TNE Season 9 Premiere: Reclaiming Biblical Identity & Cultural Truth

In the Season 9 premiere of The Nerdvana Experience, host Ken Ledesma welcomes back guest Calvin for a passionate and scripture-heavy discussion centered on reclaiming biblical identity, confronting cultural and societal issues, and navigating modern challenges as believers. The episode features a Q&A segment addressing listener questions, followed by a broader conversation about celebrity drama, community dynamics, and personal aspirations, all grounded in a call to adhere to biblical principles. Calvin’s direct, unfiltered style drives the episode, blending spiritual guidance with social commentary, while Ken reflects on his own initiatives, notably his Feed the People project.

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Episode Transcript

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What's up folks, this is Ken Ledesma here with a new episode of TNE that I've
been on this experience.
He will have an again just a season nine premiere.
What's going on, Calvin.
What's going on man, everybody doing alright?
Yeah, yeah, so like always, when Calvin would be on TNE, we always thought
the Q&A first since he'd be gone for two weeks.

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So we're going to get into it.
The first question come from a person named Righteous Roots.
And the question is, Calvin, you expose how culture is still a biblical style,
like East Indian forehage rules and distorted.
Per Ezekiel 1610-13.

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How can we reclaim our God-given culture,
identity without falling into the trap of mimicking worldly trends?
How could we, how could we,
it's a, how can we reclaim our God-given culture identity without falling into the trap of
mimicking worldly trends?

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How could we reclaim our God-given culture identity?
It's got to stop doing and obeying what the most had God.
Tell us to do everything in our scripture, like I say, it's been saying.
And we as a people and as a culture, don't look at it as a culture, it that makes sense.

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Don't look at it as, oh we, look at it as a you, everything got to stop you, you got to stop doing it.
And because out of all the cultures on the earth, we are,
God's chosen people, we are the most divided people on earth.

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So if you're waiting for a group or everybody does start doing it before it becomes a reality,
then it will never happen.
It's got to start with you opening up the scriptures,
reading and start doing and obeying what the scripture says, we should, we should be, how we should
be, what us should eat, what days we should celebrate, what days we shouldn't celebrate.

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See, you can ask anybody right now.
When is Christmast?
Everybody on the planet can tell you is December the 20th.
See, that ain't even in the Bible, but everybody know it.
Now can actually win his Passover.
You see what I mean?
Now, now, uh oh, everybody's quiet.
See, that's in the Bible.

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So everything on this, we've been taught wrong to reclaim your culture identity.
You personally need to get into the scriptures,
start wanting this word, start wanting the truth.
If you want the truth, the truth is out here now.
You got to want it.
We went over the scriptures in Ezekiel 15, right?

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Uh, uh, I think I stopped.
Got, let's go to Ezekiel. Let's go to Ezekiel 16.
And we read 10 down, I think, where it's totally, didn't say, in 15, it said, but we didn't want it.
We wanted that all the way.
Let's, let's go to 15.
Let's go to 16 and 15.
Let me show you something right quick.
Ezekiel chapter 16.

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In verse 15, right?
Ezekiel 15.
But thou didest trust in thy own beauty and played us to heart it because of d'Ari now
and poised out the, outdivornications on everyone that passes by.

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He is it was, right?
No problem, no problem.
Let's go to verse 17.
It say, thou has also taken now Pharaoh, and my goal, and my silver, which I have given thee
and made it to thyself, images of men, d'Ari didest commit hordoms with them.

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See that?
What, what is he talking about?
You've taken the things he's dress you in and beautify you with and you start making idols with them.
Those images he's talking about, that's why you get these images of, of a cross now.
That's where you get these kind of things from and all this stuff is idolatry to the most high God.
Most high God gave us a dress code. He told us how to dress.

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Go to numbers.
Let's go to book a numbers, right quick.
I'm going to go through this right quick.
I ain't got a few questions, so I'm not going to spend a lot of time on
I just need to script just, but these I want to hit right quick.
6th, 15, and 37.
Numbers chapter 15 verse 36.
Let me show you something.
This is how you reclaim your culture.

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This is how you do it.
Here we go.
You got it.
It's a, this is the book of numbers chapter 16.
Now chapter 15, 15, not 16, 15, verse 37.
It's a, and the Lord spake unto Moses saying,
speak unto the children of Israel and bid them that they make them fringes in the borders of their

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garments throughout their generations.
And that they put upon the French of the borders a ribbon of blue.
And it shall be unto you for a French that you may look upon it and remember all the
commandments of the Lord and do them.

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And that ye seek not after your own heart and your own eyes after which ye
used to go a foreign.
So what it saying is, this is how you reclaim your coach.
Start taking your clothes, putting a border, putting a French in the border of your clothes,

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put a border blue on it.
So now when you get ready to do a sin or anything and you look at that friend,
you got that fringe on and you look down at it, you'll remember the law of
statues of commandments and you shouldn't be doing these things.
I told y'all when I last time I was here, when you start doing the right things according to

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the scripture, everybody's going to come up against you.
Things are going to come up against you.
Everything you've been taught here is wrong.
Now when you try to reclaim your culture and come back to the most high god,
you start doing these things, all your friends, all your family, everybody's going to start
looking at you wrong, wanting to mimic you and do all these different things.
You because you're different now.

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When that's the way you should be, anyway, we're doing things according to the world.
You mentioned some last time I was here too.
You said it's always stuck with you.
Everybody in the world is doing what they supposed to do except us.
We're not doing what our god tells us to do but we're doing everything the world tells us to do

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and we do it wholeheartedly. We do it religiously.
Do you know how many people would lose their mind if you tell them you can't celebrate Christmas
no more? I don't know.
They go crazy.
You shouldn't, don't buy no more firecrackers on the 4th of July.
They'll lose their mind.

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See? But then when they heard this truth and I'm giving it to them straight out of the scripture,
it's a problem now. I don't know if I can do that. It's too heavy.
That's why when I read a Cleasy Asteroid because too, about young man, if you come to Sir the Lord,
prepare that soul for temptation, that's what that was talking about.
This is not an easy walk but it's the only way you're going to get back to your god.

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You can stay in this garbage call America.
You can stay in this garbage call this world.
You can stay in all this garbage call the music industry cause every black young man out there
want to be a rapper. But go ahead and be a rapper.
You go find yourself at a dirty party bent over.

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We'll understand it's a cost to be successful in this world.
Ain't nobody finna give you nothing for nothing?
Nothing for nothing. They're not going to give you to you.
I don't know if they really answered your question but that's how dress code we went over the last

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time. I just gave you the dress code right there. When you go to do the run of meat,
not do the run. Yeah, do the run of me 20, 20, 5, tell the women they shouldn't wear pants and
they tell them me and they shouldn't wear dresses. But soon as you get into these different industries,
you want to get in the move of the industry. No problem. We need you to play a woman. We want to put
you in a dress. Why? Because they know do the run of me 20, 20, 5 said a man sitting well, a woman's

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garment. That's why. They want to do the opposite of what God telling us to do.
So it's got to start with you. Don't look at it as a cultural. It is our culture. Not understand what
you're saying when you ask me that question, but you got to look at it as you as an individual.

