January 21, 2025 • 25 mins
Whom Do You Serve?
In a world full of distractions, pressures, and expectations, we often forget to ask the simplest yet most profound question: Whom do you serve?
Is it your career, your family, your ego, or perhaps something deeper—your values, purpose, or the greater good?
This episode challenges you to pause and reflect on the forces shaping your choices and actions. Are you living in alignment with your true self, or are you unknowingly serving ideals that drain you?
Tune in as we explore how identifying whom you truly serve can transform your decisions, strengthen your relationships, and unlock fulfillment.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Happy Wednesday.
You are on the Heart of Successshow and I'm your host, larissa
Vakulina.
I go live every Wednesday at 2pm, south Australian time zone.
And here on the Heart ofSuccess show I talk about
success in all forms, not onlysuccess that we accumulate in
the form of the wealth orpositions or the favors wealth
(00:30):
or positions or the favors.
I talk here about success in adeeper sense, success in how we
can create a fulfilled life, howwe can be healthy, happy,
joyful, how we can createmeaningful relationships and how
we can actually live ourpurpose.
So today I am going to talkabout an inner state, which is
(00:51):
from where we create, andthere's, of course, many
different places withinourselves that we kind of serve.
So my question is like whom doyou serve?
So I'm going to share with youmy own experiences from my own
life and my own process how Icatch myself all the time on the
(01:12):
different states and whom do Iserve in the moment, and how it
affects or influences mycreation, my last result of my
project or my manifestations, orhow my ideas come into the
reality.
So what I noticed is that whenI am fully present in the moment
(01:36):
now, I feel like this is theconnection to my purpose, this
is the connection to my creative, uh, pure energy and creative
divinity that I am absolutelykind of surrendered to it and it
it is such a creative, uh,place where it it.
(01:57):
When we allow that to happenand be in that moment, it
actually flows and all thecreation goes from that place
unobstructedly.
So it's like that expression ofthe pure idea and the idea that
is connected deeply to ourcenter and to our purpose.
Is that what creates a verydesirable outcome and a
(02:26):
desirable result?
But what I actually found isthat when we're not in the
presence we're not in the momentnow, which means we are in
defense well then, we're notconnected to that purposeful
place within ourselves.
Well then, we're not connectedto that purposeful place within
(02:46):
ourselves.
We're not having this flow thatis absolutely free-flowing.
So we have this abstracted flowof our creative thoughts or
energies, thoughts or energiesand, of course, our, our last
(03:11):
result of this abstracted flowof energy is always distorted,
incomplete or possibly neverever become a reality of what we
actually wanted.
Because what happened is thatit's like when we're in defense,
we almost start freezing thetime, that is, stopping or
(03:31):
avoiding something to happen.
See, it's like when we're indefense, we're freezing the time
that is obstructing or avoidingthe expression of what we want
not come into the reality.
So, basically, when we are inthe moment now and when we
(03:55):
connected to that purpose, weserve that divine place within
ourselves, that ultimate you whois always powerful within
ourselves, that ultimate you whois always powerful, who is
always good, who is alwaysprofoundly creative.
When we're not in the moment,we serve the illusion that we
(04:19):
need to have defense orprotection.
So we serve the illusion andthe fear.
So it's always that inabilityto be in the moment now is based
on the fear and self-doubt andalso distrust.
So there's a fear, distrust,doubt that is the foundation for
(04:44):
us not being able to be in themoment.
So I just would like to sharewith you a few of my own
personal experiences, startingback when I actually was
dreaming about my land and Ididn't know at all what for and
why I need it, and I had noknowing at all.
(05:07):
But that desire, that centerthat was guiding me to this
direction was absolutely sure.
It was the belief that I'm goodand life is good, and if that
is sitting within me deeply andand nagging by sending this kind
(05:32):
of inner voice all the time.
It must be good.
So I had that belief all thetime, and I didn't know and had
no idea how, how to do it, whatto do it, how to manage the land
that I was so strongly desiredfor.
Let me have a little bit ofwater.
(06:00):
So, and back then I remember thetime when I actually purchased
the land.
I found myself in such a a veryfearful place where I, on one
side, was really trusting thispurposeful, very powerful place
(06:26):
of even unknowing but believingthat this has to be true.
