujah.
I thank you, Father, thatweeping may endure for a night,
but joy comes in the morning.
I thank you for your mercies,Lord God.
Hallelujah, that are new everymorning.
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You don't give us recycledmercies, Father.
You give us new mercies everymorning.
I thank you for your love thatcovers a multitude of sin.
I thank you, Lord God, for theblood of Jesus that purifies me
and washes me and purifies me ofall uncleanness, all impurity,
Father, any sin, anything, LordGod, sins of omission, sins of
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commission, Father, anythingthat I have done in the past
week, whether it be acting outof anger, letting myself be
triggered by the enemy'sattacks, Father, may you forgive
me.
May the blood of Jesus speakfor me better words than the
blood of Abel.
I thank you, Father, that everyspirit of distraction, every
spirit of obstruction, everyspirit that is trying to deter
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me, Lord God, from your purposewill be apprehended by your
power in Jesus' mighty name.
And I seal this prayer.
Hallelujah with the blood ofJesus.
I seal it in the mighty name ofJesus.
Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen,amen, amen, amen.
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Hallelujah.
Teleo, tale, tale.
Hallelujah.
Everything that has been done,everything that has been spoken
is done.
It will not return to you,void.
I thank you for your word, LordGod.
I thank you for your word.
I thank you, Lord God.
Your word is settled in heaven.
May your will be done on earthas it is in heaven.
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Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thank you.
Thank you, Lord.
Hallelujah.
Praise your holy name.
Mighty God.
Most high God.
Hallelujah.
Amen.
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Thank you for joining.
I will see you in the nextepisode.
Hello, welcome to the Dire-Rie of a
Sane Black Woman with Marie,your host.
I hope everyone is doing well.
I hope everyone had a greatweek.
I haven't posted as much, buthere I am.
I'm back and I'm here to sharesome things with you, what has
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been happening.
And so let's just jump into it.
So before I begin, I just needto speak this out loud for
myself.
So as you all know, my story isabout being watched.
So I've definitely feltwatched, redirected, and
silenced for a while now.
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But this week, you know, therewere other strategies being
implemented basically to try toobstruct my progress.
But with that being said, weall know that God is in charge.
So I've known deep in my spiritthat I was born for something
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greater.
And although not necessarilyfor ministry, but now God, more
and more, as I've shared before,that I feel like God is
essentially calling me toministry in some way, shape, or
form.
Basically, to use everythingthat I've gone through, the good
and the bad, but especially thebad to help uplift other
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people.
So this diary is not only abouttelling my story, right?
And documenting what I'm goingthrough or what I have gone
through thus far, but it's alsoto help others.
And so this past week, I'vereally felt like there were a
lot of invisible walls that werebeing put in my way.
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A lot of different things,whether it's through
technological sphere or, youknow, human agents or, you know,
spiritual sphere.
You know, that's always goingon.
But this week was a littledifferent in how it happened.
And I just I realized that,okay, God spoke to me.
He said, you know, these arenot only distractions, but these
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are people trying to actuallyblock your movement.
They want to distort yourvoice, right?
As they've been doing since thesmear campaign has started.
They want to distort yourclarity, they want to take your
focus away from what you shouldbe doing and take you away from
your purpose.
And but I know that the word ofGod says in Jeremiah 20, 9, 11,
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right?
For I know the plans I have foryou, declares the Lord.
Plans to prosper you and not toharm you, plans to give you
hope and a future.
And so I know that all thingswill work together for the good
of those that love the Lord, andthat includes me.
And so God's plan for me isperfect.
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God's plan for me cannot beobstructed by anyone or any
person.
And so I've learned that whenGod speaks destiny, obstruction
often follows, though, right?
Laura Pickett said I was uhlistening to one of her sermons,
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and this is an old sermon, likefrom 2008, and this was from
World Changers Ministries.
They had a conference in NewYork, and that was from one of
those recordings.
And I listen, I always listento that CD, by the way, over and
over again because it reallyencourages me and reminds me of
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how faithful God is, andregardless of what you're going
through, that God is in it withyou, and that you just need to
persevere, as it says inHebrews.
