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Lynna, Hello everyone, andwelcome to the journey of
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awakening. My name is Lynna, andtoday is an introduction to my
new podcast, the journey ofawakening. My previous podcast,
as some of you may know, themindset and manifesting podcast,
has been on hold for quite sometime. I needed to really decide
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how I wanted to proceed, becauseI got to the point where I was
talking about some of the moreesoteric things in regards to
the soul's journey and awakeningon that podcast, and I I decided
that I wanted to separate thetwo, because there are
individuals that are onlyinterested in manifestation and
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growth and really transforminglike their their mindset For me
that is really that came for meat more so at the beginning of
my journey, and I've been I havemy awakening experience in early
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2019 so since then, I've hadall kinds of mystical
experiencesgone through deep healing
processes, right? I build backso many layers, and my under
like I know my soul like Iunderstand so much more beyond
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just the mindset and manifestingaspect. So I decided to it was
time to kind of take a step backand and create this podcast and
kind of separate the two,although they do intertwine. So
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if you're interested in checkingout the mindset and manifesting
podcast, please feel free to doso. Some of the in on the
original platform, a lot of theactually, I think all of the
episodes, because they only holdthe episodes for a certain
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amount of time. All of theepisodes are no longer
available, but I will berecording new ones. Some of the
older episodes, I think, arestill available on some of the
other podcast channels, but Ithought it would mention that in
in case you started outlistening to the mindset
manifesting podcast, it did goaway for a while, but I'm
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bringing it back, and I'm justgoing to focus on mindset,
manifestation and growth, thingslike that. But for this podcast,
I am going to be talking aboutthe journey of the soul, the
journey of awakening, includingmy own story of awakening and
remembrance, because I wentthrough the depths of poverty
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and trauma, emotional darknessand despair. I was never
physically abused, but I was saso
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that that was a difficult partof my childhood, but now I've
had this profound realization ofmy divine nature, right? And you
know, this isn't just my story.
We're all aspects andreflections of each other. So
that's not to say that my entirestory will resonate with every
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one of you, but if somethingdoes resonate, then I'm here to
provide insight and guidanceinto the soul's journey of
awakening. Right? And mirrorreally is what I am to provide a
piece or pieces of the puzzlefor your awakening experience.
I'm a spiritual teacher and aconscious manifestation coach,
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and what I do is I guideconscious men and women through
their spiritual awakeningjourney. And I really aim to
empower individuals to masterthe art of conscious reality
creation while facilitating deephealing and personal
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transformation, right? And, youknow, there's several different
ways I do that, but one of theways is really in I and you
know, and showing you how youcan use your outer reality as a
reflection to do the internalwork and really what's involved
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in that. So.
Uh, so that's an aspect of it.
And,you know, and then I also help
individuals develop anunwavering trust in their
intuition and to step boldlyinto their divine power, because
we really are powerful. Each andevery one of you are power. You
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are infinite power, really, andyeah, and how can you manifest
your highest purpose? Through,through understanding yourself
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aligning with your soul, right?
I mean, you are your soul. Buthow do you, how do you get to
the core of that, right, withall this other stuff going on in
our in our reality, right, inthis human experience? So, you
know, help people to step intothat divine power and to
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manifest our highest purposethrough practical spiritual
wisdom and authentic selfdiscovery. So oftentimes, I do
that by illuminating theprofound wisdom found in
mystical teachings, particularlythose of Neville Goddard. There
are a lot of teachings outthere, but Neville was really
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the catalyst for my awakening.
