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Yo, what up? What up? We're y'all, it's not how far we are from our band.
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We're gonna send up this one to thank everybody for tuning in the episode 2, showing my love.
We're gonna be reposting down low and down low and down low and down low.
Yo, yo, yo, this is Marty from We Got The Mud.
Talk song.
And the piggyback off with not saying I'm like, I wanna thank everybody for listening and
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reposting critique.
And just giving this advice down low and all that good.
So thank you, it truly appreciate it.
And y'all given us feedback, make us one do more.
So if y'all like what you hear, if y'all like what you hear,
just keep it up and be more keep on going for y'all.
I'm sounding your ears when I'll be disappointed man, we're all right.
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And listen, man. So we're gonna get into episode 3.
Yeah, I'm saying.
Like I know about episode 3.
Let them know it's called family and friends name and my meaning of that family
but conference and friends become family.
Hey, second.
But I'm all in staying everything too y'all.
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So get ready, mate.
Grab your motherfucking popcorn.
Which way you're full?
Yeah, you're ready, bro.
All right, bro.
So before we get started, right?
What?
Do you want to know?
Like, what is a six song?
But it's not like, toxic enough and better.
That hurt me too.
Oh yeah, by the way, I need to know how many y'all went back.
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Listen, the next two posts.
So and I told you what he said in the beginning.
They're man, wow.
It's not a six song but it's like a crazy dirty making song.
It's baby face, soon as I get home.
He said, he's gonna cook, clean, bi or, bi or clothes, pay her rent.
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And that's not even his chick.
And what does that say?
And the song, no, it's not his chick.
This is some else of John.
Oh, no, hold on, hold on, wait a minute.
I've waited for the minute.
You tell me, he sent all this to somebody else, girl?
Yes.
So when did he get home from work?
Oh, so when I'm not serving.
I won't get what fuck.
What's going on?
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I'm gonna keep it a babysitting.
We'll just go for the bells and the females.
And I'm like, what?
Good.
If you're cheating or you cheated and you whiff someone, don't think that
niggle that show that you're gonna trust you because they're gonna think,
or you did it what you're doing to me.
Right.
So if you think you take in a bowl girl and she won't do all this,
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fool you and all that, I love it.
They're gonna come along and deal with you dude.
She's gonna go with that name.
So yeah, I mean, right.
So I understand how these motherfuckery thing is,
yo, I'm a lead.
And for him, I'm a lead, I don't know.
For her bro.
There's a loss.
So you tell me he's saying all this.
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And that's not his bitch.
Not his girl.
He had to get, he had worked still to,
because he not home from work.
He told all the show of the phone.
So who gonna want you with this one?
This girl.
I don't know.
She ain't crying.
I guess, she can't keep ball out.
If I'm bored, I'm gonna cry.
Right.
What the fuck is going on?
And you know what they always say,
yoke the same way you get them.
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Same with you, loser.
Yeah, but,
show me like that.
That is, listen to that.
That's 30 making.
Baby, 30 making.
What's it going for you?
Yeah, so that shit was going on.
I'm not fucking, those taking people's bitches.
Exactly, he's probably out of the night.
Anyway, it's a match.
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I don't know how I know if it's a bitch going.
Who?
True, definitely true.
All right, let's get to it then.
That was so great.
Family and friends, but get it.
All right, so we go start off from beginning.
All right, so not.
Let them know.
You know, my family and me, you know,
when you born and you're family and everything,
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you gotta be, you born with your brothers and your sisters,
with your brothers or your sisters,
and they post to be, you know,
they're your best friends and shit.
That's where you come away.
Then you got your cousins, your uncles, your aunts,
your grandma, and all that, and the aunt.
So, you know, families, everything,
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but for me, family stopped at 13.
My grandma passed in 93.
And when she was at that backbone,
everybody go they own way, anybody grow up,
everybody think they grow up.
Then you see your family be,
if in kids take sides, you know what I mean?
So, 13, that's when I started realizing
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okay, people was only fucking with certain people
because the backbone was here.
Right, once the back bone was gone,
the whole thing fell apart for it.
Exactly.
So, always was like, all right, family and shit.
You know, they were like, well,
well, like, to me, family will back stab you,
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and talk about your struggle,
laugh at your struggle,
be the first one of the pitch of business out there,
and call the grudge, but what's sweet,
someone from the street, 10,000's better than you,
you know what I'm saying?
Yeah, definitely.
Then you got the leases and the knife you was who think,
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cause they are certain age,
they could talk crazy to the house and the uncles.
Yeah, I was saying, yeah, so now that's kind of sweet.
You've got to say it.
Yeah, so like I said, at the beginning,
your closure tight, but then you lose that back bone,
it's a family get shook and up.
So, and death will fuck a family up.
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That's the same thing, they have in my family,
bro, my grandma died in like,
old two, bro.
Yeah, bro is like,
we all were gold to my grandma house, everything.
Soon, my grandma died,
it's like, people look for like the new spot,
the cold two and a sudden chill out.
But like it never happened and never,
it's not the same.
What we say is not the same,
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isn't way different since my grandma died, bro.
And I think a lot of families go through,
like a lot of family argue fight, right?
Yeah, I mean, don't speak to one another and all that.
A lot of family go through that shit.
And they, like, is abnormal, but it shouldn't be normal.
Yeah, I mean, like we shouldn't make that normal
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and not talk anything like that.
I go to the garage and I'm saying,
like I said, like, my mom passed away
fairway for her, she's on saying.
Right.
Not saying that,
the house simply should have
they jumped and paid,
they did anything, but nobody did shit.
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Yeah, I'm saying nobody did nothing.
Me and my little bro,
my little bro made the call,
I remember my bro went.
They called me as that word.
Right.
And me and my little bro,
jibber, right?
You know what I mean?
Nobody's not doing her door.
Nobody sent the car money, none of that.
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You feel like saying none of that.
So with family at, right?
Now, San Luis, right?
Yeah, too.
I mean, so yeah, we had beef with our parents, bro.
What kids don't argue with their minds and all that?
Especially when you feel like you're grown,
right, like you lose shit right.
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So funny.
My thing, I'm just like, I'm something anybody that
know now, that he is in the sense, right?