That being said, in the sermon,it says, How do you know when
the prophecy is real, right?
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How do you know when what Godhas spoken over your life is
real?
The word that you received isreal.
You know that it's real whenwarfare breaks out around it.
That's what she said.
And she continued to say, ifyou see warfare around what God
has called you to do, know thatyou're on the right track and
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keep pushing through.
Because, you know, again, noone would kick a dead dog.
If I was dead, if I didn't haveanything else to live for, if I
didn't have a purpose, no onewould be coming after me at the
level and the intensity thatthey're coming after me, right?
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It's almost like, you know, tothe point, unfortunately, they
have made me an idol, right?
I have become a small God forthese people.
And unfortunately, that is notwhat I want, and that's not what
God wants, right?
I just pray that God mayrelease and deliver them from
this idolatry that they havemade me become for them, and
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that that they may find thepurpose that God has for them
and that they can focus on that.
With that being said, LauraPickett has a book called In the
End You Will Win.
And that book talks aboutovercoming obstacles to your
destiny, right?
And so basically, as Imentioned before, Creflo Dollar
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said, you know, he's here, he'sheard people say, Well, since
I've been born again, I haven'thad any attacks or anything come
against me.
And he said, Well, what kind ofborn again are you?
Like, if anything, thingsshould have increased since
you've been, you know, bornagain.
And he also said, if thedevil's not messing with you,
you ain't got anything he wants.
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So, like, these people that arecoming after me, you know,
there must be something thatthey see in me spiritually and
even in the natural that they'recoming after me because they
want to obstruct every aspect ofmy life, right?
So, whether it's my mentalwellness, my spiritual wellness,
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my day-to-day living, right?
Um, work opportunities,business, financial,
technological, relational, everyaspect of my life, these
individuals, these flyingmonkeys.
I see that's the term peoplehave been using because we know
and I know that there is aperson behind this that is
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orchestrating this, right?
Behind the scenes, and theyfeel powerful because they're
manipulating these individualsto attack me.
They're manipulating theseindividuals to attack me,
they're hiding behind thescenes.
There is, you know, amastermind behind this whole
thing that started this wholething, but unfortunately, it's
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snowballed, right?
This has gone viral.
You have people attacking mefrom every angle, people I don't
know.
As I mentioned in my previousepisode, we now have drones,
ladies and gentlemen, followingme.
We have drones coming everynight over my house where I
live.
Unsure exactly what they'redoing, but it's very suspicious.
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And whenever they come, I candefinitely see a shift in the
atmosphere in terms of the EMF,RF ways and computer glitches
and all of that stuff.
So whatever they're doing isnot good.
And obviously they'resurveilling, right?
That's the the most obviousaspect or the most obvious
reason, but they're also therefor other malicious intent.
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And that's that's what Ibelieve.
But basically, today I'mcalling it out.
I'm calling it out for what itis, I'm calling out the
obstructions that I've beenseeing and people trying to
silence my voice since I startedthis podcast, right?
Since I started thisdocuseries, they've been trying
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to uh obstruct every singlething that I've been doing.
And I know that the devil isnot going to win, right?
God has uh given us the victoryover 2,000 years ago on the
cross, and I am claiming it.
And so, although I've uh facedthe spiritual interference
through human agents and alsohuman agents basically working
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with AI bots and other cohortsand through group chats and
things like that to try toattack me and manipulate my
technology, interfere with myalgorithm, try to insert
malicious code into my, youknow, my internet and my
sessions.
I've seen a lot of weird thingshappen in the past few weeks.
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And so obviously they have trthey are really trying to
silence me.
And so again, that tells youwhy would they be trying to
silence me, right?
They've already done everythingelse that they could do to
humiliate me, to spread lies, toinvade my privacy, all types of
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human rights violations, right?
They've done all of that, butyet now that I'm coming out and
saying, hey, this is what I'mexperiencing, now they're trying
to silence my voice.
They're trying to, you know,increase their attacks, they're
trying to do all sorts ofthings.
