Episode Transcript
Available transcripts are automatically generated. Complete accuracy is not guaranteed.
Tami (00:00):
Hello, everyone, and
welcome to another episode of
(00:03):
the Dragonfly Rising podcastwith me, your
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:05):
host,
Dr.
Tami Dean.
I am
Tami (00:08):
super excited.
Today, our special guest is Dr.
Brandon Thornton.
He is a high school special edEnglish and math teacher from
Bloomington High School inBloomington, Illinois.
Brandon, welcome today.
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:22):
Hi,
Brandon (00:22):
happy to be
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:23):
here.
Tami (00:23):
We are so excited.
Brandon like Hey, does someamazing DEI and equity work and
has worn lots
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:29):
hats
and he's
Tami (00:30):
going to share
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:30):
a
little bit
Tami (00:32):
about that work and some,
some tips with us today.
Brandon, one of the things Ilove to ask everyone when they
come on the podcast is aroundyour personal equity work
journey, because I believe thatthis journey is a marathon and
it's constant and it evolves aswe learn more and do more.
(00:54):
Share with us a little bit
Brandon Podcast Recording (00:55):
about
Tami (00:56):
your experience and your
own equity journey.
Brandon (01:00):
Sure.
I think I'm probably along thelines of a lot, like a lot of
listeners who, you know, DEI, weprobably knew it was here before
it became a buzzword, right?
And so for me, I've always knownabout diversity, equity
Brandon Podcast Reco (01:14):
inclusion,
Brandon (01:15):
and of course, it's
taken different names over the
decades.
But my journey is, is pretty,pretty unique.
I feel like, you know, As an
Brandon Podcast Record (01:24):
American
Brandon (01:24):
teacher, you know,
there's not a lot of people who
look like me, and that's been myentire experience,
Brandon Podcast Recording (01:30):
even
as a kid.
Brandon (01:31):
I was one of four black
students in the honors English
classes when I got to IllinoisState University.
I was the only black
Brandon Podcast Recordin (01:40):
person
who
Brandon (01:41):
was majoring in
mathematics education.
So my whole four years, neversaw any other person that looked
like me in the undergraduateprogram.
And within the honors program atISU was the same kind of
situation.
And then when I became ateacher,
Brandon Podcast Recording (01:56):
once
again,
Brandon (01:57):
Maybe one of five and I
teach in a district that is the
third most diverse district inthe state.
And so for the staff to notmatch that, it was kind of
disheartening.
But still, that was my
Brandon Podcast Recordin (02:08):
right?
Brandon (02:08):
That was my, I've
always been the only black guy.
And so I never really realizedit was problematic.
Until I started my master'sprogram in special ed.
And then eventually my doctoratein special ed, where I started
reading that this was a problem,which is kind of funny because
it didn't feel like a problem
Brandon Podcast Recording (02:27):
until
I was reading about
Brandon (02:28):
myself.
yeah, yeah,
Tami (02:33):
your lived experience, it
is what it is what, what drew
you to being an educator?
Brandon Podcast Recording (02:39):
Sure.
Brandon (02:39):
So despite teachers not
looking
Brandon Podcast Recording (02:41):
me,
Brandon (02:42):
I still had.
Wonderful teachers.
Honestly, my first teacher thatlooked like me was in third
grade.
Her name
Brandon Podcast Recording (02:48):
Miss
Brandon (02:48):
Johnson.
And then I had Miss Michaellater on, and both of them, I
remember them standing in thehall, greeting kids as they came
in, and it just felt like I wasat home.
It felt like, I was finally, Idon't know, I never felt any
different from my otherteachers, but it just felt
special there.
They look like my mom, you knowwhat I mean?
So I, it just felt verycomfortable.
(03:09):
But I was still too young.
Didn't really understand like,Oh, I could be a teacher.
It really didn't hit me untilhigh school.
I had really great math teacherswho would I guess I was a nerd
because I was in my lunch andmath class.
class talking to them.
And because of that, they wouldoften have me come in after
school and just help otherstudents.
And I really loved that feelingof helping others and,
Brandon Podcast Recording (03:33):
them
Brandon (03:33):
saying things and it
feeling like, Oh, wait a minute,
I can do this as a career.
And so that's kind of whathappened there.
And then the same thing was truefor my English classes.
I never felt othered in myEnglish classes.
And so I was kind of on thefence, like, should I teach math
or English?
And now I get to do both.
My mom, obviously she was thefirst teacher that I knew.
(03:53):
She owned a preschool.
So growing up, I always knewthat I was either going to take
over the family business or dosomething else.
And then it didn't really turninto high school until I went to
high school.
So
Tami (04:08):
And then you thought, I
like these high school kids.
Brandon (04:11):
Yeah.
And obviously I had to work inthe, in the summers at my mom's
preschool and I kind of knew,oh, I can't do this age group.
Brandon Podcast Recordi (04:19):
There's
no way.
Tami (04:21):
Know, it's funny how we
find our niche.
I remember subbing when I firstfinished my undergrad to be a
teacher.
And First graders are great.
Love first graders.
I had to be in a kindergartenclass.
I was like, nope, nope,
Brandon Podcast Recording (04:36):
nope.
Yeah.
Bless you kindergarten teachers
Tami (04:41):
out there.
You are amazing.
I can even handle the littletoddlers, you know, but I
Brandon Podcast Recording (04:44):
don't
know something
Tami (04:45):
that kindergarten.
That's a special.
But I taught middle school too,right?
And people say the same thing.
They say the same thing abouthigh school,
Brandon Podcast Record (04:50):
everyone
has their.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Tami (04:54):
Yes.
I want to come back to somethingyou were saying about, as you
move through your master's andthen into your doctorate, and
then you started reading things,I'm really curious how and what
you were reading and what, Andhow that is influenced where
you've moved into your equitywork today.
Mm hmm.
Brandon Podcast Recording (05:15):
So
Brandon (05:16):
disproportionality,
right?
That
Brandon Podcast Recording (05:18):
that
wasn't
Brandon (05:18):
a word to me.
That's not a word that peoplejust throw out on social media.
It's not a word you have in acasual conversation.
