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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Yeah, can you go okay? All right?
Speaker 2 (00:03):
I don't know what episode this episode nine Girl episode
nine times was by.
Speaker 3 (00:08):
When you're having fun, it really bad you're broken?
Speaker 4 (00:11):
Well.
Speaker 5 (00:11):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
The reason why we did not release an episode last
two week was because we had a big event happening
the day that we usually record. And then also Jazz
broke her toe.
Speaker 5 (00:22):
I did it, broke my toe.
Speaker 3 (00:25):
Girl was going through it.
Speaker 5 (00:26):
How at the gym, I dropped a forty five pound
weight on it. It was wild.
Speaker 6 (00:32):
But you know what happened. The Pussycat Dolls came on.
It was the song Buttons. I remember love Buttons, and
I was in fucking love Island mode.
Speaker 5 (00:41):
Right.
Speaker 6 (00:41):
As for the heart rate challenge she had, the new
Bombshell came in and she had buttons, but she didn't eat,
she didn't need.
Speaker 3 (00:48):
She didn't.
Speaker 6 (00:49):
So when I was racking up my little thing to
do some hip thrusts, I was like, the song came on,
I was like the way I would have performed Oh
was crazy, and then it slipped and then my toe.
Speaker 1 (00:59):
Proud of you for using a forty five or too though,
thank you.
Speaker 5 (01:02):
I know when you told me that look here you
feel that.
Speaker 2 (01:04):
I was like you you know, because it would have
been like a fifteen twenty five.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
I would have been like you forty five. Okay, girl,
no big part. Apparently we've got we've.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
Got some news and okay, so Moe looks sad as
hell two reasons.
Speaker 3 (01:21):
Okay, So.
Speaker 7 (01:24):
I will tell you I've been going through it for
the past couple of weeks. I recently had like a
little heartbreak. But that is nothing, nothing.
Speaker 3 (01:32):
Compared to the news I heard this morning.
Speaker 2 (01:33):
Okay, So obviously it's news from Jazz. I said something
yesterday to you, Ezy along those lines.
Speaker 1 (01:44):
Girl.
Speaker 7 (01:45):
I don't know why, but you called it like I
never in a million years, I don't know, that's just
met me.
Speaker 5 (01:52):
Wait, what's that?
Speaker 1 (01:54):
Well, okay, so.
Speaker 2 (01:57):
We haven't seen you in a while, and it's and
it's because a lot like you. We literally said it
when we were in the mix last week, where like, yo,
Jazz isn't here because she's hustling.
Speaker 1 (02:06):
You were kind of setting up the.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
Event for big events for us here at iHeart and
I was like, dang, I feel like, uh, Jazz is
a little m I a right now.
Speaker 1 (02:16):
And then Moe was like, what do you mean? And
I'm like, I don't know. I feel like we're losing her.
Speaker 5 (02:19):
Oh no, I'm always here.
Speaker 2 (02:21):
Like they say it yesterday, though, losing her in the
sense of like you might have some some other opportunities
come in your way where you might not be here
much longer.
Speaker 5 (02:30):
Oh my god, not like this.
Speaker 3 (02:34):
Not every dramatic.
Speaker 6 (02:36):
Yeah, I said, I'm dramatic. I'm dramatic. Not here much longer.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
Sounds like you still live in for and twenty you got,
oh yeah, for years.
Speaker 5 (02:49):
That would be wild.
Speaker 7 (02:50):
You're not allowed to die, I'll tell you first, please.
Speaker 6 (02:56):
No, guys, I was sad. So the thing is, I
am very passionate. I'll be honest, right, I don't like
to tell people about like my acting because I feel
like it's like a pipe dream for a.
Speaker 5 (03:07):
Lot of people.
Speaker 6 (03:08):
But I was like, oh, like I really want to
try like pursue it full time. And I was like,
I can't be like half doing that and half doing this.
Like I feel like, if you want to be successful,
whether it was in the podcast or this, like you
have to be.
Speaker 5 (03:21):
Like all in for anything like the podcast too.
Speaker 6 (03:25):
I was like, it deserves to have like your full attention,
it deserves to be a priority, and it deserves to
be because I see the potential that it has, you know,
and then I see the potential that the other thing
has as well. And so I just had to make
a decision and be like what do I want to
like focus on full time to like be I want.
Speaker 5 (03:44):
To cry because it makes you so sad, but ya.
Speaker 1 (03:48):
So we say it, say what's happening?
Speaker 5 (03:51):
Yeah, so I won't be doing sipping tequila?
Speaker 6 (03:54):
But yeah, Oh it's okay, I don't cry often.
Speaker 1 (03:58):
We support you and whatever you want to.
Speaker 6 (03:59):
Know, you be really happy to working here or you're
not working.
Speaker 5 (04:06):
But I don't know.
Speaker 6 (04:08):
I mean if opportunities come elsewhere too, I'm not really
going to be like opposed to it. Yeah, but we'll see,
we'll see. But yeah, it was clearly a hard decision. Yeah,
Like it was like, oh I woke up one day
with the broken toe, but I did. I was like really,
like you know when you're like you can't really do
much but sit still, and then you really start to
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think about things and it's like damn, like I don't
want to keep like I can't be fifty to fifty
on both things, Like you have to be one hundred
percent in on like what you really want to do,
and so that's what I'm doing.
Speaker 1 (04:40):
That's good because and it's it's good.
Speaker 2 (04:42):
For you to make these I know you're going to
make me cry.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
But you have to. Like that's what dude. You can't
spread yourself thin.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
And I'm I'm proud of you for being able to
make this move Like no, I mean no harsh feelings
here whatsoever. Personal as someone who has a hard time
saying no to things, I'm proud of you for like.
Speaker 6 (05:04):
This is like what I look forward to and this,
like honestly, like this is like what I like forward
to in my weeks.
Speaker 5 (05:11):
Just being able to like sit down and talk and.
Speaker 6 (05:13):
No, it was like hard because I was just like
and then with my trip coming up and stuff, I
was like, I want to leave things like August first,
I was like, I just want to start doing what
I have to do to get where I need to get,
you know.
Speaker 5 (05:27):
So yeah, so it was definitely hard, Like it wasn't easy,
like at all.
Speaker 6 (05:32):
I talked to my sister and I talked to my mom,
and they were just like, well, you know, like you
gotta do what you like are passionate about, like truly
what you're passionate about. She was like, it's going to
lead you somewhere, even if it doesn't. Least you know
you tried, you know.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Yeah, so time and time is moving. Time ain't waiting
on nobody.
Speaker 6 (05:49):
No.
Speaker 7 (05:50):
Time is so precious too, Like you want to grow
in whatever you're most passionate about.
Speaker 6 (05:55):
Yeah, but it does suck because I do love what
we do. I think we have so much fun. And
then I was like it has so much potential too
that it's like it's so unfair for me to just
be like oh yes and no, Like you have to
be committed, like anything you want to do, you have
to be like one hundred.
Speaker 5 (06:09):
Percent there right for anything? Yeah, like you know, so,
yeah it's hard, but this.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
Is our last episode with jazz Stop.
Speaker 8 (06:22):
Like here literally now I'm really gonna have to be drunk.
Speaker 3 (06:27):
I'm crying. I'm not stupid, I am driven.
Speaker 6 (06:32):
Yeah, tell you guys know what happened. I got so
messed up on Monday, Like I was in the stall
like at the Avent concert.
Speaker 5 (06:41):
I actually had no idea what where I was at
blacked out yeah, because yeah, I.
Speaker 6 (06:46):
Was with my mom and my sisters. Yeah, but you
know what I noticed when I was drunk. I didn't
feel the pain in my toe.