And then another place is likewhat have I done?
How can I manage 89 acres ofland?
What have I done?
I've never been living on bigpieces of land before and I just
felt the weight of theresponsibility that I was.
(06:50):
So I was juggling between this,all knowing that if we created
by God or by divine intelligence, then we must be powerful.
(07:10):
I didn't believe that we are solimited or fearful, or doubtful
.
I just had that knowing withinmyself.
But at the same time that otherpart of me was scared to
actually accept that what Iwanted came to my life and it's
just landed in my lap and Ididn't know what to do.
(07:31):
So the journey continues and I'mcatching myself constantly in
one side of it or another sideof it.
But what I actually try to sayto you here is that I'm learning
and I'm catching myself more onthe side of like.
I know I believe in myself andI know that I'm good and I know
(07:54):
that life is good, that it isbenign.
And I know that I'm good and Iknow that life is good, that it
is benign.
The universe is actually nothaving any negative agenda for
us, not any tests that we notcreated ourselves.
So when we're not in the moment, when we're not in the now, so
(08:16):
when we're not in the moment,when we're not in the now, and
when we're actually living,creating, acting, doing, working
from the place of thatabstracted, not purposeful
center of ourselves, of course,we create the tests and negative
, distracted learning cyclesthat are actually healing cycles
(08:41):
.
So, through this journey ofconstantly trying to develop our
own awareness and know whereare we at and whom do we serve
in the moment, do we serve thatdivine self or do we serve the
illusion of not divine, not who?
(09:01):
We are right.
It's like we we kind ofjuggling between all of this,
moment by moment by moment, andif we become aware, we can start
to do the conscious choice andwe can actually consciously
decide whom do I serve in themoment?
Do I live my life, do I make myproject?
(09:21):
Do I work from the place ofthat connection to my center, to
that divine place, to thisabsolutely amazing creative
power that doesn't have anyobstruction, that if you had any
ideas it's going to be createdthat way, or from that place of
a little doubt, misunderstanding, little, distrusting yourself
(09:47):
and and all of this doubtfulself that, of course, gonna to
then abstract that original ideaand make it not complete, make
it not the way you want it, thedesirable outcome not going to
be achieved, sometimes, manytimes that it's not going to
(10:08):
actually come into reality atall.
So we can consciously start tounderstand this process and we
can control it consciously, andwe don't need then to create our
learning or healing cycles in anegative or painful way.
So we would understand theprocess from the beginning to
(10:31):
the end of our creation and thenthere is no need for us to
create it in a painful way toactually experience and learn
from it, right?
So another thing I was justthinking about from my own life.
When I actually was, I createda very, very deep crisis in my
(10:53):
life and I created the diseaseand and disbalance in my
physical body from the place ofthat uh, disconnection from my
purpose, um and and when Iactually was in a space of not
knowing again not knowing so, wenever know and I I was trusting
(11:18):
because that cancer that Icreated taught me so much, my
perspective dramatically changedforever.
So, and when I actually createthe cancer, I, straight away
after the diagnosis, I knew, Iknew again, I was referring back
(11:38):
again to that powerful,powerful beings that we are and
I sit with myself and ask myselfI can't.
I just don't believe that Godcan create us so limited.
I don't believe that God cancreate us so that we just don't
know what to do with what we'recreating.
That's just not true.
(12:00):
This is a lie that we have allof these experts and specialists
and all of this research isdone and scientists telling us
that this is not like this andthis is not the way it is.
Well, I knew within myself whenI was sitting in a deep, deep
crisis that if I created itmyself, I have the power to
(12:22):
recreate it again in a holisticway towards that harmony and
wellness again, and health.
So I did and I'm still goingevery day through these
experiences, every minute of mylife.
Well, the last one was justbefore I put out my offer from
(12:44):
Overwhelm to Balance workshop,and I was excited to go.
I was completely connected tothat purpose and the intention
to serve the other and show themthat they too can connect to
(13:04):
their purposeful place.
So I was in such a flow ofthings and I didn't even notice
how all this creation come intothe reality.
And but then what happened isthat the more closer I would
come to the date of my firstlife, uh, workshop, the the more
(13:25):
I start to uh feel discomfortof this event coming up and
discomfort of, so of seeingmyself, um, uh, the pressure of
doing it right.
