In this episode, I share the raw truth of what happens when even purpose becomes too heavy to carry. After reconnecting with my spiritual path and opening a spiritual center, everything seemed to fall into place—until the world shut down, and everything I had worked for crumbled. With the pressure of a legal battle for my daughter and the exhaustion of trying to stay afloat, my once vibrant connection to Spirit slowly faded away.
As burnout set in, I kept going—pushing through panic, sleepless nights, and overbooked sessions. But the messages stopped coming. The angels I once felt so clearly now felt distant, and the absence of their presence left me questioning everything. I was reading not from light, but from a place of fear and scarcity, and it took a toll on my soul.
This episode is about the heartbreaking moment when I realized I could no longer do the work I once loved. When the connection I had with Spirit felt like it was gone, I had no choice but to close the door on it all. I took a step back, choosing stillness instead of faith, and walked away from my calling in search of peace.
If you’ve ever experienced burnout or lost your connection to something you once believed in, this episode will resonate deeply. It’s a story of how I hit rock bottom, the grief of spiritual disconnection, and the quiet heartbreak that comes with losing something that once defined you.
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