December 28, 2024 • 49 mins
In this episode…DDRL goes solo i’m upset and really opens up about her personal life in a situation that can help other get through as well. This is a special episode because she doesn’t normally open up about her personal internal soul because there’s just so many things that you can’t keep private in life when you are an open book, but your soul is one of them and find the mentorship in it to help your path and share it with everybody share share share they could help someone else as well! @everyone #fyp
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Peace out everybody. Welcome to the DDRL podcast,
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everybody is .5 let's. Drop something again.
How's everybody doing? All right, I'm losing my mind.
I like beryllium. If you had said no idea, like if
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you could just be a little. Thing in my head and just like
you know, live vicariously in myhead for like an.
Hour. I'll give you an hour like good
luck, Chuck. You'd be like, yo, you need you
need to like to re evaluate somethings and you're like Debbie,
like your whole brain. I just had my video recording
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and then of course, it just fellas usual.
But you know what the show must go on.
So never mind by Dennis Lloyd. That's what we're saying right
here. Music, music is that therapy,
people Music is that therapy. This is this is off of the
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EDMEDM music. All right, DVDs reporting live
featuring at sometimes the vaginas, sometimes not the
vaginas. They have a mind of their own,
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so they say. So how's your week been going?
How's everything going? How's life?
How's bank account? How's deep pockets this week?
Did you get that sale? Did you break up with the
boyfriend? Did you get married?
Did you have a baby? And you know, congratulations to
my chirpy out there. Chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp.
She just had her second daughter.
She knows who she is and over in.
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No no, I meant sorry I was missing the buns.
Congratulations, baby Jay's. Born.
It's a girl and I'm auntie again, Auntie, auntie.
So boy, I mean, I just need to like relax for a minute.
I need to relax. I need to, you know, just come
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up with a breathing method that,you know, in through the nose,
out through the mouth and just, you know, bust out to Michael
Jackson. I know I didn't want to go down
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South. Music is therapy.
It does affect my mood. It does affect everything.
And in today's episode, I want to talk about that a little bit
of, you know, on a solo level. I wanted to just be me on the
show today and I really wanted to go deep into me.
You know, I wanted to or I am going to.
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I want to open up a little bit more about who I am and what I
think and what I want to think where I want to go.
And I can't do that. Obviously an all one episode,
you know, because that's like, whoa, that's a that's a series
That's like a Harry Potter, you know, move over Harry Potter.
That's another series coming up.But I wanted to let you know, I
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want to relate to people becauseI've been trying to find out who
I am in life. I've been trying to find who I
am since I turned 18, you know, or even before that, I had, you
know, I really been struggling with identity issues, you know,
all throughout my life. And they have put me in so many,
you know, bad situations and so many good situations.
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So many rock bottoms, so many, you know, not rock bottom, you
know, it's been, it's been a roller coaster and I can't help
it. It's just, you know, me trying
to figure out, you know who I amand trying to, you know, trying
to figure out, you know who I amand what exactly I Oh my gosh,
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this fucking thing over here is not working again.
I just got distracted by everything.
I didn't go figure. I don't even know how to save
this button that way. It says like save.
I don't know if it's saved or not.
I guess we'll have to find out. Andy, are you OK?
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So anyway, back to what I was saying.
Sorry for that rude interrupted I interruption.
So I definitely am trying to have been trying to like, you
know, and I'm sure other people in the world, you know, feel the
same way possibly or you're still trying to figure out who
you are and it doesn't really matter in your age.
So if you're blaming it on age, you know, get that out of your
head because it's not really an age thing.
I've I've learned to come to. Grips with that one it's more of
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a frustration deep inside of youthat you know what you're
capable of doing and what you'recapable of being and where you
want to be in your like your vision chart and everything has
it and like you know the capacity of what you bring to
the table but. How do you get there and what is
it like? What's your niche?
And I hate that word because it just, it narrows you down to
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like a category and I don't liketo be put into one category at
all. So I, I struggle with that.
I struggle with knowing that I can't figure out what my niche
is, but I know what my, my purpose is.
I know what my passion is. And I just discovered those
recently. I just discovered you know what
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my purpose and my passion. Is.
Like couple years ago, I mean, I'm 44 years old and I'm just
now like discovering, you know, what exactly I want to do in
life and what makes me happy, not what makes other people
happy, what makes me happy. And yes, it does take going
through some a lot of loopholes to get there because you have to
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make some mistakes in order to, you know, learn and move on from
them. So the mistake part, I got that
down pat and that's no problem in that department.
But it's, it's the where do I gofrom here point is where I'm
trying to accomplish and I'm getting there like, I can smell
it, I can taste it, I can, I canalmost breathe it, but it's
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still, I can't, you know, put myfinger right on the spot.
You know, I, I know exactly where, you know, which direction
of the map I should be heading. And it's, but it's just like,
which exit do I get off at? And that's basically what I've
been think I'm not depressed about it.
It did depress me for a while there.
I was in this state of depression where like, you know,
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like, like I did not know what to do with my life And I needed,
I knew I needed to do something quick and fast.
And we got bills and mortgage and I mean, you know, all this
stuff. And I just had to like go day by
day. I had to breathe in through my
nose, out through my mouth. And I had to really mentally
like shut down the world as muchas I could.
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And I say that in a most oxymoron way because, you know,
shutting down the world when you're a social media influencer
and you're a content creator andyou're a podcaster is, is
basically like the, the worst thing to do when you're in that
industry. So I didn't, I didn't shut down,
you know, my presence and stuff.I, I shut down my personal, you
know, and as much as I could because I needed to really dig
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deep and figure out what is in there.
Like, what am I supposed to be focusing on?
What is the, you know, main, main, like creature that I'm
supposed to be, you know, spending my, my time with and
being able to monetize off of it, be able to make a living off
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of it, You know, like what is myfield, What is my industry?
And so I literally have been brainwashing myself to figure
this piece out. It's like I have all the pieces
to the puzzle. I just don't have that last
piece. I mean, no, I just, I do have
that last piece. I just don't know how all the
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pieces fit together in the puzzle.
It's basically what my metaphor is.
So I called the PPP now. Your purpose, your passion and
your present, your your placement.
So you got to have all three of those you got, you got to figure
out, you know, what's my purpose?
What am I good at? What am I put on this earth for?
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And then what am I passionate about?
Once you once you figure out your purpose, you know, you're
then you're like, OK, I have my purpose.
I know like, you know, I'm supposed to be feeding birds.
Birds are my thing. I love birds, birds love me.
You know, I'm just this is an example.
I'm setting example. So OK, so you found out your
purpose and then then from there, like what are you
passionate about? You know, with the birds, I
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absolutely love going to the zooevery day and going to feed, you
know, the hurt ones, the hurt birds that need attention from
somebody in your TLC. So there you go.
I thought that's a purpose and apassion.
And then your placement, your placement is like, where am I
supposed to be doing this? Am I supposed to be in
Australia? Am I supposed to be at the Tampa
Lowry Park Zoo? You know, where am I supposed to
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be handling my passion, my purpose, you know, with my
birds, you know, now that I've got those pieces and then you
don't really know that answer until you get another like light
bulb effect. You get another light bulb
effect. You get that, that Oprah like
aha feeling, you know that like,Oh my gosh, I know what it is.
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Like I know exactly what my placement is.
I got all three pieces to, you know, the magic Harry Potter
Dome, you know, and now I can goabout and carry on.
Well, I had those two pieces, mypurpose and my passion.
I knew my purpose and life was just my, my my personality.
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My purpose is my personality. I have a gravitating
personality. I'm able to bring people
together that, you know, have never, never probably will cross
lives their their paths, their lives at any point, but they
meet me and I'm able to like sitthere and I calculate, you know,
this person, I should introduce this person and this person
because they would definitely beable to collab and make a good
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team and you know, networking and stuff.
And I've done that. I still do that for decades and
I'll still continue to do that, to do that.
And I have this ability to talk to anybody and everybody and
anyone. I mean, don't get me wrong, you
haters out there. I can't, I can't do nothing for
y'all because y'all just got to get over it.
I mean, everybody's got to get along in this world and we all
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got to work together and scratcheach other's back and work as a
team. So going around hating is not
exactly productive for the, you know, the angle here.
So if you're going to be out there hating because your
insecurities, then I'm sorry. I mean, the world ain't got time
for your ass. So it doesn't even bother me,
you know, with the with the haters.
And yeah, I mean, everybody's got insecurities in life, you
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know. But like, you know, hate is such
a strong word too. It's such a strong word, you
know, on judging someone and youknow, especially judging their
character when you don't even know them.
And you know, by all means, you know, this book, this book of
mine that I have gets judged by the cover all the time, even by
my my previous biological familythat I no longer speak to
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because they just are all judgmental and don't give a shit
about my true, you know, self. So that's a whole nother
podcast. They're just they're just
they're just horrible people, Not all of them, but you know,
the the main ones. And so it's just a, it's just a,
a like thing that I wish I knew about when I was younger.
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I wish I was, I wish my biological parents that I don't
speak to anymore because they cross boundaries with me that a
parent should never do. And I literally like feel like
they didn't give me the tools that I needed to know about
life. I mean, I understand that, you
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know, we are supposed to be self, you know, made and, and
everything like that, which I am.
