SEASON 3- EPISODE 5- EAT, DRINK, & BE MERRY!

BAAAABBBBYYYY MRS. WILSON SPILLS ALL THE TEA ON THIS EPISODE! EAT THESE WORDS,DRINK YOUR SPILL/TEA, AND BE MERRY HUNTY! -MRS. WILSON 

Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:24):
Okay, let me stop, cause I feel like a material.
Hey world, Welcome to.

Speaker 2 (00:29):
The Still Podcast, your favorite podcast feature and your favorite
podcast toast me your girl, Missus Wilson. Listen philis. Before
I came in, I was trying to pop y'all hear
it my Renaissance fan that I ordered before Beyonty's Renaissance
concert last year.

Speaker 1 (00:51):
But Baby, this's fan ain't happening.

Speaker 2 (00:54):
And I think it's because it's paper and it's like
forty dollars.

Speaker 1 (00:58):
Okay, queen, y'all love this queen, but she wrong for
this baby.

Speaker 2 (01:01):
Even next time us some different some of that pop material.
Go your gootle girlfriends, be on site and get the
right pert. Anyway, listening to hear another Welcome to episode
fine of season three Spellings Man, pim Pim pim pim.
How are y'all listen? I'm super duper excited about this episode.

Speaker 1 (01:19):
I tell y'all that all the time.

Speaker 2 (01:20):
But I really do, probably because I love doing this
and I enjoy it. However, I'm a quick reminder. I
told y'all when I started this podcast three years ago,
when I first started My Baby, that sometimes there will
be episodes where I am by myself.

Speaker 1 (01:35):
And that's because I feel.

Speaker 2 (01:36):
Like God share certain things with me or want me
to deliver and project certain things, and I gotta do
it by myself. Okay, I have plenty of guests lined up,
but I'm really really meticulous.

Speaker 1 (01:48):
About the guests that I have because y'all know I.

Speaker 2 (01:51):
Do the podcast in my own private space, so you know,
I just y'all know about en Jesus busines stuff.

Speaker 1 (01:59):
But anyway, we ain't gonna go.

Speaker 2 (02:00):
So this is one of those episodes where it's just me.
I feel like the Lord has really put some stuff
on my heart and I want to share it with y'all.
So let's eat up these words. Spill this tea, baby,
drink this tea rather, and be married. I pray, and
I hope that this episode really blesses and encourages and
then lives, uplift and inspire somebody. Okay, so we are

(02:24):
moving on, Spillers, This is they spill shrend. I'm sorry
to spell mental check in time. Rather, this is the
time of the episode where we do our self love
and self awareness mental check. Connect with your emotions, spillers,
and identify with your feelings and be sincere and genuine
when you're doing that. So if you need to stop,
you can pause for the cause come back. We'll be back,

(02:46):
I promise you. If you press stop and do your
mental check in your self, love Chicken, when you press play,
I'm gonna come right back up talking to identify with
how you are feeling emotionally. Okay, all is well with me, spillers,
Thank God. As I said on the last episode, I
really feel like this a beautiful, amazing holiday season which

(03:09):
is considered, you know, one of the most won the
most won umble time of the year. Anyway, this is
a season where I feel people are really dealing with
the heaviness of grief, of family relationships, marriages, situationships, finances,
and he'll believe it or not, just the name of few.

(03:30):
And to be completely transparent, I have had my share
of some of those things and all the things and
the things, the things.

Speaker 1 (03:38):
Prior and before as well.

Speaker 2 (03:40):
However, Spillers, I'm in a place now where I feel
like I have peace. You know, the Bible, and I
tell y'all all the time on be trying to be
all preaching and churchy and all that good stuff, but
I have to share my story and my testimony it
may not be yours, but this is my dealings, and
these are my dealings and I'm spilling them.

Speaker 1 (03:58):
Okay, but you know the Bible talks about he will.

Speaker 2 (04:01):
Give you the peace thats are passed all understanding. I
feel like I'm in a season, y'all where God is
like He's given me that I'm almost done with everything
that I feel like I've kind of been dealing with
emotionally mentally, if that makes sense, right, the peace decks
are passed all understand and I feel like I'm at
the peace that s aur passed all understand and then

(04:24):
the end is like, right, I'm at a girl, but
I'm thanking God because I don't feel like I used
to feel, if that makes sense.

Speaker 1 (04:31):
I feel like I have.

Speaker 2 (04:33):
More joy, I'm more peaceful, I'm more excited. I'm not phased,
I'm not I'm not mentally disturbed or I don't have
like a mental negative mental reaction or emotion when it
comes to certain things. And it took me a while
to get there. So I really do feel like I'm
finally in a place where God is really like the

(04:55):
expression they on my season of people and acceptance a
thing and people, it's easy, and I'm so grateful and
I thank the Lord for that. I'm reminded of well
until may say, y'all, when people show you who they are,
believe them. For a long time, I feel like I
always had to make sure to give people the benefit

(05:18):
of the doll And there's nothing wrong with that, right,
giving everybody the benefit of the doubt. However, hold folk accountable.
It doesn't matter who it is. It doesn't matter if
it's family, siblings, friends, peers, coworkers, your brothers and sister
in Christ, your mass friend. We have to start holding
people accountable, right. And I feel like, finally, at this

(05:40):
big grown age of forty, y'all, I have violent hit
the forty one. I feel like since I've been forty,
the Lord just been showing Oh, He's just been showing
me folk and thing and me. You know you can't
do what you used to do.

Speaker 1 (05:52):
The buy that baby.

Speaker 2 (05:53):
Yeah. Anyway, at this big grown age of forty, I
feel like God has been saying to me prior to
forty for a long time, I'm showing you who they are.

Speaker 1 (06:05):
I'm showing you what the situation is.

Speaker 2 (06:07):
I'm showing you what it is now, what you're gonna
do with it? Do that make sense? And instead of
me accepting it for what it is, I feel like
I was looking at the situation and trying to twist
it up and manipulate it to what I wanted it
to be or whatever, and it wasn't helping me. It
was putting me more in the hurt phase.

Speaker 1 (06:28):
The I can't believe this.

Speaker 2 (06:29):
I would think, what is I it was putting me
in all of that?

Speaker 1 (06:32):
Or why don't ain't nobody you know.

Speaker 2 (06:34):
If I was all there and everywhere right? Because I
really didn't want to believe it. But when you get
tired of going through, when you're tired of hurt, when
you were tired of betrayals, when you're tired of just
people not holding themselves accountable spillers, you get to the
point where you're like, Okay, it is what it is like.