But, you know, to God be theglory, because God is with me,
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and if God be for me, who couldbe against me?
And as I said, I've seen howthe algorithm can twist
perception, how surveillance canbecome like psychological
warfare, and and people arebeing manipulated.
As I mentioned before, this isnot only something that is
natural, it's supernatural.
So we have the super at playwhere we have people that are
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being manipulated spiritually,they're being bewitched to do
what they're doing, and theydon't even know how and why.
And then you have people thatare willfully doing it, right?
So you have people from allangles doing it, all angles in
every domain, in every system,in every network, basically
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working together to come againstme and to attack me.
Why?
Why, right?
Why is the question?
Well, because I'm chosen,because I'm chosen, because I'm
chosen, and I say that veryhumbly, right?
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Because I I don't think anyonewould want the level of
persecution that I've been facedwith.
But I know if I am facing it,God has equipped me.
God has equipped me toovercome, because God would
never give me anything that Icould not bear.
And anything that is too heavyfor me to bear, I give it to
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God.
I surrender it to God, I lay itat the cross.
So I know I have nothing toworry about because God is for
me.
And if God be for me, who couldbe against me?
We've heard in Ephesians 6.12that reminds us that we wrestle
against not flesh and blood, butagainst principalities, powers,
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and rulers of darkness.
Right?
So this is not just a podcast,it's a record of resistance.
I'm not just telling my story,I'm reclaiming it.
And I am, this is the beginningof my testimony, of not only my
testimony, but of my ministry,of my ministry to serve God for
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a greater purpose.
Because all of this is notgoing to go to waste.
Everything that you have beendoing to me, you all, whether
you're a Christian,non-Christian, you you know, old
co-workers, old people thatI've you know gone to school
with, neighbors, people in inhigh places that are basically
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in on it, nothing you're doingwill be able to stop me.
And God has a greater purposefor this.
And I know that no matter whator who comes against me, that
the destined state is notnegotiable, right?
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It it's it's not.
And so what God said willhappen will happen, right?
It if God, again, if God be forme, who could be against me?
So I just I just want to take amoment right now just to praise
God, to give him all the glory,to thank him for everything
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that he's brought me throughthus far.
I just want to thank you,Father.
I want to thank you, HeavenlyFather.
I would not be here, I wouldnot be here, I would not still
be standing if it was not foryou, Lord God.
I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, Lord God.
I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, God.
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I know that you have a greaterpurpose for me, God.
Everyone who is mocking me,Lord God, with their because
again, we're talking about theidolatry now, right?
Even like some so-calledChristian ministries or
Christian, I don't even want tocall them ministries, Christian,
let's just say quote unquote uhquote unquote Christian
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influencers are basically usingme as a target of uh discussion,
manipulating what they saidthat God told them when they
know it's not God, they knowthey're sitting up there in the
group chats, they know thatsomething is feeding them that
information, and they're saying,Yeah, this is for someone, and
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you know, it's not for everyone.
Test the spirit and stuff likethat.
And you know what?
The one thing I can say is thatthe word of God says everything
is forgivable.
God will forgive you ofeverything, but when you lie on
the Holy Spirit, ooh, thescripture has something very
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different to say about that, andI'll expand on that in a in a
in a future episode.
But if you lie on the HolySpirit, you're saying the Holy
Spirit told you this, that yougot you received this from the
Holy Spirit, and you know you'relying.
It's one thing to think thatyou heard, because we all as
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Christians, sometimes we thinkwe hear from God or we think God
is directing us to dosomething, but we might be at
fault.
It might be our our our fleshand it might be something else,
it might be another voice, butwe we're not intentionally doing
that, right?
It's a mistake, it's humanerror.
But when you're intentionallylying on God and you're
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intentionally saying that, oh,God told me, the Holy Spirit
told me this, I received this inthe in the spirit and test the
spirit, and you know that islying, that you're lying on the
Holy Spirit, oh may God havemercy on your soul because God
in his word says that is onething that is not forgivable.
