Ep. 24 Teacher Kendrick said, “Wop Wop Wop!”

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Hello everybody, my name is Atticus.

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And my name is Hope.
And you are now watching...
The White Refrigerator.
Welcome back y'all.
The White Refrigerator.

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Okay, welcome back everybody.
Where we keeping you fresh in the world of myths.
And helping us feel better together.
We'll do this together y'all.
We trying.
We trying.
But friend, how has your week been?
You know, this week has been pretty chill for me.
Like I'm still getting used to things.

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I think this is the first week where I perhaps,
I'm not gonna say like struggled.
Because I really haven't struggled.
But this was the first week I was like, oh girl.
This is real.
Yeah, this is real.
This is a lot of stuff to do.
But I like what I do.
So it's not hard.

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It's just getting used to everything.
And understanding how everything works.
And how to make that, or how to use that.
Make it most advantageous to me.
So I'm still getting used to that.
Other than that, that's really it.
And then as far as new music goes.
I honestly don't think I really have much.

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I'm gonna check really quick.
I feel like I did come across, oh, Mac Miller's dropping an album.
I mean, he has since passed, God rest Mac Miller.
That was one of my faves.
But he's got a new album coming out.
I'm very, very excited about it.
I didn't know that.
Yes, yes.
I'm very excited about that.
And then Tall Black Guy, which is he makes like instrumentals.

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He's really dope.
But he's got a new track out with Jazzy Shavers.
S.E. Red called For You.
I really enjoy that.
And then Lose Control by Young Freak-O, Earthgang and Japhon.
I really like that.
So those are the two songs that have kind of piqued my interest.
And that I've been listening to off and on for the last couple of days.

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So, but yeah, that's really it for me.
Is Tall Black Guy kind of like a DJ Khaled type person?
Not the same type of music, but yeah.
Same type of general concept, if you will.
But he's just more like a neo soul, a soul type vibe.
And then he gets artists to like sing over his tracks.

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Sometimes, you know, they, I think there are a few like rappers,
but it's more like a certain type of rapper.
So more of your soulful rappers.
But yeah, he's got another song on my playlist that I heard like a couple years ago
and I fell in love with it.
But overall, like what he does is pretty dope.
So when I came across that, I mean, obviously, you know, Spotify's gonna recommend it to you

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if it's in your lineup anywhere.
So yeah, I really like that song though.
What about you, Brandon?
How's your week, man?
My week has actually been pretty good.
First, I kind of do want to say, just like keeping everybody in my thoughts and prayers,
especially like in the California thing, I don't think I've ever seen a wildfire.

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Like California is on fire all the time, right?
Or especially in the summertime.
In the summertime, yeah.
Yeah, I've never known it to be a winter thing, which we'll get into that a little bit later.
But I also don't think I've ever known it to just like burn down entire communities like this.
Like I knew it would be in the forest and some people have their houses burned down,

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but I never knew it to like whole communities be burned the fuck down and it still be
like burning strong as fuck.
Do they even have it under control now?
I don't know.
They're starting to mitigate it a little bit.
So hopefully there'll be a resolution soon.
And I'm sorry for smirking a moment ago, y'all.

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I promise I wasn't, I am not laughing at that.
My heart goes out to all the people in the LA area.
But we'll talk about it later, Top Chef, but I read something that was so damn stupid.
And every time I think about it now, I think about that dumb ass statement.
Y'all really be saying everything and anything on the internet.
Hey, y'all got to stop doing that.

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We were talking about it earlier.
I'm like, please, bro.
Now it's actually not the song.
It was funny, but I'm like, this is so fucking stupid.
It's one of us because it's always us.
I saw somebody say, I'll buy TikTok if I can use y'all except Clarnar after pay.

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Like, why are we so unserious?
It don't make no sense.
Because we're the generation of people who never grew up.
And I don't think we ever plan on it.
Lord knows I don't.
I like it this way.
Listen, I'm going to tell y'all what I saw.
So somebody was talking about the wildfires.
It was like Jaguar Wright started.

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It was such a stupid ass thing to say.
It made me laugh, but I'm like, bro, please.
And you just got to do it in the Jaguar Wright voice.
Think about it.
And I'm not going to do that because these people really got...
I'm not doing that right now.
I don't even know where she'd be coming up with this stuff off the top of her head to just say.

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But she would figure out a way to put your name.
Your name is the reason that this fire started and is still burning right.
Hope, think about it.
Hope.
If it wasn't no fire, you wouldn't need no hope, would you?
Boom.

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This is exactly what she...
That is exact.
She would say something along the lines of like,
y'all aren't thinking about it.
You got to think.
You got to think.
You got to think.
Atticates in the book.
Think about the book.
They taught the book.

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He spells his name differently than the book.
That's because his mama knew he would be devilish.
Because he's devilish, he set California on fire.
They put out Northern California.
That's fine.
That's fine.
LA had to go.
And do you know why he had to burn that down?

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Because he was at a Diddy party.
I seen his asshole.
I seen his whole asshole Diddy had it spread.
It's on a tape.
But guess where the tape is at?

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Burnt down.
Boom.
Y'all don't be thinking.
Y'all don't be thinking.
I used to sing for Jay-Z.
I used to sing for Jay-Z.
Sean Carter.
I ain't never said that man's name in my life.
Please finish with your weak speech.

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Oh my God.
That made me want to say that because everything like,
you know how you order stuff, everything's been delayed,
not only because of that, but because of the snow.
So the people in the snowstorms too.
So everything has been delayed.
And that just kind of makes me think about it every day.
Not in like a selfish way, but like you see that all your stuff

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coming is delayed and you're like, damn, oh, these people.
All right.
Because shit, that's a lot of stuff to be going through.
Luckily, I don't live in an area that's affected by either.
And we're doing pretty good right now.
So there's that.
This week has actually been really good.
I done got back into the iPhone game today.
Oh, let me show you.

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I ain't show you.
Oh, she is so pretty.
Ain't she pretty?
She's a really brilliant pink.
And the back is like chalky pink where the camera part is more of like.
I can see it's a deeper, like a bubblegum pink.
Yeah.
And so is the edge.
It's so pretty.

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It almost made me want to not put a case on this bitch,
but we not going to be doing all that.
Get one of them clear cases.
They got one of them good, like clear rubber cases.
They be getting like dust and stuff and they be looking dirty after a week.
And I just don't want to clean it out all the time.
But I did get a, like a pink silicone case that's reminiscent of the Apple case.

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I'm not going to buy the Apple case because that bitch $50.
So we got one, but not 99.
But any period.
And there's other I'll phone up and I'll send back to Verizon.
But anyways, other than that, also as far as work, work is everything.
Work is good.

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Life is good.
Routine is still okay.
That's going to go into the question of the week thing as far as the routine.
But when it comes to light music, there's no more need to be in the
music this week, but TV, Castlevania, not turn came out today.

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And bitch, I finished the season today.
It was freaking amazing.
That's like, that is how you do a show.
Yes.
Eight episodes.
And it didn't, it left me.
Don't ruin it.
I don't even want to say how I felt at the end.
It's a good show.
So we, we.
Yeah.
It's, I feel, I feel like if I say how I felt that the end, it'll give too much away,

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but all I can say about the show is this a solid 35 out of 10 from the time it comes
or like not turned already moved a little bit faster than the original Castle,
Castlevania series on Netflix.
And they kept up with that.
They explained everybody's stories a little bit deeper this season and they

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only have eight episodes and the episodes are only like 30 minutes long.
So I'm like, damn y'all.
Did you hear that truck CD?
They finished piss me the fuck off.
I did.
I was like, what is that?
The fuck off.
Cause why you ain't at home.
It's been dark since five.
They won't tell to hear them hooting and howling.

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Right.
We good.
I'm sorry.
Y'all these trucks just be pissing me off, but turn into a Karen and start
complaining.
I'll need to have the police sit right back there every night because they come
through there every night.
That's exactly as loud as trucks.

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There'll be a police department with footage.
Do you see this?
I can't get any sleep at night.
I can't do anything.
I can't work.
They're running through there all times of the night on those goddamn go-karts.
I can't hear anything.
They're not go-karts.
They're just these big lifted as trucks.

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That's loud as fuck for no reason.
I can't get my beauty sleep, but baby, you never got it.
Well, there's that too.

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Listen, you know what my favorite word is for ugly.
You look homely.
Homely.
Ooh, what you done been to me?
That's one of them old people disrespectful words.
Old people just don't know how not to be disrespectful.
Old people just funny with their disrespect.
They really are.

