May 13, 2025 • 50 mins
Have you ever followed a random inspiration that made absolutely no sense at the time? That's exactly what happened when we felt an inexplicable urge to visit the casino on what was supposed to be an ordinary day of appointments and errands.
What followed was a fascinating journey of synchronicity, intuitive nudges, and ultimately, profound self-discovery. Parking in space "2C" (literally "to see" why we were there), we wandered the casino floor following subtle guidance. The experience wasn't about winning or losing money—though we did walk away with some extra cash—but about uncovering deeply hidden beliefs that were limiting our relationship with abundance.
Through this spontaneous adventure, we discovered how fear of losing money was preventing one of us from fully following intuitive guidance, while the other harbored an unconscious belief that winning too much might lead to gambling addiction and financial ruin. Neither belief reflected our actual experiences or behaviors, but both were silently restricting our financial container.
The most powerful aspect wasn't just identifying these limiting beliefs but experiencing how automatically they dissolved once brought to awareness. This episode explores the remarkable way our higher selves communicate—sometimes through random inspirations, sometimes through our partners, and occasionally even through messages from old friends. When we remain open to following these breadcrumbs without resistance or expectations about what "should" happen, we create space for profound transformation.
What limiting beliefs might you discover by simply following an intuitive nudge? Join us as we share this illuminating experience and provide practical insights on recognizing and releasing the hidden fears that may be constraining your own abundance. The spiritual journey often looks crazy from the outside, but the internal revelations make it all worthwhile.
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Speaker 1 (00:30):
Welcome back to the Spiritual Grind.
We are here today having alittle fun.
Went to Casino yesterday.
Speaker 2 (00:38):
Good morning.
Speaker 1 (00:40):
Oh yeah, hang on, dr Jimmy.
Ladies and gentlemen, welcomeDr Ginny to the studio.
What is that about?
Sorry, that was funny.
I thought it was funny, properintroduction yes sorry, yes, my
queen, I apologize that I didnot properly introduce you.
Speaker 2 (01:01):
Off with his head.
Speaker 1 (01:03):
Oh, no, help me.
Speaker 2 (01:08):
Yeah, we went to the casino yesterday.
Speaker 1 (01:10):
We did.
Speaker 2 (01:12):
What was that about?
Speaker 1 (01:13):
Discovery Indeed Some old stuff.
Speaker 2 (01:17):
I think it's you know what.
It's a good example.
Speaker 1 (01:21):
Yes, I agree.
Speaker 2 (01:23):
Of what people would consider the craziness of how we
go through our journey.
Speaker 1 (01:28):
So, start us off with that story.
So yesterday morning I wake upand I'm at this inkling just to
go to the casino, and that neverhappens to me, it's like very
rare.
And so I was like you know what?
Hey, what do you think?
Let's go to the casino todayand she's like's like okay
follow the breadcrumb man and soI was like we get, we go to the
(01:51):
.
I don't know what's drawing methere.
To be honest with you, don'thave any clue.
I just know that that once weget there, we parked on lucky
street lucky street.
We just happened to park in 2c.
Speaker 2 (02:04):
We were there 2c yeah , why we were there?
Yeah, because we got out of thecar and we always look to see
where we're parked so we canfind ourselves again yeah find
our car and we get out and yeahit was in 2c yeah and we don't
mean wa 2c, we mean like 2c.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
Why we're there?
Yeah, it's pretty cool and sowe walk in and, uh, we walk
through one little part of thecasino and I told jenny to
follow her instinct and sheleads us across the casino right
to the bathroom, because shehad to pee that's right.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
I was like, okay, follow me.
And I'm getting drawn, I wasdrawn I was drawn, I was drawn
looking for a machine, but whatwas obviously screaming much
louder was my bladder, because Itook us right to the bathroom
and I did need to go tinkle, butI was trying to ignore it and I
(03:03):
was like anyway, not gonnahappen.
Speaker 1 (03:07):
I was like, oh sorry, my bad, let's stop here so we
go, we go to the bathroom andthen we continue on.
We go downstairs to the secondfloor and to the casino.
It's like the, it's like thesecond largest part of the
casino, and we, I mean, I hadlike I, I had like I think I had
like $50 in cash in my wallet.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
Yeah, I had probably like $25 maybe.
Speaker 1 (03:30):
Yeah, and we go to this one machine and we put $40
in it and lost it.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (03:39):
And then Jenny jumped over there with her $20 and you
got it up right Like 80 bucks,no you played the one where the
little buckets fill up.
Oh, yeah, yeah, Remember, youplayed that one first.
Yeah, I played that one first.
Speaker 2 (03:53):
And that paid out.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
It did, it doubled my money actually.
Speaker 2 (03:55):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (03:56):
And then I go to the ATM.
I got some cash at the ATM andwe continue on and I go over to
oh yeah, that's when I did it Iwent over to the Rags to Riches.
Speaker 2 (04:09):
At this point we kind of separated.
We often when we go in therewe'll kind of go our own way, so
we can kind of do our own thing.
Speaker 1 (04:17):
But still in the back of my mind I was wondering why
am I inkling to go to the casino?
And so I sit down at rag toriches and I put a hundred
dollar bill in it and cashed outwith, uh, 356 dollars on the
dollar right, right, right yeahand I get up and and I put my
money back in my wallet thatthat I started with.
and then I went over to aquarter machine and jenny and I
(04:41):
were walking and suddenly shedisappears.
I have no idea where she goes.
And I go to a quarter machineand I put a $100 bill in it and
it's paying me.
It's like every spend I'mwinning something.
And then I got my $100 turnedinto $285, and then I had this
weird inkling to go find Jennyand so I cashed out.
(05:05):
I don't know why I did, butanyway.
So that brings us to what youdid.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
Yeah.
So on my journey I was like,okay, let me check in with my
own energy, let me see what myfrequency is.
Am I aligned with the realityof being able to just walk to a
machine, put my money in my $100bill and first spin double my
(05:30):
money, like that's what I wasplaying with?
So I kind of checked in with it.
I was like, yeah, I'm ready.
So I turned to the machine,whatever it was, because I was
like the conversation I washaving is it doesn't matter the
machine.
It was because I was like theconversation I was having is it
doesn't matter the machine, themachine doesn't matter, because
I usually before yesterday Iwould go in and I would look for
(05:53):
signs, as our previous podcastlike what's the?
sign, and when I saw somethingthat kind of like rang my bell,
I'd go play that machine BecauseI interpreted that as okay,
this is the one that's going topay out.
Based on some sort of sign thatresonated with me, what
(06:13):
happened yesterday was what Igot, was?
It's not about necessarilyalways the signs, it's about
getting you to check in withyour vibrational frequency of
the thing that you want, and itdoesn't matter the machine, it
doesn't matter the numbers.
Sometimes it's just thatdoesn't matter.
(06:34):
So it was for me, now that I'vehad time to look at it, was an
opportunity to practice checkingin with my frequency.
And where am I vibrationally?
Anyway, I digress Sat down at amachine.
It was called Stinkin' Rich andit had a picture of a skunk
(06:55):
Stinkin'.
Speaker 1 (06:56):
Rich.
Speaker 2 (06:56):
I said, all right, show me Stinkin' Rich Put my
$100 bill in one spin, bada-bing, bada-bing, and my $100 changed
into $215.
So I was like, thank you verymuch, cash out, and I walked off
(07:28):
took my voucher, traded it infor the cash, set my $115 aside
and took my little $100 and wentagain just to kind of of see,
can I find that frequency againright?
And so first machine I pop itin.
And what I noticed, though, isthat I went back to my habit,
yeah, of looking for machinesthat had a sign, rather than
actually looking into whatfrequency am I in?
So, then when I lost all of that20, I was like, okay, I'm okay,
(07:50):
so let's begin again.
Anyway, long story short, inthat experiment I ended up
giving all of that hundred backand then I was like, okay, I'm
done.
Speaker 1 (08:00):
Right.
And so I continue on wonderingwhy I got up from that machine
that was paying me looking forJenny.
I have no idea why I did and itwas kind of weird.
So I go over to the Price isRight machine.
Price is right, and the veryfirst spin I got to roll the
(08:24):
wheel.
Speaker 2 (08:24):
Yeah, very first spin .
Speaker 1 (08:25):
Right and it hit on $85, which was right next to the
max jackpot.
Speaker 2 (08:34):
Nice.
Speaker 1 (08:35):
Which, by the way, the max jackpot was $39,000.
Speaker 2 (08:38):
Nice.
Speaker 1 (08:40):
And it paid.
So I made $85.
I was up $85 out there and Ispun it again.
Nothing Spun it on a third time.
Hit the wheel again, okay.
And so I spin the wheel and itgoes to the other side Of the
max, of the max price, to the$70 or $90 one.
So now I was up $90.
(09:01):
And I was sitting therethinking what do I do now?
Because I'm really not a slotplayer, I'm a card player.
I don't know why I was playingslots.
Well, this is part of ourdiscovery this morning.
Right Some of this informationdidn't come to us until we had
an opportunity for things tokind of marinate overnight.
Yeah, why I'm there?
Why I'm looking for Jenny?
Why did I get it from a machine?
Speaker 2 (09:22):
that was paying me.
Speaker 1 (09:25):
What beliefs come up out of it.
Yeah, and so I sit there.
I was like you know what, I'mgoing to max bet this thing and
see if it hits it.
And of course I went through mywinnings and we got to $113, I
think, down to $113.
And it hit the wheel again, andI hit the spin button and it
hit $10.
I was like, oh so you're goingto play that game.
(09:47):
I was max betting 13 and thewheel gave me $10.
Um, and so I, I cash out and Iwalk away.
And then I, and this whole timeI'm being drawn to the Baccarat
table but I'm not going.
Okay, I'm like go play Baccarat, go play Baccarat, I love
Baccarat table, but I'm notgoing.
Okay, I'm like go play Baccarat, go play Baccarat, I love
Baccarat, by the way, it's funand anyway.
(10:10):
So I continue on.
And then Jenny's over thereplaying this cash wheel thing.
It's kind of like roulette, butit's like a big cash wheel.
Speaker 2 (10:17):
Yeah, like you pick your number and they spin the
wheel for you and you put moneydown and they spin the wheel for
you and you put money down yeah, and hedge your bets on it
landing on one of the numbersthat you pick.
Speaker 1 (10:30):
Yeah, it's kind of like craps and roulette combined
, just on a cash flow.
Speaker 2 (10:33):
Yeah, it's kind of just it.
And the guy I felt sorry forhim because he was standing
there and nobody was playing.
All the people were passing himover and he looked bored so I
was like, okay, let me go overand just see what this is about.
So I went over and I was likewhat is this game?
He's like you just put yourmoney on the number and we spin
(10:54):
the wheel, see if you win.
Speaker 1 (10:55):
Interesting side note .
You know, did you see that signthat was to the left of him?
