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Run Time: ~60 min
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Stefanie and Meredith are back with tales of unhinged AITA Wedding drama, Diddy case updates, , and a book club pick that had them both yelling WHAT IS HAPPENING?! This week’s AITA features a husband who thinks getting drunk and trying on the wedding dress the night before the wedding is 'funny'...but not when he has an accident...They also dive into The Quiet Girl by S.F. Kosa, a layered psychological thriller packed with trauma, secrets, and plot twists that keep coming.
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💇♀️ Real Life Talk:
– Stefanie talks about depression and anxiety
– Meredith discuss the loss of her dog and new driver in the house
👰 Diddy Updates
– Court updates
–Steve Harvy on Tapes and getting roasted in the comments on social media
📦 AITA: Groom Tries On Dress And...Has An Accident
– A Reddit user wants to know is she the A-Hole for cancelling wedding
📚 Book Club – The Quiet Girl by S.F. Kosa
– When a new wife vanishes without a trace, her husband discovers he may not have known her at all.
– Dual timelines, therapy secrets, childhood trauma, and a character named Layla you’ll never forget.
– Final verdict: Fast-paced, emotionally complex, and twisty. 9/10.
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What Have We Done by Alex Finlay – Childhood friends, buried secrets, and a reunion that turns deadly.
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(00:00):
Welcome to, this is my circus,the podcast where we embrace the
chaos and keep it real aboutparenting, pop culture, true
crime, and the books we can'tput down because let's be
honest, life is one big circusand we're just trying to survive
with caffeine, sarcasm, and alittle true crime obsession.
So if you love unfilteredconversation, questionable
parenting hacks, and deep divesinto the things that keep us up
(00:21):
at night, you're in the rightplace.
Buckle up, grab your popcorn,and let's get into the chaos.
I'm Stephanie.
I'm Meredith.
And welcome to you.
This is my circus.
I missed you.
I missed you too.
I am so sorry everyone.
It was totally my fault.
I went outta town and then whenI got back, I, we have talked
about, depression and anxietyand stuff, and I was just, I.
(00:42):
In the throes of it.
So I'm sorry that was all me.
My fault.
It is.
Okay.
Life happens.
I've definitely had my weeks,had my days, had my months.
So no, it's just having years.
It's just something that, youknow, we both deal with.
Yeah.
And you know what, I'm just kindof glad we're on opposite
(01:03):
schedules with it.
Could you imagine if we wereboth just like totally down at
one time?
Yeah.
We would just be on the couchwith like a gallon of ice cream
Yeah.
With Rex in the middle.
Yeah.
What I tell you, he is the bestdog when I am like going through
it.
Yeah.
Because he is so concerned andjust wants to make it better.
Best.
(01:23):
Good boy.
Anyway.
Yeah.
We did lose one of our dogs.
I know.
I'm so sorry.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Oh, thank you.
So it was our old guy.
It was our boxer, our oldestboxer.
And, it happened really fast.
He had not been sick.
Hmm., It happened from lunchtimeFriday to, he passed lunchtime
on Saturday.
Oh my God.
So, he started with somesymptoms and you know, it's like
(01:45):
they ate something weird.
Yeah, they'll be all right.
You know, and then he just wentdownhill and like I said,
happened fast.
I was with him at home when ithappened and, he went really
quickly and the other dogs areadjusting fine, but you know,
that sucks.
That's hard.
Yeah.
but they're okay.
We're okay.
I've got his little paw printsback and all that.
(02:06):
I know Stephanie Brown helped mewith that.
Don't make me cry.
Don't cry, don't cry.
I wasn't, I wasn't saying it to.
And it's, you know, it's tough.
It sucks.
I know.
But, everything that could havehappened to have made it as good
as it could have been.
I was with him.
I spent a lot of time with himthat morning, just sitting with
him.
So it was, okay.
But then I had a wedding.
(02:26):
I had to do that afternoon.
Gosh.
So my wedding friend Ashleytexted me right after it
happened.
She was like, Hey.
I don't have a backup it, youknow, it's just her.
She owns her own business.
She's like, but I don't feelgood.
I ate something I'm gonna powerthrough.
And I was like, well, I got onebetter for you.
My do go, just died.
(02:47):
But we ended up both make itlike we were both so punchy
though, you know?
Yeah.
It was just an experience, butit was close by, was in Fort
Mill.
It, it went okay.
But you know, sometimes it'sjust like, ha.
Yeah.
All the things.
But that, that was super sad.
But then, super happy with,Jackson finally getting his
lights.
I was just going to say that.
(03:08):
So proud of that kid.
No 6:00 AM drag.
No 6:00 AM football practices,any mo and I've not seen him
since that happens.
That happens.
I.
Keep tracking him.
Did you do that?
Yeah.
You still do it?
I still do it.
Yeah.
Like text me and, you know, itwas raining today.
Mm-hmm.
So I was like, okay, watch outfor the puddles.
(03:29):
Make sure before you move you,you remember where your
windshield wipers are.
What if you hit a puddle?
And I'm like, chill.
Yeah.
You've got to kinda, yeah.
Let it go.
So to, he spent the night with afriend last night'cause he's
still restricted with can drivepast eight.
And he texted me today, he waslike, we're gonna go to the Y
and then we're gonna go do this.
And I was like, okay, that'sfine.
(03:49):
And then text me again.
Can I go back to the Y and playbasketball?
Yeah, that's fine.
Mm-hmm.
And then, okay, I'm gonna comehome in a little bit late.
He's texting you, Dylan.
He is.
Dylan even when he first got hislicense, he was like, you have
Life 360.
You can track me wherever I am.
That doesn't mean you're, thatjust means your phone is
somewhere.
And I was like, I know.
(04:10):
I know.
Okay.
But I mean, he doesn't doanything sneaky, so.
Right.
I'm not worried about him doingthe wrong thing.
Yeah.
But I was the same way.
I'm like, you need to let meknow so that God forbid
something happened.
Right, right.
well I told you when Dylan got,his license was no longer
restricted.
I didn't even tell him for that.
How long is that for?
Well, so if they get a note fromtheir school or whatever, they
(04:32):
can have like the extended time.
Yeah.
But then.
After they have, their licensefor a full year, I believe.
Okay.
Without any accidents ortickets.
Okay.
If they have accidents ortickets, they can't have an
unrestricted license.
Okay.
Well, I do know he does need toget a note because practices are
so early.
It starts before his drive timesaligned.
Okay.
They're good kids.
So yeah.
And Dylan's going into senioryear.
(04:54):
Yeah, let's not talk about thattoday.
No, let's just talk aboutsummertime and all the fun
stuff.
Are there any Diddy updates?
Oh my gosh.
Have you seen all of the, who'sbeen, yes.
So I ended up watching, youknow, rotten Mango.
Yeah.
She was in the courtroom.
Yeah.
Oh my gosh, I just blanked onher name.
Stephanie?
It's Stephanie Sue?
(05:14):
Hold on, let me pull it up.
Stephanie Rotten Mango.
Oh, Stephanie.
Yeah.
Okay.
Good job.
It's SO Oh, thank you.
And Stephanie with a pH.
Love all the additional info.
So she actually made it into thecourtroom.
Mm-hmm.
And,, if you can watch some ofher TikTok, she'll talk about it
and, and all the things.
So that's been interesting.
(05:35):
I tried to watch, there's aNetflix documentary and I don't
remember the name of it, butit's like reenactments of the
courtroom.
I could not get into it becauselike currently yes.
Really?
Yes.
And that's probably why theacting is so terrible because
they like just, yeah, they justlearned the script like that
morning they're going.
(05:57):
But I haven't heard a lot ofupdates other than, just like
Stephanie's stuff.
Really it's just been likeTikTok updates.
There is a guy that I follow andhis updates are phenomenal.
Okay.
What is his name?
I don't know.
I'll have to find it, but Okay.
Some people give better updatesthan others.
Yeah.
He's like funny and he does alot of updates on a lot of
different things like currentstuff that we're into.
(06:18):
Okay, good.
Perfect.
I like him.
I like him already.
so, have you ever done an escaperoom?
Yes.
Okay.
So they're a lot of fun, but,some of them I've been to take
all of your things and you likeput'em in a locker and you can
have the key back.
Oh, sorry about that.
Brian just sent me a TikTok thatapparently he thinks I need to
watch, but I've been tosomewhere.
(06:38):
Did he get his own TikTok yet?
Yes.
Okay.
Thank God.
Thank God I have no excuses formy algorithm to be, I don't
know, tools and whatever now isjust puppies.
Oh yes, exactly.
And race nascar.
But I've been to some wherethey, like, you take your purse
and your phone and youreverything, and they've got
lockers and you lock it and thenyou get the key.
(06:59):
But like, and that makes me feelso vulnerable.
Yeah.
Like them taking all my stuff.
Because you already feel likeyou can't get out.
Yeah.
I mean, that's the point, butyeah.
That's not my jam.
Did you, you didn't like it?
No.
Okay.
I don't, I don't.
Mm-hmm.
So I like them.
Mm-hmm.
I don't like doing'em with otherpeople.
I wanna do'em by myself.
(07:20):
Like, I'll give you a task andyou need to do it.
And if you're not gonna do it,then just sit quietly outta my
way.
Go to the corner.
Right.
Or stop following me.
I told you to look at this lock.
Yeah.
And figure out this code.
I wanna for a team building Yes.
Work, which is why I don't dowell.
But yeah, I just, you know, it'sjust not my, my thing.
Yeah.
There is something new inCharlotte where at the end if
(07:44):
you don't.
Get out or whatever.
You get slimed oh no, don't dothat.
And I was like, I would be in itjust for the, oh, see, we're so
different.
Didn't you watch Nickelodeon?
Oh yeah, absolutely.
And I always, what was, what wasthat show?
Double Dare.
Yeah.
Oh my God.
I, I wanted, okay, because youdon't listen.
I wanted to go on that.
But it was like siblings, right?
(08:04):
Yeah.
Well there was different ones.
There was like family, okay,double Dare.
And then there was likedifferent whatever, and I didn't
feel like Posey would be good init.
Take that out.
Don't take it out.
We'll see how she listens.
Yeah.
so I was gonna, you know, haveto volunteer somebody else
That's terrible.
Like going like climbing up likethe pizza mountain or whatever.
(08:26):
Oh yeah.
It was like a rock wall, but itwas like decorated, like
something or, yeah, that was,that was cool.
Yeah.
I like the one too, I forgot, isit wipe out Uhhuh, where they
jumped from like the big ballsand stuff.
Okay.
So we started watching that whenit was still like the Chinese
version in college before theymade it to American version.
And it was like, like English,but it was like they were
(08:49):
matching up, nothing match uptheir mouth, their mouths were
not matching up.
It was the funniest and thenthey turned it into an American
version.
Yeah.
I love that show.
I talk at that so bad.
See, I know I would, because Ican barely walk from like here
to the door.
But I feel like in my primewould've been great.
I would not.
I would not.
(09:09):
I would be so bad.
And every time I watch it, I'mlike, yep, nope.
Oh, well, especially when theyhave to like jump from the big
ball to the big ball.
And it has like a bounce, like arecoil and Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
No.
Oh, and then you fall in thewater, the punching wall.
Oh yeah.
No.
In my head, I'm like, I wouldjust jump into the mud.
(09:34):
You know what video I think ishilarious though.
When you said the punchingthing, you know the video, we
were blindfolds.
We could so do it in here.
And you tie the water bottles tothe thing.
Yes.
And when there's like old peoplewho have no idea what's going
on, I die laughing at that.
I watched it and then the wifetook off her blindfold.
(09:55):
It just.
I mean, I'm not going snitch.
And she would like, you know,Bob and Weave or whatever.
Yes.
Smack them in the head everytime.
And it's like as soon as theystand up, it hits again and then
they bend over and it's like assoon as they stand.
Oh my God.
Yeah.
So funny.
Yes.
Agreed.
Okay, let's, let's take it backa couple spaces.
We were talking about citytrial.
(10:17):
Yeah.
So there's just all kinds ofstuff.
Well, today, I guess hisassistant, his old assistant.
Went on stand and supposedlyfrom the one guy that like is in
the courtroom that I watch, hesaid that it took a turn for the
worst for Diddy.
Like, it was like, okay.
A very damning, but they didn'tcross examine her yet.
(10:37):
Yeah.