Speaker 1 (06:53):
Thank you keep showing me who.

Speaker 2 (06:55):
You are and what you are and what the situation
gonna be and what the situation was or add a
situation is. I'm going to move accordingly. And that's what
I have decided to do. When folks show me their hand,
when situations show me what it is or who it
is or how it is. I don't make any excuses anymore.
I just receive it and accept it for what it is.

Speaker 1 (07:15):
Now, when I receive it and accept it.

Speaker 2 (07:16):
For it is, whether it's a situationship, friendship, familyship, whatever ship,
I don't make excuses. I don't have an attitude, I
don't have bad feelings, I don't have beef. It just
is what it is.

Speaker 1 (07:29):
What the old folks say is what it is.

Speaker 2 (07:32):
I just know how to move accordingly right, and when
you move according with feelings. That does not have to
involve hate, vindictiveness, malicious behavior like the getbacks. It does
not have to involve that. I feel like if you've
prayer out a situation, or if you really let go
and let God or let go and let whoever, however

(07:52):
you do move on from the situation, I feel like
you can really move with class once you accept things
for what it is, whether it's surface existent or none existent.

Speaker 1 (08:03):
I feel like you can really.

Speaker 2 (08:04):
Just move on in love, folk or whatever it is,
from overhill while they're over there, and don't make nobody,
don't make nobody make you feel bad for doing that. Okay,
And let me make it clear, I know I'm not perfect.
Matter of fact, I know I've probably hurt some people
or it made some people feel a certain way in
a situation. I feel like I've asked for forgiveness. If

(08:25):
I have not, please forgive me, because I like to
write my wrongs when it comes to both.

Speaker 1 (08:30):
When I know I'm.

Speaker 2 (08:30):
Completely wrong, I'm big girl enough to say I'm sorry
I was wrong in that situation knowingly if I know
about it, you know what I'm saying, or if I
know I made you feel some type of way, I
can accept it for what it is and hold myself accountable. Right. So,
but that doesn't mean i'm you know again.

Speaker 1 (08:47):
I'm not perfect.

Speaker 2 (08:48):
I'm far from perfect, but I'm learning. You know what
I'm saying, that nobody's perfect. However, it's okay to move
accordingly once you see how a person or how a
situation is feelings. Learn too that I ain't always gott
to voice my opinion, whether I'm.

Speaker 1 (09:03):
Right right or rights wrong, whatever. Shut up.

Speaker 2 (09:08):
It is okay to shut up, missus Wilson. Right. So
I'm learning all of that and all of the things,
and I'm grateful because I'm finally in a pack place
where i know that I'm not perfect, but I know
I'm a work in progress. I know I'm growing, I
know I'm learning, and I'm not begging anybody to be
who I want them to be or who I need

(09:30):
them to be. Be you baby to the fullest, because
I'm gonna be babe and I'm gonna move accordingly. So
that's my testimony, and that's my feeling Spillings. I know
it may not be y'all's, but that's just me. And
since we were doing a mental check in and I
hold myself accountable every episode, that is my conviction and

(09:51):
that's how I'm feeling, and that's what I'm leaning on,
and that's what I'm rolling with and that's how I'm moving.

Speaker 1 (09:58):
So I pray all this with with you, spillers.

Speaker 2 (10:01):
If all is not well, please say something so that
we can do something. Mental health is wealth and in
order for you to be completely healthy and wealthy, Spillers,
your mental guests to be in check. Okay, all right,
we are now moving on to our social media shout
out time.

Speaker 1 (10:20):
This is the time of the episode.

Speaker 2 (10:23):
Where we shout out all of our social media platforms
for the people who are not privy to what's really
going on in the spill world right, So you can
follow us on The Spill Podcast twenty one on Instagram,
YouTube The Spill Podcast, and TikTok Spill bodcast and TikTok.

(10:44):
I do a lot of TikTok and Facebook. If you're
my Facebook friend, you know I'm not gonna go on
into that. But TikTok I do a lot more personal
things as well. But Instagram is really all things is
spill and shout out to my Instagram, y'all know, we
took me from like two forty to like three fifty,
you know what I'm saying. So I think I'm gonna
push my goal next year to get to five hundred

(11:05):
twenty twenty five.

Speaker 1 (11:05):
I think that's gonna be my goal.

Speaker 2 (11:07):
I had to read my goals down for twenty twenty
five yet, but I think that's something. And I YouTube
or shout out to y'all. YouTube.

Speaker 1 (11:13):
The Spill Podcast, y'all took me from.

Speaker 2 (11:15):
Like ninety eight to one thirty nine. I know one
thirty nine may not be nothing to y'all, but listen
to a black girl that started a podcast on her own.
Every RL link everything I did it, I ain't really
I ain't been to no production company my homeboy, Quincy
q not Watson. Shout out to Quincy, he came again
some tech sav and stuff for me at the very

(11:36):
beginning when I started this thing, before I started it actually,
and I've been doing my things since, so shout out
to me, missus Lil said right anyway, Also still is
The spiel Podcast is now an advanced advertisement advocate. So
if you have a business you want to grow, publicize boothsells,

(11:57):
email me at the Spiel Podcast twenty one at gmail
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Speaker 1 (12:17):
Shout out to Bernice Gunster, the notary.

Speaker 2 (12:20):
She notarizes everything from with and stuff, the Voice, stuff power,
returning family stuff, housing clothes, and buying selling stuff.

Speaker 1 (12:32):
Don't call my mama trying to get no.

Speaker 2 (12:36):
Illegal stuff right, but if you need anything notarized and
she's national st Nationally's hurt bile, let me make that clear.
Email Bernice guns at yahoo dot com and my girl
will take care of you. Okay, So we are a
movie one Spillings Listen it's the spill tree in topic

(12:57):
time since the time of the episode where we talk
about everything that's trending in the black. Hey, thank god
I'm black. Hey, I'm proud to be black, the black holture. Right,
So listen, before we get started into it, into it,
I want to give a shout out to the honey

(13:21):
Eric Bishop aka Jamie Fox. Have y'all watched the Netflix
special What Happy Woods? I could just hear him saying
that it Wonder's voice. But have y'all watched it? Listen, spillers,
if you have not watched it yet, please watch it asap,
Like as soon as you finished listening to this episode,
go listen to and watch the Netflix special What had

(13:44):
Happened was? And when I say be prepared, have all
ears open eyes, Matt, don't, don't have no outside lois.
Just be ready and be prepared spill as I promise
you you will be blessed, convicted, and empowered and courage
inspire to cool, just to name a few. It's the

(14:08):
real deal, Holy Field. Right, I've always loved Jamie Fox,
and I know a lot of people say that, but
my husband kill at Test.