That said that this is not anapproved Florida Gaming
Commission game.
It has been developed by theHard Rock Casino.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
No.
Speaker 1 (11:07):
And so all complaints and whatever has to be waged
through the Gaming Commissionbecause it is not an approved
game.
Oh, no I didn't see that sign,and so I was reading it
afterwards as we walked off.
I was like, hmm, we get donewith that and we walk over and
we sit down on one of our oldfavorite games that we play
together, but this whole timeI've been driving the buck route
(11:27):
and I'm not going to play, andI don't know why.
Speaker 2 (11:29):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (11:30):
And so we get done.
We're up like I don't know $145, $145.
I don't even remember what itwas.
So we were there for like threehours and we get done, and
we're walking out to the truckand I'm still puzzled to why I
went.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Why we were drawn to go.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
Why did I have to get up from that machine that was
paying me quite well, and whywhat was going on?
Why didn't I go play Baccarat?
Speaker 2 (11:59):
Right, and so the process for you was, at this
point, you're just asking thequestions, yeah, waiting for the
information to come Correct,not being aggravated annoyed?
Speaker 1 (12:09):
No, no, not at all Frustrated.
Speaker 2 (12:10):
No, I had a good time , it was fine, Not being
confused, necessarily, but justasking the questions for
additional information.
Correct and clarification, yeah, and clarification yes, because
going there didn'tinstantaneously give you what
you were there for.
Speaker 1 (12:30):
Correct.
Speaker 2 (12:30):
That's what I'm sharing with the audience,
that's right when I'm wanting totake us Sometimes, and just to
remind everybody, we didn't getup that morning and say, oh, you
know what we're going to go, doX, Y, Z and then go to the
lottery house.
Speaker 1 (12:47):
What's it called?
We went somewhere.
Oh, we went to get a haircut.
No, yeah, I went to get ahaircut.
Speaker 2 (12:50):
Well, I went to the dentist first.
That morning.
Speaker 1 (12:52):
Yeah, that's right, and it was at the dentist, right
.
So let's go to the casino.
Speaker 2 (12:55):
Right, right, and so it was.
It was like just going with theflow.
He had an inspiration to go tothe casino and I mean it wasn't
on my agenda necessarily and Icould have been like, oh, I
don't want to go.
(13:15):
But that's not how we live life.
We change the plans, if we haveany, and we go with that
inspirational place.
Because we did have plansbecause we had a hair
appointment at last appointmenttoo.
And so I said to him I said,well, are you thinking like go
now?
Are you thinking go after ourappointments?
(13:36):
Or what are you thinking?
He's like no, you know what Ithink go now.
So we ran by the house, I gotmy little fanny pouch and our
driver's license.
Speaker 1 (13:47):
Oh, yeah, that's right, we couldn't find our
cards.
Speaker 2 (13:50):
Couldn't find our cards, so then we head over and
we left not knowing the answersto some of those questions.
Speaker 1 (13:59):
It was pretty crazy.
Speaker 2 (14:00):
Not knowing why we were actually there.
It took us marinating overnight.
Yeah, well you brought memessages from a friend from an
old friend of mine Give the nextpart of the story, and so.
Speaker 1 (14:12):
Jenny, she's like I don't remember where you oh yeah
, you went when we got thehaircut.
Speaker 2 (14:16):
I went to my lash appointment.
Speaker 1 (14:17):
And she came back with messages from a friend of
mine and I don't know if he'sdeceased or if he's alive and he
was just actual projecting orwhatever it was, but the
backstory behind it was me andfour friends used to go to the
casino a lot together.
Speaker 2 (14:31):
I call him Eggs.
That's another story.
Speaker 1 (14:34):
Yeah, that's another story and we would go to the
casino and there was this onetime that nobody could afford to
go, and so I gave everybodymoney to go and we go to the
casino.
Speaker 2 (14:47):
So before you tell the story, tell them what I came
back and said.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
I don't even remember what all you said.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
Well, so you were getting haircut.
I drove over to the lashappointment, which was on the
wrong day, by the way.
Speaker 1 (15:03):
So even the plans we thought we had we didn't really
have.
Speaker 2 (15:06):
Right, but if I hadn't had gone to an erroneous
lash appointment, I wouldn'thave seen this big, huge sign
that said eggs on it.
Yeah sign that said eggs on it.
Yeah, because the minute I sawthat sign that said eggs his
essence, whether he's celestialor, like james said, just astral
(15:27):
, projecting to bring a messagethrough that james could relate
to he came through giving me avisual of what he looks like for
validation for me and James,and then came through with
information.
So I text, I text James and Isaid yeah, last appointment,
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wrong day, I'll be back in aminute.
I'm headed back your way.
Speaker 1 (15:54):
I was in the barber chair getting haircut.
Speaker 2 (15:55):
So he's like, okay, I'll see you in a minute chair
getting haircut.
So he's like, okay, I'll seeyou in a minute.
I, he, we come back together.
And I'm like, yeah, so eggs isreaching out to me and he said,
um yeah, I said his nameremember me in the casino.
Yeah, and I was like I don'tknow what that means.
(16:16):
It means something to you, soyou're going to have to check in
with your journey and youradventures with him in the
casino, because he's bringingthrough a message of remember
what he said.
Remember him in the casino.
Speaker 1 (16:31):
And so I'm running through my head when she says
that with all these stories,because we all went to the
casino a lot.
It was probably once or twice amonth that we would go.
So I went through all thesescenarios in my head and there
was this one time that the fiveof us took about 50 grand to
spend and we ended up being up aton of money before it was over
(16:53):
with.
But he was one of them thatused to say just do it, man,
just do it.
He was that guy.
That know, he was that guy thatyou see in the background.
That's kind of clownish, that,but he had a very deep spiritual
connection.
Uh, he would.
Uh, he was very energeticallyinclined and could.
Uh, his son was too.
Speaker 2 (17:11):
His son was like crazy yeah, good crazy,
spiritually connected and justfollowing that intuitional gut
feeling yeah, yeah, but anywaythere's.
Speaker 1 (17:21):
A story was when I was at the casino.
One time I was going throughall these stories in my head.
The one that I woke up with wasI was at um, a slot machine in
a very pronounced, verywell-known casino.
They're gonna say your namesand he kept saying to me max, it
, just do it, follow the energy.
(17:42):
You know he's like blah, blah,blah going on behind me, and so
it leads to this morning usdiscussing this.
Speaker 2 (17:49):
Right.
Speaker 1 (17:50):
Realizing that I was there because I had a fear of
losing money.
Speaker 2 (17:56):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (17:57):
And he would, because if you go to the casino with a
fear of losing money, you'regonna lose money well not
following your intuition notfollowing.
Speaker 2 (18:04):
Yeah, what you had said is I didn't go to play
locker interrupting yourintuitive guidance of going and
playing a different game, oreven inhibiting your own self by
sitting at the machine andcontinuing on right because you
had a fear of losing, losing andlosing your money and I was
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using going to find jenny as ahuman excuse oh, I see and so
the part about it was is I'malways a loner at the casino,
like we would all go withfriends and we would meet back
later at the bar and anytimeI've ever went, if I go with
anybody I just kind of go off onmyself.
Speaker 1 (18:47):
But I wasn't doing that for some reason, not
listening to myself, and it wasbecause I had a fear of losing
and I don't know why.
I mean, we spend more moneythan that every weekend, so I
don't know why I had this fearand I'm still trying to identify
that I'm working on it, but didyou lose a bunch of money one
time or something?
No, I've never lost a bunch ofmoney, because I never allowed
(19:08):
myself to lose a bunch of money,right.
Speaker 2 (19:10):
Um, somebody you know that was prominent in your
upbringing have a problem withit or nobody?
Speaker 1 (19:17):
might bring anybody money to go to a casino.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
I remember going to a casino after I turned 18 and me
and my family members that hadwent had lost a ton and we
actually had to leave earlybecause we were out of money.
We had just no money to drivehome.
But here's the crazy part Backthen in Vegas, all the grocery
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stores had slot machines in themtoo.
They might still to this day, Idon't know, but because we had
just enough money for gas, aloaf of bread, bologna and a two
liter of Pepsi and some mustard.
Speaker 2 (19:59):
When you say family, this was like your mom, your dad
.
Speaker 1 (20:02):
Well, there was a couple people involved.
I don't want to put them onfront.
Speaker 2 (20:06):
I see.
Speaker 1 (20:08):
But when they were cashing out my family member
reached in his pocket to pay forthe products at the grocery
store and found a dollar coinand back then in Vegas you could
use dollar coins anywhere.
That was back in the early 90s.
Speaker 2 (20:22):
Right right.
Speaker 1 (20:24):
You could cross play coins.
Speaker 2 (20:26):
Oh, I see.
Speaker 1 (20:28):
Because they would cash each other's out and do
that back then in the day atleast some of them and so he
walks up and he puts the dollarcoin in the slot machine, pulls
the handle and walks off andhits the jackpot oh, wow and it
started ringing the bells andthe next thing, you know, we end
up staying for another sevendays.
And so, even then, when we lostmoney, it wasn't.
Speaker 2 (20:52):
It didn't work, it didn't create any fears, it
didn't create underlying oflosing money and having to be
that close to beinguncomfortable.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
No, I don't think so.
It didn't bother me that I wasyoung.
I mean we were going to eatbologna sandwiches and drink
Pepsi, that was it.
I mean at the time it was likean 18-hour, 19-hour car ride
home.
I mean I was going to eatbologna sandwiches for one day.
Who?
Speaker 2 (21:15):
cares.
Maybe it's entangled withsociety's perspective of
gambling or something.
Maybe I don't know.
Speaker 1 (21:21):
I'm still checking into it yeah.
But the whole part of it was isfollowing those signs, like we
talked about in our last podcastor podcast before last is being
open and receptive to learn andexpand and being able to change
your vibration and allowyourself to follow your
intuition.
In those spots of fear and youknow, I had this fear of losing
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money when who cares?
Speaker 2 (21:47):
Which you hadn't identified before.
I hadn't identified right,Right.
Until this morning, and I'mstill not done with all this.
Speaker 1 (21:52):
I'm still checking in with all of it.
Yeah, right, and so for me.
Speaker 2 (21:56):
What came up was I have a fear that if you and I
gamble past a certain amount ofmoney or win a certain amount of
money, any winnings over that,we will become addicted to it
and gamble our life away, ourlife savings away.
(22:16):
And that's the fear that I washolding onto underneath.
That I didn't realize was eventhere, and the weird thing about
it is that belief, I think forme comes from my father and his
perspective of gambling.
(22:37):
You know, he's veryconservative.
He would go in.
He would.
He's very conservative, hewould go in, he would give
himself a set amount.
He would.
You know, with that set amounthe may play the dollar machine,
but he wouldn't go past that setamount.
Either he won or he didn't.