So I have this feeling that thatindividuals who find me and find
my teachings, a lot of a lot ofyou are either familiar with
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Neville's teachings, or youknow, as I as as we embark on
this journey, you will find histeachings helpful. So I enjoy
sharing that wisdom andand at some point,
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I'll bring up the esotericsymbolism found within the
Bible. And I'll do that becausethe teachings in the Bible, they
are not what we have beentaught, right? There is such a
mystical nature to the teachingsin the Bible, the symbolism
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found in the Bible that and andit there's a phrase in the Bible
I might have to find it, if Ican,
I'm trying to think of the ofthe exact verse, And I it's not
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coming to mind, but basically,that symbolism In the Bible,
like that true mysticalsymbolism is not meant to be
understood by everybody right atsome point, the souls that have
chosen To awaken and have theBible that that mystical
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nature of those teachings bepart of of their journey. At
some point it is thatthat understanding, that
mysticalnature of the teachings is
revealed. And I can say thatbecause there are things within
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scripture that have beenrevealed to me and it it's
revealed through the Soul,through it comes through
like a download, I guess youcould say like a telepathic
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message or from a deep intuitionin in my gut. So I, for me, I'm
Claire audience, andclairvoyant, Claire sentient,
and what's the other one?
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So I hear things, I see things,I know, things, I feel things,
and they didn't all come onlineat once. The first thing was the
the Claire audience. So when Iget messages. It's like a, it's
it's like a tele, telepathicvoice in my head. And then when?
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And then there are some times Ijust get this deep knowing. It's
like an intuition that comesfrom my from my gut. I. Um, or
my heart, and I don't know howto explain that, but anyway, so
when it comes to the teachingsin the Bible, there have been
certain things that that havejust kind of, that have, have
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come through from my soul. Andit wasn't always that way, right
when, when I was in the church,I believe everything that the
pastors told me, and then I goback and read the Bible now, and
it doesn't happen every time Iread the Bible, but
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in time, right in and divinetiming, there are certain things
that that come through. I'mlike, Oh, and, and sometimes it
comes through in dreams. Soanyway, so that's, that's a big
part of my my teachings is, isthe mystical teachings in the
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Bible, Neville, Goddard, it'sand then, of course, my own
experiences. So let's, let'stalk about childhood. Little
bit. I'm going to share a littlebit of my my childhood, and this
is just kind of give you guys,like, an understanding of,
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really, where I'm coming fromand why I'm even able to talk
about any of this stuff. So whenI was when I was a child, I grew
up in poverty. I dealt withanxiety and depression. From
about the age of five to age of47 age of 47 I found the law of
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attraction, and then throughaffirmations and stuff, I really
started doing the mindset work.
And then I no longer dealt withanxiety and depression. And then
in 2019 came across theteachings of Neville Goddard,
and his teachings just resonatedto my core. It was a deep
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knowing, like a remembrance ofwhat he is sharing is true, at
least true for me. Now Irealize, at the time, I was
like, Oh, this is true. BecauseI feel it like I know it's true.
Now I realize that everyindividual is on their own
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journey. So the so biblicalteachings, the teachings of
Neville Goddard, may not be apart of everybody's journey, but
it will be, I mean,it's going to be a part of
some people's journey, right?
Um, there are a lot of peoplewho
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who enjoy noble teachings fromum, from a manifestation point,
point of view. But there are,there are a lot of people who
also understand his teachingsfrom from a deeper level, a soul
level, right? And again, theinformation he shares about the
about the Bible and about thenature of reality and about God
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and and everyone, everyone beingGod, right? So, so 2019 I'm
my awakening experience. Now,before the age of five, I have,
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I mean, there are a few things Iremember
earlier than that, and there thereason I know that is because of
a specific memory of living inan old house and and my brother
being upstairs in his crib. Hehad pooped all over the crib. It
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was a mess. We had creaky oldstairs in that house. The weeds
were all grown up in thebackyard. We didn't live too far
from like a little conveniencestore down the road, because me
and my sister, I used to walkdown to the convenience store
and, you know, and buy candy andstuff. I think I don't remember.
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I don't even know where it wasat, or don't remember where we
lived at that time. I mean, Iwas born in Florida, but we
moved a few times, so I don'tknow where, where that was at,
and might have been in Florida.
I don't remember. I don't evenremember if we moved out of
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state. Yeah, I don't evenremember. That's interesting.