So yeah, that could be, thatcould flip.
Yeah.
So who knows?
That could be whatever.
Dylan and I were talking in thecar.
And again, I said like, there'sno way I would ever go on that
jury.
Right.
They should just listen to usand do it the way we say for
sure the class.
But somebody said that there wastwo girls in the courtroom and I
guess white nail polish issupposed to like be a
(10:58):
representation of the Illuminatior something.
I dunno.
Okay.
But they were doing theIlluminati symbol.
In the courtroom when he turnedaround and he like put his fist
to his chest, like, thank you orsomething to that effect or
mouth.
Thank you.
I'm like, yep, nope, absolutelynot.
I would be faking sick so bad.
Right.
And getting off that day.
No.
Yeah.
I'd be, I'd be gone.
(11:19):
Violent diarrhea.
Yeah.
I would be.
It's what would have to happen.
I need to pause here though.
Okay.
I love white nail polish.
I do too.
I don't know if it's like acertain, like design or like, I
don't know how it, whatever allYeah, okay.
I, I used to get like reallytan, but like and it looks so
good on black people that Yeah.
White with the end, the, thetoenail polish.
(11:41):
Oh, yes.
Mm-hmm.
Okay.
So, yeah.
Lots of stuff gonna come outabout Diddy.
Yeah.
I'm excited.
I want all the details.
I do too.
Did you hear about the wholeSteve Harvey?
Oh, I did.
I heard a little bit that hewas, at the parties, right?
Well, he was at at least oneparty.
Yeah.
And there's at least one videoof Diddy and Steve Harvey
(12:05):
together, and Diddy has beenblackmailing him for like 25
years or 20 years or somethinglike that.
He's a black male, uhhuh.
Yeah.
And now people are like reallypissed at Steve in his comment
section on his TikTok is, I'mgonna have to go diabolical.
(12:25):
Uh, I do not like Steve Harvey.
Okay.
Some things he says are funny,but some are just so scripted
and just so, yeah.
Like I can't stand that.
So, well let's come back tothat.
Okay.
But.
Diddy dated Steve's daughter.
Oh, after the video was made.
(12:47):
Oh, with With Steve.
With him and Steve.
Okay.
Yeah.
And so people are like, youbasically gave your daughter
mm-hmm.
Your daughter to him.
Mm.
And so his comment section iswhat?
Diabolical what?
And they're like, you could havesaved so many people had you
come forward.
Yeah.
Oh, goodness.
Okay.
Because he was a grown man bythat point.
It wasn't like he was one ofthese younger impressionable.
18.
(13:07):
Yeah.
Like in the early twenties, likeRight.
He already had his career.
He was an adult man.
Older than did he?
I'm gonna have to go down thatrabbit trail.
I had other things to dotonight, but I think I'm gonna
be busy.
Did you watch the Cat Williamsinterview?
On.
Shehe or whatever Uhuh, where helike dropped all the bombs.
This was last year.
(13:27):
Okay.
No, it was like the truth iscoming out.
And he said that Steve Harveywas basically like a plant.
Okay, not funny.
And he, yeah.
You know, but, you know, hedoesn't, he does family Feud and
the way he just presentshimself.
The way he'll like lean overthere and talk to them, but look
(13:49):
like he's talking to theaudience is just so mm-hmm.
Ugh.
Yeah.
Just gives me the creeps.
Yeah.
I'm just not a fan.
Yeah.
At all.
I just think he's smarmy and carsalesman ish.
No offense to good car salesmanout there, but just has a a, a
gross vibe to me.
Um, do you like him?
(14:10):
I'm neither here nor there.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think some of the, and it'smore like the questions Yes.
And the reactions Right.
I think are more funny.
Like, I don't necessarily findhim funny.
Right.
No.
I find it funny when they'relike, name a pie with a fruit in
it, and they're like, pecan, andthey're like, yeah.
What I, that kind of thing.
(14:30):
Don't know how I would do on afamily feud.
I don't know if under pressureI'm normally good under
pressure.
Yeah.
But I think, I don't know.
So Jackson used to have thisthing when he was little.
He loved Family Feud and he usedto have a thing that he had his
team of who was going on there.
And Brian was not on the listand neither was his grandmother.
(14:51):
And Grammy was not on the list,but it was me and Papapa.
Then his aunt Wanda, I can'tremember who else, but he
already had his team.
Papapa was the, the team, theleader of the captain of the,
the ship.
Yeah.
But I, I feel like, see again, Ithink I do good at wipe out.
I think I do good at family.
What can I not do?
You are wonder.
(15:12):
I think I am apparently.
You should mock up some familyif you had questions and ask.
We need a third person to ask.
Yeah, ask us.
I get sucked into these stupidvideos when I can't sleep at
night.
What?
I've never heard this.
And it makes me buy all thesegames.
I've got so many breaking games.
What do you have?
Because I'm like, add to cart.
Do you have a family feud?
(15:34):
No.
Oh.
Um, but I have Well, we couldfind one.
Yeah, they have one.
I just saw there's a, okay, hereme, there we go.
A Harry Potter version of, carsAgainst Humanity.
Shut.
We need to do a game night.
Goodness.
So Girl Night, game Night.
(15:54):
Yes.
Yes.
Okay.
Okay.
Are you hosting?
I can.
Okay.
let's go back one, one time.
Okay.
We've got like, would yourather, there is, I mean,
there's.
Who's most likely to.
So it's like a game.
Yeah.
And you got, everybody has tovote of who is most likely to do
whatever.
I already have the invite listin my head.
Okay.
I'm good.
(16:15):
It got a little out of controlin my head.
I need to taper it down.
There's a lot going on there.
That'd be fun though.
It would still, it.
Okay, so you said everybody gotfired at Ki Wind's.
Oh yeah.
So I don't know what happened.
It said they got rid of all oftheir full-time hourly employees
and they kept seasonal andpart-time employees, which is
(16:38):
super crazy for a lot ofreasons.
Number one, we're going intolike the super pissy season.
Yeah.
And number two, they never haveenough people there anyway.
Yeah.
Things are always broken.
I don't know.
I'm just, something is supersketchy about it.
Right.
They're open all, I mean, prettymuch other than like three
months, right?
They're open all year.
Right.
So, I don't know.
I mean now they have the waterpark too, right?
(17:00):
We talked about this.
They put a bar.
Bad decision, bad decision.
Bad decision.
Bad decision.
Almost as bad as.
Our neighbors are selling theirhouse, like are directly beside
us neighbors.
Oh no.
They're great neighbors.
I love them.
They're not going far, but whenthere's somebody ripe,
especially when we've had.
(17:21):
Have had all that space andthere's gonna be somebody right
there.
I was like, I'm gonna sabotageyour open house.
I was like, I'm gonna put on abikini and come out here and
wash the car and have Jackson'smusic playing loud and have a
ghetto yard sale with like halfbroken things.
I'm gonna do all the things sonobody buys your house.
Get I like the tacky yarddecorations.
(17:42):
Absolutely.
I'm gonna, Ooh, that's another,I need to write that down.
I'm gonna go put out someChristmas decorations.
My mom's husband.
It drives him insane when peopleleave their Christmas lights up
ear round like he ate.
That's the thing now though.
I know he ate like it makes himcrazy.
Makes him bananas.
Well, you know those, It's likea tube of lights and they put'em
(18:06):
on the houses to stay all year.
Yeah.
That doesn't bother me, but likethe icicle lights and all that,
I'm like, come on guys.
Yeah.
Well there's a house right upthe street, that has the
year-round lights and they putthe different colors.
Right.
Like St.
Patrick Day kind, red, white, ared, white and blue, stuff like
that.
I get.
Yeah.
So I get they do do that.
But I mean on like a randommonth where there's not, there's
(18:29):
no ways.
Right, oh my goodness.
That is so funny.
Well, I'm gonna be putting somestuff up in our.
Yard.
Some, some Christmas stuff.
Well, Dylan and I went andwatched Stitch Today.
How was it at the theater?
It was so good.
Was it?
I loved it.
Good.
Dylan loved it.
And like, I just love Stitch Myfavorite.
(18:51):
I've never seen what's the Liloand Stitch Never seen that I.
For live action.
Yeah.
Like sometimes they don't hitRight.
Right.
But this one was so good.
Good.
Yeah.
Brian and I watched, last nightbecause, you know, Jackson's
gone Something fam.
Instant Family with MarkWahlberg Uhhuh I love Mark
Wahlberg, so thinking it'seither gonna be funny or
(19:13):
actiony.
No, it was like a heartstringthing by the end we were both
like, no.
Yeah, no, it was good based on atrue story.
Didn't know that.
Mm-hmm.
Um, but it was just like,thought was gonna be funny.
There were funny parts, but.
Yeah.
Do you watch cooking shows?
Sometimes.
Okay.
Uh, did you ever watch CutthroatKitchen?
No.
(19:33):
Oh my God.
Best cooking show ever.
Okay.
Get to sabotage each other withlike little mini utensils or
like, so Good.
That sounds fun.
Yeah.
Each start out with Like$10,000or whatever, like get a suitcase
and every sabotage you do, youhave to pay for the sabotage if
you're the last one standing,whatever you have left in your
suitcase is what you go homewith.
Oh, it's so good.
Okay.
So Dylan and I used to watch itwhen he was little.
(19:55):
Yeah.
Like that was his favoritecooking show'cause it's really
funny and sometimes they have tolike.
Pedal a bicycle while they'recook or just goofy things.
Yeah.
And they're doing a reboot of itand I'm so excited.
I'm gonna have to watch thattoo.
'cause that sounds, when you cansabotage people.
I know.
It's not like you're just tryingto win, you're trying to make
everybody else lose.
Yeah.
That's fun.
(20:16):
And then they get back at eachother in the next round.
Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
So good.
So I started watching SecretLives of Mormon wives.
Oh.
How is it?
Not what I thought it was gonnabe.
Oh, okay.
So I did not know that it was abunch of hot women that were
like, I was thinking Mormons,like they don't wear makeup and
(20:37):
don't cut their hair.
And I think I was thinking Amishpeople.
I like, I was thinking whatever.
And then I was scrolling onTikTok and I can't remember, you
know, Norman, Amish, whatever,potato.
Potato.
I was scrolling on TikTok andone of them had a, we're back
(20:57):
and we're talking aboutwhatever, and I was like, oh,
well who are you and where haveyou been?
And so, you know, went down therabbit hole and saw him and I'm
like, they're all quite lovely.
So I started watching it.
I'm gonna be sucked in.
Are you?
Mm-hmm.
Is it good?
Drama?
Drama?
So they were soft swingers.
Oh, okay, let me back up.
(21:19):
So it was like mom talk.
They started mom talk.
Okay.
It was the group of moms thatwere doing the dances and the
things.
Well then.
There was like six of them.
And apparently it came out thatsome of them were open to
sharing their partners and thenit imploded and like then, then
they weren't friends anymore.
And the talking I work, no, allthe things like one girl outed
(21:42):
them and told everybody aboutthis and they were all like,
like we're Mormons.
We're not supposed to even like,I don't know.
So lots of drama, lots of notAmish people at all.
They weren't making butter.
There was no butter churning.,No hanging up clothes on the
clothes line.
But yeah, I don't know I wasthinking of sister wives'cause
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they're Mormons, right?
I think, I don't really know.
I never watched that either.
Yeah, that's.
So that's been my, my new thinglately is watching, that.
And, I'll keep you posted.
Um, well, because I am so up todate on all my shows, because I
don't sleep at night.
What was it, it's called?
(22:26):
Yes, chef.
And I'm not, I don't even eat.
So like, I don't know why Iwatch cooking shows.
Right.
Um, I do cook, but like I don'teat, so Yeah, it's not good.
When I walked in here today, oh,I made homemade spaghetti.
Woo.
Well, not spaghetti.
I made homemade sauce.
I was still impressed with thesauce though.
It fucking was not pasta.
Have you ever done that?
(22:46):
Um, I, I've been yuckies before.
Say it again.
Yuckies.
I'm impressed.
Yeah.
My grandfather, was fromYugoslavia, like came over from
Yu Yugoslavia.
Okay.
And, so when I was little, hewould make him and my
grandmother would make likehomemade junkies and so he would
(23:07):
have us, I like that word.
I, but I would make likedifferent shapes.
