July 10, 2025 • 24 mins
This week is a solo where I talk about what I’m moving through and reflecting back on Uranus in Taurus.
In this episode, I talk about:
- Going viral
- Reflection on Uranus transits
- Recognition
- Rock bottoms in life
- The Fool Card moment
- Uranus brings us freedom
- Facing outdated codependent patterns
- Navigating emotions
- Finding love and expanders in the everyday
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Speaker 1 (00:02):
Welcome to the Rochelle Christiane podcast,
formerly the Emotional Masterypodcast.
I'm Rochelle, your host.
I'm here to help you come backto your body, take charge of
your emotions and live life onyour terms.
This podcast is a space for raw, real conversations about what
it means to trust yourself, leaninto your power and create a
life that feels aligned andalive.
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We'll explore human design,astrology and other tools to
help you understand your uniqueenergy.
More importantly, though, we'regoing to talk about what it
means to actually live andembody these aspects.
So each week, I'm going toshare stories, lessons, guidance
to help you navigate life'schallenges and really own your
magic.
So if you're ready to step up,take control and show up as the
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most authentic version of you,let's begin.
Welcome back to another episodeon the podcast.
I'm actually recording thisquite early because I am going
on vacation in a couple days andwhat I've been processing
through I'm going to write thisin the Mastery Monday newsletter
, because that's sort of ifyou're not on that, it's my
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place to A.
We have a little energy checkof the week, kind of like what
I've been moving through, whatI've been processing through,
and as a six line, I know thatby sharing the things that I'm
moving through, it is, in turn,helping others, because it's
never just about me.
That's the whole six lineprocess.
Right, it is very focused onthe process, but the ultimate
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goal is to share with people,and so I've always felt that way
with my journey is, you know, Iknow I'm not going through
these things just for myself andin sharing, if it allows or
supports someone and feelingless alone, like that's the
whole point.
And so, again, the MasteryMonday newsletter.
It's like just an energy checkthings I've been processing
moving through a transit update,tarot pull and a podcast update
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.
So if you're not on that, headdown to the link below, get on
it.
Once a week comes out, I'llalso update on little transits
here and there, not little whenthey're big transits.
I will also send out anotheremail, but this week has felt so
I've been for about a week nowI've been listening to Neville
Goddard.
He has this audio on Spotify.
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That's just repeating basicallythe mantra.
To repeat like over 100 times aday is even the impossible, is
manifesting for me, and I'vebeen doing this all week and
I've been really feeling thisshift in, like my consciousness.
My subconscious will say thatand I today I'm in a little bit
of a rock bottom place, I feel,and I've had like some tests,
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because, of course, the thing islike when we ask for something
from the universe, things haveto fall away in order to make
space for the thing that we'recalling in.
We have to surrender, we haveto continue to have trust, we
have to have faith, we have tohave all these things and we
can't rush the process.
I think a lot of times we wantto rush.
We have this like really Idon't want to say chaotic energy
, but this really like I need itnow, like come on, come on sort
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of energy when it comes to thethings that we're manifesting.
And it's actually reallyinteresting because I went like
viral for the first time, notlike for you viral, but like
actual viral on TikTok, and likeliterally nothing changed.
This was like I don't know.
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It was so interesting that inlooking at Uranus, so this all
happened over the last 48 hoursand Uranus has been conjunct
Venus and moving into it's goingto be moving into Gemini on
Monday Well, this past Monday,when this episode comes out, but
for me this was all happeningon the same day and it's so
interesting because Uranus.
This is where, like astrology,I'm like you can't make this
shit up.
Uranus moved into Taurus on mybirthday in 2018, may 15th 2018.
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And it was that following yearthat I started my business and
it's been a really slow process.
There's a lot in my chart.
Just being a six line, I think,speaks to the slowness of my
process.
My midheaven is in Taurus, myMercury is in Taurus, my sun is
in Taurus, my 10,000 is Taurus,so Taurus is a very slow moving
energy right, and so this wholebuildup has been a lot of work
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internal work.
It's been a lot of processing.
It's been a lot of gettingconfidence in myself, finding my
self-worth, like all of thesethings have been coming up, and
it's been a really slow process.
So it was so interesting to methat I began my business with
Uranus moving into Taurus whichis my 10th house my midheaven,
and then it kind of likebookended, with me going viral
and, like I said, like nothingchanged.
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You know, of course I got morefollowers, but it's not like I
made a whole bunch of moneyovernight or anything like that,
but I did notice the littlebits of recognition that are
coming in from different placesof like the work that I do and
the way that I show up and andjust like that sort of
reflection, which of coursefeels really good for my Leo
rising and Leo moon, but likethat recognition course feels
really good for my Leo risingand Leo moon, but like that
recognition piece feels reallygood and that's starting to be
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talked about a little bit.
So again, like I say, nothingchanged in the sense of like
yeah, there's not like overnightcraziness, but I also think
that because now I've spent thelast seven, eight years
essentially building my business, building the foundation,
having things in place like youknow, having the freebies and
the flows and the low ticketitems and the mid like having
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that whole structure builtbehind the scenes that I've been
doing over the past howevermany years, has made it just
like it's been.
It's been set up for now forthings to start moving and again
kind of going back to like A,having that mantra of just like
even the impossible ismanifesting for me and today
I've felt like a little bit at arock bottom, be completely
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transparent financially.
I'm going on this trip and I'mtrying to save money and I have
all these things and it's justit feels sometimes like as soon
as you save something, a billcomes in or this, and it's
always like a test and it's likeare you going to repeat old
patterns?