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Because guess what? I'm going to hit you with something else. When you stand before the moment,
when you stand before your God, it ain't going to be nobody dare with you. You can't take Mama,
you can't take your friends, you can't take the wrap industry, you can't take this world,
you can't take your vote, you can't take all this garbage they've been giving you,
you can't take your holidays, he's going to be looking at you. You got to be accountable for what you

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did. I hope you ask you a quick. No. All right. Hey, go to the next one. I'm looking at these names.
I don't know. It's like, say C. Yeah, I'm the name kind of. Who do you know? Hey,
how does that see? Yeah, though, I was saying her thing like these names, but uh,

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that's question. Uh, C. Planner 99, uh, as it's a calvin, uh, you said Tyler was for the
Levitical Priests and crops, uh, not money and Christ's sacrifice ended it. Uh,
citing Malachi 3, A do 10 and first Corinthians 3, 5, 2, 3, 5, 6, uh, how can we confront pastors who

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push weekly, Tyler without calling division and what's the biblical way to support ministries?
Okay. It's even the way you ask questions. Remember last week, last week, we before last,
they said, "Carvin, your take on Tyding." And then I explained that it wouldn't my take.

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This question said, "How can we confront pastors who push weekly, Tyding without calls and division?"
These people been landing you your whole existence and you worried about calls and division?
You see what I mean? It ain't about pleasing your pastor, your pastor, do not know what he's talking about.

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I'm gonna say that again. Your pastor, do not know what he's talking about.
And if he do and doing it anyway, that makes them even worse.
That makes them even worse. So why are we worried about calls and division with them when they've

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put the whole world in a disarray about all the lies they've been teaching about what my god,
Bible say? They ain't open no Bible and show you nothing they're telling you to do.
But you worried about division? Okay, so you worried about division? Let me show you who's the real

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divider? Christ. Yeah, I said it. Who's who, who, who, talk like that? Christ wrong. Yeah, I said it.
Christ, do you think he come, he come when he come back, you think he's gonna come and grab everybody to
bring them together or he's coming with division and a swore would. Let's go to the book of Matthew.
Let me show you this is proof that your churches haven't been teaching y'all right. Y'all don't

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understand this thing. Go to Matthew chapter 10 verse 34.
We too busy worried about how they gonna feel. They don't want to lie to you. Why are you worried about
how they gonna feel for? No, no, no, no, see. In verse 34, it's gonna shock a lot of people you know

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why because they go to church and they never heard this before. Ready? It's a this is in red, so that
means this is Christ himself speaking. Let's see what Christ say. It's a they not that I'm come to send
peace on earth. I come not to send peace but a swore. So why are you worried about what your pastor say?

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He's gonna be the one catching this sword if he don't wake up and start teaching you what tied
and really is what this Bible is really talking about. Let's keep reading though. It's a for I'm
come to say a man at variance against his father, the daughter against her mother and the daughter in
law against her mother in law. A man's foes mean his a man's enemies shall be day of his own household.

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Why ain't say that? Why do he say that? Let me tell you why because when you wake up to this truth
and you go home and try to tell your family, they gonna be against you too. And you be written,
you better be ready to serve the most high god and not your parents, not your daughters, not your
mother's not your spouse is not nobody under your roof. You better be ready to do what the most high

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god say. And if you ain't ready for that, then Christ say you ain't ready for him.
I keep reading the proof what I just said. Verse 37, "He that loved it father or mother more than me
is not worthy of me." You be be be be you better be ready to give it all up because what did he do?

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What did Christ do? He laid his life down for you. And all he asked you to do is just obey what
the words of the Bible say and we can't even do that. We too busy trying to worry about not causing
division with a pastor when he asking you for some he shouldn't be asking you for.
See what kind of sense do this make? It don't really make much sense man. What else we got?

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All right. What does it say? Foreign on the next question. Yeah. Foreign faith wall. He'll say,
Oh, there's a Calvin. You use first Corinthians, chapter three, verse five, two, six,
to describe your role as plain truth and God given the increase. And I've been reflecting on
the insight of his age or journey under your teaser. What advice do you have for new believers to

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stay committed to biblical truth when the world lies like pronoun confusion? For new believers to stay
committed. It's we run over that in Ecclesiasticus out of the Apocrypha chapter two, right? Where say
young man? Let's go to that right quick. Let me show you something else in there. They say,

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where tell you that you're going to come up against all these things and it's up to you.
It's up to you to stand firm in the through all these lies of this world. It's up to you because
this system of this world going to try to pull you back in because it's a systematic thing. It's
just not a random thing. It's this whole world is systematically doing these things. So in Ecclesiasticus

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two, we read one down, right? So let's start at verse 15.
Ecclesiasticus 2 and 15. Let's start right there. It's a day that fear the Lord,
day that fear the Lord will not disobey His word. See? And when they say fear the Lord,

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that don't mean like a monster jumping out at you. It ain't that kind of fear. It's knowing that
these words are true and that if you don't do them, then the punishments that come with not doing them
will fall upon you. That's what you fear. That's fear in the Lord because you're
fearing the fact that He is who He say is. He's going to do what He's saying, going to do.

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And it works the other way. If you fear in them, then you've got to also believe that
all the promises He's saying you will receive. You're going to receive those. That's why
I stand firm and what I'm saying. I believe in the promises. I have no problem reading none of this
until and none of this truth. Verse 15 again, "Day that fear the Lord will not disobey His word

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and day that love Him will keep His ways. Day that fear the Lord will seek that which is well
pleasing unto Him and day that love Him shall be filled with the law. Day that fear the Lord will
prepare their hearts and humble their souls in His sight saying, "We will fall into the hands of the

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Lord and not into the hands of men." So stop worrying about what you'll pass to say about
tagging and all this stuff. Don't fall into the hands of men. Do what the most God say.
Because if He was standing there with you with your pastor, you know, you are all of a sudden
you wouldn't be afraid of nothing. Now that kid, you should be little. May have happened to you.

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You know, you're a pretty big guy now. But it may have happened to you when you was little.
You didn't want to fight that dude. But so you see, "Mom, but I'm standing in the door." Oh, you got
you got brave. If Christ was standing in with you right beside your pastor, do you think your pastor
be sitting there still talking about you got to bring him some 10% of your pay every every week? No,

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he wouldn't. Because to be, to be in the presence of somebody is pure as Christ. Man, he wouldn't know
everything he'd been telling y'all was wrong. That's the way you got to be. You got to be like a
little kid being born again. You got to be like a little kid and that go my big brother or my dad is

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standing with me now. See? Verse 18 again, saying, "We will fall into the hands of the Lord and not
into the hands of man. For as His majesty is, so is His mercy." So to answer your question, man,
we just got to, we got to, you got to take it upon yourself to want this and to follow it according

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to what God telling you to do and believing that he is God and that he will do what he say he will do.
Okay. Next question come from somebody who is a pure, hard path.
Kevin, you emphasized being born again to receive the truth like a baby with a clenched slate.