Speaker 1 (14:14):
We've been together five years.

Speaker 2 (14:16):
A little over five years, married four years, but he
can attest my love for Jamie Fox even before this
Netflix special right from and Living Color, one of my
most favorite shows, which hiden my interest in him and
took just I just loved him. Then one that I
great to go, I said, I reap talk about your tubs.

Speaker 1 (14:36):
Can see me trying to do about this like them.

Speaker 2 (14:38):
But listen, one of my most favorite movies of all
time got to be in my top ten. My name
is Jango the Hut Jago, which really hiding my interest
to support him.

Speaker 1 (14:51):
Really that Jango really did.

Speaker 2 (14:53):
When that when he made Jango, and now I can
name all the other movies prior to that. In shows,
and I love Jamie Fox show I see. We will
watch that every now and then while I see it
on BT, I'll play me a few episodes. I have
always had an immense support and love for Jamie Fox.
He's from the South. I'm from the South. He was
raised in the church and grew up in the church.
I was raised in the church and grew up in

(15:14):
the church. He grew up around his grandmother, well, his
grandmother raised him. My grandmother had a hand and raising me.
So is that in so many things right, but this
special on Netflix, y'all is something special. Indeed, I was
telling my husband husband after we watch it, and even
while we were watching, and how proud of him I
was bad, y'all talk about I was crying, shouting, laughing,

(15:36):
I was all things.

Speaker 1 (15:37):
I was doing that right.

Speaker 2 (15:39):
But something that a message that I took from that
special was one thing the Bible teaches us is that
we are to train up our children in a way
that they go once they're old, they won't depart from God.
And that episode showed us it didn't matter how far
away Jamie Fox went, Baby, you can't get away from God,

(16:00):
just like the Bible son almost and other Biblical he
rolls and song.

Speaker 1 (16:04):
That we even know family he rolls that.

Speaker 2 (16:07):
Strayed and that lived or that didn't put God at
the forefront of their life as they were supposed to. Baby,
it don't matter how far you run away.

Speaker 1 (16:16):
From the King.

Speaker 2 (16:18):
Once that seed is planting inside you, you're coming back.
So all the people that's all of a sudden as
or that this to say about Christians or Jesus and
blah blah blah, let them say, keep praying for them, fellers.
That's what I do, because I promise you they coming back.
They gonna have a day of baking, and they coming back.
And Jamie was a test toment of that. There's a

(16:41):
testament of that, baby, God gonna bring you back voluntarily
or involuntarily. And I'm praying and I hope that that
special will really wake a lot of people up, even
people in the entertainment world, because I feel like so
many go into the enter entertainment world. You artists with songs, musicians.
I'll just say, if you listen to their very first

(17:04):
or first CD, at least the very every musician you
know that has an album out, if you listen to
their first album, they're always taking God to some level
of something. They're giving God the praise, they're thanking Jesus,
they're doing all of that. And then as they got deeper,
I feel like into the entertainment industry being music, acting,

(17:26):
whatever the writing, whatever the case going to be. Maybe
I feel like they just kind of it dwindled down
with them saying thank you Lord, or I want to
give you know, honor to my Lord and taking Jesus Christ.
You know what they do with the wards. I think
women Houston was one of the ones that I heard
say that I.

Speaker 1 (17:41):
Don't care what she was doing.

Speaker 2 (17:43):
I want to s's aal action where then Bible was
then babe, that's gonna get a law like the lorry
you hear me, But a lot of them doesn't do that.
And I really, honestly, over the years, I would hear
Jamie say something like God or the higher power or
the universe, but he was never clear or direct with
his belief And so this netgloks special just it did

(18:06):
something to me, just put him on a whole different
level for me. And I feel like because of that,
you know, the Bible talks about how he if he
can trust us with the little, he'll make us rule
over me.

Speaker 1 (18:16):
I feel like I feel like Jamie.

Speaker 2 (18:19):
Ben started, but I feel like he really really.

Speaker 1 (18:21):
Finna get started.

Speaker 2 (18:22):
So if y'all hadn't checked out that net looks special,
what happened was do so as soon as possible, I
promise you you are to be moved in some type
of way. I want to shout out Travis Hunter for
being the fifth and I think he my cousins.

Speaker 1 (18:36):
Y'all, y'all know my.

Speaker 2 (18:37):
Maiden name is Hunter. In a if you know the
Hunter's baby. You know they multiplied, baby, but the Hunters
don't do nothing.

Speaker 1 (18:47):
They gonna multiply.

Speaker 2 (18:49):
And I ain't even gonna lie act like I know
all my cousins and all this stuff, because I really don't.
And you know, I don't even think my other cousins,
you know, all that Hunter cousins. You know, I'm just
saying anyway, shout out to tramp is for me the
fifth consecutive black young man to win the Heisman Trophy.
And I also want to not shout out, but I

(19:11):
want you all to be in prayer for Jasmine Tucker,
who was a fifteen year old from fifteen year old
from Akron, Ohio, who was murdered by an Acro police
officer a couple of weeks ago. Another reason why I
stressed the importance of protecting our black children. I don't
know what the situation may be. It sounds specie. There

(19:32):
has been some releasing video police video cam that shows
some things.

Speaker 1 (19:38):
I saw some videos.

Speaker 2 (19:39):
Families very outraged as if he was killed for no reason.
I have no idea. I do know that when after
he was killed and they took him a while allegedly
to do CPR and give him first aid, but there
was a handgun found on the young man. Now that's
just the news that I've read. Either way, if it

(20:01):
wasn't showing, if he wasn't pointed at you, it ain't
worth you killing me, Like, don't kill me, you know
what I'm saying. So praying for his family doing this,
you know, this season, because I know it could be
really stressful. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
So anyway, Spillers, that is our spilled trend topic for

(20:25):
the week. I told y'all, we don't talk about nothing tea, gossip,
be or none of that. We just kind of bring
situations up to get the folks to think, all right,
we are now moving on, spillers. How y'all doing so far?

