Everyone has heard about out-of-body and near death experiences, but the experiences my older sister Jennifer and I had, involve some XTRA far out stuff! A must listen!
Publication Afterthoughts: I've felt a strong urge to share these very personal stories, for a long time now. But, I kept asking myself, how will this help my audience? Am I Really doing this for sympathy? For attention? Do I want to ask my younger sister -my only living sibling- to participate, and relive these things? She has no memory of my broken leg. I kept doubting the whole idea and kept trashing it, but I kept getting this cosmic nudge from my spirit team to "just publish it already!" and "move on!" So here I am, about to publish these very personal things, at the behest of my spirit team.
So, after working on this episode for two weeks, and through lots of glitches, I found myself really listening to my words over and over again. Hearing myself tell my story, again and again, would eventually break open that tightly bound box inside my mind, to allow light in.
On Father’s Day night, 6/16/2024, I had an intense experience where I finally felt the intense impact of my broken leg trauma. I now realize just how emotionally disconnected I’ve kept myself from this event. What emerged was a myriad of emotions ranging from shock, fear, agony, despair, and it was messy. I also, for the first time, realized my father wasn’t always the hero. He caused most of my traumas, whether intentional or not. I came to a reckoning of my past perception of my father, to reality. I felt all of the trauma related emotions, and let them flow through me. It was a very physical release of these old, bound up emotions. Afterwards, I was extremely exhausted mentally and physically.
I know see the purpose for having produced and published this episode. This was for my healing, my own internal lightwork.
My parting thoughts: My father was a good father to me, in the general picture of things. He taught me so many things, and he helped me build a good character. I am a strong person. I speak up for myself. I am a defender of those who cannot defend themselves. I am honest. He taught me this way of living. He taught me so many good things, and we had so many good times. I feel his presence every so often. He died 12/07/2003, but I'm sure he's still around.
**I have been on a healing journey for about five years. I've made progress along the way, like defeating extreme depression in November 2020. Since starting this particular episode, I maintained an intention of healing, and once this episode was published I experienced healing.**
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