Like, like, that's, that's in the sense.
Like he's just like, boo, he sounds like that.
Right.
But I'm not going to not do for my mind
and she passed away.
You want to shut your mind?
True.
That was going on.
All right.
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Nobody.
And I need to say no names.
You're all in the world about.
And I'm telling you all, when, if you all listen to it
and I know you're listening because I'm fucked with it,
we found it.
Fuck with it.
We found it.
If you listen to it, make a will get out.
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They could will and take out insurance,
different life insurance, life insurance,
and say, life insurance, I'll grow.
I'm telling you, I'll grow.
Because it's a pork and you know,
they're in my little bro's,
so it's all, and people,
everything for my dues.
Right?
Well, ask for nothing.
We need a big for nothing.
Not at that.
And that's true shit.
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All right.
I had friends doing more than my family.
I had a middle sibling,
tried to baddo me and my little brother.
We got a win, do I?
It took care of my mom the way she wanted to be,
it took care of.
The only thing I'm little sibling did was
put our little six-hundred hours.
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Fuck that's going to buy soldiers.
You know what I'm saying?
I love seeing you.
I told him to sit in your pocket.
Right.
I got a phone call, some came through again.
My I'm doing straight.
I mean, I've never seen
some very past away bro.
And everybody going to another person,
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how's the celebrated?
I've built into a person past away.
You go to that person house and people who knew
and love they're in all of that.
They come there.
Yeah.
So have no child.
He ain't a man.
Not a man.
So this is my way of saying.
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I love my friends.
Right.
More than my family.
See me and I'm keeping the work.
See me.
Not from Johnson Hall.
The new house.
All here called me, God.
I mean, we don't get to the front part,
but I'm just saying that a family ain't shit.
I'm not saying all family ain't shit.
Right.
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But my family ain't shit.
Keeping it a bit bad.
I'm not holding them back.
Not trying to get tough guy.
Right.
But yeah.
Yeah.
And if you do got a good family,
hold on to him.
Yeah, true.
Yeah, I'm saying true.
And I'm not always saying,
it ain't always done.
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You could look in the middle of my damn name.
I'm gonna pull myself back.
Right.
Because it's me.
Yeah, I mean.
But yeah, I'm to go without telling them
I'm coming to one of my mom,
I'm coming to one of my mom, like,
not having, we just didn't write.
Right.
That's my role.
Yeah.
I think not all kids.
I'm going to go with her name on my own.
But they don't mean they don't love her.
True.
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But when time came, the show that shit,
they didn't.
Right.
And I wish them all I would call me on.
Oh, well.
All right.
For me, I'm the told opposite.
I can't hold a glitch for nothing.
Right.
Right.
Right.
Right.
Right.
I can't hold a glitch for nothing.
But like, the way I would board up,
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make me detach easy.
Because like for me, everybody didn't.
All my students and stuff, no how I feel.
I call myself orphan because I came from.
I feel like I moved from house to house to house to house.
I never live one place like a long period of time.
OK.
OK.
So when I first, from the beginning,
I lived with my dad, Mom.
I was there, too.
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Then I moved with my mom.
On I didn't treat.
I was there for two years.
Then move again.
Kind of stuck with shit.
Then left kind of stuck with shit from third grade to like,
10th grade left there.
Move to my sister.
OK.
Then move my sister from 10th grade to the nice like,
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um, 22ish left there.
Move to my sister.
Yeah, it's the down to my sister from when I like,
from like, in my 20, my first sister from 20.
From 10th grade to I was 20.
Then from 20 to 22.
And now I'm doing my wife.
That's the longest person I've been with my wife.
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Wow.
Because I'm my dad.
I'm gonna come back to that because,
like, my mom had a situation and she got locked up whatever.
And I remember this,
we was in my grandma and fucking liver room.
So while that came very street in shit,
my fucker was treating me and my brother was like,
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we was fucking pinged on like,
no, who can keep him?
We're gonna separate him.
I'm gonna take my yard,
y'all can take them.
I forgot who said,
no, we separate you know.
And I would love to hold this seven,
was looking out, but I got to find out that too.
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My mom, my brother,
he's older brother, I was scared.
I'm saying, he, he like,
and if my cousin didn't listen to him,
I don't know, I'm gonna listen to podcasts and all that,
but he was an uncle slash pot.
And then first one of him hit me on money,
took me out of the man for a man, man.
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And man, so I hold a lot of credit to hell, man.
Like, yeah, right, you know, Uncle Slash Pop,
but you know, man, they get back to you.
Man, how was like,
because I know a lot of people who like move from block the block,
they don't got their spirits of like growing up in one neighborhood
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and getting the set of friends and shit.
I got the luxury of doing that work in a project.
So that's the homes.
So I was able to grow up with my friends
and let you stay as a life with my friends.
You feel me?
And if I was the move, I think I would have fucking,
what do we do with them?
So how was it like jumping from school to school?
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No, no, no, I didn't jump from school to school.
So you just jumped from credit to credit.
Yeah, credit to pay.
So when I left, I didn't shoot,
and with a kind of stoves sheet,
that's where I met my friends.
So I like it.
That's where I met the two twins.
That's where I met Lefti.
That's where my home, she or I paid at him.
That's where I met.
Yeah, that's where I met Laura.
That's, that's my crew.
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That's the crew was first growing up.
So my mom had five boys.
And then air about, you know, like,
none of us lefty had a couple brothers to hang up.
Lefti and his brother,
he's two day,
hung up with us and shit like that.
So that was the crew from like,
third grade to,
I moved the team grade.
But then when I moved my sister,
what she wasn't that far?
She has still came back down.
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But I felt like it wasn't the same.
Yeah, I was like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Yeah, and then piggyback off what you said,
but how your mom got booked and shit?
Yeah.
My mom did with sus and the boost and shit like that.
So when she fell off, the wagon and she liked that,
my sister came and got us at that situation.
Because we went.
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It felt longer but it was like a couple,
head like maybe a month or two,
with no food, no hot water, no heat,
bro, I'm telling my room was struggling.
And for what's my little brother calling my sister,
let her know that bro,
I need to hear that he said,
he need a football,
it's no food in here.