What do you think aboutdisproportionality?
So I had
Brandon Podcast Recording (05:27):
never
heard the word
Brandon (05:28):
until I read about it.
And that word was alwaysattached to blackness, right?
There's a disproportionatepercentage of black and Hispanic
males who are being disciplinedmore than their peers.
And so I didn't even understandwhat that meant.
But it was everywhere, It was inall these articles.
And so I kept reading it,
Brandon Podcast Recording (05:45):
and
Brandon (05:46):
then I just kept
wondering why, like, what?
Every article has therecommendations and it's always
like, we need a more diverseteaching workforce to
Brandon Podcast Recordin (05:53):
combat
this.
Brandon (05:54):
And so I just, I,
obviously that's an obvious
solution, but for me, it waslike, yeah, that's true.
Why don't we have more peoplewho look like me in the
classroom?
Brandon Podcast Recording (06:05):
And
then I
Brandon (06:05):
just
Brandon Podcast Recording (06:05):
felt
on this rabbit
Brandon (06:06):
hole of, is it
systemic?
It's like, and then kind ofpaused, took a little
Brandon Podcast Recordi (06:12):
because
Brandon (06:12):
is overwhelming to
learn about the world's problems
and feel like you can't solve
Brandon Podcast Recording (06:16):
them.
Brandon (06:17):
But the whole thing
with George Floyd propelled me
back
Brandon Podcast Recording (06:20):
that
Brandon (06:20):
work.
I was in the middle of mydoctorate work at that time and
a lot of things were happeningwith alumni from my school who
were coming back and havingdemands for the district to say
A, we need a more diversecurriculum, and B, we need a
more diverse workforce.
And to see Gen Z kind of rise upand demand these things kind of
(06:42):
forced me to be like, you shoulddo it too.
Brandon Podcast Recordi (06:45):
There's
no reason I shouldn't,
Brandon (06:46):
that kind of like, got
me back into it.
Brandon Podcast Recording (06:48):
The
reason I took
Brandon (06:49):
a break from even like,
thinking about all the things
was because I was a subject of alot of FOIA
Brandon Podcast Recor (06:54):
requests.
For those
Brandon (06:55):
listening, that's the
Freedom of Information Act, and
it wasn't like I was up to
Brandon Podcast Record (06:59):
anything
Brandon (07:00):
sinister.
I don't think, I don't know.
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:02):
You
know, you probably were not, but
Tami (07:05):
perception sometimes
doesn't always equal reality
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:09):
and
it really was,
Brandon (07:10):
it was the perception
because my name was attached to
several different student leadergroups, not in our school.
Things that kids were havingdemands on.
Maybe I was adjacent to them.
I coached speech and debate.
And so a lot of those kids
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:25):
were
in speech and debate.
Brandon (07:26):
And so my name just
kept coming up.
I spoke at a gun rally.
And so all these.
FOIAs are digging for things
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:33):
about
Critical Race Theory,
Brandon (07:36):
and
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:36):
DEI,
and
Brandon (07:38):
at the time, I didn't
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:39):
have
Brandon (07:39):
anything to show for
it.
Like Critical race theory, wedon't do anyways, but like, DEI,
Tami (07:44):
we don't do Critical Race
Theory in schools?
That's
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:46):
not a
thing?
Tami (07:46):
thing?
Brandon (07:49):
Shocker,
Tami (07:49):
Plot twist!
Brandon Podcast Recording (07:50):
it's
not a thing, it's not happening,
literally.
Your children are not earningdoctorates, y'all.
They are
Tami (07:57):
are not talking about
critical race theory.
Brandon (08:00):
Exactly.
Brandon Podcast Recording (08:02):
So
Brandon (08:02):
yeah, that was kind of
my like, okay, I need to be
doing more.
People already think
Brandon Podcast Recording (08:08):
I am
Brandon (08:08):
anyways, so I
Brandon Podcast Recording (08:09):
as
well.
Tami (08:11):
You're like, let me meet
your
Brandon Podcast Re (08:13):
expectations
Tami (08:14):
and just put my hat back
in the ring.
Brandon (08:17):
Yeah.
Absolutely.
Tami (08:20):
know what else I love
about what you just shared?
I think sometimes Gen Z gets abad rap
Brandon Podcast Recording (08:25):
about
things and,
Tami (08:28):
I do appreciate their
willingness to use their voice,
the things that they feelpassionate and compelled to
share their voice about, and,That's one of the missions and
messages of this podcast itselfis use your voice there is power
in your voice and when yourvoice connects with others who
are also using their voice, itjust exponentially has the
(08:52):
opportunity to change some ofthe systemic systems.
That have been in place
Brandon Podcast Recording (08:57):
and
make
Tami (08:58):
people aware.
Right?
Because maybe, you grew up inthem.
You don't even know,
Brandon Podcast Recor (09:05):
recognize
Tami (09:05):
necessarily some of the
oppressive systems that are
there because they've just beenthere.
Brandon (09:12):
Right.
Tami (09:14):
Yeah.
Brandon (09:14):
that's a very good
point, because, at the start of
the pandemic, all we had was
Brandon Podcast Recordin (09:18):
social
media,
Brandon (09:19):
we were all
quarantining.
And so a lot of people in mylife were confused.
like why are kids
Brandon Podcast Recordi (09:24):
demands
Brandon (09:25):
on the school?
George Floyd is this isolatedevent.
And so I kind of had to helpconnect them to
Brandon Podcast Recordin (09:30):
George
Brandon (09:30):
Floyd happened because
perceptions of black males
Brandon Podcast Recording (09:32):
and
these
Brandon (09:32):
perceptions are because
of these things that we let
slide for so long and it's hardfor them to get ahead because of
the systemic issues and so Ireally have to be vulnerable and
share my truth through lettersto the editor and poetry that I
was sharing about growing upwith microaggressions hearing
things like you're reallyeloquent for a black person or
(09:54):
whatever.
I, you know, I didn't reallylike black people until I met
you.
People would say that to me allthe time growing up, and I used
to think it was a compliment.
People still tell me, like, oh,you're like an Oreo, black on
the outside, but white on
Brandon Podcast Recordi (10:07):
inside.