But regardless, even if he waswinning, if he said you know
(22:58):
what?
Here's, I've set aside $500.
I'm going in here, I'm spending$500, period.
Speaker 1 (23:03):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:12):
Even if he was winning, he would not go past
that certain amount Because hewould do kind of like you and I
did that yesterday Win, take thewinnings set the winnings aside
and pay back the initialinvestment basically.
Speaker 1 (23:26):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:27):
And then continue to play on that.
Speaker 1 (23:29):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:30):
So it was like he would set the money aside and
not touch it, and it was like itdidn't exist.
Yeah set the money aside and nottouch it, and it was like it
didn't exist, yeah, so if helost the new investment, so to
speak, of 500, even if he waswinning and setting it aside, he
wasn't registering that he waswinning, he was just looking at
(23:52):
it from uh okay, well, my 500 isyeah and so I'm done.
And so my entanglement camefrom him and from society's
viewpoint on addiction togambling and gambling your money
away and becoming poor anddestitute because you gamble it
(24:15):
all away.
That's what came up for me.
Yeah, because you gamble it allthe way.
That's what came up for me, andI find it comical because
neither one of us has ever we'vealways restricted ourselves.
Speaker 1 (24:25):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (24:26):
So we've never gone in and even really gambled.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
Well, we don't go to the casino very much at all.
Speaker 2 (24:31):
What I consider a crap.
Ton of money we always giveourselves, you know, like a $100
, $200.
Limit.
We take this you know, $200 or$300, whatever very minuscule
limit out of the bank and whenit's gone, it's gone.
When we're done, we're done,right.
So it's not ever like we'vegone out and just dumped
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hundreds of thousands of dollarsin it, right, dumped hundreds
of thousands of dollars in it.
So for me to have a belief that, oh my god, if either one of us
spends whatever that amount ofmoney is that I had to find and
I don't even know it is at thispoint then we're going to be
addicts and we're going togamble our life away and we're
going to be destitute and I haveanything.
And so I would find myself as Igo back and look at yesterday
(25:19):
for myself.
I would sit down at a machine,and if it didn't pay me in a
couple of spins I could feel thetension raise in my body and
kind of cringe on wanting topush the button again, and so I
would just cash out yeah and Iwas like nope, I'm, I'm, this
machine is not the machine, andit was me trying to link up with
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the energy of the winningmachine rather than trying to
link up with the frequency ofthe reality that exists of me
winning, and so I was goingabout it kind of ass backwards,
but that's what popped up for me.
So very interesting, very, veryinteresting, and that's kind of
how our journey works you knowthere's part of that.
Speaker 1 (26:03):
That.
You know I was watching.
There's a guy because you knowhow your phone listens to you
and I guess because we're at thecasino yesterday, everything in
my feed this morning was aboutcasinos, yeah, and when I'm
sitting here drinking my coffeeand this guy named I can't
remember his name he's a verywell-known professional gambler
and he said his advice to anyand all slot machine players
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that in your first hour in thecasino, put enough money in the
machine to max bet the firstfive spins on a machine in your
first hour, because the thecasino set it up for you to win
big or to win in your firsthours when you get there,
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because they know if you you're,if they tease you with that,
you, you that you'll continue tostay and spend more money.
It's like a bait and switchtype thing yeah, you're gonna do
this and you win that, blah,blah, blah, blah.
And he said if it don't pay youin the first five spins, then
get up and walk away becausethat machine is not going to pay
you.
And he said 92% of the time.
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That's how they work.
That's what he said.
Now, who knows if that's true,but the part of it that I
thought.
What resonated with me was iswe were kind of doing that and
it subconsciously doing it andnot realizing that we were doing
it, and it's crazy because weboth kind of stopped winning
after like the first hour it is.
Speaker 2 (27:31):
It slowed way down yeah, I mean for me.
When I put my money in, Iliterally said out loud when I
put my money in and I turned ahundred dollars into $215 on one
spin, I was like, okay, I didmy part, I doubled my money, I'm
done.
Speaker 1 (27:51):
Right.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
And so I tried to realign with the frequency and
you know, I lost 20 and gave itback and I was like, yeah, no,
I'm done, I can't find it againtoday and that's okay, so so
there's a, there's a guy thatpopped up this morning too on
kind of the same scenario.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
Him he is.
He was an attorney for me.
Speaker 2 (28:16):
That stuff doesn't resonate with me.
Speaker 1 (28:17):
No, no it doesn't resonate with me, but I thought
this was a good story becauseit's kind of cool of him
following his spiritual guidance.
He was an attorney inCalifornia and he came to Vegas
one weekend with three of hisfriends and they walk in there
and he says out loud to theseguys I'm going to turn this $100
into $200,000 in the next yearoh, he gave himself a whole year
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to do it.
Yeah, and so he started with thehundred dollar bill.
He walked in and he this is all.
I actually started.
I went through and watched andover the course of the last
seven months, he takes thatmoney like he walks into the
casino the first day becausehe's videoing all of this.
He puts a hundred dollars onblack on the roulette, doubles
his money, quits with that moneyand then he goes and gambles
(29:05):
about his way and he's put thismoney back the next time he
comes in.
He put a hundred dollars onblack and, and, and it doubled
up, and so he now he's sittingat three hundred dollars in this
pile and he is actually up to ahundred and twelve thousand
dollars just by doing thingslike that going to the craps
(29:26):
table and putting $1,000 on thepass line and just waiting for
it to win.
And he's been doing that nowand he's like nine months in and
he's over $100,000 and justkeeping that money off to the
side.
And he's got like 800,000followers now because he posts
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the video.
He goes down there every weekendjust to do this video and it's
been a couple hours there, andit was interesting, though, how
he's doing it, because he's justnot playing the same game every
time and he's not bidding allthe money at the same time.
He's not like doubling up everysingle time he is, he just
follows his energetic path,cause you see him in the video.
(30:09):
He's like okay, so what am Igoing to play today?
No, blackjack, don't feel good.
Um, you know we're letting outor the stop machine.
He walks through the slots andon the last video I watched him
this morning he was.
He had walked up to the uhthree card poker table and he
puts down the ante and they dealin double aces, a pair of aces,
and and then the video cuts off, says to be continued, because
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you know that's a big payout onthat table.
And so now he's got to bet andhope that the he don't match the
house.
But make it long story short,it's interesting how he's
following his spiritual journey,setting an intention and going
and doing it yeah it was prettyimpressive to me I mean, that's
kind of the direction I wantedto take.
Speaker 2 (30:48):
This experience that we had yesterday is no matter
how cuckoo brain it sounds, justfollowing your breadcrumbs and
allowing it to be okay for yourdaily journey to change and look
different, because you'refollowing some harebrained
inspiration that you get.
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And clearing history Just gofollow it and see what happens.
Speaker 1 (31:13):
See what happens, yep .
Speaker 2 (31:14):
Just because and that's how we do life, that's
how we do life all the timeRight, we just have harebrained
idea.
And we just run with it, wejust go with it.
Why not Like sometimes I'llcome to him and I'll say, listen
, I don't really know why, but Ineed to go to this store and we
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go there.
It's not that I really need tobuy anything from that store.
We walk around for a little bitand maybe a book will fall off
the shelf or Like that Targettime.
Speaker 1 (31:52):
We did that at Target and that dude.
And we're like outside atTarget by the car waiting trying
to figure out why we just didthat and this random homeless
guy walks up to us and says Idon't know what you're doing.
Or he says something like keepdoing it.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
Right.
Speaker 1 (32:06):
And so we were like okay, yeah.
So it was crazy how you followthe journey and the little
breadcrumbs yeah.
Speaker 2 (32:13):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (32:14):
But the, I think, the more realistic part of this for
me that really hit home thismorning as I was thinking about
all of it, was the fact of weare open enough for me to come
to you and say, listen, I needto go to the casino today.
Speaker 2 (32:30):
I got this idea.
I need to go do this.
Speaker 1 (32:33):
You know, and it made me, it made me very
appreciative.
I even said that yesterday.
I'm like you know, I love ourrelationship because I can say
stuff like that to you and andthere is no emotions involved.
Speaker 2 (32:42):
There's no kickback or any emotions involved.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
There's no kickback or any.
No, I really enjoy it.
But being able to work throughthose little breadcrumbs of old
beliefs and baggage is a key toliving that fulfilled, energetic
life, I think, and yeah when,when we allow each other to do
that, it's.
Yeah, it can put you in someweird stories, but it's really
fun.
Speaker 2 (33:06):
It is fun, it is and that's another part of all of it
is instead of, because I couldhave very well been like oh all,
right, here we go again,begrudgingly go, yeah, and that
would have closed me off tohaving an opportunity to Double
your money, having anopportunity to double your money
believe, not clear beliefs thatwere layered up on my side of
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things because it was not what Ihad planned on my to-do list,
necessarily, and I'm just itwasn't even on mine either but
instead we don't.
We don't go about it that way.
If one or both of us comes toeach other and has a breadcrumb
that we want to follow, I mean,we grab hands and we say a lot,
(33:54):
you and me kid, here we go Skipto the loo.
And let's see where it takes us.
Because of that, you know that,just that curiosity, wonderment
of where's this going to takeus?
Speaker 1 (34:10):
And what's going to happen next?
Right, you just never know,because when you don't allow
yourself to finish those umbeliefs and stuff, who knows
what could happen or what?
And if you do follow them likeyou, just never know.
You could, we could, we couldhave walked in there and and put
a dollar in a dollar machineand won it $100 million.
Speaker 2 (34:28):
Or you could have met somebody that could have
changed your life?
Speaker 1 (34:31):
You just don't know.
Speaker 2 (34:31):
I mean, it was life-changing it is
life-changing Because we had theopportunity to open up
resistance to hidden beliefsthat we didn't realize were even
in there, agreed, and now we'reforever changed because of that
, because the process works likethis, just to recap when you
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have a belief in place, once youare aware of it and you are
done with it, or you decide thatyou're ready to re-script that
belief or let it go, it'sautomatic, like it happens
automatically.
And so now, having done that,we have actually increased our
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money container because we nolonger have beliefs that are
keeping that container small andnot allowing it to have room by
these beliefs around gambling,which includes all forms you
know scratch, tickets, lottery-Because, I win a lot of lottery,
(35:38):
but it's only tiny amounts.
It may be $10 here.
It may be only $100.
Like that, one time I won $500,and I haven't been able to
repeat that and I'm like why isthat 170 last weekend?
I did.
But I can't seem to get pastthat threshold of 500 and I
always use the lottery to kindof play with and I was like and
(35:58):
sometimes we do that we playwith different things just to
see if beliefs will pop up, andI can't ever seem to get to
anything bigger than 500, and soI'm always kind of digging
around in that and by doing thisrandom adventure and having no
insistence on what it must looklike and no assumption of what
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it must look like, just beingcompletely open to if I win, I
win, if I don't, I don't.