Or are you going to repeat oldpatterns or are you going to
feel in the same?
Are you going to lower yourvibration?
You're gonna be in the sameconsciousness.
And I'm just sitting here todayand even though, like, it's not
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about avoiding the emotions,they ask, I'm feeling those
things and I'm feeling defeatedand I'm feeling really
frustrated and also I'm justsitting here and I'm like you
know what?
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
There's no other option.
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
I do not chase, I attract.
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
So this has sort of been like mymantra.
I've been listening to it as Igo for walks every day.
I've been listening to it atnight, I've been putting it on
the car.
I've just kind of been likebreathing, eat, sleep and
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breathing, this sort of likefrequency and mantra, and like
manifesting abilities and it'sjust, it's a slow process and I
do think some people canmanifest shit like overnight,
like no problem, like boom,because it comes down to the
work you've ultimately done,your subconscious right, what
you believe what you have faithin, and for some it takes longer
to get there.
And I want to say that if yourprocess has been slower, if
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you're not manifesting thethings that you want to in your
life, like this is why, right,we have to have the faith.
We have to have the faith, wehave to have the belief, we have
to have the self-worth, we haveto have the trust, we have to
have the surrender, like all ofthese big words that are so kind
of annoying to hear over andover and over again.
And the biggest thing that I'mreally focusing on, which was
emotional alchemy, a program.
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I've just been all over theplace with work and trying to
get ready for this trip andstuff like that, so I haven't
really talked about it as muchas I would like to.
So hopefully over the nextcouple of weeks I'll be able to
get more put out on it.
But emotional alchemy is aprogram.
It's a six-week program and thepoint of it is for nervous
system regulation, becauseultimately, the thing is, you
can have clarity First of all.
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We need clarity on the thingsthat we want to manifest, and I
think that is our part inmanifestation.
We need to be clear and thenput it out to the universe and
leave it open for the universeto bring what it wants.
Right, because sometimes weknow what we want to manifest
but we leave no space for themagic of the universe.
Right?
It's like we want it to show upa very specific way and, again,
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when we want something, theuniverse has to pull things out
to make space.
There was a reel I saw onInstagram and it was so
beautiful, but it wasessentially this person.
It was a cartoon and maybeyou've seen it.
I think it.
I mean, it was definitely goneviral, but it was this cartoon
and it was essentially thisperson.
It was a cartoon and maybeyou've seen it.
I think it was definitely goneviral, but it was this cartoon
and it was talking to theuniverse and it was like I want
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this job and I want thisrelationship and I want whatever
it was.
And then all of a sudden, itpans to all of the old friends,
all of the current career, thefinancials.
It has a person that representsevery single part of this
person's life and the universesays, okay, well, you have to
let all of them go and theperson goes well, I don't want
to let them go, like I actuallylike I want the thing, but I
don't want to let them go.
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And the universe is like, well,you have to let them go In
order to elevate, you have tolet them go in order to call in
the things that you really want.
And it was like thisrealization oh, like that,
shit's hard, it's really hard.
It's hard to hit rock bottom,it's hard to like let go of the
job, it's hard to do things thatdon't make sense and especially
, you know, with Uranus leavingTaurus and Uranus entering
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Gemini, there's a lot of Uranusenergy.
Right now.
Uranus rules the fool in thetarot and the fool is typically
represented.
Of course, every deck showsdifferent imagery, but a lot of
decks show the fool with like alittle.
It's like a man with a littledog and they're like literally
about to walk off a cliff andthat's like that energy.
Right, you're jumping off ofthe cliff even though you don't
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know what's on the other side.
You don't know how far you'regoing to have to fall, you don't
know if there's a bottom there,you don't know if you're going
to when we jump off of the cliff.
But we have to take the jump,we have to take the leap and we
don't.
It doesn't make sense, we don'tget it, we don't know why, we
don't know where it's going, wedon't know that, none of those
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things, except for the fact thatwe have to jump.
And so you know, uranus isfreedom, uranus is individuality
, uranus is quirky, it's weird,it's the electrical system in
the body.
So again, kind of going back towhat I was saying originally,
was that through all of thisthat's been going on, right
through all of this with Uranusand Taurus wherever Taurus is in
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your chart, check to see whathouse Taurus is in, of course,
but wherever Uranus and Taurusis, this comes down to the body.
Ultimately, it comes down tothe body, and so it's been
really interesting too.
I'm getting sidetracked again.
My lower back's been hurting alittle bit right, and the 10th
house is naturally ruled byCapricorn and Saturn, and this
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is your bones, this is thestructure of your body, and so,
as it's about to like dip out,for the last couple of weeks my
back has been hurting and itjust seems relevant that it's
you know, and a lot of peopleare reflecting body pains Again
with that reel that went viralon the video that went viral on
TikTok.
It was about this these transitswith Uranus, and so many
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comments, like so many commentswere people saying how their
body hurt, their back hurt,their jaw hurt, their shoulders
hurt, their stomach hurt,there's something in their
physical body hurt, and it'slike so much of the practice,
specifically with Uranus havingmoved through Taurus, because
Taurus is stability, it'ssecurity, it's safety, it's
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comfort, it's senses, it's allof these things.
It's your voice, it's thethroat, right Speaking, and
Uranus is the nervous system.
Uranus is the electricalimpulses in the body and so so
much of this work with a signthat wants stability and a
planet that wants freedom andchaos and instability.