That's what I'm like, like,
Brandon (10:09):
you're cool.
People say that still, like it'ssome compliment like I
Brandon Podcast Recordin (10:12):
should
be like,
Brandon (10:12):
yay! I'm white passing,
even though that term doesn't
even matter, like, match what Iam.
Brandon Podcast Recording (10:18):
And
so,
Brandon (10:19):
I had to call those
things out.
and I did hurt a
Brandon Podcast Recording (10:22):
lot
Brandon (10:22):
of feelings.
People would text me longapologies, even though it wasn't
about them, but in their ownreflective journey, Oh, I, I
used to say things like, you'remy only black friend and I
didn't know that would hurt you.
Brandon Podcast Recording (10:34):
I'm
Brandon (10:34):
like, it is hurtful
because why am I your only black
friend?
We like,
Brandon Podcast Recordin (10:38):
Right.
Right.
Right.
Right.
Right.
Oh.
Tami (10:41):
And I'm sure there was
some of that.
Well, I'm a nice person, so Ican't be biased.
It's coming from a good place.
I like you.
We're friends.
Brandon (10:49):
Mm hmm.
Tami (10:50):
that narrative that tends
to reoccur around some of those
microaggressions.
Brandon Podcast Recordin (10:56):
Right.
Brandon (10:56):
Yeah.
Yeah.
Brandon Podcast Recording (10:59):
And
that's why it's a
microaggression.
Brandon (11:00):
Of course you'd untend.
But
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:02):
it's
Brandon (11:02):
hurt.
It's still stung,
Tami (11:05):
And well, and connects
back to your implicit bias
because you don't
Brandon Podcast Rec (11:09):
necessarily
realize
Tami (11:11):
why that's a
Brandon Podcast Recordin (11:13):
Right.
Right.
Brandon (11:15):
I think online, they
are not microaggressions.
People know exactly what they'resaying when they say it.
Mm
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:21):
Yeah.
The power of hiding
Tami (11:23):
behind a screen
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:25):
has
Tami (11:25):
brought out some very
interesting
Brandon Podcast Re (11:29):
conversation
or
Tami (11:31):
use of
Brandon Podcast Recordin (11:32):
words.
Absolutely.
You know,
Tami (11:35):
which is interesting,
because it was always there.
It was just maybe more
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:38):
So is
it better?
Tami (11:39):
Is subversive better or is
it being overt?
That is better in that.
Can we make more change whenit's being there being overt
versus
Brandon (11:49):
Yeah,
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:51):
I
kind
Brandon (11:51):
of think overt, it's
hurts, but it's better because
now there's evidence now we canscreenshot.
I'm
Brandon Podcast Recording (11:55):
okay,
we
Brandon (11:56):
can call people in more
we can acknowledge that it
exists now, like it's easier totrack
Brandon Podcast Recording (12:01):
now,
unfortunately.
Brandon (12:04):
Yeah,
Tami (12:08):
It's like
Brandon Podcast Recording (12:08):
a,
Tami (12:10):
good for that, to maybe
prompt the conversation, and bad
because it's just that emotionaltoll like you were talking about
Brandon Podcast Record (12:17):
earlier.
It's
Tami (12:18):
just there and it's
exhausting and
Brandon Podcast Recording (12:21):
doing
this work
Tami (12:22):
while it's important
really does Take a lot of
personal emotional
Brandon Podcast Recordi (12:28):
energy.
Tami (12:29):
So hop back into the ring,
Did some policy work and You
know, wearing, kind of doingwhat
Brandon Podcast Recording (12:41):
do
Tami (12:41):
with students and
supporting the students with,,
advising or, because studentgroups need a teacher
Brandon Podcast Recording (12:49):
to,
Tami (12:50):
you know what's the word
I'm looking for?
Super, supervise, for lack of abetter word.
Supervise them, right?
They have to have an educatorthere that's responsible for
them.
And then you were doing somepersonal work I'm sure there are
teachers on here that are like,how do I those two worlds?
Brandon (13:07):
Sure.
Yeah.
Balance is a good
Brandon Podcast Recording (13:10):
word
actually.
Brandon (13:11):
And that's what I had
to do.
Me personally, I didn't reallywant to.
Mix my policy work with what washappening in school.
Both were at DEI centered, butthe clubs that I sponsor, our
school is very, our districtattorney is very intentional,
they're, they're called studentled clubs and the sponsor just
(13:32):
opens up their classroom.
And, and so a lot of the thingsthat the students were fighting
for were adjacent to what I wasdoing, but I was intentional on
not saying we should do this.
And so really they just inspiredme to act.
Once I took off my teacher hat,Although I guess we don't have
teacher hats anymore.
They're like permanentnightcaps.
(13:52):
I don't know.
Once
Brandon Podcast Recording (13:53):
I,
Brandon (13:54):
once I powered down,
Tami (13:57):
We
Brandon Podcast Recording (13:57):
down?
Yeah, not even, not even that.
Brandon (14:00):
Just used social media
as a way to say what I said.
For my Instagram, I opened itup.
Anyone could follow me.
Students, parents, teachers,Facebook was where I would share
my draft to the public letter tothe editor.
I would always repost things.
I was writing.
But still my work with theRacism Free Schools Act.
No one knew about that, but thatwas something that I was
(14:23):
secretly doing on the sidebecause I just didn't want to
have
Brandon Podcast Recordi (14:28):
explain
myself.
Brandon (14:29):
I knew it
Brandon Podcast Recording (14:29):
it
was
Brandon (14:29):
important and the team
people I was
Brandon Podcast Recordi (14:31):
working
with knew was important and that
was all I needed.
Brandon (14:34):
I didn't want to have
to explain to people outside of
teaching why we need policies inplace where students can report
racial harassment just in thesame way they can report sexual
harassment.
I didn't want to have to explainto
Brandon Podcast Recordin (14:47):
people
Brandon (14:47):
because The word race
was still dicey at the time.
And so, I was very intentionalon keeping that to myself, that
way I could still feel excitedabout it.
You know, when you, when youshare certain things with
people, then you gotta likedefend it so much that it just
becomes Oh my goodness.