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Reference in John 3 and directly through Ecclesiasticals 211. What daily practices or scriptures can help us
maintain their clear mind to discern God's word amidst worldly distractions like social media
and training. Social media, a lot of these questions are intertwining with one another and I'm

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going to answer every question and you got to promise me that the questions but a lot of them
going to be kind of the same answers as before. You can take everything I said the first three questions
applied to this also but it's not so much a any specific thing that I can point to and say do X, Y,

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Z but I really recommend that you stand in the scriptures, give you a daily reading pattern when you
read five to six scriptures a day and do it daily and impassionately want, want it but at the same time
you got to get under the two lich of somebody who's out here that has woke,
woke up to the truth. It ain't just about opening the Bible and reading it because the Bible ain't

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for everybody. It's not for everybody. It's only for those who sincerely want it according to the
truth not according to I'm reading the Bible because the church has to read the Bible. You got people
that go to church every Sunday that open the Bible every day they read the Bible every day and then
that's reading the Bible every day wrong. You see what I mean? Just because you're doing a certain

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thing you got a certain tradition don't mean you're doing it the right way. That don't mean you're
doing it the right way. If you put an oil filter on your car wrong, your car leak oil and you've been
tired that's the way you go on there is still wrong. It ain't going to do it how you was told or what
you know is about what's right and what's not right. Go to second Timothy uh two 15.

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Second Timothy chapter two verse 15. Let me hit you with this right click.
Yeah.
Oh.
Second Timothy chapter two verse 15 is a it's a it's a study to show that self approved unto God

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a workman that needed not to be ashamed rightly to divide in the word of truth. See that you
got to study this word. You got to you got to study this word to the point where when you run into
something like a toe job we living a time now where you ain't got to be lied to no more and nobody

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got to see you with words no more you can go and now you can google anything you want to google.
It was a time we as a people we they would kill us if we even tried to read. Now you can read
you can write you can you can go and find anything you want to find. Stop using tick-tock in all these

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platforms for watching some women dance or somebody get hidden the face with a pie some stupid stuff
start using it to edify yourself as you read in the scripture you don't understand certain words
look them up see what they meant biblically just like the church fool you forever and they fool me
too so don't think I'm some special I was fool too I thought the storehouse was the church too

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I thought the windows of heaven being open meaning I'm fined to be blessed with some money too
I thought the devour was was the devil too
you see we need to study for yourself I just said earlier when you stand before God ain't nobody

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gonna be which the blind pastors ain't gonna be standing there which they don't have to stand before
them also picking up off what you said about using like T talk or other social media stuff to edify
if you look for like it's plenty of people on there like telling true of all the time right
but folks just don't like those videos don't beat them all popular ones to be all the other stuff

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it be the stupid stuff it be the this some woman half dressed shaking a butt it be the
somebody the popped a balloon and all that kind of stuff like I said it gets your attention
and those things can be distracting you know it's like anything man you could have too much of anything
those things are out there look at it is entertainment look at it for a few minutes or whatever

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but that don't mean you you still can't you got to take time for this you just like anything anybody
who's worth their salt and any profession they do they put time into it you know why you're good
at the video game tomorrow because you always own it oh you see how that makes sense now that's

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why you're good at the video game you want to get good at knowing what they were say guess what you
got to do what no you got to do what's what we just read study to show yourself approved
and when it says to show yourself approved meaning the most high god know you you're reading his word
he know you sincerely wanted he know you said he'll lead you where you need to be to get the right

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understanding of what it truly mean but you got to make the effort ain't gonna be don't knock at the
dough doom doom doom doom doom doom who is it it's crisis time for me to teach you what I mean now
you see that ain't going to happen in way but what you said about uh comment you told this to us a

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couple years ago too about the uh the habits of reading that day and at least read like five or
six scriptures a day right they'll help me to stand up but because don't five or six scriptures
they are telling some more than the more you keep reading and the more you keep reading the more you
remember the more you remember the more you'll be sitting front of somebody say hey that ain't right
and they say well what you mean ain't right and you can find yourself just without a bible in your hand

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just quoting the scripture yeah and then when they say they'll be looking at you like how he know that
and then when they go and you say well go to first Corinthians three and five or whatever
scripture you use and they go to it and it's safe for a baton what you said now they looking
up side to here like all you want them religious dudes and then now you're studying you're studying

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to show yourself a proof not to man you're studying to show yourself a proof to the most high god
yeah what is we got uh the last question got a mother question for Jane but the last question uh
or what's the name rooted in revelation it's a uh calvary you describe the bible as

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I instruction manual on changing is originally King Jane from despite a new version
ultimate warriors uh how can we study the King Jane version and apocrypha to deepen
understanding the god's truth and avoid modern Well like I said a lot of questions seem like they
overlap it you studied the word like I explained the four questions above second Timothy and all

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what I just said now far as the the scriptures go uh uh them changing the words out of the original
King James that speak that that is done purposely to keep the people who the bible was written for
not knowing that it was written for them because the bible give you color in the bible and different

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stuff like that so in in in the uh original text in let's go to let's in in the King James version
Job 30 and 30 I want you to go to Job 30 and 30 I'll finish show you something
go to Job 30 and 30 right quick and when you read that I want you to read it and then I'm gonna tell

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you what the new King James version say and I'm gonna show you the difference in what they're trying to do
that they slowly do it they don't do it all at once they'll change the word here then a couple
of years later they'll put out another version then that word to get changed then they're slowly do
it to where all of a sudden their words not even narrow anymore so let's no 30 and 30

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Job 30 and 30 read that scripture right there this is for your listeners read this and then I'm
gonna read I'm gonna read I'm gonna show you what it say in the new King James version read that
yeah all right so Job 30 and 30 yes my skin is black upon me that's letting you know right there that
Job is black Job is saying my skin is black up on me if I tell somebody my skin is black up on me

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what other color do you get out of that right then in the new King James version
this what they say it's a my skin grows black you see how they changed that if my skin is growing black
that mean it wasn't black to begin with you see how they trick you right there that's how they do it

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they do it with stuff like that and the new in a national version it's a my skin has turned black
so if you're skin turned black that mean it was something else before it was black but the original
version say what it's a my skin is black upon me it's a my skin is black you see the difference in

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is black turn black was black they just use a slight little word and the church take that
and because the church don't the most churches use new in the national versions and new King
James versions just like they want to get on us about their park for right who took the park for

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out the Bible the Roman Catholic the Roman Catholic church did that but if you go to a Catholic church
guess what's still in their Bibles their Apocrypha see we've been lied to all these things are lied
that's why I went over I think last time I was here truth and lie why the truth is so important

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why the truth don't care about whether you believe it or not see but lies you can you can destroy
lies you see I just destroyed joke 30 and 30 lie we're just in two in two minutes
lies could be destroyed you cannot destroy the truth you cannot destroy the truth I'm gonna say

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that again you cannot destroy the truth every man woman and child on this earth right now could just
disappear guess what to still be standing the truth you cannot destroy the truth I hope that
else the child questions feel free to ask any questions about anything in this scripture and I

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promise you one thing you will get a biblical answer all right yeah they were concoctions from
the last time I was here like y'all always do leave them down in this court and I and I pick them
out and show can't wait come over here and next couple weeks but um yeah when you better keep