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Okay.
I done went on enough about Castlevania.
You would think they paying me the way I love that show, but they ain't.
Also, I'm going to say this a little bit.
All Rocks is my favorite character from the show because I feel like he's my spirit animal.
I almost had to take that bitch off of my...

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Because he's my little picture on Discord.
I was like, I'm about to disown your ass because you-
Not him acting a fool this season.
You being a little too...
Damn, I can't say that either.
I really can't say shit about it, but he was doing a little too much and not enough at
the same time and it was pissing me off.

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Listen, we're going to come back to it, friend.
We're going to come back to it because we're going to give people a week.
If y'all ain't watching it in a week.
Right, because Lord knows I want to talk about it.
I'm in love.
Another show on Netflix is called Your Honor, which is a great show.
It's about a judge, which actually seems like a really great progressive judge,

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especially when it comes to the authorities committing crimes or just framing people.
He seems like a really great judge for the people type of judge.
Well, his son gets into an accident and commits a hit and run on this guy and the kid dies

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that he hits.
Oh no.
Yeah.
Yeah, so him being the great judge that he is, is like, you're going to turn yourself
in because you know you can't do this because I got my, I am who I am.
We are who we are.
We're not these type of people.
Go to turn the sun in and find out that the kid didn't die.

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Not only did the kid die, the motherfucker belongs to this great crime family in the area.
Oh, damn.
So it's like, well, shit.
I can't, that puts you in the mind like shit.
I can't do this to my child.
If he go to jail, they gonna kill his ass.
So I can't, what do I do now?

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I guess I have to, you know, try to.
Yeah, you got to put him in there.
You don't.
Yeah, I got to try to work some shit out now.
So he struggles with that within himself, trying to keep things together.
That's a great, great, great show to watch.
I still ain't finished with it yet, but it's really, really good.

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And I think that's about it.
I'm sorry.
My head hurts just a little bit.
I feel like I'm starting to get sick because that's like the only time I get a headache,
but I think that's it for the week for him.
So the next part, right before we get in the top shelf, y'all,
we got to come back to this question.
And the question is, Lord, I lost the damn question.

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Okay, there it goes.
Don't judge me.
The question was, what are the unspoken agreements I've made with myself
and how might breaking or shifting these agreements free me from limiting patterns?
I hope some people thought about that a little bit because it took me,
it took me a minute to almost to understand the question within itself,

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but it took me a minute to come to an answer.
I can go first because I told you this one kind of messed me up a little bit
because I had to come to like a very ugly reality.
But so my unspoken agreement is that I don't tell myself, no,
I prefer instant gratification because I lack patience,

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which in return has not given me the discipline that I need to function
as a productive and healthy adult.
This is not only limited my success, but stagnated my growth
into becoming more of who I wish to be.
The worst part is this is such a broad issue
that has affected so many things in my life

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that I feel like this was one of the biggest factors that played into
that depression that I went into because what I was doing
and what I ultimately realized is that depressive episode came from self-hatred,
which came from resentment.
And I resented myself for a lot of the things that I did

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because of that need for instant gratification and satisfaction.
So it's like, I just want to do this now.
And then I'd look back and be like, that was fucked up.
Why would I do this to myself?
I'd be mad at myself, which fed so many other things.
And while it is much better and it's something that I have managed
to work myself through, and it doesn't hold the same impact

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as it was did, it's still something that's very present in my life.
So I think that that's something that I'm personally working on
because I realized how it has limited my success
and where I could be because we always talk about,
you know, be grateful for the moment and being grateful
for the moment is awesome in theory.
Like it is in theory, a very incredible thing.

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You should always be present in what's happening now.
But then as humans, I think it is in human nature to look back
and be like, damn, if I had just did this or if I had just done that,
you just can't live in it.
And I think I was living in it.
I was like, okay, I could have been so much further than where I am now
or I could have done so many things differently

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if I had to just said, you know what, actually, no,
no, I don't need this.
I shouldn't do this.
I shouldn't do that.
I can do this.
I'm going to finish this.
But instead, I just say, you know what I want to do.
I want to do what I want to do.
And I don't have to answer to anybody to why I want to do

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what I want to do.
But in reality, I'm answering to myself from the future
because my future self is pissed off at my past self
for not doing better when she knew better.
Friend, that was absolutely beautiful.
Thank you.
I also want to say give yourself some grace
because even like when you're looking back at stuff like that

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or things that we should have done or could have done better,
you are also likely not in the right place to understand
what you could have or should have done better at that time.
So you could have, you got to like give yourself
some grace for where you were.
Like you wouldn't, 20-year-old hope don't understand

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what the, what 37-year-old hope understands.
Now, now only wish.
They told us this.
The old folks would always tell us this when we were young,
but we couldn't understand it.
We couldn't comprehend it.
And I often like think to myself,
I don't know if you do this too,

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like even if I was telling myself this,
if I was looking at myself, my 20-year-old self
telling him certain stuff, would he listen?
I don't know.
I think I, I don't know.
I think a part of me would, but I think again,
I realized that I just have this issue

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with instant gratification, satisfaction, just, okay.
I know I should eat a salad or I know I need to eat
a little bit cleaner or if I'm going to do this,
I should probably do, weigh it out, make some adjustments.
And it's just like, no, I'm just gonna do what I want to do.
And then when whatever happens or, I'm gonna buy this,

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this is an impulsive buy.
I'm just gonna do this because I want to do it.
And then when I'm sitting there with $20
that I got to stretch for three days,
it's just like, you could have made better decisions.
And my biggest issue is I'm 37 and I'm still doing dumb shit.
So it's like, and while it's nothing in comparison
to what it once was, it's just like, okay.

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I'm, I realized that like, I, it's not,
if I'm ready for a change,
cause will you ever truly be ready?
I don't like the thought anymore of like waiting
until you're ready.
I don't think that's a real thing anymore.
People say, I have to wait till I'm ready.
When will you be ready?
You don't actually, that's not a thing.
You just have to do it.
And if you fail, okay.

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And if you succeed, great.
You know, like it's either way.
So I don't know.
But what about you, Fran?
What was your conclusion to this question?
It was somewhat similar to yours, but in an off kind of way.

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So this might sound really,
this might sound really dumb and even somewhat unbelievable
to people that have kind of known me for a few years.
But the more I sat on this question
and I started thinking about like, you know,
I started doing like my, my mirror affirmations and stuff.
And going back to when people tell you,

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if you hear something a certain amount of times,
you start to believe it, like those types of things.
And then I start to think about all the things
that I've told myself.
So when it comes to things that I've wanted to do
or the things that I've dreamt of,
even though I might've said out loud

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that I really want to do this
and I might've put a foot forward
in doing some of those things, I never,
I don't feel like I've ever put my best foot forward
into doing a lot of those things
because I never truly believed that I could do it.
And I know that sounds absolutely crazy
because I'll be trying to encourage people,
like you can do whatever you do.
And I'll be believing that for other people,

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but when it comes to myself in the back of my head,
I've not ever really thought that I could do it
or I could be great at whatever it was I was trying to do.
Like, I want to go back even a little bit
because when I think when we were met,
I was doing like music, but I believe.
Like I knew in my head, I was like,

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this sounds good, I like it, I think I can do it.
And I feel like right when I get to the cusp of
having like a milestone moment,
I tell myself, like, what are you doing?
You're just, like, you're just, you're just Atticus.
What are you doing?
You need to fall back.

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You're not capable of doing,
like you don't have what it takes to do this.
And I've done this a lot.
I know that's not, don't,
don't listen, we listen, we don't judge.
I wasn't judging, like, I was like,
I don't know which one of them twins that was,
but whichever one of them was gonna catch these hands
because I was gonna, whatever other twin ass that was.
Absolutely not.

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The evil one?
Absolutely not.
I'm actually super glad I asked this question
because I, this is not a,
it's not a thing that's been in the forefront
of like my consciousness.
This is like something you got to think about
to where it comes to.
You got to think about to where it comes from.
But even just seeing where I am now,
even recently this summer, I was like,

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I could have done so much better
if I actually put my,
if I actually believed I could do it,
I would have put a better foot forward
and things may have turned out a little bit differently.
But in the back of my head, I'm like,
I don't know if it was just the comparison,
me comparing myself to other people and their things,

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or just the fact that like you need to fall back.
You're just Atticus.
You don't have what it takes to do this thing.
You need to just go back to what you know.
But I truly believe that that deep rooted thought
is the reason I couldn't put as much effort

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into certain things.
So now that I have, I guess, uncovered this way
of thinking in myself, I can monitor it better
when it's happening instead of just subconsciously
letting it take control, which is what it's been doing.
I want to say the majority of my adult life,

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I know that sounds crazy,
but it really has taken control and is the reason.
And I'm okay now, but I'm not, I could have been better
had this thought process not existed.
And I don't know exactly where it came from,
but it's the evil within.
But now it can be kind of dealt with.