We've had so much need for thenervous system regulation and if
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you're manifesting anything, ifyou're moving through anything,
if you're doing this work, ifyou're, if you're listening to
this and you just want to like,expand and and hold the space
for these visions that we wantand to change our life and all
the beautiful things like we allultimately want freedom, right?
I think almost every studentclient that I've worked with
ultimately we want freedom, wewant to be ourselves and to not
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worry about what other peoplethink.
We want to unhook and unravelfrom the bullshit narratives
that have been put on us bysociety, by parents, by friends,
by coaches, by teachers, by allthese people well-intentioned.
But we want to like break outof the system and Uranus, to me,
is the Uranus and Aquarius isthe ultimate right.
It's the rebel.
But the act of authenticity initself is an act of rebellion.
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When you are authentic toyourself, despite what
everything around you says thatyou should be doing like air
quote shoulds, when you callbullshit on the shoulds and
you're just yourself, that is anact of rebellion and that's why
it's so hard to do.
And I love Aquarius, becauseAquarius is like.
Aquarius is the energy of like,having so been inside the
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system to know what's notworking, to be able to step out.
It's done the work, it's beenso embedded in it, right, and it
steps out and it's like no,this does not work, it's not
working anymore and I'm going tobe myself and I'm going to go
over here and I'm going tocreate my own space, my own
community, my own people and myown following or whatever it is
based on what I now know Right.
And again, it's an act ofrebellion to be yourself, your
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authentic self.
This is why Aquarius and Uranusvalues freedom, individuality.
It's quirky, it's weird, itgoes against the grain, because
it's being unique to itself,it's being authentic to itself,
to themselves, to herself, tohimself, whoever right.
And so it's such a beautifulenergy really.
And so, you know, obviously,with Pluto moving through
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Aquarius, this is reallyactivating this energy inside of
us, right?
And double that up with Uranusmoving out of Taurus, right,
we're moving out of the body,out of the senses, and now we're
moving into the mind.
So July 7th is when Uranusmoves into Taurus, and this is
radically going to change theway we think, the way we
communicate.
And, of course, this conjunctionwith Venus is like asking us
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what are your values, what areyour morals?
Where do you feel restricted inyour relationships?
Do you feel freedom?
Like it's really asking forthat freedom piece, that
individuality piece within ourrelationship dynamics, within
our relationship to money or aromantic relationship or partner
, like whatever it is.
This is really a big theme.
It's like where are you freeand where are you not free?
Where do you align with yourmorals?
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Where are you speaking yourtruth?
Where are you asking for yourneeds to be met?
Where is your self-worth?
Like?
All of these themes have beencoming up, and yesterday, which
is when this conjunction was, Iactually had a really big old,
outdated pattern come up likebig time.
So there's someone from my pastthat I've always had like
really strong feelings for andit was so hard to get over this
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person and just sort of likecame up again and I noticed my
old patterning of wanting tojust like cancel my plans just
in case, like I literally usedto do that this person is like
not the best communicator and soI used to like just like clear
my calendar just in case theywanted to do something.
But I was never like assertiveor like ask them, I just would
like, and it was so codependent,right, and it was so people
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pleasing no, it was justcodependent is what it was.
It was very codependent, it wasvery low self-worth, and so I
found myself like a little bitrepeating this yesterday.
It's just like the energy ofthat was kind of coming up and I
just sat there and I repeatedmy mantras Even the impossible
is manifesting for me.
I do not chase, I attract out,and I made plans.
I was like I'm not going to putmy plans on hold with the
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possibility of like a big mayberight, or a big potential, like
whatever it was.
And so, yeah, I went out, I hada good time, I was like I'm
going to live my life, I'm notgoing to wait for anyone.
So it really showed me, likethat again, that values, morals,
self-worth because Taurus andVenus in the second house is
self-worth right.
So how are you, how, how much?
Yeah, what's your self-worthlook like?
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And so it really showed me howfar I've come, even though the
emotional pattern was stillthere.
The thoughts were still there,because, of course, when we have
an emotional experience, ourmind hooks on right to an
outdated narrative.
And so, even though I feltthose things, even though I had
that narrative in my mind, Ichose, actively, chose something
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different, and that's what Iwant to share with you that our
emotions are sensations in thebody, that our mind hooks onto a
narrative.
And so, with Uranus moving intoGemini, really take a look.
I hope something came up foryou with Uranus conjunct Venus
around your morals, yourself-worth, your values, things
like that.
I hope you got some clarityaround something in that area
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that will give you moreauthenticity and freedom,
because I think that was thepoint, and there's always some
sort of, of course, there'slight and darkness.
With everything, there's badand there's good with everything
.
I think everything is for yourbest.
Good if you lean into it and ifyou don't, if you run into the
fire again or if you air quote,fail the test, like you'll be
presented again with it.
So, like, don't beat up onyourself, don't get down on
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yourself.
Really pay attention to thatmental narrative.
That happens.
But with Uranus now moving intoGemini, I do think now if we've
learned anything with Uranusbeing in Taurus, the way we
think, the way we communicate,is going to radically shift over
the next what seven years or so?
Uranus will dip back intoTaurus from November 8th until I
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think it's like April 26, 2026,something like that.
So it'll go back into Taurusand then it's going to be back
in, I think, until 2033.
My exact dates could be off alittle bit, but I think that's
about the time frame.
And so look where Gemini is inyour chart right, look where
Taurus has been in your chart.
What have you learned aroundthose themes?
The body, your self, worth,your values, material things,
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finances, all of these areas,because it's definitely the
potential to radically shift allof that and again the way that
we think, like, what are youdoing to regulate yourself, what
are you doing to rewire yourthought patterning?