If I go in there just to have acup of coffee, if I gamble at
all, like I'm just open towhatever this storyline ends up
being, whether it be for me orfor him, and I had no
expectation and no insistence onwhat this must look like.
(36:43):
I didn't go in there saying,all right, I'm going in there,
I'm gonna win X amount ofdollars and I must, or at least,
if I don't, it's a ruined tripand I'm gonna be aggravated.
Speaker 1 (36:56):
Right, you're creating a limit too when you do
that.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
Right.
Speaker 1 (36:59):
And people don't understand.
I've gotta win at least $1,000.
Well, if you align with it,you're going to win $1,000.
But you had just capped offwhat you're going to win with an
intention.
Speaker 2 (37:09):
Yeah, it could have been a whole lot more than that.
Oh yeah, most of the time itwill.
You could very well not winanything.
Speaker 1 (37:15):
That's right, depending on what it is, because
the universe says if you'regoing to cap me, I'm not going
to give you nothing.
Speaker 2 (37:28):
And I didn't walk away with the With the huffy,
puffy frustration of I only won$115.
Woe is me Grumble and gruff,like it was still this fun,
childlike exploration of.
Okay, I'm interested andexcited to see what this brings
up.
Right, even if I got to waittill tomorrow.
Speaker 1 (37:44):
Yeah, you know it's kind of crazy.
It's a fun world to live in.
Speaker 2 (37:49):
Yeah, and because for me one of the other fun
components of it was I lovewhenever uh, dead people or
essence of people when theyastral project come through.
I, I like to do that yeah andso when eggs came through.
However, because we haven'tbeen able to find any evidence
(38:11):
that, he's dead or alive dead.
So what can happen sometimes ispeople higher self will use the
essence of certain people rightin our path to get us to
resonate with an experience, toopen up your frequency, to be
(38:33):
able to see the message comingthrough.
Speaker 1 (38:35):
Yeah, good times.
Speaker 2 (38:37):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (38:38):
You know, the crazy part about that is how accurate
you are, because he was sayinghe used to always use the word
bro you were like come on, bro.
Everything was bro, bro, bro.
What are you doing, bro?
Right, and that's how you weresaying it.
I was like, oh, that's weird,because we've you know I've
(38:59):
never even seen him and I wasexplaining to you, yeah, and you
described him visually how hecoming across, so you would know
who I was talking about.
Tall skinny beard, yeah, darkhair.
Speaker 2 (39:10):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (39:11):
And he had dark wavy hair.
He kind of kept all slick backlike Elvis and he had a beard.
I mean he's a real cool guy.
He always was in my bookbecause of the way he lived.
Speaker 2 (39:24):
Well, we were good friends.
I mean, we don't know for surethat he's gone.
Oh, I don't have no idea.
Speaker 1 (39:28):
Non-physical but I mean, I do know that one of my
five friends that we would allgo, I'd go with.
You know, one of them did diethe year before last and he died
in a weird situation.
But it that he is dead, itwould completely surprise me if
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he is dead.
If he is dead because surprised?
Yeah he, he is a religious guythat stays healthy, he eats well
, he's that.
He's that kind of guy to wherehe's always like he's a jogger,
a bicycler, he, yeah, he exceptfor when he goes and is on his
binge.
Speaker 2 (40:03):
Yeah, smoke.
Speaker 1 (40:04):
Yeah, him and his wife would go on vacation once a
week.
They were going for a weekvacation somewhere every
normally four to six months, andthey would stay freaking high
for a week while they were goneand do crazy stuff and then come
back and be sober.
But anyway, that's why I'm notnaming any names.
But he always lived a veryhealthy, happy life.
Speaker 2 (40:26):
Well, but that brings up a rabbit hole thing is just
because you live a healthy,happy life doesn't mean that you
aren't you.
You create an exit plan oh yeahand it doesn't mean that you
have to be sick and old anddecrepit to exit that's correct.
Planet yeah, you can beperfectly healthy and fine, and
(40:47):
when your exit plan time comes,it's your turn.
You're getting sucked off thisplanet.
Speaker 1 (40:54):
But you know, I think to kind of finish up this
podcast is I think the main partof all of this is for people to
remember is being open to.
If you're in a partnership orrelationship or whatever it is,
be open to the other person.
Because that's a very goodfeeling that I had yesterday
when I could openly say that toJenny and be like listen, I know
(41:18):
we get plans to do things, butI'm having this inkling to go to
the casino.
I don know why, I have no cluewhy, and but you know she was
like okay, you can just, okay,let's go change gears.
Speaker 2 (41:32):
I go get my casino fanny pack on yeah, get a jacket
here we go, and the reason forme on my side of it is that I
know that one of two things.
Here's what I know.
A.
Along your journey, I willlearn something about myself and
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about you.
Right and B, your inkling maybe for me.
Speaker 1 (42:02):
Yes.
Speaker 2 (42:02):
It may be for me and I just can't.
I'm not in a place on the onthe particular topic that I can
hear directly from my hair self.
So my hair self is using you asthe vehicle of information and
vice versa, and you never knowthat.
Yeah and so, by being open andreceptive to go on the journey,
(42:25):
it could be that that journeywas solely and totally,
completely my higher self takingme on a journey yeah and it
just so happened that this onewas a journey for you and a
journey for me, separate andapart from yeah and then
together because I kind oflooped it all together of oh my
god, we're both going to go inhere, we're going to spend our
(42:47):
life savings and we're going tobecome addicts and have to be,
broken destitute, and so that'swhy I would recommend it.
If your spouse comes to you oryour mate or your significant
other or your best friend orwhatever, and says come on, we
(43:09):
got to go, do this, go with theflow.
Because you never know what themessage is in it for you.
Speaker 1 (43:15):
Never know.
Speaker 2 (43:17):
And you know your higher self may be working
through that person to get youto hear them.
Speaker 1 (43:21):
Correct, I do have a good casino story.
Speaker 2 (43:24):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (43:25):
Like this one time.
It was probably At band campBack in the late 90s, early
2000s I think.
It was like 2000, 2001.
I went to Boisier City withsome friends him and his wife
and we had went to the poker orthe blackjack table in the back
and his wife said that there's aquarter slot right by the entry
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and we had this.
We had a five o'clockappointment.
This was like eight o'clock inthe morning.
We had a five o'clock dinner atthe Binion Steakhouse
reservation.
And so we're at the blackjack,we go in and out, we're going
around doing things.
We wouldn't eat lunch.
She didn't want to go, shewasn't hungry.
And so hungry, and so we comeback and we go back to the poker
(44:06):
room.
We were playing poker, yadayada, but she's still sitting at
four o'clock on this samemachine okay she is set there
and she's actually up like 800bucks okay.
And there there was two guysthat were sitting in the slot
machines, kind of behind her,just watching her play, and so
we get, we're you, so we'reready to go back, take a shower,
(44:26):
get ready to go to Binion's eata steak, and we're standing
there.
It's like 4 o'clock, maybe 10to 4, something like that, and
we sit there until like 4.30,4.40.
And then finally my friend waslike come on.
We've got to go.
We've got a 5 o'clockreservation.
She was like okay, and she saidI don't want to, but okay and
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she cashes out.
And she started with $100, andshe cashes out like $800.
And she'd been there all day.
And so she gets up.
One of those two guys that areback there watching her walks
over.
Oh no, while we're waiting onthe elevator and we're bing, hit
the the elevator and he walksup behind her, puts player card
in, puts a 20 bill in, hits maxbet and all you hear is the
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buzzers and the bells going off.
Damn, it's the largest quarterjackpot in louisiana state
history 14.9 million dollars inquarters oh my god, she was
steaming oh, my god, is she that?
she heard the bells go off andwe knew it was close.
And the look on my friend'sface, his name I'll call him
randy he's passed.
He looks over at her and youget to see the fear in his eyes
(45:40):
because she swarmed down thatmachine was going to pay her.
And we turn around and, sureenough, that guy's like, yeah,
he's doing this, like that.
And he points at her oh, andthat was the.
That was the nail in the coffinfor him.
And then the next morning wewere teasing her and him and we
went down and bought a bunch ofpapers because the guy was on
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the front page of the bozer citypaper.
Speaker 2 (46:05):
We had them all over the hotel room.
Speaker 1 (46:09):
Oh goodness me it was so funny though it was, I mean,
the reality is is it wasn'tgonna pay her yeah, she wasn't
aligned with no, it wasn't gonnapay her, but I thought it was
pretty funny 14.8 milliondollars in quarters oh my god
yeah, I didn't realize thosemachines would actually get up
that high yeah, but you knowthis was back before progressive
(46:30):
slots, I believe.
I don't think they even hadprogressive slots back then
maybe they did I don't know, butit was.
Speaker 2 (46:36):
It was huge, it was like crazy big really yeah, I
didn't know that the machineslots would pay that amount of
money.
Speaker 1 (46:44):
Oh yeah, yeah, it was nuts.
I want to see if I can findthat article, but anyway, so it
was Wow.
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Goodness me, life changing experience Huh.
Speaker 1 (46:58):
But anyway, so it was a, it was a big deal.
It was all over the front pageof the paper and and we kept
giving giving them a hard time.
Speaker 2 (47:10):
It was pretty crazy, yeah, so just to recap, I I
wanted to share yesterday'sadventure because you know,
we're going through this samelife with you guys.
We have human experiences, andthat's just another good example
of how we navigate theweirdness yeah and when it pops
(47:31):
up, we just follow the crumb manand go with the flow and see
what it's about with a curiousmindset not, yeah, not getting
frustrated, aggravated, tryingto really listen to and watch
the signs and follow the nudge.
Speaker 1 (47:47):
Follow your instinct.
Speaker 2 (47:48):
Take the action that you can best take If a message
comes through that you need togo to this place and you're at
work.
Well, you can't obviously leavework, but the minute that you
can pop in there and just see,what information might be there,
(48:09):
and just be open and don't haveany insistence on what it must
look like or what has to happen.
Just kind of stay easy with itand go with the flow.
Speaker 1 (48:22):
Take it easy, will you?
Speaker 2 (48:23):
You never know what the information is or what will
pop up for you and be revealedon what you're ready to release
and redefine or let go of.
Speaker 1 (48:37):
I think the biggest reward of that is what happens
after you get all that clearedout of the way.
What happens next?
That's kind of the optimism forme.
Yeah, that's what.
What door does that open?
Speaker 2 (48:45):
Right, we're kind of at that stage of okay, now that
we've cleared that.
Speaker 1 (48:50):
What's next?
What amazing Do I need to goback to you, Sina?
I mean, what's going on?
Speaker 2 (48:52):
Right, what amazing things are going to pop up and
we're going to get to experiencefrom going through that.
Speaker 1 (49:01):
Yeah, pretty fun.
Yeah, well, I feel prettycomplete.