Speaker 5 (06:54):
Yeah, so I was just chilling.
Speaker 6 (06:57):
Yeah, but yeah, anyway, tequila does help with the pain.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
Dude, how unfortunate you.
Speaker 2 (07:04):
Literally this is the second time you see having that
when they come to the Valley and we were trying
to manifest you going on stage with him and you
have a damn broken toe.
Speaker 6 (07:12):
Bro, I would have like gone up there though. I
would have had him like, I don't know, Caresse or something.
Speaker 2 (07:22):
Signed my boott Santos, bring anyone on stage.
Speaker 5 (07:25):
I don't remember. Actually I was. I was drunk, like
I was.
Speaker 6 (07:29):
No. I'm actually mad at myself because I was like
all I wanted was to like sit there and enjoy
the music again, and I did it.
Speaker 3 (07:35):
It's just pregame too hard.
Speaker 5 (07:37):
I So.
Speaker 6 (07:39):
I just took shots when I was there, like, I
don't know my friend like he just kept buying a
shots and love that they were like and then I
know Pepe, who's my friend at Footprint, so he like
hooks it up.
Speaker 1 (07:50):
So yeah mm Hmmang, well you had a good time.
Speaker 3 (07:53):
I had a good time.
Speaker 5 (07:55):
I regret it. I'm not drinking for the next year.
Like it was that bad until you get. Yeah, I'm
not not even like you like to.
Speaker 1 (08:02):
Have their drinks out there.
Speaker 5 (08:03):
Well probably like I'll be a classy ho like like
I never had that in my life.
Speaker 3 (08:10):
I mean, it's okay.
Speaker 6 (08:11):
I don't know.
Speaker 7 (08:12):
There's a lot of hyperound and apparol spirits that I
don't support.
Speaker 3 (08:16):
I'm not even that I don't support it. It's just
not for me.
Speaker 6 (08:19):
Yeah, yeah, I know, I'm gonna be classy. I'm gonna
have like a little wine with some cheese. I'm definitely
gonna eat. I don't think alcoholica like you.
Speaker 1 (08:28):
You know it.
Speaker 2 (08:28):
We'll wait and see fully out of your system.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
We'll see and your foot back, your toes back.
Speaker 6 (08:36):
Oh my god, my brand new Jazz down there not
even ready. Yeah, but that's been my life.
Speaker 5 (08:43):
Guys. I'm really sad.
Speaker 1 (08:44):
Not even likes good news.
Speaker 5 (08:46):
We got why.
Speaker 3 (08:49):
I'm so heartbroken.
Speaker 7 (08:52):
I hate him well and I have like abandonment issues,
so this is very triggering for me.
Speaker 3 (08:57):
I said, I'm kidding. No, I do have a bed misues,
but that's besides the port.
Speaker 2 (09:03):
We'll get into that, right right, Na.
Speaker 7 (09:07):
So obviously I found out this morning that Jazz was leaving.
But yeah, but it's Okay, it's.
Speaker 1 (09:15):
Okay, we'll talk about it without you, right.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
We're gonna keep your picture on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
Yeah, we know, we gotta change ship.
Speaker 5 (09:26):
I know, I don't want long.
Speaker 3 (09:28):
I worked on that.
Speaker 5 (09:29):
Your biggest sad and your biggest supporters.
Speaker 6 (09:32):
I think that's our friendship though, Like even today, I've
told me that I support you, and it's like, thank
you for being so like understanding.
Speaker 3 (09:38):
Yeah, And that's the thing.
Speaker 7 (09:39):
I think that's why we started this in the first place,
because we're just all cool. We love to talk shit together,
like and so like that's why this became what it was.
And obviously you're going to be a big missing part
of it, but we're still.
Speaker 3 (09:51):
Going to have you on and we're going to talk ship.
Speaker 2 (09:54):
Can you please be a guest when you're finally big
in Hollywood? God, oh my god, you first interviews later
you're ever Yeah, when you're like one hundred percent.
Speaker 1 (10:04):
When you blow up in that movie premiere.
Speaker 3 (10:06):
Yeah, And I want to go to every single though, like.
Speaker 6 (10:11):
Right after my first fills a porno, I won't be
mad at all times are to I.
Speaker 1 (10:15):
Don't want to be at that media price no matter
what it is, Right, you won't.
Speaker 5 (10:18):
Even be a press bab. You guys would be guests, Like.
Speaker 1 (10:21):
Yeah, he's be for real, it is.
Speaker 6 (10:22):
Being recorded right me is like I wrote with the
same group of people, the same group of friends, like
I always have, and I feel like I meet people
like in different times of my life, Like I've met
friends and they've always like stuck, even unintentionally, Like you know,
like when I came in, I didn't think i'd be
friends with not that I wouldn't be friends with you,
I didn't.
Speaker 5 (10:41):
Think we would get as close as like I did.
Speaker 6 (10:43):
You know when you click, I'm saying with you, it's
like like you're like, Okay, I have good friends, but
it's like you keep getting more great friends and it's
just like, oh my god, I'm so blesd.
Speaker 3 (10:55):
Just you know, we're lackching for life.
Speaker 1 (10:57):
For life first, like I.
Speaker 5 (10:59):
Just try and like see what happens, and.
Speaker 1 (11:02):
I'm excited for you. Yeah, it's have a lot of
hard work and shine. You stand out a lot.
Speaker 5 (11:07):
Of things, right, And that's like my.
Speaker 6 (11:11):
Coach was saying, it's like it's one thing to be talented,
but you have to have like personality too, so you
have that right you have because there's out here that
are like I know, right, I just hope i'll And
you have a good, really good mindset.
Speaker 3 (11:26):
I mean you have great media training.
Speaker 5 (11:28):
Thank you, guys.
Speaker 1 (11:29):
You need a social media coordinator. If you knowed.
Speaker 5 (11:37):
My manager, you get back with me.
Speaker 6 (11:40):
Unless it goes through, you get ten percent by wait percentage,
I don't even know figure that out.
Speaker 3 (11:46):
Yeah, we'll talk about that later.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
You got a whole team already.
Speaker 6 (11:49):
No, but no, I love you guys, and I honestly
wish I could. But I mean, we're still going to
talk and hang out.
Speaker 7 (11:56):
But but yeah, that was heartbreak number one. Well that
was actually heartbreak number two. That was like the cherry
on top heartbreak number one.
Speaker 2 (12:03):
Yeah, because that shit happened but yesterday or I mean
you told me about it yesterday.
Speaker 3 (12:07):
So yeah, well yeah, there's a lot.
Speaker 7 (12:10):
Actually I haven't had the chance to update you guys
on we Actually he's not blocked anymore, but yeah, I
don't have him on anything anymore. Oh yeah, that did
come as a really rash decision, which I'm also unpacking
that because I have a way of responding to things
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where I'm just like, you know what, I can't do this,
Like I get mad. Yeah, and I've been sitting in
this anger because this man switched up on me.
Speaker 3 (12:38):
This man did a.
Speaker 7 (12:39):
One eighty, and he was saying things to me that
like I don't know if he I think he's unhealed
and he has a lot going on, so I think
he was just deflecting on me, and I don't like
when a man does that.
Speaker 5 (12:50):
What did he say, Oh, God, you shot?
