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September 9, 2025 22 mins

Have you ever felt like life suddenly hit the brakes, forcing you to confront everything that no longer serves you? That's exactly what happened to me in what I now call "The Great Undoing."

From March through September, I found myself dismantling old belief systems, processing deep trauma, and breaking free from patterns that had defined my existence for decades. My nervous system cycled through fight-flight-freeze responses as layer after layer of outdated programming revealed itself for healing. The most profound transformation has been shedding what I call "the corporate version of me" – the parts that played it safe, sought external validation, and waited for permission to move forward.

After years in corporate America where everything was structured and approved by others – which projects to work on, which methodologies to follow, when to present findings – I unconsciously carried this dependency pattern into my spiritual business. Despite receiving powerful guidance from Spirit about new offerings and directions, I'd hesitate, wondering: "Will people approve? Is this what the market needs?" My logical brain kept overriding my spiritual knowing.

The shift I'm embracing now is embodying my future self today rather than waiting for external validation. This isn't about affirmations; it's about living the energy of who I'm becoming. My Sacred Roots program and new Spirit Communication Mentorship both emerged from this space – following divine guidance even when my logical mind questioned the timing. As I pulled the Seven of Lotuses oracle card before recording this episode, its message was clear: stop living between two worlds and fully choose your path.

Ready to claim the space you've already earned? Join me in leaving the boulders of the past behind and stepping into the sunlight of your highest potential. Remember – there are no mistakes in your journey. Everything you've experienced serves a purpose in bringing you to this moment of choice and transformation.

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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hello there, welcome back to Empower your Soul.
This episode, I'm so sorry, isall about me.
Today, spirit has come on toask me to talk about me and my
life updates and where I'm atand how everything has shifted
for me throughout the year.
So buckle up.
This is a little bit of ajourney.
I'm sure I will be all over theplace with this, because I

(00:24):
don't really have notes and ithas been quite an interesting
year for me, so vulnerability isfull on right now.
I'm very uncomfortable, butI'll get over it.
This is the part.
We feel the fear and we do itanyway, everybody.
So back in March April,personally for me, it feels like
my life hit the brakes.

(00:45):
It feels like everything sloweddown.
Everything felt very out ofalignment, things weren't
working anymore and things justfelt like really slowed down.
And what proceeded after theMarch April timeframe is
essentially, for me personally,going through a lot of trauma in
terms of my personal life, interms of my family lineage and

(01:07):
sort of in terms of my pastlives, and these trauma things
just kept coming up over andover and over again, and so what
that meant is I was goingthrough nervous system fight,
flight or freeze prettyconsistently over the spring,
over the summer, especiallywhile my kids were home, and we
finally hit September right now.
And it's just reallyinteresting because that phase

(01:30):
and I know we're in eclipseseason right now that phase from
essentially March, april untilearly September I'm going to
call that as the great undoing,and I think that's actually the
name of what I called thiseclipse that happened just this
weekend on September.
But what really was the greatundoing for me?
It was the removing of oldbeliefs, old traumas, old

(01:54):
systems for me that were nolonger working.
For me reflected that too muchin my business.
Yet A lot of this has been morepersonal processing for me, my
personal life going through andkind of doing things behind the
scenes, changing the way that Iteach, changing the things that
I talk about a little bit interms of the mediumship,

(02:15):
mastermind, etc.
But for me this has really beenthe undoing of, I want to say,
like the corporate version of me, or at least the parts of me
that played it safe and reallycoming into alignment with the
newest and best version of me,which has been really, really
interesting because I feel likeI've been doing both for a while
because, if you know, it takesso long to undo when you are in

(02:43):
bad structures.
I think that's the generic way Iwant to say it.
So let me give an example.
It's so hard to undo thecorporate mindset, it is so hard
to undo toxic systems andbeliefs that have been in your
energy for since you've beenborn right Since before you were
born because that's part ofyour family lineage.
And so for me this has beenreally a season half a year

(03:07):
really of double clicking intotoxic beliefs and patterns that
I have been in and undoing themone at a time.
And if it sounds exhausting, itfucking was, it fucking is, and
I'm sure I'll continue toprocess all these things.
But it's been this reallyinteresting point for me because

(03:30):
I actually just had a quickchat last week with one of my
former colleagues and from mylast job in corporate America,
and it was so easy to jump backinto that mindset, into that
system.
I mean, she was literallycalling me from the office hey
girl, if you're listening.
And it was so easy to just goback into the corporate talk,
the water cooler talk,understanding the structures and

(03:52):
beliefs, right, there wassomething so familiar with
having that conversation andgetting updates of the company,
of the projects, of the peoplethat I know and the people that
I was so close to for severalyears, and it felt so familiar