How do you feel?
Speaker 2 (49:05):
I feel good, all right, as always.
Speaker 1 (49:07):
Well, thank you all for listening today on the
spiritual grind and putting upwith our shenanigans.
Don't forget to like, followand share.
Look us up on the web atwwwthemerccentersorg to ring
that bell.
Hey, thank you all forlistening and have an awesome
day love you.
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We'll see you next time.
Welcome back to the Spiritual Grind.
We are here today having alittle fun.
Went to Casino yesterday.
Speaker 2 (00:38):
Good morning.
Speaker 1 (00:40):
Oh yeah, hang on, dr Jimmy.
Ladies and gentlemen, welcomeDr Ginny to the studio.
What is that about?
Sorry, that was funny.
I thought it was funny, properintroduction yes sorry, yes, my
queen, I apologize that I didnot properly introduce you.
Speaker 2 (01:01):
Off with his head.
Speaker 1 (01:03):
Oh, no, help me.
Speaker 2 (01:08):
Yeah, we went to the casino yesterday.
Speaker 1 (01:10):
We did.
Speaker 2 (01:12):
What was that about?
Speaker 1 (01:13):
Discovery Indeed Some old stuff.
Speaker 2 (01:17):
I think it's you know what.
It's a good example.
Speaker 1 (01:21):
Yes, I agree.
Speaker 2 (01:23):
Of what people would consider the craziness of how we
go through our journey.
Speaker 1 (01:28):
So, start us off with that story.
So yesterday morning I wake upand I'm at this inkling just to
go to the casino, and that neverhappens to me, it's like very
rare.
And so I was like you know what?
Hey, what do you think?
Let's go to the casino todayand she's like's like okay
follow the breadcrumb man and soI was like we get, we go to the
(01:51):
.
I don't know what's drawing methere.
To be honest with you, don'thave any clue.
I just know that that once weget there, we parked on lucky
street lucky street.
We just happened to park in 2c.
Speaker 2 (02:04):
We were there 2c yeah , why we were there?
Yeah, because we got out of thecar and we always look to see
where we're parked so we canfind ourselves again yeah find
our car and we get out and yeahit was in 2c yeah and we don't
mean wa 2c, we mean like 2c.
Speaker 1 (02:24):
Why we're there?
Yeah, it's pretty cool and sowe walk in and, uh, we walk
through one little part of thecasino and I told jenny to
follow her instinct and sheleads us across the casino right
to the bathroom, because shehad to pee that's right.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
I was like, okay, follow me.
And I'm getting drawn, I wasdrawn I was drawn, I was drawn
looking for a machine, but whatwas obviously screaming much
louder was my bladder, because Itook us right to the bathroom
and I did need to go tinkle, butI was trying to ignore it and I
(03:03):
was like anyway, not gonnahappen.
Speaker 1 (03:07):
I was like, oh sorry, my bad, let's stop here so we
go, we go to the bathroom andthen we continue on.
We go downstairs to the secondfloor and to the casino.
It's like the, it's like thesecond largest part of the
casino, and we, I mean, I hadlike I, I had like I think I had
like $50 in cash in my wallet.
Speaker 2 (03:27):
Yeah, I had probably like $25 maybe.
Speaker 1 (03:30):
Yeah, and we go to this one machine and we put $40
in it and lost it.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (03:39):
And then Jenny jumped over there with her $20 and you
got it up right Like 80 bucks,no you played the one where the
little buckets fill up.
Oh, yeah, yeah, Remember, youplayed that one first.
Yeah, I played that one first.
Speaker 2 (03:53):
And that paid out.
Speaker 1 (03:54):
It did, it doubled my money actually.
Speaker 2 (03:55):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (03:56):
And then I go to the ATM.
I got some cash at the ATM andwe continue on and I go over to
oh yeah, that's when I did it Iwent over to the Rags to Riches.
Speaker 2 (04:09):
At this point we kind of separated.
We often when we go in therewe'll kind of go our own way, so
we can kind of do our own thing.
Speaker 1 (04:17):
But still in the back of my mind I was wondering why
am I inkling to go to the casino?
And so I sit down at rag toriches and I put a hundred
dollar bill in it and cashed outwith, uh, 356 dollars on the
dollar right, right, right yeahand I get up and and I put my
money back in my wallet thatthat I started with.
and then I went over to aquarter machine and jenny and I
(04:41):
were walking and suddenly shedisappears.
I have no idea where she goes.
And I go to a quarter machineand I put a $100 bill in it and
it's paying me.
It's like every spend I'mwinning something.
And then I got my $100 turnedinto $285, and then I had this
weird inkling to go find Jennyand so I cashed out.
(05:05):
I don't know why I did, butanyway.
So that brings us to what youdid.
Speaker 2 (05:09):
Yeah.
So on my journey I was like,okay, let me check in with my
own energy, let me see what myfrequency is.
Am I aligned with the realityof being able to just walk to a
machine, put my money in my $100bill and first spin double my
(05:30):
money, like that's what I wasplaying with?
So I kind of checked in with it.
I was like, yeah, I'm ready.
So I turned to the machine,whatever it was, because I was
like the conversation I washaving is it doesn't matter the
machine.
It was because I was like theconversation I was having is it
doesn't matter the machine, themachine doesn't matter, because
I usually before yesterday Iwould go in and I would look for
(05:53):
signs, as our previous podcastlike what's the?
sign, and when I saw somethingthat kind of like rang my bell,
I'd go play that machine BecauseI interpreted that as okay,
this is the one that's going topay out.
Based on some sort of sign thatresonated with me, what
(06:13):
happened yesterday was what Igot, was?
It's not about necessarilyalways the signs, it's about
getting you to check in withyour vibrational frequency of
the thing that you want, and itdoesn't matter the machine, it
doesn't matter the numbers.
Sometimes it's just thatdoesn't matter.
(06:34):
So it was for me, now that I'vehad time to look at it, was an
opportunity to practice checkingin with my frequency.
And where am I vibrationally?
Anyway, I digress Sat down at amachine.
It was called Stinkin' Rich andit had a picture of a skunk
(06:55):
Stinkin'.
Speaker 1 (06:56):
Rich.
Speaker 2 (06:56):
I said, all right, show me Stinkin' Rich Put my
$100 bill in one spin, bada-bing, bada-bing, and my $100 changed
into $215.
So I was like, thank you verymuch, cash out, and I walked off
(07:28):
took my voucher, traded it infor the cash, set my $115 aside
and took my little $100 and wentagain just to kind of of see,
can I find that frequency againright?
And so first machine I pop itin.
And what I noticed, though, isthat I went back to my habit,
yeah, of looking for machinesthat had a sign, rather than
actually looking into whatfrequency am I in?
So, then when I lost all of that20, I was like, okay, I'm okay,
(07:50):
so let's begin again.
Anyway, long story short, inthat experiment I ended up
giving all of that hundred backand then I was like, okay, I'm
done.
Speaker 1 (08:00):
Right.
And so I continue on wonderingwhy I got up from that machine
that was paying me looking forJenny.
I have no idea why I did and itwas kind of weird.
So I go over to the Price isRight machine.
Price is right, and the veryfirst spin I got to roll the
(08:24):
wheel.
Speaker 2 (08:24):
Yeah, very first spin .
Speaker 1 (08:25):
Right and it hit on $85, which was right next to the
max jackpot.
Speaker 2 (08:34):
Nice.
Speaker 1 (08:35):
Which, by the way, the max jackpot was $39,000.
Speaker 2 (08:38):
Nice.
Speaker 1 (08:40):
And it paid.
So I made $85.
I was up $85 out there and Ispun it again.
Nothing Spun it on a third time.
Hit the wheel again, okay.
And so I spin the wheel and itgoes to the other side Of the
max, of the max price, to the$70 or $90 one.
So now I was up $90.
(09:01):
And I was sitting therethinking what do I do now?
Because I'm really not a slotplayer, I'm a card player.
I don't know why I was playingslots.
Well, this is part of ourdiscovery this morning.
Right Some of this informationdidn't come to us until we had
an opportunity for things tokind of marinate overnight.
Yeah, why I'm there?
Why I'm looking for Jenny?
Why did I get it from a machine?
Speaker 2 (09:22):
that was paying me.
Speaker 1 (09:25):
What beliefs come up out of it.
Yeah, and so I sit there.
I was like you know what, I'mgoing to max bet this thing and
see if it hits it.
And of course I went through mywinnings and we got to $113, I
think, down to $113.
And it hit the wheel again, andI hit the spin button and it
hit $10.
I was like, oh so you're goingto play that game.
(09:47):
I was max betting 13 and thewheel gave me $10.
Um, and so I, I cash out and Iwalk away.
And then I, and this whole timeI'm being drawn to the Baccarat
table but I'm not going.
Okay, I'm like go play Baccarat, go play Baccarat, I love
Baccarat table, but I'm notgoing.
Okay, I'm like go play Baccarat, go play Baccarat, I love
Baccarat, by the way, it's funand anyway.
(10:10):
So I continue on.
And then Jenny's over thereplaying this cash wheel thing.
It's kind of like roulette, butit's like a big cash wheel.
Speaker 2 (10:17):
Yeah, like you pick your number and they spin the
wheel for you and you put moneydown and they spin the wheel for
you and you put money down yeah, and hedge your bets on it
landing on one of the numbersthat you pick.
Speaker 1 (10:30):
Yeah, it's kind of like craps and roulette combined
, just on a cash flow.
Speaker 2 (10:33):
Yeah, it's kind of just it.
And the guy I felt sorry forhim because he was standing
there and nobody was playing.
All the people were passing himover and he looked bored so I
was like, okay, let me go overand just see what this is about.
So I went over and I was likewhat is this game?
He's like you just put yourmoney on the number and we spin
(10:54):
the wheel, see if you win.
Speaker 1 (10:55):
Interesting side note .
You know, did you see that signthat was to the left of him?
That said that this is not anapproved Florida Gaming
Commission game.
It has been developed by theHard Rock Casino.
Speaker 2 (11:06):
No.
Speaker 1 (11:07):
And so all complaints and whatever has to be waged
through the Gaming Commissionbecause it is not an approved
game.
Oh, no I didn't see that sign,and so I was reading it
afterwards as we walked off.
I was like, hmm, we get donewith that and we walk over and
we sit down on one of our oldfavorite games that we play
together, but this whole timeI've been driving the buck route
(11:27):
and I'm not going to play, andI don't know why.
Speaker 2 (11:29):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (11:30):
And so we get done.
We're up like I don't know $145, $145.
I don't even remember what itwas.
So we were there for like threehours and we get done, and
we're walking out to the truckand I'm still puzzled to why I
went.
Speaker 2 (11:46):
Why we were drawn to go.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
Why did I have to get up from that machine that was
paying me quite well, and whywhat was going on?
Why didn't I go play Baccarat?