But there's certain things in life that I didn't know anything
about. You know, it's kind of like
thrown into life, you know, with, with the, with all the
sharks and, and how to have beenfor myself.
And I've been arrested a milliontimes.
I've been, you know, in trouble with this.
I've got no, I mean, I go through relationships a lot.
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I mean, there's a lot of things that I know now going through
all that bullshit that I wish, you know, somebody did guide me
or mentor me or tell me like like my biological parents would
have gave me heads up or something about some of the
situations. I probably would have, you know,
been able to prevent some things.
But you know what, I'm here right now speaking to you in the
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world, you know, for a reason. And I wouldn't be here if I, you
know, if my path went somewhere else and my, you know, my
journey is, is not even near being over.
So, and that's what the excitement is.
That's what I'm excited about. So in order for me to, you know,
find my purpose and my passion, you just got to do it.
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You, you know, you just got to like stop that talking and just
do it. You know, if you have an idea,
if you keep talking about being a stand up comic, comic, comic,
a comedian and you talk about itall the time, you're funny as
fuck. People tell you you're funny.
You talk about it when you're drunk, you talk about it when
you're sober. You always say like, oh, when I
get my money saved up or when I win the lottery or something, I
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got some money in the bank. You know, I'm going to quit my
job and I'm going to go, you know, go to open mic and I'm
going to become a traveling comedian.
You know, stop all the talk and just do it.
I mean, you're going to have to go through some financial rough
times. I mean, unless you have it pre
planned, you know, which I didn't have that department pre
pre planned when I jumped into, you know, the the journey hole,
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the journey hole of success, I may add in there.
But it's like you just have to put all your eggs in a basket
and trust yourself. I know a lot of us on earth
don't trust anybody. I mean, I don't even trust
myself sometimes. But at this time, I had to trust
my gut feeling and I had to trust my passion and my purpose
and I had to trust my drive and,and what my my soul told me, My
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soul told me. This podcast is where you need
to get into that direction because this podcast is going to
lead to what I need to do and where I need to be with my
career and what I need to fulfill this.
The void that I still feel. I mean, I still feel, you know,
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I'm not complete. I still, it's not even
relationships, I mean relationships I became, I became
content with that. I told myself I'm content being
single. I need to, this is my time to
shine. This is my time to focus on me.
This is my time to focus on likemy kids are older and everything
like that. You know, that department's a
lot easier. So it's like it's my time to put
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everybody else's priorities to decide and then focus on mine
and be selfish for my own successful reasons, you know,
and there's nothing wrong with that.
You know, you go through life being a single mom and raising
kids or single parent. You know, you have to put a lot
of things of your desire and your needs to the side
unselfishly, unselfishly, obviously, you know, because we
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are raising our babies. But I have no problem.
I have no, you know, complaints about that.
It's just, you know, now is my time.
You know, I did put them to the side.
I did, you know, work careers that were, you know, they were
good for me and made good money and everything.
But now it's time for me to actually like, get that feeling
and I'm, I'm not chasing it. I'm going after it.
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Then, you know, there's a difference.
There's a difference between chasing someone then or going
after them. You're chasing them.
You're going on this goose hunt,you going on this trail all over
the place, you trying to find them.
You know, when you, you know, chasing them is just, you know,
not where you need to be. You need to go after it.
Going after it means you made a direct adjective, verb or
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whatever it is in in the direction that you want to go.
You know, chasing it still meansyou have you have date, you have
doubt, doubt in there. And I'm very passionate about
this topic. You know, this top this episode
especially because it resonates with me in so many levels where
I, you know, have these like flashbacks to situations that I
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was in that I handled it wrong or I handled it correctly.
But then I think back, if I would have handled that
situation differently, even though it was like a bad
decision I may have made and I should have made the opposite
decision, if I would have made that decision differently, I
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wonder sometimes like where likethat would have led me.
Like would I still have continued down some of these
destructive paths I went down? We know.
And no support from anybody or nothing like that.
Like I don't have I don't ask for help.
To ask for help to me is like the epitome of, you know, my, my
not even my pride or my ego. It's my soul.
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Like, I mean, it's like it's like internal morals I have for
myself that as that tell me, do not ever go to that level of
asking for help because you don't need to.
Like you don't need to go to that level.
You should just survive the way you're surviving right now, even
if it is, you know, miser without power, without, you
know, a phone, without a car, without whatever food, like you
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will always survive out of it. You know, I'm not a big
religious thumper about anything, but you know, they,
they do say that God will alwaysprovide, you know, and God will
always make sure that, you know,he won't put you in situations
that he he knows that you can't handle.
And, you know, out of all the the Jesus stuff out there, that
is one thing that I know I do believe in, in whatever gods are
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out there in the universe, you know, So, I mean, like I said, I
don't talk about religion or politics or just not my thing.
But I finally realized just thispast week after getting ball
busted about a meeting I missed,I missed a meeting.
And I apologize, Hashtag Trish. I love her to death.
Like, and I, I, I mean, I the poor girl, I had set up two
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podcast interviews with her and I totally was like burning the
candle on both ends trying to, you know, get caught up with
bills and everything, be workingside job hustles as much as I
can without a car right now. My car died.
I mean, like this shit just crumbles, keeps crumbling down.
But it's OK. I've been through worse.
And it's like I was so exhaustedthat I took a like a senior nap.
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And I passed anyway, I passed out and I missed, I missed our
interview, our podcast interviewand I felt so bad.
She's she sells all these sex toys too.
And I wanted to see him and try out some new ones and I'm all
excited about it. I'll get her back on.
But I, you know, I, I had a deepconversation with her and she's
ball busted me into a very, verytook that knife and stabbed it
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in there pretty good. And I, I deserved it, deserved
it 100%. And not only did I deserve it, I
needed to hear it because the way she's that person, this
individual, she came at me in a way where it, it struck a nerve.
It struck a nerve on me where itgave me like more than an eye
opener. It gave me a, a like, ah, that's
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it. Like that is it.
What she just said was a clue. What she just said was a fucking
clue that I needed to solve my mystery of trying to find out
what my placement is for my purpose, my passion and my
placement. And sure enough, within the same
week, I figured it out. Like I took what she said, I
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meditated on it and I kept thinking about it.
I kept thinking about it over and over and over again.
And you know what I did? I did, I did therapeutic things
as I was doing. You know, when I try to
meditate, when I say the word meditate, I'm not sitting on the
ground, you know, with my legs all, you know, Indian style
cross and I'm not holding up my hands, you know, like I'm not
doing that when I meditate, I'm doing the wall behind me.
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And you know, if you're, if you're seeing the video, you can
see that this wall behind me, the, the I dream C is what it's
called. And it is made-up of thousands
and thousands and thousands of stones, like those glass stones
that you get to join fabrics or Michaels and they're all
colored. I mean, I have spent thousands
of hours on this wall and it is like my therapy wall.
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And it's got an octopus at the very top because the octopus is
my tattoo. And they're like also the most
like smartest mammals under the sea as it is.
It's not completed yet. I'm getting there.
I'm getting, it's almost done. But I go on that wall and I, I
paint or I do a little bit more of my, my arts and crafts and
design on it every time. I need to like really think.
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And I need to excuse me, I need to really, you know, like
resonate with myself about my thought process.
And so that's what I did and that's what I've been doing.
And I realized, you know, you know what it is.
I have had the I have had the answers to what I needed to find
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right in front of my face since day one.
I started this podcast in September.
Like the answers to what I've been searching for and what I've
been trying to like find and lose sleep over and trying to
everything have been in my face the whole time.
And I'm saying this, this story and this true story to
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everybody, and I'm talking abouta personal part of my life that
I don't really open up that personally because I know I'm so
public with everything in life that I like to have a little bit
of privacy in my life and tryingto have like my soul a little,
you know, protected and from theworld, You know, just to have,
you know, that private is is even hard sometimes for me.
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But I am opening up a little bitabout it today in the episode
and I'm going pretty deep here. And it's it's something that,
you know, I'd like to keep private to myself because I
don't like to have a lot of people ask me questions about
something that I haven't fully like figured out all the answers
to yet. And I don't have it in a solid
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blueprint pan plan or like, you know, construction starts next
week. You know, it's still in, in in a
phase of, you know, a preliminary phase where, you
know, decisions could still affect it.
So I don't like to give out facts or any sort of, you know,
stories or, you know, future projects, ideas.
I don't like to give out any of that until I got all my ducks in
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a row. And that's basically why I kept
pretty private as much as I could about, you know, my
direction life, my with my placement, my purpose fashion
and my placement podcast. So what I discovered and I had a
light bulb. I had one of those like Oprah,
Ah, light bulb effects. And I finally fucking figured it
out that all all along, you know, I've had the answers in
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the palm of my hand. I had the balls behind my hand
and the grip right here. I don't, but it was really if I
mean if everything, I had the answers probably years ago by
when my friends gave me the nickname Debbie Diaz reporting
live, you know, because I alwayswould be wanting to record
everything. And I'm, you know, I'm that
friend that's always recording everything.
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And you know, they hate me at first.
They're like, Oh my gosh, Debbie, stop recording.
