u-haulers | A Lesbian Podcast

u-haulers | A Lesbian Podcast

When ”one fun night” changes your whole life... A podcast born in quarantine and the blueprint we took with us when we emerged.

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June 26, 2025 49 mins

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Just in time for The Ultimatum: Queer Love Season 2 premiere, we sit down with the one and only YOLY from Season One—and trust us, she’s not holding back. From the emotional whirlwind of reality TV to what life has looked like after the cameras stopped rolling, this is the conversation fans have been waiting for. Whether you were Team Mal, Team Xander, or just Team Chaos… you’re going to want to hear Yoly’s side.


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In this episode, Heidi and Loydeen team up once more with Ann Russo, a psychotherapist and religious trauma expert, to tackle a Christianity quiz and see how their beliefs have shifted over the years. From strict church teachings to cosmic curiosity, they laugh, cringe, and even panic a little when Loydeen has an existential crisis mid-quiz—turns out, finding out there might be no hell can really mess with your head! ...

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This week on U-Haulers, we sit down with Anne Russo—licensed psychotherapist, founder of AMR Therapy, and an expert in religious trauma. Anne shares her wildly unique upbringing with a gay dad, his partner, and her mom in what would now be called a lavender marriage—while later pursuing a master’s in religious studies and studying alongside actual nuns. We dive deep into how queerness, spirituality, and purity culture...

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Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of religious trauma, sexual shame, and the long-term effects of being raised in purity culture.

Heidi’s usually calm and collected—unless you bring up weaponized religion and judgment. Then it’s game over! So if you ever wanted to hear Heidi get angry…this is the episode to listen to.

In this raw and revealing episode, Heidi and Loydeen open up about the deep scars left...

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March 20, 2025 44 mins

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After the most AWKWARD conversation EVER, I finally saw my Ex and Heidi rejoins the conversation to talk about how it impacted us!

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U-haulers dives deep into the messy, heartfelt, and often chaotic world of queer relationships. In this episode, Psychologist Carina DeWaard joins us to unpack the emotional rollercoaster of Loydeen revisiting her ex with Heidi’s blessing. Is closure really a thing, or are they opening Pandora’s box? We explore the risks, the psychology, and the U-Haul tendencies that make past breakups anything but simple.


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Podcast Episode Synopsis: Breaking the Cycle: The One Tool That Changed Everything


In this quick episode, I explain what happened when I sat down with a psychologist who helped me uncover the hidden patterns that kept me attracting people with a fear of commitment. We dive deep into the psychology behind this cycle, why it happens, how it feeds on itself, and most importantly, the one powerful tool that finally br...

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What I learned from a therapist!! And what my Ex said that blew me away! Loydeen learns about herself and what that led her to attract in her past (part 2 of 3)

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Loydeen goes solo to share her processing after her talks with Heidi and her ex. (Part 1 of 3)

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January 10, 2025 12 mins

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The second half of Heidi and Loydeen’s conversation about the options Heidi would like Loydeen to consider in helping her to feel chosen in the relationship, and Loydeen’s decision. 

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Heidi joins in to give her side and explains what options she presented Loydeen with to move forward in their relationship in regards to the ex returning.

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THE Ex, the one that got away, the one I thought I was going to marry comes back & Heidi & I have to have a serious talk about what this means for us. Part 2

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December 11, 2024 21 mins

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When “THE EX”…the one that got away, the one you planned on marrying comes back…part 1 

#ex #theonethatgotaway #exgirlfriend #theex #lesbiancouple #uhaulers 

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November 14, 2024 70 mins

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A new season! Loydeen and Heidi discuss the 2024 election results and their hopes/fears for the future. Is biting your tongue and swallowing the pain the only way to have peace?

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August 10, 2023 25 mins

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 Loydeen and Heidi talk Taylor Swift concert, Gabby Windey, a drag queen that has topped the Christian Music charts and the Golden Bachelor... I mean, what's left to talk about, really? 

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Who would be your trial marriage choice in The Ultimatum: Queer Love, what we love about the entire cast & why we think this show stood out from other reality TV shows (including other Queer ones.) #queerpodcast #queeryoutuber #ultimatum #netflix #uhaulers #xander #yoli #mal #mildred #aussie #lexi #rae #sam #tiff #aussieandsam

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July 12, 2023 68 mins

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In one of her first podcasts, Xander SPILLS THE TEA from her home in Hawaii after The Ultimatum Queer Love Reunion. Don't. Miss. It. We got the dirt!!

#queerpodcast #Xander #queerlove #Ultimatum #reality tv #netflix #kineticcasting #uhaulers #queercouple #queerchannel

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November 4, 2022 14 mins

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Who would have thought shopping for a wedding dress could be so dangerous!!

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Join us for our special guest Rocky Roggio, the producer/director of "1946 The Movie"
We were so excited for this interview after learning about this ground breaking film. 

Rocky recounts the story of a young seminary student who challenged the translation of two Greek words into the word "Homosexual." Even though the translation committee actually responded and admitted that this was ...

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July 1, 2022 42 mins

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Behind the scenes of Heidi's hot air balloon proposal.

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