And so, I didn't,
Brandon Podcast Recording (15:06):
if
Brandon (15:06):
you ask my principal,
he probably doesn't even know
that
Brandon Podcast Recording (15:09):
that,
that that happened.
Tami (15:11):
Well, it sounds like you
didn't want to feel like, you
needed to ask permission, right?
Brandon Podcast Recording (15:16):
is it
okay that I'm
Tami (15:17):
doing this?
Because it
Brandon Podcast Reco (15:19):
definitely
is okay.
So,
Tami (15:22):
tell me a little bit
about, For the people that don't
live in, In Illinois the racismfree school policy and that
advocacy work you were
Brandon Podcast Recordin (15:34):
doing.
Brandon (15:35):
Sure.
So this was, this was ledthrough a program called teach
plus teach plus is national, butthis is for teach plus Illinois.
and teach plus their whole goalis to take average teachers and
teach them about educationalpolicy.
And so each cohort has to comeup with something they want to
change.
We wanted to tackle teacherrecruitment and retention for
(15:58):
teachers of color, and
Brandon Podcast Recordi (16:00):
started
Brandon (16:00):
dreaming of how can we
do this?
And then ultimately we realized,we're trying to recruit
teachers, but
Brandon Podcast Recording (16:06):
the,
Brandon (16:07):
current landscape isn't
really
Brandon Podcast Rec (16:10):
accessible,
Brandon (16:11):
like it's not
approachable, there's so many
things happening.
across the state that, schoolsmight not be a desirable place
for people of color.
And so then we kind of thoughtabout, let's take a more, let's
take a step back.
Let's ask why.
And then we Landed on, we needpolicies in place to protect
students and teachers fromracial harassment.
(16:32):
And during that time, there wereso many viral things happening.
There was the school in RockIsland where football players
hung a
Brandon Podcast Recordin (16:41):
banana
underneath
Brandon (16:42):
their Only Black
Players locker.
And the parents were going to,like, move forward, and then
overnight they said, We don'twant any more attention and
we're please just leave usalone.
And so, no justice
Brandon Podcast Recordin (16:55):
served
Brandon (16:55):
because it went viral
before, The schools could see
what's happening.
Brandon Podcast Recording (16:59):
It
happened in
Brandon (16:59):
Southern Illinois where
a student's track coach called
her a monkey out of there's moreto the story, but essentially,
she was running barefoot, andshe made her She compared her to
an African and then a monkey,and so.
once things go online, oncethings hit Snapchat, Instagram,
Brandon Podcast Reco (17:15):
Instagram,
Facebook,
Brandon (17:16):
now we have public
opinion, and now the privacy is
leaked.
Both of those students names areall throughout the media, even
though, there's laws protectingtheir privacy.
Brandon Podcast Recording (17:24):
And
so
Brandon (17:24):
we thought, like, that
never happens with sexual
harassment.
It's private, it's slow, youinvestigate, both parties have a
chance to say their piece, aresolution is made, and we can
begin to heal.
You can't do that wheneveryone's talking about it in
the comments
Brandon Podcast Reco (17:40):
resharing.
Yeah, the court of publicopinion Yeah,
Tami (17:45):
there's no mercy really in
that social media Court whatever
gets put out first
Brandon Podcast Recording (17:51):
is
Tami (17:51):
Always
Brandon Podcast Recording (17:52):
the
truth.
Yeah, that's the truth.
Tami (17:55):
It could be crazy and all
the way out in left field
Brandon Podcast Recording (17:58):
And
it's so hard
Tami (18:00):
for anybody to recover
Brandon Podcast Recording (18:02):
Yeah.
From that.
The perpetrator
Brandon (18:05):
and the victim.
It's hard because now you'regonna get defensive and there's
no opportunity to learn fromwhat happened.
You can't learn from the harmyou caused So that's essentially
what the Racism Free Schools Actis going to do.
It's going to mandate thatschools have a policy in place.
It's not mandating training.
It's not mandating curriculum.
It's just schools need to have apolicy in place that they
(18:27):
distribute to staff and parentsand families on what to do if
you think you are experiencingracial harassment in the same
way we display what to do whenyou are experiencing sexual
harassment.
So it's that that's all it is.
The Anti Racism Schools Actfeels very like they're
Brandon Podcast Record (18:45):
critical
race
Brandon (18:45):
theory.
And so I just didn't want wantto go
Brandon Podcast Recordi (18:47):
through
that, but that's what
Tami (18:48):
I'm going to
Brandon Podcast Recording (18:48):
drop
a resource in the show notes
Tami (18:51):
about what is
Brandon Podcast Recording (18:52):
race
theory and what it's not.
I'm going to, I'm going to dropthat
Tami (18:56):
y'all because, and those
of you listening probably know,
but for those of you that maybeare listening and don't or want
to know, I'm going to drop thatfor you.
Brandon Podcast Recordi (19:03):
Because
I think it's
Tami (19:03):
important
Brandon Podcast Recording (19:04):
to
know what
Tami (19:05):
the difference is and what
it isn't.
Brandon Podcast Rec (19:08):
Absolutely.
Tami (19:08):
yes, It does.
Right.
And
Brandon Podcast Recording (19:10):
that
Tami (19:10):
term like anti racist,
people have this
Brandon Podcast Reco (19:14):
emotional.
Response to it.
Tami (19:19):
And I get that because it
can feel very personal
Brandon Podcast Recording (19:23):
and
Tami (19:24):
I think that's one of the
important pieces of this policy
it gives an opportunity becausethere's emotion
Brandon Podcast Recordin (19:32):
around
this
Tami (19:32):
and whenever humans are in
their emotion, it's hard to be
logical or listen.
To another person's perspective.
And I think that's one of thereally key pieces of DEI work,
is one, you got to get awarenessaround yourself and understand
your own personal emotionaltriggers so you can,
Brandon Podcast Recordin (19:52):
whoop,
take a
Tami (19:53):
step back when you need to
in those moments.
Cause you're going to have them.
you're you are, cause you're ahuman being and it's connecting,
you know, it's oftentimespersonal or feels personal, even
if it's maybe not personal,cause policy is not personal,
but it affects peoplepersonally.