Speaker 1 (20:43):
I hope you're okay.

Speaker 2 (20:44):
I'm gonna take a quick interimation because I have to
go to the lace roam. Oh y'all, it wasn't even

(21:09):
a full minute. Look at me, Sweels tun Rick, beautiful
jazz sounds for my guys, my boys, the trap jazz

(21:32):
giants out of Little Arkansas. Philly Mouton and Quincy Watson
shout out to them, spillers. We all to the neiggrated
like the old people say, down to the meat, our
spilled topic.

Speaker 1 (21:48):
Town, Calm down, calm down, bread, It's.

Speaker 2 (21:50):
Okay, y'all know y'all know that the sisters on Tea Toak,
I absolutely love them.

Speaker 1 (21:56):
They give me my life.

Speaker 2 (21:57):
And every time I hear come now it's okay, I'm
reminded Missus Wilson, calm down, It's okay, right, because that's
what we have to learn to do, spillers. We gotta
learn to calm down. We gotta learn to relax, and
we really have to internalize and really believe that everything
is gonna be all right. Ay, everything it's gonna be

(22:19):
all right now. We gotta learn right now, every daw
I'm being spillers, I do have an episode where it's
just real.

Speaker 1 (22:26):
Spill may not be.

Speaker 2 (22:27):
What we want to hear. Sometimes may not be what
I want to say, but it's something that we need
to hear. Is something that I'm going to say right
when God gives me these things. Sometimes I'm like, oh,
like really for real, word like we were not why
but we because it really be him, y'all. Like when
I say, He'll really put it heavy on my heart
and in my spear and I'll just not take these things.

Speaker 1 (22:50):
I take mental notes, I'll.

Speaker 2 (22:51):
Write it down or I'll type it out, and once
it's been there for a second and I've prayed about it,
like Lord, just give me transparency, give.

Speaker 1 (22:58):
Me what you want me to say, what you having
to say.

Speaker 2 (23:01):
It's normally that stuff, right, And a lot of times
he reveals these things and topics as I undersaid, some
did some been in situation I know I shouldn't have
been in or I know I shouldn't have said it
I did. It's like he done came to me. He
didn't convicted me, you know. So after he convicts me

(23:23):
and I ask for forgiveness, I have to say to myself,
calm down, calm down to you, Relax, it's okay. Belas
I for real and realize it was like I really
do that, right, listen, people, I thought I was the
only one in a season of heaviness when it came
to my experiences with God's shit ran baby, y'all was

(23:45):
some med y'all, we some mes. Let me tak that baby,
we are something else. But I recently realized that I'm
really not the only one, and it's our running because
I was just making copies at a copy machine, and
a coworker just randomly stopped me, and I was like, hey,
how are you.

Speaker 1 (24:06):
How was everything?

Speaker 2 (24:07):
Just thinking, you know, like, let's go, I'm gonna get
a positive response from work, family, whatever, and she just
really just broke down and just went into what was
going on with her. She was like, I'm really in
a spirit of whatever, blah blah blah. And I was like, oh,
my Lord, And in the midst of her kind of
saying that, I was like, Okay, Father, please, Heavenly Father,

(24:28):
please give me the right words and a right response.
You know what I'm saying, because in this moment, I
want to be encouraging. I want to help her to
see a light at the end of the tone. And
I feel like that we didn't finish the conversation because
I had to get back to work and she had
to get back to work. But I feel like that
moment kind of gave her a little relief that she
wasn't the only ones going through it and this is

(24:50):
what I do to get through it. So maybe if
you can try this or maybe this will help. And
I feel like that moment helped. Really, that's why I came.
That's why. I was like, Okay, I'm not the only
one that's dealt with or that's dealing with this in
this season.

Speaker 1 (25:01):
A lot of people are right, and so.

Speaker 2 (25:05):
I said, let me just kind of talk about that.
And this was three weeks to a month ago, So
this is something that I had prior to Babi sup
Willson's episode. It's just been on my heart and on
my mind, but I wasn't really really ready to share
it or really discuss it because I feel like the
conversation is like a real conversation and I'm unfortunately I
was the Lord has kind of delivering delivered me and

(25:28):
elevating me from it was like a people pleaser, like
I care what people thought about. I cared about one
to make sure that people understood why I quote unquote
moved the way I move, especially you know, quote from
it outside that's looking in you know what I'm saying,
Like I didn't want people to be like she looking
suspect or I didn't want them wondering what was going on,

(25:49):
So to avoid like whispers and they sayers and I
want them to think this, so whatever the case might be,
made I feel like I always had to explain or
prove why and what had happened was, but that's not
me anymore. How do Yeah, one of the reasons other
than prayer. I definitely give God the glory versus for.

Speaker 1 (26:10):
This and therapy.

Speaker 2 (26:13):
And my seventeen year old daughter, who I know is
watching me. She does not say much. She's really like
an introvert of a person, and she grew up to
me real extrovert. Like I feel like Mackenzie had all
the personality and all of the heart, the mind, the wit,
the wisdom, just all in one ball. But I feel
like now she's really guarded, you know what I'm saying,

(26:33):
And she's observant. She's not judgmental, but she's observant, and
she really if I see how you are, I'm gonna
move accordingly. If that was a picture, I promise you, Mackenzie,
then yell would be her face would be right there.
She was one that just kind of helped me and
was like, Mama, I'm like, what is it? Because God

(26:55):
I max for short and she was like, you cannot
think for everybody. And I'm like, no, I'm not trying
to think for everybody. I'm not trying to you know,
even though I'm trying to prove and blah blah blah.

Speaker 1 (27:05):
She's like, you gotta st out there.

Speaker 2 (27:07):
People gonna sing and believe what they want to whether
it's right wrong, negative.

Speaker 1 (27:11):
Positive, up a down.

Speaker 2 (27:13):
You cannot control what people think or what they want
to believe, So stop trying to explain yourself or prove
yourself to everybody. Yeah hmm, yeah, that's what it is
to me. Maybe stip a little tea, maybe like with
the kids that clopped their tea clocked it was clopped,

(27:35):
because that was some of the best advice that I've
ever gotten. The epiphany that I received from that is
people gonna believe what they want to believe when they
won't believe it, and how they want to believe it,
whether it's right wrong, positive, negative, up a down. Sometimes
just because it's you, they gonna believe the worst from

(27:57):
the there to anyway. Think girl said, Mama, you can't
control the white people think or feel. Baby. When I say,
just because it is you, spillers, folk will believe a
horrible narrative sometimes created add to a narrative just because

(28:17):
it is you, just because it's just because of who
you are, just because of how other people view you.
How other people love you, support you, how other people
are inspired by you, motivated by you. Baby, letting a
negative thing or narrative.