Speaker 2 (11:59):
Right, and so the process for you was, at this
point, you're just asking thequestions, yeah, waiting for the
information to come Correct,not being aggravated annoyed?
Speaker 1 (12:09):
No, no, not at all Frustrated.
Speaker 2 (12:10):
No, I had a good time , it was fine, Not being
confused, necessarily, but justasking the questions for
additional information.
Correct and clarification, yeah, and clarification yes, because
going there didn'tinstantaneously give you what
you were there for.
Speaker 1 (12:30):
Correct.
Speaker 2 (12:30):
That's what I'm sharing with the audience,
that's right when I'm wanting totake us Sometimes, and just to
remind everybody, we didn't getup that morning and say, oh, you
know what we're going to go, doX, Y, Z and then go to the
lottery house.
Speaker 1 (12:47):
What's it called?
We went somewhere.
Oh, we went to get a haircut.
No, yeah, I went to get ahaircut.
Speaker 2 (12:50):
Well, I went to the dentist first.
That morning.
Speaker 1 (12:52):
Yeah, that's right, and it was at the dentist, right
.
So let's go to the casino.
Speaker 2 (12:55):
Right, right, and so it was.
It was like just going with theflow.
He had an inspiration to go tothe casino and I mean it wasn't
on my agenda necessarily and Icould have been like, oh, I
don't want to go.
(13:15):
But that's not how we live life.
We change the plans, if we haveany, and we go with that
inspirational place.
Because we did have plansbecause we had a hair
appointment at last appointmenttoo.
And so I said to him I said,well, are you thinking like go
now?
Are you thinking go after ourappointments?
(13:36):
Or what are you thinking?
He's like no, you know what Ithink go now.
So we ran by the house, I gotmy little fanny pouch and our
driver's license.
Speaker 1 (13:47):
Oh, yeah, that's right, we couldn't find our
cards.
Speaker 2 (13:50):
Couldn't find our cards, so then we head over and
we left not knowing the answersto some of those questions.
Speaker 1 (13:59):
It was pretty crazy.
Speaker 2 (14:00):
Not knowing why we were actually there.
It took us marinating overnight.
Yeah, well you brought memessages from a friend from an
old friend of mine Give the nextpart of the story, and so.
Speaker 1 (14:12):
Jenny, she's like I don't remember where you oh yeah
, you went when we got thehaircut.
Speaker 2 (14:16):
I went to my lash appointment.
Speaker 1 (14:17):
And she came back with messages from a friend of
mine and I don't know if he'sdeceased or if he's alive and he
was just actual projecting orwhatever it was, but the
backstory behind it was me andfour friends used to go to the
casino a lot together.
Speaker 2 (14:31):
I call him Eggs.
That's another story.
Speaker 1 (14:34):
Yeah, that's another story and we would go to the
casino and there was this onetime that nobody could afford to
go, and so I gave everybodymoney to go and we go to the
casino.
Speaker 2 (14:47):
So before you tell the story, tell them what I came
back and said.
Speaker 1 (14:52):
I don't even remember what all you said.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
Well, so you were getting haircut.
I drove over to the lashappointment, which was on the
wrong day, by the way.
Speaker 1 (15:03):
So even the plans we thought we had we didn't really
have.
Speaker 2 (15:06):
Right, but if I hadn't had gone to an erroneous
lash appointment, I wouldn'thave seen this big, huge sign
that said eggs on it.
Yeah sign that said eggs on it.
Yeah, because the minute I sawthat sign that said eggs his
essence, whether he's celestialor, like james said, just astral
(15:27):
, projecting to bring a messagethrough that james could relate
to he came through giving me avisual of what he looks like for
validation for me and James,and then came through with
information.
So I text, I text James and Isaid yeah, last appointment,
(15:48):
wrong day, I'll be back in aminute.
I'm headed back your way.
Speaker 1 (15:54):
I was in the barber chair getting haircut.
Speaker 2 (15:55):
So he's like, okay, I'll see you in a minute chair
getting haircut.
So he's like, okay, I'll seeyou in a minute.
I, he, we come back together.
And I'm like, yeah, so eggs isreaching out to me and he said,
um yeah, I said his nameremember me in the casino.
Yeah, and I was like I don'tknow what that means.
(16:16):
It means something to you, soyou're going to have to check in
with your journey and youradventures with him in the
casino, because he's bringingthrough a message of remember
what he said.
Remember him in the casino.
Speaker 1 (16:31):
And so I'm running through my head when she says
that with all these stories,because we all went to the
casino a lot.
It was probably once or twice amonth that we would go.
So I went through all thesescenarios in my head and there
was this one time that the fiveof us took about 50 grand to
spend and we ended up being up aton of money before it was over
(16:53):
with.
But he was one of them thatused to say just do it, man,
just do it.
He was that guy.
That know, he was that guy thatyou see in the background.
That's kind of clownish, that,but he had a very deep spiritual
connection.
Uh, he would.
Uh, he was very energeticallyinclined and could.
Uh, his son was too.
Speaker 2 (17:11):
His son was like crazy yeah, good crazy,
spiritually connected and justfollowing that intuitional gut
feeling yeah, yeah, but anywaythere's.
Speaker 1 (17:21):
A story was when I was at the casino.
One time I was going throughall these stories in my head.
The one that I woke up with wasI was at um, a slot machine in
a very pronounced, verywell-known casino.
They're gonna say your namesand he kept saying to me max, it
, just do it, follow the energy.
(17:42):
You know he's like blah, blah,blah going on behind me, and so
it leads to this morning usdiscussing this.
Speaker 2 (17:49):
Right.
Speaker 1 (17:50):
Realizing that I was there because I had a fear of
losing money.
Speaker 2 (17:56):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (17:57):
And he would, because if you go to the casino with a
fear of losing money, you'regonna lose money well not
following your intuition notfollowing.
Speaker 2 (18:04):
Yeah, what you had said is I didn't go to play
locker interrupting yourintuitive guidance of going and
playing a different game, oreven inhibiting your own self by
sitting at the machine andcontinuing on right because you
had a fear of losing, losing andlosing your money and I was
(18:28):
using going to find jenny as ahuman excuse oh, I see and so
the part about it was is I'malways a loner at the casino,
like we would all go withfriends and we would meet back
later at the bar and anytimeI've ever went, if I go with
anybody I just kind of go off onmyself.
Speaker 1 (18:47):
But I wasn't doing that for some reason, not
listening to myself, and it wasbecause I had a fear of losing
and I don't know why.
I mean, we spend more moneythan that every weekend, so I
don't know why I had this fearand I'm still trying to identify
that I'm working on it, but didyou lose a bunch of money one
time or something?
No, I've never lost a bunch ofmoney, because I never allowed
(19:08):
myself to lose a bunch of money,right.
Speaker 2 (19:10):
Um, somebody you know that was prominent in your
upbringing have a problem withit or nobody?
Speaker 1 (19:17):
might bring anybody money to go to a casino.
Speaker 2 (19:21):
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (19:23):
I remember going to a casino after I turned 18 and me
and my family members that hadwent had lost a ton and we
actually had to leave earlybecause we were out of money.
We had just no money to drivehome.
But here's the crazy part Backthen in Vegas, all the grocery
(19:46):
stores had slot machines in themtoo.
They might still to this day, Idon't know, but because we had
just enough money for gas, aloaf of bread, bologna and a two
liter of Pepsi and some mustard.
Speaker 2 (19:59):
When you say family, this was like your mom, your dad
.
Speaker 1 (20:02):
Well, there was a couple people involved.
I don't want to put them onfront.
Speaker 2 (20:06):
I see.
Speaker 1 (20:08):
But when they were cashing out my family member
reached in his pocket to pay forthe products at the grocery
store and found a dollar coinand back then in Vegas you could
use dollar coins anywhere.
That was back in the early 90s.
Speaker 2 (20:22):
Right right.
Speaker 1 (20:24):
You could cross play coins.
Speaker 2 (20:26):
Oh, I see.
Speaker 1 (20:28):
Because they would cash each other's out and do
that back then in the day atleast some of them and so he
walks up and he puts the dollarcoin in the slot machine, pulls
the handle and walks off andhits the jackpot oh, wow and it
started ringing the bells andthe next thing, you know, we end
up staying for another sevendays.
And so, even then, when we lostmoney, it wasn't.
Speaker 2 (20:52):
It didn't work, it didn't create any fears, it
didn't create underlying oflosing money and having to be
that close to beinguncomfortable.
Speaker 1 (21:02):
No, I don't think so.
It didn't bother me that I wasyoung.
I mean we were going to eatbologna sandwiches and drink
Pepsi, that was it.
I mean at the time it was likean 18-hour, 19-hour car ride
home.
I mean I was going to eatbologna sandwiches for one day.
Who?
Speaker 2 (21:15):
cares.
Maybe it's entangled withsociety's perspective of
gambling or something.
Maybe I don't know.
Speaker 1 (21:21):
I'm still checking into it yeah.
But the whole part of it was isfollowing those signs, like we
talked about in our last podcastor podcast before last is being
open and receptive to learn andexpand and being able to change
your vibration and allowyourself to follow your
intuition.
In those spots of fear and youknow, I had this fear of losing
(21:44):
money when who cares?
Speaker 2 (21:47):
Which you hadn't identified before.
I hadn't identified right,Right.
Until this morning, and I'mstill not done with all this.
Speaker 1 (21:52):
I'm still checking in with all of it.
Yeah, right, and so for me.
Speaker 2 (21:56):
What came up was I have a fear that if you and I
gamble past a certain amount ofmoney or win a certain amount of
money, any winnings over that,we will become addicted to it
and gamble our life away, ourlife savings away.
(22:16):
And that's the fear that I washolding onto underneath.
That I didn't realize was eventhere, and the weird thing about
it is that belief, I think forme comes from my father and his
perspective of gambling.
(22:37):
You know, he's veryconservative.
He would go in.
He would.
He's very conservative, hewould go in, he would give
himself a set amount.
He would.
You know, with that set amounthe may play the dollar machine,
but he wouldn't go past that setamount.
Either he won or he didn't.
But regardless, even if he waswinning, if he said you know
(22:58):
what?
Here's, I've set aside $500.
I'm going in here, I'm spending$500, period.
Speaker 1 (23:03):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:12):
Even if he was winning, he would not go past
that certain amount Because hewould do kind of like you and I
did that yesterday Win, take thewinnings set the winnings aside
and pay back the initialinvestment basically.
Speaker 1 (23:26):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:27):
And then continue to play on that.
Speaker 1 (23:29):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:30):
So it was like he would set the money aside and
not touch it, and it was like itdidn't exist.
Yeah set the money aside and nottouch it, and it was like it
didn't exist, yeah, so if helost the new investment, so to
speak, of 500, even if he waswinning and setting it aside, he
wasn't registering that he waswinning, he was just looking at
(23:52):
it from uh okay, well, my 500 isyeah and so I'm done.