I didn't make like, I was likefive, you were free styling, but
I made them as an adult too.
But yeah.
So one thing that I would likeand we'll get back to whenever
you.
You were gonna say, because mineis way more fun.
But, I would love to travel allover the world pretty much.
And whatever country I'm in, Iwanna do like a cooking class.
(23:27):
That'd be so much fun.
Yeah.
Like I wanna go to Italy andmake the pasta.
Make it the pasta.
I wanna go to Italy'cause I caneat those.
Well, the, yeah, there that too.
Let's go, put it on the list,put it on edit right after all
of our other places that we saidwe're gonna go, that we haven't
been to yet.
Yeah.
We'll get there.
Okay, what were you gonna saybefore interrupt?
Martha Stewart is one of thehost.
(23:49):
Okay.
For that show.
No.
This one.
Yes, chef.
Yes chef.
Okay.
But it's all these chefs thatexplode on people.
Oh.
And they're trying to like reinit in or they're really mean to
like their kitchen staff.
And so all of the people havenominated them to go to get a
hold of their issues.
Oh gosh.
They're trying to make them benice.
Oh my gosh.
(24:10):
So chefs are notoriously angry.
Like they're so, and I, I guessthat, you know, that's their art
and somebody else is performingtheir art and I'm trying to
understand and they get upsetwhen people aren't doing their
art.
Right.
Did I just go blank?
Yeah, absolutely.
I saw it.
I saw what happened.
Yeah.
I'm stopping.
(24:30):
But I think Martha Stewart is sofunny now.
Like I just, oh yeah.
Her with Snoop all the time andOf course, yeah, of course.
Yeah.
They need a cooking showtogether.
Surprised there's not one, likea green one.
I'm surprised there's not one.
There might be, I think therewas a couple of specials that
they did together.
But I like to see'em bake anddecorate things.
(24:50):
Oh.
Yeah, so like the kids bestbaking shows and stuff.
Mm-hmm.
We used to watch that too.
Yeah.
I get sucked into even just liketiktoks when they're decorating
a cake or that royal icing thatthey just like, ah, it's so
satisfying.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
Dylan, when he was little, lovedto watch cooking shows with me.
Mm-hmm.
And like we would.
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Every week we would have likeour little schedule of whatever
cooking show was on that day.
That's cute.
There's nothing wrong with that.
So he used to like to cook anddo all the things with him?
Yeah.
Yeah.
in the kitchen.
Nice.
Yeah.
He's ing he still does, right?
He he could, he can.
Yeah.
When he feels like it.
Yeah.
That's good though.
It's a good skill.
He had watched a TikTok one day,one time, and.
(25:33):
Was like, can you take me to thegrocery store?
And I'm like, okay, what are we,what are we doing?
He made like shrimp tacos withlike fresh like pico to Gao.
Like really?
Yeah.
Like the whole shebang.
I don't eat shrimp, but him andBrandon ate it and Brandon said
it was banging it's bang bangshrimp tacos.
I couldn't get my words out.
That's good though.
(25:53):
That's a good life skill for himto have.
Mm-hmm.
You don't clean up after it.
But that's the worst partthough.
I hate cleaning.
I don't mind the cooking.
It's everything else that goesalong.
It's the, it's the making thelist, it's the going shopping,
it's the bringing it in, it'sthe cooking and then the
cleaning.
And by that time you just don'teven wanna eat anything.
Yeah.
Oh, we had talked back and forthabout the Annabelle, Annabelle
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doll.
Yeah.
Well, they supposedly found her.
Okay.
Did you see the TikTok?
Yes.
They supposedly found her.
She's supposedly in the museum,but I don't know if they're just
doing that to save face becauseRight.
Let's, let's give the people alittle recap.
Yeah.
So Annabelle was on tour and shegot missing in Texas, was it
Texas?
Mm-hmm.
And, so supposedly they openedthe box to take selfies, and
(26:40):
then when they were packing upto leave, Annabelle was missing
and all I kept picturing,because Annabel is not the
Annabel from the movie, it's araggedy and doll.
Mm-hmm.
All I kept picturing in my headwas.
Well one her like murderingsomebody.
But then, but when I had textedto you and you said Jackson said
she probably Yeah.
Ran away because she's possessedand then I'm just picturing
(27:02):
raggedy in like, yeah, we awobble and down the street well,
and then after.
Okay, so our minds, after I toldyou that, and you.
Responded, all you could pictureis that all I could picture then
was the gingerbread man runningdown the street fast.
As fast can be.
(27:22):
You'll never catch me.
Catch me.
Yeah.
Yes.
Wait, was I saying the wrongthing?
It doesn't matter.
It did.
Yeah.
But yeah, so I just played offof what you said, like our minds
are so twisted.
Yeah.
Lock her up.
Why are they touring with her?
They said don't, move her askingfor punishment.
And I really question, if she'sreally back, could you imagine
(27:47):
like, listen, here's what I'mpicturing, right?
You wake up in the morning andyour blinds are open and there's
a freaking doll staring in yourwindow.
I would throw something at it.
That would do a lot of good.
What am I gonna throw though?
The pillow, I guess.
I mean, I have so many scenariosthat could go wrong.
Yeah.
This doll.
Yeah.
(28:07):
It's a good thing.
I don't sleep so.
Well now I'm thinking, well,what if somebody runs over her
with the car while she's likerunning down the street?
And then are, is she gonna bethen out to get them?
Can she leave the doll andpossess something different?
Oh, I don't.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
Can she like change?
So did she like get out?
She like hopped to like a teddyruxbin or my buddy.
(28:33):
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Joe.
A transformer.
Oh, I just septic on.
I love transformers.
So do I.
Oh my goodness.
All right.
So am I.
The A-hole.
Yay.
I love these go.
(28:53):
Am I overreacting for callingoff my wedding after my fiance
got drunk, put on my weddingdress and had an accident in it?
So, I love finding wedding, andI did not read this, but I love
finding wedding ones because Iknow you love them.
I do.
I do love them.
And the brides are so insane.
So let's see who we side withhere.
Okay.
(29:13):
Here we go.
This was just a couple weeksago, Uhhuh.
Okay.
This sounds completelyridiculous, but it really
happened and I can't stopthinking about it.
Some people are telling me Icompletely overreacted and I'm
starting to question myself.
I'm 28 and was supposed to getmarried last weekend to my
fiance Nick, who's 30.
We've been together for fouryears.
He's funny and a littleimpulsive, but I always thought
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he had good judgment.
He drinks socially, but I'venever seen him totally out of
control until now.
The night before our wedding, Istayed at home with my sister
and two of my bridesmaids for arelaxed night.
Nick went out with hisgroomsmen.
I expected him to come hometipsy at most, around one 30 in
the morning.
He came home absolutely wasted,slurring, stumbling, sweaty.
(29:57):
I was brushing my teeth when Iheard him banging around in the
guest room.
When I went to check, I saw himdragging my wedding dress out of
the closet.
I asked what he was doing and hejust laughed and said he wanted
to see how it felt to be thebride.
I told him to put it back andnot to touch it, but he was not
listening at all right in frontof me.
He stripped down completely andstarted putting on the dress.
(30:20):
He could barely get it over hisbody and kept tripping over the
train.
I didn't know what to say.
Then he dropped to the floor andthe dress still laughing.
Then he went quiet, looked up atme with this panic face and
said, oh no.
A few seconds later, he had anaccident, diarrhea.
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It soaked through the back ofthe dress and onto the carpet.
The smell was immediate andoverwhelming.
I stood there in shock while hestarted crying.
I'm picturing big, burly, hairydude crying in a wedding dress
with shit all over it.
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He snorted back in.
I stood there in shock while hestarted crying and tried to get
out of the dress, which onlymade more of a mess.
(31:27):
It was all over the fabric, thefloor, and him.
I told him to get in the showerand I left.
I drove straight to my mom'shouse and didn't take any of his
calls.
The next morning I caught offthe wedding.
Since then, Nick has apologizedover and like, what is he
telling people?
Nick has apologized over andover.
(31:50):
Uhhuh.
Why did she take a video?
Right?
Fixer.
It didn't happen, girl.
I mean, she was probably like,is this real?
Sorry.
No, don't apologize.
Nick's.
Nick's the one.
Since then, Nick has apologizedover and over.
He said he blacked out andbarely remembers.
What happened?
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His family is furious with meand says, I'm throwing away a
great relationship over adrunken mistake.
Stinky and disgusting drunkenmistake.
I dunno if I could like l Okay,go ahead.
Okay.
Some of my friends agree andthink I should have postponed
instead of canceling.
Even my maid of honor said Imight be letting emotions take
(32:31):
over and that it wasn'tunforgivable.
But I feel like something brokethat night.
Yeah.
I her, I didn't just feeldisgusted.
I felt disrespected.
The dress wasn't just expensive.
It was important to me andsymbolize something.
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I cannot unsee what happened.
That's the part that's where Iwas going.
Like I don't know if I could beintimate.
Yeah.
After that.
Like I, no, you know, like, likewhen a baby has a blowout?
Yeah.
Like that.
That's what we're picturing.
I'm like, ew.
Yeah.
Yeah.
A hundred percent.
I can, uh, unsee what happened.
I can't laugh about it or moveon.
(33:12):
I got you.
I can laugh about it.
Handle.
Yeah.
Like it's just one bad night.
I don't know how to look at himthe same way.
Am I overreacting for callingoff the wedding?
Okay.
Before the update, let's chat.
I you gotta live with it likenobody else does.
So if you are not feeling it,then you do.
You like, that's, that's likelong decision.
(33:33):
Yeah, well, kind of.
Right.
But yeah, I don't disagree, soI, yeah.
I'm not judging you for callingoff the wedding.
That's pretty gross.
Yeah.
The next day was soon.
It was.
I like to say I probablywould've still gotten married,
been pissed, but probablywould've gotten married in a
different dress.
(33:53):
Like I would have wrapped myselfin a white bed sheet or
something.
I don't know.
I just did it say, I feel likethat was extreme.
Bachelor and bachelorette partyshouldn't do the night before
our wedding anyway.
Yeah.
No, no.
You know what though?
Like I would, that's something Iwould do.
I would've been like, no peaceout.
Yeah.
A wedding is so much.
It is work.
(34:13):
And it's like all, a lot of itfalls on the woman.
Yeah.
And so here's my thing that Iagree with her on.
It's not the disgusting stuff.
I mean, that's gross, but, youknow, life happens.
It's the.
If that dress was important toher and the well, obviously it
was.
Right.
Yeah.
And the wedding important, thenhe should have the respect of
(34:37):
that stuff to not do that.
Yeah.
That's what I don't like.
Right.
It's that he disrespectedsomething that was important to
her.
Yeah.
I'm not mad at her for that.
Now as far as.
He kind of even like ripped thedress and I would've been, I
mean, I would've been livid,like there's no fixing that.
Yeah.
By the time, the night before.
Yeah.
You wanna do the update?
Mm-hmm.
(34:57):
Okay.
so this is update the next day.
Hi again.
First off, thank you to everyonewho responded.
I didn't expect the level ofattention my post got, and
honestly, reading their repliesmade me feel less alone.
Some people told me I was rightto call it off.
Others said it was a terriblemistake but not unforgivable.
Both sides helped me see thesituation more clearly.
I spoke to Nick this morning notfor closure, not for a big
(35:20):
emotional talk, just to returnsome things and check in about
logistics since everything'sbeen canceled, but we ended up
sitting down and talkingforever.
An hour.
He apologized again.
Sincerely, he didn't try todefend himself or shift blame.
He told me he didn't remembereverything clearly, but nosy
came home wasted, saw the dress,and in his words, thought it
would be funny or meaningful orsomething.
(35:40):
Okay, timeout.
I could see.
Sometimes when I'm drinking, Ithink some, and I know I'm not
alone.
Get a little carried away.
Yeah.
And I think something's gonna befunny or go over really well and
it crosses a line.
I, but this is totally off therails.
Yeah.
This isn't crossing the line.
(36:01):
This is just, this isn't justpulling it out and like, right.
Look at me.
Yeah.
Or like a little, you know, theveil, whatever, like playing
with that.
This is.
Stripping down, putting it on.
Okay.
He didn't mean to ruin thedress.
He didn't mean to humiliate me,but he did and he knows that.
(36:22):
He said he's ashamed of whathappened and how outta control
he let himself get.
