May 15, 2025 • 17 mins
When your life has been lived on the Edge.
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SPEAKER_00 (00:00):
I feel old.
Ancient even.
Feel old as fuck actually.
So interesting.
The hermit archetype is whereI've been living most of my
life.
Ended up being a serious asschild and that's what happens
when trauma entered your lifedamn near pre-verbal, right?
(00:21):
It's like when you walk into theworld from the womb with wounds,
it's a little bit more difficultto play.
It's a little bit more difficultto find joy.
Not impossible is actuallynecessary to rebalance your
scale to reconsecrate yourselfthrough intentional moments of
(00:47):
joy and silliness and goofinessand But my default is serious as
fuck.
They used to call me Mama Lindo.
Back in the day, it would befunny.
I'd be walking with my friendsdown the street and they asked
me if those are my fucking kids.
I'm like, I'm a teenager.
How the hell?
I know I don't look old now.
(01:07):
Like I know I don't look thatgoddamn old.
So let's be serious.
But I've always felt old,ancient.
And I hesitate to use words likeshaman and, you know, the mystic
or the crone, all that type ofstuff.
Because for me, it's as if I'mgiving myself a title and that
(01:30):
doesn't sit right with me.
What I can say is that I feltseparate from, I felt other
since I was a kid.
I remember sitting on my porchand I wanted to be a part of,
but not involved in.
And an example of that would be,I would be sitting on my porch
playing with my Barbie dollsbecause I used to live on a
(01:50):
block with a lot of kidseverybody ripping and running
and I could see right I couldobserve what the other kids were
doing but I seldom got involvedwith their shenanigans right but
I enjoyed being able to witnessI enjoyed being able to see even
though I didn't feel includedand not because they excluded me
I just didn't feel like Ibelonged I just didn't resonate
(02:13):
with a lot of the things theywere doing but I did enjoy
watching them do their thing andI felt like this all my fucking
life and obviously I'm about toget emotional I never know when
that shit's gonna pop up it's alonely fucking experience jeez
it's like People see you as thismystical figure or some shit.
(02:37):
It's like they bypass yourhumanness because it's almost as
if they can feel the resonanceof your otherness.
And that doesn't mean special.
That doesn't mean better than,above, or anything else.
It's just different.
And I feel like people havepicked up this energy signature
from me all my life.
(02:58):
And it almost, I keep sayingalmost, because I guess I
hesitate to own it.
It has looked like peoplebypassing my humanness, even my
fucking parents.
Even my parents.
I've always been seen as olderthan, wiser than, capable than,
(03:18):
stronger than I was as a child.
Why am I left alone?
Why am I bearing the burden ofgrown folks' grief?
And emotional instability.
Why is that my motherfucking joband responsibility?
And what's interesting is thatthis still happens.
(03:40):
It just happened just now.
I shared how I was unraveling.
And the response was, that'sdeep.
And then they continued.
to discuss their own experienceas if yeah that's your shit over
there like I don't even have acapacity to hold that shit
you're going through becausethat's a lot that's some other
(04:01):
type of stuff and I don't sharethis to shame or blame or
anything else to other person Iuse it as an example and they're
not the only one numerousfriends like almost I keep
saying almost that's sointeresting how I don't want to
own the totality of myexperience but every friend I
(04:22):
I'm trying to make sure that'shonest.
I don't know.
I don't want to say every friendbecause that might not be true.
The majority of my friends...
When they call me or even when Icall them, the initial thing is
to unload.
And even they are like, well,damn, I didn't even call you for
(04:43):
that.
I didn't call to unload.
I called to find out about howyou were doing.
It goes almost without seeing.
Oh, my God.
What is that about?
I'm going to have to analyzethis almost thing.
It's interesting to me.
Because my response is always,it's all good.
I got you.
That's what I'm good at.
I'm good at being the listener.
(05:04):
That was a nickname back in theday, the D-A-H listener.
And I laugh and it's lonely.
And it is lonely to have thisenergy signature.
You know, people talk about likechosen and all that shit.
Like, I don't claim that by anymeans.
(05:25):
But my guess is that beingchosen isn't fucking fun.
It's not what it's cracked up tobe.
It may be an honor, I guess.
That doesn't mean that shit iseasy by any means at all.