Speaker 7 (12:53):
I mean he was saying stuff that. It's like that
was like dumb, Like we got it. I don't know
why we even got into the argument in the first place,
but like he was just like not liking We were
talking about music and stuff, and like we had a
difference of opinion on something, and I was just stating
things that I thought were true for me, like who
I like most in music and whatnot and why I
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like them, and he just didn't respect my opinion. And
then he was like being very dismissive. He was like,
you know what, some of the shit that you say
is annoying and I like and he was saying some
stuff like along the lines of he kind of he
said something, oh that alluded to I'm always talking about
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myself type of stuff, and I was like, really, like
I don't always try to make it about me, like no,
you know, like I don't know.
Speaker 3 (13:43):
This man kind of was weird with me.
Speaker 7 (13:46):
So that's that's where it started getting weird. And then
he wasn't answering my texts, he wasn't answering my calls.
He hasn't been and then finally this past Sunday, I
was just like, so it takes you a whole week,
called me back, like what's good?
Speaker 3 (14:01):
Like, and.
Speaker 7 (14:04):
I downloaded Snapchat Plus. I got it so you can
see on Snapchat Plus like whenever someone like peaks at
your message, you know, they slide over, but they don't
fully open the message. You can see it shows you
like the little eye looking emoji.
Speaker 1 (14:17):
Oh wow. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (14:19):
So I was like, now, hope people are right and
you know, tricking other people literally.
Speaker 5 (14:23):
Stop stocking people. But I know because I'm like, I.
Speaker 7 (14:26):
Got my feelings hurt for real because he was peaking.
He was he peaked. He peaked at the exact moment
whenever I had like basically I sent it like three
minutes five minutes later and then he still wasn't responding
thirty five to forty five minutes later, So then yeah,
I blocked him I blocked him. I kind of regret it,
just because I don't want to feel I don't want
to show that I'm bothered. Yeah, and I feel like
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I did do that by by blocking and everything. But
at the end of the day, I feel like I
I know myself worth.
Speaker 3 (14:54):
I guess.
Speaker 5 (14:57):
I guess.
Speaker 7 (14:59):
I just like it's hard for me because I think
I got attached, and then for him to switch up,
I'm like, it didn't make sense. So now I'm left
with these unanswered questions because I'm like, where is this
coming from? Right, you know, and for a man I
don't even know.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
I don't think that type of like behavior or attitude
should be showing like so early. But it's already, you know,
I agree, So it's already showing you, like the true colors. Yeah,
you imagine within years, right, Like how he's gonna like
just the way he's saying that about you is already
like a I don't even think you need answers, Like
he's just not right for you. He's not going to right,
he's not going to say the right things to you,
and he's not going to let it get there. Someone
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that really truly cares about you is not going to
let it get to an argument and so early on,
so early on, like that, no, it should be all good,
like right, you know, I mean it stays good for
that's the honeymoon, the honeymoon stage.
Speaker 7 (15:46):
Right like and that's the thing. Like I think for
a lot of the time that I was talking to him,
I was like asking for validation and shit like oh
do you do you really like me? You know, like
is this something that you want to like pursue? Like
what where where's your head at? And like you would
always be like well yeah, Like I'm still like we're
we're talking, like we're hanging out a lot, Like why
would like why would you think that I'm not? And
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I'm like, well because I don't know.
Speaker 3 (16:09):
Yeah, So now I'm.
Speaker 7 (16:10):
Like okay, so you definitely didn't like me, so that
I'm big on just just say that, you know, Like
so you could just say that yeah instead of like
getting my hopes up.
Speaker 5 (16:19):
Yeah he's a boy. He's not he's a boy.
Speaker 3 (16:22):
He's a boy, not.
Speaker 5 (16:24):
Of like how he made you feel?
Speaker 1 (16:26):
All right?
Speaker 6 (16:26):
Right?
Speaker 3 (16:26):
He still hasn't even checked up on me.
Speaker 7 (16:28):
Bro, Like like if I block somebody and they're not
like trying to email me, to get around that wall,
like maybe you really don't love me at all.
Speaker 1 (16:38):
Yeah, you deserve better than that.
Speaker 6 (16:40):
And no man should ever talk to you like that
and make you because you're anything but annoying and like
self centered.
Speaker 3 (16:47):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (16:48):
Yeah, No, I have the right decision by blocking him.
Speaker 2 (16:50):
I know it's always best and I show them how
you feel or that your emotion about the situation, but
I don't sight out of mind, and sometimes it helps
you that distance helps you heal really move on because
if you if it's there and it's a constant reminder
that they haven't replied or they haven't opened your message,
it's it's hard to get over that.
Speaker 6 (17:07):
No.
Speaker 7 (17:07):
Yeah, and I've been doing like a lot of overthinking
on the situation, to be honest, And like him being
on my social media was giving me that because I
would just see his picture, you know.
Speaker 2 (17:16):
So you need that distance, like you know, and then
and then when you have healed some and then you
see and it hurts again, it's just going to cause
more healing for you, and so you really don't give
a fuck anymore, right, Yeah, And you're like, yeah, I
can see I'm in not feel anything.
Speaker 7 (17:31):
I am working my way there because let me tell you,
like once I once, I am like done, Like I
can't get that back.
Speaker 3 (17:37):
Yeah, I really can't know.
Speaker 6 (17:38):
It's it's in the past, like right, deserve someone that's
going to be all about you, that's obsessed with you
and shows you, like through actions, not just words like yeah,
I want you and you.
Speaker 1 (17:49):
And you need to be moving forward, not right.
Speaker 7 (17:52):
And it's making me think like he had some foxical
allegations against him, and I'm just like, why are you
making them true? Bro? Like yeah, yeah, I'd rather know now,
thanks for not wasting my time exactly.
Speaker 1 (18:04):
Yep.
Speaker 3 (18:05):
Yeah, that's crazy though, it is what it is. No,
I'm chilling. I'm chilling. Yeah, but yeah, it's disappointing. It's disappointing.
Speaker 7 (18:12):
Yeah, but you know, I think that that's the thing
with this generation of men. Yeah, it's just like you
could just be honest with your intentions from the get go.
You could, I don't know, maybe put a little bit
more effort if you actually want something I don't know, Yeah,
because I think that's a big part of it too.
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Like me, I think he's a self sabotager, like he's
in his mind like doing it because like acting this
way because he wants to create that distance because I
do think that there's a little bit of like a
desire there, like to be with me and shit like that,
but I don't think that he's in a place right
now to do that. So that's why he's like acting
out because I mean the time, like he's he's going
(18:55):
through a lot.
Speaker 5 (18:56):
So I'm breathing.
Speaker 8 (18:57):
So I'm so glad you brought it up because that
ship has been loud. I'm like sorry, I started bringing
her mic down because there was one point where like
it got very serious and I can hear I know it
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was a little distracted.
Speaker 6 (19:18):
I was like, it's like since I cried, I have
all like the sniffles in here, like sucking cry some more.
Speaker 3 (19:24):
So you had me right here.
Speaker 2 (19:27):
And I also felt like Jazz was getting really mad
at this guy, and she was sounding she was sounding
like a bull, you know, when they.
Speaker 6 (19:33):
Were like yeahs, like don't make excuses for him, Like
I get it, Like I.
Speaker 3 (19:38):
Know, I don't know.
Speaker 4 (19:40):
I know, I don't tell you that to me down
he won't like know, Oh my god, it's natural when
you care about someone, it is so natural to make excuse.
Speaker 5 (19:52):
To why he can't love you, babe, Like, he's just
not the one. You can't make somebody something that he's not.
You can't make something he's self. Who gives the fun if.
Speaker 7 (20:02):
Yeh know, it's not like a care it's like, but.
Speaker 5 (20:07):
You're so funny.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
I can never be captain save a hoe, That's for
damn sure.
Speaker 6 (20:13):
He would and the right man will change for the
woman that he wants, right he wanted to.