Brandon (20:08):
Mm-Hmm.
.Oh, I love that.
Tami (20:10):
Woo.
It's Like we get down deep.
I'm loving
Brandon Podcast Recording (20:12):
this
Tami (20:12):
deep.
conversation, I I'm
Brandon Podcast Record (20:14):
excited.
Tami (20:16):
That there is policy in
place because when we come back
to even the beginning and yourjourney we're talking about why
is there not more diversity inschools and we have to think
about historically speaking, howwelcoming have schools felt to
persons of color as they wentthrough school
Brandon Podcast Recording (20:36):
and
if
Tami (20:36):
it's not welcoming, why on
earth would
Brandon Podcast Recordin (20:39):
choose
Tami (20:39):
to do that?
Brandon (20:40):
Yep.
Why would you come back?
Tami (20:42):
Why You would it you would
it and so I think policies like
this are really important.
I think building awareness isimportant.
I think community andunderstanding the families in
which you partner with as aneducational institution
Brandon Podcast Recording (21:00):
is
Tami (21:00):
important.
Brandon (21:02):
Yeah.
Tami (21:03):
You know, moving away from
Brandon Podcast Reco (21:04):
assumption
and
Brandon (21:05):
Mm hmm.
Tami (21:06):
getting into this cultural
competence.
Just because.
student why.
looks like me, or I think maybecame from the same kind of up
background and upbringingdoesn't always mean they're just
like me.
Brandon (21:22):
Right, right.
Tami (21:24):
how do we value these
different ways of knowing and
being and acting in the world?
And
Brandon (21:32):
that's a good point,
because I made that mistake when
picking, diverse texts, becauseI thought, you know what, this
book is gonna resonate withthem, and because it's a black
boy, And it didn't.
It did
Brandon Podcast Recording (21:43):
one
year, but it didn't with the
next group because
Brandon (21:46):
Their lived experiences
just weren't the same.
I dunno if you've read Long Waydown, but that was the book I
Brandon Podcast Recordin (21:51):
chose.
Tami (21:51):
Yes! I love that
Brandon (21:54):
I love it too, and I
thought, like, it would,
Brandon Podcast Recording (21:56):
I did
it,
Brandon (21:57):
we did it with our
co-taught kids.
they loved
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:00):
it,
and a
Brandon (22:00):
lot of the kids were,
were
Brandon Podcast Recor (22:02):
recalling
Brandon (22:03):
their memories of their
lived experiences and how it
kind of matched
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:07):
what
the
Brandon (22:07):
main character was
going through.
And I thought, I'm gonna slidethis over next year to my
instructional group.
And it just didn't, they didn't,they couldn't get past the
rules, they didn't, couldn't getpast the, what do you mean you
should take revenge?
What do you mean no snitching?
For them, their lives, like, itjust wasn't connecting and
that's the first couple pages.
(22:28):
And
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:28):
so.
Yeah.
Brandon (22:30):
It really just turned
into a complicated poetry
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:33):
for
Brandon (22:33):
them when really I
wanted to, like, I
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:35):
them
Brandon (22:35):
to feel seen.
So
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:38):
don't
Brandon (22:38):
make assumptions.
Lessons learned.
Tami (22:41):
Yes, you know what they
say about
Brandon Podcast Recordin (22:43):
y'all.
Yeah.
say about
Tami (22:45):
a so, Oh my gosh.
So, I want to talk a little bitabout,
Brandon Podcast Recording (22:49):
DEI.
Tami (22:50):
DEI And that work and the
everyday and what you do,
because I also think people arelike gonna be like, Oh my gosh,
he went and did this policy workand he's done this.
Right.
And I,
Brandon Podcast Recording (23:03):
I
Tami (23:03):
can't do that.
I mean, you can people, I'm justgonna tell you
Brandon Podcast Recording (23:06):
can.
Tami (23:06):
I'm gonna give you
permission.
And there are ways toincorporate principles of DEI
and culturally responsiveteaching in everyday
interactions with students, andyou're probably already doing
some of them.
I want to talk a little bitaround what do do on the
everyday?
What are your tips and tricksfor educators to do that?
Brandon Podcast Recording (23:31):
I
Brandon (23:31):
think my biggest tip is
pick a principle, right?
Accessibility, that's somethingthat we all value.
Pick an area of your life andask yourself, is it accessible
to anyone?
If anyone want to walk into thisdoor, can they enjoy what I'm
enjoying right now?
So for example, with
Brandon Podcast Recordin (23:47):
speech
and debate
Brandon (23:48):
for those who don't
know what speech and debate is,
it's pretty complicated, so Ican't really explain it in this
hour.
But
Brandon Podcast Re (23:53):
essentially,
think of it
Brandon (23:55):
as competitive public
speaking with a little bit of
acting, a little bit of debate,and a little bit of broadcasting
and poetry slams.
It's all of that combined.
And as a
Brandon Podcast Recordi (24:06):
special
ed teacher, I
Brandon (24:07):
always felt like You
know, the kids I teach, they
never go out for these clubsand, and activities.
And so I just started talking itup.
I teach English.
So I'm like, why don't I justtell them about it?
Here's what
Brandon Podcast Recordin (24:19):
speech
and debate
Brandon (24:19):
is.
Speech and debate, speech anddebate.
And ever since I started doingthat, a lot more kids who I
teach have started coming outfor
Brandon Podcast Recording (24:25):
team.
Brandon (24:26):
And I, I love it.
So, for example, two years agowe had a kid with autism.
And he wanted to do poetry.
And he wanted to talk about howpeople put him in a box, and how
Autism Speaks doesn't speak forhim.
And I thought, it's beautiful.
And so, and he
Brandon Podcast Recording (24:44):
it,
Brandon (24:44):
and he performed it
every Saturday like everyone
else, and he did well.
And, I think, People are afraidto open up certain activities to
people because they don't wantto hurt them.
Because in speech and debate,you were literally judged every
weekend with eye contact, socialskills, how are you in the
round, are you behaving all thethings before you even get up to
(25:07):
the front to give your speech.