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you know what was been going on and the news and stuff with uh what's the name uh ddg and
how they been you know what it is no who ddg yeah no I don't know them I may know them just don't know
them by ddg or whatever you call them ddg is uh uh it's uh uh a strange uh and you know he

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end up having a child with the greater played uh little mermaid now I'm totally lost I don't I just
don't know these people uh ddg he's a string okay ddg he can't he can't he became famous from doing
uh youtube he was on youtube okay and he just crossed over the star stream so now he's the third most

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subscribe person on youtube what what he's doing to be so popular he's just streaming I mean
I mean gotta have some kind of content to get the people he basically doing constantly doing like
right now he's live right now and that's basically what he would okay so a lot of people just
long gone to him and a lot of people yeah so but it'd be mostly the 10 ages and you know okay that's

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what a lot of this stuff was originated for Facebook and all that stuff those were made for for young
people starting out but you know it'd be the old he gets get on and just mess it all up but go
yeah so you don't know who he had a child by uh highly banded uh I may know the folks but I don't
know the folks if you understand what I'm saying I may have seen the face before is something or I don't know

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I have seen her before but I couldn't tell you nothing about the young lady so she uh her sister started
off singing on youtube and Beyonce signed up to her rickety okay and they and they've been they
you know they came out with a couple of albums but uh not yet on split it started doing that all
thing and this and the cast are to be area a little mermaid right oh is that the one who played

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the little mermaid yeah I'm talking about not the cartoon but they're that that's why I seen her
face it because my little niece of someone's watching this actually okay she I got you and uh right now
big thing is going on between them uh see it's first thing is right here so I'll type a name in top

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store so right now all he'd be wanting to do is see his son have him on screen with him and all that
type of guy yeah they got a baby together okay and uh highly she just you know five for a restraining
order against him because apparently according to her he been abusing her

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according to her he been abusing her yeah like she she showed pictures of like
bruises on her arm and all that type of stuff and she showed a picture of a tube chip but the thing
about that people been pulling like the thing about the internet when you post someone in it the first
time people remember what you posted so they'll go back and pull stuff from what you posted at first

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all right so they they pulled up a old video where she would talk about her two-band chip before he even
alleged but on hit her head on the dead but he probably been on some smacked her head on dead but
all type stuff so the biggest thing about this is I don't know how your like your relationship is

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with your son like when you're I would raise your kids you probably want to do some stuff
and uh not really but yeah everybody's different so don't you know what I mean
yeah do I but but see I'm so used to seeing do I tell a car or the other day I'm so used to seeing um
like a woman get mad at her baby then she get mad and used the kid against them like I got

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a question you know here coming to biblical me uh what they married who them two no so why they
having ten kids does this that's the same thing I said the other day because they only know these
of those don't know each other forget to have the kids why they having sex if they're not married
oh this old this old Negro from the brain matter and that's why we got to come back to our God

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that's why we got baby mama drama that's why we got all this stuff going on that's why we got
that's why our enemy has turned around and said if these Negroes gonna be doing all this
fornicatin and making all these babies we might as well make some money off of it
it's a child support law that if you don't take care of that child you got to we're gonna make you

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pay for that baby don't y'all know that's the biggest racket in the world right now I believe it
I believe man and his weaponized against against like black man in them exactly man they use
they use our sin to get paid but go here go here
like I was saying uh from what I know is growing up being around the women I've been around and

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clueless my mom when the women see that them dad that care about the kid she used that as
leverage she looked like take the kid like you can't see the baby I pay child support but when the dad
really I don't I ain't really crying about the kid really don't care if he's seen him or not
and all care about money instead of using the kids as leverage she tried to attack his pockets

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so so I'm trying like the thing though all the way that brought this up is like
why do you think they're so so common with them I commend it it's common within our community because
we have we've we've been brought here and we've been destroyed here because of due to

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the run to me 28 and 15 we're not gonna go to it those hurt me they know I do it on me 28 15 say it
said that if we don't come back in obey the most high god that all these curses will come upon us
and overtake us and these these things are just part of the curses that the most high god

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wrote before anybody who's breathing on this planet right now was even living those things was
wrote then and they hold true to this day that if we don't do what our god tell us these curses
will come upon us and overtake us and it and it's destroying us as a people that's why we're

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at the bottom of everything on this planet and we don't even understand that and ain't
talking about the few folks who may have gotten some success here you don't know what these people did
or doing to get these things they got they can't just be normal and be successful here it's never

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gonna work I stand on that I be saying that 20 years from now it's never going to work you're looking
for love in all the wrong places but like when you were growing up two-parent household was a normal
thing yes and like what what like what decade you think that like like they started doing like the 70s

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80s see it started way before that right because when you're in a mid-start instilling a program to
program you to be a certain way he do it long before now he's already put something in place now
that you don't want to see the results for five years from now see just like I'm looking at the right

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there for an example chicken yeah see how I just threw chicken out there chicken happy people eat
love chicken right right and chicken chicken got what in it me so do a cow and a duck and you what do you
mean what's in chicken talk about this stuff that be uh firm bones that's I'll tell you about

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still there man jacking and all right that's why in a lot why do you think it's a chicken wing
place in everywhere all over the hoods you think a lot of these movies you've been saying about
the chicken undercover brother now you think them just movies these folks know what they man look they
put stuff in this stuff man to keep you a certain way make it act a certain way we don't believe that

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now and now I can hear you I can hear some of your listening now oh he's just he's just a conspiracy
theorist and even that they throw that out to people for people like me when I go against the
the the lies that they promote in this world right they do these things man this long term what you

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see going on with this young lady and this young man what's their name ddg and and holly what you see
going on with them that suggests a end result of something that was placed long before now back in
the 50s and the 60s buddy when they start uh making all these women rights back back in the day

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and we had none to do with those things until we decided we want to be like white women and jump
on that independent bandwagon right in in the in the back in the 60s back civil right movement back
right man we as a people knew who didn't like us we weren't trying to marry them we weren't trying

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to sex them we're trying to do none with them but get away from them we just wanted to be free
we want to get away from them and be free we don't want that no more now we want to be would them
want to have babies would them want to say we love her i feel in love in all this stuff when it was a time
when you can take these same niggas some of they fell in love put them back in the 20s and back in

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the day with them folk they'll be hung already what are you talking about it everybody knows this so
why all of a sudden now we want to make these things norm because your lives could become such a
reality to a reality to you that you think is normal when these things are not normal

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this young lady and young girl this is just a result of what things they're doing that they shouldn't
even been doing they shouldn't even been having no sex and it was only together two years and she
was pregnant nine months of them two years and how was this young lady she looked very young how

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little it couldn't be 20 is she 20 she's 25 oh she's 20 she just looked younger but it don't matter the
point I'm making is we don't want to do nothing that our heavenly father has given us in how we
should be and act and promote ourself as a people it's more than your clothes it's more than

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how you beautify yourself it's more than and a lot of these things man we're doing these things
that's a attractive looking young lady who got with the wrong young guy it was never about

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making a commitment to one another and being married and starting a family so you can start a
legacy it wasn't about that she was living and he was living according to the world and today
I'm that's normal I'm a healthy 20 25 year old I should be having sex when the scripture don't say
nothing about no boyfriend and girlfriend it talks about you being married and that's what confuses