Speaker 5 (20:18):
Okay, ill next? Yeah what's that smell?
Speaker 3 (20:21):
It smell like bitching here, Carriod?
Speaker 1 (20:24):
What the fuck? Why are you leaving? I don't know.
Speaker 5 (20:29):
That sounds like breathing so heavy too.
Speaker 3 (20:30):
I was like, huh, yeah, no, it's fine. I just need.
Speaker 7 (20:34):
What I need is more hoes. That's one thing that
I don't got right now is a roster. So I
think this is taking up too much of my mind.
Perfect that weekend for for some thoughtivities.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
Heart doctor to come into the week show. Yeah, he's
gonna be here this weekend.
Speaker 3 (20:52):
If my heart needs you, I think we should party.
Speaker 5 (20:55):
I'm available.
Speaker 2 (20:56):
Well you know what Baby told me, because like the
homies are coming over this weekend, and Baby's like, you're
inviting the girls, And I was like, yeah, Like if
we're gonna do something like you know, and he's like,
just on the sun, just like kick it, like no period,
We're not doing nothing crazy.
Speaker 6 (21:08):
Like just taking her husband reminds me a lot of
and I don't say this because my dad's up there,
but it reminds me a lot of like my dad
in the sense of like the way he hosts people.
Like even when we went over we like saw he's like,
I'm hungry, you guys hungry. He goes and gets his
food and it's like that's but so real, Like I
don't know, like he just gives me like dad host vibes.
Speaker 5 (21:28):
You want to be comfortable when you go to his house.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
And he's like he wants everyone at the house at
all times, Like he's a social butterfly that he's like
invite him over.
Speaker 5 (21:36):
And invite him over, bring that he takes care of us.
Speaker 2 (21:39):
Yeah, he he is about Sometimes I'll be like, hey, motherfucker,
we're not having the house this weekend, and he'll be like,
but then when we're at the house and we're just
just us, he's like, let's go somewhere. He's like he
has to be like in the movie Things. Yeah, he
can't just chill and watch a damn movie.
Speaker 3 (21:56):
Bro.
Speaker 7 (21:57):
I feel that though, because I got ADHD too.
Speaker 3 (22:00):
I don't like to be alone, and I dude.
Speaker 7 (22:04):
Kicks it no literally the way I do like to
just be around other people. I spent a whole week
in solitude with these thoughts, and I was like, I
can't do this.
Speaker 3 (22:14):
I'm going out this weekend. Want to be around you.
Speaker 5 (22:17):
You make everyone feel better.
Speaker 3 (22:18):
You shot themselves.
Speaker 5 (22:19):
That's why this butt I not catch him. It sounds
right on the streets.
Speaker 3 (22:22):
Literally.
Speaker 2 (22:23):
When Moto like kind of give me a hands of
what was happening, and I was like, hold on, we'll
talk about it on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (22:28):
I was like, you know, Jazz is gonna kill him, right, yeah, Like.
Speaker 5 (22:31):
Yeah, I'll be smiling at my mugshot too, right, that
was me? That was me, right, I did that.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
I did.
Speaker 5 (22:39):
This is your attend So don't ever question yourself.
Speaker 6 (22:41):
You're never the problem. There the problem obviously. He's talking
to you all disrespectful, like.
Speaker 7 (22:46):
Yeah, very disrespectful. That's where I was like, chill out,
like I don't know who you think you are.
Speaker 6 (22:51):
Type over like a music thing like at that point,
he's doing the most.
Speaker 7 (22:54):
If I actually told me reason told you, like the
conversation we were actually having, it was crazy how it
just like took a turn. But I don't know, maybe
it's because he was drinking. But also like, bro, like,
don't be a means wrong either, Like, no, it's not
even an excuse, bro, I'm just telling you exactly a
fact of the like the situation we were in, Like,
(23:15):
it's not even an excuse.
Speaker 1 (23:16):
I'm like, but drinking not though, I'm not like that.
Speaker 3 (23:18):
Whenever I'm drunk, Like, no, you know that's no more lungerable, right.
Speaker 6 (23:24):
I like to have fun. I don't like to argue
and drink. It brings out like who you are. Yeah,
the truth, the whole comes out right right. Yeah, he
gave me a half hug too, I know. Yeah, so
never again.
Speaker 5 (23:39):
It's good ridden, So yeah, I do you know now?
And you're off too bigger.
Speaker 2 (23:42):
And that Jazz would say, good ridden, she's an intellectual
good bye.
Speaker 5 (23:51):
Bye bye right, like I'm over. I'm already these fucking boys.
Speaker 3 (23:55):
Honestly, I.
Speaker 6 (23:59):
Was for.
Speaker 5 (24:03):
William Levy.
Speaker 6 (24:05):
Oh yeah, not him though, because these actual romance in
real life. I need his role in that Roman. That's
why I need And if you're listening to this, watch
that and you might have a chance with me.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Hey, did you ever hear back from the celeb that
you matched with on and Riah?
Speaker 5 (24:24):
I have not.
Speaker 3 (24:26):
I have not.
Speaker 6 (24:27):
Sadness, I'm starting to think that this thing you just
match and you just never hear from these men again,
because I'm like, oh.
Speaker 2 (24:34):
Well, for those who didn't hear that part in the
in the last episode, it was someone associated with Yeah
and a Latin artists Yeah, and here wow, beautiful man,
beautiful man for you to see.
Speaker 6 (24:47):
A video of him and his like underwear, and a
lot of people were saying that it looks small.
Speaker 5 (24:52):
The nice guys, he's a.
Speaker 3 (24:54):
Grower, just a water in a little bit.
Speaker 5 (25:00):
Guys said I got that good.
Speaker 6 (25:02):
I'm a little a little sprint machine down the Oh
my god, I'm going to miss you and I'm.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
Still here five minutes.
Speaker 3 (25:15):
Oh. Is that that's crazy?
Speaker 1 (25:19):
That's sad.
Speaker 5 (25:20):
Stop I know, I'm sad.
Speaker 3 (25:22):
We're a little bit emotional today, y'all.
Speaker 5 (25:24):
We're sitting right there or outside the window with the video.
Speaker 6 (25:29):
Whatever.
Speaker 1 (25:29):
Whenever you have time and you just want to pop in,
pop in.
Speaker 6 (25:33):
When I have like really really big tea or any
to say, my ship yeah, you.
Speaker 1 (25:39):
Know tell us, you know you you forever part of
sip in Tequila.
Speaker 5 (25:42):
No, you guys are forever part of me. I still
live in Mo.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
Take me out of there.
Speaker 5 (25:49):
I'm gonna be like I'm in America.
Speaker 3 (25:52):
Just kidding.
Speaker 5 (25:52):
Where's that from?
Speaker 1 (25:54):
White Chicks?
Speaker 3 (25:54):
Oh?
Speaker 5 (25:58):
Anyway, party at your house? I'm house.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
Let's do it.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
I put my boat on everything I should, he should Saturday. Yeah,
just kicking it.
Speaker 5 (26:09):
Are we like a pool party?
Speaker 1 (26:11):
We're just gonna be chill, like well, like a Kickbago.
We'll go in the pool and stuff, but like no
huge party, no nothing.
Speaker 3 (26:18):
Yeah yeah, just you know, kicking it.
Yeah, can you go okay? All right?
Speaker 2 (00:03):
I don't know what episode this episode nine Girl episode
nine times was by.
Speaker 3 (00:08):
When you're having fun, it really bad you're broken?
Speaker 4 (00:11):
Well.
Speaker 5 (00:11):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
The reason why we did not release an episode last
two week was because we had a big event happening
the day that we usually record. And then also Jazz
broke her toe.