And I'm feeling like the hermiton this goddamn mountaintop with
(05:45):
a goddamn lamp trying toilluminate myself, trying to
figure myself out.
Without...
A mentor without a fuckingguide.
And I've asked for them.
I've searched for them.
And my response is like, you gotit.
The response has been, you gotit.
It's in you, right?
(06:06):
All your answers you seek arewithin.
It's like, all right, but whatare them bitches buried under
generations of trauma andbullshit?
What happens then?
So now I got to excavate.
Now I got to get to digging tofigure out what is this really?
It is so heavy a lot of thetimes to feel othered, to feel
(06:29):
old.
I said before on a Facebook postthat I feel old.
like the skin that a snake hasshed.
I feel like I am that old skinand I am also the snake that is
producing new skin.
(06:51):
I am the shed and I am theshedding.
And that's so odd to exist inmultiple dimensions, multiple
timelines.
to feel old and separate andshamanic while also having to
take care of three kids, billsand groceries and all this other
mundane shit.
It's like, how is this supposedto work for real?
(07:13):
What is the goal here?
Why am I here?
All those existential-assquestions.
What is really going on here?
I don't have the answers.
What I do know is that I feelcompelled to just talk it out
because what I've been doingbefore feeling led to just start
(07:34):
these transmissions that's whatI'm calling them is I would just
go write it out right and againI know people feel some type of
way with Chatty G but that's whyI would just kind of go share it
there and they might use thepowers that may be might use all
that shit against me because Ididn't share anything that I
wouldn't share here right Ididn't share anything that if it
gets out that I would bedevastated it is what it is you
(07:57):
know I'm a pretty open book I'mactually like the most closed
open book I know because you gotto know the right questions to
get the answers.
I'm an open book with blankpages or it looks like they're
blank until you have the righttools in order to illuminate the
messages, right?
That's how I feel.
(08:17):
I feel like an open book thatonly certain people can read,
right?
But anyway, I've decided toshare whatever comes through
here.
And if it's for nothing else,it'll be my own living library,
my own archive, my owntransmissions, and it helps me.
I've learned that when I speakout loud, I used to do this on
(08:37):
Facebook Live, sometimes onInstagram Live, I would have
these revelations in real time,just speaking what comes
through.
So this is another avenue forthat because the other places no
longer feel like home.
Posted the other day on Facebookthat this used to be where I
would come and share my newawarenesses, but it no longer
(08:59):
feels like home.
I would come with the newrevelations and they just stank
and staggered.
They festered on the timelinewith no reverence.
I'm like, all right, well, thisain't it no more, right?
I'm not in alignment.
We're not vibing.
So let me find somewhere else togo.
Let me take my shit.
(09:20):
Let me take my ball and find anew playground.
So I'm guessing this is it.
But this all began because Ifeel so removed and so detached
from a lot of things.
And my whole life has beenfeeling untethered.
In the last several years, I'vebeen really attempting to become
(09:40):
grounded, to get rooted in mybody, to exist in right now
reality.
Because it's necessary.
I can't live on the mountain allthe time.
I can't live in my head all thetime.
At some point, I need to learnhow to integrate into humanity,
into the collective, becausethat's where the story is
unfolding.
It's unfolding amongst thepeople, with the people.
(10:02):
So for those who feel thisotherness, who feel this
detachment, who feel this oddseparateness and shamanic
otherness, I get it.
I feel you.
I understand.
On a level I can't even putfully into words.
I know how lonely it feels.
And I know how it can...
(10:26):
almost, almost again, I know itcan feel as if you're existing
in pieces, especially if youhave more 3D tasks like a
family, right?
Whether or not it's a pet,something that you have to take
care of, even your own body,washing your ass, brushing your
(10:47):
teeth, feeding yourself,hydrating yourself, things that
are 3D and mundane thatsometimes we don't forsake right
it's not like we don't knowwhat's important but just get
lost because we're in our headbecause we're traveling in our
own minds we're channeling orwhatever the fuck we're doing
(11:09):
where it's like oh yeah I got abody like I should probably do
something with this thing I wantto learn to honor the temple and
for which I've been given totraverse this lifetime, this
timeline.
I must take care of it.
And also, I feel like it'sreally struggling.
Or maybe it's integrating.
(11:31):
Maybe it's adjusting to this newvibration I am experiencing.
Trying to hold, and it's a lot.