And so I, I just stopped caringabout those things and my
worries for him
Brandon Podcast Recording (25:13):
at
this
Brandon (25:13):
just, Let's, let's do
it.
And he
Brandon Podcast Recording (25:15):
was
embraced
Brandon (25:16):
by the community.
And so that's whatever you areinvolved in.
If you're coaching is your sportaccessible to people of
different races, differentethnicities,
Brandon Podcast Re (25:24):
ethnicities,
Brandon (25:25):
different abilities,
languages, start there.
And then
Brandon Podcast Recording (25:30):
you
get comfortable with
Brandon (25:31):
those things, then move
into the classroom.
are the things you're doing,will people talk about it 5,
Brandon Podcast Recording (25:38):
5, 10
Brandon (25:39):
years down the line?
You know what I mean?
People don't talk about the
Brandon Podcast Recording (25:44):
when
they're
Brandon (25:44):
grown up.
You know, it was never reallyabout the crucible.
It was about this idea ofMcCarthyism and how lies can
ruin people.
So is there another way to drillthat into your students without?
Beating the literary canon todeath.
You could still show them thecrucible, but if the kids don't
(26:06):
match anyone in the crucible,and honestly, they're Gen Z, a
lot of those characters theydon't relate to, and so that's
something that My co teacher andI have been pushing the rest of
the department to let go of thisliterary canon and
Brandon Podcast Recording (26:22):
maybe
just explore
Brandon (26:24):
other books adjacent
to, for example, we still do The
Great Gatsby, but we do thegraphic novel because it's
quicker and it's more accessibleand that gives us more time to
discuss the things I need toknow and then we show the movie
and then we read Fences andcompare the American Dream
across those two differentportrayals of the American
(26:45):
Dream.
And then in my class I show thePursuit of Happiness because
that's more relevant to whatthey're going through.
And so we're
Brandon Podcast Recording (26:51):
still
Brandon (26:52):
doing the canon.
Brandon Podcast Recording (26:53):
We're
just
Brandon (26:53):
pumping some life into
it.
And so that's what I recommendpeople do.
If you're afraid of someone,
Brandon Podcast Recording (26:59):
why
aren't
Brandon (27:00):
you teaching this?
You can still do it, but justsupplement it with some other
things, too.
Tami (27:04):
Yeah, I think that's
really important Because we
should be asking, like, why?
Brandon Podcast Recording (27:09):
Are
we using this
Tami (27:10):
particular text
Brandon Podcast Recordi (27:12):
because
that's what
Tami (27:15):
has traditionally been
used, I just need you to reflect
for a moment.
What texts were traditionallyeven allowed to be taught in
school.
So that is how the canon becamethe canon.
And there are some great, peopleout there like Roberts, has got
a book called the novelapproach.
And in it, she does like, shewill take like a Canon text and
(27:35):
show you here are five or sixother books that address this
same literary concept
Brandon Podcast Recording (27:43):
that
are
Tami (27:44):
a little bit more relevant
to your students.
So, I mean, that's my challengeto y'all.
You may love of Mice and Men orwhatever.
Book, you know, the horriblegreat expectations or pride and
prejudice.
Okay, that's just me talking.
I did
Brandon Podcast Recording (27:58):
not
Tami (27:58):
like one of Those are not
my favorite from English So now
I just talk about them because Ididn't like them and I was the
reader y'all but the why Why areyou choosing this text what is
the goal for the reading andlearning that's going to come
from that.
And is this the only way?
Brandon Podcast Recording (28:17):
So I
Tami (28:17):
love this idea of y'all
are doing multimodal text,
comparisons, that is critical
Brandon Podcast Recor (28:24):
thinking,
reading
Tami (28:25):
a novel regurgitating what
happened in the chapter or
filling out a fill in the blank.
Y'all, this isn't even the pointof
Brandon Podcast Recordi (28:34):
podcast
Tami (28:34):
but I'm going to tell you
this.
If you're bored, With yourinstruction, so are your
students,
Brandon Podcast Recordin (28:40):
right?
Like that's boring.
It really
Tami (28:43):
is.
It's
Brandon Podcast Recordi (28:44):
boring,
Tami (28:45):
You can't expect them to
be excited about that.
Brandon Podcast Recordin (28:47):
Humans
Tami (28:47):
do better when we can
connect with the material and I
get it.
Not everyone's going to connectwith everything, but how are you
trying?
Brandon (28:54):
Yeah,
Brandon Podcast Recordin (28:54):
you're
Brandon (28:55):
You're right.
If you're frustrated with thediscussion, it means they're not
getting it.
I was a great reader too.
And I don't remember.
The American dream meaninganything in the great Gatsby.
I remember reading it and doingwell on the test.
but, and so I started
Brandon Podcast Recording (29:09):
it.
Me too.
Brandon (29:10):
I'm like, Oh, that's
the theme.
That's one of the things.
I, I remember all the figurativelanguage, but I never connected
that this was an American dreamstory until.
I became an English teacher, soit
Brandon Podcast Recordin (29:21):
didn't
do today years old,
Tami (29:24):
and I have a doctorate,
like, oh, he's rich, and they're
Brandon Podcast Recordin (29:27):
having
a party.
And then there's the light,
Tami (29:29):
right longing and love,
the light
Brandon Podcast Recordin (29:32):
across
the way.
Tami (29:32):
right?
Brandon Podcast Recording (29:33):
Well,
Brandon (29:33):
and same with The
Crucible, I remember how it all
played out, but to me it wasjust a witchcraft spooky story.
Brandon Podcast Recordin (29:39):
Maybe,
Brandon (29:41):
maybe I connected it to
McCarthyism, but I still didn't
hit this idea that lies can ruinlives and the themes of
injustice and and so I startedteaching it, and then I felt
There's better ways to teach
Brandon Podcast Reco (29:52):
injustice.
I didn't get that either.
And I also read the crucible
Tami (29:54):
and.
That was my high school's likeplay at the same time
Brandon Podcast Recording (29:59):
we
were reading it
Tami (29:59):
went to the play My one of
my best friends in high school
at the time was in the playThat's what I remember the most
definitely didn't connect it toMcCarthyism
Brandon (30:07):
didn't get me.