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And I just pray that for all ofyou who are using me as your
mockery, as your clown, aswhoever you want me to be, that
may God have mercy on your soulfor lying on his Holy Spirit and
saying that the Holy Spirittold you.
May God have mercy on yoursoul.
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May God have mercy on yoursoul.
I'll continue.
Now, we spoke about spiritualobstruction, right?
So that's a good segue.
That's a good segue intospiritual obstruction, right?
Because I believe everythingstarts off spiritually before it
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manifests in the natural.
The spiritual realm is morereal than the natural.
And the natural is justbasically a shadow of what's
really the reality that existsin the spiritual realm.
So we have like uh spiritualobstruction, we have energetic
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in interference, right?
That may try to cloud yourdiscernment, that tries to
distract you, that tries tocause confusion, people that are
maybe doing rituals againstyou, right?
People that are trying tomanipulate your relationships
and your opportunities throughspiritual means, right?
And then also false prophets,false influencers, influencers
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that are saying test the spiritwhen they know that they are
lying, they are lying on theHoly Spirit.
It's one thing to be wrong andto be sincerely wrong, it's
another thing to beintentionally wrong.
Two different things to besincerely wrong and you don't
know you're wrong, you thinkyou're right, you think you're
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hearing from God, and it'sanother thing to be
intentionally wrong, to knowyou're lying, to know that
you're making a mockery of theHoly Spirit by lying on the Holy
Spirit.
Another tactic is trauma andfear, right?
They try to basically imposetrauma and fear to disconnect
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you, to make you, you know, fromdivine guidance.
So even trying to disconnectyou from even people that are
supposed to be, you know, in thebody of Christ, right?
To try to put a falsenarrative.
You know, I've I've been tochurches where and it it hasn't,
and I've mentioned thisbriefly, and I'll also take an
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episode to actually unbasicallyuncover everything and go into
maybe a little bit more detailof like my experiences at
different churches that I'vegone through, where people, you
know, will follow me in thechurch.
I've had people actually taketime off because they know they
knew that I was gonna be in XYZBible study or prayer group, and
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they made time.
They they literally took timeoff from work to be there
because it was something thatwas happening during the day,
just so they can surveil mebecause someone told them to do
so, right?
And so that's how deep this is.
So you have the spiritualobstruction where you're they're
they're manipulating people todo what they want them to do or
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to change their perception, andthen you also have the the
natural aspect through also notonly not only human agents, but
also through technologicalmeans, right?
So you have algorithmicmanipulation, people that are
basically not only the smearcampaign, but division.
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You're you're you're you'rebasically you're inciting
violence, you're incitingdivision, you're spreading hate.
Everything that you're sharingis hateful because you want to
get people worked up, right?
You want to get someone workedup so that they can basically
now turn against me.
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So I just I just pray to Godthat you know these attacks will
not only stop for me, but likefor humanity.
Because imagine all of thishate, all of this hate that's
been being disseminated to likedifferent individuals and
groups.
It's not coming from me, it'scoming from the people that are
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sharing these things and thepeople that are manipulating it
to basically program thesepeople into believing whatever
picture that they want to haveof me and to paint me as
whatever they want to paint meas, to take things out of
context, right?
Even if it was something that Isaid, but it's like, okay, uh
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is it within the context, right?
Is is is it within context?
Or if it's something I didn'teven say, it was someone else
that said it, and now you'reattributing it to me, right?
Also, just all sorts of things,right?
So that's neither here orthere.
The purpose here is tobasically look at the layers of
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obstruction, right?
So we spoke about spiritualobstruction, and we know that we
wrestle not against flesh andblood, but principalities and
powers and things of thatnature.
And so that's what has beenhappening.
And not only I have thediscernment to see and know, I
also sense when people are doingtheir nonsense, you know, even
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people that are close to me andpeople that are far, because,
you know, fortunately I alwaysknow somehow, some way, God
always shows me and revealsthings to me.
We have the human agents,right?
Whether you want to call themgatekeepers, handlers, they're
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there, right?
They're the ones on the groundwho gets the message that, oh,
she's there.
Oh, she went to throw out thegarbage.