Speaker 1 (28:34):
Come up, that's all they need and they gonna run
with it. They're going to run with it.

Speaker 2 (28:42):
And because of the spirit spillers and the reality and
personal experiences from that situation, I'm very careful when it
comes to me listening to things that folk have to say.
I have. People often comes to me, I don't know
what type of making that I am. I was telling
my husband the other day, it's like all the specialties kids,
because kids, students in transition time, and I love everybody

(29:06):
the same, Lord knows. I try to practice that, but
in transition time between classes that come up to me,
they smiling, they want to hug, high five, dance. Random
people that I've never seen come to me, speak to
me whole conversations, tell me they.

Speaker 1 (29:21):
Like, I don't know what it is, but folks do
that right.

Speaker 2 (29:24):
And because of this now, I'm very careful and I'm
intentional when I'm listening to what people have to say,
especially if they're telling me stories. They're telling these situations
that they've been in. Don't let me somebody know baby
that I know or something that you're telling me that
this person is such and such a bit. Oh, I'm
really careful with how I listen to that situation, right,

(29:46):
And because of that, like I've learned, I can't always
put my mouth on situations like I used to. Oh yeah, LaToya, Yeah,
I'm gonna voice my opinion. I'm gonna say it is
what it is, not think twice, listen.

Speaker 1 (30:00):
If I feel like that was wrong, I'm gonna say
it that was wrong.

Speaker 2 (30:02):
If I feel like it was right, I'm.

Speaker 1 (30:03):
Gonna say that was right. And who let me tell you.
I'll tell who.

Speaker 2 (30:06):
Yeah I was Yeah, that was me, And I'm not
proud of it. I am not proud of it at all. Right,
But I've had to learn the hard way because of
different situations and certain situations that God put me in.
I've had to learn the hard way to just shut up.
You know what I'm saying. Shut up, not always put
my mouth on things. Just be a listening ear. And

(30:28):
if my response at the end of that conversation is
mm hmmm, I'm praying for y'all.

Speaker 1 (30:32):
Cha Like this conversation gonna.

Speaker 2 (30:34):
Between me and you and Jesus because I'm just gonna
take it to the Lord and prayer.

Speaker 1 (30:38):
I don't know what to tell you.

Speaker 2 (30:39):
That's my favorite thing, favorite favorite model. Now when people
come to me with stuff and I know, I'm not
sure both sides, or I don't know what's going on,
I don't know what to tell you, but I will
pray for you. Try not to think, you know, into it,
think too hard into it. Just think of best positive
Like that's my response now, right, because I don't know

(31:00):
both sides.

Speaker 1 (31:01):
Thank you Lord for the deliverance.

Speaker 2 (31:03):
Because when I say, used to throw my two cent in,
but I learned that I can't do that, and I
don't need to do that anymore because people gonna add stuff,
people gonna create narratives, or people gonna even take away
the positive of the truth, things from the narrative without
even knowing the truth, just to be negative because it's
about you for real. When I say I've had to

(31:24):
learn this, there is a route too, and in everything spillers,
meaning if a person is responding or moving a certain
kind of way, note that it's the reason behind all
of that. So when you're told in all of a
sudden story or you're on the outside of looking in
Why why she ain't do this? She ain't say that
he ain't oh, say he don't deal with them no more?

Speaker 1 (31:45):
Why he ain't there?

Speaker 2 (31:46):
Why he don't be with them? Why he all the
why don't assume or make up anything even if somebody
came to you and said something. You know what all
saying is three sides of the story. Their side, your
side of your truths. I always know that it's gonna
be two side missing. That's the truth in their side.

Speaker 1 (32:02):
You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (32:04):
That could be the roots. The root can be grow
from something that you either grew apart from or acceptance to.
What you've decided is no longer okay, And you will
no longer deal with spillers because you don't have to.
You ain't got to deal with the foolishness. You ain't

(32:24):
got to deal with the extra neists. You ain't got
to deal with the back and forth with you Why
you ain't got to deal with none of that, None
of it, okay. Learn to let folk be let them
if it means a genuinely happier you, a more at
peace you, a more free you left them spillers. Doctor

(32:45):
Rita Walker's book The Unapologetic God to Black Mental Health.
I recommend that everybody read it. That's one of the
books at the end of the year. Be like, I
read two books this year. I don't want to read
for anyway. That's one. There's fire, but anyway, she hasn't
said she where she talks about the lighter side of life,
and in that section she highlights that we have to

(33:07):
be willing to let go of who we want people
to think we are, because keeping up personas can send
us to an early gravest. It's amazed if that did
not preach and minister to me, like you at your
worried about how think of people think of you or

(33:27):
feel of you, trying to put on this I got
it all together or I'm keeping it together. Nobody is
perfect by any means. However, some of us have ourselves
more together or their stuff more together than us. We're
not negain none of that, However, worried about how people
feel of you, I mean to a certain extind that

(33:49):
can kill you. It can and it will kill you.
So we have to get to the point to where
we're like to hell with what people think, how people feel,
and what they say, and understand that the anxiety and
the stress from that is not worth shortening our days.

Speaker 1 (34:08):
Okay, we some of us, we know we got.

Speaker 2 (34:10):
Like me, I'm gonna ever be a work in progress. Baby,
I ain't gonna ever get right so I get to glory.
I'm like that lady, y'all, that little TikTok baby, her
daughter saying, Mama, what's the first thing you're gonna do?

Speaker 1 (34:21):
Who the first person you want to see when you
get to here? And she said, Jesus is gonna say?
What you gonna say to Jesus when you see him?
She said, cool, thank you Lord. I maybe that's me, baby.

Speaker 2 (34:31):
I feel like every single day that I live that
is I have a growth moment and that I'm growing,
and I just want to get to glory. I just
want to hear well done, that I get my good
and faith a service. You know. Again, I'll be trying
to be preachy, but I'll be telling y'all, I'm my
system on it. This is my story. These are my tellings. Now,
if you can't relate to who I serve, relate to

(34:53):
who you serve. But this is just how I feel. Okay,
So next we're moving on. So So the first part
we were talking about not word or not considering how
people think, not trying to think for people. Next, I'm
just gonna hit on for just a quick stake and
a long stake and maybe a little second. Dealing with

(35:15):
the inconsistency of folk and their attitudes or moods, m.