He can't gain with the football.
So that's when my second,
my second oldest sister came and then my oldest sister came
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and helped out and they said that the state won the break
up and shit like that too.
And there's like no, no man.
There they go, help, no.
Exactly.
And Tom back on the family thing they left at you.
I heard the story that one of my uncles found out
that he was the eating and shit and my mom was in there
and he left.
That's why I heard.
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I don't know for sure.
That's why I heard.
Man, man.
Like I saw in perfect.
Yeah, I mean like I was getting that my mom,
got booked.
But I think rumble is in these ladies
or whatever.
I said you wish I had been between her
and her older child and it was a mistake.
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What I was, oh.
And it was just weird how they was traveling
like make a separate thing.
What the fuck bro?
Yeah, I don't know why the state do that bro.
No, no, no.
Like why do you make a difference?
I mean, no sense.
That was 26, 35, up or street.
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Right.
Oh, hold on.
Hold on.
And I got those sister to, sorry, I'm a little bit.
I'm sorry, actually.
She was there to film me.
So it was rough.
On that side, on the bottom.
So it jazzled the car with tough side and the bounce side.
So it grew up on the bounce side.
So it was, you know, let us say to get to the friends.
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My child will always be starting on with me.
I mean, rest in peace.
I mean, bone, rest in, I mean, bone.
Punna, I must say it to myself, the sin of peace.
That's so interesting.
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But I think this is frustrating.
Maybe I'm just turning up.
Something about this crime never ends in peace.
It wouldn't end up altro.
It broke your手.
I think this is the reason to see him.
I mean, I feel really苦.
And that was like it.
And then you had the old heads, like the bikies
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and the evident energy, the twist, the eccentricity.
Then like anybody that was friends
which had my offer over like 10 years,
you called him aunt so he's gonna head to our shaman's.
Yeah, me.
When I grew up, man, it was my dog.
And I'm some of my dogs.
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Like, then, you know, when it's a subwoofer,
rest in peace, I'm a...
C.A.O.
Well, it was around that era, down the bowside.
Yeah, I mean, and then we moved to the top side.
And that's when I was friends with Bumbo Chris.
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His little bro, and rest in peace, guns,
quit and who else was up there?
Phil, you know what I mean?
And then, they don't move, they move, they're not always up there
with old J. Fisher, Barry, Narn, Hank,
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E. Barry,
my cousin Chuck, Germaine, West, Cat,
West and peace child, Matt, who else?
My home is a fear.
I can't go on man, I don't see the one with the missing of Barry,
but is it because I love it so much?
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I love everything, I went through all my hood,
and that's when I say my friend is trying to turn into my family,
bro, like, I ain't gonna bullshit you, bro, like,
my bro, Wayne, bro, like, eh, eh, eh, eh, eh,
eh, bro, bro, like, bro, eh, and then my little bro,
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maybe stand in trouble, eh, maybe stand in trouble.
But for me, for me, it was my homey moms that became my aunt,
right.
So I called lefty mom, my aunt,
and the two twins mom, who just passed away, RIP,
I called her my aunt too, that's how it was fast.
Oh, but I'ma keep it being out of control, bro,
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hopefully, I'ma keep it being though,
my mom was like, she had a problem with drinking my mom,
I was like, my mom was out of control,
and after that situation, she got a book,
she went to eat with her, and found something to go with.
But the same motherfucker friends of hers,
that she used to give her last two,
get drunk with, yeah, I mean,
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right, party with, soon as she got herself to go with,
go, go, the only one that stuck around,
that I've seen, I'm speaking for what I've seen,
right, I'm a queen, which is my cousin's domain,
and Tracy, my aunt, right, right,
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where she said, please, I'll lose,
which is my chup, my cousin chup, chup, that's his mom, right?
Right, I'm a little late, I'm down,
and I was saying the ones that kept it,
they're having a big deal, I'm a shielder,
they're saying the ones that kept it up being with my mom,
and if I miss your name, or I'm,
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I mean, you gotta remember, I was young, so,
but the ones that I know that still came around,
was happy for my mom, but a lot of them are
fuckers with my mom look down for,
it didn't turn to be the fuck, no,
if that's how it's least some time.
I'm keeping it up being, but also when you
had Jenny to the company,
I'm sorry, rest of them peace, Miss Rainey,
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rest of them peace, Mr. Rainey, rest of them peace,
my rest of them peace shop,
and I'm saying, we lost a lot of,
rest of them peace dayday,
rest of them peace, Dorian,
and I'm saying,
I'm gonna rest of them peace, Miss Maddie, Miss Lowis,
Daniel, my mom, my coach, yeah,
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but I'm gonna have to miss the child, yeah,
I mean, we keep going, man, right?
But on the road to the cover, you don't,
it's best to cut off the ones that told money change,
because if they were sitting around,
who would say your mind probably would fall back
into their old habit?
So, it might have been for the best that they wasn't around,
but on the same, would you say,
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that's your home use for the look up here?
You could be around when she's down, right?
You're not around when she's up in the help of a stay up,
but it gave that, like,
if they were still doing the same shit,
when she was, that's probably why,
and I knew she was strong,
because she, now that I lost her,
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when she lost her mom, right?
And you and go back to that bottle,
show me my day, you strong, you should.
Right?
Like, I don't know how you did it.
Like, and I know me and my other service,
I mean, we all had our personal relationships
that shit with her, and, right?
You know, like I said,
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me and my little brother, your breed,
stood 10 tall, and there are states and so,
rest in peace of mind, your brother takes you on four,
and we all, we're gonna celebrate your baby,
definitely miss you.
All right, so, that doesn't know how
the weather for you growing up in Jackson, Hong,
so far.
Oh, yeah, we're on a good job,
so you did, we made, I think we made
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about all the childhood games,
how to come to a wedding, with a stay up.
Oh my God.
What is that?
Top pot, who would've, I don't know,
who would've fucked it?
I don't know, which one of my boys
was drinking a 40 in a skirt?
Who was that?
I said a 40 in a skirt.
Brown, like, it was came to the barrel back
in Brown Bay.
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All right, I'm a keeper, well, too.
Yeah, I was seeing that movie,
and some of y'all probably did,
but did y'all see that movie,
how do I make it?