I don't want to be in any of thefilm.
I don't mean blah, blah, blah, blah.
But then like the next day or a week later, they're like, Hey,
can I see those pictures from the other day?
Or can I see the what you recorded?
Can you send me those photos? You know, I I'm like, oh, bitch,
I thought you didn't want yourself in any of the photos,
but now you ask for a copy of them.
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You think that would stop them from ball busting me when I take
pictures and photos? But no, they keep they keep at
it every. It's like the cycle repeats
itself every time we go to a newvenue.
Oh, here she goes busted out that camera again.
Like bitch, please, you know when your one year memories show
up on your Facebook page that you know, and you flashback at
that memory and you all happy and wish you wanted to go back
to Cancun again because I took all those photos.
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Don't come crawling back to me and bitching me out about taking
a little schmick in photos. Run until that anyway, that was
just, you know, what I have to go through sometimes, you know,
with the vaginas. So I finally figured out that
WDS reporting, what is WDS reporting live?
WDS reporting live is, is soundslike a news reporter, right?
And what do news reporters do? News reporters interview people
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for breaking news and live news and, you know, things that are,
you know, current affairs that are going around in the world.
So if I have that nickname deputies for my live.
And don't get me wrong, I have had people over the years and,
you know, contact me and want meto to put their articles out on
the news. I mean, they actually thought it
was actually a news reporter from news.
I mean, don't get me wrong. I'll go to a news station right
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now and like, move over. Jen Holloway from Bain News 9.
I'm I'm coming in. I love her.
I miss her. So anyway, I just took that and
like, OK, and I have microphones.
You should see how many microphones I have.
I have so many microphones and Ilove them though.
Like it's like a collection now.And so taking that deputies
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reporting live is a news reporter now.
Like I'm protecting, I'm pretending I'm in front of like
a chalkboard and I'm in a, you know, with actual old school
chalk, you know, and I'm not theone that goes the screechy that
gives you like chills and goosebumps.
But I'm picturing myself writingthis on a chalky, you know,
black chalkboard, like in settings of a classroom old, you
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know, back in the day. And I'm writing down, OK, here I
am WDS reporting live equals, you know, a little arrow out
news reporter interviews guests.And then below that, if you
haven't noticed, or if you don'tfollow me on Facebook, I am a
hot stirring community world organizer of opinions poster.
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I find these topics that are controversially uncomfortable to
discuss publicly that can relateto both sexes.
Or actually, I take that back, there's all sexes, you know,
whatever you, you know, whateveryour proverbs are that you like
to be, that you relate to. Is it proverbs?
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I say it wrong. But anyway, it's basically I
find these I post, I try to postevery other day because
sometimes these, these go so crazy, so many millions of
comments. But I post things about
relationships and the views about females and males, you
know, interaction with each other and their views and you
know, situations or they're not about me.
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I mean, like 9090% of them are not personally about me, but
they're just in general. Then and of course, everybody
who comments on these always thinks it's about me.
Like I'll say women have stinky vagina, fishy vaginas, and then
I'll just for example, and I'll post that and all these guys and
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you know, will be like, well, maybe you should take a shower.
Maybe you should watch your washyour couch.
Maybe you should just you know, and it's like, dude, I'm not,
I'm not talking about me personally.
I'm what I'm doing is trying to wait.
I'm not trying. I am, I'm speaking to his
existence. I am creating a hub for, you
know, people to come together once again.
I'm I'm a people people bringingtogether person.
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I'm creating a hub for people tocome together to communicate and
discuss a topic that they probably would never have
discussed or ever communicated with somebody else or even with
strangers online. And it has been a beautiful
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blossoming kind of twisted, you know, like type of thing in a
way. Because I do bring up some, some
deep top pockets. I do bring up some deep topics
that I just put out there. And I mean, everything from sex
to, you know, cheating to, you know, I mean, you name it, I, I
put up there and the responses Iget are hundreds, hundreds and
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hundreds. I mean, I have over 100,000
people that come to my page in, in a, in less than a week.
You know, so I went from like 10,000 people on my page to over
100,000 in just a week, you know, just just on Facebook and
it's growing and growing and I appreciate everyone's support,
but it's, it's such and I respond back in the dialogues
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too. It's a way that I'm able to
bring people together to talk about topics that really are
personal and really do affect relationships and really do
bother people. And it's a way for people to
vent and they can open up and in, in a non bias, you know,
situation and, or platform and in a, an environment where you
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can get the real feedback like these people on my that y'all
people that follow me and support me and you know, you
know, follow my everything I post and everything.
Thank you. Because, you know, y'all like
are real raw and rare because they, I mean, nobody holds back.
And if you have like, you know, sensitive skin, don't even try
to like, you know, participate in any of my posts because it's,
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it's very it gets, it gets pretty strong.
I mean, I love it, you know, I love it that people are really
like taking it, like being them real self.
They're not, you know, beating around the Bush.
They're not, you know, oh, that's silly.
You shouldn't talk like that. They're like, bitch, please, you
need to check yourself. And, you know, I mean, it's male
and female going out for each other and stuff, but they keep
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it professional is to a point, you know, and they do keep it
respectful enough that it's not something I, I haven't as an
admin toy, I haven't had to go in and delete anything, you
know, or, you know, knock anybody out or anything.
It hasn't got that bad. So it's respectful.
But I mean, it's just a beautiful thing for me to watch
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that I'm able to plant the seed and watch it grow and it is
growing and to see it like just sprout, just sprout a flower is
amazing to me because it's like,wow, like I really have this
gift, you know, I really have this gift of like, I'm a, I'm a
per people person. I always knew.
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I always knew I was a people person.
But I do have an ability that people feel comfortable opening
up to me and gravitating to me and discussing the most intimate
moments and having an open conversation about it willingly
on their own, You know, their own volunteerism and having
dialogue to to actually come up with a solution or actually like
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conversating with the opposite sex, even on it to figure out
like why a man treats a woman a certain way where, you know, we
never probably would get a real perspective from a guy like or a
boyfriend or a husband if we askthem in to their face.
But this is a way where I have thousands of, of, you know,
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species of humans collaborating together on a topic and giving
their perspectives. Where at the end of the day,
those opinions and those, you know, posts could definitely
change the path of someone's relationship.
It could change the path of how someone thinks.
It could change, you know, a lotof people's state of mind on
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topics when they're reading the responses from both sides of the
story. You know, I, I feel like, do you
feel me? You feel me?
It's like a way to get people toshut the fuck up and actually
listen to somebody else give youa different opinion on a topic,
even though you, you got a chance to speak.
You posted what you wanted to say, you know, a couple times
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about we know how you feel. But guess what?
Now you're stuck reading the responses because now you got to
like, actually, you know, to decide if you want to go to war
with this person, you know, responding back to you on your
comment or you can, you know, soak it in and actually think
about their, their perspective. So that is really like why I
have so many. That's why I do that.
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That's why I do that with my Facebook.
I dedicated a lot of it to, you know, posting to bring it, bring
communities in different circlestogether so that we can have a,
an adult conversation about an adult things that are that are
not, they're taboo, you know, they're taboo, they're sticky.
They're like the, and they're also subliminal.
They're actually subliminal waysthat if you have a, I've had
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people message, sign them to my DMS all the time asking me, can
you talk about this? Can you bring up this type of
situation? I have a situation that I need
help with. Can you talk about it on your,
on your podcast or can you talk about it, you know, on your
Facebook post? And I'm like, sure, I get those
all the time. So the, the, a lot of my posts
are inspired by actual people messaging me too.
And I mean, a lot of these situations I'll post because
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they asked me to and they are going to be able to
psychologically get their message across to their loved
one or their husband by forwarding or sharing that post.
You know, my post, that thread. So it's like a subliminal, it's
like a psychological, you know, psyche that I'm doing here.
So people that are afraid to to chime in on the post, which you
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now can post anonymously. I just got a message about it.
They now can take that, you know, message that post and and
share it with their boyfriend orwith their husband as a like
hint, hint, you know, like, did you see this?
Look what you know, look what's trending right now, this topic.
Look, all these comments, you know, like what you know, and
then hopefully, you know, they're able to, you know,
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introvertually get their messageacross to their their loved
ones, You know, because their relationships are is a huge
topic. I mean, relationship sucks.
Sometimes they don't, sometimes they do, but the end of the day,
like they suck. You know, there there's more
like sometimes negative times with with them than there is
positive. And that's what I I hate and
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that's what I refuse to like, you know, jump into
relationships about, you know, about and you know, I'm, I'm
dabbling with a it's a it's complicated type of situation as
it is right now. And you know, it's just, I don't
know, I don't really have a solution for it and it sucks
because I wish I did. I wish I did have a solution to
it because it's, you know, I'm older miser, like I always say,
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but I want to be, I want to be like past that bullshit where
you don't have to worry about thinking about fights.
And like, you know, like I'm in that like older, wiser stage of
life where I shouldn't be havingto have any of that fear of
possibly having an argument or fight over some stupid bullshit
that I already accomplished, youknow, back in my 20s and 30s.
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And you know, I should be out ofthat phase.
But it's not, it's still, it's still, it still exists, you
know, like you still can have fights and relationships.
You still can have all this drama.