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Another thing I want to talk to my therapist about
when we start, goddamn it.
But yeah, that's my answer.
I don't know if I want to cry or whoop your ass.
I don't know what I'm feeling for you.
Don't do that.
I don't know what I'm feeling for you right now.
We listen, we don't judge.
We listen and we don't judge.
I just want to say this, and this is all I'm going to say.
Because I understand.
Don't say it, shut your ass.

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I understand.
Okay.
Fran, you are magic.
You are fucking magic.
Here we go.
I get it.
I get it.
You know I get it.
There is a part of the Bible that speaks about
comparison being the default joy.

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And I actually think this is on the list in one of our later
episodes towards the end of this season, where we talk about
how expectations will fuck you up.
And I think in our minds, it's just a thing of like, fuck.
If I fail, you know.

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It's almost like we expect ourselves to fail.
We talked about this I think last episode where it was like
talking about how joy, you know, just like, it's something that
we're kind of like, oh, I'm scared to be happy.
Like, you know, it's just like, so I don't know.
I, but you're right.
We listen, we don't judge.
And I'm listening to not necessarily rebuttal.

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But I just want to say, Fran, you are, you are magic.
Thank you for that, Fran.
I, if anybody is capable, it is you.
I, I, I don't, I can't actually think of anybody more capable
than you.
I've seen you do and invest and just be everything.

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So I, yeah, talk to your therapist, figure that out.
No telling what that root came from or whatever the case may
be, but I will be right by your side to help you dig that
bitch up.
I'm just going to have to give somebody permission to put
their hands on me.
I think that's going to have to be like the, sometimes you just

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got to beat stuff out of people.
Maybe that's just like slavery as epigenetics in there.
I need to see that.
Please.
We not doing that.
Somebody got to beat that devil up out of there because it's,

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it's, it is in there.
And it's just manifest in everything else now that you see
him.
So I hate, and you know what?
I hate that I lost that one song that you sent me because I
told you, I love that song so much.
So I'm glad you lost it.
I still have them.
I still like, that was my favorite thing that I've ever

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done.
I'm actually not even joking because I used to listen to it
like a regular song.
Like I would listen to it like a regular playlist song, but
yeah, I get it.
And what, what is it called?
Imposter syndrome.
It's a bitch.
It's a bitch.
Imposter syndrome.
I tell people all the time, like, cause I, and I guess
people don't realize it cause I don't walk around with it on

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me.
You know what I'm saying?
Like I, I've written an award winning short film.
I have been published in a couple of different magazines
and it's just like, it's like, I don't know.
It's, it's that never, it's that it's not enough.
A true creative in every sense of the word.

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But I, I say that to just in the comparison to what you're,
what you're saying.
Like I, I get that, but friend, whatever it is, like I said,
I will stand by either I'll stand quietly.
I'll do as you need me to do, but you just tell me what we
can do to help pull that up out of you.
Cause I cannot, I cannot watch the sun sit by the moon and

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think it's the reason for the shade.
I can't, I can't do that.
What you can do for him is get a branch, not a switch, a
branch because I'm so tall.
You have my permission.
I'm not even going to hit you back.
I just don't have that.
I wish I could trust that.
Y'all he's damn near a foot.

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I'm five, six and a half.
He's six, five easy.
You might even have like a half inch in there.
That's a, that's a damn near foot difference.
I'm not going to do that.
I'm not going to get dumped on hit right on the top of the head.
Now my neck is shorter.
Hit me in the kneecap.
But I am definitely here, here to help you as well.

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I just, I need discipline.
I have to tell myself, no, hope you cannot do this.
No, you are an adult and I get it.
You didn't have a lot of things growing up and you couldn't do a
lot of the things you wanted to do growing up.
I understand that.
That's, that's valid.
You're grown down.
No, do better because you know better.

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You know, better do it.
It's put all this other shit to the side.
And it can be done.
And it can be done.
It can be done.
Let's move on into Top Shelf y'all.

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What's up?
What's been going on in the news lately?
You know, so one of my Top Shelf things was going to be about the
whole Jaguar ride.
That was just funny to me in general.
Like y'all play all day.
And I mean, I guess I get it, especially from a black perspective

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because we just learned to laugh through pain.
So whatever.
But I was like, y'all need to stop because it's ridiculous.
But again, to the people in California, our heart goes out to you.
I've tried to donate to a couple of different places.
When I get paid again, I will definitely donate more

(31:22):
because this is insane.
Because I mean, and I get because there's been people saying,
you know, like some of these people are millionaires.
I ain't going to help them because I'm not a, but it's like, okay,
I get you and I hear that.
But then there's a lot of people who are not.
There's so many regular people who lost everything.
So my thing is if I can help, I'll help.

(31:43):
Because what am I losing by helping people?
Exactly.
And I do get that because it's like they got all this money.
They'll be okay.
True.
They will be fine.
Still don't be insensitive to the fact that like.
It's really that's all millionaires aren't terrible people and they're people.
Nonetheless, so like if all your shit burnt down unexpectedly

(32:06):
and you ain't have nothing else.
I mean, you have money to replace stuff, but damn money don't replace sentimental things.
So like you said, just have a heart.
Like it doesn't take anything.
It's not like Elon Musk or Bill Gates or Jeff Bezos or Mark Zucker.
Because if they should, I don't give a fuck.
You got enough money to buy a whole continent.

(32:28):
I genuinely don't care.
But like that first name, you said, if you don't get the hell out of my face.
I, you know, it is what it is.
Prayers may be out to you.
I don't know.
But speaking of people being insensitive, I need.

(32:48):
My Christian folk to come to the front for a minute.
Just for a little minute.
I get tired of mentioning y'all.
I really get tired of mentioning y'all.
I try to be respectful.
I get tired of mentioning y'all.
But and this is not for all of y'all because I know this is not the case for everyone.
So I want to be specific when I say that.
But to the ones who are walking around like all the evil in LA and the gay people and

(33:13):
the drugs and the Mexicans.
And this is just God's way of correcting the.
I.
First of all, I need you to understand your psychopath.
I don't know any other way to say that.
You're a psychopath.
Spiritual psychosis is a real thing.
And y'all are y'all actually probably have schizophrenia.

(33:35):
Y'all are walking around in real life and y'all probably have schizophrenia.
Like y'all are actually side.
Odd.
In real life.
If somebody need to bust your shit to the white knee, I.
Drake, don't sue me.
What?
I'm just saying like.

(33:57):
Is he here?
And he might.
Next person.
I'm going to be the next person named.
Not for to get a paperwork in a mail.
But like, yeah, y'all.
It's not the time.
It's never the time, honestly, to be frank.
But it please, please, please.
It's not the time.
It's not the time.

(34:18):
Also, speaking of that, why is it only in America when shit happens, the world is coming to an end.
This is the sign of the end times.
There's a whole other world where other shit is happening.
And some of the worst shit.
Right.
Some of these places are fine.
And some of these places are going through even worse and have been going through worse
or several because the world wasn't ending when Israel was blowing kids off the map in

(34:43):
Paris.
OK, the world wasn't in it was to.
OK, the world isn't ending over there in Congo.
OK, I just I.
And just think about history.
The world wouldn't end in one day.
Damn near decimated the entire indigenous people from this continent.

(35:03):
It wasn't in the end.
Speaking of that, I got to send you something.
I just seen this video.
I don't know if she's white or not.
She looks spicy white.
Somebody she made a post and somebody was like, we would we would love each other more if
history wasn't tall.
Which that's all she did in the video, too, was she just side.
But I felt that side.

(35:24):
I just let out that side, too, because I.
But this is the thing that people like was currently happening right now in the government.
This is what they're talking about doing.
Banning books, stuff like that.
We can we can.
Which here's the thing, the Internet exists now.
People know it's going to take you generations to remove certain things because people pass
it down to their kids.
We talked about that last week when you talk about how like your grandparents used to act

(35:46):
around white people.
I saw somebody say on Tick Tock that the D.N.T.
Cal do that was talking about.
He was saying on his podcast, which shout out the grits and the eggs.
If you don't listen to that podcast.
But he was saying like, did you recall seeing white people in your mom and grandma's house
like that growing up?
No, ever.

(36:09):
Actually, damn.
Think about it, Fred.
Think about it.
You might have seen the occasional insurance man, maybe.
But if they were ever there, it was never there for good reasons.

(36:29):
Sit on it.
Sit on it.
Let me see these facts.
I'm just saying there were never white people there.
So it's just like when you start paying attention to shit, it just starts to things tell on
themselves if you just open open your ears and the eyes.