Speaker 1 (35:22):
Spiels ain't gotta do with that either.

Speaker 2 (35:24):
I'm just saying for me and I ain't too many
times I'm gonna speak to you, I'm gonna reach out
for a hug, I'm gonna say I love you. I'm
aa call it text first, I'm gonna come see you,
I'm gonna support you. I ain't gonna do that too
many times where I really receiving or understanding that your response,
your projection, your attitude is always gonna be unbothered.

Speaker 1 (35:46):
I don't care baire the response.

Speaker 2 (35:47):
We should watch you not real attitude.

Speaker 1 (35:49):
Now, get somebody else to do it, Keep somebody else
to do it.

Speaker 2 (35:54):
I've been saying for a long time, I really do
have a pretty high sense of discarnment, and I really
thank God for that because that helps me mentally and
emotionally when it comes to dealing with a lot of
things people in situations. But for any reason. If I
feel like a response towards me is one that really
don't want to respond or don't want to be bothered,

(36:15):
but she washed her. It's not consistent, or I'm trying
to figure out what it is today, how it is.
I ain't gonna do it. I ain't gonna do it. Listen,
I just can't do it. I'm real good at giving
a hay and keeping it moving. And the only reason
I give that hey is because I really want to

(36:36):
go to him. And and I remember a Bible study a
long time ago I had mentioned to my pastor, Lord,
Oh thank you Lord. I called Jesus Junior pastor doctor Deerry,
just say hey back. He shakes his.

Speaker 1 (36:46):
Head when I say his name, because.

Speaker 2 (36:47):
You know, Lord, I'm one of God's really projects.

Speaker 1 (36:51):
I'm really a project.

Speaker 2 (36:53):
Hes gonna be working on.

Speaker 1 (36:54):
Philip, hen keep up anyway.

Speaker 2 (36:56):
I asked about projecting what you received. So if a
person ever speaks to you or blah blah blah, you
know you always don't want to speak. They always have
an attitude. You don't know what they're gonna do. It's
gonna do. Can I just stop to deceive speaking and
just keep walking and walking and he like no, I'm like, well,
like when they do that. Anyway, long story short, we

(37:17):
were talking about the character of Jesus and that's just
something that you have to do. We have to do
and ain't no harm and just speaking still us. You
know what I'm saying, Like it may that person may
not respond the way that you want them to respond.

Speaker 1 (37:30):
You ain't gonna always give what you want to.

Speaker 2 (37:32):
Get, but it's alright, just say hey, like, let them
deal with the rest. If they feel like you kids
and they tell you speaking, you sucking up or you
spoke first, listen you they're gonna be more Jews added
to your crying and glory.

Speaker 1 (37:43):
I need all the Jews and I just need to
get to glory. If you don't give me, no prink
and listen. If I'm I just want to be there.

Speaker 2 (37:48):
But anyway, get y'all jewels for y'all, cray, don't let
And I'm prenching to myself because even recently I'm like,
I ain't speaking on mom. Yeah, I'm tired. Every now
I give them do it for a vilang, I don't
do it, Noah. That be my attitude, but it had
led me anywhere. I haven't felt a way, if that

(38:11):
makes sense. After I left not speaking, but I felt convicted.

Speaker 1 (38:16):
I feel like this is not of God.

Speaker 2 (38:18):
This is a not a character of Christ. Girl, just
say hey, and Lord forgive me, because I it was
just recently I just walked here on. I just walked
on by. Girl. Keep girl, my cousin Reggie. If if
you a Hannah and you know what ready to say, girl, boy, Yeah,
that's how I felt at the moment, Lord forgive me.
That's that's that carnal mind. I'm trying to get into
the spiritual mind, and I'm gonna do.

Speaker 1 (38:40):
Better because going next time, I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (38:42):
Hey, even I don't want to anyway, y'all.

Speaker 1 (38:49):
Speak, That's all I'm saying.

Speaker 2 (38:51):
You ain't gotta keep doing the extra and going the
extra mouth, you know what I'm saying. But speak right,
don't have to be a long harmer. Say you don't
have to be looking out, reaching out, don't have to
be hugged, and you probably don't want those anyway, because
y'all know that negative energy does transfer. Right. However, speak,

(39:12):
speak and keep it moveing. I mean, at this big
grown age, if folks still in a different move every
time you see them. You ain't got time to be
trying to figure out what it is or how it is.

Speaker 1 (39:25):
No, just speak and keep it moving.

Speaker 2 (39:27):
Right. And the reason it's important for us to speak
because we, as I said earlier, even when we don't
want to. You know what I'm saying, We don't want
to be wrong in the eyes of God. Right.

Speaker 1 (39:39):
I mean all have sin, we all seeing every day,
all day.

Speaker 2 (39:42):
But when it's the minute things anyway, like speaking, you
can say hey, if they say hey, back, you did
your part. Do what's right, do what you need to be,
and that will help you to have a heart and
a character as close as Jesus for me anyway that
I can get I know I never get there, and
oh I'll double be exposed or perfect.

Speaker 1 (40:01):
It's hire, but I can practice it while I'm here.
We can practice it right.

Speaker 2 (40:06):
And that's another lesson from overthinking to gross. Right, when
you know you've moved on, you know you haven't wrong anybody.

Speaker 1 (40:13):
You're working on being a better person.

Speaker 2 (40:15):
Some of the actions are projecting love and respect even
when you don't want to, and even when you don't
feel like it's feelings clop that teeth.

Speaker 1 (40:27):
So look, if you are the.

Speaker 2 (40:29):
Cause of the foolishes. Now you know you want been
messed being too based, going stuff, lying on folks.

Speaker 1 (40:37):
Talking about it, and boy being hugged them in.

Speaker 2 (40:38):
Their face and confused.

Speaker 1 (40:42):
Don't be surprised when people don't speak to you.

Speaker 2 (40:45):
That's your opportunity, especially when you know they've heard what
you said or did and you probably said it, did it,
don't be lying. That's your opportunity to ask for forgiveness, apologize,
pray about it, and just speak right. Some people are
mature enough or healed enough to speak even.

Speaker 1 (41:03):
After they've been wrong.