Brandon Podcast Recording (30:07):
yeah
see so Until we started showing
Brandon (30:11):
the
Brandon Podcast Recordi (30:11):
Netflix
Brandon (30:12):
documentary the the
Khalif Browder documentary
Brandon Podcast Recording (30:15):
And
Brandon (30:15):
then We read our
primary articles And kids were
just like wait, this is fromthis is present?
2016, this actually happened?
We're like, yeah, it actuallyhappened.
How does police product connectto John Proctor?
And now they're like, they wantto know more about John Proctor.
We did that before we read TheCrucible.
So they can see,
Brandon Podcast Recor (30:35):
injustice
Brandon (30:35):
can still happen in
modern day.
And then it kind of leads to abigger conversation of why, why
was he treated like this Soyeah, eat free.
You can
Brandon Podcast Recording (30:46):
find
Brandon (30:47):
articles.
You don't have to have Netflix.
And that was their essay.
They had to do a modern daycrucible.
give us an essay on someonewho's also, in modern day, been
falsely accused.
of a crime and compare andcontrast it to one character
from the Crucible.
Tami (31:01):
Oh, I like that.
That's
Brandon Podcast Recor (31:04):
powerful.
Yeah, so those are
Brandon (31:06):
things anyone can,
right, like.
Tami (31:08):
ha
Brandon (31:09):
And in math, like math
is the same, well, it's kind of
hard.
math always gets the short endof
Brandon Podcast Recordin (31:14):
stick,
The stem, the stem places, but
if you look, NCTM and
Brandon (31:18):
NCTM and ICTM, the
National Council for Teaching
Mathematics, they're alwayshaving webinars on infusing the
DEI into, Your curriculum.
And there's tons of texts outthere.
So I don't know.
I, feel like as a math teacher,my biggest thing is just
understanding that not everyone
Brandon Podcast Recording (31:37):
has
Brandon (31:38):
An aptitude for math
like I did.
I got there because I hadteachers who, pushed and pushed
and pushed
Brandon Podcast Recordi (31:45):
pushed.
but.
I think
Brandon (31:48):
people who get into
teaching math do it because they
were great at math, and so it'shard for them to relate to
struggling learners.
and
Brandon Podcast Recording (31:55):
I
think
Brandon (31:55):
one of the principles
of DEI could just be
understanding that you mighthave to make it more accessible.
You might have to pre teach alittle bit of standards that
aren't your grade level, andthat's okay.
You might have to understandthat not everyone can go home
and do 30 problems.
with a parent sitting with themat the table and helping.
And so maybe that
Brandon Podcast Recordi (32:16):
changes
how you
Brandon (32:16):
do, structure your
class time.
I don't send home any mathproblems.
We do
Brandon Podcast Recording (32:20):
it in
class.
Brandon (32:21):
We start it so I can at
least see who gets it, who
doesn't, and then we finish, Ireteach it or I can move on.
And so, that's a big pedagogicalshift for many math teachers
that is rooted
Brandon Podcast Recordin (32:34):
needed
in the DEI it is.
Tami (32:36):
Well, and that's important
for so many reasons because the
teaching is supposed to happenin the
Brandon Podcast Recor (32:41):
classroom
Tami (32:42):
and
Brandon Podcast Recording (32:44):
the
Tami (32:44):
learning is supposed to
happen in the classroom where
they have the opportunity to askthe questions of the
professional in the room, right?
And make it an assumption thateveryone has access.
To someone to support them athome, and I'm going to even go
even a little
Brandon Podcast Record (33:01):
further,
Tami (33:02):
Or that they should why do
we send kids to school for eight
hours and then want them to gowork more
Brandon (33:12):
Mm hmm.
Tami (33:13):
when there are other
opportunities for them to learn
and engage?
And maybe that's spending timewith their family.
Maybe they're trying to do ajob.
There's so many other thingsthat can happen outside of that.
Time where I think there's justthis narrative of homework and
you need to have homeworkbecause we've always had
homework And how do we you know,learn if you don't have homework
(33:34):
you learn in the
Brandon Podcast Recor (33:37):
classroom
Tami (33:37):
I would encourage you to
reflect on is that even
important
Brandon Podcast Recording (33:40):
like
the
Tami (33:41):
why behind why you're
doing homework, and I think
that's the hard part, too, evenfor English teachers,
Brandon (33:45):
Mm hmm.
Tami (33:46):
I have an unpopular
opinion cause I
Brandon Podcast Recordin (33:49):
either
studied literacy and reading,
Tami (33:50):
I was a ELA teacher, not
everyone is going to love to
read.
Brandon (33:54):
Yeah.
Tami (33:55):
And not everyone is going
to be a, reader for fun, people
like reading.
different things and choose tospend their time in different
things.
Now, are we giving them accessto choose to be able to do that?
And the skills to be able to dothat if they
Brandon Podcast Recording (34:06):
want
to
Tami (34:06):
to for reading or math and
are we checking our bias?
When it comes to reading andmath, because also, we think
certain students, girls,students of color are not good
at math, not smart at math,
Brandon (34:21):
Mm hmm.
Mm
Brandon Podcast Recordin (34:22):
right?
Or we
Tami (34:23):
over interrupt students
that we feel need support versus
letting them,
Brandon Podcast Recording (34:30):
work
on the learning.
Productively struggle through.
Yes, absolutely.
Yeah.
Yes.
Tami (34:35):
There's so much research
about how often students that
are trying to have productivestruggle
Brandon Podcast Recording (34:42):
that
Tami (34:42):
are perceived to be quote
unquote lower level learners are
interrupted then students thatare quote unquote perceived to
be high learners, they're notinterrupted and they're allowed
to like work through thatthinking process.
Brandon Podcast Recording (34:53):
Yeah,
Brandon (34:53):
Yeah.
Absolutely.
Brandon Podcast Recording (34:56):
I'm
glad that came up in this
Brandon (34:57):
podcast.
That's something else you allshould Google if you're a STEM
teacher.
Productive struggle, Mathtrauma, Math anxiety, the
learning pit.