(36:51):
But anyways, I say that to say she she was like she then made a post a funder like a
reply to the post that she was like, so if I went into your house and beat your ass to
have death and you are on your deathbed and then the next day I come back and I'm like,
hey, bestie, are we all good?
I said that might be the most perfect analogy I've ever because that's what you're asking

(37:15):
us to do.
Let's erase history pretty much and then pretend like it didn't exist.
Maybe that's not how this works, especially when you want to erase history.
But like you want to eradicate history, but you don't want to fix what's still broken.
That's not how that works, beloved.
So yeah, and then next is JD Vance.

(37:38):
And this is funny to me because they said he wouldn't come into the inauguration.
Y'all I watched enough scandal to know that this nigga been B 613.
Okay.
What do you mean?
I don't know where he's at.
Yeah, he made some sort of post or something that he was going to be at a football game

(37:58):
or he was going to be doing something, but he wasn't going to be at the inauguration.
Sir, this is quite literally the biggest day of your political life.
What do you mean as the vice president?
You're not going to be at the inauguration.
What the fuck does that even mean?
This whole thing, it seems so suspicious.
This is like this whole thing does not, it seems so crazy.

(38:19):
Like I don't even want to say it doesn't seem real.
It seems off.
It doesn't though, friend.
It doesn't seem real.
This doesn't seem like real shit.
What do you mean you as the vice president will not be at your inauguration?
What does that mean?
I was like, they done got him up out of here.

(38:41):
Next time we see JD, he going to look real weird.
If y'all don't get this one of these Tesla robots in a JD Vans skin through our ears,
get this shit out of here.
That's probably why they didn't, nevermind.
And then speaking of politics, Nancy Mase, hey babe, I need you to come to the floor.

(39:15):
Do you know you got about 30 minutes?
30 minutes.
Yeah, you got.
Do you have 30 minutes?
The nerve of you.
First of all, it's just funny because you don't know AAV.
Like you don't actually, her saying child, like child, like child, please.

(39:40):
Do not call me a child.
I am not a child.
I am not a child.
The most ridiculous.
As you act out like a three-year-old.
Brand, that is toddler behavior.
Like you literally like you turn into a toddler.

(40:04):
That's what my toddler used to do.
What, what?
And then you want to then then then it's time to incite violence.
What Kendrick said.
Shit, I'm on.
You wouldn't understand.
You're getting Molly Wobb.
The, the amount of unbothered in Jasmine Crockett's face as she continued to talk.

(40:30):
She didn't give me no hugs.
She continued to talk as if nothing was happening.
Like this lady wasn't having a full on tantrum over there.
But it was everything to me.
It was the hair flips.
She's like, um, anyway, so you know that that sound where it's like Nicki Minaj saying that
and somebody falling in the background.

(40:56):
Um, anyway, so.
That's exactly what it sounded like.
The dad is I, I tell people like, I know I'm not for turning the other cheek because I
believe in whooping ass when ass needs to be whooped.
But in moments like that, that was the perfect time to turn the other cheek.
Cause that's just, uh, I don't even, I'm not even gonna acknowledge you.

(41:17):
You're a toddler.
This is infant behavior.
Um, the thing that pissed me off about it.
I'm sorry.
No, no, go ahead.
Go ahead.
Is the fact that afterwards they're just acting like, oh, she could have been inviting you
outside for to get a cup of coffee.
Don't don't do that.
Don't do the gaslight and be killing me.

(41:37):
That's what be making me want to.
That's what makes people want to commit great acts of violence.
Cause you're playing in my face.
We know it.
She meant when she said it, she was angry when she was acting out.
So you going to invite me for a cup of coffee when you, when you angry.

(42:00):
Also, let's flip that around because if this hadn't been vice versa, oh, she would have
been an angry black woman and angry black bitch.
Oh, she's violent, vulgar, ignorant, uh, uh, uh, belligerent.
It would have been such a fucking circus all over the news, everywhere, everywhere,

(42:22):
everywhere.
And it's just like, for y'all to, like you said, it's the gaslighting part of it for
you to turn around and be like, oh, well, you guys are me.
No, no, get the fuck out of my face.
It's not, not a you guys, anything that was all her.
You're overreacting.
She didn't meet.
I'm pretty sure I actually understood what she meant.
So like, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't,

(42:45):
don't, don't do that.
She meant that I'm sure she couldn't back it up, but she meant it.
And then, uh, I guess I've got a couple of more things in politics, but not too, too
heavy.
Uh, Joseph Robinette Biden, actually let me back up.
Let me back up.
Let me back up.

(43:06):
Okay.
Because I'm still upset and I'm not upset that y'all made Kamala run because she had
a great run.
I'm with Addie.
I, something still don't feel right there, but you know what?
She's, she swarmed in.
So fuck it.
It is what it is at this point.
However, y'all knew Joe would barely beat him.
I feel, I still feel like maybe Joe could have pulled it off more than Kamala could

(43:30):
have.
Um, people didn't want to vote for him, but the people, there's so many, and I hate to
say this, but it's the truth.
It's so many white people who voted for Trump that would have voted for Biden just because
of racism.
Um, so I feel like for that reason alone, for that reason alone, Biden actually probably
would have won.
But I say that to say this.

(43:54):
Why didn't y'all have anybody in place?
This is, this is, if you knew, we gonna back it up a little bit more.
Why in the fuck is someone who tried to overthrow the government?
We found classified documents as man is going to court, possibly to jail.
Why is he allowed to run again?

(44:14):
America, what's the problem?
What's the problem?
Cause my brother that done been in prison, uh, he can't vote.
So how can, how can somebody who is also a convicted felon become the president?
America.
This is this, this is America's.
This is, this is, this is why we live.

(44:36):
This is why we look dumb.
This is why we look dumb to other countries, because at this point, this is dumb.
There's no nice way to say it.
This, he should not have even the amounts of violence that were enacted in that into
the moment he became president, that whole shit with them Tiki torches, um, Charlotte,
Charlottesville, Virginia, like the school, but literally the moment he had only been in

(45:04):
for a few months and this stuff was happening.
And then all the other things that have happened behind it, all the other ways he has failed
America, Americans don't always know what's best for them.
Unfortunately, I know that sounds terrible.
They don't.
Now look, we literally have an oligarchy entering next week.

(45:25):
It's, it's, it's in a couple of days, actually, this is such a stupid as had been preventable
situation and I, I, I, I'm speechless actually.
Um, so, so Joseph Robinet basically telling us to burn it all down now.
Y'all should have had something better in place to have prevented this man from even

(45:47):
being able to be an option again.
That is my whole thing.
I feel like so much should have happened way long ago to even prevent this type of future,
but who am I?
What do I know?
And expeditiously at that, that's the biggest problem is y'all let this shit travel for
what Joe been in the office for four years.

(46:08):
I ain't never met no nigga in the hood that has some shit drawn out for four years.
They put that nigga away immediately.
What you say ain't, ain't no not showing up the court getting delayed.
What?
So like I go to jail nigga.
I also don't know nobody with 34 plus felonies.

(46:31):
There's, there's that too.
I've never, I don't know nobody with that type of record.
It's just, it's, it's, it's don't warn us now.
We shouldn't have to do the work.
Y'all should, in this case, y'all should have done the work.
Y'all should have done the work.
I don't know if y'all still doing something.
I don't know, but it, it, it doesn't matter now.
It's four days and counting.

(46:52):
It doesn't matter now.
So like whatever you going to do, I don't know.
I don't know at this point.
I don't think anything overly crazy is going to happen just because like I said,
at the end of the day, he's all about self interest and protecting himself.
So he just gonna keep his friends rich and America just gonna fall apart.

(47:15):
And then probably in the next four years, who knows what else is going to happen?
I don't think he'll be able to like overturn democracy in that regards,
as far as making himself the president forever.
But at the same time, I can definitely see that happening.
I mean, he would try it, but I don't think it would actually work.

(47:36):
But at the same time, it's just like, why are we even here again in the,
in the first place?
This is just stupid ass thing to talk about.
And I promise y'all, you will not hear me talk about him too much longer.
Like I don't care how much of dramatic anything that he does.
I know people listening to this podcast, hopefully had enough sense not to vote for him.

(47:58):
Because you're definitely not on the right side of history.
And me and Atticus have made sure that we have made our points very clear
on where we stand in that we are for the people.
So like, if you have an issue, baby, this is your time to exit.
It's not, this isn't a conversation anymore.
It's not, this isn't a safe place for you.
Yeah.