Like all of that is so relevantand so important right now, and
I think that's work we shouldbe doing all the time,
regardless, but specificallyright now.
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And so I just like sat heretoday with this little like mini
rock bottom that I feel likeI'm swimming in right now, that
I'm like how do I get out of it?
I'm like I even the impossibleis manifesting for me.
I don't have to control it, Idon't know why, I don't know.
I have to surrender, I have tohave faith, I have to trust, I
have to give it all up and I'mjust going to move through my
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day.
Like I like to bring things intothe moment.
What, in this exact moment, doI need right now?
Right, like I'm sitting in myhouse, I'm talking to you, my
lights are on, I have airconditioning, I have clean
clothes, I have food in thefridge.
Like, ultimately, at the end ofthe day, right now, there's not
much that I need in this moment.
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In this moment, right, and it'sall about being in this moment,
right, like the power of now,all the things Eckhart Tolle,
all that stuff.
Like about being in the moment.
Everything we come to is beingin the moment.
Right, our anxiety is worryingabout the future, depression is
worrying about the past and I'mnot discrediting those things,
those are so hard and it's sopainful and also acknowledging
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what's happening, understandingwhat's happening, facing what's
happening, inviting it at thetable, have a conversation with
it, regulate your body, go for awalk, do a meditation, do a
yoga nidra Like those are myfavorites, tapping my favorites.
So all that to say that that'sreally what's been coming up for
me this week and I wanted tomake sure I recorded something
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before I went on my trip,because I wasn't going to bring
my mic and all that kind ofstuff like that.
I just wanted to disconnect alittle bit and just be, and I
feel like that's all we can do.
Right, that's all we can do isjust be in the moment, learn the
lessons, lean into it as hardas it is, and you know really
coming into your body andgetting familiar with A the
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sensations in your body, yourpatterning, all that stuff.
And to know like if you feellike you're forcing something,
if you feel like you need torush something, if you feel that
like lack, lack, fear, anxiety,that's all.
It is right.
You're coming from a space offear.
Can we tap into love, eventhough it's hard, right?
Sometimes we're just like fuck,like I don't want to do this,
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like I just want to feel likeshit.
I want to like let everybodyknow how I feel.
I don't want to sit here andjust like fake it.
And it's not about faking it.
I think it's about againacknowledging we're not
bypassing what the body's doing,we're not bypassing the
thoughts, we're not bypassingthe fears and the worries and
all that.
But in spite of those feelings,can we find something to be
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grateful for?
Can we find something, somelove feeling?
I was at work a few, I don'tknow, last week maybe, and there
was this couple celebratingtheir 40th anniversary and so
they asked me to take picturesand things like that.
And the husband says to me hegoes, I just I'm just so in love
with her and I was like, Iliterally like, right now I feel
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that love, like it's just sobeautiful when you experience
those moments that can beexpanders for you, like it's
possible, right, and so justthat moment, even though it's
not my life, it's had nothing todo with me, it was just such a
beautiful to see them, the waythat they were looking at each
other, and like to have thatexpansion and that you know it's
not to say that they haven'tgone through shit in their life.
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They probably have gone throughso much, but it makes you
stronger, and so it's like,whatever you're feeling now,
that's sort of like.
Things like that are what I canlatch on to when I'm feeling
really defeated.
Right, just like that frequencyof love.
Can I tap into that?
Is there a memory that you havethat can activate that in your
body and then just sit with thatand let it take over, right?
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And this is why they saygratitude.
You can't have gratitude at thesame time as like fear or lack
or worry or sadness or any ofthat, right?
Because it's like, if you cantruly find gratitude, what do
they say?
Gratitude is attitude Liketruly, truly so, finding things
that expand you during your day,regulate your nervous system.
That's why it's like I wouldlove to just listen to music and
kind of feel like shit, becausethat's so easy for me, right,
to throw on some sad music andcry, but I'm choosing to listen
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to something that's inspiring,right?
This like 100, this say it 100times a day this mantra and
Neville Goddard explaining foran hour of like, surrendering
and what this means andmanifestation and all these
things like that's inspiring andI've listened to it like 10
times over the last week,probably Right, and it's still
like the act of choosingsomething different, choosing a
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different narrative, choosing adifferent act, not bypassing
again, we're still acknowledging, but yeah, so I feel like
that's sort of been.
What I've been moving through ispractice of surrender.
It's so hard as an mgmanifesting generator, I'm like
I just want to like make shithappen, but it doesn't work that
way and it's so magical when,like, it really just like
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happens and so, and I do feellike sometimes I, like I was, I
was so resistant to the idea oftests.
For the longest time I was likethe universe doesn't test you,
it's all just love and it is alllove.
But there are tests, there arethings that we have to let go,
there's things that we have tomove through, there's things we
have to like just work on inourselves in order to step up
and evolve and raise ourconsciousness and all that good
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stuff.
So that's that.
That's been my week and, yeah, Ithink once this comes out, you
know, the whole Uranus shiftwill have changed and so I think
we'll get a little bit of apause.
And so all you mutable signsare now going to get hit, all
the fixed signs.
Might be breathing a sigh ofrelief now that Uranus is out of
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Taurus Because, especially likeI have a Taurus sun, leo, moon,
leo rising, so I have so muchfixed energy in my chart, so
much my MC, my IC, is in fixedenergy, obviously, my ascendant,
my descent, so everything's inlike fixed energy and I'm just
like, oh my God, pluto is stillmoving through there, so there's
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still that.