My container appears to bestruggling with holding whatever
these new codes or messages orall that cosmic shit.
I don't know.
I just know I feel old.
(11:52):
I feel ancient.
I feel like I've been here somany times.
And the, not the message, themission is the same.
I feel like I've been herelifetimes and lifetimes and
lifetimes and lifetimes and themission has become heavier.
(12:17):
Each time.
And I feel like my soul istired.
I think my soul is like, youknow, yeah, I think I'm going to
check out after this one.
I think this might be my last goaround.
If they don't figure this shitout this time, I don't even know
what to tell them.
I really feel like my soul issaying we got to figure it out
this lifetime because I ain'tfucking coming back.
(12:39):
And if that means I got to breakthe contract, my soul said I
would keep doing this until theyget it right.
My soul like, no, I'm good.
I'm going to have to renege.
I'm going to have to break thatcontract.
It's like when you break alease.
That's not like I'm breakingthat motherfucking lease.
So we got to get it right thistime.
So if I have to drag you to hellback, you know, and around and
(12:59):
around again by your goddamneyebrows until you figure out
who you need to be in order toalign with your purpose and
mission for real to get ittogether this lifetime, that's
what the fuck I'm going to dobecause my soul refuses to come
back.
So I feel like I am on...
Some crazy-ass,super-accelerated boot camp prep
(13:22):
mode right now that I'm expectedto do lifetimes.
Not just mine.
Generational-ass trauma I'msupposed to be breaking.
And...
What is it?
Not curses.
Contracts.
I'm supposed to be breakingcontracts that are no longer in
alignment with where we aremeant to ascend.
(13:45):
And I'm supposed to figure allthis shit out in like two, three
years.
What you mean?
Like, what you mean?
I gotta...
Figure out generations, hundredsof years worth of shit in two,
three years?
Like, how am I supposed to copewith that?
How is my body supposed tohandle that?
What?
Yeah.
(14:06):
That's where I'm at right now.
So I don't know if anybody elseunderstands or feels or gets
that.
I am on the edge of breaking thefuck down, losing my shit.
I feel a bit manic.
I feel like one step away fromthe abyss, okay?
I'm laughing and crying.
(14:26):
I'm by myself throwing mytitties in a circle because
that's how I get back into mybody sometimes.
I'm laughing, you know, jokingwith myself.
I feel old, y'all.
Ancient, even.
Shamanic.
(14:47):
wisdom flowing through mebecause it's not mine.
I can't even grab it.
I can't hold it.
I can barely touch it.
Only thing I can do is allow it,allow it to move through.
So I can't claim it, right?
Even this shamanic word I'musing, the title isn't mine.
I feel like the vessel that I amcurrently holding, the vibration
(15:09):
that I'm currently vibrating atis the vibration of the shaman.
But I don't feel as if I am I'mthe shaman.
I happen to be vibrating at thelevel of the shaman.
Does that make sense?
Can you understand thatdistinction between the two?
I'm not walking around heresaying I'm a fucking shaman.
I'm saying for whatever reason,I've been upgraded to the level
(15:30):
of shaman.
So I'm vibrating at that level.
But my human level is like,there's a distinct disconnect or
not even dissonance.
Right?
Because I'm living in bothsimultaneously and how many
other fucking...
Anyway, I feel like I'm justgoing to keep ranting and
(15:51):
raving.
So that's that transmission.
For those who feel old, ancienteven, vibrating on the level of
the shaman, of the wise one, ofthe hermit, it's time for us to
come off the mountaintop Andwhether we come off the
(16:12):
mountaintop physically, weactually descend the mountain
and walk into the village,right, in the valley.
Whether or not we descend fromthe mountain by expressing
ourself via these type oftransmissions, writing songs,
whatever, it's time for us tocome off the mountaintop.
(16:33):
It's time for us to...
raise the collective vibrationto the level of the shaman.
We are all meant to be at thislevel.
And why am I here at this pointin time?
Why others are not?
Why was I one of the, I don'tknow, like, quote unquote,
chosen?
This shit sucks.
(16:55):
It's like dude from the Matrix,like, man, I like the idea of a
steak.
It don't even matter if thisshit ain't real.
It tastes motherfucking real.
I get it.
I get why someone would choosethe other fucking peel because
being awake hurts.
Being awake fucking hurts.