He also admitted this wasn't thefirst time his drinking led to
something bad.
He said this was a wake up calland that he's gonna stop
drinking entirely.
I didn't even know he had aproblem.
The thing is, I still care abouthim.
We were supposed to get married.
I didn't walk away from someoneI didn't love, but something
inside me cracked that night andit hadn't healed.
(36:43):
I don't know if it will.
I know it sounds superficial tosome people, but for me it was a
symbol of our future of theperson I thought I was marrying
and watching him defile it inthat state, whether on purpose
or by accident change something.
Def file.
I get where she's coming fromthough.
Shut up.
Not growing up in a, I'm not,I've been trying to figure out
(37:07):
if that one night should be theend of four years together, but
it's not really just that night,is it?
It's what it revealed and how hehandled the stress about how far
he let himself go, about how Ifelt standing in that room
watching someone I love becomealmost unrecognizable.
I haven't made a final decisionyet.
Technically, the wedding isstill canceled, but the
(37:27):
relationship isn't officiallyover.
We're on kind of an emotionalpause, I guess.
He says he wants to make thingsright and maybe he will.
Maybe with time I want to tryagain, but right now I feel like
I'm grieving something thatended and I don't know if I'm
ready to build it back fromscratch.
So I guess now I'm asking am Ioverreacting if I walk away from
this completely?
No, it's your life decision.
Yeah.
I mean, you can walk away forany reason.
(37:48):
Right.
Like, it, it, it could be that,he chews with his mouth open and
it annoys you.
Like, do you wanna live withoutthe rest of your life?
Right.
Right, right.
I a hundred percent agree.
You gotta, you're the one thathas to live with that decision.
Right.
It sounds a bit extreme when youstart, like when we started out
with it, but it's really notbecause it's more to her than
(38:09):
just him having an accident.
I was trying to not make yougiggle.
Did not succeed.
It's, it's more than that.
It's the respect, it's the, Imean, I know she's humiliated.
Mm-hmm.
I mean, she's telling herfriends.
And I'm not a big enough personto try to protect them.
(38:30):
Mm-hmm.
If we broke up, I'd be tellingeverybody again, I video.
Yeah.
Um, camera would've been pulledout.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
Live on all the Yeah.
Yeah.
You would be.
I having all the followers rightnow.
My God.
Um, so you make your decision.
I don't think you're a jerk.
I think you do.
You boo.
(38:50):
Yeah.
I don't think you're the, a-holeat all.
And I don't think you're the,a-hole if you decide to walk
away completely.
Mm-hmm.
I don't have to live with a man.
You would have to.
And if you don't want to livewith a man for the rest of your
life, then don't.
Yeah.
People break up for less.
They do.
They do, but they also overlookmore.
Yeah.
So I mean, it's whatever you canlive with.
(39:10):
Right.
That was a good one though.
I do like wedding ones.
I know you do.
I just saw the title and I hadnot read any of it.
Mm-hmm.
And I saw the title, I'm like,yep.
You're like, this is the one.
That's it.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Well, I think we're gonna do ourbook.
Yes.
So if you're not a bookie, youcan bounce Peace out yo.
And we'll talk to you soon.
We love you though.
We love you.
And please listen or tell, tell.
(39:31):
Nope.
No, don't do that.
We'll, well, I mean do it, butyou've already done it.
Please tell your friends andleave us a review.
We would love for you to dothat.
And have a great rest of yourweek.
Yep.
Bye y'all.
Bye.
Okay.
So, hey, our real friends, don'ttell the others, but you're our
favorites.
Okay, so we read The Quiet Girlby SF Cosa.
(39:52):
Yes.
Okay.
Got a blurb of a blurb.
Well, it's just a little linethat Chay BT gave me today.
Perfect.
A new wife disappears, leavingbehind her rings and a mystery
her husband never saw coming,done, done, done.
I mean, but that like reallyencompasses everything.
Yeah.
Okay.
Let's go ahead and say all thespoilers.
Okay.
We're gonna have them, welltrigger warning and trigger
(40:12):
warnings.
There is, inappropriate.
Child relations, relations.
There is sa yes.
There's self-harm.
There was like physical abuse.
There was, suicide.
Yeah.
Um, all right.
Yeah, I think those are all ofthem.
A a lot of, a lot of'em in thisone.
(40:32):
Yeah.
So trigger warning, if youhaven't read it.
And murder.
And murder, um, but I'm assumingthat you read it because you're
here, so there you go.
So this book totally took me ona ride a hundred percent.
It was.
I know we don't wanna swear, butit was a mind fact.
(40:53):
Um, I never ever would haveguessed the ending.
And it kept giving you twistsand turns like it kept you
guessing.
I'm still confused.
Okay so I really liked thisbook.
So did I, even though I'm kindof unclear.
Okay.
All right.
Well, so we had two kind of twopoints of views.
We had Alex's the husband'smm-hmm.
Point of view.
Mm-hmm.
And then we had.
(41:14):
The new wife's book.
Yeah.
That she wrote, under adifferent pen name or whatever,
but it was like basically herlife story.
Yes.
So that was a bit like weird.
Yes, it was di It was verydifferent.
Very different I've ever read inthat type of e very.
Very different because you arereading it from her perspective,
(41:36):
but you're living it too.
Mm-hmm.
Okay, so here's where I'mconfused.
Okay.
Who was Mina?
That's the wife.
The new wife.
Not the wife.
That's the author.
I thought she died.
She did.
How's he holding her hand?
At the very end of the book, hesays he's at like the very last
line when he is making thedecision.
I know if he's gonna release herbook or not.
(41:58):
You know, the, um, editor waslike, do you want to release
this book or not?
And he's like, I don't know.
It's, do you know what I'mtalking about?
Mm-hmm.
He's like, so holding me in thishand.
I go in to make this decision.
How did that happen?
Well, I don't think like hemeant like.
Physically holding it.
I think it was like, I'm tooliteral.
You can't give me these thingsI've said before.
(42:21):
I need things to be laid out.
Exactly.
Word for word.
And none of these, what, what isthat called?
Is that an Alec Gordon?
I don't know what it is.
Don't do it though.
I, I thought, whose hand is heholding?
Okay.
No, I, I think it was like.
Just a figure of Just likesaying Yeah, metaphorically.
(42:41):
Yeah.
He is going forward with her.
Yeah.
Well, okay.
I'm not confused anymore thisbook.
Okay.
So had a lot of characters,uhhuh, it had some characters
that didn't really exist.
And I had a character withmultiple names.
(43:02):
Okay.
Well that, and that's because wewere reading her book that she
wrote.
Yes.
Within the book.
Yes.
Okay.
I just confused myself.
Yeah.
Okay.
So you had like made upcharacters in the book, then you
had like the real lifecharacters, but were just named
differently than the real lifecharacters.
So did she really have thiscondition that made her like
blackout then?
I believe so, I think that themom eventually admitted it.
(43:24):
And so she would then create adifferent persona for herself
with a different name.
Mm-hmm.
And that confused me for aminute.
Mm-hmm.
I mean, I followed what wasgoing on, not as confusing for
me as the holding hand thing,but, because he also went to go
see the guy, the bar, the guyfrom the bar Escobar or
something like that.
Yeah.
Is that his name?
Something like that.
Um, right.
(43:44):
And they said, what name did youknow her as?
Yes.
So the wife had this conditionwhere she would just pretty much
just have amnesia, right.
And it was a trauma response.
Mm-hmm.
And she would just make up awhole new person and disappear
for months at a time and live alife that she could not fill in
(44:05):
the pieces for.
Right.
It was just a wild ride.
The whole entire book was likeup and down.
You didn't No, no.
Characters in this book werereliable, like, right?
That nobody was safe?
No.
No.
Um, you didn't know whichdirection mm-hmm.
The next twist was coming from.
Mm-hmm.
And I mean, at the end of thebook, like the last 30 minutes
(44:26):
or so, yeah.
You get like.
Four twists.
It was so much.
And so, you know, I love theunpredictable.
Yes, we, we do like that.
And it was so unpredictable.
I had to listen to it again andmake sure I had the character
right.
Mm-hmm.
So it was the neighbor, nextdoor neighbor.
So the mom had an affair withthe next door neighbor.
(44:46):
Mm-hmm.
And for him to not like, spillthe beans and tell everybody
mm-hmm.
That they had this affair.
He wanted to teach Mina chess.
Mm-hmm.
Which was not chess.
It was bad things.
Yes.
And so.
Mina comes back, tries to poisonhim just like she poisoned the
(45:08):
character in her book.
Mm-hmm.
The wife, comes home during thisand thinks that Mina is trying
to seduce her husband againmm-hmm.
As she called it again.
Mm-hmm.
Right.
Um, instead of recognizing whatactually occurred.
Right.
She pissed me off.
I'm the same she.
Like the way she was screamingat the end of the book about
(45:31):
how, you know, the, so Alex andMina's dad mm-hmm.
Were trying to convince her,like rationalize with her what
had happened.
And she is so, she, she was 18,she knew what she was doing and
dah, dah, dah.
And they're like, it startedwhen she was 12.
Yeah.
Like.
(45:52):
I just wanted to Yeah.
Crawl through hoopla andstrangle her.
Same.
But you're right.
There were so many twists.
You suspect everybody.
Mm-hmm.
Except for the person it was.
Yeah.
Um, because I thought it wasAlex.
Of course, you know, everybodyalways assumes it's the husband.
You know, you start off withthat and then you're think, oh,
it's her stepdad.
(46:13):
Did you ever think it was, Ithink it was a stepdad in the
book.
It was her real dad in reallife.
Yeah.
Um, I did start questioning it.
Right.
And then I thought, well, maybeit was her mom.
Right.
And I was gonna be like, this isgonna be one of the most twisted
books we've ever read.
Because, you know, normally youdo suspect it to be a male.
Mm-hmm.
Who essays?
Um, yeah.
(46:34):
But her mom still was complicit.
Well, I, I, and I didn't meanthat essay.
I haven't, like the mom thatmurdered, I thought The murdered
the murdered oh, oh oh.
Because they were so like casualand laid back about Yeah.
Her being missing.
Yeah.
Never in a million years.
No expected.
The neighbor.
No wife.
No.
It was crazy.
It was a crazy book.
(46:55):
Yeah.
That would be a good movie.
It would be a really good movie.
I.
That'd be a really good movie.
Get on that.
Well, and then I thought it wasgonna take like a, a gone girl
twist, right?
Mm-hmm.
Like before we found out she wasreally dead, like I thought
Right.
That I was, I was not expectingher to be dead.
Yeah.
I mean, the, they never tellyou, you just know she's
missing.
Mm-hmm.
And you know, she's been, youthink she's been cited, you
(47:16):
know, all the whatever.
I never thought she was dead.
Mm-hmm.
Until right at the end.
Right.
It was very good.
It was so good.
Okay, so one more, one morequestion.
I.
What happened to her mom?
She just was in the other housewhen all this was going on.
She, I just She never came over?
No, she just sat in her house,um, like mortified and when they
(47:38):
came back in Yeah.
She said, I heard a shot, andthat was it.
Okay.
I, I didn't miss anything there.
That's all that okay.
Yeah, she was cuckoo choo.
They all were.
Yeah.
They really were.
They really were.
Well, you grade it.
Oh, I'd give it a nine-ish.
Same.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Next, well, the next book thatwe had on our list is no longer
available on Hoopla.
Oh, it's not?
(47:58):
'cause I, it told me that I wasout of borrows.
Oh.
Well I had to black out on ourlike spreadsheet, so I just went
to the next one.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Which is, she was the quiet one.
That's the one that, um, I'm ata borrows for.
Okay.
So, uh.
This one looks good.
Go ahead and tell us about it.
Okay.
For Rose E.
Knight, enrolling in aprestigious New England boarding
school is the opportunity of alifetime.
(48:19):
But for rose's, vulnerable twinsister Bell Odell Academy is a
place of temptation and danger.
When Bell falls in with a crowdof wild, rich kids who pressure
her into hazing rose, thesister's relationship is
shattered.
Rose turns to her dorm mother,Sarah Donovan, for advice, But
Belle turns to Sarah's husband,Heath, a charismatic and
ambitious teacher.
(48:40):
Is Heath trying to help Bill ortake advantage of her.
In a world of privilege,seduction, and manipulation,
only one sister will live totell the truth.