But anyway, all right, I'm. Toso here's i So, because I see
things and I hear thingssometimes when I'm when I'm
sharing things, I will get avision. I'll see things. And I
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so if i trail off a little bit,I apologize for that, but that's
because something is coming tomind and I'm seeing it, or I'm
hearing it, or I'm gettinganother piece of information
that's coming through. I don'tdo that on purpose. It just
automatically happens. So I'mnot trying to be rude or
purposely, like, stumble on mywords such. I mean, that's just
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the nature, that's just thenature of my journey and my life
at this point. So that's part ofthe reason why I've just, I've
decided that I'm going to createscripts now for my videos
instead of and my podcastepisodes, instead of just trying
to talk off the cuff, because,because I get sidetracked a lot.
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Um, yeah, so it's, it'sinteresting having your
spiritual gifts come online.
Alright? So, so I grew upin poverty, and
again, I my first recollectionof of having anxiety when I was
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about five years old. So I am5054 54 now, and I don't even
like to talk about age anymore,because it's really just a
number. Our soul's reallyinfinite, and
our beliefs about age canreally limit us. So I try not to
say my age out loud or reallythink about it anymore. I try to
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just really think about the factthat, you know, time is really
just an illusion. Um, our soulsare infinite. So anyway.
So growing upin that, growing kind of up in
those circumstances,even from an early age, I
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questioned reality. I questionedthe nature of things. I spent a
lot of time in solitudequestioning life and the nature
of existence and who was God,right?
And I rememberon one of the dairy farms that
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we lived on, there was this longdirt road from our house down to
that the paved road, and on theother side the paper paved road,
there was this huge willow tree.
And I used to love walking downand sitting under that willow
tree, and I would justcontemplate life at at at an
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early age, I was, we lived onthe dairy farm in middle school,
so even up until middle school,I was really kind of
contemplating that kind ofstuff, and I tried to Share
with, you know, my parents and,you know, with handful of other
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people, even into, like myadulthood, every once in a
while, something whenconversation would come up, and,
you know, we tried to to kind ofshare my my questions, my few
points on things, but I neverfelt really seen or heard,
because I thought this sounds soout there, right? So here's the
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way that I saw things as achild, actually, most of my
life, and then at some point Ijust kind of,
you know, I'm like,this is just, it's just too hard
to think about all of thisstuff, right? Because I because
I felt like people don't thinkI'm crazy, so I really shut down
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not feeling seen or heard.
And then for a period in myadult life, I just kind of was
like, let me just not reallykind of question this stuff
anymore, right? Ended up goingto church and believing
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everything the pastor said. AndI, you know, for a couple of
years, and then again, had myawakening actually left the
church for about a year or so,had my awakening experience,
etc. But anyway, so the way thatI viewed things, for you. Uh,
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for a lot of my life, and didn'treally know how to explain it,
and I tried a couple of times,but I it really came back around
the other day, I was talking tomy daughter, and then one of my
coaches that I've done past liferegression with I kind of
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brought this up to her because Ireally, I reached out to her
because I thought, you know, Iunderstand manifestation so
deeply, but why is it thatI feel like I'm having just
difficulty receiving when, likemy like, what? What goes on with
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my nervous system when I thinkabout like large sums of money
coming in or feeling deeplyloved, right? It my, it's like
my nervous system has difficultyreceiving that. So what I what I
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realized after talking to her,was it was I because I got this,
I got this download, right?
This, this insight that camethrough, it was like a
telepathic message that camethrough from my soul. Was like
said that this is a patterncoming back around, right? So
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it's time to let that go,because you understand it now.