(48:19):
Right.
Right.
We say we're a safe place.
That is not for everybody.
Cause if you come in here with that bullshit, it's, it's not going to work out the way you
think it's going to work out, but I can tell you that right now.
But yeah, that's, that's, that's that on that because a fucking mess.
And I'm gonna wrap this up because we got a lot of other stuff to talk about.

(48:40):
Or the main topic rather, but last two things.
And of course, y'all already know what one of them is going to be.
But this red note, tick tock thing.
I'm going to touch on this briefly because this is tickling me so bad.
Y'all niggas said, I would rather sign up with my full social security number for the Chinese government.

(49:05):
Than to go back to Facebook.
Or Instagram.
Or Twitter.
That is funny as hell to me.
Y'all are like, I have, I am learning Mandarin right now.
The part that killed me is this app is like fully in Mandarin.

(49:26):
Is like this.
I, that's the reason I'm not signing up because I don't, I'm not, I'm not going to take the time
to do this.
Maybe one day, but I don't feel like it.
So right.
So I'm not, I'm not doing that to myself right now.
But the fact that we would fully go somewhere where it's completely, where we can't read
a goddamn thing on the app without trying to translate.

(49:50):
Than to go back.
They said, you played yourself.
Yeah.
And that's the thing.
Like a lot of people don't want to talk about it or a lot of people haven't talked about it enough.
But we know that Mark Zuckerberg used Metta's coins to lobby the Congress to do this shit.
And now you're finding out it doesn't matter anyway, especially this new generation,

(50:14):
like the older generation, like myself, I, I had, like I said, I have my little private
hidden Instagram account that I really just go, I don't even follow anybody.
I just look at like art stuff.
That's it.
I just enjoy it's like my own personal little museum.
That's what I like to call it.
The occasional real, sometimes the reels be funny, but the reels be recycled.
I hate the comments because they're almost always grotesque.

(50:39):
But it's just like, I still enjoy little aspects of it, but it's a new generation.
They don't really know that much.
They don't give a fuck about Instagram or Facebook.
So for them, they grew up in the TikTok era, Snapchat TikTok era.
So they don't really care.
So friend call me old.
I still to this day don't understand Snapchat.

(51:00):
Like I tried it for a while.
I tried it.
It's like the whole app.
But I've like literally only used it twice because I'm just like, I don't,
I don't want to, what is this?
What am I doing this for?
Social media in general is like tiring at this point.
It's like, I, I'm over it.

(51:21):
So yeah, people, people literally being like, I would rather learn a different language
just for them also to be, you know, they teach us all this Chinese
propaganda and like China's bad just for us to get on there and be like,
oh, wait a minute, girl.
Like it ain't great, but it's better than American a lot of different ways.

(51:44):
I'm like, well, well, also America, you talking about getting rid of TikTok,
which is going to cost billions of dollars in revenue for so many people.
They were talking about, I think the first month alone or something.
And I could be wrong, correct me if I am y'all.
It's like the first, first month alone, we would lose over a billion dollars revenue.

(52:06):
Listen, that's actually insane.
So like you're putting people in the office who don't give a fuck about anything other than other
rich people.
So America's going to tank you're pulling away money from the revenue away from
Americans, money that they, a lot of them work.

(52:27):
What's going on America?
Are we okay?
We're not okay.
It's okay.
It's okay.
Cause this bitch is about to crash and burn.
And I'm going to just sit back and watch at this point.
Like I live here, unfortunately, but yeah, it's, it's an, I don't think things.
I don't, I don't think it's about to be good.
It's going to get real, real, real fast.

(52:48):
And then lastly, I'll be Graham.
I'll be Graham.
I'm not even going to spend too much time on you sir, because wowzer buddy.
I just want to read an insert of a, hopefully my phone doesn't die.

(53:16):
I'm going to try to grab this really quick here.
Cause this caught my attention.
This is from, this is from the new, the actual lawsuit.
Cause mind you, before it wasn't a lawsuit that he filed discovery so he could get the
information that he needed to file a lawsuit, which is what he's doing now.

(53:37):
So he's apparently made some sort of a man's with Spotify, Spotify, they work out whatever.
Now this is up against UMG, which is actually insane in itself.
Cause that's still your music label.
And now you don't understand what they pulling your shit off.
Cause he dropped that freestyle.
They was like, bring that back here, boy.
You won't do that on our watch.
And I feel like it's only about to get much worse from here, but this caught my attention.

(54:00):
And I want, I want you to understand something as someone who used to work with attorneys
and worked a lot in law, who understands a lot of this stuff, the word alleged,
and we talked about this on the show too.
The word alleged is, is used in the sense of we cannot verify this information.
This is alleged to prevent defamation.

(54:22):
The thing that he's so called suing for now.
The recording also repeatedly suggests that violence should be used against Drake
because he's a pedophile.
Like the sound of someone being beat up, the recording repeats, walk, walk, walk, walk, walk.
And then says Lamar will fuck them up later.
The recording.

(54:49):
This is some whole shit later.
The recording threatens that if Drake comes to Oakland where Lamar grew up, incorrect
Oakland and LA is not the same place.
He will not make it out alive.
A lot of times.
I think that Oakland show going to be your less stop.

(55:12):
The recording.
Oh, this is the part.
So the first sentence and this sentence, the recording makes it clear that justice will
be served, not through the legal system and or commentary on social media.
Fuck a caption.
I'm going to matter of fact, my phone for the job, but I'm going to read them first
to the first sentence and the last sentence again.

(55:32):
Oh, no money died.
Here's the thing.
The word alleged wasn't in there anywhere.
Matter of fact, it even went on to further say that not only.
Is Lamar seeking violence versus this going through the court system.

(56:01):
Drake, do you know what you just said?
Do you I think your lawyers are your ops at this point.
And then this this ranting and raving about not like us.
And you said that there was like you have enough evidence to prove that.
There was 30 million bots worth of streams.

(56:21):
The song has over one billion plays on Spotify alone.
We're not even including Apple Music or any other platform.
I have to go on YouTube and see where it's sitting at, too.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Aubrey, be the fuck for real for two seconds.

(56:43):
And then UMG's response, my phone is dead, so I can't read it, but their response
was fucking hilarious.
Their response was hilarious, sir.
It is illogical.
We didn't spend so much money on you and your shenanigans with other rappers.
That's the part they gave me in a nutshell is what they were saying.
And then the other thing that I still don't understand is.

(57:06):
UMG is Kendrick's parent label, apparently, isn't this correct?
Well, so no.
So he's there on an inner scope and which is under UMG.
Right.
So this if that's the parent label, they're doing what they're supposed to do by their
artists.
So if they did promote him.

(57:27):
That's what they're supposed to do.
So they're doing what they're supposed to do.
They're doing what they're supposed to do.
So that's what they're supposed to do because that's his label.
Pretty sure that's how that works.
I last time I checked, I could be wrong, but I mean, that's how that works.
If he makes money, we make money.
So yeah, we've done this with you.

(57:51):
Do y'all not remember back to back, back to back?
It was OK when you was whooping up on other people's ass, but the moment you lose a fight.
Oh, you go run to the teacher.
Why does that lawsuit sound like a three year old telling the teacher?
He said, because I'm a pedophile, they're going to whoop my ass.
And he said, WAP WAP WAP WAP.

(58:14):
Fuck him up.
What did he say?
He said WAP WAP WAP.
Can they be proud as night no's?
This is giving when like you're like the older sibling hit the little sibling and they start crying.

(58:35):
You're trying to like it's so.
And then what did you say the other day, friend, about the rubber band effect?
Listen, this would be terrible.
Just the theory.
OK, so I will give it this is everyone is going to be like, oh, I'm going to be like,

(58:58):
I'll give it this is everyone did come out at Drake like all at around one time.
It started with Megan.
That was in what February, January, February.
Then in March, I want to say is when everyone else started.
So it was future Metro Boomer and the weekend.
Kendrick, like everybody.
It was all at one time.

(59:19):
So.
And I would say even though they were direct, they weren't super duper like direct.
Right.
You knew who they talking about.
So another niggas is supposed to like a bad bitch.
There you go.
So then Drake comes out telling he did he not say drop?

(59:42):
Did he not keep saying drop?
Did he not keep saying drop?
So now that you done got dropped and got dropped on your forehead, now you upset when you were
egging this on, you egg this on.
And it just so happened that the last song he dropped on you.
Blew up and became the most viral song of the whole entire year.

(01:00:04):
Probably the most viral song of the past five years.
I can't think of another song that had like that much of an impact.
And part of it is like the poppy girl stuff.
Yeah.
And even them.
Well, I mean, Sabrina Carpenter had a bigger song, Hosea had a bigger song,
and it was another dude.