And I don't want to like go there, I guess.
Like when you get burned out from being in so many
relationships where it's gone, it's gone array, you know, and
not a good way. You kind of, you know, it leaves
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a scar on you. It leaves a scar on your
internal like, you know, your, your heart, your soul, your
mind, your PTSD on it. And you know, you just get, you
just wash your hands of it. Sometimes you get, wash your
hands of it and you're just like, meh, I mean, it's not
worth it. I'd rather just stay at home and
jerk off with Trish's toys that,you know, she gets me and, and
me and, you know, and just watchTV and, you know, do work, you
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know, and be alone and have peace and serenity.
But then, you know, once in a while when you get a little
taste of that, you know, you know, body language and that's,
you know, the butterflies in stomach and the, and the
cuddling and, you know, and the,you know, easy access sex, you
know, that's accessible dog to you all the time.
You know, it's just like, I mean, I don't know, you got to
weigh that one out. That sucker's a beast, but those
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but that beast is the is the moral of, you know, what I like
to talk about, because it is stuff that I some of the stuff
that I have, you know, gone through or touch base with, or
I've seen my friends go through it or I know someone going
through it or someone's about togo through it.
And, you know, it's like I feel like I'm helping in a way for
them to be able to get some answers to their situation by
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getting real responses from the real people out there.
And that's what's been occurring.
So I encourage everybody to go to my, my Facebook page, Debbie
Diaz reporting live. And, you know, follow me on
there and, and join in on the chats and the, and they give me
your opinion when I post. And nothing is to be offended or
directly towards anyone. If it is, I'm a blunt bitch.
I'll tell you how it is and I'lltell you if it's meant for you
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or not, but it's not, you know, this is just generalization and
I'm reading all the posts and I,and I respond back as much as I
can. So, but going forward to my, my
placement, So I, I on the chalkboard, I put, you know, WS
Spring live and then does interviews and then I put in
there like my, my topics and like my industry.
What do I like? Who do I like to interview?
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I like to interview everybody. I like to interview everybody,
anybody under the sun. I'm curious about everybody in
life. I ask a million questions.
I love to talk to people and I love to find out about them and
you know, I want to know The Who, what, where, when and
why's. So I then, you know, right
before I got my aha moment of that clicked in my head about my
placement, I was like, Oh my gosh, there it is.
There's the answers I need to do.
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I need to revamp the podcast. I need to revamp the podcast to
focus in more on my interviews with people of all types and all
industries that I find super amazing and they find me super
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amazing. And we collab on my podcast and
they get to explain what they weknow what they do and, and what
their messages in life and theirand you know, any, you know,
great story they want to tell and get their word out through
me. And it's just like dawned on me
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that that's basically like what I needed to do all along and I
just couldn't figure out something that I already knew
the answer to. I know that sounds so oxymoron
and it sounds like ridiculous that I just like needed to
figure out what my placement waswhen I already had it in my
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hands the whole time. So sometimes people, you had the
answers to what you're looking for already around you already
happening already. Maybe.
I mean, this happened to me months and months and months
ago. I had the answers years ago
actually with deputies appointing live.
I mean, I had the answers to what I was looking for already
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answered. So if you can figure out
exactly. What you're trying to
accomplish, if you can find yourpurpose and your passion in
life, you just need your placement, which was the PPP
purpose, passion and placement. Maybe you already have the
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answers to those right in front of you.
I know it just takes you having to put the pieces together to
the puzzle and in order to figure it out.
So if you have your pieces to your puzzle and you they're just
not all put together yet and they're scattered on the table,
bitch, sit down and put those mother fuckers together.
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Because if you piece the pieces to the puzzle together,
eventually it leads to the last piece and you click the last
piece. Then boom, you see what your
your design is on your puzzle. You have the whole picture right
in front of you, you know, and it's like, wow, I finally feel
like I got to that point. Like I feel like I got to that
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point where I'm able to now moveforward in another phase, in
another stage of my my productivity and my production
of my podcast that I'm not so like loose and all the time I
felt like I didn't have a lot ofcontrol over my podcast.
I felt like I was doing, I was like a circle like a mouse in
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that rabbit hole or the that circle thing, you know, I just
felt like I was going in circlesand I was producing.
I still have my passion. I love still, I mean, every day
I would like all I think about is podcasting, but it's like
I've just felt like I couldn't put together a a structural
foundation of like the directionof my podcast.
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And now like I figured out my placement.
I am so excited to go to the next phase and come up with a
more designed podcast with a little bit more structure and
schedule and calendar that I've been missing and lacking, you
know, from my entire life. And I want to implement it in
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here. And it's going to even lead to
more doors opening that I just probably will never anticipate.
I feel it, you know, I feel it. I feel it in my soul that
that's, that's going to happen that way.
And I want to know anybody out there that supports me and
follows me for years. You know, thank you so much.
Like thank you. I have, I have people out there,
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you know, a lot of dudes, My, my, my stalkers, you know, that
have been, you know, stalking mefor 45106710 years and we, I
still talk to them. I never, I've met them in
person. Honestly, there's a bunch of
them. I've never met them in person,
but I have been, you know, they have been chatting with me and
consistently staying in, you know, in check with me, checking
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in on me and stuff for years. I mean, I'm talking years.
And I mean, that's just amazing to me.
I mean, that tells you about whoI am and my personality and the
type of person I am. And that also tells you, you
know, that there's people that follow me for years and
everything because they want to,because I'm entertaining.
I'm entertaining. I have crazy things to talk
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about. I have a crazy lifestyle that
you can live. I curiously do if you want to.
And it's, it's it's just something that is like a
refreshing person that walks into the room that lights up the
room a little bit. I'm not, I'm not so much
attention whore as much as I used to be.
I mean, like I have tendencies, I have tension whore tendencies
nowadays. I mean, but I'm not full
throttle attention whore anymore.
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Like I'm just like I'm, I'm a little on the sidelines.
Like I play, I I'm a starter. I start, you know, I start the
game, you know, but like I come out, you know, after the first,
the first, what's it called? First period, because I don't
want to pull a hamstring or something, you know, like type
of that because and then I may go in and just play a couple
innings here and there, you know.
But, you know, other than that, I just like to have the
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attention of, you know, that grasp people for the right way
and grasp people to help them make better choices or make a
decision in their life that theydidn't know how to make before.
And that's something that makes me feel really good inside.
And I'm proud of myself for figuring that out.
And I'm proud of myself for working so hard and being so
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determined to do what I want to do in life.
That makes me happy. And I hope other people get
inspired by me as well. And, you know, get out there to
do what makes you happy too. Because you know what, You only
have one life. Well, I mean, we could have
other lives out there after the universe, which I think we do.
But you know, what are you waiting for?
Like, what are you waiting for? Get out there and go do it.
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I mean, walk the walk and talk that talk.
Because if you don't, you're just going to live in a life of
woulda, coulda shoulda and regret that you didn't try what
you wanted to do. And then it's too late.
So that was some deep. That was like, so deep it put
her ass to sleep. Like, seriously woke her up
around one. She didn't hesitate to call Ice
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Cube the Top Gun. I know, I know.
Yeah, I know. I know and you guys are just
Jelly that I could sing better than you.
I know, right? And if you need to contact me
anything, if you want to do any advertising, I'm doing all kinds
of stuff lately with advertising.
Get in, get in while it's hot. If you like to be a guest
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interview or it's called the guest interview.
If you'd like to have be a guestinterview on the podcast, just
slide into the DMS and let me know that you're interested in
and I'll get you on the calendar.
And it takes about 45 minutes toan hour.
And it's it's a fun experience. You can come into the studio and
meet me personally or you can wecould do it over the phone
either way. And I would love, I mean, any
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industry, if you're a plumber, if you are a like person that
goes around and makes koi ponds or if you're a person or that,
you know, is a electrical neo, you know, bombs, flash, you
know, Navy SEAL, you know, Raytheon, whatever person and
you want to come on. I mean, everybody, I want to
hear about everybody, everybody.If you are a relationship
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counselor, you are a life coach,you know, come on, if you are a
psychic, if you like make candles for a living, if you if
you have perfume or colognes, I mean, I want to like talk to
everybody. You know, I want everybody to
hear about everybody. And I'm not just going to ask
you about your industry either. It's going to be about, you
know, some personal questions. I'm going to dig deep a little
bit and get your opinion and getyour view on some certain
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situations. So that's the story and stick it
to it. What?
What did you say? That's what I thought.
Bitches. Get out there and don't forget
music is therapy. Make sure you put on some good
music and get you inspired and make your bed every day.
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Don't be a lazy bitch just because it's summer.
Everything. The kids are out.
Make your bed, make sure you take the trash out.
Do the dishes, don't leave the dishes in there overnight.
Put toilet paper on the roll, Hold your clothes.
Do some laundry. Mow the lawn, do some edging,
dust the ceiling fans, check your emails.
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Stop drinking so much, stop smoking, clean your air filter.
Stop. Clean that car out bitch.
Get in there. Clean that.
I'm done. Peace out bitches.
I love you guys. I mean it's seriously I love you
guys. Deputies play live.
Peace out bitch is you've been hit by
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you've been hit by a smooth I.
I have your attention please. The show starts in.