Speaker 5 (00:22):
I did it, broke my toe.
Speaker 3 (00:25):
Girl was going through it.
Speaker 5 (00:26):
How at the gym, I dropped a forty five pound
weight on it. It was wild.
Speaker 6 (00:32):
But you know what happened. The Pussycat Dolls came on.
It was the song Buttons. I remember love Buttons, and
I was in fucking love Island mode.
Speaker 5 (00:41):
Right.
Speaker 6 (00:41):
As for the heart rate challenge she had, the new
Bombshell came in and she had buttons, but she didn't eat,
she didn't need.
Speaker 3 (00:48):
She didn't.
Speaker 6 (00:49):
So when I was racking up my little thing to
do some hip thrusts, I was like, the song came on,
I was like the way I would have performed Oh
was crazy, and then it slipped and then my toe.
Speaker 1 (00:59):
Proud of you for using a forty five or too though,
thank you.
Speaker 5 (01:02):
I know when you told me that look here you
feel that.
Speaker 2 (01:04):
I was like you you know, because it would have
been like a fifteen twenty five.
Speaker 1 (01:07):
I would have been like you forty five. Okay, girl,
no big part. Apparently we've got we've.
Speaker 2 (01:14):
Got some news and okay, so Moe looks sad as
hell two reasons.
Speaker 3 (01:21):
Okay, So.
Speaker 7 (01:24):
I will tell you I've been going through it for
the past couple of weeks. I recently had like a
little heartbreak. But that is nothing, nothing.
Speaker 3 (01:32):
Compared to the news I heard this morning.
Speaker 2 (01:33):
Okay, So obviously it's news from Jazz. I said something
yesterday to you, Ezy along those lines.
Speaker 1 (01:44):
Girl.
Speaker 7 (01:45):
I don't know why, but you called it like I
never in a million years, I don't know, that's just
met me.
Speaker 5 (01:52):
Wait, what's that?
Speaker 1 (01:54):
Well, okay, so.
Speaker 2 (01:57):
We haven't seen you in a while, and it's and
it's because a lot like you. We literally said it
when we were in the mix last week, where like, yo,
Jazz isn't here because she's hustling.
Speaker 1 (02:06):
You were kind of setting up the.
Speaker 2 (02:07):
Event for big events for us here at iHeart and
I was like, dang, I feel like, uh, Jazz is
a little m I a right now.
Speaker 1 (02:16):
And then Moe was like, what do you mean? And
I'm like, I don't know. I feel like we're losing her.
Speaker 5 (02:19):
Oh no, I'm always here.
Speaker 2 (02:21):
Like they say it yesterday, though, losing her in the
sense of like you might have some some other opportunities
come in your way where you might not be here
much longer.
Speaker 5 (02:30):
Oh my god, not like this.
Speaker 3 (02:34):
Not every dramatic.
Speaker 6 (02:36):
Yeah, I said, I'm dramatic. I'm dramatic. Not here much longer.
Speaker 2 (02:42):
Sounds like you still live in for and twenty you got,
oh yeah, for years.
Speaker 5 (02:49):
That would be wild.
Speaker 7 (02:50):
You're not allowed to die, I'll tell you first, please.
Speaker 6 (02:56):
No, guys, I was sad. So the thing is, I
am very passionate. I'll be honest, right, I don't like
to tell people about like my acting because I feel
like it's like a pipe dream for a.
Speaker 5 (03:07):
Lot of people.
Speaker 6 (03:08):
But I was like, oh, like I really want to
try like pursue it full time. And I was like,
I can't be like half doing that and half doing this.
Like I feel like, if you want to be successful,
whether it was in the podcast or this, like you
have to be.
Speaker 5 (03:21):
Like all in for anything like the podcast too.
Speaker 6 (03:25):
I was like, it deserves to have like your full attention,
it deserves to be a priority, and it deserves to
be because I see the potential that it has, you know,
and then I see the potential that the other thing
has as well. And so I just had to make
a decision and be like what do I want to
like focus on full time to like be I want.
Speaker 5 (03:44):
To cry because it makes you so sad, but ya.
Speaker 1 (03:48):
So we say it, say what's happening?
Speaker 5 (03:51):
Yeah, so I won't be doing sipping tequila?
Speaker 6 (03:54):
But yeah, Oh it's okay, I don't cry often.
Speaker 1 (03:58):
We support you and whatever you want to.
Speaker 6 (03:59):
Know, you be really happy to working here or you're
not working.
Speaker 5 (04:06):
But I don't know.
Speaker 6 (04:08):
I mean if opportunities come elsewhere too, I'm not really
going to be like opposed to it. Yeah, but we'll see,
we'll see. But yeah, it was clearly a hard decision. Yeah,
Like it was like, oh I woke up one day
with the broken toe, but I did. I was like really,
like you know when you're like you can't really do
much but sit still, and then you really start to
(04:29):
think about things and it's like damn, like I don't
want to keep like I can't be fifty to fifty
on both things, Like you have to be one hundred
percent in on like what you really want to do,
and so that's what I'm doing.
Speaker 1 (04:40):
That's good because and it's it's good.
Speaker 2 (04:42):
For you to make these I know you're going to
make me cry.
Speaker 1 (04:47):
But you have to. Like that's what dude. You can't
spread yourself thin.
Speaker 2 (04:54):
And I'm I'm proud of you for being able to
make this move Like no, I mean no harsh feelings
here whatsoever. Personal as someone who has a hard time
saying no to things, I'm proud of you for like.
Speaker 6 (05:04):
This is like what I look forward to and this,
like honestly, like this is like what I like forward
to in my weeks.
Speaker 5 (05:11):
Just being able to like sit down and talk and.
Speaker 6 (05:13):
No, it was like hard because I was just like
and then with my trip coming up and stuff, I
was like, I want to leave things like August first,
I was like, I just want to start doing what
I have to do to get where I need to get,
you know.
Speaker 5 (05:27):
So yeah, so it was definitely hard, Like it wasn't easy,
like at all.
Speaker 6 (05:32):
I talked to my sister and I talked to my mom,
and they were just like, well, you know, like you
gotta do what you like are passionate about, like truly
what you're passionate about. She was like, it's going to
lead you somewhere, even if it doesn't. Least you know
you tried, you know.
Speaker 1 (05:46):
Yeah, so time and time is moving. Time ain't waiting
on nobody.
Speaker 6 (05:49):
No.
Speaker 7 (05:50):
Time is so precious too, Like you want to grow
in whatever you're most passionate about.
Speaker 6 (05:55):
Yeah, but it does suck because I do love what
we do. I think we have so much fun. And
then I was like it has so much potential too
that it's like it's so unfair for me to just
be like oh yes and no, Like you have to
be committed, like anything you want to do, you have
to be like one hundred.
Speaker 5 (06:09):
Percent there right for anything? Yeah, like you know, so,
yeah it's hard, but this.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
Is our last episode with jazz Stop.
Speaker 8 (06:22):
Like here literally now I'm really gonna have to be drunk.
Speaker 3 (06:27):
I'm crying. I'm not stupid, I am driven.
Speaker 6 (06:32):
Yeah, tell you guys know what happened. I got so
messed up on Monday, Like I was in the stall
like at the Avent concert.
Speaker 5 (06:41):
I actually had no idea what where I was at
blacked out yeah, because yeah, I.
Speaker 6 (06:46):
Was with my mom and my sisters. Yeah, but you
know what I noticed when I was drunk. I didn't
feel the pain in my toe.
Speaker 5 (06:54):
Yeah, so I was just chilling.