I feel old, y'all.
(17:17):
Ancient even.
I feel old.
Ancient even.
Feel old as fuck actually.
So interesting.
The hermit archetype is whereI've been living most of my
life.
Ended up being a serious asschild and that's what happens
when trauma entered your lifedamn near pre-verbal, right?
(00:21):
It's like when you walk into theworld from the womb with wounds,
it's a little bit more difficultto play.
It's a little bit more difficultto find joy.
Not impossible is actuallynecessary to rebalance your
scale to reconsecrate yourselfthrough intentional moments of
(00:47):
joy and silliness and goofinessand But my default is serious as
fuck.
They used to call me Mama Lindo.
Back in the day, it would befunny.
I'd be walking with my friendsdown the street and they asked
me if those are my fucking kids.
I'm like, I'm a teenager.
How the hell?
I know I don't look old now.
(01:07):
Like I know I don't look thatgoddamn old.
So let's be serious.
But I've always felt old,ancient.
And I hesitate to use words likeshaman and, you know, the mystic
or the crone, all that type ofstuff.
Because for me, it's as if I'mgiving myself a title and that
(01:30):
doesn't sit right with me.
What I can say is that I feltseparate from, I felt other
since I was a kid.
I remember sitting on my porchand I wanted to be a part of,
but not involved in.
And an example of that would be,I would be sitting on my porch
playing with my Barbie dollsbecause I used to live on a
(01:50):
block with a lot of kidseverybody ripping and running
and I could see right I couldobserve what the other kids were
doing but I seldom got involvedwith their shenanigans right but
I enjoyed being able to witnessI enjoyed being able to see even
though I didn't feel includedand not because they excluded me
I just didn't feel like Ibelonged I just didn't resonate
(02:13):
with a lot of the things theywere doing but I did enjoy
watching them do their thing andI felt like this all my fucking
life and obviously I'm about toget emotional I never know when
that shit's gonna pop up it's alonely fucking experience jeez
it's like People see you as thismystical figure or some shit.
(02:37):
It's like they bypass yourhumanness because it's almost as
if they can feel the resonanceof your otherness.
And that doesn't mean special.
That doesn't mean better than,above, or anything else.
It's just different.
And I feel like people havepicked up this energy signature
from me all my life.
(02:58):
And it almost, I keep sayingalmost, because I guess I
hesitate to own it.
It has looked like peoplebypassing my humanness, even my
fucking parents.
Even my parents.
I've always been seen as olderthan, wiser than, capable than,
(03:18):
stronger than I was as a child.
Why am I left alone?
Why am I bearing the burden ofgrown folks' grief?
And emotional instability.
Why is that my motherfucking joband responsibility?
And what's interesting is thatthis still happens.
(03:40):
It just happened just now.
I shared how I was unraveling.
And the response was, that'sdeep.
And then they continued.
to discuss their own experienceas if yeah that's your shit over
there like I don't even have acapacity to hold that shit
you're going through becausethat's a lot that's some other
(04:01):
type of stuff and I don't sharethis to shame or blame or
anything else to other person Iuse it as an example and they're
not the only one numerousfriends like almost I keep
saying almost that's sointeresting how I don't want to
own the totality of myexperience but every friend I
(04:22):
I'm trying to make sure that'shonest.
I don't know.
I don't want to say every friendbecause that might not be true.
The majority of my friends...
When they call me or even when Icall them, the initial thing is
to unload.
And even they are like, well,damn, I didn't even call you for
(04:43):
that.
I didn't call to unload.
I called to find out about howyou were doing.
It goes almost without seeing.
Oh, my God.
What is that about?
I'm going to have to analyzethis almost thing.
It's interesting to me.
Because my response is always,it's all good.
I got you.
That's what I'm good at.
I'm good at being the listener.
(05:04):
That was a nickname back in theday, the D-A-H listener.
And I laugh and it's lonely.
And it is lonely to have thisenergy signature.
You know, people talk about likechosen and all that shit.
Like, I don't claim that by anymeans.
(05:25):
But my guess is that beingchosen isn't fucking fun.
It's not what it's cracked up tobe.
It may be an honor, I guess.
That doesn't mean that shit iseasy by any means at all.
And I'm feeling like the hermiton this goddamn mountaintop with
(05:45):
a goddamn lamp trying toilluminate myself, trying to
figure myself out.