Sounds really interesting.
I, I know you like, like theboarding school.
I do, I do.
And I'm wondering, is it liketaking place in old, like I
don't think so.
I think it's new.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
I'm fascinated by, I'mfascinated by stuff that I've
(49:02):
never lived.
Yeah.
I, I am, am fact.
I'm fascinated by the rich andyeah, that again, things I've
never lived.
There's a lot of, uh, a lot ofpieces in here that this thing,
I feel like they're in England.
Well, new New England.
Yeah, same thing.
And they're rich boarding schooland the twin thing.
Yeah.
(49:22):
Trifecta.
Yeah, absolutely.
Cool.
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Welcome to, this is my circus,the podcast where we embrace the
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(00:21):
at night, you're in the rightplace.
Buckle up, grab your popcorn,and let's get into the chaos.
I'm Stephanie.
I'm Meredith.
And welcome to you.
This is my circus.
I missed you.
I missed you too.
I am so sorry everyone.
It was totally my fault.
I went outta town and then whenI got back, I, we have talked
about, depression and anxietyand stuff, and I was just, I.
(00:42):
In the throes of it.
So I'm sorry that was all me.
My fault.
It is.
Okay.
Life happens.
I've definitely had my weeks,had my days, had my months.
So no, it's just having years.
It's just something that, youknow, we both deal with.
Yeah.
And you know what, I'm just kindof glad we're on opposite
(01:03):
schedules with it.
Could you imagine if we wereboth just like totally down at
one time?
Yeah.
We would just be on the couchwith like a gallon of ice cream
Yeah.
With Rex in the middle.
Yeah.
What I tell you, he is the bestdog when I am like going through
it.
Yeah.
Because he is so concerned andjust wants to make it better.
Best.
(01:23):
Good boy.
Anyway.
Yeah.
We did lose one of our dogs.
I know.
I'm so sorry.
Thank you.
Thank you.
Oh, thank you.
So it was our old guy.
It was our boxer, our oldestboxer.
And, it happened really fast.
He had not been sick.
Hmm., It happened from lunchtimeFriday to, he passed lunchtime
on Saturday.
Oh my God.
So, he started with somesymptoms and you know, it's like
(01:45):
they ate something weird.
Yeah, they'll be all right.
You know, and then he just wentdownhill and like I said,
happened fast.
I was with him at home when ithappened and, he went really
quickly and the other dogs areadjusting fine, but you know,
that sucks.
That's hard.
Yeah.
but they're okay.
We're okay.
I've got his little paw printsback and all that.
(02:06):
I know Stephanie Brown helped mewith that.
Don't make me cry.
Don't cry, don't cry.
I wasn't, I wasn't saying it to.
And it's, you know, it's tough.
It sucks.
I know.
But, everything that could havehappened to have made it as good
as it could have been.
I was with him.
I spent a lot of time with himthat morning, just sitting with
him.
So it was, okay.
But then I had a wedding.
(02:26):
I had to do that afternoon.
Gosh.
So my wedding friend Ashleytexted me right after it
happened.
She was like, Hey.
I don't have a backup it, youknow, it's just her.
She owns her own business.
She's like, but I don't feelgood.
I ate something I'm gonna powerthrough.
And I was like, well, I got onebetter for you.
My do go, just died.
(02:47):
But we ended up both make itlike we were both so punchy
though, you know?
Yeah.
It was just an experience, butit was close by, was in Fort
Mill.
It, it went okay.
But you know, sometimes it'sjust like, ha.
Yeah.
All the things.
But that, that was super sad.
But then, super happy with,Jackson finally getting his
lights.
I was just going to say that.
(03:08):
So proud of that kid.
No 6:00 AM drag.
No 6:00 AM football practices,any mo and I've not seen him
since that happens.
That happens.
I.
Keep tracking him.
Did you do that?
Yeah.
You still do it?
I still do it.
Yeah.
Like text me and, you know, itwas raining today.
Mm-hmm.
So I was like, okay, watch outfor the puddles.
(03:29):
Make sure before you move you,you remember where your
windshield wipers are.
What if you hit a puddle?
And I'm like, chill.
Yeah.
You've got to kinda, yeah.
Let it go.
So to, he spent the night with afriend last night'cause he's
still restricted with can drivepast eight.
And he texted me today, he waslike, we're gonna go to the Y
and then we're gonna go do this.
And I was like, okay, that'sfine.
(03:49):
And then text me again.
Can I go back to the Y and playbasketball?
Yeah, that's fine.
Mm-hmm.
And then, okay, I'm gonna comehome in a little bit late.
He's texting you, Dylan.
He is.
Dylan even when he first got hislicense, he was like, you have
Life 360.
You can track me wherever I am.
That doesn't mean you're, thatjust means your phone is
somewhere.
And I was like, I know.
(04:10):
I know.
Okay.
But I mean, he doesn't doanything sneaky, so.
Right.
I'm not worried about him doingthe wrong thing.
Yeah.
But I was the same way.
I'm like, you need to let meknow so that God forbid
something happened.
Right, right.
well I told you when Dylan got,his license was no longer
restricted.
I didn't even tell him for that.
How long is that for?
Well, so if they get a note fromtheir school or whatever, they
(04:32):
can have like the extended time.
Yeah.
But then.
After they have, their licensefor a full year, I believe.
Okay.
Without any accidents ortickets.
Okay.
If they have accidents ortickets, they can't have an
unrestricted license.
Okay.
Well, I do know he does need toget a note because practices are
so early.
It starts before his drive timesaligned.
Okay.
They're good kids.
So yeah.
And Dylan's going into senioryear.
(04:54):
Yeah, let's not talk about thattoday.
No, let's just talk aboutsummertime and all the fun
stuff.
Are there any Diddy updates?
Oh my gosh.
Have you seen all of the, who'sbeen, yes.
So I ended up watching, youknow, rotten Mango.
Yeah.
She was in the courtroom.
Yeah.
Oh my gosh, I just blanked onher name.
Stephanie?
It's Stephanie Sue?
(05:14):
Hold on, let me pull it up.
Stephanie Rotten Mango.
Oh, Stephanie.
Yeah.
Okay.
Good job.
It's SO Oh, thank you.
And Stephanie with a pH.
Love all the additional info.
So she actually made it into thecourtroom.
Mm-hmm.
And,, if you can watch some ofher TikTok, she'll talk about it
and, and all the things.
So that's been interesting.
(05:35):
I tried to watch, there's aNetflix documentary and I don't
remember the name of it, butit's like reenactments of the
courtroom.
I could not get into it becauselike currently yes.
Really?
Yes.
And that's probably why theacting is so terrible because
they like just, yeah, they justlearned the script like that
morning they're going.
(05:57):
But I haven't heard a lot ofupdates other than, just like
Stephanie's stuff.
Really it's just been likeTikTok updates.
There is a guy that I follow andhis updates are phenomenal.
Okay.
What is his name?
I don't know.
I'll have to find it, but Okay.
Some people give better updatesthan others.
Yeah.
He's like funny and he does alot of updates on a lot of
different things like currentstuff that we're into.
(06:18):
Okay, good.
Perfect.
I like him.
I like him already.
so, have you ever done an escaperoom?
Yes.
Okay.
So they're a lot of fun, but,some of them I've been to take
all of your things and you likeput'em in a locker and you can
have the key back.
Oh, sorry about that.
Brian just sent me a TikTok thatapparently he thinks I need to
watch, but I've been tosomewhere.
(06:38):
Did he get his own TikTok yet?
Yes.
Okay.
Thank God.
Thank God I have no excuses formy algorithm to be, I don't
know, tools and whatever now isjust puppies.
Oh yes, exactly.
And race nascar.
But I've been to some wherethey, like, you take your purse
and your phone and youreverything, and they've got
lockers and you lock it and thenyou get the key.
(06:59):
But like, and that makes me feelso vulnerable.
Yeah.
Like them taking all my stuff.
Because you already feel likeyou can't get out.
Yeah.
I mean, that's the point, butyeah.
That's not my jam.
Did you, you didn't like it?
No.
Okay.
I don't, I don't.
Mm-hmm.
So I like them.
Mm-hmm.
I don't like doing'em with otherpeople.
I wanna do'em by myself.
(07:20):
Like, I'll give you a task andyou need to do it.
And if you're not gonna do it,then just sit quietly outta my
way.
Go to the corner.
Right.
Or stop following me.
I told you to look at this lock.
Yeah.
And figure out this code.
I wanna for a team building Yes.
Work, which is why I don't dowell.
But yeah, I just, you know, it'sjust not my, my thing.
Yeah.
There is something new inCharlotte where at the end if
(07:44):
you don't.
Get out or whatever.
You get slimed oh no, don't dothat.
And I was like, I would be in itjust for the, oh, see, we're so
different.
Didn't you watch Nickelodeon?
Oh yeah, absolutely.
And I always, what was, what wasthat show?
Double Dare.
Yeah.
Oh my God.
I, I wanted, okay, because youdon't listen.
I wanted to go on that.
But it was like siblings, right?
(08:04):
Yeah.
Well there was different ones.
There was like family, okay,double Dare.
And then there was likedifferent whatever, and I didn't
feel like Posey would be good init.
Take that out.
Don't take it out.
We'll see how she listens.
Yeah.
so I was gonna, you know, haveto volunteer somebody else
That's terrible.
Like going like climbing up likethe pizza mountain or whatever.
(08:26):
Oh yeah.
It was like a rock wall, but itwas like decorated, like
something or, yeah, that was,that was cool.
Yeah.
I like the one too, I forgot, isit wipe out Uhhuh, where they
jumped from like the big ballsand stuff.
Okay.
So we started watching that whenit was still like the Chinese
version in college before theymade it to American version.
And it was like, like English,but it was like they were
(08:49):
matching up, nothing match uptheir mouth, their mouths were
not matching up.
It was the funniest and thenthey turned it into an American
version.
Yeah.
I love that show.
I talk at that so bad.
See, I know I would, because Ican barely walk from like here
to the door.
But I feel like in my primewould've been great.
I would not.
I would not.
(09:09):
I would be so bad.
And every time I watch it, I'mlike, yep, nope.
Oh, well, especially when theyhave to like jump from the big
ball to the big ball.
And it has like a bounce, like arecoil and Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
No.
Oh, and then you fall in thewater, the punching wall.
Oh yeah.
No.
In my head, I'm like, I wouldjust jump into the mud.
(09:34):
You know what video I think ishilarious though.
When you said the punchingthing, you know the video, we
were blindfolds.
We could so do it in here.
And you tie the water bottles tothe thing.
Yes.
And when there's like old peoplewho have no idea what's going
on, I die laughing at that.
I watched it and then the wifetook off her blindfold.
(09:55):
It just.
I mean, I'm not going snitch.
And she would like, you know,Bob and Weave or whatever.
Yes.
Smack them in the head everytime.
And it's like as soon as theystand up, it hits again and then
they bend over and it's like assoon as they stand.
Oh my God.
Yeah.
So funny.
Yes.
Agreed.
Okay, let's, let's take it backa couple spaces.
We were talking about citytrial.
(10:17):
Yeah.
So there's just all kinds ofstuff.
Well, today, I guess hisassistant, his old assistant.
Went on stand and supposedlyfrom the one guy that like is in
the courtroom that I watch, hesaid that it took a turn for the
worst for Diddy.
Like, it was like, okay.
A very damning, but they didn'tcross examine her yet.
(10:37):
Yeah.
So yeah, that could be, thatcould flip.
Yeah.
So who knows?
That could be whatever.
Dylan and I were talking in thecar.
And again, I said like, there'sno way I would ever go on that
jury.
Right.
They should just listen to usand do it the way we say for
sure the class.
But somebody said that there wastwo girls in the courtroom and I
guess white nail polish issupposed to like be a
(10:58):
representation of the Illuminatior something.
I dunno.
Okay.
But they were doing theIlluminati symbol.
In the courtroom when he turnedaround and he like put his fist
to his chest, like, thank you orsomething to that effect or
mouth.
Thank you.
I'm like, yep, nope, absolutelynot.
I would be faking sick so bad.
Right.
And getting off that day.
No.
Yeah.
I'd be, I'd be gone.
(11:19):
Violent diarrhea.
Yeah.
I would be.
It's what would have to happen.
I need to pause here though.
Okay.