Speaker 6 (06:57):
Yeah, but yeah, anyway, tequila does help with the pain.
Speaker 1 (07:03):
Dude, how unfortunate you.
Speaker 2 (07:04):
Literally this is the second time you see having that
when they come to the Valley and we were trying
to manifest you going on stage with him and you
have a damn broken toe.
Speaker 6 (07:12):
Bro, I would have like gone up there though. I
would have had him like, I don't know, Caresse or something.
Speaker 2 (07:22):
Signed my boott Santos, bring anyone on stage.
Speaker 5 (07:25):
I don't remember. Actually I was. I was drunk, like
I was.
Speaker 6 (07:29):
No. I'm actually mad at myself because I was like
all I wanted was to like sit there and enjoy
the music again, and I did it.
Speaker 3 (07:35):
It's just pregame too hard.
Speaker 5 (07:37):
I So.
Speaker 6 (07:39):
I just took shots when I was there, like, I
don't know my friend like he just kept buying a
shots and love that they were like and then I
know Pepe, who's my friend at Footprint, so he like
hooks it up.
Speaker 1 (07:50):
So yeah mm Hmmang, well you had a good time.
Speaker 3 (07:53):
I had a good time.
Speaker 5 (07:55):
I regret it. I'm not drinking for the next year.
Like it was that bad until you get. Yeah, I'm
not not even like you like to.
Speaker 1 (08:02):
Have their drinks out there.
Speaker 5 (08:03):
Well probably like I'll be a classy ho like like
I never had that in my life.
Speaker 3 (08:10):
I mean, it's okay.
Speaker 6 (08:11):
I don't know.
Speaker 7 (08:12):
There's a lot of hyperound and apparol spirits that I
don't support.
Speaker 3 (08:16):
I'm not even that I don't support it. It's just
not for me.
Speaker 6 (08:19):
Yeah, yeah, I know, I'm gonna be classy. I'm gonna
have like a little wine with some cheese. I'm definitely
gonna eat. I don't think alcoholica like you.
Speaker 1 (08:28):
You know it.
Speaker 2 (08:28):
We'll wait and see fully out of your system.
Speaker 1 (08:33):
We'll see and your foot back, your toes back.
Speaker 6 (08:36):
Oh my god, my brand new Jazz down there not
even ready. Yeah, but that's been my life.
Speaker 5 (08:43):
Guys. I'm really sad.
Speaker 1 (08:44):
Not even likes good news.
Speaker 5 (08:46):
We got why.
Speaker 3 (08:49):
I'm so heartbroken.
Speaker 7 (08:52):
I hate him well and I have like abandonment issues,
so this is very triggering for me.
Speaker 3 (08:57):
I said, I'm kidding. No, I do have a bed misues,
but that's besides the port.
Speaker 2 (09:03):
We'll get into that, right right, Na.
Speaker 7 (09:07):
So obviously I found out this morning that Jazz was leaving.
But yeah, but it's Okay, it's.
Speaker 1 (09:15):
Okay, we'll talk about it without you, right.
Speaker 3 (09:20):
We're gonna keep your picture on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (09:21):
Yeah, we know, we gotta change ship.
Speaker 5 (09:26):
I know, I don't want long.
Speaker 3 (09:28):
I worked on that.
Speaker 5 (09:29):
Your biggest sad and your biggest supporters.
Speaker 6 (09:32):
I think that's our friendship though, Like even today, I've
told me that I support you, and it's like, thank
you for being so like understanding.
Speaker 3 (09:38):
Yeah, And that's the thing.
Speaker 7 (09:39):
I think that's why we started this in the first place,
because we're just all cool. We love to talk shit together,
like and so like that's why this became what it was.
And obviously you're going to be a big missing part
of it, but we're still.
Speaker 3 (09:51):
Going to have you on and we're going to talk ship.
Speaker 2 (09:54):
Can you please be a guest when you're finally big
in Hollywood? God, oh my god, you first interviews later
you're ever Yeah, when you're like one hundred percent.
Speaker 1 (10:04):
When you blow up in that movie premiere.
Speaker 3 (10:06):
Yeah, And I want to go to every single though, like.
Speaker 6 (10:11):
Right after my first fills a porno, I won't be
mad at all times are to I.
Speaker 1 (10:15):
Don't want to be at that media price no matter
what it is, Right, you won't.
Speaker 5 (10:18):
Even be a press bab. You guys would be guests, Like.
Speaker 1 (10:21):
Yeah, he's be for real, it is.
Speaker 6 (10:22):
Being recorded right me is like I wrote with the
same group of people, the same group of friends, like
I always have, and I feel like I meet people
like in different times of my life, Like I've met
friends and they've always like stuck, even unintentionally, Like you know,
like when I came in, I didn't think i'd be
friends with not that I wouldn't be friends with you,
I didn't.
Speaker 5 (10:41):
Think we would get as close as like I did.
Speaker 6 (10:43):
You know when you click, I'm saying with you, it's
like like you're like, Okay, I have good friends, but
it's like you keep getting more great friends and it's
just like, oh my god, I'm so blesd.
Speaker 3 (10:55):
Just you know, we're lackching for life.
Speaker 1 (10:57):
For life first, like I.
Speaker 5 (10:59):
Just try and like see what happens, and.
Speaker 1 (11:02):
I'm excited for you. Yeah, it's have a lot of
hard work and shine. You stand out a lot.
Speaker 5 (11:07):
Of things, right, And that's like my.
Speaker 6 (11:11):
Coach was saying, it's like it's one thing to be talented,
but you have to have like personality too, so you
have that right you have because there's out here that
are like I know, right, I just hope i'll And
you have a good, really good mindset.
Speaker 3 (11:26):
I mean you have great media training.
Speaker 5 (11:28):
Thank you, guys.
Speaker 1 (11:29):
You need a social media coordinator. If you knowed.
Speaker 5 (11:37):
My manager, you get back with me.
Speaker 6 (11:40):
Unless it goes through, you get ten percent by wait percentage,
I don't even know figure that out.
Speaker 3 (11:46):
Yeah, we'll talk about that later.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
You got a whole team already.
Speaker 6 (11:49):
No, but no, I love you guys, and I honestly
wish I could. But I mean, we're still going to
talk and hang out.
Speaker 7 (11:56):
But but yeah, that was heartbreak number one. Well that
was actually heartbreak number two. That was like the cherry
on top heartbreak number one.
Speaker 2 (12:03):
Yeah, because that shit happened but yesterday or I mean
you told me about it yesterday.
Speaker 3 (12:07):
So yeah, well yeah, there's a lot.
Speaker 7 (12:10):
Actually I haven't had the chance to update you guys
on we Actually he's not blocked anymore, but yeah, I
don't have him on anything anymore. Oh yeah, that did
come as a really rash decision, which I'm also unpacking
that because I have a way of responding to things
(12:30):
where I'm just like, you know what, I can't do this,
Like I get mad. Yeah, and I've been sitting in
this anger because this man switched up on me.
Speaker 3 (12:38):
This man did a.
Speaker 7 (12:39):
One eighty, and he was saying things to me that
like I don't know if he I think he's unhealed
and he has a lot going on, so I think
he was just deflecting on me, and I don't like
when a man does that.
Speaker 5 (12:50):
What did he say, Oh, God, you shot?