Oh, she's at this store, oh,she's online again.
And then these people will comeoutside with their cell phones
and they'll probably, you know,they'll try to extract
information, and some of themmaliciously, you know, insert
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code into my devices.
And then the people also, someof some of these people, like I
said, a lot of these people areinnocently participating in in
this, and they don't realize howmalicious and how damaging
their involvement is, even justdownloading the information that
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they're getting, because theirdevices are now being used as a
bot network, right?
If you didn't know your device,if you've been getting these
messages and downloads, yourdevice has been hacked.
Your device has malware, yourdevice is basically compromised.
That's how they can use yourdevice.
Your device and all of theother devices that are being
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used are being used as a bot.
And so now you have a botnetwork and all these devices
communicating with each other.
While you're downloading thatinformation, it's now basically
extracting not only myinformation, but also inserting
malicious code.
And also basically continuingthe false narrative, the
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sabotage, and and the slanderand every sort of thing that you
uh horrible thing that you cancan imagine, right?
So cultural narratives thatnormalize submission and
silence, right?
I've mentioned before inepisode one how you know
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sometimes the people that aresupposed to be watching out for
you, those who are supposed tobe standing up for you, those
who are supposed to enforcepolicies and procedures, those
who are supposed to uphold thelaw aren't.
Not only because some of themare ignorant of the law, but
also because some of them arewillfully participating in it,
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right?
And so we have that aspect.
We also have psychologicalwarfare, right?
Through gaslighting, you know,subliminal harassment, as I
mentioned before, intentionalisolation, through further
dissemination of gossip andslander and information that is
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supposed to be private, right?
Just a whole bunch of differentthings.
And so that's the obstructionas it relates to human agents.
And so let's look attechnological obstruction.
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Again, we spoke aboutalgorithmic manipulation.
It distorts the it distorts thetruth and visibility, but it
also interferes with basicallyyour the user experience, right?
That's how we would frame it,right?
The user experience, right?
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So different things that youwould probably see when you're
interacting on a certaininterface, it's not working.
The buttons are not working,it's not submitting.
You're trying to uploadsomething, but it's not
uploading.
Why isn't it uploading?
Because they are basicallytapping into your system,
they've tapped into my system tobasically try to prevent me
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from doing certain things.
Right?
So it's not only the distortionof truth, it's not only, you
know, the smear campaign, it'sbasically obstructing my mirror
user experience in using certaintechnologies.
I've literally seen my computerflash against me.
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So if you thought what I wasshowing on my in the trailer is
just basically fiction, it'sreal.
These things are actuallyhappening.
And then you have thesurveillance and stalking,
right, via uh technologicalmeans, right?
Whether it's through yourcomputer, through a drone,
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through uh someone else'stelephone, right?
It's happening.
And then you have like the EMFand RF waves and all other
things that they're using, andsynthetic reality uh loops, AI
agents, deep fakes, predictivemodeling, all sorts of things,
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right, that are being used.
And so that's the technologicalobstruction piece.
And so here we see a lot hasbeen happening.
And it's not to say that thisweek was the only time that it
happened, but I think since I'vestarted this podcast, I noticed
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a shift, right?
Like the attacks are stillhappening, like you know,
they've been happening, so likeI'm used to I'm used to them
now.
But there's been a a shift inin strategy, right?
Because they want to try tosilence me.
Not only do they want tosilence me, but I think that a
lot of people, those who areactively participating, that,
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you know, they're always there,you know, to try to consume
information and spreadinformation, is that they really
think that, you know, they cancontinue doing this and that
there will be no accountabilityand no repercussions.
As it says in Psalm 64, 5through 6, they encourage
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themselves in an evil purpose.
They commune of laying snaresprivily.
They say, Who will see them?
They search out iniquities.
We have accomplished, say they,a diligent a diligent search,
and and the inward thought andthe heart of everyone is deep.
So, you know, basically, theythink that what they're doing is
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basically in the dark, thatnothing's gonna happen, no one's
gonna catch them, even thepeople that are operating the
drones or people that are behindthe bot networks.