And I momentarily found myself,and momentarily I caught myself
in that thought and the thoughtwas I just believe that maybe I
(13:49):
just wish that maybe there issome kind of excuse that, can
you know, can be there, that Ican cancel or postpone my
workshop.
Can you imagine that?
That was just like just themoment of catching yourself on
that negative thought.
And you know what?
(14:10):
Immediately, the body took thisthought as an instruction and
it started to create me losingmy voice, right.
So that's how quickly we in ourphysical form, following our
emotional, psychological,spiritual, our unconscious
(14:32):
thoughts and become so quicklyto actually creating what the
unconscious thought is doing.
But because I'm so aware, Icaught myself on thinking like
that, wanting very quickly torecreate this thought, but the
body already caught the programand caught the instruction,
(14:54):
right.
So that's how quickly we canlimit and minimize what we're
actually doing and how we'redoing it, what we're creating.
That's how quickly, if we allowour mind wander and have this
(15:14):
doubtful and very limitedthoughts and very criticizing
and self-judging feelings aboutourselves, the body will have
this other instruction and itwill create something that you
eventually have the possibilityto have, the big, big excuse,
right.
So that's what I'm constantlyuh, working on, like knowing
(15:40):
exactly where, what, from where,what place within myself I'm,
I'm living and I'm creating andwhom do I serve in that moment,
in that particular moment.
And I know we we don't know howto sit in that moment, right,
but we're learning how to be inthat moment, even if we sit in
(16:01):
not really flattering feelingsor not really a positive and
good you know, emotional state,we still have to accept that,
because if we deny or rejectthis part of ourselves and only
accept the good ones, thepleasurable ones, the ideal ones
(16:24):
, the high-performance ones,well, we're never, ever,
actually in and out.
We're constantly in thatdefensive state that is
obstructing the flow of yourpurposeful you, the you that is
ultimate, powerful creator ofyour life.
(16:44):
So today I just want to sharewith you like three points from
what I was talking to you,because I still have a little
bit of problem with my throat,which is absolutely better,
because my last live workshopthat I did on Monday, tuesday, I
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already start to feel muchbetter.
It's almost like, you know,that instruction that was given
unconsciously a few days beforeis subsided now and the body
starts to recover and there's noanymore any reasons or excuses
to actually postpone it or, youknow, cancel it.
(17:28):
So I just would like to uhinvite you to consider and
implement in your life threepoints of how you can connect to
that divine place withinyourself and start to serve that
place, rather than keep goinginto that illusion of needing
the protection and defensebecause you have this sense of
(17:50):
unknowing.
So the first one is you need tostart to really fully trust
yourself and believe that youare good and powerful.
This is really a very, veryimportant and powerful.
Once we start to reprogram andretrain our mind and shift from
(18:11):
these places of the illusion ofcreating excuses, creating
doubts, creating fears, excusescreating doubts, creating fears
and retrain that mind and shiftit and just know every moment of
your life, just choose that youare powerful and you believe in
yourself and you believe ingood in your life, well then you
(18:35):
start to reprogram it, youstart to recreate your
unconscious space for uh, foreffortless connection to that
divine uh spark within yourself,that divine creative power that
you're constantly using becauseyou're constantly creating.
(18:55):
If you're aware on it or not,if you know it or not, you're
creating every minute of yourlife.
So if you serve that illusionof fear, you create it with
(19:21):
abstraction, distort, start tofeel it as a flow of absolutely
effortless doing and being right.
The second point is that learnto stay in the now.
This is very important and tostay in now is accept yourself
in whatever and whenever you areat.
(19:42):
Even if you don't like whereyou're at, you just accept it
and say I'm only human and I amlearning.
And if I'm sitting here rightnow in the place where I don't
like to be, I'm still there andI accept it and I have intention
to move myself into where Iwant to be, right.
(20:04):
So the third point is that youneed to choose moment to moment.
Once you find yourself in thatmoment of not really wanting to
be in a place that you maybedon't like maybe it's painful,
maybe it is distorted, maybeit's judgmental don't like,
maybe it's painful, maybe it isdistorted, maybe it's judgmental
you need to choose to moveyourself from that place of
(20:25):
illusion, to keep protectingyourself, into the place of the
divinity, into the place of thatpowerful, purposeful center of
yourself that knows everythingthat supports you, that always
there for you to utilize, right.