Yeah, if you know the young boy that ran around,
doing the numbers issue, yeah,
nigga, instead of running numbers,
right, I was going through the store.
I was the only young boy,
and I saw the guy, my bro ran a couch,
but I was the only young guy
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going through the store,
and all his was out there,
that this may restore, right,
you can't go to the hospital
without washing your face,
or work, yeah, some people, shit,
they may have went heat,
and they're just going to go on the way, hey,
you had corner two,
you had jokes, you had sticks,
you had bodies, nigga.
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No, yeah, even your mom knew,
like, I'm not sending my baby to the store,
right, well, she just knew you was a retard,
and you couldn't even bring shit back,
and I used to be nothing, nigga,
I was out there in Brown Bay.
Now, my mom kept it in the crib,
we didn't understand why I first, like,
now my mom couldn't even get in the crib,
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but when you get older, you're like, okay,
my mom and I said before,
my mom ain't no Brady, my mom is a risen,
real lady against her for real, right,
people that know, but no, right,
when you older, okay, she saved this world,
but I was still doing my thing,
sneaking out the crib,
me and my man, Chris, she's nothing.
Yeah, I mean,
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I love my little grown-up in the hood,
everybody shared, everybody showed love.
You had your fight, you had your disagreements,
you shared it, yeah, yeah, yeah, but,
the keep it a being,
Western peace, Western peace, Jews,
first of all, home moms, I'm so sorry,
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Western peace, Jews.
Number one,
hood, best hairdresser in the hood,
and your mom had figure fucking ways,
Jews did it, if she had a French role,
Jews did it, and back when I was going that,
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we knew next door to it,
the Blue House 1880 apartment,
the top side,
you know what I'm saying?
She's like Johnny Gil,
she loves Johnny Gil,
back in the day, it was just love,
but you did, right,
if you didn't have bread,
go knock on,
Western sesame seeds,
yeah, we'll do it after for this.
Yeah, yeah, I mean,
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like anybody looked down,
bro, yeah, for real,
bro, like I love my fucking hood, bro,
all right,
no bullshit,
we had good days, we had bad days,
but my oldies,
my look down for us,
not just an old drug and hustle,
no, they really looked down for a show,
but I was in,
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but I was in my squad,
you know,
my bro sure was the first thing,
with, I'm gonna say,
like a step into the real man,
with the kids and work in his shit,
what?
Yeah, and then,
once I graduated,
I followed suit
with the trade school keystone
to shit like that,
right,
yeah, I'm saying it all,
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moved on my mom crib at 18,
was moved,
I was with,
when my mom and to the 12,
you moved out,
and that my wife and 2000,
right, and only when I was coming to the other part
by my partner,
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that shit with bullshit,
man, man, man, man, man,
and your work talking about shit,
bullshit, man,
I feel so, so for me,
like when I'm left my grandma house,
it was all like,
peasants in cream, easy,
no problems, only one problem,
that's when I learned that,
that's why I lie,
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I lie now sometimes,
because I learned,
I lied to the protect myself,
because one time,
my grandma painted,
listen, listen, listen, listen, listen, listen,
all right, so one time,
one time, my grandma painted my nose,
what?
We're clear, clear, no, clear pink, right?
Oh, oh, yeah, so,
back in the day, yeah, yeah,
yeah, so I put the moth,
(27:34):
and ran through and say,
grandma look up on my nose off,
and that's when the first time I got beat.
Wow,
because I took the nose,
I took the nose out of the nose off.
It was clear polish, yeah,
clear polish,
it was clear polish,
I just ended up telling them off.
I guess I ain't like them,
and I was like,
three or four.
Yeah, I don't have some things to say,
but then I got beat,
(27:54):
and that's when you had the whole day,
I know with the,
a certain court,
oh, the move,
y'all,
oh,
boy,
oh,
he's kid, but not beat,
the chicken ass were pressed from back
and they'd be a boy.
No bullshit.
That's when he don't throw.
No,
they're fucking be dead.
Don't ask for a real,
but to get an ass,
we were taking that nerve part.
(28:15):
I was a kid, bro,
that happened.
Listen,
I remember my grandma used to have
like a yardstick with duck tape around it.
Oh,
I never got hit with that,
but my uncles,
oh my God.
Oh,
no,
my grandma's shit.
I got a little bit of my shoe finish, bro.
But she's a go-in on people, bro.
That's my bro.
So it's like,
I'm horrible.
(28:35):
I'm always scared coming get us.
Right.
Take us to my grandma's crib.
Now, we walked then,
she watched her show.
Now, back in the day,
you know,
that's what I'm model TV was the shit.
That is.
Commercial come on.
She goes upstairs.
Mines,
she sits in this run chair.
And when you come in,
you got,
(28:56):
you know,
we give a kiss on the cheek.
Right.
And she always used to wear these pink,
slipper's bro.
Right.
Oh, my God.
Bro clean this border health back in the day,
they just just see that.
And then the border health.
Right. So listen,
she goes upstairs.
Me and my bro,
we telling you,
and then whatever we want.
Oh, sorry.
The cord is broken, bro.
(29:16):
I look at the top of this stuff,
bro,
my grandma had a white face,
bro.
She picked powder all over her face,
bro.
Like I did, president.
Well, yes,
I hope for four day,
president's broke up.
And my,
I'm going to get in at the time.
(29:36):
Right.
She, uh,
coming downstairs,
she had this clear skinny belly,
the receipt.
Oh, I knew this clear about
the whole day.
Hey, there,
but the passenger.
What about me and me holder,
fridge of right a hand.
Ooh.
Bap,
semi-asal side.
Got the middle.
Bap,
go outside.
(29:56):
See what you really do on my lower belly,
the bed,
you get a roll top.
Yeah, I'm saying.
So we all,
we call the mama.
So mama,
never,
what does it,
shit?
Right.
So we devastated.
We,
oh,
we loved all this time.
Shut up.
We loved all.
She come out, bro.
Great.
There's where you know,
paying as well.
(30:18):
Right.
She come outside,
face back,
you know,
where she wiped this stuff off,
or whatever.
She come outside with three glasses.
I believe it.