(04:13):
and it felt honestly good to bein the familiar.
And then I had to honestly getoff the call with her.
I love her, so this is notabout you, girl.
I had to get off the call withher and like go for a walk, like
shake off that energy, becausewhen toxicity shows up again in
the way that it always has inyour life, it's so easy to go
right back into old routines andold mentality.
And so this year has really beenall about undoing the

(04:36):
structures that don't serve mein terms of where I'm going, and
I think it's really appropriatebecause I've just started the
Joe Dispenza book it's I don'tknow if I can finish this one
Becoming Supernatural, because Ithink it's that one.
I'm not sure, caveat, that Imight be referencing the wrong

(04:58):
book.
This is the one that's poppingin my head right now, but
putting yourself in this mindsetof who do I want to be before
you actually are that person,and setting yourself up for
success energetically that way.
And it's not about affirmations, it's not about saying positive
things, right, saying things inthe present tense, even though
they haven't happened yet.

(05:19):
This is more about living andembodying who you want to be, so
that you eventuallyenergetically catch up to that.
I love that idea.
I love that idea and I thinkI've been playing the opposite
honest to God in this businessand I think this is a function
of being in this metaphysicalwork.
I think it's so different for mebecause in corporate, I have

(05:41):
always been told what I'msupposed to do.
What project am I working on?
What executives am I workingwith?
I have always been told what'sthe structure, what's the
methodology in executing thisproject, what are the toll gates
that I have to present with,you know my findings for, and
getting approval to go forward.
Can I work from home, right,like?

(06:01):
What days can I take off, howmuch time I can take off?
So I've always been this underthis umbrella in my businesses,
or at least in my career aspectof everything is always told to
me.
Everything is always approvedby somebody else, and this is
almost the mindset I'm workingthrough right now.

(06:24):
I feel like I'm on the laterhalf of it, but always waiting
for someone else to tell me whatto do, what's the right time
frame, always waiting forapproval externally of my
successes, always waiting forsomebody else to tell me good
job, you're doing great.
That is really the thing thatI'm undoing at this very moment,
because I have gotten so manydownloads from Spirit about what

(06:48):
I should be doing in thisbusiness, and I mean they are
freaking nuggets of gold, theyare amazing.
But at the same time, I'mhesitating on those things
Because I wonder will you alllike those service offerings?
Will you like those trainings?
Is that what the market needs?
And again, this is my brainkicking in over my spiritual

(07:09):
knowing, and I don't think thisis me purposely sabotaging it.
I think it's the function ofthese behaviors and mindsets
that I have grown accustomed toover the past 25 years, that I
have grown accustomed to overthe past 25 years Waiting for
somebody else to say yeah,that's a good idea, great job.
And God, my loving weather,vane witches, they get it from

(07:29):
me the most.
Hey, what do you think aboutthe service offering?
Does this look good?
Is this a good idea?
Right, and some of you might bevery surprised to hear me say
this.
I think in my gut I know thatthese are the right things to do
, but I'm still stuck in thatpattern, that mindset of seeking
approval, seeking validation,and so I think right now I'm

(07:51):
going to vow that I'm going tobreak that and I'm just going to
go for it and I feel like I'vestarted doing this.
So, case in point and it'sreally interesting case in point
is the Sacred Roots program.
Okay, so launch that spirit waslike do this, do this, do this.
And I said no, this is not inalignment with me.
And they said Do it anyway.
And so I've done it and it'sbeen an amazing, incredible

(08:12):
impactful program for those ofyou that have gone through it,
for me, that have created,created it.
And I'm so happy that Ilistened to spirit, against my
own better judgment, worsejudgment, and executed this
program so that people could getout of this nervous system,
reactivity and get moving thankyou, spirit into the vibes and

(08:34):
energy that is in place rightnow in September, which is more
execution mode and less let'suncover every problem under the
sun, work through it to set usup for September right, and I
feel like that's the season thata lot of people have been in.
And then, case in point numbertwo is a new program I'm

(08:56):
releasing in a few weeks.
Well, I have released it, butit's starting in a few weeks to
do the spirit communicationmentorship.
I'm hesitating here becauseit's a little bit of a pitch,
but I've been talking about thison the podcast for months about
how I want to do this program,about all of the spirit

(09:18):
communication, breaking it down,about how it's not difficult.
Right, you need to learn thefoundation of spirit
communication and it's the sameacross all the different
modalities.
So let's take a couple monthsto learn the foundation of
spirit communication, how itworks within your energy, how it
actually works across thedifferent spirit communication
modalities, and let's go intothose one at a time and get you
connected psychically, get youconnected to departed loved ones