I love white nail polish.
I do too.
I don't know if it's like acertain, like design or like, I
don't know how it, whatever allYeah, okay.
I, I used to get like reallytan, but like and it looks so
good on black people that Yeah.
White with the end, the, thetoenail polish.
(11:41):
Oh, yes.
Mm-hmm.
Okay.
So, yeah.
Lots of stuff gonna come outabout Diddy.
Yeah.
I'm excited.
I want all the details.
I do too.
Did you hear about the wholeSteve Harvey?
Oh, I did.
I heard a little bit that hewas, at the parties, right?
Well, he was at at least oneparty.
Yeah.
And there's at least one videoof Diddy and Steve Harvey
(12:05):
together, and Diddy has beenblackmailing him for like 25
years or 20 years or somethinglike that.
He's a black male, uhhuh.
Yeah.
And now people are like reallypissed at Steve in his comment
section on his TikTok is, I'mgonna have to go diabolical.
(12:25):
Uh, I do not like Steve Harvey.
Okay.
Some things he says are funny,but some are just so scripted
and just so, yeah.
Like I can't stand that.
So, well let's come back tothat.
Okay.
But.
Diddy dated Steve's daughter.
Oh, after the video was made.
(12:47):
Oh, with With Steve.
With him and Steve.
Okay.
Yeah.
And so people are like, youbasically gave your daughter
mm-hmm.
Your daughter to him.
Mm.
And so his comment section iswhat?
Diabolical what?
And they're like, you could havesaved so many people had you
come forward.
Yeah.
Oh, goodness.
Okay.
Because he was a grown man bythat point.
It wasn't like he was one ofthese younger impressionable.
18.
(13:07):
Yeah.
Like in the early twenties, likeRight.
He already had his career.
He was an adult man.
Older than did he?
I'm gonna have to go down thatrabbit trail.
I had other things to dotonight, but I think I'm gonna
be busy.
Did you watch the Cat Williamsinterview?
On.
Shehe or whatever Uhuh, where helike dropped all the bombs.
This was last year.
(13:27):
Okay.
No, it was like the truth iscoming out.
And he said that Steve Harveywas basically like a plant.
Okay, not funny.
And he, yeah.
You know, but, you know, hedoesn't, he does family Feud and
the way he just presentshimself.
The way he'll like lean overthere and talk to them, but look
(13:49):
like he's talking to theaudience is just so mm-hmm.
Ugh.
Yeah.
Just gives me the creeps.
Yeah.
I'm just not a fan.
Yeah.
At all.
I just think he's smarmy and carsalesman ish.
No offense to good car salesmanout there, but just has a a, a
gross vibe to me.
Um, do you like him?
(14:10):
I'm neither here nor there.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I think some of the, and it'smore like the questions Yes.
And the reactions Right.
I think are more funny.
Like, I don't necessarily findhim funny.
Right.
No.
I find it funny when they'relike, name a pie with a fruit in
it, and they're like, pecan, andthey're like, yeah.
What I, that kind of thing.
(14:30):
Don't know how I would do on afamily feud.
I don't know if under pressureI'm normally good under
pressure.
Yeah.
But I think, I don't know.
So Jackson used to have thisthing when he was little.
He loved Family Feud and he usedto have a thing that he had his
team of who was going on there.
And Brian was not on the listand neither was his grandmother.
(14:51):
And Grammy was not on the list,but it was me and Papapa.
Then his aunt Wanda, I can'tremember who else, but he
already had his team.
Papapa was the, the team, theleader of the captain of the,
the ship.
Yeah.
But I, I feel like, see again, Ithink I do good at wipe out.
I think I do good at family.
What can I not do?
You are wonder.
(15:12):
I think I am apparently.
You should mock up some familyif you had questions and ask.
We need a third person to ask.
Yeah, ask us.
I get sucked into these stupidvideos when I can't sleep at
night.
What?
I've never heard this.
And it makes me buy all thesegames.
I've got so many breaking games.
What do you have?
Because I'm like, add to cart.
Do you have a family feud?
(15:34):
No.
Oh.
Um, but I have Well, we couldfind one.
Yeah, they have one.
I just saw there's a, okay, hereme, there we go.
A Harry Potter version of, carsAgainst Humanity.
Shut.
We need to do a game night.
Goodness.
So Girl Night, game Night.
(15:54):
Yes.
Yes.
Okay.
Okay.
Are you hosting?
I can.
Okay.
let's go back one, one time.
Okay.
We've got like, would yourather, there is, I mean,
there's.
Who's most likely to.
So it's like a game.
Yeah.
And you got, everybody has tovote of who is most likely to do
whatever.
I already have the invite listin my head.
Okay.
I'm good.
(16:15):
It got a little out of controlin my head.
I need to taper it down.
There's a lot going on there.
That'd be fun though.
It would still, it.
Okay, so you said everybody gotfired at Ki Wind's.
Oh yeah.
So I don't know what happened.
It said they got rid of all oftheir full-time hourly employees
and they kept seasonal andpart-time employees, which is
(16:38):
super crazy for a lot ofreasons.
Number one, we're going intolike the super pissy season.
Yeah.
And number two, they never haveenough people there anyway.
Yeah.
Things are always broken.
I don't know.
I'm just, something is supersketchy about it.
Right.
They're open all, I mean, prettymuch other than like three
months, right?
They're open all year.
Right.
So, I don't know.
I mean now they have the waterpark too, right?
(17:00):
We talked about this.
They put a bar.
Bad decision, bad decision.
Bad decision.
Bad decision.
Almost as bad as.
Our neighbors are selling theirhouse, like are directly beside
us neighbors.
Oh no.
They're great neighbors.
I love them.
They're not going far, but whenthere's somebody ripe,
especially when we've had.
(17:21):
Have had all that space andthere's gonna be somebody right
there.
I was like, I'm gonna sabotageyour open house.
I was like, I'm gonna put on abikini and come out here and
wash the car and have Jackson'smusic playing loud and have a
ghetto yard sale with like halfbroken things.
I'm gonna do all the things sonobody buys your house.
Get I like the tacky yarddecorations.
(17:42):
Absolutely.
I'm gonna, Ooh, that's another,I need to write that down.
I'm gonna go put out someChristmas decorations.
My mom's husband.
It drives him insane when peopleleave their Christmas lights up
ear round like he ate.
That's the thing now though.
I know he ate like it makes himcrazy.
Makes him bananas.
Well, you know those, It's likea tube of lights and they put'em
(18:06):
on the houses to stay all year.
Yeah.
That doesn't bother me, but likethe icicle lights and all that,
I'm like, come on guys.
Yeah.
Well there's a house right upthe street, that has the
year-round lights and they putthe different colors.
Right.
Like St.
Patrick Day kind, red, white, ared, white and blue, stuff like
that.
I get.
Yeah.
So I get they do do that.
But I mean on like a randommonth where there's not, there's
(18:29):
no ways.
Right, oh my goodness.
That is so funny.
Well, I'm gonna be putting somestuff up in our.
Yard.
Some, some Christmas stuff.
Well, Dylan and I went andwatched Stitch Today.
How was it at the theater?
It was so good.
Was it?
I loved it.
Good.
Dylan loved it.
And like, I just love Stitch Myfavorite.
(18:51):
I've never seen what's the Liloand Stitch Never seen that I.
For live action.
Yeah.
Like sometimes they don't hitRight.
Right.
But this one was so good.
Good.
Yeah.
Brian and I watched, last nightbecause, you know, Jackson's
gone Something fam.
Instant Family with MarkWahlberg Uhhuh I love Mark
Wahlberg, so thinking it'seither gonna be funny or
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actiony.
No, it was like a heartstringthing by the end we were both
like, no.
Yeah, no, it was good based on atrue story.
Didn't know that.
Mm-hmm.
Um, but it was just like,thought was gonna be funny.
There were funny parts, but.
Yeah.
Do you watch cooking shows?
Sometimes.
Okay.
Uh, did you ever watch CutthroatKitchen?
No.
(19:33):
Oh my God.
Best cooking show ever.
Okay.
Get to sabotage each other withlike little mini utensils or
like, so Good.
That sounds fun.
Yeah.
Each start out with Like$10,000or whatever, like get a suitcase
and every sabotage you do, youhave to pay for the sabotage if
you're the last one standing,whatever you have left in your
suitcase is what you go homewith.
Oh, it's so good.
Okay.
So Dylan and I used to watch itwhen he was little.
(19:55):
Yeah.
Like that was his favoritecooking show'cause it's really
funny and sometimes they have tolike.
Pedal a bicycle while they'recook or just goofy things.
Yeah.
And they're doing a reboot of itand I'm so excited.
I'm gonna have to watch thattoo.
'cause that sounds, when you cansabotage people.
I know.
It's not like you're just tryingto win, you're trying to make
everybody else lose.
Yeah.
That's fun.
(20:16):
And then they get back at eachother in the next round.
Oh yeah.
Oh yeah.
So good.
So I started watching SecretLives of Mormon wives.
Oh.
How is it?
Not what I thought it was gonnabe.
Oh, okay.
So I did not know that it was abunch of hot women that were
like, I was thinking Mormons,like they don't wear makeup and
(20:37):
don't cut their hair.
And I think I was thinking Amishpeople.
I like, I was thinking whatever.
And then I was scrolling onTikTok and I can't remember, you
know, Norman, Amish, whatever,potato.
Potato.
I was scrolling on TikTok andone of them had a, we're back
(20:57):
and we're talking aboutwhatever, and I was like, oh,
well who are you and where haveyou been?
And so, you know, went down therabbit hole and saw him and I'm
like, they're all quite lovely.
So I started watching it.
I'm gonna be sucked in.
Are you?
Mm-hmm.
Is it good?
Drama?
Drama?
So they were soft swingers.
Oh, okay, let me back up.
(21:19):
So it was like mom talk.
They started mom talk.
Okay.
It was the group of moms thatwere doing the dances and the
things.
Well then.
There was like six of them.
And apparently it came out thatsome of them were open to
sharing their partners and thenit imploded and like then, then
they weren't friends anymore.
And the talking I work, no, allthe things like one girl outed
(21:42):
them and told everybody aboutthis and they were all like,
like we're Mormons.
We're not supposed to even like,I don't know.
So lots of drama, lots of notAmish people at all.
They weren't making butter.
There was no butter churning.,No hanging up clothes on the
clothes line.
But yeah, I don't know I wasthinking of sister wives'cause
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they're Mormons, right?
I think, I don't really know.
I never watched that either.
Yeah, that's.
So that's been my, my new thinglately is watching, that.
And, I'll keep you posted.
Um, well, because I am so up todate on all my shows, because I
don't sleep at night.
What was it, it's called?
(22:26):
Yes, chef.
And I'm not, I don't even eat.
So like, I don't know why Iwatch cooking shows.
Right.
Um, I do cook, but like I don'teat, so Yeah, it's not good.
When I walked in here today, oh,I made homemade spaghetti.
Woo.
Well, not spaghetti.
I made homemade sauce.
I was still impressed with thesauce though.
It fucking was not pasta.
Have you ever done that?
(22:46):
Um, I, I've been yuckies before.
Say it again.
Yuckies.
I'm impressed.
Yeah.
My grandfather, was fromYugoslavia, like came over from
Yu Yugoslavia.
Okay.
And, so when I was little, hewould make him and my
grandmother would make likehomemade junkies and so he would
(23:07):
have us, I like that word.
I, but I would make likedifferent shapes.
I didn't make like, I was likefive, you were free styling, but
I made them as an adult too.
But yeah.
So one thing that I would likeand we'll get back to whenever
you.
You were gonna say, because mineis way more fun.
But, I would love to travel allover the world pretty much.
And whatever country I'm in, Iwanna do like a cooking class.
(23:27):
That'd be so much fun.
Yeah.
Like I wanna go to Italy andmake the pasta.
Make it the pasta.
I wanna go to Italy'cause I caneat those.
Well, the, yeah, there that too.
Let's go, put it on the list,put it on edit right after all
of our other places that we saidwe're gonna go, that we haven't
been to yet.
Yeah.
We'll get there.
Okay, what were you gonna saybefore interrupt?
Martha Stewart is one of thehost.
(23:49):
Okay.
For that show.
No.
This one.
Yes, chef.
Yes chef.
Okay.
But it's all these chefs thatexplode on people.