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everybody is .5 let's. Drop something again.
How's everybody doing? All right, I'm losing my mind.
I like beryllium. If you had said no idea, like if
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you could just be a little. Thing in my head and just like
you know, live vicariously in myhead for like an.
Hour. I'll give you an hour like good
luck, Chuck. You'd be like, yo, you need you
need to like to re evaluate somethings and you're like Debbie,
like your whole brain. I just had my video recording
(02:28):
and then of course, it just fellas usual.
But you know what the show must go on.
So never mind by Dennis Lloyd. That's what we're saying right
here. Music, music is that therapy,
people Music is that therapy. This is this is off of the
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EDMEDM music. All right, DVDs reporting live
featuring at sometimes the vaginas, sometimes not the
vaginas. They have a mind of their own,
(03:13):
so they say. So how's your week been going?
How's everything going? How's life?
How's bank account? How's deep pockets this week?
Did you get that sale? Did you break up with the
boyfriend? Did you get married?
Did you have a baby? And you know, congratulations to
my chirpy out there. Chirp, chirp, chirp, chirp.
She just had her second daughter.
She knows who she is and over in.
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No no, I meant sorry I was missing the buns.
Congratulations, baby Jay's. Born.
It's a girl and I'm auntie again, Auntie, auntie.
So boy, I mean, I just need to like relax for a minute.
I need to relax. I need to, you know, just come
(03:55):
up with a breathing method that,you know, in through the nose,
out through the mouth and just, you know, bust out to Michael
Jackson. I know I didn't want to go down
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South. Music is therapy.
It does affect my mood. It does affect everything.
And in today's episode, I want to talk about that a little bit
of, you know, on a solo level. I wanted to just be me on the
show today and I really wanted to go deep into me.
You know, I wanted to or I am going to.
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I want to open up a little bit more about who I am and what I
think and what I want to think where I want to go.
And I can't do that. Obviously an all one episode,
you know, because that's like, whoa, that's a that's a series
That's like a Harry Potter, you know, move over Harry Potter.
That's another series coming up.But I wanted to let you know, I
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want to relate to people becauseI've been trying to find out who
I am in life. I've been trying to find who I
am since I turned 18, you know, or even before that, I had, you
know, I really been struggling with identity issues, you know,
all throughout my life. And they have put me in so many,
you know, bad situations and so many good situations.
(05:21):
So many rock bottoms, so many, you know, not rock bottom, you
know, it's been, it's been a roller coaster and I can't help
it. It's just, you know, me trying
to figure out, you know who I amand trying to, you know, trying
to figure out, you know who I amand what exactly I Oh my gosh,
(05:43):
this fucking thing over here is not working again.
I just got distracted by everything.
I didn't go figure. I don't even know how to save
this button that way. It says like save.
I don't know if it's saved or not.
I guess we'll have to find out. Andy, are you OK?
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So anyway, back to what I was saying.
Sorry for that rude interrupted I interruption.
So I definitely am trying to have been trying to like, you
know, and I'm sure other people in the world, you know, feel the
same way possibly or you're still trying to figure out who
you are and it doesn't really matter in your age.
So if you're blaming it on age, you know, get that out of your
head because it's not really an age thing.
I've I've learned to come to. Grips with that one it's more of
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a frustration deep inside of youthat you know what you're
capable of doing and what you'recapable of being and where you
want to be in your like your vision chart and everything has
it and like you know the capacity of what you bring to
the table but. How do you get there and what is
it like? What's your niche?
And I hate that word because it just, it narrows you down to
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like a category and I don't liketo be put into one category at
all. So I, I struggle with that.
I struggle with knowing that I can't figure out what my niche
is, but I know what my, my purpose is.
I know what my passion is. And I just discovered those
recently. I just discovered you know what
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my purpose and my passion. Is.
Like couple years ago, I mean, I'm 44 years old and I'm just
now like discovering, you know, what exactly I want to do in
life and what makes me happy, not what makes other people
happy, what makes me happy. And yes, it does take going
through some a lot of loopholes to get there because you have to
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make some mistakes in order to, you know, learn and move on from
them. So the mistake part, I got that
down pat and that's no problem in that department.
But it's, it's the where do I gofrom here point is where I'm
trying to accomplish and I'm getting there like, I can smell
it, I can taste it, I can, I canalmost breathe it, but it's
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still, I can't, you know, put myfinger right on the spot.
You know, I, I know exactly where, you know, which direction
of the map I should be heading. And it's, but it's just like,
which exit do I get off at? And that's basically what I've
been think I'm not depressed about it.
It did depress me for a while there.
I was in this state of depression where like, you know,
(08:15):
like, like I did not know what to do with my life And I needed,
I knew I needed to do something quick and fast.
And we got bills and mortgage and I mean, you know, all this
stuff. And I just had to like go day by
day. I had to breathe in through my
nose, out through my mouth. And I had to really mentally
like shut down the world as muchas I could.
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And I say that in a most oxymoron way because, you know,
shutting down the world when you're a social media influencer
and you're a content creator andyou're a podcaster is, is
basically like the, the worst thing to do when you're in that
industry. So I didn't, I didn't shut down,
you know, my presence and stuff.I, I shut down my personal, you
know, and as much as I could because I needed to really dig
(08:59):
deep and figure out what is in there.
Like, what am I supposed to be focusing on?
What is the, you know, main, main, like creature that I'm
supposed to be, you know, spending my, my time with and
being able to monetize off of it, be able to make a living off
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of it, You know, like what is myfield, What is my industry?
And so I literally have been brainwashing myself to figure
this piece out. It's like I have all the pieces
to the puzzle. I just don't have that last
piece. I mean, no, I just, I do have
that last piece. I just don't know how all the
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pieces fit together in the puzzle.
It's basically what my metaphor is.
So I called the PPP now. Your purpose, your passion and
your present, your your placement.
So you got to have all three of those you got, you got to figure
out, you know, what's my purpose?
What am I good at? What am I put on this earth for?
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And then what am I passionate about?
Once you once you figure out your purpose, you know, you're
then you're like, OK, I have my purpose.
I know like, you know, I'm supposed to be feeding birds.
Birds are my thing. I love birds, birds love me.
You know, I'm just this is an example.
I'm setting example. So OK, so you found out your
purpose and then then from there, like what are you
passionate about? You know, with the birds, I
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absolutely love going to the zooevery day and going to feed, you
know, the hurt ones, the hurt birds that need attention from
somebody in your TLC. So there you go.
I thought that's a purpose and apassion.
And then your placement, your placement is like, where am I
supposed to be doing this? Am I supposed to be in
Australia? Am I supposed to be at the Tampa
Lowry Park Zoo? You know, where am I supposed to
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be handling my passion, my purpose, you know, with my
birds, you know, now that I've got those pieces and then you
don't really know that answer until you get another like light
bulb effect. You get another light bulb
effect. You get that, that Oprah like
aha feeling, you know that like,Oh my gosh, I know what it is.
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Like I know exactly what my placement is.
I got all three pieces to, you know, the magic Harry Potter
Dome, you know, and now I can goabout and carry on.
Well, I had those two pieces, mypurpose and my passion.
I knew my purpose and life was just my, my my personality.
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My purpose is my personality. I have a gravitating
personality. I'm able to bring people
together that, you know, have never, never probably will cross
lives their their paths, their lives at any point, but they
meet me and I'm able to like sitthere and I calculate, you know,
this person, I should introduce this person and this person
because they would definitely beable to collab and make a good
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team and you know, networking and stuff.
And I've done that. I still do that for decades and
I'll still continue to do that, to do that.
And I have this ability to talk to anybody and everybody and
anyone. I mean, don't get me wrong, you
haters out there. I can't, I can't do nothing for
y'all because y'all just got to get over it.
I mean, everybody's got to get along in this world and we all
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got to work together and scratcheach other's back and work as a
team. So going around hating is not
exactly productive for the, you know, the angle here.
So if you're going to be out there hating because your
insecurities, then I'm sorry. I mean, the world ain't got time
for your ass. So it doesn't even bother me,
you know, with the with the haters.
And yeah, I mean, everybody's got insecurities in life, you
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know. But like, you know, hate is such
a strong word too. It's such a strong word, you
know, on judging someone and youknow, especially judging their
character when you don't even know them.
And you know, by all means, you know, this book, this book of
mine that I have gets judged by the cover all the time, even by
my my previous biological familythat I no longer speak to
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because they just are all judgmental and don't give a shit
about my true, you know, self. So that's a whole nother
podcast. They're just they're just
they're just horrible people, Not all of them, but you know,
the the main ones. And so it's just a, it's just a,
a like thing that I wish I knew about when I was younger.
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I wish I was, I wish my biological parents that I don't
speak to anymore because they cross boundaries with me that a
parent should never do. And I literally like feel like
they didn't give me the tools that I needed to know about
life. I mean, I understand that, you
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know, we are supposed to be self, you know, made and, and
everything like that, which I am.
But there's certain things in life that I didn't know anything
about. You know, it's kind of like
thrown into life, you know, with, with the, with all the
sharks and, and how to have beenfor myself.
And I've been arrested a milliontimes.
I've been, you know, in trouble with this.