(09:40):
, get you connected to theAkashic Records, to the galactic
realm, right and so, and spiritguides don't forget the spirit
guides because they're always inmy ear and so creating this
nine-month program in my headit's been swirling for months,
but I've been waiting, I've beenwaiting, I've been waiting,
I've been waiting.
I'm like, okay, when's the time?
When's the time, when's thetime?
And literally, time andliterally I was meeting with a

(10:06):
lovely person who called in andwas inquiring about mentoring
with me and Spirit said you'regoing to release that in three
weeks.
And I'm like what?
And they're like three weeks,you have three weeks to launch
that while I was on the callwith her and I'm like, okay,
there it is.
So now I've launched thatprogram and I haven't.
This is the way.
This is the way I have tofunction with spirit, because I
know my mind will get in.
The way is, when I hear that Istand it up in a day, I mean I

(10:29):
still have to create the classes.
That's fine.
Some of them are created, someof them aren't, because it is a
nine-month program.
But I stood that up in a daybefore my brain could catch up
and reason and logic my way outof it.
And I released it in one dayand I said here it is, here's
the program.
And then the next day my brainwas there, doubting me, doubting

(10:50):
that anyone would sign up,because this is our brains,
everybody, this is.
This is what it's like being ametaphysical practitioner, even
though we know the directionfrom spirit is get this done.
Now our brains are still like Idon't know about that, maybe
it's just me, maybe I'm the onlyone that's like this, but this

(11:11):
is apparently a function of myprojector self and my one three
line in the human design?
I don't know.
This is what I've been told.
So I stood up and we've alreadyhad some people sign up for it,
so I'm so excited.
So if you want to learn spiritcommunication or any of those
different modalities, this is it.
Even if you're like a beginneror you've taken a beginner's
mediumship class, this is goingto give you an incredible

(11:32):
foundation in the way that youhaven't had it before
understanding the why,understanding the mechanics of
spirit communication, wonderinghow certain clairs come in.
It's not just about theevidence.
This is about learning thelanguage of spirit as a
foundation so that, as you goforward, you know exactly how to
troubleshoot some of the issuesthat you're having.

(11:54):
Having a shitty connection day,well, that's because your
vibration can be low.
Or if you've had bad thingsgoing on, of course it's going
to be a little bit lower.
Are you hectic?
Of course you're not going tohear your spirit guides, because
you need to make space for them.
It needs to be quiet, right?
So, understanding a lot of thethings that catch people up
downstream as they're into themodality and they don't

(12:17):
understand why that's what Iwant to give you on the front
end is the why it's going to bea lot of nitty gritty, how to's
and why's in the front, so fairwarning.
But having that basic knowledgeis going to make the rest of
the classes and learning therest of modality so much easier.
So I'm really excited aboutthat one.
I am listening to spirit andfollowing my gut and just going

(12:39):
with that.
But it's the same with the restof my business too is just
listening to spirit in thesedownloads and knowing when it's
time to move forward with allthis stuff.
So I mean that, essentially, iswhat's changing with me and my
business is that I'm trustingspirit more.
I'm undoing this version of methat was waiting for approval

(13:01):
either from my witches or mycommunity, and I think I'm just
going to start going out thereand I think I'm going to take
like the a la Joe Dispenza orwhatever book I read and really
just put myself out there theway that I want to be put out
there, the way that I want toput out there not put out,
though, everybody that's whatshe said to make sure that I'm

(13:22):
representing myself in the waythat I need to, because I think
there's just so much.
Here's where, exactly where mymind went, and exactly why I
just paused right now is becauseI was like there's so much of
the same out there and that'swhat I'm worried about.
But then I remind myself thatI'm not the same as everybody
else out there, and what I do,even if a million other people

(13:46):
do it, is going to be myvibration, my energy, my version
of it, and that's exactly whatsome people need.
And so I'm going to stopwaiting for space to be given to
me.
Let me say this again I'm goingto stop waiting for space to be
given to me.
I'm going to start taking thatspace that I earned already and
showing up the way that I feelis in the highest and best

(14:09):
alignment for what I need,because I know if it's for what
I need, it's for what you needtoo, and so I'm really excited
about this.
I'm I'm really excited aboutthis.
I'm really really excited aboutthis because I really feel like
the great undoing that hastaken place over the course of
the year so far has allowed meto show up as this version of me

(14:29):
today, because, before I hitrecord on this podcast, I pulled
a card from my James Eads CosmoVisions Oracle.
It's one of my favorite decks.
It is one of my favorite decks.
It is beautiful, all the photos, all the pictures are like Van
Gogh-esque.