But fixed signs have been goingthrough it for years and so
it's just kind of a relief tonow have Uranus moving into
mutable signs.
So I apologize for all themutable signs.
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given me a little chunk of yourday, and I will speak to you
next week.
Welcome to the Rochelle Christiane podcast,
formerly the Emotional Masterypodcast.
I'm Rochelle, your host.
I'm here to help you come backto your body, take charge of
your emotions and live life onyour terms.
This podcast is a space for raw, real conversations about what
it means to trust yourself, leaninto your power and create a
life that feels aligned andalive.
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We'll explore human design,astrology and other tools to
help you understand your uniqueenergy.
More importantly, though, we'regoing to talk about what it
means to actually live andembody these aspects.
So each week, I'm going toshare stories, lessons, guidance
to help you navigate life'schallenges and really own your
magic.
So if you're ready to step up,take control and show up as the
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most authentic version of you,let's begin.
Welcome back to another episodeon the podcast.
I'm actually recording thisquite early because I am going
on vacation in a couple days andwhat I've been processing
through I'm going to write thisin the Mastery Monday newsletter
, because that's sort of ifyou're not on that, it's my
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place to A.
We have a little energy checkof the week, kind of like what
I've been moving through, whatI've been processing through,
and as a six line, I know thatby sharing the things that I'm
moving through, it is, in turn,helping others, because it's
never just about me.
That's the whole six lineprocess.
Right, it is very focused onthe process, but the ultimate
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goal is to share with people,and so I've always felt that way
with my journey is, you know, Iknow I'm not going through
these things just for myself andin sharing, if it allows or
supports someone and feelingless alone, like that's the
whole point.
And so, again, the MasteryMonday newsletter.
It's like just an energy checkthings I've been processing
moving through a transit update,tarot pull and a podcast update
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.
So if you're not on that, headdown to the link below, get on
it.
Once a week comes out, I'llalso update on little transits
here and there, not little whenthey're big transits.
I will also send out anotheremail, but this week has felt so
I've been for about a week nowI've been listening to Neville
Goddard.
He has this audio on Spotify.
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That's just repeating basicallythe mantra.
To repeat like over 100 times aday is even the impossible, is
manifesting for me, and I'vebeen doing this all week and
I've been really feeling thisshift in, like my consciousness.
My subconscious will say thatand I today I'm in a little bit
of a rock bottom place, I feel,and I've had like some tests,
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because, of course, the thing islike when we ask for something
from the universe, things haveto fall away in order to make
space for the thing that we'recalling in.
We have to surrender, we haveto continue to have trust, we
have to have faith, we have tohave all these things and we
can't rush the process.
I think a lot of times we wantto rush.
We have this like really Idon't want to say chaotic energy
, but this really like I need itnow, like come on, come on sort
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of energy when it comes to thethings that we're manifesting.
And it's actually reallyinteresting because I went like
viral for the first time, notlike for you viral, but like
actual viral on TikTok, and likeliterally nothing changed.
This was like I don't know.
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It was so interesting that inlooking at Uranus, so this all
happened over the last 48 hoursand Uranus has been conjunct
Venus and moving into it's goingto be moving into Gemini on
Monday Well, this past Monday,when this episode comes out, but
for me this was all happeningon the same day and it's so
interesting because Uranus.
This is where, like astrology,I'm like you can't make this
shit up.
Uranus moved into Taurus on mybirthday in 2018, may 15th 2018.
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And it was that following yearthat I started my business and
it's been a really slow process.
There's a lot in my chart.
Just being a six line, I think,speaks to the slowness of my
process.
My midheaven is in Taurus, myMercury is in Taurus, my sun is
in Taurus, my 10,000 is Taurus,so Taurus is a very slow moving
energy right, and so this wholebuildup has been a lot of work
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internal work.
It's been a lot of processing.
It's been a lot of gettingconfidence in myself, finding my
self-worth, like all of thesethings have been coming up, and
it's been a really slow process.
So it was so interesting to methat I began my business with
Uranus moving into Taurus whichis my 10th house my midheaven,
and then it kind of likebookended, with me going viral
and, like I said, like nothingchanged.
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You know, of course I got morefollowers, but it's not like I
made a whole bunch of moneyovernight or anything like that,
but I did notice the littlebits of recognition that are
coming in from different placesof like the work that I do and
the way that I show up and andjust like that sort of
reflection, which of coursefeels really good for my Leo
rising and Leo moon, but likethat recognition course feels
really good for my Leo risingand Leo moon, but like that
recognition piece feels reallygood and that's starting to be
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talked about a little bit.
So again, like I say, nothingchanged in the sense of like
yeah, there's not like overnightcraziness, but I also think
that because now I've spent thelast seven, eight years
essentially building my business, building the foundation,
having things in place like youknow, having the freebies and
the flows and the low ticketitems and the mid like having
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that whole structure builtbehind the scenes that I've been
doing over the past howevermany years, has made it just
like it's been.
It's been set up for now forthings to start moving and again
kind of going back to like A,having that mantra of just like
even the impossible ismanifesting for me and today
I've felt like a little bit at arock bottom, be completely
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transparent financially.
I'm going on this trip and I'mtrying to save money and I have
all these things and it's justit feels sometimes like as soon
as you save something, a billcomes in or this, and it's
always like a test and it's likeare you going to repeat old
patterns?
Or are you going to repeat oldpatterns or are you going to
feel in the same?
Are you going to lower yourvibration?
You're gonna be in the sameconsciousness.