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us when it come to the Jesus being born story that's how we believe the lies about oh angel came down
and did this and Mary was pregnant and Joseph never had sex with her and I have y'all
lost y'all man Joseph had sex with Mary that's how she got pregnant that's for another day but you

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know with the young lady and all this stuff what you're asking me man it's it's just a result of
things that was put in place long before her parents was even born like don't you see like a situation
like they're having an all the time do yeah it happens it happens it happens throughout generations man
it happens all the time but I don't I seem to don't see nobody but us when it come to all this conflict

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and stuff though I always see us I always see it where's what's that name oh well the young little white
country singer girl daddy uh my my son the worst my the size in how a hood draw man don't
oh here now never be uh show me one of them why is always us
where's Justin Bieber Justin Bieber going through a lot of stuff he going through why yeah

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with men called it's a lot of nigger shit hate to sound like this hate to be it cause he deal with a
lot of niggros and when he deal with niggros like p did in them that's why he in the bush it he
no folks said he may over are you hundreds of million dollars of his career and he was broke
and had to say his catalog for 200 million because you don't never want to be like nobody that's why

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the script today don't envy man you don't know what man we don't know what these people doing to be
successful I know you like Michael Jackson you don't want to be no down Michael Jackson bro
you don't want to be none of these folks bro you don't know what you don't know what these folks
having to do to be up there to him out the billi-jean it's not my level it's just a girl who think

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that I'm the one you you in and moon dancing and all that stuff and everybody getting fortunate and
fame and then behind closed doors they are miserable you you don't want to be none of these folks now
she's the little mermaid and this dead in the third and now who what what uh uh uh move it

(46:36):
deal the production company won't deal with her when it comes to trying to make some series you
see what I'm see how we mess out stuff well but all this garbage man it's it's it's out crap man but hey
they'll put it in something else because now when she get in her little situation and then they're
going to throw all kind of money in her face now to do whatever they need her to do now in him

(47:00):
the same way no because she just got casted this uh uh janitor Jackson and uh my good Jackson
by all means it's gonna come out so she playing janitor Jackson and then no money now that's her life
that's her world you get you get caught up in it man and and and now for them to pull you out man
they'll throw you over to this producer this this person and they'll throw so many millions in your

(47:25):
face to do this and they'll lay out on high projects out for you in this dead in the third but you
don't know what they young lady doing behind closed all bruh then man say one mile a hour yeah
show me them folks it's always us bruh it's always us it's drama we we love drama conflict
fighting war we love I call it in s

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and y'all know it down in s stand for we love nigger yes we do
man I don't know how much you've been uh you know I'd be keeping up with the news and stuff
and keeping up with all the type of stuff and when I record 10 even man of course all right it's
it's it's it's part of it's part of in podcast and keeping up with the latest uh you know the

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young folk stuff because I just see this young folk stuff I may say that I may not I I kind of have
weight don't piss it's all it all looked the same to me man like I said I don't know how I don't know
how much uh are there pub that stuff that you know about that why I'm gonna go on like you know
the trial started who pub that right yeah yeah uh some of the stuff that like what's on the name uh

(48:38):
Cassie Cassie yeah man some of the stuff that Cassie uh um see it on that spin it's crazy not
to call like bra pub that ain't the one with it's doing it he don't know what they got called crazy or is it
something that you never think you'd hear both because like like she was on the stand as she was like

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do released on like the do's you miss a wit released on that and pub that one him want to
want to take your stuff and rub it on his nipples like who do it stuff like that well your top
down but don't say it was no bread that's this shit no no have you seen the episode of day should pale when
he was when he did the uh making the band yeah go get me some come uh uh Cambodian breast milk

(49:31):
milk I see you can't afford these hey man I'm telling you we was looking at that as jokes because nobody
knew what pub daddy was doing behind the scene with people knew but the public didn't know what
pub daddy was doing behind the scene obviously Dave should pale did a lot of these folks we know like

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the band is like now he buys himself all the food when pub days are throw them all white parties
all the parties every celebrity wants to be there all the celebrities want to be there now all of
the same man we left before 12 or I want there all the time we love the movie wait wait let me
answer something see here's another reason why I say it's about us and we've been destroyed
now what is he doing in a different from what Epstein doing on Epstein Island but do you hear about that

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what happened to that list what wild unfold because the more the majority of them folks look like Epstein
you see but they're gonna make sure you hear every sentence every word every nasty feel the thing
that was ever done with did it but Epstein them all of a sudden the list gone and guess who's on

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them list a bunch of white celebrities so where is that now now who did we talk about the last time I
was here uh-uh what's his name Shannon Sharp yeah well who is he Dave the girls age she was what 19 young
girl who you fifty sixty nineteen you see how they make that splatter that everywhere right what color

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is Shannon Sharp so so let me ask you this let me let me see do you notice how old is Bill Bela check
girl friend and Bill Bela check way older than Shannon Shannon she'll be a bell check he
bell was seven eight years old his girl his girl for how old was she was twenty nineteen why are we
wait wait why aren't they talking like that I should all don't see the buy exactly where we gonna wake up

(51:30):
I should know when we gonna wake up bro of course you hear about this young lady and that dude they
won't you too this is this is how they get them
gentlemen Bill Bela check about twenty years older than uh exactly his girl friend is twenty four
twenty four is worse he almost eighty but you ain't heard nothing about that have you but we want to

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talk about Shannon Sharp and then come on man we're the ones being destroyed here our god is getting sick
of us he can sick of them they're doing what they're supposed to do their this world is doing what
he's supposed to do he's getting sick of us so you don't think of um you don't think that

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you can't nobody just become successful without doing not in this world I'm gonna say it again
not in this world why do I say that you can be a successful musician you can be a successful artist
so here's what you need to understand remember the five keys to understanding what was one of them

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et homology which mean what the understanding of words origin of words what do what do you mean when
you say successful if you're talking about being successful in this world yes you're gonna have a
problem bro now you ask me why can't nobody just be successful you are but you're looking at success

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based off of what this world so that mean you gotta can you be successful not having money
yeah then you're successful but that ain't the one that you're talking about in your heart of hearts
you're talking about money fame all it is yeah I'm talking I ain't even talking about the family
talking about like being to the point where when you're straight okay no problem no problem I got

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I got you see what you live do you're in bed you're in bed no you got a car no you got a car no you got
a car no you got a car no you can't problem getting around no you get around right you eat
you home you cold you're hot no so what do you mean successful bro when I say so

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she's pulling on me trying to make I know I know what you trying to it ain't no different from them they
just got more of it they just house just bigger bigger problems because they got bigger house bigger
house gonna come with bigger things to do right I remember I lived in in Atlanta holy for you built that

(54:27):
big old house out there after he beat Mike Tyson had that big old house built not too far from the
church this gonna give me a way on the thing not too far from the church that I was a deacon in
right anyway uh uh don't you know it ran him almost a million dollars a year just to
for the upkeep of the yacht they just for you yes

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so don't be taught what you mean success what success you don't know what these people doing I keep
telling you you don't know what these people doing you can go to work every day right take care of
your family your wife your kids have a roof over their head food come home to a loving woman who got