So the choice is yours, thelife is yours, and today I just
(20:50):
would like to close on thisbecause my voice is keep being a
little challenged and I justneed to take care of it.
Until next Wednesday, I hopeeverything will be fine.
I'm feeling good, but the voiceis not so, and I also would
(21:11):
like to consider that possiblyyou would like to have also a
recorded copy of my workshopthat I run from overwhelm to
balance and peace.
If you interested in that, justreach out to me and we can
(21:31):
organize that.
And for now, I would like tosay thank you for everyone who's
been here with me MJ, myfavorite person that supports me
all the time, and she had a fewcomments here Our mind and
thoughts are very powerful.
I mean, I am experiencing overand over again.
(21:52):
I just didn't have the abilityto.
I know I'm going to do it.
I know I'm going to achievewhat I plan to do.
(22:28):
I have my goal and that goal isabsolutely fully achievable,
and more so when I believe inthat and put myself in that
space.
This is just no doubt.
You go and you flow throughthat.
Um.
So, thank you, I'm gonna totake, I'm gonna to take care of
my throat as much as I uh, youknow, uh did already for all of
(22:52):
these days.
But, as I explained, I thinkthat was really connected to my
emotions of momentarily andfragmentally, to have the fear
and to have the doubts about ifI can run my life workshop.
So go and choose in your lifewhat you're going to serve your
(23:16):
divinity or your illusion ofneediness for protection and
defenses.
Thank you so much.
Intentions Absolutely, it allsits in intentions when we
believe that we're good, thatthe life is good, we have
positive and life-supportingintentions.
(23:38):
Once we fall into this place ofdoubt and fear, we fall down
into the negative intention.
But all of these processes canbe so hidden from us because
they are unconscious.
And that's what it is importantto start to dive deeper into
ourselves and start to exploreand examine all of our behaviors
(24:02):
and choices, from which placewe do it.
And it seems like it is hardand it seems like it is such a
task that, again, you createresistance and you create your
fear of going there.
It only seems like it is hard.
(24:23):
It sits very, very close to ourconscious mind.
It is really just a little edge, that is, from unconscious to
the conscious.
And once you know how to do itand once you experience it once,
then you have the reference andyou will do it over and over
and over again and then, voila,you have that sense within
(24:49):
yourself that will serve you allthe time to monitor and know
where you're at and whom youserve in the moment.
Okay, thank you so much, go andlove yourself and I love you
very much and I'll see you nextweek.
Happy Wednesday.
You are on the Heart of Successshow and I'm your host, larissa
Vakulina.
I go live every Wednesday at 2pm, south Australian time zone.
And here on the Heart ofSuccess show I talk about
success in all forms, not onlysuccess that we accumulate in
the form of the wealth orpositions or the favors wealth
(00:30):
or positions or the favors.
I talk here about success in adeeper sense, success in how we
can create a fulfilled life, howwe can be healthy, happy,
joyful, how we can createmeaningful relationships and how
we can actually live ourpurpose.
So today I am going to talkabout an inner state, which is
(00:51):
from where we create, andthere's, of course, many
different places withinourselves that we kind of serve.
So my question is like whom doyou serve?
So I'm going to share with youmy own experiences from my own
life and my own process how Icatch myself all the time on the
(01:12):
different states and whom do Iserve in the moment, and how it
affects or influences mycreation, my last result of my
project or my manifestations, orhow my ideas come into the
reality.
So what I noticed is that whenI am fully present in the moment
(01:36):
now, I feel like this is theconnection to my purpose, this
is the connection to my creative, uh, pure energy and creative
divinity that I am absolutelykind of surrendered to it and it
it is such a creative, uh,place where it it.
(01:57):
When we allow that to happenand be in that moment, it
actually flows and all thecreation goes from that place
unobstructedly.
So it's like that expression ofthe pure idea and the idea that
is connected deeply to ourcenter and to our purpose.
Is that what creates a verydesirable outcome and a
(02:26):
desirable result?
But what I actually found isthat when we're not in the
presence we're not in the momentnow, which means we are in
defense well then, we're notconnected to that purposeful
place within ourselves.
