Through A Glass Darkly

Is the UFO / UAP “phenomenon” a lifeform that auto-initiates contact, hijacks consciousness, and hides behind religious archetypes? Researcher Nathaniel Gillis returns to Through A Glass Darkly to unpack isotope-odd “gifting,” sigils that reappear through tattoos and skin grafts, parasitic mimicry, CE5 auto-initiations, Thelema / Crowley links, Marian apparitions, the Collins Elite, and why the intelligence may resist disclosure by...

Researcher Anthony Peake returns to explore whether consciousness is running a time-loop “Groundhog Day”—and why NDEs, DMT entities, Grays, egregores, and the Daemon/Eidolon may be facets of the same phenomenon. Plus: Servants of the Light, Crowley’s Lam, Priestley’s time plays, Ouspensky’s recurrence, and the practical purpose of the “perfect game” of life.

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Best-selling author and consciousness researcher Anthony Peake joins Sean to explore a provocative model of reality—where deja vu, near-death experiences (NDEs), migraine aura, and temporal lobe epilepsy reveal how mind and matter intertwine. Peake traces a throughline from glial/astroglial networks to the double-slit experiment, Wheeler’s delayed choice, quantum entanglement, and a holographic, information-based universe.

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“Disclosure” isn’t the plan—it’s reactive containment. Researcher Steve Mera joins me to lay out why the system feeds us drip-drip narratives while the real story—data, not belief—moves behind SCIF doors. We dig into Project Blue Book’s PR, Brookings-era conditioning, and why any true reveal must include the “forbidden” layers: paranormal, occult, and consciousness.

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Researcher Steve Mera returns to argue that “reality” is a programmable construct—and that cracks in the system are about to go public. We dig into claims of quantum imaging, non-human intelligence (NHI), waveform collapse, bloodline effects, and why AI could become an “open cockpit” for NHI. Steve also outlines why independent teams (outside legacy government programs) are preparing to reveal what they’re seeing beyond the veil.

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Esoteric scholar Mark Stavish returns to unpack what initiation really means, interior awakening, and how disciplined practice, ethics, and community protect seekers from spiritual materialism and psychic pitfalls. Mark outlines practical gateways and Hermeticism’s roots.

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Mark Stavish unpacks how egregores are created, weaponized, and sustained. We explore practical psychic hygiene, the hijacking of spiritual movements by politics, and how real practice aims at continuity of consciousness.

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Dr. Jason Jorjani returns to probe why “the phenomenon” resists disclosure—ranging from Prometheus-as-Lucifer archetypes to suppression of breakthrough tech, temporal manipulation, and why UAPs cluster around nuclear sites. We dig into Atlantis, Promethean rebellion, Setian reinterpretations, Tesla’s mystery airships, alleged Astoria/Waldorf networks, Iran’s nuclear saga, and the unsettling possibility that some “contact” is perfor...

Researcher–philosopher Jason Jorjani joins us to explain why the phenomenon resists disclosure—and how it can manipulate perception, tech, and even our models of reality. We dig into an ultraterrestrial / control-system framework and the unsettling idea that some contact experiences may be staged to maintain social control. We also explore his two-source model (overlords vs. a trickster/cosmic AI), psionics, and why cultivating psi...

Author Adam Butler returns to unpack his week at the Monroe Institute—what the Gateway Experience is, how Hemi-Sync/binaural beats feel in practice, and why group work, silence, and structure can nudge you toward out-of-body/expanded-state experiences.If this helped, please like, subscribe, and share with someone who needs hope today.

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Author Adam Butler ( Butler’s DMT Field Guide ) shares a raw, unfiltered account of hitting rock bottom—then rebuilding his life through sobriety, shadow work, and carefully guided psychedelic experiences. We cover psilocybin vs. DMT, endogenous DMT, Carl Jung’s shadow, travel-as-reset (Redwoods, Humboldt/Eureka), and the moment a single insight—“be here now”—changed everything. This is not medical advice; it’s one person’s story m...

Researcher Nathaniel Gillis returns to explain why, in his view, “the phenomenon” resists disclosure—and how it can manipulate perception, tech, and even our models of reality. We dig into an ultraterrestrial framework, alleged retaliation against investigators, and the unsettling idea that some “contact” experiences may be performative theater designed to maintain control.If this resonates, like/subscribe for more long-form conver...

Michael Lee returns to unpack years of out-of-body exploration: encounters with nonhuman intelligences, why many appear “humanoid,” and how a “universal translator” seems to glitch on proper names. We dive into Monroe Focus 35+, soul retrievals, the “lower astral” vs. higher planes, and how to tell dreams from true astral experiences (including the infamous astral “smell”). Michael also shares evidence for multiple time streams (in...

Michael Lee is a government scientist with a PhD in Physical Chemistry by day—and explores lucid dreaming, out-of-body experiences (OBEs), and soul retrievals by night. In this wide-ranging conversation, we cover how AI is transforming science (from protein design to materials and cybersecurity) and then dive deep into the astral: retrievals, lower vs. higher planes, Monroe’s Focus 27 “Park,” shape-shifting entities, and what non-h...

In this episode, Sean Mahoney, remote viewer, analyst, and board member of the International Remote Viewing Association (IRVA) shares his fascinating journey—from an engineer and skeptic to a practitioner deeply involved in remote viewing, analysis, and training with the Future Forecasting Group.Sean reveals how personal paranormal experiences with his daughter opened the door to the psychic and spiritual realms, eventually leading...

In this mind-bending conversation, Sean and Chris discuss whether the phenomenon is extraterrestrial, interdimensional, or part of Gaia’s own superorganism. They explore the possibility that nation-states, planets, and even galaxies may be conscious macro-organisms—and how this ties into UAP encounters, near-death experiences, and telepathy research.Chris shares how his worldview shifted after hearing David Fravor’s account of the ...

Retired F-16 fighter pilot Chris Lehto shares his journey from the Air Force Academy to flying F-16s around the world—including Korea, Italy, and Turkey—and his deep dive into UAP research after retiring from the military. He recounts investigating the famous Kumburgaz UFO videos, his encounters with skeptics and whistleblowers, and the larger patterns of government secrecy and disinformation.The discussion also explores cycles of ...

What if ghosts, cryptids, demons, and even aliens are not what we think they are—but carefully crafted illusions projected by an ancient, manipulative intelligence?In this mind-bending conversation, Sean Patrick Hazlett and Nathaniel Gillis explore how this intelligence manipulates belief, rewrites perceptions, and may even inhabit a reality outside our own—slipping in and out at will.

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Two terrifying encounters — years apart — reveal the strange overlap between UFO phenomena and military operations.In one incident, witnesses in Delaware spot a tic-tac UFO streaking across the sky with a special operations helicopter in hot pursuit, flying dangerously low over the treetops. In another, a young boy at a drive-in theater locks eyes with a Gray alien in the shadows… before blacking out and awakening with missing time...