Speaker 7 (12:53):
I mean he was saying stuff that. It's like that
was like dumb, Like we got it. I don't know
why we even got into the argument in the first place,
but like he was just like not liking We were
talking about music and stuff, and like we had a
difference of opinion on something, and I was just stating
things that I thought were true for me, like who
I like most in music and whatnot and why I
(13:14):
like them, and he just didn't respect my opinion. And
then he was like being very dismissive. He was like,
you know what, some of the shit that you say
is annoying and I like and he was saying some
stuff like along the lines of he kind of he
said something, oh that alluded to I'm always talking about
(13:35):
myself type of stuff, and I was like, really, like
I don't always try to make it about me, like no,
you know, like I don't know.
Speaker 3 (13:43):
This man kind of was weird with me.
Speaker 7 (13:46):
So that's that's where it started getting weird. And then
he wasn't answering my texts, he wasn't answering my calls.
He hasn't been and then finally this past Sunday, I
was just like, so it takes you a whole week,
called me back, like what's good?
Speaker 3 (14:01):
Like, and.
Speaker 7 (14:04):
I downloaded Snapchat Plus. I got it so you can
see on Snapchat Plus like whenever someone like peaks at
your message, you know, they slide over, but they don't
fully open the message. You can see it shows you
like the little eye looking emoji.
Speaker 1 (14:17):
Oh wow. Yeah.
Speaker 2 (14:19):
So I was like, now, hope people are right and
you know, tricking other people literally.
Speaker 5 (14:23):
Stop stocking people. But I know because I'm like, I.
Speaker 7 (14:26):
Got my feelings hurt for real because he was peaking.
He was he peaked. He peaked at the exact moment
whenever I had like basically I sent it like three
minutes five minutes later and then he still wasn't responding
thirty five to forty five minutes later, So then yeah,
I blocked him I blocked him. I kind of regret it,
just because I don't want to feel I don't want
to show that I'm bothered. Yeah, and I feel like
(14:47):
I did do that by by blocking and everything. But
at the end of the day, I feel like I
I know myself worth.
Speaker 3 (14:54):
I guess.
Speaker 5 (14:57):
I guess.
Speaker 7 (14:59):
I just like it's hard for me because I think
I got attached, and then for him to switch up,
I'm like, it didn't make sense. So now I'm left
with these unanswered questions because I'm like, where is this
coming from? Right, you know, and for a man I
don't even know.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
I don't think that type of like behavior or attitude
should be showing like so early. But it's already, you know,
I agree, So it's already showing you, like the true colors. Yeah,
you imagine within years, right, Like how he's gonna like
just the way he's saying that about you is already
like a I don't even think you need answers, Like
he's just not right for you. He's not going to right,
he's not going to say the right things to you,
and he's not going to let it get there. Someone
(15:34):
that really truly cares about you is not going to
let it get to an argument and so early on,
so early on, like that, no, it should be all good,
like right, you know, I mean it stays good for
that's the honeymoon, the honeymoon stage.
Speaker 7 (15:46):
Right like and that's the thing. Like I think for
a lot of the time that I was talking to him,
I was like asking for validation and shit like oh
do you do you really like me? You know, like
is this something that you want to like pursue? Like
what where where's your head at? And like you would
always be like well yeah, Like I'm still like we're
we're talking, like we're hanging out a lot, Like why
would like why would you think that I'm not? And
(16:06):
I'm like, well because I don't know.
Speaker 3 (16:09):
Yeah, So now I'm.
Speaker 7 (16:10):
Like okay, so you definitely didn't like me, so that
I'm big on just just say that, you know, Like
so you could just say that yeah instead of like
getting my hopes up.
Speaker 5 (16:19):
Yeah he's a boy. He's not he's a boy.
Speaker 3 (16:22):
He's a boy, not.
Speaker 5 (16:24):
Of like how he made you feel?
Speaker 1 (16:26):
All right?
Speaker 6 (16:26):
Right?
Speaker 3 (16:26):
He still hasn't even checked up on me.
Speaker 7 (16:28):
Bro, Like like if I block somebody and they're not
like trying to email me, to get around that wall,
like maybe you really don't love me at all.
Speaker 1 (16:38):
Yeah, you deserve better than that.
Speaker 6 (16:40):
And no man should ever talk to you like that
and make you because you're anything but annoying and like
self centered.
Speaker 3 (16:47):
Thank you.
Speaker 1 (16:48):
Yeah, No, I have the right decision by blocking him.
Speaker 2 (16:50):
I know it's always best and I show them how
you feel or that your emotion about the situation, but
I don't sight out of mind, and sometimes it helps
you that distance helps you heal really move on because
if you if it's there and it's a constant reminder
that they haven't replied or they haven't opened your message,
it's it's hard to get over that.
Speaker 6 (17:07):
No.
Speaker 7 (17:07):
Yeah, and I've been doing like a lot of overthinking
on the situation, to be honest, And like him being
on my social media was giving me that because I
would just see his picture, you know.
Speaker 2 (17:16):
So you need that distance, like you know, and then
and then when you have healed some and then you
see and it hurts again, it's just going to cause
more healing for you, and so you really don't give
a fuck anymore, right, Yeah, And you're like, yeah, I
can see I'm in not feel anything.
Speaker 7 (17:31):
I am working my way there because let me tell you,
like once I once, I am like done, Like I
can't get that back.
Speaker 3 (17:37):
Yeah, I really can't know.
Speaker 6 (17:38):
It's it's in the past, like right, deserve someone that's
going to be all about you, that's obsessed with you
and shows you, like through actions, not just words like yeah,
I want you and you.
Speaker 1 (17:49):
And you need to be moving forward, not right.
Speaker 7 (17:52):
And it's making me think like he had some foxical
allegations against him, and I'm just like, why are you
making them true? Bro? Like yeah, yeah, I'd rather know now,
thanks for not wasting my time exactly.
Speaker 1 (18:04):
Yep.
Speaker 3 (18:05):
Yeah, that's crazy though, it is what it is. No,
I'm chilling. I'm chilling. Yeah, but yeah, it's disappointing. It's disappointing.
Speaker 7 (18:12):
Yeah, but you know, I think that that's the thing
with this generation of men. Yeah, it's just like you
could just be honest with your intentions from the get go.
You could, I don't know, maybe put a little bit
more effort if you actually want something I don't know, Yeah,
because I think that's a big part of it too.
(18:33):
Like me, I think he's a self sabotager, like he's
in his mind like doing it because like acting this
way because he wants to create that distance because I
do think that there's a little bit of like a
desire there, like to be with me and shit like that,
but I don't think that he's in a place right
now to do that. So that's why he's like acting
out because I mean the time, like he's he's going
(18:55):
through a lot.
Speaker 5 (18:56):
So I'm breathing.
Speaker 8 (18:57):
So I'm so glad you brought it up because that
ship has been loud. I'm like sorry, I started bringing
her mic down because there was one point where like
it got very serious and I can hear I know it
(19:17):
was a little distracted.
Speaker 6 (19:18):
I was like, it's like since I cried, I have
all like the sniffles in here, like sucking cry some more.
Speaker 3 (19:24):
So you had me right here.
Speaker 2 (19:27):
And I also felt like Jazz was getting really mad
at this guy, and she was sounding she was sounding
like a bull, you know, when they.
Speaker 6 (19:33):
Were like yeahs, like don't make excuses for him, Like
I get it, Like I.
Speaker 3 (19:38):
Know, I don't know.
Speaker 4 (19:40):
I know, I don't tell you that to me down
he won't like know, Oh my god, it's natural when
you care about someone, it is so natural to make excuse.
Speaker 5 (19:52):
To why he can't love you, babe, Like, he's just
not the one. You can't make somebody something that he's not.
You can't make something he's self. Who gives the fun if.
Speaker 7 (20:02):
Yeh know, it's not like a care it's like, but.
Speaker 5 (20:07):
You're so funny.