I've got no, I mean, I go through relationships a lot.
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I mean, there's a lot of things that I know now going through
all that bullshit that I wish, you know, somebody did guide me
or mentor me or tell me like like my biological parents would
have gave me heads up or something about some of the
situations. I probably would have, you know,
been able to prevent some things.
But you know what, I'm here right now speaking to you in the
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world, you know, for a reason. And I wouldn't be here if I, you
know, if my path went somewhere else and my, you know, my
journey is, is not even near being over.
So, and that's what the excitement is.
That's what I'm excited about. So in order for me to, you know,
find my purpose and my passion, you just got to do it.
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You, you know, you just got to like stop that talking and just
do it. You know, if you have an idea,
if you keep talking about being a stand up comic, comic, comic,
a comedian and you talk about itall the time, you're funny as
fuck. People tell you you're funny.
You talk about it when you're drunk, you talk about it when
you're sober. You always say like, oh, when I
get my money saved up or when I win the lottery or something, I
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got some money in the bank. You know, I'm going to quit my
job and I'm going to go, you know, go to open mic and I'm
going to become a traveling comedian.
You know, stop all the talk and just do it.
I mean, you're going to have to go through some financial rough
times. I mean, unless you have it pre
planned, you know, which I didn't have that department pre
pre planned when I jumped into, you know, the the journey hole,
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the journey hole of success, I may add in there.
But it's like you just have to put all your eggs in a basket
and trust yourself. I know a lot of us on earth
don't trust anybody. I mean, I don't even trust
myself sometimes. But at this time, I had to trust
my gut feeling and I had to trust my passion and my purpose
and I had to trust my drive and,and what my my soul told me, My
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soul told me. This podcast is where you need
to get into that direction because this podcast is going to
lead to what I need to do and where I need to be with my
career and what I need to fulfill this.
The void that I still feel. I mean, I still feel, you know,
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I'm not complete. I still, it's not even
relationships, I mean relationships I became, I became
content with that. I told myself I'm content being
single. I need to, this is my time to
shine. This is my time to focus on me.
This is my time to focus on likemy kids are older and everything
like that. You know, that department's a
lot easier. So it's like it's my time to put
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everybody else's priorities to decide and then focus on mine
and be selfish for my own successful reasons, you know,
and there's nothing wrong with that.
You know, you go through life being a single mom and raising
kids or single parent. You know, you have to put a lot
of things of your desire and your needs to the side
unselfishly, unselfishly, obviously, you know, because we
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are raising our babies. But I have no problem.
I have no, you know, complaints about that.
It's just, you know, now is my time.
You know, I did put them to the side.
I did, you know, work careers that were, you know, they were
good for me and made good money and everything.
But now it's time for me to actually like, get that feeling
and I'm, I'm not chasing it. I'm going after it.
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Then, you know, there's a difference.
There's a difference between chasing someone then or going
after them. You're chasing them.
You're going on this goose hunt,you going on this trail all over
the place, you trying to find them.
You know, when you, you know, chasing them is just, you know,
not where you need to be. You need to go after it.
Going after it means you made a direct adjective, verb or
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whatever it is in in the direction that you want to go.
You know, chasing it still meansyou have you have date, you have
doubt, doubt in there. And I'm very passionate about
this topic. You know, this top this episode
especially because it resonates with me in so many levels where
I, you know, have these like flashbacks to situations that I
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was in that I handled it wrong or I handled it correctly.
But then I think back, if I would have handled that
situation differently, even though it was like a bad
decision I may have made and I should have made the opposite
decision, if I would have made that decision differently, I
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wonder sometimes like where likethat would have led me.
Like would I still have continued down some of these
destructive paths I went down? We know.
And no support from anybody or nothing like that.
Like I don't have I don't ask for help.
To ask for help to me is like the epitome of, you know, my, my
not even my pride or my ego. It's my soul.
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Like, I mean, it's like it's like internal morals I have for
myself that as that tell me, do not ever go to that level of
asking for help because you don't need to.
Like you don't need to go to that level.
You should just survive the way you're surviving right now, even
if it is, you know, miser without power, without, you
know, a phone, without a car, without whatever food, like you
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will always survive out of it. You know, I'm not a big
religious thumper about anything, but you know, they,
they do say that God will alwaysprovide, you know, and God will
always make sure that, you know,he won't put you in situations
that he he knows that you can't handle.
And, you know, out of all the the Jesus stuff out there, that
is one thing that I know I do believe in, in whatever gods are
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out there in the universe, you know, So, I mean, like I said, I
don't talk about religion or politics or just not my thing.
But I finally realized just thispast week after getting ball
busted about a meeting I missed,I missed a meeting.
And I apologize, Hashtag Trish. I love her to death.
Like, and I, I, I mean, I the poor girl, I had set up two
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podcast interviews with her and I totally was like burning the
candle on both ends trying to, you know, get caught up with
bills and everything, be workingside job hustles as much as I
can without a car right now. My car died.
I mean, like this shit just crumbles, keeps crumbling down.
But it's OK. I've been through worse.
And it's like I was so exhaustedthat I took a like a senior nap.
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And I passed anyway, I passed out and I missed, I missed our
interview, our podcast interviewand I felt so bad.
She's she sells all these sex toys too.
And I wanted to see him and try out some new ones and I'm all
excited about it. I'll get her back on.
But I, you know, I, I had a deepconversation with her and she's
ball busted me into a very, verytook that knife and stabbed it
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in there pretty good. And I, I deserved it, deserved
it 100%. And not only did I deserve it, I
needed to hear it because the way she's that person, this
individual, she came at me in a way where it, it struck a nerve.
It struck a nerve on me where itgave me like more than an eye
opener. It gave me a, a like, ah, that's
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it. Like that is it.
What she just said was a clue. What she just said was a fucking
clue that I needed to solve my mystery of trying to find out
what my placement is for my purpose, my passion and my
placement. And sure enough, within the same
week, I figured it out. Like I took what she said, I
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meditated on it and I kept thinking about it.
I kept thinking about it over and over and over again.
And you know what I did? I did, I did therapeutic things
as I was doing. You know, when I try to
meditate, when I say the word meditate, I'm not sitting on the
ground, you know, with my legs all, you know, Indian style
cross and I'm not holding up my hands, you know, like I'm not
doing that when I meditate, I'm doing the wall behind me.
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And you know, if you're, if you're seeing the video, you can
see that this wall behind me, the, the I dream C is what it's
called. And it is made-up of thousands
and thousands and thousands of stones, like those glass stones
that you get to join fabrics or Michaels and they're all
colored. I mean, I have spent thousands
of hours on this wall and it is like my therapy wall.
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And it's got an octopus at the very top because the octopus is
my tattoo. And they're like also the most
like smartest mammals under the sea as it is.
It's not completed yet. I'm getting there.
I'm getting, it's almost done. But I go on that wall and I, I
paint or I do a little bit more of my, my arts and crafts and
design on it every time. I need to like really think.
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And I need to excuse me, I need to really, you know, like
resonate with myself about my thought process.
And so that's what I did and that's what I've been doing.
And I realized, you know, you know what it is.
I have had the I have had the answers to what I needed to find
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right in front of my face since day one.
I started this podcast in September.
Like the answers to what I've been searching for and what I've
been trying to like find and lose sleep over and trying to
everything have been in my face the whole time.
And I'm saying this, this story and this true story to
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everybody, and I'm talking abouta personal part of my life that
I don't really open up that personally because I know I'm so
public with everything in life that I like to have a little bit
of privacy in my life and tryingto have like my soul a little,
you know, protected and from theworld, You know, just to have,
you know, that private is is even hard sometimes for me.
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But I am opening up a little bitabout it today in the episode
and I'm going pretty deep here. And it's it's something that,
you know, I'd like to keep private to myself because I
don't like to have a lot of people ask me questions about
something that I haven't fully like figured out all the answers
to yet. And I don't have it in a solid
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blueprint pan plan or like, you know, construction starts next
week. You know, it's still in, in in a
phase of, you know, a preliminary phase where, you
know, decisions could still affect it.
So I don't like to give out facts or any sort of, you know,
stories or, you know, future projects, ideas.
I don't like to give out any of that until I got all my ducks in
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a row. And that's basically why I kept
pretty private as much as I could about, you know, my
direction life, my with my placement, my purpose fashion
and my placement podcast. So what I discovered and I had a
light bulb. I had one of those like Oprah,
Ah, light bulb effects. And I finally fucking figured it
out that all all along, you know, I've had the answers in
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the palm of my hand. I had the balls behind my hand
and the grip right here. I don't, but it was really if I
mean if everything, I had the answers probably years ago by
when my friends gave me the nickname Debbie Diaz reporting
live, you know, because I alwayswould be wanting to record
everything. And I'm, you know, I'm that
friend that's always recording everything.
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And you know, they hate me at first.
They're like, Oh my gosh, Debbie, stop recording.
I don't want to be in any of thefilm.
I don't mean blah, blah, blah, blah.
But then like the next day or a week later, they're like, Hey,
can I see those pictures from the other day?
Or can I see the what you recorded?
Can you send me those photos? You know, I I'm like, oh, bitch,
I thought you didn't want yourself in any of the photos,
but now you ask for a copy of them.