And I'm just sitting here todayand even though, like, it's not
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about avoiding the emotions,they ask, I'm feeling those
things and I'm feeling defeatedand I'm feeling really
frustrated and also I'm justsitting here and I'm like you
know what?
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
There's no other option.
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
I do not chase, I attract.
Even the impossible ismanifesting for me.
So this has sort of been like mymantra.
I've been listening to it as Igo for walks every day.
I've been listening to it atnight, I've been putting it on
the car.
I've just kind of been likebreathing, eat, sleep and
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breathing, this sort of likefrequency and mantra, and like
manifesting abilities and it'sjust, it's a slow process and I
do think some people canmanifest shit like overnight,
like no problem, like boom,because it comes down to the
work you've ultimately done,your subconscious right, what
you believe what you have faithin, and for some it takes longer
to get there.
And I want to say that if yourprocess has been slower, if
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you're not manifesting thethings that you want to in your
life, like this is why, right,we have to have the faith.
We have to have the faith, wehave to have the belief, we have
to have the self-worth, we haveto have the trust, we have to
have the surrender, like all ofthese big words that are so kind
of annoying to hear over andover and over again.
And the biggest thing that I'mreally focusing on, which was
emotional alchemy, a program.
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I've just been all over theplace with work and trying to
get ready for this trip andstuff like that, so I haven't
really talked about it as muchas I would like to.
So hopefully over the nextcouple of weeks I'll be able to
get more put out on it.
But emotional alchemy is aprogram.
It's a six-week program and thepoint of it is for nervous
system regulation, becauseultimately, the thing is, you
can have clarity First of all.
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We need clarity on the thingsthat we want to manifest, and I
think that is our part inmanifestation.
We need to be clear and thenput it out to the universe and
leave it open for the universeto bring what it wants.
Right, because sometimes weknow what we want to manifest
but we leave no space for themagic of the universe.
Right?
It's like we want it to show upa very specific way and, again,
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when we want something, theuniverse has to pull things out
to make space.
There was a reel I saw onInstagram and it was so
beautiful, but it wasessentially this person.
It was a cartoon and maybeyou've seen it.
I think it.
I mean, it was definitely goneviral, but it was this cartoon
and it was essentially thisperson.
It was a cartoon and maybeyou've seen it.
I think it was definitely goneviral, but it was this cartoon
and it was talking to theuniverse and it was like I want
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this job and I want thisrelationship and I want whatever
it was.
And then all of a sudden, itpans to all of the old friends,
all of the current career, thefinancials.
It has a person that representsevery single part of this
person's life and the universesays, okay, well, you have to
let all of them go and theperson goes well, I don't want
to let them go, like I actuallylike I want the thing, but I
don't want to let them go.
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And the universe is like, well,you have to let them go In
order to elevate, you have tolet them go in order to call in
the things that you really want.
And it was like thisrealization oh, like that,
shit's hard, it's really hard.
It's hard to hit rock bottom,it's hard to like let go of the
job, it's hard to do things thatdon't make sense and especially
, you know, with Uranus leavingTaurus and Uranus entering
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Gemini, there's a lot of Uranusenergy.
Right now.
Uranus rules the fool in thetarot and the fool is typically
represented.
Of course, every deck showsdifferent imagery, but a lot of
decks show the fool with like alittle.
It's like a man with a littledog and they're like literally
about to walk off a cliff andthat's like that energy.
Right, you're jumping off ofthe cliff even though you don't
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know what's on the other side.
You don't know how far you'regoing to have to fall, you don't
know if there's a bottom there,you don't know if you're going
to when we jump off of the cliff.
But we have to take the jump,we have to take the leap and we
don't.
It doesn't make sense, we don'tget it, we don't know why, we
don't know where it's going, wedon't know that, none of those
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things, except for the fact thatwe have to jump.
And so you know, uranus isfreedom, uranus is individuality
, uranus is quirky, it's weird,it's the electrical system in
the body.
So again, kind of going back towhat I was saying originally,
was that through all of thisthat's been going on, right
through all of this with Uranusand Taurus wherever Taurus is in
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your chart, check to see whathouse Taurus is in, of course,
but wherever Uranus and Taurusis, this comes down to the body.
Ultimately, it comes down tothe body, and so it's been
really interesting too.
I'm getting sidetracked again.
My lower back's been hurting alittle bit right, and the 10th
house is naturally ruled byCapricorn and Saturn, and this
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is your bones, this is thestructure of your body, and so,
as it's about to like dip out,for the last couple of weeks my
back has been hurting and itjust seems relevant that it's
you know, and a lot of peopleare reflecting body pains Again
with that reel that went viralon the video that went viral on
TikTok.
It was about this these transitswith Uranus, and so many
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comments, like so many commentswere people saying how their
body hurt, their back hurt,their jaw hurt, their shoulders
hurt, their stomach hurt,there's something in their
physical body hurt, and it'slike so much of the practice,
specifically with Uranus havingmoved through Taurus, because
Taurus is stability, it'ssecurity, it's safety, it's
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comfort, it's senses, it's allof these things.
It's your voice, it's thethroat, right Speaking, and
Uranus is the nervous system.
Uranus is the electricalimpulses in the body and so so
much of this work with a signthat wants stability and a
planet that wants freedom andchaos and instability.
We've had so much need for thenervous system regulation and if
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you're manifesting anything, ifyou're moving through anything,
if you're doing this work, ifyou're, if you're listening to
this and you just want to like,expand and and hold the space
for these visions that we wantand to change our life and all
the beautiful things like we allultimately want freedom, right?