(14:50):
And all of the suits, becauseit's like a, it's a tarot spoof
I'll talk about that in a second.
But all of the suits in becauseit's it's like a, it's a tarot
spoof I'll talk about that in asecond.
But all of the suits in it,like there's what are they?
Trees, there's a bunch Lotuses,and so all of the suits that
are.
Those all have a picture that'slike panoramic.

(15:14):
If you put all the cards inorder, it's.
It's the most gorgeous deck, butthe the premise of this oracle
deck is it's a mirror version ofthe tarot deck, but it starts
at death and it talks about yourlife between lives.
So it's like the cut.
So I just really love itbecause it talks about
everything after death and andlike bringing you back to your

(15:36):
next life, like that's the ideaof the Cosmo Visions Oracle, and
so a lot of what you read, or alot of the cards, will be very
similar to the tarot deck, butthey take a little bit of a
different spin on it.
So I got the four of lotus, orsorry, so the card I got was the
seven of lotuses, which isessentially the seven of cups,
and it says choices anddaydreaming, which is exactly
how I feel right now,energetically.

(15:56):
So it's a picture of lotusesgrowing under a river that has
flooded, and there's frogs inthe picture too, and it says
under the water a new worldunfolds.
Life has adapted and nowvarious fish and amphibians
thrive in the recent flood,opening up new opportunities for

(16:17):
growth.
Here we go.
It is a symbol of duality twoworlds existing simultaneously.
For many, the new rush of wateris welcomed.
For others, it may be anopportunity to adapt.
If you find yourself immersedin a wondrous and new world, the
magic that flows through thesewaters will be alluring and
intoxicating.
This card shows up when youhave been living in two worlds,

(16:40):
as a way of not choosing one.
You may be feeling overwhelmedby decisions and instead have
chosen to retreat into anotherdaydream.
It is healthy to fantasizeabout having two lives, but it
is too much time spent betweenyou.
But if too much time has beenspent in between you, will they
don't have a, they're missing acomma.
You will wake up feeling notpart of either, feel fully in it

(17:03):
and get caught up in the wonderof one.
So I guess that's really whereI'm going to challenge you all
today, given where you have allbeen in the past six months.
If you're anything like theother people I have been talking
to, it has been a rough go of2025.

(17:26):
Personally, I'm going to say itthat way For all of us, it's
been a lot of things that havebubbled up that needed healing,
that maybe you have ignored fora while, maybe things that you
didn't even know you neededhealing on right, and so you
don't have to stay in that space.
If you don't want to, you canchoose.

(17:46):
The healing is meant to moveyou forward.
The healing isn't meant to showyou how defective you are or
what's broken with youAbsolutely not.
When something comes up andbubbles up for healing, these
are signs that you are ready tomove on and let go, and so it's

(18:09):
really interesting, because theenergy spirit keeps giving me is
a lot of people keep lookingback.
They keep looking back to thepast six months and seeing, like
, wondering what the fuck, likewhere have I been?
Like holy shit, I'm a brokenperson.
Look at all the stuff that Ineeded.
No, no, no, no, no.
That's not what I want you todo.
I want you to look back and saylook at how much I have

(18:30):
overcome, look at everythingthat I have been through and
persevered through and hascontinued to show up.
As for me and for those peoplethat are all around you Because
that is the version that theywant you to see the whole
purpose of the last six monthshas been releasing the chains,

(18:52):
releasing the cords of thingsthat are no longer aligned to
your highest and best self.
So what are you doing with that?
Are you going to choose to keeplooking backwards and living
the old ways of doing things, orare you going to choose to
finally leave those stones inthe past, the boulders of your
past, back there, and startmoving forward into the sunlight

(19:13):
?
And start moving forward intothe sunlight.
We get to choose everybody.
This is eclipse season.
We get to choose who and whatwe want to be.
At any moment in any day, youcan decide to be different.
Make that day to day.
What do you want to be?
Who do you want to show up as?
Because I'll tell you whatthere are no mistakes.

(19:34):
There are zero mistakes in yourlife.
Everything that you have beenthrough, everything that you
have failed, crashed and burnedon.
They all serve a purpose tohelp you where you're at today,
and so I'm going to do it myself, and I'm going to encourage you
as well to stop living in thesetwo worlds of the past and the

(19:57):
potential future and startliving in the present and
allowing that present to be thebest and highest version of
yourself, which is going tochange your vision, your
perspective on the past, andit's also going to set you up
for success in the future.
Choose you, choose your highestand best path.

(20:18):
Stop living two worlds.
Everybody, there we go.
That is my life update for allof you.
I hope you enjoyed this.
Stay tuned, for I have no idea,because spirits telling me what
to do on the daily basis rightnow.
So stay tuned for moreEverybody, take care.
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