Well then, we're not connectedto that purposeful place within
(02:46):
ourselves.
We're not having this flow thatis absolutely free-flowing.
So we have this abstracted flowof our creative thoughts or
energies, thoughts or energiesand, of course, our, our last
(03:11):
result of this abstracted flowof energy is always distorted,
incomplete or possibly neverever become a reality of what we
actually wanted.
Because what happened is thatit's like when we're in defense,
we almost start freezing thetime, that is, stopping or
(03:31):
avoiding something to happen.
See, it's like when we're indefense, we're freezing the time
that is obstructing or avoidingthe expression of what we want
not come into the reality.
So, basically, when we are inthe moment now and when we
(03:55):
connected to that purpose, weserve that divine place within
ourselves, that ultimate you whois always powerful within
ourselves, that ultimate you whois always powerful, who is
always good, who is alwaysprofoundly creative.
When we're not in the moment,we serve the illusion that we
(04:19):
need to have defense orprotection.
So we serve the illusion andthe fear.
So it's always that inabilityto be in the moment now is based
on the fear and self-doubt andalso distrust.
So there's a fear, distrust,doubt that is the foundation for
(04:44):
us not being able to be in themoment.
So I just would like to sharewith you a few of my own
personal experiences, startingback when I actually was
dreaming about my land and Ididn't know at all what for and
why I need it, and I had noknowing at all.
(05:07):
But that desire, that centerthat was guiding me to this
direction was absolutely sure.
It was the belief that I'm goodand life is good, and if that
is sitting within me deeply andand nagging by sending this kind
(05:32):
of inner voice all the time.
It must be good.
So I had that belief all thetime, and I didn't know and had
no idea how, how to do it, whatto do it, how to manage the land
that I was so strongly desiredfor.
Let me have a little bit ofwater.
(06:00):
So, and back then I remember thetime when I actually purchased
the land.
I found myself in such a a veryfearful place where I, on one
side, was really trusting thispurposeful, very powerful place
(06:26):
of even unknowing but believingthat this has to be true.
And then another place is likewhat have I done?
How can I manage 89 acres ofland?
What have I done?
I've never been living on bigpieces of land before and I just
felt the weight of theresponsibility that I was.
(06:50):
So I was juggling between this,all knowing that if we created
by God or by divine intelligence, then we must be powerful.
(07:10):
I didn't believe that we are solimited or fearful, or doubtful
.
I just had that knowing withinmyself.
But at the same time that otherpart of me was scared to
actually accept that what Iwanted came to my life and it's
just landed in my lap and Ididn't know what to do.
(07:31):
So the journey continues and I'mcatching myself constantly in
one side of it or another sideof it.
But what I actually try to sayto you here is that I'm learning
and I'm catching myself more onthe side of like.
I know I believe in myself andI know that I'm good and I know
(07:54):
that life is good, that it isbenign.
And I know that I'm good and Iknow that life is good, that it
is benign.
The universe is actually nothaving any negative agenda for
us, not any tests that we notcreated ourselves.
So when we're not in the moment, when we're not in the now, so
(08:16):
when we're not in the moment,when we're not in the now, and
when we're actually living,creating, acting, doing, working
from the place of thatabstracted, not purposeful
center of ourselves, of course,we create the tests and negative
, distracted learning cyclesthat are actually healing cycles
(08:41):
.
So, through this journey ofconstantly trying to develop our
own awareness and know whereare we at and whom do we serve
in the moment, do we serve thatdivine self or do we serve the
illusion of not divine, not who?
(09:01):
We are right.
It's like we we kind ofjuggling between all of this,
moment by moment by moment, andif we become aware, we can start
to do the conscious choice andwe can actually consciously
decide whom do I serve in themoment?
Do I live my life, do I make myproject?
(09:21):
Do I work from the place ofthat connection to my center, to
that divine place, to thisabsolutely amazing creative
power that doesn't have anyobstruction, that if you had any
ideas it's going to be createdthat way, or from that place of
a little doubt, misunderstanding, little, distrusting yourself
(09:47):
and and all of this doubtfulself that, of course, gonna to
then abstract that original ideaand make it not complete, make
it not the way you want it, thedesirable outcome not going to
be achieved, sometimes, manytimes that it's not going to
(10:08):
actually come into reality atall.