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meal ready all this day in the third guess what you are you successful bro stop looking at success
through the eyes of what somebody else doing I don't give a damn what somebody else got oh I see
a car maybe a nice car maybe a Lamborghini a poor sum that's cost of ridiculous amount of money

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and that'll be a nice car and would I like to have one that would be nice
but guess what I don't give a crap one way or another about it
if somebody gave me one I take sure no problem driving a couple of tires and sell it

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because I don't want to keep the upkeep on nothing like that that costs money just like that holy
feel house that costs money to keep a house like that you think you think holy feel thing that didn't cut
that the odd dumb acres you think holy feel thing that didn't keep the upkeep on that no he got to pay
people to do that bro and then that's why you'll be sitting here wondering how they broke how they

(56:17):
broke they broke because of how they turn the deal that's how they broke it's easy to do season to do
season to do Shannon shop why did you say it tonight Shannon shop a white woman bring you down in two
a week and see how easy it is to lose it but look how hard it tough and the things he had to do to get

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it and you can lose it in a snap of a finger bro so what do you mean when I need to understand
what you mean when you say success that's all I'm asking all right so I'm just talking about
I have a money exactly I knew that's what you was talking about that's why I said what I said
but they're the only way you can find they ain't the only definition of being

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they're not the only definition of being successful that all the definition of messed stuff because you
just point out now money eight on definition of business successful but when you say successful
you're talking about people who got status and money that you wouldn't look at it the way I was

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describing you because you're successful if you ain't got to worry about know you're living
how you getting around in no food you're successful because guess what it's somebody who ain't got
a house bro go downtown right there you're sim landing the little corners and stuff man they homeless
are they successful no you see what I'm saying to you what do what do you mean successful

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what are you talking about what level are you talking about are you talking about successful in the
side of God or you talking about successful in the side of this world because to be successful in
the side of this world the world you owe the world something you can't be believing in God and
the world don't work that way so you don't say you know then most of it just like bless you with

(58:18):
stuff as far as like finances and all the type of stuff who face so what did what did the when the
people came to Christ and asked them about the taxes and what did Christ say who's face on the money
they say Caesar in what did he tell them then render unto Caesar that which is Caesar's that's

(58:42):
Caesar's money if Caesar won't his money gear to him who money who face on this money
they're not seeing the Caesar again then render unto Caesar that which is Caesar's bro God don't give
a damn about this money what are you talking about when I say my own time about like being able to

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live or something type of order how you want to live I just want to just be able to do whatever I want to
do you do that now what you don't do that you want to do the main the main thing I want to do is just
go wherever I want to go no matter where it is to just do whatever I want to do I don't know if James

(59:24):
or everybody I told you but I came up with this uh uh feed feed the people initiative
well I want to go around like in a country like it go around just feeding for you just want to go around
and and and then come in and then they take that takes finances to do because I don't want just

(59:46):
I got a big to differ it don't it don't take money to feed reason why you and I'm finna you know
if ever lie to you I'm finna be straight honest with you here's your problem right this is why
that dream of yours probably will never come true because you're not doing it now
because see guy got to see you giving that that two piece chicken you bought guy got to see you

(01:00:12):
giving somebody a piece of it see you got to take the little and do what you tell my don't with
what you got and he'll get a increase but if you ain't doing it you think he just gonna start you
off with enough to give 10 million folks when you never gave the one person you just walked past
with your two piece a piece of it see I make too much sense sometimes and I'm being honest with you I'm

(01:00:36):
not trying to hurt your feelings I'm just being honest with you that's all I got is the truth
and that is the truth if you ain't doing it now don't say you can't do it because you eat that mean
you can feed somebody else give them hand go out there and give what you think to eat give it away give
half of it to go out and find a home person give them half of it then guy gonna see he really mean

(01:01:00):
what he talking he said and he'll get a increase but if you're gonna sit around waiting for you to be
successful to do it you ain't gonna never do it and then when you become successful you're gonna
forgot you even even had that dream now that's some truth for your ass right there bro so so what you

(01:01:22):
just said that's it I gotta start doing it now you gotta do whatever it is you want to do or be do it now
I have to see all your stuff here none of it don't look cheap to me
but you'll be the first to say you ain't got no money you know why you got all this stuff
cuz this what you want it see how you feeling so kind of way now no sir thank you

(01:01:49):
right that's because you want this stuff you want that screen you want this computer I'm looking at
you want all this video stuff I'm looking at that's because you wanted it so you win and got it
stop thinking the way rich folks think you're not rich but you seem to get anything you want

(01:02:12):
tell me I'm lying so if you're an initiative cuz you know what I've been out of head to
bend sand to you man how come you're telling you get some food man you get some of it and go
down the street and give it away and then you were to tell me man cuz my dream is to one day man be

(01:02:35):
able to feed a whole lot of people man so I'm doing it now I know I know that sound harsh the way
I'm saying it but don't take it that way don't don't don't take it that way just I ain't never lie to
y'all and ain't finished starting now cuz I'm on your podcast I'm just being honest with you bro

(01:02:59):
you got to you got to live your reality if you want to be a manager work start doing what
I manage to do and then your people the power they be gonna see you as a manager work dang on just
give your manager position cuz you want to be a manager you got to do the things I manage to do
and I put that in that way just to show you give you an understanding of what I'm talking about

(01:03:23):
see anything you do you just got to do it
people giving me questions about the word how do I study how do I get this how to
because the most high guy to see them doing it dang on just boom all of a sudden know everything I know
that come with studying and time and reading and and and and going in the scripture and see is

(01:03:46):
these things true it's no different from anything you do anything you want
you say you want to be successful that's why I want to know what what what do you mean
when you say successful if there's multiple things I want to be successful but I ain't never
thought about it like how uh you just you just said today especially with the uh feed people

(01:04:12):
and stuff I ain't even thinking about right you you that's a ain't I'm not knocking dad that's a
commendable thing it's people are hungry and we live in a world where we want to give a football
play a course he can throw a football a three hundred million dollar contract when we got hungry
people all over everywhere you see what I mean so that's why I say what will when you say successful

(01:04:39):
it's it's layers to this thing man the most high he's see your words he see what you're saying
you can't come to the most high and and and make promises and swear and remember I went over that
lesson which I you you wouldn't sleep in that class way and how the king swore if you let me defeat this

(01:05:00):
enemy that what he would do to the first person that came out the greeting and who was the first person
came out the greeting he's do it up you see so you better watch what you ask for you better be sure
of what you're talking about you better understand what you asking see better understand what you asking

(01:05:29):
and and and what you really want to be successful at and know what your meaning of success is
I'm sure that young lady just like any other young lady what's the name of
Halley and DDG I'm sure they like any other people on the side they won't be successful

(01:05:49):
but see they come with a price and nothing for free nothing is for free
nothing is for free it comes with a price it's my free will it come with a price
I choose I choose to do it it which we had come with a price

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come on for handle free will come with a with a price because you you're using your free will to
be free at what you're doing right okay no problem guess what I was inviting to the DDG party
and you telling me don't go to no DDG party I'm saying it's my free will bro