And they explained why she did it.
Don't let us know what she did.
So the Lord.
And explain.
Explain.
Oh my God.
She did what she did.
That's nothing to these two back then, too.
You were my ass,
and then told me why you did it.
Oh, boy.
(30:38):
So now I understand why I haven't.
If I could still talk about that,
it's like,
gay,
yeah,
it did something.
Yeah.
You don't say that.
Ask what she gave us?
It did something.
Right.
Because I'm still a trauma that
right now.
You gave us another day and
donuts.
I didn't say I love you,
but you know, you're not going to be like,
what?
(30:58):
But it's a,
if I'm on,
rest in peace.
Right.
And, you know,
we definitely missed you.
Right.
We love you.
Everybody love you, everybody,
and this you.
Rest in peace, Uncle Melvin.
Yeah.
I'm saying,
you missed out here.
And again,
rest in peace.
My mom sent the right
also known as Boo.
(31:19):
I'm a keepsan.
I'm a big champ.
The Boo.
She's a Gemana, right?
She's a Gemana, right?
So, for me,
like I said,
at that left,
my grandma house,
Na Boo, Mama,
that's when she hit the fan.
Bro, that's when like,
my whole world flipped us,
I didn't.
Like I said,
(31:39):
I didn't know I had
a siblings before.
So, I come in from being a young
isn't it,
crib to be in the oldest kid
and crib.
And then,
not me that.
And that house,
so I didn't shoot.
That's the first time.
That's the first time I seen it done.
Okay.
When they drugged the loopholes,
took the gun out the clip,
and I remember that,
rubbing,
had to clip my hand.
There's rubbing the bullet on top,
(32:00):
not knowing what the fuck I was doing.
I was like,
five.
What was it?
It was bullet in the.
It was.
Shepard.
I was five.
I was five.
I knew that.
Yeah, well, you made me show.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, yeah.
So,
you was five hours.
Ten.
That's the one.
Like, exactly around here.
So,
what else happened?
That's the first time
the cops ever kicked in the door
on my jaw.
I was the first grade.
(32:22):
Don't homework.
Nothing you know.
What?
I'm sorry.
I was shit seeing it.
Oh, yeah.
It's the first grade.
Don't homework.
Nothing you know.
Caps can kick an end door.
Why?
Yeah,
because that helps with
also when he sold drugs at any day,
drugs at.
So, I guess,
(32:43):
my brothers and I'm dead.
Where?
Mom.
We called her,
mama.
I guess she called a cops
on them because she got sick and tired of them doing it.
I guess I'll have,
I don't know the truth story.
I would never know.
They see past the way R&P.
But yeah, there's a first time
first time cops kicked in the door.
Me and my little brother don't homework.
Other little brother playing around.
Right.
I ain't, I hate them at the table.
(33:03):
We all hate them at the table.
We mean, what they do?
Right.
And then another time cops did it again.
They was like,
good enough.
People usually do.
You are here.
You're going to teach kids how to do drugs.
All that shit.
Like, they're yelling in their faces and she's like that.
And as a kid,
you're like,
what the fuck is going on here?
That's happening first time.
First time I got in the first fight over there.
(33:24):
That's the first time playing,
like, actually playing in like playing outside all day,
every day.
Yeah, because my grandma's house was in the house a lot.
But when I moved out there on editing sheet,
outside all day, every day, all night,
playing, Devon, and he freesect, TV, tag,
high angle, sick.
Yeah, playing, uh,
what was that? How had been coping when they had the belt
(33:46):
or something like that?
I thought it was called, yeah, that's John, right there.
And that's when I went there.
And then that's why I met my tool,
this is it too.
I just want to say,
good thing.
I fucking wanted to say,
who should, bro?
Yeah.
I should go on doing that, bro.
And I know you, so I salute, bro.
(34:06):
I salute, so many people want to fold it.
Use it as a excuse to do
that shit.
No, bro.
So I guess we were supposed to want that.
The crazy part is I was on their
fit two years.
The wildest two years.
So my life broke, bro, I remember one time, right?
Right.
Use them.
Use them at grandma's.
It was me.
(34:28):
My Lord, but this, my older cousin,
my older cousin, Buddha, uh, in my grandma.
And he was only in the house.
So the sheet lights went out.
But that lights in the house was the one.
Because you playing a lot like what my little six,
I mean, live, 94 or sometime bad.
Maybe we'd have room.
Next season, you know, hit lane bye bye bye.
atoon said, I don't know.
(34:51):
How did she lights up, the heaven shoot out,
but that would happen.
And then next, you know something.
Conf condiciones the door.
So my grandma, like open the door, open the door is my ugly.
It wasn't theKY타� RANA
I remembered that to this day too, bro.
It was wild around there.
I didn't get back to the friends.
Where's the peace James?
(35:13):
Where's the peace I?
You know what I'm saying?
Because we call a James cable guy.
You know James, you gave the whole project cable.
Man, I piece my old way.
And me, um, shots with my bro Josh.
You know, man, like, like I said a lot of my friends.
(35:40):
So I call you my bro.
My bro.
So shot with this John.
Rick.
And so, uh, so I.
Mike Kale's.
Geez.
My bro Marty.
This me, y'all.
(36:00):
Yeah, I'm saying.
You know, you know, a little boy.
Oh, you said, oh, uh, hold a fuck up.
What's in my cousin now?
Yeah.
Yeah.
All right.
So you want to, you drop in and he's virtual right away.
Oh, what?
This is him.
I'm a guy.
Listen here.
Here we go.
We used to play football.
Hear me.
They know.
(36:21):
Right.
Don't do that.
If you're just an error, you know I was the truth.
Don't do that.
I really love you.
The day they was our steady calling back Western peace.
Right.
You know who is.
You know, you.
You know who is.
I was a man.
Like, Scott.
That shit.
Yeah.
Bro, I got this.
I got the same story, yo.
(36:42):
Same for us playing football, yo.
Listen.
Me and my home.
Lefty.
You like Marvin Harrison and uh, pay him any bro.
Yeah.
I say, I started the time.
We got the record for the most touchdown.
Please.
See each other.
And then the whole black.
I think he's what.
Yeah.
Everybody was my sister.