Because while the bot networksare bots, there is someone
that's behind it all, right?
Someone created it to beginwith.
So that's just Psalm 64, 5through 6.
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But if you read on, we seelater on in the scripture that
God suddenly delivers.
God suddenly delivers, right?
God will suddenly deliver, andI believe that.
I believe that with all myheart, with all my soul, with
all my spirit, that God willsuddenly deliver me from all of
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these attacks.
I truly believe that.
I know that I serve El Roy, theGod who sees, the God who sees,
and I know that I serve anomniscient God.
I know that I serve El Elion.
I know that my God is powerful,and that my God, hallelujah, He
is El Shaddai, He is the Godwho is able to do exceedingly
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abundantly above all that I canask or think.
So I thank God for that.
So, in closing, let me just saythis plainly any obstruction I
faced is temporary.
What God has spoken over mylife will come to pass.
God's word never returns to himvoid, first of all.
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That's one, right?
But what God has spoken over mylife through prophecy, through
whatever he's downloaded in myspirit, will come to pass.
And no amount of surveillance,manipulation, or spiritual
warfare or slander, gossip,whatever it is, whatever you're
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trying to do to tarnish my name,to anchor me from past
mistakes, nothing can overridewhat the word of the Lord says,
what God's word says.
And whatever you said I did,like I said before, I did it.
I did it.
Just plain and simple.
Whatever you're saying I did, Idid it.
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You know.
Why I'm saying I did it so thatGod, I can give it to God.
That's that's the easiest way.
I'm not even going to defendmyself.
You said I did it.
Oh, okay, I did it.
You're saying I didn't.
So I guess I did it.
God, can you handle it?
God, I give it to you.
I lay it at your cross.
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I give it to you.
And I know that the blood ofJesus is speaking for me.
The blood of Jesus is speakingfor me.
That God has a sacrifice onceand for all, which is the blood
of Jesus.
And the blood of Jesus speaksbetter words than the blood of
Abel.
And that nothing, no nothing,no evil altar, no other blood
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can cry against me, basicallyaccusing me.
And I release all of that.
I release that.
The word of God says, weovercome by the blood of the
Lamb and the Word, and in theWord of our testimony.
And so that's how I'movercoming right now, through
the blood of Jesus.
No weapon formed against meshall prosper.
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Every evil word spoken againstme shall be cast down in Jesus'
mighty name.
The blood of Jesus is fightingfor me.
Jesus is my advocate.
God is working out all thingsfor me.
I truly believe that.
And that the word of God, theword of God says in Isaiah 55,
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11, so is my word that goes outfrom my mouth.
It will not return to me empty.
I know that the prophecy isreal, as I said before, because
there's been warfare around it.
The enemy doesn't waste energyon the irrelevant.
They don't.
Without me, you have nocontent.
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Without me, you have norecreation.
You have made me an idol.
You have made me literally, youhave made me an idol.
And I pray that God may deliveryou all and give you purpose
and help.
Or if you don't know what yourpurpose is, because sometimes it
takes us a long time to findout our purpose.
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I'm still, I'm still workingthrough what God is doing in my
life and his ultimate purposefor me, right?
But may you pray that God mayhelp you discover your purpose
so that you can focus on whatreally matters.
I've seen the effort pouredinto silencing me, targeting not
just my body, my voice, myplatform, my presence, my
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opportunities, everything.
But I know that in Psalm, God'sword says in Psalms 105.19, it
says, until the time that thisword came to pass, the word of
the Lord tested him.
So this testing isn'tpunishment, it's confirmation,
it's proof that the promise isalive.
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So in the mighty name of Jesus,I declare that every drone,
every algorithm, every handler,every false prophet, your time
is up.
The obstruction may be loud,but it's not final.
The gifts and the calling ofGod are irrevocable, as it says
in Romans 11, 29.
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I'm not just surviving, I'madvancing, and I truly believe
it.
And I have entered a newseason.
We just celebrated RoshHashanah a few days ago, and
also we're now entering intofall, which is harvest.
So I'm destined and forgreatness, and the destined
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state, it's not delayed, it'sunfolding.