Without...
A mentor without a fuckingguide.
And I've asked for them.
I've searched for them.
And my response is like, you gotit.
The response has been, you gotit.
It's in you, right?
(06:06):
All your answers you seek arewithin.
It's like, all right, but whatare them bitches buried under
generations of trauma andbullshit?
What happens then?
So now I got to excavate.
Now I got to get to digging tofigure out what is this really?
It is so heavy a lot of thetimes to feel othered, to feel
(06:29):
old.
I said before on a Facebook postthat I feel old.
like the skin that a snake hasshed.
I feel like I am that old skinand I am also the snake that is
producing new skin.
(06:51):
I am the shed and I am theshedding.
And that's so odd to exist inmultiple dimensions, multiple
timelines.
to feel old and separate andshamanic while also having to
take care of three kids, billsand groceries and all this other
mundane shit.
It's like, how is this supposedto work for real?
(07:13):
What is the goal here?
Why am I here?
All those existential-assquestions.
What is really going on here?
I don't have the answers.
What I do know is that I feelcompelled to just talk it out
because what I've been doingbefore feeling led to just start
(07:34):
these transmissions that's whatI'm calling them is I would just
go write it out right and againI know people feel some type of
way with Chatty G but that's whyI would just kind of go share it
there and they might use thepowers that may be might use all
that shit against me because Ididn't share anything that I
wouldn't share here right Ididn't share anything that if it
gets out that I would bedevastated it is what it is you
(07:57):
know I'm a pretty open book I'mactually like the most closed
open book I know because you gotto know the right questions to
get the answers.
I'm an open book with blankpages or it looks like they're
blank until you have the righttools in order to illuminate the
messages, right?
That's how I feel.
(08:17):
I feel like an open book thatonly certain people can read,
right?
But anyway, I've decided toshare whatever comes through
here.
And if it's for nothing else,it'll be my own living library,
my own archive, my owntransmissions, and it helps me.
I've learned that when I speakout loud, I used to do this on
(08:37):
Facebook Live, sometimes onInstagram Live, I would have
these revelations in real time,just speaking what comes
through.
So this is another avenue forthat because the other places no
longer feel like home.
Posted the other day on Facebookthat this used to be where I
would come and share my newawarenesses, but it no longer
(08:59):
feels like home.
I would come with the newrevelations and they just stank
and staggered.
They festered on the timelinewith no reverence.
I'm like, all right, well, thisain't it no more, right?
I'm not in alignment.
We're not vibing.
So let me find somewhere else togo.
Let me take my shit.
(09:20):
Let me take my ball and find anew playground.
So I'm guessing this is it.
But this all began because Ifeel so removed and so detached
from a lot of things.
And my whole life has beenfeeling untethered.
In the last several years, I'vebeen really attempting to become
(09:40):
grounded, to get rooted in mybody, to exist in right now
reality.
Because it's necessary.
I can't live on the mountain allthe time.
I can't live in my head all thetime.
At some point, I need to learnhow to integrate into humanity,
into the collective, becausethat's where the story is
unfolding.
It's unfolding amongst thepeople, with the people.
(10:02):
So for those who feel thisotherness, who feel this
detachment, who feel this oddseparateness and shamanic
otherness, I get it.
I feel you.
I understand.
On a level I can't even putfully into words.
I know how lonely it feels.
And I know how it can...
(10:26):
almost, almost again, I know itcan feel as if you're existing
in pieces, especially if youhave more 3D tasks like a
family, right?
Whether or not it's a pet,something that you have to take
care of, even your own body,washing your ass, brushing your
(10:47):
teeth, feeding yourself,hydrating yourself, things that
are 3D and mundane thatsometimes we don't forsake right
it's not like we don't knowwhat's important but just get
lost because we're in our headbecause we're traveling in our
own minds we're channeling orwhatever the fuck we're doing
(11:09):
where it's like oh yeah I got abody like I should probably do
something with this thing I wantto learn to honor the temple and
for which I've been given totraverse this lifetime, this
timeline.
I must take care of it.
And also, I feel like it'sreally struggling.
Or maybe it's integrating.
(11:31):
Maybe it's adjusting to this newvibration I am experiencing.
Trying to hold, and it's a lot.
My container appears to bestruggling with holding whatever
these new codes or messages orall that cosmic shit.