I think almost every studentclient that I've worked with
ultimately we want freedom, wewant to be ourselves and to not
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worry about what other peoplethink.
We want to unhook and unravelfrom the bullshit narratives
that have been put on us bysociety, by parents, by friends,
by coaches, by teachers, by allthese people well-intentioned.
But we want to like break outof the system and Uranus, to me,
is the Uranus and Aquarius isthe ultimate right.
It's the rebel.
But the act of authenticity initself is an act of rebellion.
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When you are authentic toyourself, despite what
everything around you says thatyou should be doing like air
quote shoulds, when you callbullshit on the shoulds and
you're just yourself, that is anact of rebellion and that's why
it's so hard to do.
And I love Aquarius, becauseAquarius is like.
Aquarius is the energy of like,having so been inside the
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system to know what's notworking, to be able to step out.
It's done the work, it's beenso embedded in it, right, and it
steps out and it's like no,this does not work, it's not
working anymore and I'm going tobe myself and I'm going to go
over here and I'm going tocreate my own space, my own
community, my own people and myown following or whatever it is
based on what I now know Right.
And again, it's an act ofrebellion to be yourself, your
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authentic self.
This is why Aquarius and Uranusvalues freedom, individuality.
It's quirky, it's weird, itgoes against the grain, because
it's being unique to itself,it's being authentic to itself,
to themselves, to herself, tohimself, whoever right.
And so it's such a beautifulenergy really.
And so, you know, obviously,with Pluto moving through
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Aquarius, this is reallyactivating this energy inside of
us, right?
And double that up with Uranusmoving out of Taurus, right,
we're moving out of the body,out of the senses, and now we're
moving into the mind.
So July 7th is when Uranusmoves into Taurus, and this is
radically going to change theway we think, the way we
communicate.
And, of course, this conjunctionwith Venus is like asking us
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what are your values, what areyour morals?
Where do you feel restricted inyour relationships?
Do you feel freedom?
Like it's really asking forthat freedom piece, that
individuality piece within ourrelationship dynamics, within
our relationship to money or aromantic relationship or partner
, like whatever it is.
This is really a big theme.
It's like where are you freeand where are you not free?
Where do you align with yourmorals?
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Where are you speaking yourtruth?
Where are you asking for yourneeds to be met?
Where is your self-worth?
Like?
All of these themes have beencoming up, and yesterday, which
is when this conjunction was, Iactually had a really big old,
outdated pattern come up likebig time.
So there's someone from my pastthat I've always had like
really strong feelings for andit was so hard to get over this
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person and just sort of likecame up again and I noticed my
old patterning of wanting tojust like cancel my plans just
in case, like I literally usedto do that this person is like
not the best communicator and soI used to like just like clear
my calendar just in case theywanted to do something.
But I was never like assertiveor like ask them, I just would
like, and it was so codependent,right, and it was so people
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pleasing no, it was justcodependent is what it was.
It was very codependent, it wasvery low self-worth, and so I
found myself like a little bitrepeating this yesterday.
It's just like the energy ofthat was kind of coming up and I
just sat there and I repeatedmy mantras Even the impossible
is manifesting for me.
I do not chase, I attract out,and I made plans.
I was like I'm not going to putmy plans on hold with the
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possibility of like a big mayberight, or a big potential, like
whatever it was.
And so, yeah, I went out, I hada good time, I was like I'm
going to live my life, I'm notgoing to wait for anyone.
So it really showed me, likethat again, that values, morals,
self-worth because Taurus andVenus in the second house is
self-worth right.
So how are you, how, how much?
Yeah, what's your self-worthlook like?
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And so it really showed me howfar I've come, even though the
emotional pattern was stillthere.
The thoughts were still there,because, of course, when we have
an emotional experience, ourmind hooks on right to an
outdated narrative.
And so, even though I feltthose things, even though I had
that narrative in my mind, Ichose, actively, chose something
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different, and that's what Iwant to share with you that our
emotions are sensations in thebody, that our mind hooks onto a
narrative.
And so, with Uranus moving intoGemini, really take a look.
I hope something came up foryou with Uranus conjunct Venus
around your morals, yourself-worth, your values, things
like that.
I hope you got some clarityaround something in that area
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that will give you moreauthenticity and freedom,
because I think that was thepoint, and there's always some
sort of, of course, there'slight and darkness.
With everything, there's badand there's good with everything
.
I think everything is for yourbest.
Good if you lean into it and ifyou don't, if you run into the
fire again or if you air quote,fail the test, like you'll be
presented again with it.
So, like, don't beat up onyourself, don't get down on
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yourself.
Really pay attention to thatmental narrative.
That happens.
But with Uranus now moving intoGemini, I do think now if we've
learned anything with Uranusbeing in Taurus, the way we
think, the way we communicate,is going to radically shift over
the next what seven years or so?
Uranus will dip back intoTaurus from November 8th until I
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think it's like April 26, 2026,something like that.
So it'll go back into Taurusand then it's going to be back
in, I think, until 2033.
My exact dates could be off alittle bit, but I think that's
about the time frame.
And so look where Gemini is inyour chart right, look where
Taurus has been in your chart.
What have you learned aroundthose themes?
The body, your self, worth,your values, material things,
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finances, all of these areas,because it's definitely the
potential to radically shift allof that and again the way that
we think, like, what are youdoing to regulate yourself, what
are you doing to rewire yourthought patterning?
Like all of that is so relevantand so important right now, and
I think that's work we shouldbe doing all the time,
regardless, but specificallyright now.