Speaker 2 (41:05):
And that's me And I'm only life a seelage because
I've done I've been on the reciprocated end of doing
the wrong. You know what I'm saying. I've been on
the end to where I wasn't right. I ain't saying
nothing or I said something that I shouldn't have said,
you know what I'm saying. And instead of being negative
or being me when I know it was my fault,

(41:27):
I'm just something what I gotta do, you know, And
that takes a lot of growth and practice to acknowledge
that you have mishandled someone or someone has mishandled you.
Been in those situations and having to respond, y'all. It's
a different type of healing and a different.

Speaker 1 (41:42):
Type of growth.

Speaker 2 (41:43):
And when you get there, I promise you you will
not be mad, You'll be happy peace. It's gonna give
you joy and peace in your heart. I'll always pray
through those situations, especially when I know I'm going to
be around people's situations, things that has triggered me or
that I may have been the trigger of. Literally I

(42:04):
promise you I do, y'all. I have been some triggers
and I'd have been triggered. But my prayer is always Lord,
keep my mind, keep my heart, keep their mind, keep
their heart, and just let us be on on a chord,
whatever this situation may be, Just help us to be
on one of court, the one of cord. It's literally
one of my daily prayers every single day. It's to
just be a blessing God, even if it's somebody that

(42:26):
I've heard, whether it's to a prayer, a hug, or smile,
financial use me as your vessel, you know what I'm saying,
Like I don't want to get call sleeping, you know,
And it's just that now when they're gonna hugging people.
I said, hug, but I don't hug just everybody. The
sense of the Simeon is real. I done ran into
some people. I know that the dolvement and the wrong man.

(42:47):
I've involve them and wrong them. I ain't gotta do
no hugging. Hey, I hope all is well. It is
perfectly fine with me, right, even if my name was painted.
And that's the situation with a couple of friendship familyship's
relationships that I've been going through or that I've been
through in the past. Like I knew when I saw
a person or thing or a situation again, I knew

(43:08):
it would be sticky. You know what I'm saying.

Speaker 1 (43:10):
But I've always prayed like, okay, little what up there?

Speaker 2 (43:13):
You don't have to be this your extract, but I
need you to do what you do and help me
put my big girl draws on and just move accordingly.
And then you want to do that as well as
feel it's because you don't want to miss up anybody
else's energy or anybody else's the moment, especially if it's
supposed to be a heavy time or a good time.

(43:34):
It's not about you what they say, majority rules. Let
the majority, be happy and you deal with your foolishness.
Like that's something I've had to administer to myself over
the YS as well.

Speaker 1 (43:43):
Okay, and I'm proud of myself.

Speaker 2 (43:45):
Matter of fact, proud is an understatement because I feel
like after so much hurt, so much anger, so much bitterness,
Like even if a person felt like I've done that
to them that I've asked for forgiveness, or I've asked
God to put in their heart to forgive me and
I've asked for forgiveness, I feel like I've that has

(44:05):
helped me feel like I've.

Speaker 1 (44:06):
Been healed, right, and that even during the time.

Speaker 2 (44:11):
Of the hurt, I intentionally said it that pain because
I wanted to heal. And that's important. We have to
sit in whatever the pain is, whatever the disruption of
our mental or our psychological fortitude, like my girl, doctor
Rita Walker.

Speaker 1 (44:27):
Says, we have to sit in whatever that.

Speaker 2 (44:29):
Pain is so that we can fully and intentionally heal, right,
and then you know that you've healed when it's not
affecting you anymore.

Speaker 1 (44:38):
I'm gonna tell you'll something real quick.

Speaker 2 (44:39):
I ran into a person that I know was the
reason of the demise of so many relationships in my
life recently, you know what I'm saying, And I hadn't
not in the city I live in. We're about two
hundred thousand litt Rock, Arkansas. We're back two hundred thousand people,
and I'm just like, Lord, how am I gonna respond?
When I see her, I was like, she, look, why

(45:02):
did I get married to Should? I looked at Should,
I like, and I didn't really nobody, But I had
to feel myself, let's look that at there. But I
just didn't know how I would respond or react.

Speaker 1 (45:13):
And I saw her, seeing.

Speaker 2 (45:14):
Her on a couple of occasions, but a more recent occasion,
it was just her and I and she wanted to
have conversations prior to.

Speaker 1 (45:23):
All of the things.

Speaker 2 (45:25):
But I wasn't interested or ready because I'm like girl
by you know, I'm grown on by way older than me.
But when I saw her in this moment, I couldn't
even have an attitude. I was like, hey, I hope
all is well. And I smiled and take my groce's
out and kept going. Now, I did talk to me
to her, I teach my cousin and I talked. Seen

(45:45):
was after that, But in that moment, I was proud
because I wasn't hurt from the demise of relationships. I
felt like what was important to me that I feel
like she had a handed than my you know ten apart,
like I wouldn't hurt. I ain't feeling none of that.
It was just like, okay, already, Like that's what I'm

(46:05):
talking about me as well. It's like, are you, as
girl rowing grow on in so sick? I'm saying that
because when you are praying for God to heal you
from situations, when you turn it over to him, skillers,
you sit in that pain, in those emotions. I promise you,
as you heal, the healing is going to allow you

(46:26):
to no longer harbor any hard feelings.

Speaker 1 (46:30):
You won't think of anything.

Speaker 2 (46:31):
Let me go back and tell it what she let
me think say, Well, he you ain't doing none of that.
You trying to completely heal, right, sending those pain and
that emotions. It'll allow you to completely do that when
you are intentional about being a better you going forward.
So your responding grace with class, with peace, right, because

(46:55):
you know, and that's gonna be the indication that you
need to know that you've really healed or you've really.

Speaker 1 (47:00):
Moved on with it all hard feelings.

Speaker 2 (47:02):
And besides that may be what the other person party, situation,
whatever it needs, so that they can forgive themselves, or
you can actually forgive yourself and completely heal. Okay, So
forgiving spillers is for us. If you feel like a

(47:22):
person has wronged you, you forgiving them is not for them,
it's for you.

Speaker 1 (47:27):
It's for your peace.