(01:00:25):
But in like the rap world?
Oh, for sure.
For sure.
Like everybody know this song.
Everybody.
So he done made you so mad that you filed a lawsuit against your own label.
In which it sounds like you sort of just like confess to a crime in the lawsuit that you filed

(01:00:56):
against him.
So how is it that you might like it ends up that you might actually get your ass beat,
file a lawsuit, and go to prison because of some shit you said in the lawsuit?
That's crazy.
When you could have just let it go.
It's not looking great.
And just kept moving around.

(01:01:18):
You might have had to take a couple years off and then come back.
But that's what he should have did.
He's Drake.
He didn't even have to take a couple years off.
No, let me tell you how I would have went about this.
The moment that I got called a pedophile.
Well, first of all, I would never get called a pedophile because I've never done pedophile
activities.

(01:01:39):
That was the biggest problem.
The biggest problem wasn't just that he called you that he called him a pedophile.
Right.
The biggest problem is that there's enough evidence on the internet to kind of be like,
we got the Millie Bobby Brown situation.

(01:01:59):
We got the girl from your show.
We got the model.
We got random Instagram comments that were just like, oh, you probably shouldn't have
said that.
And then it was another model.
It's just like, oh, boy, this isn't.
It doesn't look great.
Yeah, it doesn't look great.

(01:02:21):
And it's just like, you probably should have sat down.
Again, I blame you all for making Drake feel like he could even hang in the same arena
as Kendrick.
Like, and don't get me wrong, I think Drake is a decent rapper or the stuff he does.
Right.
And he's put out plenty of he's put out plenty of bops.

(01:02:44):
I could never take that away from him.
But to say he is lyrically better than Kendrick Lamar is fucking crazy.
And I blame you all for gassing that man up and making him think that he was going to
win that battle.
You because he didn't he didn't win.
He didn't win against Pusha T.
I think that was his circle of people.
I don't feel like nobody in real life was telling him that he was going to win that.

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No child.
What do they call them?
All these angels.
They steal to this day.
His fans have names.
They have a name.
They do.
They do.
Shut up.
When I tell you they had gassed that man up to this day, they still didn't know.
He lost and I'm like, there's no now.

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This is not January 6.
You lost in every sense of the word.
The song was better.
The impact was better.
Right.
The moment honestly Kendrick did euphoria.
It was over.
I knew when he did euphoria and then the next day dropped 616 in LA.

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I was like, I'm going to be like, I'm going to be like, I'm going to be like, I'm going
to be like, hey Drake, don't do it.
And then he did it.
He dropped Family Matters and Kendrick said, I told you I got somebody in here listening.
I got a song to bounce right off of the song you're talking about because I already know
what you're going to say and then dropped that damn demonic house on Amity Hill.

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I was like, what the fuck kind of spooky voodoo ghost being and proceeded to eat your ass
alive and then after the spooky song dropped the dance pop.
It was over.
It was over and you're still going.

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Now what happens when UMG is like, well, we've also did our own discovery and we can validate
that what Kendrick said in his lyrics were correct.
The rubber band.
We have video at one of your concerts from about 14 years ago of you kissing on a girl

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after she told you she was 17 and then proceeding and then we have the supporting evidence to
show that this was not friendly and this was highly suggestive.
So what do we do now?
You tried to hit him with the rubber band, but the bitch blew up and hit you in the face.

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And you know you like skin.
So now you got whips across your face.
Oh, you know, it.
I really I don't see this working out for him in any positive light.
What and here's the worst part.
Like it doesn't matter if you sue him.

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It doesn't even matter if you sue him and you win.
Hear me out y'all hear me when I say this loud and clear.
It does not matter if he sues this man and wins or not because he's still a suing Kendrick.
He's suing UMG.
It doesn't matter if you sue them and win what has been tarnished is tarnished was done
is done.
There's there there is no we can't backpedal this.

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We can't backpedal this.
You have acted like a bitch in every way to act like a bitch.
You got on the internet crying.
You don't got on very controversial podcast that you probably shouldn't have been on.
Yeah, I'm like if you're trying to save your rap name, why are you on these white people
pocket?
Not none against white people podcast, but this is like a hip hop battle, but actually

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something against that one.
I don't I don't I don't fuck with nobody who support Donald Trump like that.
So and no no no aiden ross.
Aiden Ross podcast.
But not only did he go on aiden ross podcast who we know like you said is a Trump supporter
and very problematic, but does this not quite literally embody every single thing that Kendrick

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was saying about you from jump Street.
You're literally it.
This is what I'm saying.
This is why he's already lost.
He's been lost, but everything Kendrick is saying is happening in real time.
This is why you lost.
This is why you he's he literally called your bluff.
Where's the first you didn't come to us.
You could have you could have took your ass to the graphics Club.

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You could have you could have went on.
What is it?
Uncle Shannon's pie podcast show you could have went him in a Ocho Senko got a show there.
You could have went on.
What's the other one with the two basketball dudes Paul George and which one you are not
Paul George.
I don't know Paul George do got one but it's another one with on Matt Barnes and damn.

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I can't think of it.
It's there's options.
There's options.
You had options.
You had what you have avenues to get into the culture to tell your side of the story,
but you stayed on the outside.
So that was and then what happens if Kendrick says well.
Okay, I want to sue because you said that I beat my wife and that my son isn't my son

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and it was all fun and great until you lost you are a sore crybaby ass loser and I'm
honestly tired of talking about you.
I enjoy talking about it because I enjoy rap and rap beef is somebody who used to rap.
I have like a real love for hip-hop.

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So I used to freestyle every Friday at school.
We have our own freestyle battles.
So I appreciate the culture real deep and I can honestly say this this rap beef is probably
the biggest I've ever seen.
This may be like the biggest ever.

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I'm talking future tense too and and like the biggest a lot I've ever seen this has
got definitely the biggest the biggest because you just keep making shit worse and like you
like Addie said you could you could have went to the culture to explain yourself because
this is what Kendrick was saying that you wouldn't do you could have you could have

(01:09:10):
made attempts to flip this on his head and you have not even remotely tried this this
very much gives me I think I have PTSD PTSD from this moment in elementary school still
have to talk to my therapist about this too when when we was about to get our ICs at lunch
that little white girl told me to say a cuss word and I said it and she went and told on

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me and I couldn't get my ICs.
That's exactly what you did.
You told him to do something he done it and now you you run into the judge judge.
Did you hear what he said?
He said walk walk walk walk dog fuck him up Fred listen.

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Fred listen when I tell you you said it's probably a minor.
I just want to hear Millie Bobby Brown side of the story.
I doubt she'll say anything.
I doubt you will too unless unless it goes further then she'll probably like have to
but I doubt she'll say anything.

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Yep she probably like keep my name as far away from this mess as possible.
She over there overseas with them the mother folks listen all I'm gonna say is like Jaguar
right I ain't never said that man name.
I ain't never took a picture with him before.

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I don't know him.
I just I told you I'll never get over the pictures of her at that yacht and how she
was looking at him seductively like it shit made me sick on my stomach actually because
I knew I'm like this is a baby.
This is a teenager like this shit is gross.

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This shit is like you know how somebody give you the eyes like you know when you know and
I'm just like no bro something about this feel wrong.
I said that then I was like something about this and that it's just been too many instances
for it not to be something to it.
That's the problem.
Like it'd be one thing if that shit happened on tour all the years ago and it ain't never

(01:11:30):
happened again nobody never say nothing and you know no but then you kicking it with 13
year olds you knew this model chick from the time she was like 15 16 and you immediately
started dating her when she turned 18 it's not it's not looking great for you my god
it's just not it's looking like everything a minor like I said you don't he's about to

(01:12:00):
fuck around and find out because UMG is gonna be like you know what we protected you before
we're not protecting you anymore and that's when all hell is gonna break loose.
I think you've already messed up yourself I feel like we can expect not to hear new
Drake music for a very long time now.
Listen.
Unless he goes like a completely independent route to release it if he did that freestyle

(01:12:25):
yeah I was just gonna say the biggest thing is if he can because he did that freestyle
and it was like bring that back here we're actually gonna go ahead and get that right
and get it the fuck out of here so I whoo buddy the ditch you dug for yourself something
you ain't never bigger than the program ain't that what they say that's what they say that
is what they say he he forgot about that other 50% because he turned into a white woman he

(01:12:50):
turned into a hot, hot woman and I ain't even got really too much against white women um
got one in my family and then I would actually hope that this goes nowhere only for the reason
that hip-hop is super entertaining super duper entertaining yeah most beef tracks full of