So we can consciously start tounderstand this process and we
can control it consciously, andwe don't need then to create our
learning or healing cycles in anegative or painful way.
So we would understand theprocess from the beginning to
(10:31):
the end of our creation and thenthere is no need for us to
create it in a painful way toactually experience and learn
from it, right?
So another thing I was justthinking about from my own life.
When I actually was, I createda very, very deep crisis in my
(10:53):
life and I created the diseaseand and disbalance in my
physical body from the place ofthat uh, disconnection from my
purpose, um and and when Iactually was in a space of not
knowing again not knowing so, wenever know and I I was trusting
(11:18):
because that cancer that Icreated taught me so much, my
perspective dramatically changedforever.
So, and when I actually createthe cancer, I, straight away
after the diagnosis, I knew, Iknew again, I was referring back
(11:38):
again to that powerful,powerful beings that we are and
I sit with myself and ask myselfI can't.
I just don't believe that Godcan create us so limited.
I don't believe that God cancreate us so that we just don't
know what to do with what we'recreating.
That's just not true.
(12:00):
This is a lie that we have allof these experts and specialists
and all of this research isdone and scientists telling us
that this is not like this andthis is not the way it is.
Well, I knew within myself whenI was sitting in a deep, deep
crisis that if I created itmyself, I have the power to
(12:22):
recreate it again in a holisticway towards that harmony and
wellness again, and health.
So I did and I'm still goingevery day through these
experiences, every minute of mylife.
Well, the last one was justbefore I put out my offer from
(12:44):
Overwhelm to Balance workshop,and I was excited to go.
I was completely connected tothat purpose and the intention
to serve the other and show themthat they too can connect to
(13:04):
their purposeful place.
So I was in such a flow ofthings and I didn't even notice
how all this creation come intothe reality.
And but then what happened isthat the more closer I would
come to the date of my firstlife, uh, workshop, the the more
(13:25):
I start to uh feel discomfortof this event coming up and
discomfort of, so of seeingmyself, um, uh, the pressure of
doing it right.
And I momentarily found myself,and momentarily I caught myself
in that thought and the thoughtwas I just believe that maybe I
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just wish that maybe there issome kind of excuse that, can
you know, can be there, that Ican cancel or postpone my
workshop.
Can you imagine that?
That was just like just themoment of catching yourself on
that negative thought.
And you know what?
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Immediately, the body took thisthought as an instruction and
it started to create me losingmy voice, right.
So that's how quickly we in ourphysical form, following our
emotional, psychological,spiritual, our unconscious
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thoughts and become so quicklyto actually creating what the
unconscious thought is doing.
But because I'm so aware, Icaught myself on thinking like
that, wanting very quickly torecreate this thought, but the
body already caught the programand caught the instruction,
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right.
So that's how quickly we canlimit and minimize what we're
actually doing and how we'redoing it, what we're creating.
That's how quickly, if we allowour mind wander and have this
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doubtful and very limitedthoughts and very criticizing
and self-judging feelings aboutourselves, the body will have
this other instruction and itwill create something that you
eventually have the possibilityto have, the big, big excuse,
right.
So that's what I'm constantlyuh, working on, like knowing
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exactly where, what, from where,what place within myself I'm,
I'm living and I'm creating andwhom do I serve in that moment,
in that particular moment.
And I know we we don't know howto sit in that moment, right,
but we're learning how to be inthat moment, even if we sit in
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not really flattering feelingsor not really a positive and
good you know, emotional state,we still have to accept that,
because if we deny or rejectthis part of ourselves and only
accept the good ones, thepleasurable ones, the ideal ones
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, the high-performance ones,well, we're never, ever,
actually in and out.
We're constantly in thatdefensive state that is
obstructing the flow of yourpurposeful you, the you that is
ultimate, powerful creator ofyour life.
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So today I just want to sharewith you like three points from
what I was talking to you,because I still have a little
bit of problem with my throat,which is absolutely better,
because my last live workshopthat I did on Monday, tuesday, I
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already start to feel muchbetter.
It's almost like, you know,that instruction that was given
unconsciously a few days beforeis subsided now and the body
starts to recover and there's noanymore any reasons or excuses
to actually postpone it or, youknow, cancel it.