Speaker 2 (47:29):
So let go let God forgive it is it tea
is what you tea is. But the old people say
let it go, let it go, let God deal with it.
When I say, he can deal with it better than
you can. He can deal with people better than we
don't know what the people go through. We don't know
what his the challenges that He gives them because of

(47:51):
that situation of because or because of the way that
they've done you. And we don't know what you go
through because of the way that you've done people. Witness
you know I'm saying right, God has his way of
dealing with us. So forgive, and don't forgive for them,
forgive for yourself so that you can completely heal. Okay,

(48:13):
thank you. Worry for that and last fillers, the feeling
of explosion. I'm gonna see my tea. Honey, mm hmm,
they am. I ain't mean I ain't all knowing about
it that you know? Who told you why? It isn't
like listen Grandma ivyrisk in peace, she said a long

(48:35):
time ago. Take it for what it is. If you
were not invited is because they didn't want you there.
If you didn't know about it, it's because they ain't
want you to know about it. Don't take it personal.
That may be for your good. God may be saving
you from something or a situation or issue that may happen.

(48:58):
Do not take your personally. Evaluate your relationships, fellers, and
understand that not all of your relationships mean that you
are going to be included or invited. That's okay, understand
that's the faith of that relationship. It tea is what
it teas. Learn your place, learn your role, and move accordingly.

(49:20):
That's it. Understand When you move accordingly, it does not
move mean that you're moving in a negative way. No,
it just means that you're moving in peace. Right. It
just means that there's no hard feelings, no bad vibes.
I see you, you see me, We seek each other.
What may it say? It ain't no vindictiveness, no malicious behavior,

(49:45):
no tool based good. It ain't none of that. Ah,
understand your roles, fellers, and just your expectations and move
in peace. Now. Nobody should be exempt when it come
taking your peace. Let me make that clap and protecting
your heart ain't nobody except you know my matter? What

(50:06):
is Mama, Daddy's is the brother clubs that auntie friend coot.
I i'm mm hmmm. As long as you're being positive,
you're you're aligned spiritually, and you're moving forward in the
right way, do not exempt anybody when it comes to
protecting your peace in your heart. However, we have to
understand that we are all human. We all have real feelings,

(50:29):
of real heart that beats and that feels pain, that
aches pain, that aches joy, that aches happiness, that aches sadness,
that aches loneliness.

Speaker 1 (50:40):
Like we all have that.

Speaker 2 (50:42):
But like I tell my man all the time, even
though she mences to me, I minis to her too, Baby,
we are not to be playing with honey m m.
Don't let nobody.

Speaker 1 (50:50):
Play in your face.

Speaker 2 (50:51):
Don't let them about to play with your heart, don't
learn about to play with your feelings. Don't tell nobody
your thoughts anyway to let them even play with your thoughts. Right,
that's the persona that we need to project. Life is short,
it's of a vapor. Love on who loves on you,
celebrate who celebrates you, and I mean it, honor who

(51:12):
honors you, and.

Speaker 1 (51:13):
Don't feel bad for doing it.

Speaker 2 (51:16):
Feelings, how how do you feel guilty because you celebrating
and honoring and loving on those who honor, celebrating love
on you and you didn't tell such and such because
y'all is close to y'all? No, ma'am, no, sir, wam bam,
thank you nothing, no no, no, no, no, no, no, no
no no.

Speaker 1 (51:36):
Don't let nobody play with you.

Speaker 2 (51:38):
And that's what I mean by letting people play with you.

Speaker 1 (51:41):
It don't matter who it is. Don't let nobody play
in your face.

Speaker 2 (51:43):
You know who you are. You know who you are,
You know what your heart is, who your heart is,
what it is capable of? Move accordingly, Move up accordingly? Okay,
who's feelings, y'all? I appreciate to myself on this episode. Baby,
When I say I appreciate for myself, I took notes
from my own notes.

Speaker 1 (52:05):
Do that make sense? I pray and hope that.

Speaker 2 (52:08):
It was something that was said that really inspired and
motivated and encouraged and uplifted you and the be calm, relax,
It's okay, eat the words, drink the spell, and be
merry episode because it really blessed me. And I'm so grateful,

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Thank you Lord. I'm so grateful for this entire episode
because the Smill.

Speaker 1 (52:37):
Moodcast is like my journal, So.

Speaker 2 (52:39):
That was journaling that I was doing and I was
able to speak it and share it with you all.
So I really hope that you all enjoyed it and
you were inspired by it. We are moving one to
our spill encouragement time, Spillers, as we embark on this
advent season, the holiday season, the most wonderful time of

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the year, and for my fellow Christians and I the
birth of our Lord and Savior, the most sacrificial land
there is, Jesus Christ. Let's remember to spread good cheer,
and we're not gonna spread good cheer just by words.
We're going to spread it in action and through love
as well. It may seem easier said than done, but

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it really isn't. Spillers, in like you get what you give.
One of the Golden rules or the Golden rule is
do unto others as you would have them to do
unto you, or to say what goes around comes around
or biblically somewheregulations. Whatever one souls, he would also reap.
In other words, you reap, which is so let's be

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intentional about sowing the seeds, whether it's with your resources financially,
blessing somewhere someone or family financially with groceries. Maybe don't
name your clues, shoes, clothes, and necessories. By your time
volunteering or serving to help other people. Last to certainly

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not least a talent you may have using the gift
that God gave you to uplift someone else. That could
be through song, dance, centrist work, maybe cleaning your David's lawn.
You know you may be good at cleaning, you know,
edging up the law, teaching a line dance class or
in a rogus class to help those in your community
who may need to become more physically active, or teaching

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a free for starters counting class for my counting creators.
You may something you may want to think about doing.
You know your gift, you know your talent, and you
know the size of your pockets. Share with someone during
this holiday season, So a genuine seed and watch God's return. Listen.
I'm a big witness, baby on the return of God.

Speaker 1 (54:48):
Oh I'm a big witness.

Speaker 2 (54:50):
I can I can holler it. I'm not. I love
all of you all, Spillers. Thank you so much for
your support, thank you for following me, thank you for listen,
thank you for tuning in. It does my heart so
much justice every Sunday when Spreaker sends me an alert
on the downloads or the amount of people that listen

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to my episodes, So I thank you all. I don't
take it for granted. Continue to share the spill podcast,
continue to listen and support, and I will return the favor.
Don't forget Spellers. Take some time out for yourself during
this holiday season. Enjoy your family. Always remember Jesus is
the reason for the season. So make sure that you

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thank him, you worship him, and you give him the glory,
give God the praise for the best prison of all
and that's our land, our Lord, and thank you Jesus Christ.
I love you all so much. Thank you for you
and Him. And until next time, Fillers, this is your
girl is just listening and I am signing out to

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set that down