Those are all things that youcould, that could really
Brandon Podcast Recording (35:07):
you
could,
Brandon (35:07):
and I'm glad
Brandon Podcast Record (35:08):
teaching
and,
Brandon (35:09):
this podcast.
making your class moreaccessible, especially if you
are frustrated right now.
It's probably because your kidsaren't giving enough time to
productively struggle.
That's the only way to learnsomething.
That's how we learn how todrive,
Tami (35:22):
Yeah.
Brandon Podcast (35:23):
unfortunately,
that's
Brandon (35:24):
that's how I learned
how to drive.
Brandon Podcast Recording (35:25):
It is
also a productive struggle being
the parent in the seat.
Let me tell you, I've
Tami (35:32):
done it twice now, Woo.
but But yes, most things that ishow trial and error and,
Brandon Podcast Record (35:42):
everyone
can relate to
Tami (35:44):
their parent or someone
telling them, this is really the
best advice and you
Brandon Podcast Record (35:48):
probably
Tami (35:49):
do X and you didn't choose
X.
You chose
Brandon Podcast Recording (35:53):
Y.
Yep.
Because
Tami (35:55):
you thought you knew
better, but you learned
something from that because, youdidn't.
So you're there to guide, you'rea facilitator, you're, a guide
that helps them move through thelearning that is there for them.
Brandon (36:07):
Yeah, Even that is a
shift, mathematics teaching is
very lecture based.
And I think it's okay, y'all, tojust step back and let learning
happen, and then jump in andfacilitate as needed.
That's still good teaching.
You don't have to talk for 40minutes, and that's how we
(36:28):
learn, but like,
Brandon Podcast Recordin (36:29):
that's
just not, it's not, it can't
happen.
I know.
I would say,
Tami (36:34):
you know who should be
really tired at the end of the
day?
The students.
The students should be tired atthe end of the day because
they've been engaging in theproductive struggle, in the
learning, right?
They should be more tired thanyou.
Brandon Podcast Recording (36:44):
I
Brandon (36:44):
love that.
Brandon Podcast Recording (36:45):
Yeah,
Brandon (36:45):
absolutely.
Tami (36:46):
Wow.
We've talked about a lot ofreally
Brandon (36:49):
Yeah.
Brandon Podcast Recordi (36:49):
amazing
things and
Tami (36:52):
So many, and I know we've
dropped some resources and
places to go look at.
I'll grab all of those y'all forthe show notes.
So you can go back and
Brandon Podcast Recording (37:00):
find
them,
Tami (37:01):
Cause I want you to go use
them cause these are good tools,
tips, and tricks.
I Want to think about, Brandon,what's your next step and one
tip takeaway that you want toshare with the listeners?
Cheers.
Cheers.
Brandon Podcast Recording (37:14):
Sure.
Brandon (37:14):
So I think my next step
is, my blackness is it's on me,
right?
You can see like, Oh, he'sblack.
And so it was easy to lean intothat work.
I think I want to embrace myqueerness, right.
As a gay male And, and I'm in aposition of influence.
And so how can I help shiftminds to understand those
(37:35):
microaggressions?
Because I mean, I still hearkids say that's gay or they
throw out the F slur like it'scandy, like it's a parade.
Everyone gets
Brandon Podcast Recording (37:47):
go
Brandon (37:47):
in the hall.
Everyone's called that andespecially our male to male and
that's, and they're friends.
They just, that is how they talkto each other.
They don't think it's bad.
And so I really want to
Brandon Podcast Recor (37:58):
Encourage
Brandon (37:59):
myself to do the work,
especially for our trans
brothers
Brandon Podcast Record (38:02):
sisters,
Brandon (38:03):
and, you know, like
pronouns, we all At this point
in education, we all havepronouns in our signature.
but what does it really mean?
If someone
Brandon Podcast Recording (38:11):
were
to ask me,
Brandon (38:12):
why do you have
pronouns in your, in your
signature?
I probably couldn't give them aneloquent answer.
And so I need to do more, Soulsearching, I suppose more
research.
And that's okay.
Don't be afraid.
That's the biggest tip.
Don't be afraid to admit I don'tknow, let me go think about
that.
I need to figure out.
Why I don't know about that lensof D.
(38:32):
E.
I.
And I think that's okay.
Teachers were learners.
And the reason that we're greatat our job is because we're
great at, taking what we knowand telling it to other people.
And I think with D.
E.
I.
You don't have to have a D.
I.
Lesson.
But all the examples we sharedin this podcast are ways you can
infuse it into your teaching andinto your life.
(38:53):
And so, even if you don't thinkyou have diversity in your life,
you do, everyone has somethingunique about themselves.
You're from
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:04):
from
a small
Brandon (39:04):
town, and now you're
teaching at a city.
People can't relate to thatsmall town mentality, so teach
them about that, because whenthey graduate, they might move
to a
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:12):
a
small
Brandon (39:13):
town.
Your gender, your genderidentity, we're all different.
So, I, don't be afraid to Sharesome of that because you're
going to reach someone whoprobably hasn't been seen yet.
Tami (39:24):
Oh, I love that.
Yes,
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:27):
I
love that.
Tami (39:27):
By sharing yourself, you
provide space for others to also
be seen.
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:32):
Yeah.
Awesome.
Tami (39:33):
Awesome.
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:34):
And
that's okay.
You're not,
Brandon (39:36):
not against the law.
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:39):
It is
not.
It is
Tami (39:41):
not.
None of this is against the law.
None
Brandon (39:43):
None of it's
Tami (39:44):
of it is.
Well, Brandon, I want to thankyou so much for joining me today
and having this greatconversation.
Listeners I'm going to dropthose references in the show
notes so you can access them.
Please go
Brandon Podcast Recording (39:58):
check
out Brandon's
Tami (39:59):
Instagram page.
Cause he's also just told you
Brandon Podcast Recording (40:02):
that
it
Tami (40:02):
is public, so you can
check it out.
And if you have any questions orwant to get started with some
DEI work, please reach out to meand schedule
Brandon Podcast Recording (40:11):
time.
Tami (40:11):
And remember, share this
podcast with your educator
friends and use your voice.
Brandon Podcast Recordi (40:15):
Thanks,
Brandon.
Brandon (40:16):
Thank you.