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So I just would like to uhinvite you to consider and
implement in your life threepoints of how you can connect to
that divine place withinyourself and start to serve that
place, rather than keep goinginto that illusion of needing
the protection and defensebecause you have this sense of
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unknowing.
So the first one is you need tostart to really fully trust
yourself and believe that youare good and powerful.
This is really a very, veryimportant and powerful.
Once we start to reprogram andretrain our mind and shift from
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these places of the illusion ofcreating excuses, creating
doubts, creating fears, excusescreating doubts, creating fears
and retrain that mind and shiftit and just know every moment of
your life, just choose that youare powerful and you believe in
yourself and you believe ingood in your life, well then you
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start to reprogram it, youstart to recreate your
unconscious space for uh, foreffortless connection to that
divine uh spark within yourself,that divine creative power that
you're constantly using becauseyou're constantly creating.
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If you're aware on it or not,if you know it or not, you're
creating every minute of yourlife.
So if you serve that illusionof fear, you create it with
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abstraction, distort, start tofeel it as a flow of absolutely
effortless doing and being right.
The second point is that learnto stay in the now.
This is very important and tostay in now is accept yourself
in whatever and whenever you areat.
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Even if you don't like whereyou're at, you just accept it
and say I'm only human and I amlearning.
And if I'm sitting here rightnow in the place where I don't
like to be, I'm still there andI accept it and I have intention
to move myself into where Iwant to be, right.
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So the third point is that youneed to choose moment to moment.
Once you find yourself in thatmoment of not really wanting to
be in a place that you maybedon't like maybe it's painful,
maybe it is distorted, maybeit's judgmental don't like,
maybe it's painful, maybe it isdistorted, maybe it's judgmental
you need to choose to moveyourself from that place of
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illusion, to keep protectingyourself, into the place of the
divinity, into the place of thatpowerful, purposeful center of
yourself that knows everythingthat supports you, that always
there for you to utilize, right.
So the choice is yours, thelife is yours, and today I just
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would like to close on thisbecause my voice is keep being a
little challenged and I justneed to take care of it.
Until next Wednesday, I hopeeverything will be fine.
I'm feeling good, but the voiceis not so, and I also would
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like to consider that possiblyyou would like to have also a
recorded copy of my workshopthat I run from overwhelm to
balance and peace.
If you interested in that, justreach out to me and we can
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organize that.
And for now, I would like tosay thank you for everyone who's
been here with me MJ, myfavorite person that supports me
all the time, and she had a fewcomments here Our mind and
thoughts are very powerful.
I mean, I am experiencing overand over again.
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I just didn't have the abilityto.
I know I'm going to do it.
I know I'm going to achievewhat I plan to do.
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I have my goal and that goal isabsolutely fully achievable,
and more so when I believe inthat and put myself in that
space.
This is just no doubt.
You go and you flow throughthat.
Um.
So, thank you, I'm gonna totake, I'm gonna to take care of
my throat as much as I uh, youknow, uh did already for all of
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these days.
But, as I explained, I thinkthat was really connected to my
emotions of momentarily andfragmentally, to have the fear
and to have the doubts about ifI can run my life workshop.
So go and choose in your lifewhat you're going to serve your
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divinity or your illusion ofneediness for protection and
defenses.
Thank you so much.
Intentions Absolutely, it allsits in intentions when we
believe that we're good, thatthe life is good, we have
positive and life-supportingintentions.
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Once we fall into this place ofdoubt and fear, we fall down
into the negative intention.
But all of these processes canbe so hidden from us because
they are unconscious.
And that's what it is importantto start to dive deeper into
ourselves and start to exploreand examine all of our behaviors
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and choices, from which placewe do it.
And it seems like it is hardand it seems like it is such a
task that, again, you createresistance and you create your
fear of going there.
It only seems like it is hard.
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It sits very, very close to ourconscious mind.
It is really just a little edge, that is, from unconscious to
the conscious.
And once you know how to do itand once you experience it once,
then you have the reference andyou will do it over and over
and over again and then, voila,you have that sense within
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yourself that will serve you allthe time to monitor and know
where you're at and whom youserve in the moment.
Okay, thank you so much, go andlove yourself and I love you
very much and I'll see you nextweek.
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