Inevitability

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I have no idea why this, or why now. I have shapeshifted and the way I show up and share has as well.

How long will this last? I dont know. Will I shape shift again? Probably.

Only thing I do know is that this moment is an inevitability. 

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Episode Transcript

UNKNOWN (00:00):
you

SPEAKER_00 (00:02):
I'm exhausted.
I am so fucking exhausted rightnow.
Because I keep getting messages,I keep getting quote-unquote
downloads that forces me tothink beyond the binary, to

(00:25):
think beyond the bullshit thatis...
Radiating through.
the radio waves, through theTVs, through the music, through
fucking social media.
And there's an emptiness and theempathy.

(00:47):
There's an, oh my God, there'san empathy and an emptiness that
are converging together.
Just did a deep dive of someresearch on really trying to
understand humans and how we gotto where the fuck we are and i

(01:10):
was wondering if we're just acosmic fucking mistake an
experiment gone wrong becausehow have we gotten here and at
the very root of it all is fear,scarcity, insecurity, and trauma

(01:31):
has led to the extermination ofpeople, the subjugation of
people, the colonizing ofpeople, because power feels like
the only way to exist.
In a space where there's thisidea of scarcity, there's not

(01:57):
enough.
And it's so odd to me because Ican empathize with the quote
unquote villains just as much asthe victims.
And I can see a need to holdaccountable the victims just as
much as the villains.

(02:20):
It's as if we are all complicitin the fuckery that currently
exists.
And...
The resistance to collectiveaccountability is going to
continue to keep us in a cycleof misery.
And I don't know what my role isin all of this.

(02:45):
I see it.
I feel it.
And I'm feeling the need toexpress it.
Don't know who the fuck is goingto hear it, what's going to come
of it.
But here I go.
I'm I feel so small and soinsignificant in this space.

(03:08):
I also feel like I have atremendous responsibility that
is ridiculously outsized to mycurrent position.
But I'm just going to keep it abuck, as I say.
I'm just going to record when Iget called to record.

(03:30):
I guess I'll share this at somepoint.
I'm not going to edit.
You're going to get all thepauses.
You're going to get the rawnessin my voice.
You'll get the tears.
You'll get me tripping over mywords because at this point, who
gives a fuck about perfection?
Who really gives a fuck?
Because what I am knowing isthat there There's a collective,

(03:52):
there's a community of peoplewho get it.
Where they are, how they'reshowing up, what skin suit
they're currently existing in, Idon't know.
And none of it matters.
What matters is that we areresonating on a frequency that
gets that we are in collectivemourning.

(04:14):
We are...
living out collective traumathat lives in our collective
epigenetics, right?
It has transformed our DNA.
And in order for us to disruptthis continuation of events to

(04:39):
the point of our ownextermination, We have to talk
about it.

(05:13):
Man, the system is working likea fucking charm.
And whoever's pulling thegoddamn strings, whoever is Oz,
like there's a part of me that'sin awe.
Like, wow.
I am amazed and I'm somewhatimpressed at how...

(05:38):
strategic and how damn nearperfectly this has been
operating for centuries.
It's so interesting to mebecause It's working.
The blueprint has been working.
The plan has been working, butnot well enough.
Because if it was foolproof, Iwouldn't be having these

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thoughts.
We wouldn't be having theseconversations.
This transmission would not beout here wherever the fuck it
ends up.
So they did a fucking fabulousjob.
And kudos to them for having theimagination, the creativity, and
the wherewithal.

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to have created a system thathas operated for centuries to
the point where even those thatare subjugated by that very
system are complicit in keepingit intact.
Like, how fucking brilliant doyou have to be to get the people
who the system is shitting on tobe a part of keeping the system

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functioning?
Like, that is brilliant.
It just is.
And also...
Not enough.
It's just wasn't enough.
So we give them a hand.
I'm giving them an applause.
I'm applauding them for havingbeen astute enough to have run a
system for as long as they have.

(07:05):
And now time is up.
Time is up, you know, and theyknow time is up, obviously,
because now the urgency ofattempting to reestablish the
system that is alreadycrumbling, attempting to
recreate a foundation withcrumbling bricks.

UNKNOWN (07:28):
Right.

SPEAKER_00 (07:29):
is only going to create chaos for everything and
everyone that it is being builton that crumbling foundation.
How can you have sustainabilityif you are building quote
unquote, upon a foundation thatyou are recreating from

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disintegrating bricks.
It's just not possible.
You know, even if it functionsfor 10 years, 20 years, it's
inherently unstable.
So the shit ain't going to work.
But in the meantime, when thatsystem comes crumbly down, how
many people are going to besacrificed in the mist?

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How many people are going to beburied under the rubble right
how is that going to look andit's almost as if not almost it
doesn't even matter what mattersis the desperate need to
recreate a system that iscrumbling in real time right in
our face so very interesting Idon't have much more to say with

(08:34):
this transmission I just knowthat I am here for something we
are all here for something whatthat is I don't fucking know I
just felt really called to justhit record and share this what I
do know is I'm on the edge I'mon the edge of something um and
I feel like I've been on theedge for a very long time so the

(08:57):
title of I guess this is apodcast this is gonna be like my
third or fourth attempt at afucking podcast because I start
them and I stop them I startthem and I stop them and maybe
that's the point maybe they lastas long as they're fucking meant
to last and then Something elsecomes up when it needs to come
up.
Okay, so I'll just go with that.
So the title of this podcast isgoing to be called The Edge.

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Thanks for listening to episodenumber one.