And then we can.
And then.
But.
They know.
(37:03):
Because no.
Yeah.
If you was outside and day they was the steady calling back.
They said, no, he cheated for no.
No.
We had our little place.
Yo.
Yo.
Me and my home.
You left.
You had our little place too.
Yo.
He's like a mess.
Yeah.
But like playing football.
We played basketball a little bit.
(37:25):
Yeah.
And I was nice and I'm crying.
We played football.
Like.
Yo.
Shout out to Javika.
Like the first girl.
And a little.
There was a pain.
Ballow with us.
And with Boston.
And his ass is.
And.
And shout to the female.
He's in a jazz.
It's to me the other name.
It's to me the other name.
It's to me the other name.
(37:46):
It's to me the other.
Yeah.
Shout out to y'all.
May for world.
Y'all played a big part in the hood too.
Right.
And I'm saying y'all.
You're the play double Dutch.
Fuck.
You're the one.
Fuck.
You're the one.
You're the one.
We had a John called.
Who's 66.
And that was that.
Yo.
It was a spot somewhere.
We found a woman.
It was called.
(38:07):
Who's 66.
Well.
And all the poor magazines and I'm John.
Really?
Yes.
Bro.
I'm talking about.
Yo.
We used to call it root 66.
Oh, let's hit funny.
From jazz.
Oh, you know.
I ain't bored.
I mean, bro.
Yo, for me.
For me, when I moved, when you moved the kind of so good street, met my friends and met all the people
(38:30):
I named earlier.
Right.
And then that's why I got my first girl at.
Right.
Like, yeah, playing football, playing man hunt, like chilling on.
Like the twins and let the dad purchase.
Right.
So we've got a twin house.
She went to the porch.
Oh, let's find out your buzz don't.
Walk up the 54 street, go to 54 from Gerard.
We left the user live at.
(38:51):
She let the, we joined his porch.
Or we just took one or corner 54 street.
Right.
54 from Thompson.
And we would like one of my homies, one of the twins used to act like he was a traffic
guard.
Like, and stop traffic until we got the girl.
This is not even when a Florida gate is just, you know.
And cars actually stop and form and buy him a direct traffic.
What exactly?
(39:12):
This is exactly.
This is.
This is.
Bro, this chilling.
Bro, bro, bro, bro, bro.
That's your soul funny, bro.
All right.
I'm saying, so, and then, you know, you got to, like I said,
a family becomes friends.
Right.
I'm saying, you know, you got your call working on this.
Right.
Yeah, man.
They hold.
So, no, no.
Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
(39:33):
I was going to say, will that school, the school?
The school.
All right.
The school.
The school.
The school.
All right, by my way.
For where?
All right, what day?
By the school, bro?
Stop that.
Not shit.
Stop that.
Not shit.
Oh, we got girl.
We are children.
No.
We're not doing that.
We're just in the only person that I've been cool with.
(39:58):
Listen, bro.
I was in mainstream.
Good.
My name.
I'm going to just say, K-Nars.
Uh-huh.
If you went to mainstream, you know, K-Nars is,
but at the ball, the pit bulls, and he lived over the bridge.
I think I was being a class-conditioned usual, right?
Thinking, I'm growing.
(40:20):
I know K-Nars is already in the mix and the streets in all that.
But I'm thinking, I'm being low.
I think it's my age up, pucks in all that.
I'm nice.
Okay.
He walked me though, and the class, like, you know,
now I chill.
I'm still fucking the K-Nars.
Just a little way too to class over.
So now we're going to throw a floor.
Mm-hm.
(40:41):
And I like this as right here.
So, right, bro.
Well, when I say, he went my ass.
I feel like I say K-Nars.
Oh, man.
Well, and this while I fought with you,
he knew he was so a bitch, right?
When we was close, we was talking to the right.
He whispered my ass out.
(41:03):
You know, I'm really fucking nervous.
Shit.
When I say, I was so happy he said that I should drop.
I was like, yes.
That's not what K-Nars meant.
I really got people my shit.
I didn't do the work when the Jackson Alley,
but I was a rumble little later.
Then when all about out of nice percentages.
(41:25):
Right.
But in school, my school remember he humbled this shit out of the door.
Right.
I got to keep talking out of really that fight.
Talked me out of really get on my shit.
Like what they looked out for, how the dipshit,
and I was saying, he was nice when he was very.
Right.
But that was nice too.
I get fucked up.
(41:46):
All right.
For me, yo.
Me and my home was going with the same.
You went to, has been shoemaker.
Oh, right together.
My name is Rage.
Oh, right.
I got like the off-top dude.
I got to keep with him.
I keep with him.
All right.
He put him down.
All right.
So I'm just going to jump right to high school.
So for me, all the people I'm mainly cool with,
(42:09):
right now from school,
is the people that play football with us.
So everybody who know that we call when you play football,
that one year or six and like,
07 to, yeah, you're just cool.
I'm still going to measure a question.
But do you fuck with anybody from your school,
man, that you did fuck with the y'all with the school?
(42:30):
Not really, no.
When the fuck did this happen, where now?
I want Facebook.
Facebook came and made people a friend and she liked that.
Like that.
I want here.
Yo, you got to make sure.
That's also, you're going to be friends with a bully.
Like, there's my little bully you from the age to 12.
Then I got to show that Instagram at your home.
(42:52):
Not me.
Not me, bro.
All right.
Only people I'm going to the people I started off with.
And then the people I played.
Some of the, some of the people I played football with.
They me with the rest of the game and said to get something.
I'm not going to show a very much class of 98.
Oh, wait, just, oh, wait, just, class of six.
And I had a lot of school, honey, that was third.
(43:14):
I told you the females that with the mansion was low,
you were shit.
No bullshit.
I had a lot of school homies.
I want to lower you.
And it's an hour one to start naming it.
He said, honey.
That's really good.
If you follow me on the ground,
or whatever, man, I know question 98.
Fuck with your break.
(43:36):
You're still fucked with me, which I know you're all due.
Yeah, I'm saying I was a class clown.
Silly, what got my shit done and did,
what I had to do to get the fuck about it.
Yeah, man.
So, it is what it is.
I approach.
So now we're going to jump in the work homies.