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You think that would stop them from ball busting me when I take
pictures and photos? But no, they keep they keep at
it every. It's like the cycle repeats
itself every time we go to a newvenue.
Oh, here she goes busted out that camera again.
Like bitch, please, you know when your one year memories show
up on your Facebook page that you know, and you flashback at
that memory and you all happy and wish you wanted to go back
to Cancun again because I took all those photos.
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Don't come crawling back to me and bitching me out about taking
a little schmick in photos. Run until that anyway, that was
just, you know, what I have to go through sometimes, you know,
with the vaginas. So I finally figured out that
WDS reporting, what is WDS reporting live?
WDS reporting live is, is soundslike a news reporter, right?
And what do news reporters do? News reporters interview people
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for breaking news and live news and, you know, things that are,
you know, current affairs that are going around in the world.
So if I have that nickname deputies for my live.
And don't get me wrong, I have had people over the years and,
you know, contact me and want meto to put their articles out on
the news. I mean, they actually thought it
was actually a news reporter from news.
I mean, don't get me wrong. I'll go to a news station right
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now and like, move over. Jen Holloway from Bain News 9.
I'm I'm coming in. I love her.
I miss her. So anyway, I just took that and
like, OK, and I have microphones.
You should see how many microphones I have.
I have so many microphones and Ilove them though.
Like it's like a collection now.And so taking that deputies
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reporting live is a news reporter now.
Like I'm protecting, I'm pretending I'm in front of like
a chalkboard and I'm in a, you know, with actual old school
chalk, you know, and I'm not theone that goes the screechy that
gives you like chills and goosebumps.
But I'm picturing myself writingthis on a chalky, you know,
black chalkboard, like in settings of a classroom old, you
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know, back in the day. And I'm writing down, OK, here I
am WDS reporting live equals, you know, a little arrow out
news reporter interviews guests.And then below that, if you
haven't noticed, or if you don'tfollow me on Facebook, I am a
hot stirring community world organizer of opinions poster.
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I find these topics that are controversially uncomfortable to
discuss publicly that can relateto both sexes.
Or actually, I take that back, there's all sexes, you know,
whatever you, you know, whateveryour proverbs are that you like
to be, that you relate to. Is it proverbs?
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I say it wrong. But anyway, it's basically I
find these I post, I try to postevery other day because
sometimes these, these go so crazy, so many millions of
comments. But I post things about
relationships and the views about females and males, you
know, interaction with each other and their views and you
know, situations or they're not about me.
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I mean, like 9090% of them are not personally about me, but
they're just in general. Then and of course, everybody
who comments on these always thinks it's about me.
Like I'll say women have stinky vagina, fishy vaginas, and then
I'll just for example, and I'll post that and all these guys and
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you know, will be like, well, maybe you should take a shower.
Maybe you should watch your washyour couch.
Maybe you should just you know, and it's like, dude, I'm not,
I'm not talking about me personally.
I'm what I'm doing is trying to wait.
I'm not trying. I am, I'm speaking to his
existence. I am creating a hub for, you
know, people to come together once again.
I'm I'm a people people bringingtogether person.
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I'm creating a hub for people tocome together to communicate and
discuss a topic that they probably would never have
discussed or ever communicated with somebody else or even with
strangers online. And it has been a beautiful
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blossoming kind of twisted, you know, like type of thing in a
way. Because I do bring up some, some
deep top pockets. I do bring up some deep topics
that I just put out there. And I mean, everything from sex
to, you know, cheating to, you know, I mean, you name it, I, I
put up there and the responses Iget are hundreds, hundreds and
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hundreds. I mean, I have over 100,000
people that come to my page in, in a, in less than a week.
You know, so I went from like 10,000 people on my page to over
100,000 in just a week, you know, just just on Facebook and
it's growing and growing and I appreciate everyone's support,
but it's, it's such and I respond back in the dialogues
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too. It's a way that I'm able to
bring people together to talk about topics that really are
personal and really do affect relationships and really do
bother people. And it's a way for people to
vent and they can open up and in, in a non bias, you know,
situation and, or platform and in a, an environment where you
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can get the real feedback like these people on my that y'all
people that follow me and support me and you know, you
know, follow my everything I post and everything.
Thank you. Because, you know, y'all like
are real raw and rare because they, I mean, nobody holds back.
And if you have like, you know, sensitive skin, don't even try
to like, you know, participate in any of my posts because it's,
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it's very it gets, it gets pretty strong.
I mean, I love it, you know, I love it that people are really
like taking it, like being them real self.
They're not, you know, beating around the Bush.
They're not, you know, oh, that's silly.
You shouldn't talk like that. They're like, bitch, please, you
need to check yourself. And, you know, I mean, it's male
and female going out for each other and stuff, but they keep
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it professional is to a point, you know, and they do keep it
respectful enough that it's not something I, I haven't as an
admin toy, I haven't had to go in and delete anything, you
know, or, you know, knock anybody out or anything.
It hasn't got that bad. So it's respectful.
But I mean, it's just a beautiful thing for me to watch
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that I'm able to plant the seed and watch it grow and it is
growing and to see it like just sprout, just sprout a flower is
amazing to me because it's like,wow, like I really have this
gift, you know, I really have this gift of like, I'm a, I'm a
per people person. I always knew.
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I always knew I was a people person.
But I do have an ability that people feel comfortable opening
up to me and gravitating to me and discussing the most intimate
moments and having an open conversation about it willingly
on their own, You know, their own volunteerism and having
dialogue to to actually come up with a solution or actually like
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conversating with the opposite sex, even on it to figure out
like why a man treats a woman a certain way where, you know, we
never probably would get a real perspective from a guy like or a
boyfriend or a husband if we askthem in to their face.
But this is a way where I have thousands of, of, you know,
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species of humans collaborating together on a topic and giving
their perspectives. Where at the end of the day,
those opinions and those, you know, posts could definitely
change the path of someone's relationship.
It could change the path of how someone thinks.
It could change, you know, a lotof people's state of mind on
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topics when they're reading the responses from both sides of the
story. You know, I, I feel like, do you
feel me? You feel me?
It's like a way to get people toshut the fuck up and actually
listen to somebody else give youa different opinion on a topic,
even though you, you got a chance to speak.
You posted what you wanted to say, you know, a couple times
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about we know how you feel. But guess what?
Now you're stuck reading the responses because now you got to
like, actually, you know, to decide if you want to go to war
with this person, you know, responding back to you on your
comment or you can, you know, soak it in and actually think
about their, their perspective. So that is really like why I
have so many. That's why I do that.
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That's why I do that with my Facebook.
I dedicated a lot of it to, you know, posting to bring it, bring
communities in different circlestogether so that we can have a,
an adult conversation about an adult things that are that are
not, they're taboo, you know, they're taboo, they're sticky.
They're like the, and they're also subliminal.
They're actually subliminal waysthat if you have a, I've had
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people message, sign them to my DMS all the time asking me, can
you talk about this? Can you bring up this type of
situation? I have a situation that I need
help with. Can you talk about it on your,
on your podcast or can you talk about it, you know, on your
Facebook post? And I'm like, sure, I get those
all the time. So the, the, a lot of my posts
are inspired by actual people messaging me too.
And I mean, a lot of these situations I'll post because
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they asked me to and they are going to be able to
psychologically get their message across to their loved
one or their husband by forwarding or sharing that post.
You know, my post, that thread. So it's like a subliminal, it's
like a psychological, you know, psyche that I'm doing here.
So people that are afraid to to chime in on the post, which you
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now can post anonymously. I just got a message about it.
They now can take that, you know, message that post and and
share it with their boyfriend orwith their husband as a like
hint, hint, you know, like, did you see this?
Look what you know, look what's trending right now, this topic.
Look, all these comments, you know, like what you know, and
then hopefully, you know, they're able to, you know,
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introvertually get their messageacross to their their loved
ones, You know, because their relationships are is a huge
topic. I mean, relationship sucks.
Sometimes they don't, sometimes they do, but the end of the day,
like they suck. You know, there there's more
like sometimes negative times with with them than there is
positive. And that's what I I hate and
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that's what I refuse to like, you know, jump into
relationships about, you know, about and you know, I'm, I'm
dabbling with a it's a it's complicated type of situation as
it is right now. And you know, it's just, I don't
know, I don't really have a solution for it and it sucks
because I wish I did. I wish I did have a solution to
it because it's, you know, I'm older miser, like I always say,
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but I want to be, I want to be like past that bullshit where
you don't have to worry about thinking about fights.
And like, you know, like I'm in that like older, wiser stage of
life where I shouldn't be havingto have any of that fear of
possibly having an argument or fight over some stupid bullshit
that I already accomplished, youknow, back in my 20s and 30s.
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And you know, I should be out ofthat phase.
But it's not, it's still, it's still, it still exists, you
know, like you still can have fights and relationships.
You still can have all this drama.
And I don't want to like go there, I guess.
