All Episodes

September 9, 2025 141 mins

Rosalinde Heiml was born in 1963 in southern Germany. At 20, she moved to Italy to work. In 1985, at 22, she met Guru Meher Singh, the ashram leader in Rome, to become his yoga student.

In February 1986, Yogi Bhajan visited Rome and ordered her to come to the U.S. Despite her very limited English, and internal hesitation, she quit her job and left L.A. After two weeks in Los Angeles, she left for Ram Dass Puri and joined the Ladies' camp in New Mexico.

Back in Rome, she traveled with Guru Meher and his brother’s family to the European Yoga Festival in Loches, France. Afterwards, they got married and her name was changed to Guru Meher Kaur. As the ashram director’s wife in Rome, she was expected to embody the perfect Sikh woman, so in 1989, her husband sent her to the Hamburg Germany Ashram to be trained by Tarn Taran Kaur.

Just two years after the birth of her son they abruptly left 3HO in 1993. Guru Meher Singh continued to teach a KY hybrid style of yoga in Italy, and became a sort of "Family Guru”. She gave birth to her daughter in 1995 and nine years later in 2011, she finally divorced. With professional support from trauma therapists affiliated with anti-violence centers in Munich and Venice, she began her journey toward freedom and self-discovery..

In June 2024, after reading Under the Yoga Mat, she contacted Els Coenen and started sharing her story of abuse. This helped her prepare for this interview.

Rosalinde is currently involved in legal cases to regain her freedom and achieve peace. These days, she rents out a studio to tourists in Venice, which brings her great satisfaction. She hopes to keep pursuing her passions, especially arts and design, and maybe write a book.

Song: Joan Baez Donna Donna

Spotify Playlist: Uncomfortable Conversations 3HO Playlist:

Conversations You Can Feel is a reader-supported publication. To receive new posts and support my work, consider becoming a free or paid subscriber.

Resources mentioned in this episode:

Conversations You Can Feel: www.gurunischan.substack.com

https://abuse-in-kundalini-yoga.com/

Under the Yoga Mat: The Dark History of Kundalini Yoga

The Cultish Nature of Kundalini Yoga

The Banality of Evil: Hannah Arendt and the Final Solution

The Lost Bread by Edith Bruck

Palestinian solidarity and resource links:

https://bdsmovement.net/campaigns

https://electronicintifada.net/

The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine by Illan Pappe

The Hundred Years’ War on Palestine by Rashid Khalidi

@eyeonpalestine

https://sumudpod.com/

Please Contribute to this publication by making a one time or monthly contribution.

Don’t miss another episode by SUBSCRIBING to Conversations You Can Feel Podcasts & Publishings. Stay tuned for more musings on provocative and taboo topics hiding in plain sight.

To be a guest on the podcast, please send an email to GN@GuruNischan.com w/ Subject Line: UCPBCC

GuruNischan is a writer, pleasure activist, and consultant for high achievers in transitions after loss. To learn more about her inner reinvention work, you can join her Inner Orbit Monthly and subscribe to GuruNischan.com to stay connected.



Get full access to Conversations You Can Feel at gurunischan.substack.com/subscribe
Mark as Played

Advertise With Us

Popular Podcasts

Stuff You Should Know
Ruthie's Table 4

Ruthie's Table 4

For more than 30 years The River Cafe in London, has been the home-from-home of artists, architects, designers, actors, collectors, writers, activists, and politicians. Michael Caine, Glenn Close, JJ Abrams, Steve McQueen, Victoria and David Beckham, and Lily Allen, are just some of the people who love to call The River Cafe home. On River Cafe Table 4, Rogers sits down with her customers—who have become friends—to talk about food memories. Table 4 explores how food impacts every aspect of our lives. “Foods is politics, food is cultural, food is how you express love, food is about your heritage, it defines who you and who you want to be,” says Rogers. Each week, Rogers invites her guest to reminisce about family suppers and first dates, what they cook, how they eat when performing, the restaurants they choose, and what food they seek when they need comfort. And to punctuate each episode of Table 4, guests such as Ralph Fiennes, Emily Blunt, and Alfonso Cuarón, read their favourite recipe from one of the best-selling River Cafe cookbooks. Table 4 itself, is situated near The River Cafe’s open kitchen, close to the bright pink wood-fired oven and next to the glossy yellow pass, where Ruthie oversees the restaurant. You are invited to take a seat at this intimate table and join the conversation. For more information, recipes, and ingredients, go to https://shoptherivercafe.co.uk/ Web: https://rivercafe.co.uk/ Instagram: www.instagram.com/therivercafelondon/ Facebook: https://en-gb.facebook.com/therivercafelondon/ For more podcasts from iHeartRadio, visit the iheartradio app, apple podcasts, or wherever you listen to your favorite shows. Learn more about your ad-choices at https://www.iheartpodcastnetwork.com

Dateline NBC

Dateline NBC

Current and classic episodes, featuring compelling true-crime mysteries, powerful documentaries and in-depth investigations. Follow now to get the latest episodes of Dateline NBC completely free, or subscribe to Dateline Premium for ad-free listening and exclusive bonus content: DatelinePremium.com

Music, radio and podcasts, all free. Listen online or download the iHeart App.

Connect

© 2025 iHeartMedia, Inc.