So what it was is, when I was achild, I I saw myself. It was
really like looking outside,outside of myself, and seeing
myself, and then seeing theworld and such an expanded like
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an infinite, like just infinitespace, right? So I knew there
was so much more out there thanwhat I was experiencing. And as
I got after my awakeningexperience, not at first, but
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over the over the years, I'vecome to realize it's
I've gained more insight intothe way that I saw things then I
have more clarity on it now. Sonow it's the same kind of thing
as like stepping back, getting abird's eye view of myself,
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experiencing myself in thisreality, but also seeing the
reflection outward in myreality, and also seeing that
reflection back. So it's like ait's like a loop, and I was
explaining that to my coach onthe phone, and then when I got
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off the phone, that's when I gotthe message that came through
was this, this was a patterncoming back around. It's come
full circle, right? Sobasically, you don't need to
feel misunderstood or that youhave to shut down
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because you don't think peopleare
going to hear you, because theindividuals that are meant to to
find you, to hear you will findyou, right? Because just just
like our outer realities holdinformation for each and every
one of us, right? There arethings in our reality that are
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like keys, and they unlock, theyunlock knowledge and wisdom
within us, right? We have allthis knowledge and wisdom um,
within our DNA, and there arethings that we
come across, teachers,those of you who have spiritual
gifts, right? You may getmessages, things like that. And
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the best way I can explain it isthat they're like the they're
like keys that unlock these,this wisdom and knowledge this,
these instances of remembrancewithin us as certain points on
our journey in this, in thisphysical lifetime, right? And
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the thing is, we carry knowledgewith us from each lifetime, and
again life time is not linear,so lifetimes past lives are
really alternate realities,alternate timelines, alternate
dimensions that all exist rightnow simultaneously. So when we
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remember something. It's we'realigning with that timeline in
order to be able to remember it.
So it really is a a journey.
It's an awakening the our oursoul is awakening in this
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physical body, right? God isawakening within us, so that we
awaken to the full knowledge ofwho we are as divine beings.
Okay, so it's such a profound,interesting
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journey, so I, I mean, for me,I've done so much work, and each
individual, there's a there'sthere's work to be done, peeling
back the layers of conditioning,peeling back the
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the stuff that we have reallytaken on
as part of the soul's blueprintto experience in this lifetime,
right? So it's, it's, it'sreally an unfolding. It's a like
a a constant series of death andrebirth. Death and rebirth,
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right? You die to an old versionof yourself, and it's it can be,
it can be so small, right? Anold version of yourself believed
a certain thing about yourself,right? For me, I felt unseen and
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unheard.
Well, I just died to that thisweek, and experience to rebirth.
That's no longer true for me,right? I am a spiritual teacher,
and I am here to share theseexperiences, to share this
wisdom and this knowledge. I'vedone it in other lifetimes. I
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have been a spiritual teacher, astoryteller. In other lifetimes,
I've seen that. I have hadpeople validate that individuals
who also have spiritual giftsand are able to do past life
regression work. Right? My coachand I had another coach, I was
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able to look into the Akashicrecords as well and give me some
insight into my soul blueprint.
So I've done a lot of a lot ofhealing through past life
regression. I've done work withcoaches who have been able to
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look into the Akashic recordsand help me understand certain
things about my soul, about mymyself, my soul, my soul
blueprint, my human design, etc.
So I've done a lot of thingsfrom a lot of different
perspectives, and I've been ableto take what resonates and also
and also what coincides withwith things I've experienced
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growing up even prior toawakening. So when I was
when I was about 10 years old, Iwas told I would share my story.
One day I was and again, it camethrough like it came through as
a telepathic like download. SoI've been clairaudient. I don't
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even remember when that started,but, and I didn't know what it
was. Now I understand I wasclairaudient, but then again,
when I was in the in themilitary, and I think it was the
first time I went home on leave.
I don't remember what year thatwas, but I was sitting on the
plane and I heard it again. Youwill tell your story one day.
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And I mean, I've shared thisbefore, so if you've heard this
before, thank you for juststicking around. But so I was on
the plane, and I heard itbefore, and I and I thought, Oh,
I'm just gonna talk aboutdealing with anxiety and
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depression. I'm supposed toshare that one day. That's all I
thought I was supposed to share.