Oh.
And they're trying to like reinit in or they're really mean to
like their kitchen staff.
And so all of the people havenominated them to go to get a
hold of their issues.
Oh gosh.
They're trying to make them benice.
Oh my gosh.
(24:10):
So chefs are notoriously angry.
Like they're so, and I, I guessthat, you know, that's their art
and somebody else is performingtheir art and I'm trying to
understand and they get upsetwhen people aren't doing their
art.
Right.
Did I just go blank?
Yeah, absolutely.
I saw it.
I saw what happened.
Yeah.
I'm stopping.
(24:30):
But I think Martha Stewart is sofunny now.
Like I just, oh yeah.
Her with Snoop all the time andOf course, yeah, of course.
Yeah.
They need a cooking showtogether.
Surprised there's not one, likea green one.
I'm surprised there's not one.
There might be, I think therewas a couple of specials that
they did together.
But I like to see'em bake anddecorate things.
(24:50):
Oh.
Yeah, so like the kids bestbaking shows and stuff.
Mm-hmm.
We used to watch that too.
Yeah.
I get sucked into even just liketiktoks when they're decorating
a cake or that royal icing thatthey just like, ah, it's so
satisfying.
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.
Yeah.
Dylan, when he was little, lovedto watch cooking shows with me.
Mm-hmm.
And like we would.
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Every week we would have likeour little schedule of whatever
cooking show was on that day.
That's cute.
There's nothing wrong with that.
So he used to like to cook anddo all the things with him?
Yeah.
Yeah.
in the kitchen.
Nice.
Yeah.
He's ing he still does, right?
He he could, he can.
Yeah.
When he feels like it.
Yeah.
That's good though.
It's a good skill.
He had watched a TikTok one day,one time, and.
(25:33):
Was like, can you take me to thegrocery store?
And I'm like, okay, what are we,what are we doing?
He made like shrimp tacos withlike fresh like pico to Gao.
Like really?
Yeah.
Like the whole shebang.
I don't eat shrimp, but him andBrandon ate it and Brandon said
it was banging it's bang bangshrimp tacos.
I couldn't get my words out.
That's good though.
(25:53):
That's a good life skill for himto have.
Mm-hmm.
You don't clean up after it.
But that's the worst partthough.
I hate cleaning.
I don't mind the cooking.
It's everything else that goesalong.
It's the, it's the making thelist, it's the going shopping,
it's the bringing it in, it'sthe cooking and then the
cleaning.
And by that time you just don'teven wanna eat anything.
Yeah.
Oh, we had talked back and forthabout the Annabelle, Annabelle
(26:16):
doll.
Yeah.
Well, they supposedly found her.
Okay.
Did you see the TikTok?
Yes.
They supposedly found her.
She's supposedly in the museum,but I don't know if they're just
doing that to save face becauseRight.
Let's, let's give the people alittle recap.
Yeah.
So Annabelle was on tour and shegot missing in Texas, was it
Texas?
Mm-hmm.
And, so supposedly they openedthe box to take selfies, and
(26:40):
then when they were packing upto leave, Annabelle was missing
and all I kept picturing,because Annabel is not the
Annabel from the movie, it's araggedy and doll.
Mm-hmm.
All I kept picturing in my headwas.
Well one her like murderingsomebody.
But then, but when I had textedto you and you said Jackson said
she probably Yeah.
Ran away because she's possessedand then I'm just picturing
(27:02):
raggedy in like, yeah, we awobble and down the street well,
and then after.
Okay, so our minds, after I toldyou that, and you.
Responded, all you could pictureis that all I could picture then
was the gingerbread man runningdown the street fast.
As fast can be.
(27:22):
You'll never catch me.
Catch me.
Yeah.
Yes.
Wait, was I saying the wrongthing?
It doesn't matter.
It did.
Yeah.
But yeah, so I just played offof what you said, like our minds
are so twisted.
Yeah.
Lock her up.
Why are they touring with her?
They said don't, move her askingfor punishment.
And I really question, if she'sreally back, could you imagine
(27:47):
like, listen, here's what I'mpicturing, right?
You wake up in the morning andyour blinds are open and there's
a freaking doll staring in yourwindow.
I would throw something at it.
That would do a lot of good.
What am I gonna throw though?
The pillow, I guess.
I mean, I have so many scenariosthat could go wrong.
Yeah.
This doll.
Yeah.
(28:07):
It's a good thing.
I don't sleep so.
Well now I'm thinking, well,what if somebody runs over her
with the car while she's likerunning down the street?
And then are, is she gonna bethen out to get them?
Can she leave the doll andpossess something different?
Oh, I don't.
You know what I mean?
Yeah.
Can she like change?
So did she like get out?
She like hopped to like a teddyruxbin or my buddy.
(28:33):
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Joe.
A transformer.
Oh, I just septic on.
I love transformers.
So do I.
Oh my goodness.
All right.
So am I.
The A-hole.
Yay.
I love these go.
(28:53):
Am I overreacting for callingoff my wedding after my fiance
got drunk, put on my weddingdress and had an accident in it?
So, I love finding wedding, andI did not read this, but I love
finding wedding ones because Iknow you love them.
I do.
I do love them.
And the brides are so insane.
So let's see who we side withhere.
Okay.
(29:13):
Here we go.
This was just a couple weeksago, Uhhuh.
Okay.
This sounds completelyridiculous, but it really
happened and I can't stopthinking about it.
Some people are telling me Icompletely overreacted and I'm
starting to question myself.
I'm 28 and was supposed to getmarried last weekend to my
fiance Nick, who's 30.
We've been together for fouryears.
He's funny and a littleimpulsive, but I always thought
(29:36):
he had good judgment.
He drinks socially, but I'venever seen him totally out of
control until now.
The night before our wedding, Istayed at home with my sister
and two of my bridesmaids for arelaxed night.
Nick went out with hisgroomsmen.
I expected him to come hometipsy at most, around one 30 in
the morning.
He came home absolutely wasted,slurring, stumbling, sweaty.
(29:57):
I was brushing my teeth when Iheard him banging around in the
guest room.
When I went to check, I saw himdragging my wedding dress out of
the closet.
I asked what he was doing and hejust laughed and said he wanted
to see how it felt to be thebride.
I told him to put it back andnot to touch it, but he was not
listening at all right in frontof me.
He stripped down completely andstarted putting on the dress.
(30:20):
He could barely get it over hisbody and kept tripping over the
train.
I didn't know what to say.
Then he dropped to the floor andthe dress still laughing.
Then he went quiet, looked up atme with this panic face and
said, oh no.
A few seconds later, he had anaccident, diarrhea.
(30:42):
It soaked through the back ofthe dress and onto the carpet.
The smell was immediate andoverwhelming.
I stood there in shock while hestarted crying.
I'm picturing big, burly, hairydude crying in a wedding dress
with shit all over it.
(31:06):
He snorted back in.
I stood there in shock while hestarted crying and tried to get
out of the dress, which onlymade more of a mess.
(31:27):
It was all over the fabric, thefloor, and him.
I told him to get in the showerand I left.
I drove straight to my mom'shouse and didn't take any of his
calls.
The next morning I caught offthe wedding.
Since then, Nick has apologizedover and like, what is he
telling people?
Nick has apologized over andover.
(31:50):
Uhhuh.
Why did she take a video?
Right?
Fixer.
It didn't happen, girl.
I mean, she was probably like,is this real?
Sorry.
No, don't apologize.
Nick's.
Nick's the one.
Since then, Nick has apologizedover and over.
He said he blacked out andbarely remembers.
What happened?
(32:11):
His family is furious with meand says, I'm throwing away a
great relationship over adrunken mistake.
Stinky and disgusting drunkenmistake.
I dunno if I could like l Okay,go ahead.
Okay.
Some of my friends agree andthink I should have postponed
instead of canceling.
Even my maid of honor said Imight be letting emotions take
(32:31):
over and that it wasn'tunforgivable.
But I feel like something brokethat night.
Yeah.
I her, I didn't just feeldisgusted.
I felt disrespected.
The dress wasn't just expensive.
It was important to me andsymbolize something.
(32:52):
I cannot unsee what happened.
That's the part that's where Iwas going.
Like I don't know if I could beintimate.
Yeah.
After that.
Like I, no, you know, like, likewhen a baby has a blowout?
Yeah.
Like that.
That's what we're picturing.
I'm like, ew.
Yeah.
Yeah.
A hundred percent.
I can, uh, unsee what happened.
I can't laugh about it or moveon.
(33:12):
I got you.
I can laugh about it.
Handle.
Yeah.
Like it's just one bad night.
I don't know how to look at himthe same way.
Am I overreacting for callingoff the wedding?
Okay.
Before the update, let's chat.
I you gotta live with it likenobody else does.
So if you are not feeling it,then you do.
You like, that's, that's likelong decision.
(33:33):
Yeah, well, kind of.
Right.
But yeah, I don't disagree, soI, yeah.
I'm not judging you for callingoff the wedding.
That's pretty gross.
Yeah.
The next day was soon.
It was.
I like to say I probablywould've still gotten married,
been pissed, but probablywould've gotten married in a
different dress.
(33:53):
Like I would have wrapped myselfin a white bed sheet or
something.
I don't know.
I just did it say, I feel likethat was extreme.
Bachelor and bachelorette partyshouldn't do the night before
our wedding anyway.
Yeah.
No, no.
You know what though?
Like I would, that's something Iwould do.
I would've been like, no peaceout.
Yeah.
A wedding is so much.
It is work.
(34:13):
And it's like all, a lot of itfalls on the woman.
Yeah.
And so here's my thing that Iagree with her on.
It's not the disgusting stuff.
I mean, that's gross, but, youknow, life happens.
It's the.
If that dress was important toher and the well, obviously it
was.
Right.
Yeah.
And the wedding important, thenhe should have the respect of
(34:37):
that stuff to not do that.
Yeah.
That's what I don't like.
Right.
It's that he disrespectedsomething that was important to
her.
Yeah.
I'm not mad at her for that.
Now as far as.
He kind of even like ripped thedress and I would've been, I
mean, I would've been livid,like there's no fixing that.
Yeah.
By the time, the night before.
Yeah.
You wanna do the update?
Mm-hmm.
(34:57):
Okay.
so this is update the next day.
Hi again.
First off, thank you to everyonewho responded.
I didn't expect the level ofattention my post got, and
honestly, reading their repliesmade me feel less alone.
Some people told me I was rightto call it off.
Others said it was a terriblemistake but not unforgivable.
Both sides helped me see thesituation more clearly.
I spoke to Nick this morning notfor closure, not for a big
(35:20):
emotional talk, just to returnsome things and check in about
logistics since everything'sbeen canceled, but we ended up
sitting down and talkingforever.
An hour.
He apologized again.
Sincerely, he didn't try todefend himself or shift blame.
He told me he didn't remembereverything clearly, but nosy
came home wasted, saw the dress,and in his words, thought it
would be funny or meaningful orsomething.
(35:40):
Okay, timeout.
I could see.
Sometimes when I'm drinking, Ithink some, and I know I'm not
alone.
Get a little carried away.
Yeah.
And I think something's gonna befunny or go over really well and
it crosses a line.
I, but this is totally off therails.
Yeah.
This isn't crossing the line.
(36:01):
This is just, this isn't justpulling it out and like, right.
Look at me.
Yeah.
Or like a little, you know, theveil, whatever, like playing
with that.
This is.
Stripping down, putting it on.
Okay.
He didn't mean to ruin thedress.
He didn't mean to humiliate me,but he did and he knows that.
(36:22):
He said he's ashamed of whathappened and how outta control
he let himself get.
He also admitted this wasn't thefirst time his drinking led to
something bad.
He said this was a wake up calland that he's gonna stop
drinking entirely.
I didn't even know he had aproblem.
The thing is, I still care abouthim.
We were supposed to get married.
I didn't walk away from someoneI didn't love, but something
inside me cracked that night andit hadn't healed.
(36:43):
I don't know if it will.
I know it sounds superficial tosome people, but for me it was a
symbol of our future of theperson I thought I was marrying
and watching him defile it inthat state, whether on purpose
or by accident change something.
Def file.
I get where she's coming fromthough.
Shut up.
Not growing up in a, I'm not,I've been trying to figure out
(37:07):
if that one night should be theend of four years together, but
it's not really just that night,is it?