(01:13:13):
lies makes it great entertainment full of lies and tales some truths but otherwise you
know exaggerated that's what it that's yeah that's what it is the goal is to embarrass
your opponent and a lot of people's careers have been ruined by doing such a thing like

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take Ja Rule and 50 Cent for instance 50 Cent still ain't let up off this nigga's neck it's
72 years later still 25 years later this nigga's still on his neck still beefing it's not ever
gone but I'm saying this this is what happens sometimes they forgive each other you know
it is what it is like the Jay-Z and Nas thing it was a moment in time and it is what it

(01:13:57):
is but they lie Tupac and Biggie they lie the other nevermind anyways nevermind uh yeah
they embellish they embellish to make things better I hope this doesn't go anywhere because

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I wouldn't want that to like set a precedent and ruin that part of like what hip-hop is
because you know it's it's a part of it but that's that's all I got to say about him
Aubrey just be careful yeah I think I think unfortunately it's too late for him and he

(01:14:43):
doesn't know how to sync with the ship and like like like you said this is a situation
to where if he had it just disappeared and again he's still the biggest rapper in the
world or at least he is not the biggest rapper in the world anymore he was but he could he
could have like dead ass just continued his tour or he could have just been like you know

(01:15:03):
what fuck it I you know I lost and then again he could have went through the culture you
know I'm saying oh he took this one clip ain't nothing I he could he could have did I think
the biggest issue is it's gonna be hard for him to dispute this other thing about these
girls because you got some very sketchy activity that has happened over the years and then

(01:15:26):
you just kept going you kept going and then you butt hurt because your friends don't want
to fuck with you no more and also briefly because we got to move on but to out LeBron
the way you did it's such a whole ass move that's such a whole ass move and I'm not saying

(01:15:46):
that I condone what LeBron did if it is true I mean he's famous and he's rich he probably
has to be true they probably got some sort of agreement if we gonna be frank um like
they they they probably got something set in place like long as you come home and you
make sure don't be out here embarrassing me yeah yeah because the thing is if he is we

(01:16:07):
ain't heard shit about it we got maybe a whisper here or there but that shit has always been
shut down and we see Savannah front and center every time looking gorgeous okay so if he
is but like here's the thing me and Atticus could fall out tomorrow which is unlikely
um but me and Atticus could fall out tomorrow there's not I don't give a fuck what it's

(01:16:34):
about there's not a way a motive a nothing that you finna get me anything he has told
me in private remains in private right what I that's some good sad shit that is so crazy
to me I and then like people wilding out like oh well LeBron shouldn't uh you know he shouldn't

(01:16:56):
uh he should've whatever what first of all man y'all have taught me over the last few
months even this last year y'all some fucking dummies out here but y'all ain't got no emotional
intelligence either like y'all are dumb but like to even put the thought out like LeBron

(01:17:19):
shouldn't choose his family over Drake is are y'all okay no not okay what's going on
like I did what I need to understand because I'm not I'm I'm genuinely not even being funny
I don't understand I do not understand how you think this man wasn't gonna choose his

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wife that he's been with since shit like they were yeah they were high school lovers we
talking that man is what 40 now so like they they've been together for at least somewhere
between 20 to 25 years they got three babies together I Savannah was never a fan of Drake

(01:18:01):
anyways that's that we just gonna put that little tea out there I mean that's probably
because he was helping LeBron do crazy shit so there's that but like I what did y'all
think and expect that he got that little girl that he loves with his whole heart and life
and there are things that are coming out that have any type of implication that my friend

(01:18:25):
is a pedophile and he he and and as far as Baca is concerned that's that's known information
you can pull that shit up we know Baca's got a suit right now for sex trafficking so like
trafficking my phone is there for him when I get it back up yeah yeah we don't get it

(01:18:45):
I'll yeah yeah yeah yeah like six traces it's some some yeah yeah yeah like some some pimp
type shit is what Baca was on so like I don't know the full details of like the traffic
because they consider it I think traffic is like more than two people so like two or three

(01:19:06):
some shit like that but either way like yeah no I'll send it to you because I looked it
over it's not great like he actually wasn't joking about that like he was not joking about
that um and like I said the crates and not like us that scene with the crates where he
was dancing that was real intentional that was real and first of all it's Kendrick you

(01:19:30):
don't do nothing without intention but that was real intentional um he got that Beyonce
level of intention yeah yeah so like I don't know again I don't know what he knows but
I can guarantee you K.Dot knows something but yeah he got this beautiful baby uh do

(01:19:50):
you I do y'all think for real like Savannah may have come to him and be like nah nah I
don't want you kicking him with like that no more I don't want you bringing our kids around
you know I'm like and that's fair as a parent that is fair so I just need to know if y'all
niggas okay because everything ain't about being lit and turning up and being like sometimes

(01:20:12):
you got to be an adult and grow the fuck up and make grown the fuck up decisions okay
so today's main topic is discipline and procrastination and I think we actually covered a lot of that
just in the question that you asked earlier um and I guess I just one of my favorite quotes

(01:20:41):
is that discipline is the purest form of self-love and I love that quote so much because it it
I think it is true like and that's what I go back to what the question that Atticus
had posed and then a part of me answering that was like I realized like I stunted so
much of my own growth and like things that I could have done and already be in place

(01:21:07):
for you know I mean everything happens for a reason but at the same time you have to
be accountable for the things that you messed up you can't dwell on it because again that's
where it kind of leaves you down the path that I went on where you start resenting yourself
self-hatred and it's like okay well it happened it's done you can't change it you can learn
from it but you can't change it it's already existing ethos it's done it's out there but

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I think a procrastination is also a tricky one because I think the reality is you have
to get rid of that immediate joy sometime in order to have something that's long term
that's that's worth having um that is true even social media like so hard easy to get

(01:21:53):
on there and just because it's funny you know what I'm saying a lot of I mean a lot of it's
trash but a lot of times it's funny and you just want to laugh and you want to unwind
after whatever kind of day you had but before you know it you won't you're on there for
four hours so like what could you have done with the rest of that minimum right right
I mean for real because like in my case I get off at 5 30 unless I'm doing a show or

(01:22:17):
maybe doing something around the house I get in my and also I get in my bed I'm like sitting
I'm not moving my legs I'm not moving my body I'm not being an actual human being yeah that's
that's all I really got for like the procrastination and discipline side of it because like I said
it is a you know they go hand in hand it's to me my summarization of it is going to be

(01:22:42):
this you're going to have to make sacrifices and you're going to have to be okay with making
those sacrifices and understand that the outcome is better than the immediate income so it's
just like yeah you want this now or this or that you know it's much better to save up
over time and get what you truly want versus settling for what you can get right now so

(01:23:07):
just having that mindset of being like okay I know what I I know what I need to do I know
what I want to do I know what I have to do I I have to make myself actively do this and
it's so easy to say I'll start tomorrow and you know you'd be lying to yourself because
I done told myself that lie I don't know how many times but then that goes back to the

(01:23:29):
one I was talking about earlier but I did another thing I would I noticed I do like
I actively distract myself like it's very intentional not intentional but it is very
intentional like I said my I would set things up in a way where I could distract myself

(01:23:51):
to keep from doing certain shit and then just say I'll do it tomorrow I'm super bad about
I read the more I think about it the more I realize I'm like oh I'm really my biggest
op like I am really like yeah like I really just be acting like I don't like myself at
all but I read a theory okay it's called ego depletion and it's spot on yeah so this comes

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like in with discipline it said one of the most well-supported willpower theories concerns
ego depletion the idea that willpower is limited and we rely on a finite reservoir of mental
resources to resist temptation so according to this theory we use willpower daily to resist

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urges and push ourselves until those resources dwindle or run out so say we've stopped
ourselves from yelling at a co-worker in the morning chosen fruit instead of chocolate
at 3 p.m. and heel back from the bread rolls before dinner the theory would view such acts
as depleting events so at the end of it we theoretically have fewer mental resources

(01:25:05):
to resist continued urges we might then skip the gym in our weakened state or take a cab
home instead of walking and the more I thought about that I was like I like that is so true
because how many times have you woke up like you ready for today you like I'm gonna do

(01:25:26):
this this this this and this by the end of your day in the office the end of your day
at work the end of your day dealing with shit that you have to deal with just because you're
an adult you're like no bitch I'm gonna go to chick-fil-a yeah I'm not even gonna try
I'm not I'm not gonna go to the gym I'm not gonna I'm gonna go lay down I'm gonna go

(01:25:50):
get this chick-fil-a watch TV play the game and lay down and I'm like this is so on point
so it made me think of I guess a way to be more disciplined would try to be I guess the
first step would be to be a little bit more resilient to stressors which I have to be