What up?
So what was your first job?
My first job was.
(43:59):
Legal job, my foot.
Yeah, my first job was.
I was with men she had a worse schedule.
So I used to work at this church on a dolphin street.
It was like I had to school, you know?
So I was like, and two of them, like,
use it in the right way.
Then as you told her, people were from home.
Well, like I had a group of kids and shit.
(44:21):
I'm telling you now.
Listen, y'all know not, not play the saxophone and all that.
Like, yeah, I'm gonna fuck that.
I'm gonna use it in all of that.
Like, yeah, yeah, yeah.
This is my cousin, though, who?
He played a trumpet.
Right.
I pity him against anybody.
He, he, he'd be our shy, not a cousin.
Whatever, man, you, you go, well, great.
(44:43):
You're from, in my own brother, that's a goal.
You feel like, right?
Then my cousin called Leica Play The Flood.
My cousin called Feeful Play The Flood.
I played the saxophone, right?
Right.
Boom.
So yeah, played the instrument, you know what I'm saying?
And yes, I was in television at the time.
And I was like, why don't you tell us what you're saying?
(45:04):
Yeah, I played the keystone part of your choice, Paul.
I mean, I played the keystone part of your choice.
That's the keystone.
Yeah.
All right.
That's what I was saying.
You gave me that tool.
Good.
I was a tutor, tutor.
So that was from like, the 11th to 12th grade.
And today, I worked at UPS.
(45:26):
Yeah, I worked at UPS, the airport,
Joel, great y'all shift.
And I'm going to go to the police station, which is starting to
And I was studying at the UPS.
Then my uncle skipped.
I was working with him.
Yeah, I was saying, I did a table and shit.
But I mean, killing the dog.
(45:48):
Like, there is no dog, like, yeah.
I want to sound cocky.
I had more shit than always.
The dog has a good ninja.
I was like, yeah, I'm patting myself on the bat, though.
Like, yeah, yeah, I had some good ninja.
Right.
Yeah, no bullshit.
Then at the night.
I don't know.
(46:09):
I did not work that keystone.
And then party one.
Right.
Do not do that.
And it was just early 2000.
So I'm in my way to sit.
When I was at party one, we met each other and he's known.
And they get their work and they go to your software and you
(46:32):
I'll deploy your shit.
They get started.
I know you don't get on a pool.
Fuck bro.
Yeah.
Like, stop.
Like, like, hey, don't let these single-mile focus.
Like, I get a problem if you fall and you make pick you up.
It's never wrong with that.
Yeah, I'm saying that.
Just don't get comfortable with that shit.
Because if she fall, you pull the beat up to come up.
(46:54):
Exactly.
I'm saying, so I'm not needing romance, niggas, and romance,
show these.
I got some proud, who a fucking ain't dog.
I'm holding every child with bad, right?
Right.
I'm saying.
All right.
So for me, my actual first job was under the table.
And I was in overbrook.
I was a senior.
(47:15):
My sister got me a job.
We're going to the pizza, parlor.
And with it.
Okay.
That was the second time I was there for two weeks.
Fuck with it.
I was like, no, I didn't want to do the rest of that.
Really?
Bro, bro.
Bro, my first job was at McDonald's.
I never went broke.
That shit.
McDonald's is the reason why I hate people now.
Bro, I know what's going on, bro.
(47:38):
You know, you lucky.
Yeah, I couldn't play.
But I said, I'm all good.
Yeah, I'm good.
He had a mix for my voice today, right?
Shit.
I worked in half of my life.
The night break.
It was all summer shit.
Right.
And she like, man, either 12.
Yeah.
Yeah.
That's right.
That tree school would have been my wife quit.
It's not a third one.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Well, when work is such, I was, I want to say, 16.
(48:02):
16, 16.
Well, yeah.
Well, thank you.
I'm right.
And my home is a little me.
My little brother.
Mommy left the two turns.
We all ended up working in McDonald's at the same time.
It didn't matter.
Other little brother.
So two my little brothers.
We are not not the same McDonald's, but we all worked at McDonald's.
Yeah.
So me, let the Matudo or Buds work there.
(48:24):
When then the two turns worked at the other one.
I'm 40 years old.
I'm really happy to be up.
I don't know if you could tell that.
What's that secret in that sauce, bro?
I should be know that sauce, bro.
They're going that big back.
Oh, that's easy.
I know.
It's a tough guy.
Don't tell.
I don't.
I don't think he can tell.
But yeah.
But yeah.
Working there.
(48:45):
That's right.
That's right.
With the work friend John started.
Okay.
So work there.
I got to meet him.
Hold me for the first McDonald's work there.
But then the second McDonald's work there.
That's right.
Me.
My people I'm still cool with.
That work with my home.
I took or I paid to him.
Mommy P.
And my home.
I didn't.
(49:06):
My four homies.
And we worked together.
Oh, sure.
And we was like the class counselor.
We were like ground people up.
Ground customers.
Yeah.
Yeah.
I did.
Like I know the men just gave it.
We'll be all together.
Yeah.
He's done.
I had a couple of people that had a girl.
Right.
(49:27):
My bro will.
I know he's listening.
I mean, well, I mean, a world one knows.
Really.
Like we.
Yeah.
That's my bro.
Man.
To that party.
And my bro.
And my man.
It's fine.
I tried.
Well, I did.
Hope anything is good with your man.
(49:50):
Talk to you.
It's like.
Oh, six.
Bro.
Oh, good.
I did.
Bro.
And done.
Oh, yeah.
Working with down was that's when that's why
we came a record for the world super.
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
I got a son.
That's not out.
There's no.
(50:11):
Oh, tell my red bean.
A.O. Lease.
I know you red.
I need you to do the son for the Cas bro.
My home is my home.
Younger one.
The twins.
He red.
He nice.
He got to be do to.
He's not.
He's nice.
He's nice.
I got to air for everything.
I got to air for that shit.
He's not.
He's nice.
(50:32):
Yeah.
But I get it.
Yeah.
Khaled.
I want.
I want.
From the hidden nice.
I don't even want.
I don't want.
I get it all.
Like I said, man.
Like you were saying, a cohort of business shit.
Yeah.