It's what it revealed and how hehandled the stress about how far
he let himself go, about how Ifelt standing in that room
watching someone I love becomealmost unrecognizable.
I haven't made a final decisionyet.
Technically, the wedding isstill canceled, but the
(37:27):
relationship isn't officiallyover.
We're on kind of an emotionalpause, I guess.
He says he wants to make thingsright and maybe he will.
Maybe with time I want to tryagain, but right now I feel like
I'm grieving something thatended and I don't know if I'm
ready to build it back fromscratch.
So I guess now I'm asking am Ioverreacting if I walk away from
this completely?
No, it's your life decision.
Yeah.
I mean, you can walk away forany reason.
(37:48):
Right.
Like, it, it, it could be that,he chews with his mouth open and
it annoys you.
Like, do you wanna live withoutthe rest of your life?
Right.
Right, right.
I a hundred percent agree.
You gotta, you're the one thathas to live with that decision.
Right.
It sounds a bit extreme when youstart, like when we started out
with it, but it's really notbecause it's more to her than
(38:09):
just him having an accident.
I was trying to not make yougiggle.
Did not succeed.
It's, it's more than that.
It's the respect, it's the, Imean, I know she's humiliated.
Mm-hmm.
I mean, she's telling herfriends.
And I'm not a big enough personto try to protect them.
(38:30):
Mm-hmm.
If we broke up, I'd be tellingeverybody again, I video.
Yeah.
Um, camera would've been pulledout.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah.
Live on all the Yeah.
Yeah.
You would be.
I having all the followers rightnow.
My God.
Um, so you make your decision.
I don't think you're a jerk.
I think you do.
You boo.
(38:50):
Yeah.
I don't think you're the, a-holeat all.
And I don't think you're the,a-hole if you decide to walk
away completely.
Mm-hmm.
I don't have to live with a man.
You would have to.
And if you don't want to livewith a man for the rest of your
life, then don't.
Yeah.
People break up for less.
They do.
They do, but they also overlookmore.
Yeah.
So I mean, it's whatever you canlive with.
(39:10):
Right.
That was a good one though.
I do like wedding ones.
I know you do.
I just saw the title and I hadnot read any of it.
Mm-hmm.
And I saw the title, I'm like,yep.
You're like, this is the one.
That's it.
Mm-hmm.
Mm-hmm.
Well, I think we're gonna do ourbook.
Yes.
So if you're not a bookie, youcan bounce Peace out yo.
And we'll talk to you soon.
We love you though.
We love you.
And please listen or tell, tell.
(39:31):
Nope.
No, don't do that.
We'll, well, I mean do it, butyou've already done it.
Please tell your friends andleave us a review.
We would love for you to dothat.
And have a great rest of yourweek.
Yep.
Bye y'all.
Bye.
Okay.
So, hey, our real friends, don'ttell the others, but you're our
favorites.
Okay, so we read The Quiet Girlby SF Cosa.
(39:52):
Yes.
Okay.
Got a blurb of a blurb.
Well, it's just a little linethat Chay BT gave me today.
Perfect.
A new wife disappears, leavingbehind her rings and a mystery
her husband never saw coming,done, done, done.
I mean, but that like reallyencompasses everything.
Yeah.
Okay.
Let's go ahead and say all thespoilers.
Okay.
We're gonna have them, welltrigger warning and trigger
(40:12):
warnings.
There is, inappropriate.
Child relations, relations.
There is sa yes.
There's self-harm.
There was like physical abuse.
There was, suicide.
Yeah.
Um, all right.
Yeah, I think those are all ofthem.
A a lot of, a lot of'em in thisone.
(40:32):
Yeah.
So trigger warning, if youhaven't read it.
And murder.
And murder, um, but I'm assumingthat you read it because you're
here, so there you go.
So this book totally took me ona ride a hundred percent.
It was.
I know we don't wanna swear, butit was a mind fact.
(40:53):
Um, I never ever would haveguessed the ending.
And it kept giving you twistsand turns like it kept you
guessing.
I'm still confused.
Okay so I really liked thisbook.
So did I, even though I'm kindof unclear.
Okay.
All right.
Well, so we had two kind of twopoints of views.
We had Alex's the husband'smm-hmm.
Point of view.
Mm-hmm.
And then we had.
(41:14):
The new wife's book.
Yeah.
That she wrote, under adifferent pen name or whatever,
but it was like basically herlife story.
Yes.
So that was a bit like weird.
Yes, it was di It was verydifferent.
Very different I've ever read inthat type of e very.
Very different because you arereading it from her perspective,
(41:36):
but you're living it too.
Mm-hmm.
Okay, so here's where I'mconfused.
Okay.
Who was Mina?
That's the wife.
The new wife.
Not the wife.
That's the author.
I thought she died.
She did.
How's he holding her hand?
At the very end of the book, hesays he's at like the very last
line when he is making thedecision.
I know if he's gonna release herbook or not.
(41:58):
You know, the, um, editor waslike, do you want to release
this book or not?
And he's like, I don't know.
It's, do you know what I'mtalking about?
Mm-hmm.
He's like, so holding me in thishand.
I go in to make this decision.
How did that happen?
Well, I don't think like hemeant like.
Physically holding it.
I think it was like, I'm tooliteral.
You can't give me these thingsI've said before.
(42:21):
I need things to be laid out.
Exactly.
Word for word.
And none of these, what, what isthat called?
Is that an Alec Gordon?
I don't know what it is.
Don't do it though.
I, I thought, whose hand is heholding?
Okay.
No, I, I think it was like.
Just a figure of Just likesaying Yeah, metaphorically.
(42:41):
Yeah.
He is going forward with her.
Yeah.
Well, okay.
I'm not confused anymore thisbook.
Okay.
So had a lot of characters,uhhuh, it had some characters
that didn't really exist.
And I had a character withmultiple names.
(43:02):
Okay.
Well that, and that's because wewere reading her book that she
wrote.
Yes.
Within the book.
Yes.
Okay.
I just confused myself.
Yeah.
Okay.
So you had like made upcharacters in the book, then you
had like the real lifecharacters, but were just named
differently than the real lifecharacters.
So did she really have thiscondition that made her like
blackout then?
I believe so, I think that themom eventually admitted it.
(43:24):
And so she would then create adifferent persona for herself
with a different name.
Mm-hmm.
And that confused me for aminute.
Mm-hmm.
I mean, I followed what wasgoing on, not as confusing for
me as the holding hand thing,but, because he also went to go
see the guy, the bar, the guyfrom the bar Escobar or
something like that.
Yeah.
Is that his name?
Something like that.
Um, right.
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And they said, what name did youknow her as?
Yes.
So the wife had this conditionwhere she would just pretty much
just have amnesia, right.
And it was a trauma response.
Mm-hmm.
And she would just make up awhole new person and disappear
for months at a time and live alife that she could not fill in
(44:05):
the pieces for.
Right.
It was just a wild ride.
The whole entire book was likeup and down.
You didn't No, no.
Characters in this book werereliable, like, right?
That nobody was safe?
No.
No.
Um, you didn't know whichdirection mm-hmm.
The next twist was coming from.
Mm-hmm.
And I mean, at the end of thebook, like the last 30 minutes
(44:26):
or so, yeah.
You get like.
Four twists.
It was so much.
And so, you know, I love theunpredictable.
Yes, we, we do like that.
And it was so unpredictable.
I had to listen to it again andmake sure I had the character
right.
Mm-hmm.
So it was the neighbor, nextdoor neighbor.
So the mom had an affair withthe next door neighbor.
(44:46):
Mm-hmm.
And for him to not like, spillthe beans and tell everybody
mm-hmm.
That they had this affair.
He wanted to teach Mina chess.
Mm-hmm.
Which was not chess.
It was bad things.
Yes.
And so.
Mina comes back, tries to poisonhim just like she poisoned the
(45:08):
character in her book.
Mm-hmm.
The wife, comes home during thisand thinks that Mina is trying
to seduce her husband againmm-hmm.
As she called it again.
Mm-hmm.
Right.
Um, instead of recognizing whatactually occurred.
Right.
She pissed me off.
I'm the same she.
Like the way she was screamingat the end of the book about
(45:31):
how, you know, the, so Alex andMina's dad mm-hmm.
Were trying to convince her,like rationalize with her what
had happened.
And she is so, she, she was 18,she knew what she was doing and
dah, dah, dah.
And they're like, it startedwhen she was 12.
Yeah.
Like.
(45:52):
I just wanted to Yeah.
Crawl through hoopla andstrangle her.
Same.
But you're right.
There were so many twists.
You suspect everybody.
Mm-hmm.
Except for the person it was.
Yeah.
Um, because I thought it wasAlex.
Of course, you know, everybodyalways assumes it's the husband.
You know, you start off withthat and then you're think, oh,
it's her stepdad.
(46:13):
Did you ever think it was, Ithink it was a stepdad in the
book.
It was her real dad in reallife.
Yeah.
Um, I did start questioning it.
Right.
And then I thought, well, maybeit was her mom.
Right.
And I was gonna be like, this isgonna be one of the most twisted
books we've ever read.
Because, you know, normally youdo suspect it to be a male.
Mm-hmm.
Who essays?
Um, yeah.
(46:34):
But her mom still was complicit.
Well, I, I, and I didn't meanthat essay.
I haven't, like the mom thatmurdered, I thought The murdered
the murdered oh, oh oh.
Because they were so like casualand laid back about Yeah.
Her being missing.
Yeah.
Never in a million years.
No expected.
The neighbor.
No wife.
No.
It was crazy.
It was a crazy book.
(46:55):
Yeah.
That would be a good movie.
It would be a really good movie.
I.
That'd be a really good movie.
Get on that.
Well, and then I thought it wasgonna take like a, a gone girl
twist, right?
Mm-hmm.
Like before we found out she wasreally dead, like I thought
Right.
That I was, I was not expectingher to be dead.
Yeah.
I mean, the, they never tellyou, you just know she's
missing.
Mm-hmm.
And you know, she's been, youthink she's been cited, you
(47:16):
know, all the whatever.
I never thought she was dead.
Mm-hmm.
Until right at the end.
Right.
It was very good.
It was so good.
Okay, so one more, one morequestion.
I.
What happened to her mom?
She just was in the other housewhen all this was going on.
She, I just She never came over?
No, she just sat in her house,um, like mortified and when they
(47:38):
came back in Yeah.
She said, I heard a shot, andthat was it.
Okay.
I, I didn't miss anything there.
That's all that okay.
Yeah, she was cuckoo choo.
They all were.
Yeah.
They really were.
They really were.
Well, you grade it.
Oh, I'd give it a nine-ish.
Same.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Next, well, the next book thatwe had on our list is no longer
available on Hoopla.
Oh, it's not?
(47:58):
'cause I, it told me that I wasout of borrows.
Oh.
Well I had to black out on ourlike spreadsheet, so I just went
to the next one.
Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Which is, she was the quiet one.
That's the one that, um, I'm ata borrows for.
Okay.
So, uh.
This one looks good.
Go ahead and tell us about it.
Okay.
For Rose E.
Knight, enrolling in aprestigious New England boarding
school is the opportunity of alifetime.
(48:19):
But for rose's, vulnerable twinsister Bell Odell Academy is a
place of temptation and danger.
When Bell falls in with a crowdof wild, rich kids who pressure
her into hazing rose, thesister's relationship is
shattered.
Rose turns to her dorm mother,Sarah Donovan, for advice, But
Belle turns to Sarah's husband,Heath, a charismatic and
ambitious teacher.
(48:40):
Is Heath trying to help Bill ortake advantage of her.
In a world of privilege,seduction, and manipulation,
only one sister will live totell the truth.
Sounds really interesting.
I, I know you like, like theboarding school.
I do, I do.
And I'm wondering, is it liketaking place in old, like I
don't think so.
I think it's new.
Oh, okay.
Yeah.
I'm fascinated by, I'mfascinated by stuff that I've
(49:02):
never lived.
Yeah.
I, I am, am fact.
I'm fascinated by the rich andyeah, that again, things I've
never lived.
There's a lot of, uh, a lot ofpieces in here that this thing,
I feel like they're in England.
Well, new New England.
Yeah, same thing.
And they're rich boarding schooland the twin thing.
Yeah.
(49:22):
Trifecta.
Yeah, absolutely.
Cool.
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