Speaker 3 (20:10):
I can never be captain save a hoe, That's for
damn sure.
Speaker 6 (20:13):
He would and the right man will change for the
woman that he wants, right he wanted to.
Speaker 5 (20:18):
Okay, ill next? Yeah what's that smell?
Speaker 3 (20:21):
It smell like bitching here, Carriod?
Speaker 1 (20:24):
What the fuck? Why are you leaving? I don't know.
Speaker 5 (20:29):
That sounds like breathing so heavy too.
Speaker 3 (20:30):
I was like, huh, yeah, no, it's fine. I just need.
Speaker 7 (20:34):
What I need is more hoes. That's one thing that
I don't got right now is a roster. So I
think this is taking up too much of my mind.
Perfect that weekend for for some thoughtivities.
Speaker 1 (20:48):
Heart doctor to come into the week show. Yeah, he's
gonna be here this weekend.
Speaker 3 (20:52):
If my heart needs you, I think we should party.
Speaker 5 (20:55):
I'm available.
Speaker 2 (20:56):
Well you know what Baby told me, because like the
homies are coming over this weekend, and Baby's like, you're
inviting the girls, And I was like, yeah, Like if
we're gonna do something like you know, and he's like,
just on the sun, just like kick it, like no period,
We're not doing nothing crazy.
Speaker 6 (21:08):
Like just taking her husband reminds me a lot of
and I don't say this because my dad's up there,
but it reminds me a lot of like my dad
in the sense of like the way he hosts people.
Like even when we went over we like saw he's like,
I'm hungry, you guys hungry. He goes and gets his
food and it's like that's but so real, Like I
don't know, like he just gives me like dad host vibes.
Speaker 5 (21:28):
You want to be comfortable when you go to his house.
Speaker 2 (21:30):
And he's like he wants everyone at the house at
all times, Like he's a social butterfly that he's like
invite him over.
Speaker 5 (21:36):
And invite him over, bring that he takes care of us.
Speaker 2 (21:39):
Yeah, he he is about Sometimes I'll be like, hey, motherfucker,
we're not having the house this weekend, and he'll be like,
but then when we're at the house and we're just
just us, he's like, let's go somewhere. He's like he
has to be like in the movie Things. Yeah, he
can't just chill and watch a damn movie.
Speaker 3 (21:56):
Bro.
Speaker 7 (21:57):
I feel that though, because I got ADHD too.
Speaker 3 (22:00):
I don't like to be alone, and I dude.
Speaker 7 (22:04):
Kicks it no literally the way I do like to
just be around other people. I spent a whole week
in solitude with these thoughts, and I was like, I
can't do this.
Speaker 3 (22:14):
I'm going out this weekend. Want to be around you.
Speaker 5 (22:17):
You make everyone feel better.
Speaker 3 (22:18):
You shot themselves.
Speaker 5 (22:19):
That's why this butt I not catch him. It sounds
right on the streets.
Speaker 3 (22:22):
Literally.
Speaker 2 (22:23):
When Moto like kind of give me a hands of
what was happening, and I was like, hold on, we'll
talk about it on the podcast.
Speaker 1 (22:28):
I was like, you know, Jazz is gonna kill him, right, yeah, Like.
Speaker 5 (22:31):
Yeah, I'll be smiling at my mugshot too, right, that
was me? That was me, right, I did that.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
I did.
Speaker 5 (22:39):
This is your attend So don't ever question yourself.
Speaker 6 (22:41):
You're never the problem. There the problem obviously. He's talking
to you all disrespectful, like.
Speaker 7 (22:46):
Yeah, very disrespectful. That's where I was like, chill out,
like I don't know who you think you are.
Speaker 6 (22:51):
Type over like a music thing like at that point,
he's doing the most.
Speaker 7 (22:54):
If I actually told me reason told you, like the
conversation we were actually having, it was crazy how it
just like took a turn. But I don't know, maybe
it's because he was drinking. But also like, bro, like,
don't be a means wrong either, Like, no, it's not
even an excuse, bro, I'm just telling you exactly a
fact of the like the situation we were in, Like,
(23:15):
it's not even an excuse.
Speaker 1 (23:16):
I'm like, but drinking not though, I'm not like that.
Speaker 3 (23:18):
Whenever I'm drunk, Like, no, you know that's no more lungerable, right.
Speaker 6 (23:24):
I like to have fun. I don't like to argue
and drink. It brings out like who you are. Yeah,
the truth, the whole comes out right right. Yeah, he
gave me a half hug too, I know. Yeah, so
never again.
Speaker 5 (23:39):
It's good ridden, So yeah, I do you know now?
And you're off too bigger.
Speaker 2 (23:42):
And that Jazz would say, good ridden, she's an intellectual
good bye.
Speaker 5 (23:51):
Bye bye right, like I'm over. I'm already these fucking boys.
Speaker 3 (23:55):
Honestly, I.
Speaker 6 (23:59):
Was for.
Speaker 5 (24:03):
William Levy.
Speaker 6 (24:05):
Oh yeah, not him though, because these actual romance in
real life. I need his role in that Roman. That's
why I need And if you're listening to this, watch
that and you might have a chance with me.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Hey, did you ever hear back from the celeb that
you matched with on and Riah?
Speaker 5 (24:24):
I have not.
Speaker 3 (24:26):
I have not.
Speaker 6 (24:27):
Sadness, I'm starting to think that this thing you just
match and you just never hear from these men again,
because I'm like, oh.
Speaker 2 (24:34):
Well, for those who didn't hear that part in the
in the last episode, it was someone associated with Yeah
and a Latin artists Yeah, and here wow, beautiful man,
beautiful man for you to see.
Speaker 6 (24:47):
A video of him and his like underwear, and a
lot of people were saying that it looks small.
Speaker 5 (24:52):
The nice guys, he's a.
Speaker 3 (24:54):
Grower, just a water in a little bit.
Speaker 5 (25:00):
Guys said I got that good.
Speaker 6 (25:02):
I'm a little a little sprint machine down the Oh
my god, I'm going to miss you and I'm.
Speaker 1 (25:12):
Still here five minutes.
Speaker 3 (25:15):
Oh. Is that that's crazy?
Speaker 1 (25:19):
That's sad.
Speaker 5 (25:20):
Stop I know, I'm sad.
Speaker 3 (25:22):
We're a little bit emotional today, y'all.
Speaker 5 (25:24):
We're sitting right there or outside the window with the video.
Speaker 6 (25:29):
Whatever.
Speaker 1 (25:29):
Whenever you have time and you just want to pop in,
pop in.
Speaker 6 (25:33):
When I have like really really big tea or any
to say, my ship yeah, you.
Speaker 1 (25:39):
Know tell us, you know you you forever part of
sip in Tequila.
Speaker 5 (25:42):
No, you guys are forever part of me. I still
live in Mo.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
Take me out of there.
Speaker 5 (25:49):
I'm gonna be like I'm in America.
Speaker 3 (25:52):
Just kidding.
Speaker 5 (25:52):
Where's that from?
Speaker 1 (25:54):
White Chicks?
Speaker 3 (25:54):
Oh?
Speaker 5 (25:58):
Anyway, party at your house? I'm house.
Speaker 3 (26:00):
Let's do it.
Speaker 1 (26:01):
I put my boat on everything I should, he should Saturday. Yeah,
just kicking it.
Speaker 5 (26:09):
Are we like a pool party?
Speaker 1 (26:11):
We're just gonna be chill, like well, like a Kickbago.
We'll go in the pool and stuff, but like no
huge party, no nothing.
Speaker 3 (26:18):
Yeah yeah, just you know, kicking it.
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