Like when you get burned out from being in so many
relationships where it's gone, it's gone array, you know, and
not a good way. You kind of, you know, it leaves
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a scar on you. It leaves a scar on your
internal like, you know, your, your heart, your soul, your
mind, your PTSD on it. And you know, you just get, you
just wash your hands of it. Sometimes you get, wash your
hands of it and you're just like, meh, I mean, it's not
worth it. I'd rather just stay at home and
jerk off with Trish's toys that,you know, she gets me and, and
me and, you know, and just watchTV and, you know, do work, you
(36:57):
know, and be alone and have peace and serenity.
But then, you know, once in a while when you get a little
taste of that, you know, you know, body language and that's,
you know, the butterflies in stomach and the, and the
cuddling and, you know, and the,you know, easy access sex, you
know, that's accessible dog to you all the time.
You know, it's just like, I mean, I don't know, you got to
weigh that one out. That sucker's a beast, but those
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but that beast is the is the moral of, you know, what I like
to talk about, because it is stuff that I some of the stuff
that I have, you know, gone through or touch base with, or
I've seen my friends go through it or I know someone going
through it or someone's about togo through it.
And, you know, it's like I feel like I'm helping in a way for
them to be able to get some answers to their situation by
(37:42):
getting real responses from the real people out there.
And that's what's been occurring.
So I encourage everybody to go to my, my Facebook page, Debbie
Diaz reporting live. And, you know, follow me on
there and, and join in on the chats and the, and they give me
your opinion when I post. And nothing is to be offended or
directly towards anyone. If it is, I'm a blunt bitch.
I'll tell you how it is and I'lltell you if it's meant for you
(38:04):
or not, but it's not, you know, this is just generalization and
I'm reading all the posts and I,and I respond back as much as I
can. So, but going forward to my, my
placement, So I, I on the chalkboard, I put, you know, WS
Spring live and then does interviews and then I put in
there like my, my topics and like my industry.
What do I like? Who do I like to interview?
(38:25):
I like to interview everybody. I like to interview everybody,
anybody under the sun. I'm curious about everybody in
life. I ask a million questions.
I love to talk to people and I love to find out about them and
you know, I want to know The Who, what, where, when and
why's. So I then, you know, right
before I got my aha moment of that clicked in my head about my
placement, I was like, Oh my gosh, there it is.
There's the answers I need to do.
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I need to revamp the podcast. I need to revamp the podcast to
focus in more on my interviews with people of all types and all
industries that I find super amazing and they find me super
(39:08):
amazing. And we collab on my podcast and
they get to explain what they weknow what they do and, and what
their messages in life and theirand you know, any, you know,
great story they want to tell and get their word out through
me. And it's just like dawned on me
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that that's basically like what I needed to do all along and I
just couldn't figure out something that I already knew
the answer to. I know that sounds so oxymoron
and it sounds like ridiculous that I just like needed to
figure out what my placement waswhen I already had it in my
(39:55):
hands the whole time. So sometimes people, you had the
answers to what you're looking for already around you already
happening already. Maybe.
I mean, this happened to me months and months and months
ago. I had the answers years ago
actually with deputies appointing live.
I mean, I had the answers to what I was looking for already
(40:19):
answered. So if you can figure out
exactly. What you're trying to
accomplish, if you can find yourpurpose and your passion in
life, you just need your placement, which was the PPP
purpose, passion and placement. Maybe you already have the
(40:40):
answers to those right in front of you.
I know it just takes you having to put the pieces together to
the puzzle and in order to figure it out.
So if you have your pieces to your puzzle and you they're just
not all put together yet and they're scattered on the table,
bitch, sit down and put those mother fuckers together.
(41:01):
Because if you piece the pieces to the puzzle together,
eventually it leads to the last piece and you click the last
piece. Then boom, you see what your
your design is on your puzzle. You have the whole picture right
in front of you, you know, and it's like, wow, I finally feel
like I got to that point. Like I feel like I got to that
(41:23):
point where I'm able to now moveforward in another phase, in
another stage of my my productivity and my production
of my podcast that I'm not so like loose and all the time I
felt like I didn't have a lot ofcontrol over my podcast.
I felt like I was doing, I was like a circle like a mouse in
(41:46):
that rabbit hole or the that circle thing, you know, I just
felt like I was going in circlesand I was producing.
I still have my passion. I love still, I mean, every day
I would like all I think about is podcasting, but it's like
I've just felt like I couldn't put together a a structural
foundation of like the directionof my podcast.
(42:06):
And now like I figured out my placement.
I am so excited to go to the next phase and come up with a
more designed podcast with a little bit more structure and
schedule and calendar that I've been missing and lacking, you
know, from my entire life. And I want to implement it in
(42:29):
here. And it's going to even lead to
more doors opening that I just probably will never anticipate.
I feel it, you know, I feel it. I feel it in my soul that
that's, that's going to happen that way.
And I want to know anybody out there that supports me and
follows me for years. You know, thank you so much.
Like thank you. I have, I have people out there,
(42:50):
you know, a lot of dudes, My, my, my stalkers, you know, that
have been, you know, stalking mefor 45106710 years and we, I
still talk to them. I never, I've met them in
person. Honestly, there's a bunch of
them. I've never met them in person,
but I have been, you know, they have been chatting with me and
consistently staying in, you know, in check with me, checking
(43:12):
in on me and stuff for years. I mean, I'm talking years.
And I mean, that's just amazing to me.
I mean, that tells you about whoI am and my personality and the
type of person I am. And that also tells you, you
know, that there's people that follow me for years and
everything because they want to,because I'm entertaining.
I'm entertaining. I have crazy things to talk
(43:35):
about. I have a crazy lifestyle that
you can live. I curiously do if you want to.
And it's, it's it's just something that is like a
refreshing person that walks into the room that lights up the
room a little bit. I'm not, I'm not so much
attention whore as much as I used to be.
I mean, like I have tendencies, I have tension whore tendencies
nowadays. I mean, but I'm not full
throttle attention whore anymore.
(43:56):
Like I'm just like I'm, I'm a little on the sidelines.
Like I play, I I'm a starter. I start, you know, I start the
game, you know, but like I come out, you know, after the first,
the first, what's it called? First period, because I don't
want to pull a hamstring or something, you know, like type
of that because and then I may go in and just play a couple
innings here and there, you know.
But, you know, other than that, I just like to have the
(44:19):
attention of, you know, that grasp people for the right way
and grasp people to help them make better choices or make a
decision in their life that theydidn't know how to make before.
And that's something that makes me feel really good inside.
And I'm proud of myself for figuring that out.
And I'm proud of myself for working so hard and being so
(44:41):
determined to do what I want to do in life.
That makes me happy. And I hope other people get
inspired by me as well. And, you know, get out there to
do what makes you happy too. Because you know what, You only
have one life. Well, I mean, we could have
other lives out there after the universe, which I think we do.
But you know, what are you waiting for?
Like, what are you waiting for? Get out there and go do it.
(45:05):
I mean, walk the walk and talk that talk.
Because if you don't, you're just going to live in a life of
woulda, coulda shoulda and regret that you didn't try what
you wanted to do. And then it's too late.
So that was some deep. That was like, so deep it put
her ass to sleep. Like, seriously woke her up
around one. She didn't hesitate to call Ice
(45:26):
Cube the Top Gun. I know, I know.
Yeah, I know. I know and you guys are just
Jelly that I could sing better than you.
I know, right? And if you need to contact me
anything, if you want to do any advertising, I'm doing all kinds
of stuff lately with advertising.
Get in, get in while it's hot. If you like to be a guest
(45:47):
interview or it's called the guest interview.
If you'd like to have be a guestinterview on the podcast, just
slide into the DMS and let me know that you're interested in
and I'll get you on the calendar.
And it takes about 45 minutes toan hour.
And it's it's a fun experience. You can come into the studio and
meet me personally or you can wecould do it over the phone
either way. And I would love, I mean, any
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industry, if you're a plumber, if you are a like person that
goes around and makes koi ponds or if you're a person or that,
you know, is a electrical neo, you know, bombs, flash, you
know, Navy SEAL, you know, Raytheon, whatever person and
you want to come on. I mean, everybody, I want to
hear about everybody, everybody.If you are a relationship
(46:30):
counselor, you are a life coach,you know, come on, if you are a
psychic, if you like make candles for a living, if you if
you have perfume or colognes, I mean, I want to like talk to
everybody. You know, I want everybody to
hear about everybody. And I'm not just going to ask
you about your industry either. It's going to be about, you
know, some personal questions. I'm going to dig deep a little
bit and get your opinion and getyour view on some certain
(46:51):
situations. So that's the story and stick it
to it. What?
What did you say? That's what I thought.
Bitches. Get out there and don't forget
music is therapy. Make sure you put on some good
music and get you inspired and make your bed every day.
(47:14):
Don't be a lazy bitch just because it's summer.
Everything. The kids are out.
Make your bed, make sure you take the trash out.
Do the dishes, don't leave the dishes in there overnight.
Put toilet paper on the roll, Hold your clothes.
Do some laundry. Mow the lawn, do some edging,
dust the ceiling fans, check your emails.
(47:38):
Stop drinking so much, stop smoking, clean your air filter.
Stop. Clean that car out bitch.
Get in there. Clean that.
I'm done. Peace out bitches.
I love you guys. I mean it's seriously I love you
guys. Deputies play live.
Peace out bitch is you've been hit by
(48:38):
you've been hit by a smooth I.
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