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And so I just like sat heretoday with this little like mini
rock bottom that I feel likeI'm swimming in right now, that
I'm like how do I get out of it?
I'm like I even the impossibleis manifesting for me.
I don't have to control it, Idon't know why, I don't know.
I have to surrender, I have tohave faith, I have to trust, I
have to give it all up and I'mjust going to move through my
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day.
Like I like to bring things intothe moment.
What, in this exact moment, doI need right now?
Right, like I'm sitting in myhouse, I'm talking to you, my
lights are on, I have airconditioning, I have clean
clothes, I have food in thefridge.
Like, ultimately, at the end ofthe day, right now, there's not
much that I need in this moment.
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In this moment, right, and it'sall about being in this moment,
right, like the power of now,all the things Eckhart Tolle,
all that stuff.
Like about being in the moment.
Everything we come to is beingin the moment.
Right, our anxiety is worryingabout the future, depression is
worrying about the past and I'mnot discrediting those things,
those are so hard and it's sopainful and also acknowledging
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what's happening, understandingwhat's happening, facing what's
happening, inviting it at thetable, have a conversation with
it, regulate your body, go for awalk, do a meditation, do a
yoga nidra Like those are myfavorites, tapping my favorites.
So all that to say that that'sreally what's been coming up for
me this week and I wanted tomake sure I recorded something
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before I went on my trip,because I wasn't going to bring
my mic and all that kind ofstuff like that.
I just wanted to disconnect alittle bit and just be, and I
feel like that's all we can do.
Right, that's all we can do isjust be in the moment, learn the
lessons, lean into it as hardas it is, and you know really
coming into your body andgetting familiar with A the
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sensations in your body, yourpatterning, all that stuff.
And to know like if you feellike you're forcing something,
if you feel like you need torush something, if you feel that
like lack, lack, fear, anxiety,that's all.
It is right.
You're coming from a space offear.
Can we tap into love, eventhough it's hard, right?
Sometimes we're just like fuck,like I don't want to do this,
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like I just want to feel likeshit.
I want to like let everybodyknow how I feel.
I don't want to sit here andjust like fake it.
And it's not about faking it.
I think it's about againacknowledging we're not
bypassing what the body's doing,we're not bypassing the
thoughts, we're not bypassingthe fears and the worries and
all that.
But in spite of those feelings,can we find something to be
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grateful for?
Can we find something, somelove feeling?
I was at work a few, I don'tknow, last week maybe, and there
was this couple celebratingtheir 40th anniversary and so
they asked me to take picturesand things like that.
And the husband says to me hegoes, I just I'm just so in love
with her and I was like, Iliterally like, right now I feel
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that love, like it's just sobeautiful when you experience
those moments that can beexpanders for you, like it's
possible, right, and so justthat moment, even though it's
not my life, it's had nothing todo with me, it was just such a
beautiful to see them, the waythat they were looking at each
other, and like to have thatexpansion and that you know it's
not to say that they haven'tgone through shit in their life.
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They probably have gone throughso much, but it makes you
stronger, and so it's like,whatever you're feeling now,
that's sort of like.
Things like that are what I canlatch on to when I'm feeling
really defeated.
Right, just like that frequencyof love.
Can I tap into that?
Is there a memory that you havethat can activate that in your
body and then just sit with thatand let it take over, right?
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And this is why they saygratitude.
You can't have gratitude at thesame time as like fear or lack
or worry or sadness or any ofthat, right?
Because it's like, if you cantruly find gratitude, what do
they say?
Gratitude is attitude Liketruly, truly so, finding things
that expand you during your day,regulate your nervous system.
That's why it's like I wouldlove to just listen to music and
kind of feel like shit, becausethat's so easy for me, right,
to throw on some sad music andcry, but I'm choosing to listen
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to something that's inspiring,right?
This like 100, this say it 100times a day this mantra and
Neville Goddard explaining foran hour of like, surrendering
and what this means andmanifestation and all these
things like that's inspiring andI've listened to it like 10
times over the last week,probably Right, and it's still
like the act of choosingsomething different, choosing a
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different narrative, choosing adifferent act, not bypassing
again, we're still acknowledging, but yeah, so I feel like
that's sort of been.
What I've been moving through ispractice of surrender.
It's so hard as an mgmanifesting generator, I'm like
I just want to like make shithappen, but it doesn't work that
way and it's so magical when,like, it really just like
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happens and so, and I do feellike sometimes I, like I was, I
was so resistant to the idea oftests.
For the longest time I was likethe universe doesn't test you,
it's all just love and it is alllove.
But there are tests, there arethings that we have to let go,
there's things that we have tomove through, there's things we
have to like just work on inourselves in order to step up
and evolve and raise ourconsciousness and all that good
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stuff.
So that's that.
That's been my week and, yeah, Ithink once this comes out, you
know, the whole Uranus shiftwill have changed and so I think
we'll get a little bit of apause.
And so all you mutable signsare now going to get hit, all
the fixed signs.
Might be breathing a sigh ofrelief now that Uranus is out of
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Taurus Because, especially likeI have a Taurus sun, leo, moon,
leo rising, so I have so muchfixed energy in my chart, so
much my MC, my IC, is in fixedenergy, obviously, my ascendant,
my descent, so everything's inlike fixed energy and I'm just
like, oh my God, pluto is stillmoving through there, so there's
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still that.
But fixed signs have been goingthrough it for years and so
it's just kind of a relief tonow have Uranus moving into
mutable signs.
So I apologize for all themutable signs.
It's your turn, but anyway, geton the newsletter, the Mastery
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