(01:06:31):
then I walk up in the DDG party don't that come with something and I'm going to have to pay a
price for being in that at the DDG party bro you see that that's what I mean everything come with a price
everything come with a price it's gonna be something it ain't nothing out here for free this young

(01:06:54):
lady they see her talent they use her talent she can make us money she's doing that now she's out here
and and and with that come the fame and fortune and this then the third and you lose yourself
when you get out there and you be and you run in those streets with those different people in that
trend and no different parties that I got news for you the DD parties have unstopped

(01:07:17):
DD just ain't the one having them no more no no I told call it and play the people don't
wait he just the one they got caught exactly and and our problem is we try to be like the powers that
be but we're not like them just like yeah I heard in the grocery what's the guy name uh the rapper

(01:07:39):
Jay Z Jay Z is a part of the Illuminati I got news for all y'all out here listening let me tell you
something anybody that's got any melanin in their skin it's not a part of no Illuminati they're a part
of it to be used but they're not in there with no real Illuminati all of them look the same act the same

(01:08:06):
and it's the same you best better believe that if you don't believe nothing else I say it
there's a lot of what the nations are still too like it's the same thing like you know we always
try to be a part of something we ain't got no business trying to be a part of
the real government bro the I got let me hit y'all this the real government

(01:08:31):
even when the real government the United States government when they really have a meeting there's
nobody in there that don't look like them you think when they say the senators having a meeting they
broadcasting on TV that's they meeting now they meet this before they get there they real meet this

(01:08:56):
with Trump and whoever Trump them in the room with Trump down and it ain't nobody look like you
where we gonna wake up we act like they're the government they have to tell us this and they know
no when they decided to make the uh uh uh the uh uh reserve bank the RS and all that crap man they

(01:09:17):
met at Jekyll Island and who was on Jekyll Island just the people who were supposed to be on Jekyll
Island nobody that looked like us was in their meetings with them but we please wake up
but we please wake up you gotta understand what you asking for what you want and what success is

(01:09:46):
I see two two beautiful young people who look like they'll be beautiful together
and make a nice family they should be married and raising their kids together as a family you
want to be in faith for the one another loving one another or going to the most high god they'll be

(01:10:06):
ready to kill me if I set them down and say that to them now they hate each other why wouldn't you
hate each other before your your legs was open young lady why didn't you hate them then why didn't
you hate them before you got pregnant pregnant young lady why you hate them now
why wasn't it why wasn't it abuse before you see what I mean now now it's abuse and this and that

(01:10:35):
well why we can find all these things wrong now and this ain't a new this is the same thing different
faces this all it is Chris Brown and Rihanna this dead in it all these different folks man all these
folks run around in the same circles miss with the same card it be mega in the stat all I'm screwing

(01:11:00):
and messing around with the same people in the same circles if he broke he don't deserve no
coup de cat now it is dumb stuff and you run around giving your coup de cat to everybody who ain't
booked being against huh no and where they at run through you and run out you and gone on to the next

(01:11:28):
and we wonder what is success she ain't so sad he ain't so sad for him make 500 million dollars a year
and give me half of it and take me to the best places and buy me a bag for 35 thousand dollars
what is wrong with us man what is really going on what shall take on uh god said just uh call to

(01:11:56):
a lot of young men nine days don't approach one and particularly uh black women i'm gonna say we're
happening me the other day well a couple weeks ago um um it holds up here at the stove and I saw two women
coming up the i ain't even looking at them like that not just all they were two girls I hear the dough
up a form but I was looking straight away from them they're gonna go past and I was gonna go back to

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the car so the so they came up to the dough like while I was holding dough up a form they start
cussing me up I don't need you to hold no door open for me like just start going like
stop being crazy no no like bro I was just holding door open for you all that bro like I'm like
bang out of the car like I can't even that's the third time that doesn't happen to me so now I'm

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at the point I'm like man you know what bro I'm at the point where I can't even I don't even like
approaching one because most women nine days they don't they don't appreciate like somebody
being a gentleman told if they want somebody's gonna be like man baby like five times crazy
and come and bitch and stuff I don't want I'm not into it so so I'm like I'm like it defeat the purpose

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of even it defeat the purpose of even trying to approach a woman and talk to a woman now
there because man they they don't appreciate somebody just come and try to treat them with respect
and stuff right and I'm gonna go back to what I said earlier it's us this only happens in our community

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bro it only happens in our community where the only community where our women
say that we ain't nothing say that black man is no good we dogs we have yet to see a Japanese
woman get on a podcast and say how Japanese man ain't shit I'd yet to see a Chinese woman get on a

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podcast and say how Chinese man ain't shit I'd yet to see a Arab woman get on a podcast and say how
Arab man ain't shit we the only people who do that bro my you don't see like all of I don't agree with
you know and a racial stuff but I understand why black man started to go to other like you

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have a pamphlet or pamphlet brother the evening is going overseas just to get a woman to treat
them right you know you know that your enemy get tired of you doing that he gonna say you you
traffic in yourself you know make yourself you can't traffic yourself over there and mess with no

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women but for real do like don't nobody want to let this like a like a man don't want to come home
for after dealing with everything that's in the world dealing with working stuff and then come home
to a woman that's come back to him and crazy and talking crazy okay let's let's go to the beginning
and then why are you with that woman to begin with what if you said what if she want light then we

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have her admit light I heard somebody say you should tell a woman what the word because when you
met her she was already dressing like that remember when I was here and I was telling you about excuses
those are excuses here's the problem with it if you want to be a baseball player right

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would you go to watch a hockey match no you go watch a baseball game if you want to be a football player
would you go watch a basketball game okay no you'd be wonderful exactly so women don't know how to be

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wives because most of them mother wouldn't marry so they was they'd never seen nobody who's married
most black women get married advice from women who's never been married
they don't know what a marriage look like they don't know what a man won't they don't know how
not please a man but they don't know how to please a man and when I say that I'm not talking about

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sex anything else then to do with sex sometimes your man you gotta know how to sue your man and come
him down when your man come home from dealing with this world and these jobs sometime he just want you
to shut the hell up and just hold him or something he just want to be calmed down he just want to be

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left alone every man is different you gotta know your man but if you've never seen that
right how are you gonna know how to do that you ain't gonna learn how to be a wife by watching
your favorite celebrity they don't know how to be wives they don't know how to be husbands for your

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man it works both ways the man gotta know how to be a husband to his wife right if your wife
step outside of the marriage to mess with another man that was already in her anyway

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and you better believe she didn't wait to get married to do that she probably
done that before you see what I mean
women has changed women used to be shame faced it what I mean when I say shame faced it sometimes

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I'm old-wards I still use word like coup de cat so when I say shame faced it it was a time man where
women a girl then want you to see her body now that's how they dress they want you to see your
their body I want me used to cover up if you walked in a room or something like that I want you to

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see me I'm talking about legs everything I want you to see nothing about me they were shame faced
the man that is only for their husbands to see not their boyfriend not their
it's my boyfriend then six months later a new one this my boyfriend is six months later a new one