I was gonna write a book andeverything. Well, I didn't know
that I was that I that I wasgoing to awaken in this lifetime
and have so much more to share,and have all, have all these
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mystical experiences and reallyunderstand the nature of the
soul's experience, right? Soit's just been you. An
incredible journey. So thereason I'm even able to record
this video today is because Ihad that insight, because it was
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time, it was time this patternhas come back around to show
you. First of all, it startedwith just being able to see the
world as an expansion, knowingthere was more out there, but
not really knowing what it is.
Now I'm able to see, see what itis, right to see it like
actually see it and understandit. Again, seeing myself, seeing
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the reflection and seeing thatin the outer world, that
projection onto the screen ofspace, and then seeing the
reflection back, and using thatto to heal and peel back the
layers. And understand myjourney. Understand
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manifestation, right? Understandthe things that my soul has
created and the things that Ihave aligned with by being in
different states ofconsciousness, because in all
actuality, we're not reallycreating anything in this life,
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because all things alreadyexist. We are aligning with
things that exist, and as wealign with the energy of what
already exists, we're able tosee it, experience it, tangibly
as a as a physicalmanifestation, right as a
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tangible manifestation in ourreality. So again, it's just
been an incredible journey. Sothere's so many things that I'd
like to talk about and sharewith you guys on this, on this
podcast, and if somethingresonates with you. I realize
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everything won't, but ifsomething resonates with you, I
would urge you just to, just tocontemplate it, and if it, if it
is meant foryou on your journey, okay,
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if it doesn't resonate fullyright now, it may just be a, a,
c that's planted to to sprout, Iguess would be good term at a at
another date and time for you onyour journey, right? I
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experience that, and I call it aseed, right? Like this little
seed of knowledge that's givento you, the seed of an idea
that's given to you, and thenwhen it's when it's really meant
for you to understand, tocomprehend then you will.
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Because before I even understoodabout, before I even really
understood energy ceiling,energy, seeing energy, feeling
energy, that everything wasenergy, I had heard that concept
years before. It didn'tresonate. I thought it was
crazy, rightnow, I understand it.
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I see energy, I feel energy, Iunderstand it. So take that as
you will. I'm really only hereto assist and to step into my
own divine purpose. It didn'tcome easy. It didn't come
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overnight. And you know, I'veI've had to do my own healing,
and I've had to get overimposter syndrome, right?
Because there's so manyteachings out there. There are
other teachers who who teachfrom different perspectives, who
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have been on their own journey,share from their own knowledge,
wisdom and experience. And I'vereally kind of had to realize
that, you know, we're we'rereally all in this together. We
are all connected, and we eachhold innate knowledge and wisdom
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that is meant to be shared andis meant to assist others.
Because whatever I share withyou at some point in your
journey, you will take what Ishare, what other people share,
other teachings you come across,depending on where you are in
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your journey, and share thatwith others, because you're
going to have your own.
Experiences, and there will bewisdom and knowledge,
remembrance of your own pastlives, things like that, at some
point, will will arise withinyou that you'll be able to share
with others. When it willhappen, I don't know, right, but
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I firmly believe you would nothave found me be listening to
the this podcast if thereweren't some, there wasn't
something in what I'm sharingthat wasn't meant to resonate
with you, right? That's howenergy works, right? We don't
come across people by accident.
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Andif on some level, there wasn't
an energetic alignment or apurpose to you finding my
teachings, finding otherteachings, then they would not
even exist in your awareness. SoI thought I would share that
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with you guys. Alright, so thatis it for today's episode. And I
wish everybody a wonderful day,no matter where you are in the
world, because I realize some ofyou may be listening in the
afternoon, the evening, whathave you. So wherever you are,
have a truly wonderful day. Ifyou're interested in mindset
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again, check out the mindset andmanifesting podcast. I will try
to get an episode out before Ipublish this episode. So if you
do go over there, there will atleast be a fresh video up. So
thank you so much for joiningme, and I
will see you guys in the nextepisode. All right. Bye. Now
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you.