I decree and declare that Iwalk in the authority, I walk in
truth, and I I walk in what Godsaid about me.
And no weapon formed against mewill prosper.
And that is it, ladies andgentlemen, for this episode.
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Thank you for joining me.
I just want to take a few moreminutes to seal this in prayer,
basically.
Seal some of these declarationsthat I've made over my life,
over, you know, the things, theattacks that's been coming
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against me.
So, Father, I come before youas your child, called, chosen,
and set apart.
I thank you for the destinyyou've spoken over my life, and
I thank you that your word doesnot return to you void.
I renounce every obstruction,spiritual, human, technological,
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that has tried to delay,distort, or destroy what you've
ordained.
I break every assignment ofconfusion, surveillance,
manipulation, and intimidation.
I decree and declare that I amhidden in Christ and I'm covered
by the blood of Jesus.
I am surrounded by your angels,your worrying angels, your
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guardian angels, your destinyhelping angels, Lord God.
I your messenger angels, Ithank you, Father.
I ask you for divine shieldingover my voice, my platform, my
devices, my mind, and my body.
Father, in the name of Jesus,let every false light be
exposed, let every handler besilenced, and let every
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algorithm be disrupted.
Hallelujah.
And let the authorities, LordGod, step in.
Let the authorities step in,Father.
Open their eyes.
Open their eyes, Father.
I receive clarity and receiverestoration.
I receive acceleration.
I walk boldly into the destinyyou've designed for me before
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the foundation of the world.
In Jesus' mighty name.
Father, I decree everyobstruction is temporary, every
surveillance system isdismantled, every manipulative
voice is silenced.
I am not afraid, I decree anddeclare.
I am not confused, I decree anddeclare.
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I am not delayed, I decree anddeclare, I am a voice of truth,
I am a vessel of fire, I am avessel of honor and not
dishonor.
I am a threat to darkness.
And that's why the enemy wantsto silence me.
But what God said about me willhappen in Jesus' mighty name.
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I decree and declare thatdivine disruption to every
adversarial pattern.
I declare supernaturalprotection over my calling.
I declare restoration ofeverything stolen.
Hallelujah.
I decree and declare that thedestined state is not delayed,
it is unfolding, and no weaponformed against me shall prosper.
Hallelujah.
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Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
I praise your mighty name,Father.
I give you all the glory.
I thank you, Father.
I thank you that your words areyes and amen.
Hallelujah.
I thank you, Father, thatweeping may endure for a night,
but joy comes in the morning.
I thank you for your mercies,Lord God.
Hallelujah, that are new everymorning.
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You don't give us recycledmercies, Father.
You give us new mercies everymorning.
I thank you for your love thatcovers a multitude of sin.
I thank you, Lord God, for theblood of Jesus that purifies me
and washes me and purifies me ofall uncleanness, all impurity,
Father, any sin, anything, LordGod, sins of omission, sins of
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commission, Father, anythingthat I have done in the past
week, whether it be acting outof anger, letting myself be
triggered by the enemy'sattacks, Father, may you forgive
me.
May the blood of Jesus speakfor me better words than the
blood of Abel.
I thank you, Father, that everyspirit of distraction, every
spirit of obstruction, everyspirit that is trying to deter
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me, Lord God, from your purposewill be apprehended by your
power in Jesus' mighty name.
And I seal this prayer.
Hallelujah with the blood ofJesus.
I seal it in the mighty name ofJesus.
Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen,amen, amen, amen.
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Hallelujah.
Teleo, tale, tale.
Hallelujah.
Everything that has been done,everything that has been spoken
is done.
It will not return to you,void.
I thank you for your word, LordGod.
I thank you for your word.
I thank you, Lord God.
Your word is settled in heaven.
May your will be done on earthas it is in heaven.
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Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Hallelujah.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thanks be to God.
Thank you.
Thank you, Lord.
Hallelujah.
Praise your holy name.
Mighty God.
Most high God.
Hallelujah.
Amen.
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Thank you for joining.
I will see you in the nextepisode.
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