I don't know.
I just know I feel old.
(11:52):
I feel ancient.
I feel like I've been here somany times.
And the, not the message, themission is the same.
I feel like I've been herelifetimes and lifetimes and
lifetimes and lifetimes and themission has become heavier.
(12:17):
Each time.
And I feel like my soul istired.
I think my soul is like, youknow, yeah, I think I'm going to
check out after this one.
I think this might be my last goaround.
If they don't figure this shitout this time, I don't even know
what to tell them.
I really feel like my soul issaying we got to figure it out
this lifetime because I ain'tfucking coming back.
(12:39):
And if that means I got to breakthe contract, my soul said I
would keep doing this until theyget it right.
My soul like, no, I'm good.
I'm going to have to renege.
I'm going to have to break thatcontract.
It's like when you break alease.
That's not like I'm breakingthat motherfucking lease.
So we got to get it right thistime.
So if I have to drag you to hellback, you know, and around and
(12:59):
around again by your goddamneyebrows until you figure out
who you need to be in order toalign with your purpose and
mission for real to get ittogether this lifetime, that's
what the fuck I'm going to dobecause my soul refuses to come
back.
So I feel like I am on...
Some crazy-ass,super-accelerated boot camp prep
(13:22):
mode right now that I'm expectedto do lifetimes.
Not just mine.
Generational-ass trauma I'msupposed to be breaking.
And...
What is it?
Not curses.
Contracts.
I'm supposed to be breakingcontracts that are no longer in
alignment with where we aremeant to ascend.
(13:45):
And I'm supposed to figure allthis shit out in like two, three
years.
What you mean?
Like, what you mean?
I gotta...
Figure out generations, hundredsof years worth of shit in two,
three years?
Like, how am I supposed to copewith that?
How is my body supposed tohandle that?
What?
Yeah.
(14:06):
That's where I'm at right now.
So I don't know if anybody elseunderstands or feels or gets
that.
I am on the edge of breaking thefuck down, losing my shit.
I feel a bit manic.
I feel like one step away fromthe abyss, okay?
I'm laughing and crying.
(14:26):
I'm by myself throwing mytitties in a circle because
that's how I get back into mybody sometimes.
I'm laughing, you know, jokingwith myself.
I feel old, y'all.
Ancient, even.
Shamanic.
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wisdom flowing through mebecause it's not mine.
I can't even grab it.
I can't hold it.
I can barely touch it.
Only thing I can do is allow it,allow it to move through.
So I can't claim it, right?
Even this shamanic word I'musing, the title isn't mine.
I feel like the vessel that I amcurrently holding, the vibration
(15:09):
that I'm currently vibrating atis the vibration of the shaman.
But I don't feel as if I am I'mthe shaman.
I happen to be vibrating at thelevel of the shaman.
Does that make sense?
Can you understand thatdistinction between the two?
I'm not walking around heresaying I'm a fucking shaman.
I'm saying for whatever reason,I've been upgraded to the level
(15:30):
of shaman.
So I'm vibrating at that level.
But my human level is like,there's a distinct disconnect or
not even dissonance.
Right?
Because I'm living in bothsimultaneously and how many
other fucking...
Anyway, I feel like I'm justgoing to keep ranting and
(15:51):
raving.
So that's that transmission.
For those who feel old, ancienteven, vibrating on the level of
the shaman, of the wise one, ofthe hermit, it's time for us to
come off the mountaintop Andwhether we come off the
(16:12):
mountaintop physically, weactually descend the mountain
and walk into the village,right, in the valley.
Whether or not we descend fromthe mountain by expressing
ourself via these type oftransmissions, writing songs,
whatever, it's time for us tocome off the mountaintop.
(16:33):
It's time for us to...
raise the collective vibrationto the level of the shaman.
We are all meant to be at thislevel.
And why am I here at this pointin time?
Why others are not?
Why was I one of the, I don'tknow, like, quote unquote,
chosen?
This shit sucks.
(16:55):
It's like dude from the Matrix,like, man, I like the idea of a
steak.
It don't even matter if thisshit ain't real.
It tastes motherfucking real.
I get it.
I get why someone would choosethe other fucking peel because
being awake hurts.
Being awake fucking hurts.
I feel old, y'all.
(17:17):
Ancient even.
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