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everybody doesn't see you everybody that I'm bending you
and when we say those things man it sounds corny because we live in a world where
what's jacked up messed up in wrong is normal so when you hit a truth and you hit a real thing
it sounds crazy this world is gone bro it's totally out of control it ain't no coming back from this

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that's why the most high say that when he come back man he ain't coming back to say everybody
he's only coming back to say those that are doing what they supposed to be doing according to
the scripture and that's gonna be one third of us bro that's it it's sad but true
it's sad but true this place is is is is upside down and inside out

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upside down and inside out people get offended when you call them a sir and you didn't know they
had a sex chain you just see a dude standing there they're on the earth how you offended and I see
a dude standing in front of me see it in the world except those things you can't be calling her that

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that ain't her pronoun where do we become pronouns bro it's it's all it's all messed up and jacked up
but what make it even sad of what we don't understand as people is all these things is the way they are
because they're trying to keep us in the region and keep us destroyed and our biggest problem is

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we don't realize that the whole world is upside down in the region because we're not following what our
God tell us we're not doing what God say and that's what God's people all destroyed and that's why
all the other people in the world that's running the world is above us and we're below and that's

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why the world jacked up so in a nutshell you can say the world jacked up because of us
all right nobody like like I said we like you said a lot of we don't want to know what we're supposed to do
and then when we see Shannon shop do something we make a big deal out of it we we we we we post

(01:21:26):
the rise it we talk about it for months and months we make pie cars we make different things about it
but then Bill Bella checked do it and it's nothing said it you know it's crazy about it I never thought
about it to you brought it up today see I never would have I never thought about it and I knew I knew he had a
younger man I just never thought about it and he almost not not not quite but he almost twice is

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all the Shannon shop he closer to a hundred Shannon shop closer to you know half of a hundred you
see what I'm saying man I'm almost 80 but he got a 24 year old ain't nobody said word ain't nobody
said word so I ain't nobody said word but now one of us do it there about to come out to work he's

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just so he's a decent of that and here come your women live people he's a decent he's a that you know
and they write but the point of making is it's funny how we put so much emphasis on
on it when it's us and we make it a big deal and we make sure we help destroy us in it

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versus somehow when when the other nations do it see when the other nations do it and I don't know
why we don't realize this year man we only supposed to be with our own people
we don't supposed to be with our own people you can walk down the mall right

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you you're a black man you walk down the mall you were the black woman nobody looked twice
right you were the Japanese woman they looking twice
you were the Chinese woman they looking twice you were the Arab woman they looking twice

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you were the white woman they looking twice right show you what I'm talking about now you take
them saying people in the mall right and that same Arab woman Japanese woman Chinese woman
is walking down the mall with a white man and don't know about it look twice

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so no
yeah so no when are we gonna wake up
where are we gonna wake up
it's time to wake up we live in a a a a time in age now where you can find out anything you
want you got the ability to find out the truth about anything you want you got the ability to

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read your bible words you don't understand google them look them up and see what they met
when it was biblically said not the way the world used them now because the world used words now
to distort things and to destroy you and to be paid that's why the pastor read to you malachad
three and start telling you how god you rob in god

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when that is the furthest thing from the truth when you get to understand in the that scripture
but faster young lady and that young man go it's no different from what they're going on out here
there it's just emphasized with them because they got money and they're on tv and they're famous

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that's happening in the hood everywhere it's happening in the hood everywhere
Keisha right now is having a problem with tyrone
everybody picked the two black and then Keisha and tyrone you think Keisha having a problem with tyrone
before I end this episode I do want to say I'm glad you said what you said today

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about more time about the the success and the way I'm going about the feet of people on this
because I ain't even think about it that way because like I was a cocktail for I even made a video
and post I forgot why I posted it but one like love violence took out and I just want to feed
folk and go to different states and stuff and just feed people and all that type of stuff

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yeah but I thought you had to have see because I remember growing up from time I was a like like a
like a lucky it always like 19 20 years old every year twice a year my family was like
on Thanksgiving and Christmas my family used to go to the cook conventions in the downtown
feed folk on holidays and stuff and I used to like the way that made me feel that I used to feel

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start for a lot of folk could like the folks have kids and all the type of stuff and I don't
like I want to start back doing it but I thought you had to have a whole bunch of different
resources and money to even start doing it because like the amount of people I'm trying to feed
and stuff that's a good thing to have far as an end goal the amount of people trying to feed but

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you can start with one person just just see I ain't think like that I ain't think like this or
those I'm glad you said what you said today and then on top of that the different levels of
success and I don't talk about this I don't need want to be famous I don't want to be famous
I just want to be at a point financially where I can go do what I want to do like the feed of people

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and this is like if I had the money still I'd be able to just go up live we'd want to go here
we'd feed just a lot of people and we'd want to do the spenders amount of money and all that type of
stuff so and that's fine as an end goal but it's got to start somewhere a lot of these actors and
stuff you see see this is what you don't see a lot of them then just pop out of nowhere

(01:27:23):
Michael B. Jordan then just pop out of nowhere he was acting there seems to be a little boy
just probably don't know it he was on the wire I think he was a little boy he always been acting
but that don't mean all of a sudden now he's in these big time movie he's been doing that
in a band or something like that a good top player or drummer or something you can look back at

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their careers and stuff man they was playing still five or six years old you just didn't know them
when they was in a hot basement by they self practicing now what you're saying about feeding the people
it don't you don't have to have a lot of money to do that if if that is your passion to do that
you can do that because like I say you eat then just take some of it and it's got to start somewhere

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see and let that grow and if it don't you still do it your passion you see what I mean
I like playing the drums I'm not in a band that don't mean I have to be in a band that like playing drums
I like drawing I don't call myself a artist I ain't trying to do that for money but that don't mean

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just because I ain't getting paid by I draw the time and I got some good drawings and good art I can do
but that don't mean I'm trying to get paid doing it that don't mean I don't I need to stop doing it because
nobody's paying me to do it you got a passion to do something you can do it without being
rich at doing it in order to start doing it the way you was looking at it you seemed like you was

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looking at it I need to get successful first and then I'm gonna start doing that now it's gonna get
you're gonna get further and further away from it because what got your successful is gonna take
up your time and not feed the people like I said I ain't I ain't even thinking about like that until you
say something today and I'm glad you say something got me my outlook on it a little different right

(01:29:27):
to wear work man even when I even when I talk about the pastors and the churches and different
stuff like that it sound harsh but I'm not being mean I was raising them in them places too I was under
preachers and pastors too I believe in all those things too but I woke up and everybody else could wake

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up also you don't have to be lied to anymore you don't have to be about anything no matter what it is
it you can be successful in different ways that's why when you say success you don't necessarily have
to be millions and millions and millions of dollars you can be successful right where you at in God's

(01:30:13):
eyes do what he say oh start doing the laws that don't necessarily mean he you all of a sudden you
got millions of dollars see so what is true success man true success is you doing and being passionate
about what you do in the truth and it has nothing to do with how much money it makes you in this place

(01:30:43):
and then you will truly find yourself and uh the uh what did we gonna go to come
closes episode out uh and I was like I say I appreciate everybody come to listen to any new
listeners and uh the uh the real kind of listen I appreciate all yeah and uh until next time

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Thank you.
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