And so my entanglement camefrom him and from society's
viewpoint on addiction togambling and gambling your money
away and becoming poor anddestitute because you gamble it
(24:15):
all away.
That's what came up for me.
Yeah, because you gamble it allthe way.
That's what came up for me, andI find it comical because
neither one of us has ever we'vealways restricted ourselves.
Speaker 1 (24:25):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (24:26):
So we've never gone in and even really gambled.
Speaker 1 (24:29):
Well, we don't go to the casino very much at all.
Speaker 2 (24:31):
What I consider a crap.
Ton of money we always giveourselves, you know, like a $100
, $200.
Limit.
We take this you know, $200 or$300, whatever very minuscule
limit out of the bank and whenit's gone, it's gone.
When we're done, we're done,right.
So it's not ever like we'vegone out and just dumped
(24:56):
hundreds of thousands of dollarsin it, right, dumped hundreds
of thousands of dollars in it.
So for me to have a belief that, oh my god, if either one of us
spends whatever that amount ofmoney is that I had to find and
I don't even know it is at thispoint then we're going to be
addicts and we're going togamble our life away and we're
going to be destitute and I haveanything.
And so I would find myself as Igo back and look at yesterday
(25:19):
for myself.
I would sit down at a machine,and if it didn't pay me in a
couple of spins I could feel thetension raise in my body and
kind of cringe on wanting topush the button again, and so I
would just cash out yeah and Iwas like nope, I'm, I'm, this
machine is not the machine, andit was me trying to link up with
(25:43):
the energy of the winningmachine rather than trying to
link up with the frequency ofthe reality that exists of me
winning, and so I was goingabout it kind of ass backwards,
but that's what popped up for me.
So very interesting, very, veryinteresting, and that's kind of
how our journey works you knowthere's part of that.
Speaker 1 (26:03):
That.
You know I was watching.
There's a guy because you knowhow your phone listens to you
and I guess because we're at thecasino yesterday, everything in
my feed this morning was aboutcasinos, yeah, and when I'm
sitting here drinking my coffeeand this guy named I can't
remember his name he's a verywell-known professional gambler
and he said his advice to anyand all slot machine players
(26:28):
that in your first hour in thecasino, put enough money in the
machine to max bet the firstfive spins on a machine in your
first hour, because the thecasino set it up for you to win
big or to win in your firsthours when you get there,
(26:49):
because they know if you you're,if they tease you with that,
you, you that you'll continue tostay and spend more money.
It's like a bait and switchtype thing yeah, you're gonna do
this and you win that, blah,blah, blah, blah.
And he said if it don't pay youin the first five spins, then
get up and walk away becausethat machine is not going to pay
you.
And he said 92% of the time.
(27:12):
That's how they work.
That's what he said.
Now, who knows if that's true,but the part of it that I
thought.
What resonated with me was iswe were kind of doing that and
it subconsciously doing it andnot realizing that we were doing
it, and it's crazy because weboth kind of stopped winning
after like the first hour it is.
Speaker 2 (27:31):
It slowed way down yeah, I mean for me.
When I put my money in, Iliterally said out loud when I
put my money in and I turned ahundred dollars into $215 on one
spin, I was like, okay, I didmy part, I doubled my money, I'm
done.
Speaker 1 (27:51):
Right.
Speaker 2 (27:52):
And so I tried to realign with the frequency and
you know, I lost 20 and gave itback and I was like, yeah, no,
I'm done, I can't find it againtoday and that's okay, so so
there's a, there's a guy thatpopped up this morning too on
kind of the same scenario.
Speaker 1 (28:11):
Him he is.
He was an attorney for me.
Speaker 2 (28:16):
That stuff doesn't resonate with me.
Speaker 1 (28:17):
No, no it doesn't resonate with me, but I thought
this was a good story becauseit's kind of cool of him
following his spiritual guidance.
He was an attorney inCalifornia and he came to Vegas
one weekend with three of hisfriends and they walk in there
and he says out loud to theseguys I'm going to turn this $100
into $200,000 in the next yearoh, he gave himself a whole year
(28:43):
to do it.
Yeah, and so he started with thehundred dollar bill.
He walked in and he this is all.
I actually started.
I went through and watched andover the course of the last
seven months, he takes thatmoney like he walks into the
casino the first day becausehe's videoing all of this.
He puts a hundred dollars onblack on the roulette, doubles
his money, quits with that moneyand then he goes and gambles
(29:05):
about his way and he's put thismoney back the next time he
comes in.
He put a hundred dollars onblack and, and, and it doubled
up, and so he now he's sittingat three hundred dollars in this
pile and he is actually up to ahundred and twelve thousand
dollars just by doing thingslike that going to the craps
(29:26):
table and putting $1,000 on thepass line and just waiting for
it to win.
And he's been doing that nowand he's like nine months in and
he's over $100,000 and justkeeping that money off to the
side.
And he's got like 800,000followers now because he posts
(29:47):
the video.
He goes down there every weekendjust to do this video and it's
been a couple hours there, andit was interesting, though, how
he's doing it, because he's justnot playing the same game every
time and he's not bidding allthe money at the same time.
He's not like doubling up everysingle time he is, he just
follows his energetic path,cause you see him in the video.
(30:09):
He's like okay, so what am Igoing to play today?
No, blackjack, don't feel good.
Um, you know we're letting outor the stop machine.
He walks through the slots andon the last video I watched him
this morning he was.
He had walked up to the uhthree card poker table and he
puts down the ante and they dealin double aces, a pair of aces,
and and then the video cuts off, says to be continued, because
(30:31):
you know that's a big payout onthat table.
And so now he's got to bet andhope that the he don't match the
house.
But make it long story short,it's interesting how he's
following his spiritual journey,setting an intention and going
and doing it yeah it was prettyimpressive to me I mean, that's
kind of the direction I wantedto take.
Speaker 2 (30:48):
This experience that we had yesterday is no matter
how cuckoo brain it sounds, justfollowing your breadcrumbs and
allowing it to be okay for yourdaily journey to change and look
different, because you'refollowing some harebrained
inspiration that you get.
(31:09):
And clearing history Just gofollow it and see what happens.
Speaker 1 (31:13):
See what happens, yep .
Speaker 2 (31:14):
Just because and that's how we do life, that's
how we do life all the timeRight, we just have harebrained
idea.
And we just run with it, wejust go with it.
Why not Like sometimes I'llcome to him and I'll say, listen
, I don't really know why, but Ineed to go to this store and we
(31:37):
go there.
It's not that I really need tobuy anything from that store.
We walk around for a little bitand maybe a book will fall off
the shelf or Like that Targettime.
Speaker 1 (31:52):
We did that at Target and that dude.
And we're like outside atTarget by the car waiting trying
to figure out why we just didthat and this random homeless
guy walks up to us and says Idon't know what you're doing.
Or he says something like keepdoing it.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
Right.
Speaker 1 (32:06):
And so we were like okay, yeah.
So it was crazy how you followthe journey and the little
breadcrumbs yeah.
Speaker 2 (32:13):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (32:14):
But the, I think, the more realistic part of this for
me that really hit home thismorning as I was thinking about
all of it, was the fact of weare open enough for me to come
to you and say, listen, I needto go to the casino today.
Speaker 2 (32:30):
I got this idea.
I need to go do this.
Speaker 1 (32:33):
You know, and it made me, it made me very
appreciative.
I even said that yesterday.
I'm like you know, I love ourrelationship because I can say
stuff like that to you and andthere is no emotions involved.
Speaker 2 (32:42):
There's no kickback or any emotions involved.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
There's no kickback or any.
No, I really enjoy it.
But being able to work throughthose little breadcrumbs of old
beliefs and baggage is a key toliving that fulfilled, energetic
life, I think, and yeah when,when we allow each other to do
that, it's.
Yeah, it can put you in someweird stories, but it's really
fun.
Speaker 2 (33:06):
It is fun, it is and that's another part of all of it
is instead of, because I couldhave very well been like oh all,
right, here we go again,begrudgingly go, yeah, and that
would have closed me off tohaving an opportunity to Double
your money, having anopportunity to double your money
believe, not clear beliefs thatwere layered up on my side of
(33:32):
things because it was not what Ihad planned on my to-do list,
necessarily, and I'm just itwasn't even on mine either but
instead we don't.
We don't go about it that way.
If one or both of us comes toeach other and has a breadcrumb
that we want to follow, I mean,we grab hands and we say a lot,
(33:54):
you and me kid, here we go Skipto the loo.
And let's see where it takes us.
Because of that, you know that,just that curiosity, wonderment
of where's this going to takeus?
Speaker 1 (34:10):
And what's going to happen next?
Right, you just never know,because when you don't allow
yourself to finish those umbeliefs and stuff, who knows
what could happen or what?
And if you do follow them likeyou, just never know.
You could, we could, we couldhave walked in there and and put
a dollar in a dollar machineand won it $100 million.
Speaker 2 (34:28):
Or you could have met somebody that could have
changed your life?
Speaker 1 (34:31):
You just don't know.
Speaker 2 (34:31):
I mean, it was life-changing it is
life-changing Because we had theopportunity to open up
resistance to hidden beliefsthat we didn't realize were even
in there, agreed, and now we'reforever changed because of that
, because the process works likethis, just to recap when you
(34:52):
have a belief in place, once youare aware of it and you are
done with it, or you decide thatyou're ready to re-script that
belief or let it go, it'sautomatic, like it happens
automatically.
And so now, having done that,we have actually increased our
(35:16):
money container because we nolonger have beliefs that are
keeping that container small andnot allowing it to have room by
these beliefs around gambling,which includes all forms you
know scratch, tickets, lottery-Because, I win a lot of lottery,
(35:38):
but it's only tiny amounts.
It may be $10 here.
It may be only $100.
Like that, one time I won $500,and I haven't been able to
repeat that and I'm like why isthat 170 last weekend?
I did.
But I can't seem to get pastthat threshold of 500 and I
always use the lottery to kindof play with and I was like and
(35:58):
sometimes we do that we playwith different things just to
see if beliefs will pop up, andI can't ever seem to get to
anything bigger than 500, and soI'm always kind of digging
around in that and by doing thisrandom adventure and having no
insistence on what it must looklike and no assumption of what
(36:21):
it must look like, just beingcompletely open to if I win, I
win, if I don't, I don't.
If I go in there just to have acup of coffee, if I gamble at
all, like I'm just open towhatever this storyline ends up
being, whether it be for me orfor him, and I had no
expectation and no insistence onwhat this must look like.
(36:43):
I didn't go in there saying,all right, I'm going in there,
I'm gonna win X amount ofdollars and I must, or at least,
if I don't, it's a ruined tripand I'm gonna be aggravated.
Speaker 1 (36:56):
Right, you're creating a limit too when you do
that.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
Right.