(01:26:15):
I have to look more into how to even do that because some shit some shit triggers you instantly
and like they said it's like a battery so when your shit when the shit is gone I ain't
got nothing else I'm gonna go to what I know to make me feel better at this point yep so
and that might be making my back big is whatever makes me feel better probably is gonna make

(01:26:35):
my back big maybe I got a last go on the back of mine that's what you say I've been eating
my feelings yeah I'm talking about that but anyway so I guess the first step would be
becoming a little bit more resilient so I'm gonna come to y'all next week with a couple
of ways to be more resilient to stress the next thing would be to try to modify the amount

(01:27:04):
of things that we have to how much the amount of things we have to choose from or like the
amount of temptation we put ourselves in front of I guess I like that so if we gonna use
fifty percent of our battery then we gotta at least say fifty percent not not have more
than fifty percent worth of temptation left at the end of the day or at the end of whatever

(01:27:28):
to get our shit done so yeah that was just a great thing that I found and I need to I
want to look more into that because that was super interesting I never heard of it before
the theory kind of reminds me of like what they teach you you know when you're what a
trainer in the gym they tell you not to overdo it because if you overdo it you're gonna make

(01:27:51):
yourself sore and then you're gonna want to take the day off and then when you take the
day off well then when you come back you're not gonna try as hard as you did before why
because you hurt yourself and you don't want to hurt yourself again and then it's like
this this this this pattern that starts and then don't let it be too bad because then
you're like well fuck it I'm not going back at all so it's just like this this thing of

(01:28:13):
no do what you can while you can um baby steps that's why you always hear people say take
baby steps because even if you're taking baby steps as long as you're moving forward you're
still moving forward it's better to inch forward what is that what is that saying fail forward
it's better to to to at least be moving forward than to be stagnant and set and that's why

(01:28:37):
even you know pertaining the question that you asked earlier from last week you know
my answer was saying that I realized that it having that lack of self-discipline made
me stagnant because it's like you know where could I be if I had it just said okay I'm
actually gonna stick with my diet for a year just 365 days time is gonna go by regardless
it's going to go by regardless so it's like if I just stick with it for three six you

(01:29:01):
know 365 days what could happen and that you see that be the story for so many people they
like they follow through and then they see the results that they want it's like you could
have achieved this but we get in our own head or we get tired or we get frustrated or we
get flustered or we let these outside things come in and then we we we actively choose

(01:29:22):
to allow them to be our what's the word I'm looking for we allow these things to become
the reason why we make the decisions that we do when in theory or not even in theory
in reality we're making the decision because we want to make this decision because we didn't
want to do it in the first place like you said we are truly our biggest op and I think

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that's one thing that you notice about a lot of successful people is that they don't mind
sacrificing they don't mind discipline they're just like okay for them it's okay it just
is what it is like it just is what it is I'll we'll figure it out and it's just like it's
temporary too I'm doing this thing to get to this thing yes yes and in their mind they
know this so it's like yeah when you know our mind looks like I know it too but shit

(01:30:10):
why can't I god damn I'm telling you now instant gratification instant satisfaction telling
yourself no because why like you said you're tired I'm tired I had a shit day at work I'm
gonna go I don't I don't even feel like cooking I'm gonna go home get some like you said get
some chick-fil-a get some some Mediterranean food or whatever and I'm gonna cook on yeah

(01:30:33):
I'm not cooking I'm finna get my ass in this bed or I'm finna play this game I'm finna
scroll on tik-tok for six hours straight and before you know it not only have you lost
time but it's like you lost time and you did nothing and don't get me wrong I am all about
rest there is no time and place to do nothing okay do I am NOT an overwork yourself you

(01:30:58):
got to be productive every minute of the day that is a goddamn lie you cannot be productive
without rest you cannot think clearly without rest but there is a difference between resting
because you need to reset and just do a shit to make time pass yeah yeah it's like I'm
just I'm just doing stuff to do stuff I'm just you know whatever like that's that is

(01:31:22):
not actually gonna cut it like that's that that's that's bad practices and that's gonna
get you bad results every time every single time and then you're looking for something
new to happen and guess what it's not gonna happen because you didn't do anything differently
true okay so that wasn't too bad I feel like that was a good a good take on the topic for

(01:31:45):
sure so I do sure I do have a question for next week or should we ride into the same
question to next week too because that was a bit of a later question what you think oh
I think because I mean the only reason this episode ran as long as I did is because we
did have top shelf some fairly entertaining top shelf at that but next week's episode

(01:32:10):
is vulnerability and I definitely don't I can tell y'all now next week you probably
won't get top shelf unless something insane happens you probably won't get top shelf I'm
still praying for America hopefully I'm hoping for a top shelf for one reason and one reason
is that bitch I y'all I would slide my coochie across the Sony camera y'all would get a same

(01:32:34):
motherfucking show I swear to god coochie alert I would lose boy if they pull some shit
like that during like the inauguration the day before I would actually lose my fucking

(01:32:54):
mind like I'm still still praying for a miracle miracle happens every day there can be there
can be I believe it I I listen y'all I swear to god I don't know but I I say that because

(01:33:14):
I feel like discipline and procrastination like when you know better you do better we
know better so we have to do better like this isn't really a super heavy topic to talk about
but it is a topic nonetheless that like you have to understand that in order for you to
have any type of success procrastination is not your friend it's not your friend um and

(01:33:43):
unfortunately discipline is I say unfortunately because it's not gonna always feel great it
really don't ever feel great to be honest it feels great when you see the results like
when you start seeing what you've read you're like oh damn this is crazy then you that's
when that's when you start getting that energy that batter in your back you start getting
that energy because you like oh shit I did it there's this beautiful feeling of completion

(01:34:07):
like oh this actually paid off and I think that's what successful people run off of because
they're like I've seen it work before I know it can work again I just have to put my mind
to it and then people like us we'd be like girl fuck it is that why do you know not doing
that that's for another episode we go yeah okay so the question I have for next week

(01:34:35):
is how much of my life is shaped or has been shaped by the expectation of others versus
my own authentic desires yeah how much of my life has been shaped by the expectation
of others versus my own authentic desires first of all you a messy bitch for picking

(01:35:00):
this question because of what we were talking about earlier what no first of all this question
was picked before that conversation was even had the way it like goes into it don't friend
I was I was like you know what I'm gonna let dead horses lie there's no reason for me to

(01:35:21):
look this girl up because like especially what I know how like our the last time I saw
her doing anything was what like maybe a little less than 10 years ago and like you done turned
into this whole other person I'm not gonna I'm not yeah but it makes me think you right
friend like who I'd be feeling so bad for people like that and a lot can happen in the

(01:35:47):
few in that many years a lot can happen this is true this could be a whole different person
now it ain't worth it but nonetheless it it makes me feel bad for people like people always
talk about gay people this and this and this I'll stand by the fact I chose my happiness

(01:36:09):
every day of the week and that's the only thing that we choose we we just choose to
be happy because we opted out of safety yeah definitely opted out of safety and the more
the more you appear as who you are the more the more you are outwardly yourself the more
danger you put yourself in yeah less opportunities you might have so it's not it's not choosing

(01:36:35):
it just to choose it despite anyone because that's stupid that's not I don't believe
that's a choice the majority of us would make absolutely not feel me really suggest that
too like no it's not you made this decision I chose to be happy right and you live in
this lifestyle what lifestyle because less that doesn't determine a lifestyle from what

(01:36:58):
I understand money determines a lifestyle the fact that we live in the same exact lifestyle
we just fuck different people that's really that I don't understand it because that's
really the difference that's really different I pay taxes I gotta die I gotta shit I gotta
pee I eat I'm fat I baby I be going through regular life shit just like that I just like

(01:37:23):
you I don't understand and I also don't understand why you think that because you believe in
something I should have to believe in it too girl so there's that like I you and here's
the thing I don't shit on nobody for what they believe I sure don't like I said I grew
up in a church I still have highly religious family members I will respect you as long

(01:37:46):
as you respect me it is really that simple I don't I don't I don't I don't have time
to fight with you about what you believe do it and I don't give a fuck I don't let you
support Donald Trump that I don't well there we go if you if that's where you are with
life I don't have anything for you not a thing not one thing but alright friend yeah let's

(01:38:07):
wrap this show up oh yes oh this this episode will come out on the 20th right so it'll come
out on the 20th so that's when the discord will also be ready on the 20th so then y'all
can join the discord and we can actually like have actual conversations either in the chat

(01:38:27):
or voice chat although I don't know how often we'll be in voice chat but we can schedule
that as a thing you can try yeah at least every once in a while okay but alright guys
I hope y'all have an amazing week and we'll talk to you next time until later peace

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