So the job.
Like I said before, I've been married in England.
(50:55):
But I left some people out.
So which Corey Phil.
Basque.
Basque.
Wow.
So what's this in there?
My way of Charlie.
I was done about San bro.
What's wrong?
You tell my work.
I should have that bro.
Why don't you tell him how we met?
Okay.
Then we tell him that too.
(51:16):
No, because we didn't tell him.
Because we said, because you told him about the fight.
Boy.
Oh, yes.
That's a look like one.
Oh, no.
I.
Yeah.
I'm saying.
I've never seen with the boy Chris.
And then so yeah, man.
So the job.
And then I was working at Macy's.
My old head in my bow crying.
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And my young boy, my hobby.
That's my man.
And he arrived with two.
And I'm saying he nice too.
He came with all the way.
Then I did go puff.
What?
Bro, yeah.
Well, Jonathan.
That's what I said.
God really.
I'm blessed to be bro.
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Like I stayed with a gig.
I can't find a thing.
Oh, I worked at Presby.
I was in Central Receiving.
Right.
You know what I mean?
Doing with the lab.
I should unspecimus and all that.
Yeah.
Yeah.
And I proved.
And I was just young.
Some time when you young.
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You know, you don't realize that.
The job you got is like world jobs.
You could have got the world.
Yeah.
Okay.
Yeah.
But you young.
You ain't thinking which of my children brain.
You got the wrong circle of friends around you.
But yeah, I'm saying.
Sout out.
Certain people from C Street, shout out to.
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Shout out to.
Kiss.
Both cases.
Shout out to.
Little a dime.
Some may I know.
But.
To need a.
To miss the child home.
Where's the peace.
To see.
This.
This.
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I'm going to say.
So.
You know, where's the peace rate?
To my way of right.
Now, I mean.
Child is.
Some is James.
And.
Little.
Right.
Me.
My man's piece.
Man's.
I'm going to say.
Then all 42nd Street.
My bro's.
I mean.
I mean.
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I said.
Because.
Now.
Scared.
Oh, I.
I said.
Rainbow.
I mean.
I mean.
Yeah.
I mean.
You know me.
You got a fuck with me, bro.
Bro.
All right.
Give myself a call in the back.
Man.
No.
Stay in my jacket.
No.
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No.
No.
No.
Right.
I'm saying.
I mean, I'll cry in the middle of the game.
So no, but I'm a man.
Mm-hmm.
I'm saying.
And my friends know.
I'm calling.
If they need me.
But if it's so shit, I'll stay in my lane.
And all my young boys in the just two.
Yeah, man.
Right.
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Yeah, I mean.
Yeah.
Cause.
No.
Yeah.
Banging.
And.
And.
Dad.
Now.
Please.
I'm going.
I'm going.
I know.
You're.
Uh, so.
All right.
So so.
So.
So.
So.
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So.
So.
So.
So.
Listen.
No.
I.
I.
I.
I.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
So.
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So.
So.
So.
Oh.
So.
And.
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So.
And.
So.
And.
Oh.
The board they've out of time got a song with Chris Brown
Dead John caught an unlawly like bad bitchy be lonely. Oh, that John fire
Rest a piece carry and boo
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Shripping
That's what we lost a lot of friends
Yeah, man
And then I don't know man that family is fresh. It was a real time
Exactly. That's it for me. Well, cuz like I keep saying a lot about friends is my fucking family
Same for me team. My family is my friends
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Same for me to the lot of my friends my family. I'm the touch and don't be around to talk much
Right, but I still for the same real like we talked today like for me. I quite nothing ever changed
It's our full right now. How this would be in my brain
me and my bro
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Oh
Yeah, and I know a lot people are there in name, but like it's a lot of you
Sorry
My sister, man. Yeah, I'm sorry. Yeah, you know you folks, man. Oh, alright before you get out of it. Did you see the game last night?
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I ain't gonna lie to you. I won't catch
But you know the tumble is one
Thank you. It's so you think it's over. What you think?
I'm still though what I said and that was so too
I can't wait to tell my wife and they won't play the cell to so you think Tim was going for sure I told you to sell to the
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And it's you think it's almost a moment they more games. Yeah
He knew since he didn't want you to play off. He never did sweat
He took a person right. Oh, yeah
Didn't
Just swept us up in it to play all so I'm not getting something
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I like the BC is right one-an-game right now if he keep that same moment in energy
Who knows true best I still want to see dollars in there like look at is a great
In like regular season stuff like that look at a dark no-one's future. I know but like the same day say about
There he's great in the regular season but in the playoffs. I'm saying I want to see how it look on the big stage. You know only got for the win
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I want to see this carry one already
They sent to them and jailing Brown day with look at never went that's what that's on one
I was there that one of my teams I predicted since my six is ain't in there
All right
I still got the table was right now. I'm still riding with the boy and I see a lot of people be switched
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side
How you feel about the Phillies, bro?
No, you know man, right with my Phillies man. No, this is listen because people might hear it like night
Listen calm down calm down
Yes, I wasn't dollars in fan you was a doctor's hand. I was
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I can't I can't lie though. I was a cardinal's fan that one time. I'll have a Phillies say
All right, I was and I became a Phillies fan as they're chips. I was not on broad street
So I think I change on the being wagon with y'all
Chips know I can't do it. I mean I mean I'm a Phillies fan fucking another doctor
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I put the same way about me being the six is man. Don't you feel for having a friend of the six story is a wife?
We're going to again June 28 right
I
Bro so I mean so that's episode y'all who'd like to
Oh man this is man. Yeah, me and this one is special cuz it's number three
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You know everybody a legend had that number a
right deways
me so I was so three family of friends friends become
Family family become friends. We hope we enjoyed it definitely though
We really hope you enjoyed this episode keep knowing what y'all doing cuz we're gonna keep knowing we don't exactly and like always
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Shake until leave your crib a kind of a sense because they try to make it counted not the half
And you know
What I always say
You ain't know
God damn you stupid bit in your friends a stupid to
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All this ass I got all this cash. I'm trying to spend it all on you your team is so mean
Bring all your home list of I'll know what you came to do
But I'm trying to fuck the whole damn crew
Fuck yesterday