Speaker 1 (36:59):
And people don't understand.
I've gotta win at least $1,000.
Well, if you align with it,you're going to win $1,000.
But you had just capped offwhat you're going to win with an
intention.
Speaker 2 (37:09):
Yeah, it could have been a whole lot more than that.
Oh yeah, most of the time itwill.
You could very well not winanything.
Speaker 1 (37:15):
That's right, depending on what it is, because
the universe says if you'regoing to cap me, I'm not going
to give you nothing.
Speaker 2 (37:28):
And I didn't walk away with the With the huffy,
puffy frustration of I only won$115.
Woe is me Grumble and gruff,like it was still this fun,
childlike exploration of.
Okay, I'm interested andexcited to see what this brings
up.
Right, even if I got to waittill tomorrow.
Speaker 1 (37:44):
Yeah, you know it's kind of crazy.
It's a fun world to live in.
Speaker 2 (37:49):
Yeah, and because for me one of the other fun
components of it was I lovewhenever uh, dead people or
essence of people when theyastral project come through.
I, I like to do that yeah andso when eggs came through.
However, because we haven'tbeen able to find any evidence
(38:11):
that, he's dead or alive dead.
So what can happen sometimes ispeople higher self will use the
essence of certain people rightin our path to get us to
resonate with an experience, toopen up your frequency, to be
(38:33):
able to see the message comingthrough.
Speaker 1 (38:35):
Yeah, good times.
Speaker 2 (38:37):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (38:38):
You know, the crazy part about that is how accurate
you are, because he was sayinghe used to always use the word
bro you were like come on, bro.
Everything was bro, bro, bro.
What are you doing, bro?
Right, and that's how you weresaying it.
I was like, oh, that's weird,because we've you know I've
(38:59):
never even seen him and I wasexplaining to you, yeah, and you
described him visually how hecoming across, so you would know
who I was talking about.
Tall skinny beard, yeah, darkhair.
Speaker 2 (39:10):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (39:11):
And he had dark wavy hair.
He kind of kept all slick backlike Elvis and he had a beard.
I mean he's a real cool guy.
He always was in my bookbecause of the way he lived.
Speaker 2 (39:24):
Well, we were good friends.
I mean, we don't know for surethat he's gone.
Oh, I don't have no idea.
Speaker 1 (39:28):
Non-physical but I mean, I do know that one of my
five friends that we would allgo, I'd go with.
You know, one of them did diethe year before last and he died
in a weird situation.
But it that he is dead, itwould completely surprise me if
(39:51):
he is dead.
If he is dead because surprised?
Yeah he, he is a religious guythat stays healthy, he eats well
, he's that.
He's that kind of guy to wherehe's always like he's a jogger,
a bicycler, he, yeah, he exceptfor when he goes and is on his
binge.
Speaker 2 (40:03):
Yeah, smoke.
Speaker 1 (40:04):
Yeah, him and his wife would go on vacation once a
week.
They were going for a weekvacation somewhere every
normally four to six months, andthey would stay freaking high
for a week while they were goneand do crazy stuff and then come
back and be sober.
But anyway, that's why I'm notnaming any names.
But he always lived a veryhealthy, happy life.
Speaker 2 (40:26):
Well, but that brings up a rabbit hole thing is just
because you live a healthy,happy life doesn't mean that you
aren't you.
You create an exit plan oh yeahand it doesn't mean that you
have to be sick and old anddecrepit to exit that's correct.
Planet yeah, you can beperfectly healthy and fine, and
(40:47):
when your exit plan time comes,it's your turn.
You're getting sucked off thisplanet.
Speaker 1 (40:54):
But you know, I think to kind of finish up this
podcast is I think the main partof all of this is for people to
remember is being open to.
If you're in a partnership orrelationship or whatever it is,
be open to the other person.
Because that's a very goodfeeling that I had yesterday
when I could openly say that toJenny and be like listen, I know
(41:18):
we get plans to do things, butI'm having this inkling to go to
the casino.
I don know why, I have no cluewhy, and but you know she was
like okay, you can just, okay,let's go change gears.
Speaker 2 (41:32):
I go get my casino fanny pack on yeah, get a jacket
here we go, and the reason forme on my side of it is that I
know that one of two things.
Here's what I know.
A.
Along your journey, I willlearn something about myself and
(41:54):
about you.
Right and B, your inkling maybe for me.
Speaker 1 (42:02):
Yes.
Speaker 2 (42:02):
It may be for me and I just can't.
I'm not in a place on the onthe particular topic that I can
hear directly from my hair self.
So my hair self is using you asthe vehicle of information and
vice versa, and you never knowthat.
Yeah and so, by being open andreceptive to go on the journey,
(42:25):
it could be that that journeywas solely and totally,
completely my higher self takingme on a journey yeah and it
just so happened that this onewas a journey for you and a
journey for me, separate andapart from yeah and then
together because I kind oflooped it all together of oh my
god, we're both going to go inhere, we're going to spend our
(42:47):
life savings and we're going tobecome addicts and have to be,
broken destitute, and so that'swhy I would recommend it.
If your spouse comes to you oryour mate or your significant
other or your best friend orwhatever, and says come on, we
(43:09):
got to go, do this, go with theflow.
Because you never know what themessage is in it for you.
Speaker 1 (43:15):
Never know.
Speaker 2 (43:17):
And you know your higher self may be working
through that person to get youto hear them.
Speaker 1 (43:21):
Correct, I do have a good casino story.
Speaker 2 (43:24):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (43:25):
Like this one time.
It was probably At band campBack in the late 90s, early
2000s I think.
It was like 2000, 2001.
I went to Boisier City withsome friends him and his wife
and we had went to the poker orthe blackjack table in the back
and his wife said that there's aquarter slot right by the entry
(43:46):
and we had this.
We had a five o'clockappointment.
This was like eight o'clock inthe morning.
We had a five o'clock dinner atthe Binion Steakhouse
reservation.
And so we're at the blackjack,we go in and out, we're going
around doing things.
We wouldn't eat lunch.
She didn't want to go, shewasn't hungry.
And so hungry, and so we comeback and we go back to the poker
(44:06):
room.
We were playing poker, yadayada, but she's still sitting at
four o'clock on this samemachine okay she is set there
and she's actually up like 800bucks okay.
And there there was two guysthat were sitting in the slot
machines, kind of behind her,just watching her play, and so
we get, we're you, so we'reready to go back, take a shower,
(44:26):
get ready to go to Binion's eata steak, and we're standing
there.
It's like 4 o'clock, maybe 10to 4, something like that, and
we sit there until like 4.30,4.40.
And then finally my friend waslike come on.
We've got to go.
We've got a 5 o'clockreservation.
She was like okay, and she saidI don't want to, but okay and
(44:49):
she cashes out.
And she started with $100, andshe cashes out like $800.
And she'd been there all day.
And so she gets up.
One of those two guys that areback there watching her walks
over.
Oh no, while we're waiting onthe elevator and we're bing, hit
the the elevator and he walksup behind her, puts player card
in, puts a 20 bill in, hits maxbet and all you hear is the
(45:13):
buzzers and the bells going off.
Damn, it's the largest quarterjackpot in louisiana state
history 14.9 million dollars inquarters oh my god, she was
steaming oh, my god, is she that?
she heard the bells go off andwe knew it was close.
And the look on my friend'sface, his name I'll call him
randy he's passed.
He looks over at her and youget to see the fear in his eyes
(45:40):
because she swarmed down thatmachine was going to pay her.
And we turn around and, sureenough, that guy's like, yeah,
he's doing this, like that.
And he points at her oh, andthat was the.
That was the nail in the coffinfor him.
And then the next morning wewere teasing her and him and we
went down and bought a bunch ofpapers because the guy was on
(46:01):
the front page of the bozer citypaper.
Speaker 2 (46:05):
We had them all over the hotel room.
Speaker 1 (46:09):
Oh goodness me it was so funny though it was, I mean,
the reality is is it wasn'tgonna pay her yeah, she wasn't
aligned with no, it wasn't gonnapay her, but I thought it was
pretty funny 14.8 milliondollars in quarters oh my god
yeah, I didn't realize thosemachines would actually get up
that high yeah, but you knowthis was back before progressive
(46:30):
slots, I believe.
I don't think they even hadprogressive slots back then
maybe they did I don't know, butit was.
Speaker 2 (46:36):
It was huge, it was like crazy big really yeah, I
didn't know that the machineslots would pay that amount of
money.
Speaker 1 (46:44):
Oh yeah, yeah, it was nuts.
I want to see if I can findthat article, but anyway, so it
was Wow.
Speaker 2 (46:53):
Goodness me, life changing experience Huh.
Speaker 1 (46:58):
But anyway, so it was a, it was a big deal.
It was all over the front pageof the paper and and we kept
giving giving them a hard time.
Speaker 2 (47:10):
It was pretty crazy, yeah, so just to recap, I I
wanted to share yesterday'sadventure because you know,
we're going through this samelife with you guys.
We have human experiences, andthat's just another good example
of how we navigate theweirdness yeah and when it pops
(47:31):
up, we just follow the crumb manand go with the flow and see
what it's about with a curiousmindset not, yeah, not getting
frustrated, aggravated, tryingto really listen to and watch
the signs and follow the nudge.
Speaker 1 (47:47):
Follow your instinct.
Speaker 2 (47:48):
Take the action that you can best take If a message
comes through that you need togo to this place and you're at
work.
Well, you can't obviously leavework, but the minute that you
can pop in there and just see,what information might be there,
(48:09):
and just be open and don't haveany insistence on what it must
look like or what has to happen.
Just kind of stay easy with itand go with the flow.
Speaker 1 (48:22):
Take it easy, will you?
Speaker 2 (48:23):
You never know what the information is or what will
pop up for you and be revealedon what you're ready to release
and redefine or let go of.
Speaker 1 (48:37):
I think the biggest reward of that is what happens
after you get all that clearedout of the way.
What happens next?
That's kind of the optimism forme.
Yeah, that's what.
What door does that open?
Speaker 2 (48:45):
Right, we're kind of at that stage of okay, now that
we've cleared that.
Speaker 1 (48:50):
What's next?
What amazing Do I need to goback to you, Sina?
I mean, what's going on?
Speaker 2 (48:52):
Right, what amazing things are going to pop up and
we're going to get to experiencefrom going through that.
Speaker 1 (49:01):
Yeah, pretty fun.
Yeah, well, I feel prettycomplete.
How do you feel?
Speaker 2 (49:05):
I feel good, all right, as always.
Speaker 1 (49:07):
Well, thank you all for listening today on the
spiritual grind and putting upwith our shenanigans.
Don't forget to like, followand share.
Look us up on the web atwwwthemerccentersorg to ring
that bell.
Hey, thank you all forlistening and have an awesome
day love you.
(49:28):
We'll see you next time.
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