Embracing Self-Discovery: Healing Through Desire and Emotional Awareness, Day 13

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Feeling stirred up as you navigate the complex interplay between desire and self-discovery? On Day 13 of Orgasmic Alchemy, I confront the "what's the point?" moments we all face, sharing my own struggles and breakthroughs in the process. Join me as we explore the profound power of acknowledging those parts within us that demand our attention, even if they're not the most comfortable. Through a guided practice, we turn inward to find healing, listening to the energetic frequencies that shape our emotions and manifest in our lives.

Our conversation touches on themes of grief, neglect, and the longing for recognition—not just from others, but from ourselves. By holding space for our feelings, we can release pent-up emotions and gain clarity. This episode invites you to honor the little one within, ready to embrace the world with courage and curiosity. Tap into the energy of sovereignty, connection, and community, and discover the transformative power of being seen and seeing the world anew. Whether you're manifesting dreams, facing struggles, or looking for your soul family, this journey is uniquely yours.


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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hey, it's day 13 of Orgasmic Alchemy and I would
love to know what yourexperience is.
I'm feeling all stirred up.
Maybe you are.
Have you been following alongdoing the practices?
Are you manifesting?
Are you struggling?
Leave me a comment or send me aDM on Instagram.

(00:22):
Tell me about your experience.
Leave me a comment or send me aDM on Instagram.
Tell me about your experience.
So, for me, I am feeling icky.
I'm feeling like what is thefucking point of this thing that
I'm doing so curious Cause it'sdoing so curious because it's

(00:52):
it's I don't know it uh aexercise in trust, that I trust
that the desire to do this andthat actually doing it will
bring something good into mylife.
Hopefully you, um, yeah,feeling the like a gaping

(01:18):
desperation.
So that's fun.
So that's fun, um.
So maybe let's let's just do alittle healing and feeling into
it.
If you want to follow along,you can bring your awareness to
a place within you that isreally calling for your

(01:40):
attention, a place of sensationthat isn't necessarily your
favorite, that is, that youwouldn't be like oh, that feels
great, but we want to change ourperspective on these sorts of
sensations.

(02:01):
If we can begin to enjoy thesesensations, then they will be
controlling us.
I'll be like, oh my god, I'mdying because I feel like I
don't have the experience that Iwant.
It will be in the desiredexperience.
So join me taking a few deepbreaths into the place in your

(02:28):
body with the strongestsensation, into the place that
wants your attention.
I can feel, as we just bringour awareness to this place in

(03:01):
the body, that it's alreadyalchemizing.
There's a relief sensation fromme, some personality, the, the
sensational energetic frequencythat you're turning into.
I'm calling a sub personality.
Um, yeah, it feels really,really relieved to have your
attention.
So let's just be with it andnotice what you notice.

(03:25):
Does it have a shape or a coloror a form or a sound?
Being curious about this energywithin you and you can tell it.

(04:01):
I see you or I hear you, or Ifeel you, or I understand you,
or all of them.
It feels like a little kidjumping up and down.
Pay attention to me, payattention to me.
So we're going to let it showus or tell us, in whatever way

(04:40):
Works for you, what it wouldlike you to see or to know.
What does it need you tounderstand?
Now, mind wants to be held in ina grieving process of having

(05:11):
not received the attention thatit desired previously.
We're just going to sit with it, hold it, let it have its
emotional experience.
Whatever experience yours mayneed to have, you can allow that

(05:33):
to happen now.
Hold space for it.
You may actually want to likeimagine you're actually holding
this piece of you, Thank you.

(06:19):
So, however much more time thispiece of you needs to process or
to share, we're going to intendthat, in the stretchy nature of
time, it has all the time itneeds and it is complete now,

(06:44):
and so from your body you canpull any excess emotion.
Just letting all of that comeout of you now, pouring into the
ground, really feeling like alot of energies need to be
pulled from my belly the abuse,energy of neglect, the anger and

(07:25):
the rage of having not beenpaid attention to oh, and
there's the layer of it from mylayer if I'm having not been

(07:47):
paid attention to in the, in themarriage.
So, whatever extra layers,however time, many times you've
manifested this as yourexperience, I'm gonna intend
that it is all gathered up andall released now All the sadness

(08:15):
, all the rage, all the shame ofthinking this had something to
do with you, all the confusion,confusion, all the sorrow,

(08:54):
gathering up energy ofloneliness and the energy of
feeling like you can't do thisalone.
You are alone and you there.
You have to create and manifestall of this on your own.
I I'm going to release that now, bringing in the energy of

(09:24):
sovereignty, of competence, ofconnection, of community.
Be connected to family might besoul.
Family might be chosen family.

(10:14):
My little one wants to not onlybe seen but to see the world and
then to be out in it when shecan see that it's safe.
So we're going to bring ourpiece up to a place like the top
of a mountain where she can see, or he can see, where it can
see the I can see your wholelife and the plan of your life

(10:35):
and we're going to show it howold you are now so that it knows
it can orient itself in thepresent.
We're gonna call in the angelsof sub personality evolution to

(10:57):
come do whatever work needs tobe Done with this piece Any
energy clearings, belief systemupgrades and there's um

(11:37):
energetic restructuring of itsbody, of its nervous system, its
neuronal pathways and its wholeenergy field, me healing and
recalibration, anything else theangels need to support it with.

(12:14):
We're going to grow this pieceup, now that it's totally healed
, totally cleared and alchemizedall the old shock, trauma and
abuse and so it's being grown upand brought into alignment with

(12:41):
your current desires, now thatit knows what they are and it
knows that you are safe, we canoffer it a way to help you now
that will be more supportivethan how it has been helping and

(13:35):
it may take that job or it mayhave a different idea of how it
can help one way or the other.
We'll let it have that now andwe will intend that this peace
reintegrates into the fullnessof our being, reintegrates into
the fullness of our being,seeing it step into you, melt

(14:26):
into you, combine into all yourcells all of your being, feeling
yourself more whole, feelingyourself full and strong and
upright, Feeling yourselfgrounded and safe and sturdy in
your own being, knowing you gotthis.
I'll see you tomorrow.

Speaker 2 (14:53):
Thanks for listening to this episode of the Good, the
Bad and the Sexy.
I hope that it served you insome way and, if it did, please
reach out to me on Instagram atthegoodthebadandthesexy and tell
me about it.
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conversation?
I would love it if you wouldshare the show with them.
It's so much more fun to talkthrough these things together.

(15:13):
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I look forward to connectingwith you again next time.
Ciao for now.