Curious about how embracing acceptance can transform your personal journey? Join me as I share an intimate account of discovering a new trail system near my home and the unexpected lessons it has taught me about gratitude and self-discovery. Through candid reflections on tantric practices, I navigate the delicate balance between pleasure and discomfort, exploring how these experiences are woven into the fabric of healing and growth. This raw conversation invites you to connect with your own path of transformation, offering a glimpse into how embracing what is can open new spaces within the heart.
Alongside these poignant reflections, I open up about the rollercoaster of emotions that come with internet dating, sharing my hesitations, excitement, and those small yet significant steps toward building new connections. The journey doesn't stop at swiping right—it's about envisioning the possibility of a future filled with love and family while staying grounded in the present. Tune in to explore the complexities of modern relationships and the pursuit of fulfillment, as I offer an authentic glimpse into the joys and challenges of seeking connection in today's fast-paced world.
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Episode Transcript
Hello, darling.
So I don't know how long I'llbe able to hold my arm up to do
this, but I feel like this was anice place to do a video today,
since that's where I'm at, and,oh my god, I'm feeling so much
gratitude for having found thistrail system near my house.
I was really missing the ones Ihad before I moved and was like
(00:27):
I need to find more places togo hiking.
So I feel like I can actuallystay here because that Austin.
I bought a things to do inAustin 2024 calendar and I'm
(00:51):
trying not to return it becauseI know that feels like that's
the commitment that I made, andif I stay for that long, then,
you know, probably manifest thethings that I desire and end up
staying for longer, which is thescary thing.
(01:15):
So what's going on today?
Of course, I want to knowwhat's going on with you.
Leave me comments below forwhat your experience has been
like, if you're playing along,and you can get your free
shamanic self-pleasure audioguide in the description box
below so you can play along ifyou don't have that already.
So for me, as you may know, I'mreally working with the energy
(01:43):
of accepting Accepting what isand so that was my intention in
my practice this morning and Ihave not had so much, so much
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deep vaginal discomfort in along time, like since I first
started on this um, not firststarted, but like since I really
got deep into my tantric pathand started doing these
dearmoring exercises.
And it felt this morning likeall of the not accepting was up
(02:32):
by my cervix.
And so, while there waspleasure, thank goodness to mix
with the pain and make it feeltolerable to do this releasing
process because it was a lot ofjust feeling the pain, feeling
the like, the knots and the, thesore spots inside, and moaning
(03:01):
out the sensation, like givingvoice to the sensation.
So like there was a lot ofmoaning, you know good and bad
sort of sounding, and deep, deepbreathing through it.
You know, as if it was like amassage, right, like you push on
that pressure point and yousound and breathe through it
until it melts away.
(03:21):
And I was like, wow, this hasbeen going on for a while now.
But this is what I'm here forand if it takes all day, I will
do it all day.
And I was like, well, I mightwant to stop to eat.
I was like, no, any case, um,so I was.
(03:50):
I was in that experience for fora while today, like
surprisingly a long time.
By the time I got out of bed Iwas like, oh geez, that was,
that was a good amount of time,but I feel like there was so
much shifting inside my body andin my experience.
I'm feeling like there's morespace for allowing the good
(04:16):
right.
I found this gorgeous trail andI feel this like so much more
spaciousness in my heart, in myenergy field, in my, in my
thoughts, to to fill withgratitude and beauty.
And the other thing I was goingto talk about, um, as a couple
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of days ago I was saying like,oh, I'm scared to do internet
dating and, and you know how,that was perhaps more excitement
than anxiety, cause they're're,they're very similar sensation
in the body.
Um, it's that impetus, thatenergy, um, but so I haven't
(05:00):
done that.
But I did send a message to aman I am interested in, someone,
someone who has this vivaciousenergy and may or may not be
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aligned and may or may not beinterested.
We'll see if he ever checks hisInstagram messages, might be
like me and be really, reallybad at checking messages and or
responding or, you know, mightthink I'm with a name like
erotic evolution, like why wouldyou even check that message,
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potentially?
Um.
So there's that.
I feel like it's a little stepin the right direction and, um,
and still feeling more and moreavailable to actually like go
out, not go out, stay in, stayon my phone and meet a man and
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make a life in.
Stay on my phone and meet a manand make a life.
Um, I think that might be allthe things.
Yeah, just feeling into whatthat would feel like on that
walk, you know, feelingeverything in perfect order,
feeling what it is to have afamily.
Asking my heart is it my truest,deepest heart's desire to be in
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partnership with someone whohas children?
And as scary as that idea is,um, because my head's like, if
you know, kids are a lot right,like a lot, a lot, and um, but
then what happened in my headwas when I was like my heart's
(06:53):
like yes, yes, yes, um, then Iimmediately went to if that
relationship ends, then Iwouldn't just be losing the guy,
I would be losing.
I wouldn't just be losing theguy, I would be losing the
children, I'd be losing anentire family and I don't think
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I could handle that.
And so I was like that is notthe place I want to be.
I mean not only because that'swildly uncomfortable, but I
don't want to manifest that.
So, recognizing that's a fear,like I hear you, I I feel you, I
got you and let's cancel, clear, delete, putting that out into
the universe because it doesn'thave to be that way.
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Just because one or manyrelationships have ended doesn't
mean that another one will inany way.
I guess I did have a.
I went through a couplescenarios before.
I was like whoa, hold yourhorses, honey.
So there's that.
I'm just going to continuefeeling into like all the puzzle
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pieces are dropping into placeand finding Insta family and
feeling this incrediblesensation of everything in life
is taken care of and everythingis in perfect order, and if
everything is in order andeverything in life is taken care
(08:30):
of, like life takes care of allof her children and that
includes me and that includesyou.
So we are seen, we are lookedafter, we are provided for and
in that high vibrational statewe can actually allow and
receive all of that potentialand opportunity and divine gifts
(08:55):
into our experience.
So I am saying my hands areopen, my arms are open, my heart
is open, my legs are open toreceive all of the romantic love
and success and prosperity andall the things.
And so I'm really done now andI'm sending you tons of love and
(09:18):
I will see you tomorrow.
Speaker 2 (09:21):
Thanks for listening to this episode of the good, the
bad and the sexy.
I hope that it served you insome way and, if it did, please
reach out to me on Instagram atthe good, the bad and the sexy
and tell me about it.
Also, is there someone in yourlife who needs to get in on this
conversation?
I would love it if you wouldshare the show with them.
It's so much more fun to talkthrough these things together.
(09:42):
Remember to get your freefollow along orgasmic alchemy
self pleasure audio guide in theshow notes below.
I look forward to connectingwith you again next time.
Ciao for now.
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